2021-4-18 Speakin my truth full show

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[0:06 - 0:35] What the fuck is good you guys?
[0:35 - 0:42] How you all doing today man, what's good?
[0:42 - 0:46] How you guys doing today, what's up?
[0:46 - 0:50] Now if y'all ain't actually just figured out something about this microphone that I had
[0:50 - 0:55] no idea about and it's kind of new to me though man, which is cool.
[0:55 - 0:59] I actually found out when I think this bottom piece off there's actually a USB thing on
[0:59 - 1:06] the inside or like a bluetooth thing so I can just use a cordless which is fucking dope.
[1:06 - 1:10] So now that's a shout to the man that I should send me this setup for real though man, I fucking
[1:10 - 1:11] love this shit.
[1:11 - 1:17] I can actually move around a lot better.
[1:17 - 1:21] Which is cool because I can either go a cordless or a cordless now which is dope.
[1:21 - 1:25] It definitely makes it easier to bounce around and do shit instead of being a cordless open
[1:25 - 1:30] side up all the time.
[1:30 - 1:34] How the fuck y'all doing today man, what's good?
[1:34 - 1:37] Also I do hope that you guys did enjoy my last video that I uploaded man.
[1:37 - 1:46] I know y'all love that shit.
[1:46 - 2:03] I know y'all love seeing me shred them tires man, sorry I gotta mix it up here for a minute.
[2:03 - 2:21] We about to kick this shit off man.
[2:21 - 2:35] Yeah.
[2:35 - 3:04] Yeah, definitely not the right one, hold up.
[3:04 - 3:20] Here we go, that's why I should have a dope beat to it and that's the one I'm thinking
[3:20 - 3:25] is that better be a fucking.
[3:25 - 3:50] Yo, it seems like so many days, so many nights, everybody gonna try to.
[3:50 - 4:03] Make me fight for my life, nobody really understands what it's like to have these knives in the
[4:03 - 4:04] back.
[4:04 - 4:09] Every day and night I'm seeing these demons running around in my fucking head and god
[4:09 - 4:17] damn, nothing that shit feels even a little bit right, god damn, I just need somebody
[4:17 - 4:22] to help me die, tell me that everything's gonna be alright, maybe I should take these
[4:22 - 4:28] knives and everybody stab me in the back with, take them, turn them into angel wings
[4:28 - 4:35] and get myself learned how to die, maybe then when I die I can go up to the fucking
[4:35 - 4:45] head and sky, nobody really understands what it's like to be in my position, they don't
[4:45 - 4:58] understand what they're missing.
[4:58 - 5:05] Everybody always wanna be ya, motherfuckin' troll always wanna me to make me lose my cool
[5:05 - 5:11] always, wanna me to lose control, never wanna lose control, I'm never staying out of control,
[5:11 - 5:17] I'm always staying in control, god damn, what is it gonna take for me to get away from
[5:17 - 5:25] all of this, motherfuckin' negativity, I don't know what to do when it move, I'm so fuckin'
[5:25 - 5:31] lost, got no romance, don't know where to go, half the time I don't even recognize
[5:31 - 5:39] myself anymore, where do I go, what do I do, who do I trust, I just don't know anymore,
[5:39 - 5:48] so sick and tired of being led all by all of this, motherfuckin' industry fakes, that's
[5:48 - 6:05] the last smile on my face, put the name on my back, then twist the fuckin' knife, let's
[6:05 - 6:27] take another notch, y'all, my sub has staked, my sub has baked, now by one subject, 150%
[6:27 - 6:32] off in the app, yo, shot the trip, was good, man, only your locally-owned country debt
[6:32 - 6:57] dealer has genuine hearts, accessories, hell nah, that's happenin' tonight though, man,
[6:57 - 7:02] everybody yet to let them motherfuckin' know me, yet to let them wanna get any little
[7:02 - 7:07] do they motherfuckin' know way, they think I got me here, I am ripping it up, hit the
[7:07 - 7:13] motherfuckin' move, and I'm seeing all these snakes in the motherfuckin' grass, I am the
[7:13 - 7:18] one that's gonna be comin' up, kickin' your motherfuckin' ass, who the fuck is you, them
[7:18 - 7:24] in, y'all know you are the only way they can get the fuck away from me, all y'all motherfuckin'
[7:24 - 7:30] industry stay, so is one that tryna make me, y'all know me, so, body that I'm not also
[7:30 - 7:36] sick of these motherfuckin' things like God, who the fuck you do, why can't you just get
[7:36 - 7:41] the fuck away from me, stay away from me, and let me stay in my own lane, I don't bow
[7:41 - 7:48] down to no industry, wanna be a motherfuckin' shit, yeah, motherfuckin' rebellion, get the
[7:48 - 7:54] shit you got, stay independent, tell my motherfuckin' D.I.E., thinkin' that you stopped me, go ahead
[7:54 - 8:06] and try me. Everybody always wanna try to stop me, go ahead. I've got too much motherfuckin'
[8:06 - 8:11] steam, too much motherfuckin' smoke, no, body wants to fuck, can't go, with a kid that
[8:11 - 8:16] his brain cuts on his hands, everybody in the motherfuckin' industry, everybody better
[8:16 - 8:21] be, motherfuckin' bowin' down to me, 'cause a king of the other ground is comin' through,
[8:21 - 8:28] who the fuck you do, I don't know you, I don't owe you anything, you, actin' like you, motherfuckin'
[8:28 - 8:34] only bitch can end up, out of the motherfuckin' way, you don't know me, you don't know what
[8:34 - 8:48] it's like to a DMR, who's a single fuckin' name that we do, or walk through the dark
[8:48 - 9:05] times, in the tough times, in the hard times, everybody goin' that's a night guy, you ain't
[9:05 - 9:13] got the motherfuckin' attitude, motherfuckin' shine, bloody day, here I am, chasin' at the
[9:13 - 9:19] end of the day, everybody tryna judge me, everybody tryna throw my courage into the
[9:19 - 9:22] motherfuckin' rain pinch, go ahead, tryna throw that shit up in the motherfuckin' trans
[9:22 - 9:50] shine here, I am here to fuck this thing, well man, how the fuck y'all doin' today,
[9:50 - 10:17] man, hey y'all, I need one of y'all motherfuckers to reach out to the homie's neck, so I don't
[10:17 - 10:25] know what it's all about, everybody try to fuck and break me since I was young, I came
[10:25 - 10:31] up from nothing, came up from being homeless, came out of the back of a motherfuckin' car,
[10:31 - 10:37] for a year straight, man, we were livin' on the motherfuckin' streets, had no piss to
[10:37 - 10:46] call our own, was livin' out of motherfuckin' stores, unit gates, sites, being the one we
[10:46 - 10:51] had to do, just to survive, then we got a fuckin' place, now, here I am, 13 years,
[10:51 - 10:58] paint a rivet of love on the mic, every day and night, tellin' my story, so that maybe
[10:58 - 11:05] one day they could help somebody get through those lonely nights, 'cause I know what it's
[11:05 - 11:12] like to be beatin' down, I know what it's like to be, only did your suicide, all because
[11:12 - 11:18] of all this ignorant fuckin' bullshit that I deal with, every day, every night, I got
[11:18 - 11:30] so much on my motherfuckin' mind, nobody even realizes what it's like to be in my shoes.
[11:30 - 11:48] All they wanna do is sit, guarantee, pick and judge, be for everything that ain't a
[11:48 - 11:59] fuckin' crew, I'm so sick of this motherfuckin' bullshit, all you haters, then again, a motherfuckin'
[11:59 - 12:05] crew, yeah I see, right through these lonely states, in the grass, ain't nothin' to me,
[12:05 - 12:13] bitch, go ahead, buy my fuckin' arm, buy my fuckin' ass, see you buy, keep 'em up, I don't
[12:13 - 12:21] know you bitch, why, every single snake in the grass, y'all at night, y'all poisonin'
[12:21 - 12:29] me, but the truth, that shit will never fuckin' last, I see, every morning, you stay chillin'
[12:29 - 12:35] in grass, that's why I'm cuttin' my ass, cuttin' the head off a very snake, that trust
[12:35 - 12:42] to attack me, y'all not thinkin' anymore, motherfuckin' bullshit from anybody, if you
[12:42 - 12:47] were haters, go the fuck home, get the fuck away from me, go the fuck home.
[12:47 - 13:08] Yo, negativity is not welcome here, let me be very fuckin' clear, this place is called
[13:08 - 13:15] a widow's outcast, everybody let go, and on the stage, what it's like to be in my position,
[13:15 - 13:22] never ever am I givin' up my position, guarantee that I will be the voice, but the fuckin'
[13:22 - 13:50] voice it says, tell me it's anybody, fuckin' new, and I'm gonna be here, yeah, but when
[13:50 - 14:11] you're in my position, tell me it's anybody, tell me it's anybody, tell me it's anybody,
[14:11 - 30:01] tell me it's anybody, tell me it's anybody, tell me it's anybody, tell me it's anybody,
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[30:27 - 63:22] tell me it's anybody, tell me it's anybody, tell me it's anybody, tell me it's anybody,
[63:22 - 63:50] tell me it's anybody, tell me it's everybody, tell me it's anybody, tell me it's anybody,
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