2020-11-30 so sick of it (Song)

[0:00 - 0:17] I'm so sick of this. It's how I tell my story and what I'm really tired of. I'm sick of this. I never wanted this.
[0:24 - 0:45] I never wanted any of this. I don't understand why the fuck does everybody gotta fucking show me every single day of the motherfucking week. I get up on the internet, somebody talking tragic about me every single fucking day and I don't understand why can't I escape all this motherfucking negativity.
[0:45 - 1:03] I'm so motherfucking sick of it. Sick of everybody hating on me, trying to stop me from achieving my motherfucking dreams. I just wanna make it for my fucking family. I never wanted any of this. I never wanted to be the face of all this negativity. I never wanted it.
[1:03 - 1:31] I never wanted any of this. The hatred, the bullying, the attacks, I never wanted this.
[1:32 - 1:57] I never asked for the bullshit. I never asked for the lives of the rumors. I never asked for any of that. I just wanna go away. I never asked for any of the motherfucking bullying. I never asked for all these rumors being made. I'm finding out. I never asked for all these fucking lies that fucked up my life for eleven years.
[1:57 - 2:24] God damn the shit, they motherfucking right. I'm so sick of it. Why can't any of you just go the fuck away and quit? I'm so fucking tired of it. I never wanted any of this. I'm so sick of the motherfucking strats. All the demons running around in my motherfucking head. Every fucking day always telling me that you just need to throw it all away.
[2:24 - 2:40] I don't wanna throw it all away. I wanna make it for my family, doing what I fucking love. So I got no choice. I gotta keep going. I can't give up.
[2:40 - 3:00] Why can't any of you just leave me the fuck alone and stop making fun of me? All your fucking trolls are on the internet. Need to go the fuck away, I wish I could. Take everything that you've ever fucking said to me, throw it back in your fucking face so I can do what I gotta do so I can make it for my current and my family.
[3:00 - 3:18] I'm so fucking sick of this negativity. Sick of all the animosity. Sick of everybody constantly judging me. And then I think I got the motherfucking right to attack me. Always trying to use my past against me. Always trying to make up motherfucking lies about me that ain't true.
[3:18 - 3:44] Just so that everybody turns away, turns against me, and I'm so sick of this shit. I'm sick of you. I'm sick of all of you. I'm sick of the motherfucking strats that you fucking put me through. I'm so done with it. I wanna get the fuck away from you.
[3:44 - 3:54] I just wanna go away and get the fuck away from this shit. I never wanted this. So get the fuck away.
[3:55 - 3:56] [Sigh]