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2021-4-5 I NO LONGER GIVE A FUCK Shit you think of me


Uploaded by UNOFFICIAL CYRAX ARCHIVE on January 13th, 2023
Original upload date: April 5th, 2021 (automatically grabbed from title)
[0:00 - 0:29] Hello everyone. How is everyone this fine evening?
[0:29 - 0:52] Now, I am going to be speaking on something that needs to be spoken about, which is the
[0:52 - 1:06] elephant in the room. MusicBitchMarty and His Little Gang of Trolls
[1:06 - 1:20] Now Marty, you say that you want a better understanding of why I did the things that
[1:20 - 1:40] I did and that you want answers. Now, here's the thing. I explained to you
[1:40 - 2:00] about the book. I explained to you about everything. And here's the thing. I publicly apologized
[2:00 - 2:16] for what I did. Therefore, at that point in time, you then should have let it go.
[2:16 - 2:27] Now, this is what's funny about you. This is what's funny about you. You claim that
[2:27 - 2:38] you don't like me. You claim that I'm this and that I'm that. I think, I think, you
[2:38 - 2:47] think about me. I think about you. That is your mindset. I think about you. But here's
[2:47 - 2:59] the thing. Your mindset is that you're miserable. See, when you die, you will die with nothing
[2:59 - 3:09] and I will have everything. While you're over there playing Mr. Righteous,
[3:09 - 3:21] pretending to be a hero, pretending to justify your wrongdoings, I in turn will be living
[3:21 - 3:30] my life happily doing what I love. Because see, there's a difference between me and you,
[3:30 - 3:38] Marty. There's a major difference. And that difference is I don't go around making people
[3:38 - 3:48] feel like shit. That's you. Your life is miserable because of a terrible tragedy that
[3:48 - 3:56] happened last year, which you have my condolences on because as you're aware, the person that
[3:56 - 4:07] you dated was a dear friend of mine and she unfortunately passed away. And I understand
[4:07 - 4:19] that your life has been miserable since then. But here's the thing, Marty. You should not
[4:19 - 4:33] be reflecting your misery onto other people because you feel miserable. Just because
[4:33 - 4:45] you feel I wrong you, you feel like you have to attack my everyday life. You see, you're
[4:45 - 4:54] kind of like this fidget spinner. This is you, like this fidget spinner is you. Going
[4:54 - 5:01] around in the same circle, day in and day out, repeating yourself over and over and
[5:01 - 5:14] over and over and over on an endless cycle until finally you come to a stop. And this
[5:14 - 5:23] is what you're doing. Right here, repeating yourself like a broken record over and over
[5:23 - 5:34] watching my content, doing this every day on an endless cycle, just spinning around
[5:34 - 5:43] in circles, waking up every day to repeat the same thing. You wake up, get out of bed,
[5:43 - 5:53] watch my videos, attack my videos, attack my family, attack me, attack my friends, attack
[5:53 - 6:12] people I care about, and all for what? For views? Because like I said Marty, this thing,
[6:12 - 6:24] this is you, every day. Same cycle repeating over and over and over and over every day.
[6:24 - 6:33] That is you. But this is what I'm doing to you. I'm stopping that repetitive cycle.
[6:33 - 6:45] And you're probably wondering how I'm going to stop that repetitive cycle of this. And
[6:45 - 7:08] that's simple. It's called not giving a shit what you think. See, you have a certain
[7:08 - 7:22] outlook on me. You seem to have this undying obsession with me, which is quite funny honestly.
[7:22 - 7:30] You have this undying obsession to just repeat yourself in the same pattern like this fidget
[7:30 - 7:41] spinner. Just every day repeating yourself over and over and over and over again endlessly
[7:41 - 7:56] until we all get fucking tired of it. Well, like I said Marty, this is what you're doing.
[7:56 - 8:10] And this is what I'm going to do to your repetitiveness. Stop it. Because quite honestly, nobody gives
[8:10 - 8:21] a shit what you think about me. I do not give a shit what you, a worthless piece of
[8:21 - 8:32] trash who is a bully. I do not give a shit what you think about me. You might think
[8:32 - 8:39] that I give a shit about what you think, but the truth is I don't. I don't give a
[8:39 - 8:48] thing. I do not give a fuck what you think of me. Because at the end of the day, what
[8:48 - 8:59] you say about me does not care about me. What you say about me does not matter to me. I
[8:59 - 9:11] quite frankly don't care what you or any of your little friends have to say about
[9:11 - 9:16] me. Now you do have the right to judge my videos. You can sit there and judge them,
[9:16 - 9:23] say them this and that, but let me awaken you to someone here that you might not be
[9:23 - 9:37] aware of. See, you claim that your channel does not belong to me, but the proof is on
[9:37 - 9:50] your channel that in fact you should be paying me to be on your channel. You should be paying
[9:50 - 10:04] me to be on your channel because all of your content is about me. Therefore, by all technical
[10:04 - 10:13] standards, technically all your thousand subs and all your content including your channel
[10:13 - 10:24] by all technical standards belong to me. My face is on there. My content is on there.
[10:24 - 10:32] Your whole channel is about me. Therefore, by all technical standards your channel is
[10:32 - 10:43] technically mine. Your thousand subs are technically mine because all your videos are about me.
[10:43 - 10:50] That's all you do every day. You wake up miserable and think yourself, oh, how can I make this
[10:50 - 10:57] person feel even worse than they already did? How can I make this person feel like shit
[10:57 - 11:05] even more than I already have? How can I ruin this person's life more than I already have
[11:05 - 11:15] the previous day before? But here's the thing, Marty. Yes, you may have done shit to fuck
[11:15 - 11:29] up my life outside of this platform, but no longer will I take that. No longer will
[11:29 - 11:45] I acknowledge your impudent insolence. No longer will I take your bullshit because I
[11:45 - 11:51] will no longer acknowledge you or any of your little friends or any of your little
[11:51 - 11:59] trolls that you send over here. You want to know why? Life is too damn short to be worried
[11:59 - 12:10] about a little fucking puke like you who thinks he owes me or thinks that he can
[12:10 - 12:17] change my life. I'm not worried about your opinion on me. I'm not worried about anyone's
[12:17 - 12:25] opinion on me. If it's a good opinion, then yeah, I will acknowledge it. But if it's
[12:25 - 12:39] a negative opinion, I will not. Now see, people like you think they're entitled all because
[12:39 - 12:44] they're a trust one baby and they have all this money. You think the whole world owes
[12:44 - 12:52] you something. You think the whole world should bow down to you and that you're always right
[12:52 - 13:03] and everyone else is wrong. News flash, Marty, you're the one in the wrong. You, my friend,
[13:03 - 13:15] are the one that's in the wrong because all you do is wake up, get out of bed, create
[13:15 - 13:28] your shitty channel content around me and you act like I owe you something when I don't
[13:28 - 13:41] owe you shit. Like I said, Marty, you're like this fidget spinner right here. You're like
[13:41 - 13:48] this fidget spinner going around every day in the same motion over and over and over
[13:48 - 13:57] again. That's all you do while I'm over here trying to create content and this spinning
[13:57 - 14:07] that you're doing, this waste of time that you're doing, this is you every day and this
[14:07 - 14:18] is what I'm doing to you right now. Putting your stuff to it and you want to know why?
[14:18 - 14:32] Because from now on, I am going to ignore you. I will not acknowledge you. I will not
[14:32 - 14:42] adhere to what you want me to do. Because like I said, life is too short to be worried
[14:42 - 14:52] about the opinion of a little shit like you who is miserable with his life. Now maybe
[14:52 - 15:02] if you got outside and got out into the real world and actually got a job or tried to do
[15:02 - 15:12] something like what I'm trying to do and build your own business, start your own company,
[15:12 - 15:20] maybe if you do something like that, maybe then I can have some respect for you. Maybe
[15:20 - 15:29] I can have some respect for you if you were doing that, but you're not clearly. See,
[15:29 - 15:37] I'm working for my friend Enoch for $150 to release a game demo on top of however much
[15:37 - 15:46] the full game will make by this time next year. See, I'm making $150 off of the demo
[15:46 - 15:55] release which is dropping next month alone. That's right. I'm actually making money.
[15:55 - 16:03] Okay. I'm actually putting my time and effort into something that I enjoy doing while working
[16:03 - 16:11] with a friend who hired me onto his studio to work with him. That is a fairly well-established
[16:11 - 16:17] studio. They've worked on a few small games here and there, nothing major, just a few
[16:17 - 16:31] things between friends and family, but there is a but. This project will blow anything
[16:31 - 16:40] you have to say about me out of the water. Why? Because while I'm getting rich, doing
[16:40 - 16:49] what I love to do, creating art, creating music, doing what I love to do, you will
[16:49 - 17:03] still be sitting here miserable, moaning, whining, crying, still doing this every day.
[17:03 - 17:10] While I'm making money, doing what I love, you'll still be stuck in the same cycle every
[17:10 - 17:19] day on an endless loop for the rest of your life. Unless you yourself do this and you
[17:19 - 17:29] put a stop to it. You can put a stop to it if you so choose to. So Marty, here's some
[17:29 - 17:38] advice for you. Quit what you're doing and do something with your life. Because clearly
[17:38 - 17:46] you and Schmecklecat and Tangerinecat aren't doing anything at all clearly. You don't
[17:46 - 17:59] have, well, she has a job, but you and Schmecklecat clearly do not have jobs. Clearly you don't
[17:59 - 18:06] have jobs because if you did, you wouldn't be sitting here on YouTube doing like Gigi
[18:06 - 18:10] Allen said, and I agree, we're going to call that the Cyrax cycle because that's pretty
[18:10 - 18:16] much what you're doing every day. Creating content about me, going around in the same
[18:16 - 18:27] circle every day about how much you laugh at me, how much you enjoy my content to make
[18:27 - 18:34] fun of me, how much you hate me, how much you think of me and this and that, you think
[18:34 - 18:46] of me, that is your mindset every day. But you can stop this. You can stop this whole
[18:46 - 18:58] cycle. This whole cycle you're doing Marty, you can stop it if you so choose. Now, as
[18:58 - 19:08] I said, from this moment on, I do not care what videos you make of me. I will not come
[19:08 - 19:18] on your channel. I am done with you. I am moving on with my life. Peace.
Transcribed by lolcow.city as id '1743' on August 15th, 2024