2020-9-24 Reaching out in PURE Concern For Tonic and Sails

[0:00 - 0:24] What's up guys? This video is actually for tonic and sales. Tonic I know this isn't something
[0:24 - 0:38] that you would want to hear, but this is something that I feel like you need to hear man. You
[0:38 - 0:44] might not like what I'm about to say but it's the honest truth and I'm not saying it because
[0:44 - 0:49] I hate you because I don't hate you. If anything you're one of the coolest human beings and
[0:49 - 1:00] one of the most interesting human beings I've ever met in my life. But I'm sane as I concern
[1:00 - 1:06] for your mental health and for your well being. What I'm about to say is going to be hard
[1:06 - 1:15] to hear but it's the truth man. You're always talking about how we need to hear the truth.
[1:15 - 1:21] You know you and Jasmine and Marty and CryptK, y'all helped me see what I was doing wrong
[1:21 - 1:31] and I thank you for that. But now it's my turn to return the favor and help you man.
[1:31 - 1:39] When I was on my livestream a little bit ago with Jasmine and Crypt and Vaati and all them
[1:39 - 1:52] you said something that definitely struck a chord of me. And Marty I'm streaming right
[1:52 - 2:05] from StreamYard, or not StreamYard but YouTube. I'm not on StreamYard man I'm on YouTube but
[2:05 - 2:13] he said something that definitely put a lot of people including myself in concern for
[2:13 - 2:23] your well being man. Now I'm not trying to put your personal business out there because
[2:23 - 2:32] that's not what this video is about. It's about what you said when I was on the livestream
[2:32 - 2:42] with Vaati and Marty and Jasmine and Crypt and my friends and my family. You sat there
[2:42 - 2:52] came on the livestream for a couple minutes and said this is not how UMPCs should be
[2:52 - 3:04] acted. This is not the kind of reaction I want. Like I'm not here to make fun of you
[3:04 - 3:22] man. I'm really not. Vatonic. I'm in straight blunt with you man. You saying that scares
[3:22 - 3:33] a lot of people. Including me man. That kind of stuff isn't normal. This whole YouTube
[3:33 - 3:50] thing, the people behind these names including myself. We're just that. We're people. Living
[3:50 - 4:18] human breathing people. We are not MPC's in a video game. Like I said I know this is
[4:18 - 4:36] kind of hard for you to hear but I'm in straight honest with you man. Like you can't just
[4:36 - 4:44] walk around in someone's livestream saying that man. I mean when it's on your own livestream
[4:44 - 4:54] you know that's one thing. But to come on somebody else's livestream and say that,
[4:54 - 5:03] that's very concerning. Like I said Tonic I'm not trying to put your personal life
[5:03 - 5:15] out there man. But when you go and say stuff like that on someone's livestream, like this
[5:15 - 5:33] is not how I wanted you MPC's to react. Like that's going to make people look and that's
[5:33 - 5:41] going to make people get concerned about you man. And I'm not telling you this as
[5:41 - 5:47] a YouTuber. I'm not telling you this as a music artist. I'm telling you this as a human
[5:47 - 6:07] being, as a good friend. Because I care about you. You need to get help. Like I'm not saying
[6:07 - 6:17] that you're insane or whatever. But dude that's what you said on my livestream earlier. That
[6:17 - 6:29] concerned the fuck out of me. And I want you to get the help that you need to get better.
[6:29 - 6:54] Because man you say that to someone in public outside of YouTube. You say that to somebody
[6:54 - 7:00] outside of YouTube. Do you realize the looks and the stares you're going to get? People
[7:00 - 7:14] are going to start looking at you weird man. And Jasmine I hate to say it but Marty's
[7:14 - 7:23] right for once. Like if you pay attention to what Tonic said right before he left, it
[7:23 - 7:48] was definitely concerning and very alarming. Very alarming. Like talking about you know
[7:48 - 7:54] this is not how I wanted you NPCs to react or this is not the kind of reaction I wanted
[7:54 - 8:04] to get. Like you know how weird that sounds? Like take a look at what you said through
[8:04 - 8:13] a normal person's perspective. Take a look at the average Joe. Take a look at somebody
[8:13 - 8:22] that might not know you. And they see you say that. Do you have any idea how crazy
[8:22 - 8:27] ITU might make sense but to everybody else man you're going to be looking like a freaking
[8:27 - 8:34] insane guy. You're going to look like you belong in a mental ward. And I don't want
[8:34 - 8:42] that for you. So I'm telling you Tonic, I have a pure concern for you my dude. You
[8:42 - 8:48] say that I don't get it, I actually do get it. A lot better than you think my guy. A
[8:48 - 9:13] lot better than you think. Like the stuff you're doing man, honestly I am honestly surprised
[9:13 - 9:23] that you're not in an insane style right now. I'm actually surprised. I'm not saying this
[9:23 - 9:32] to pick on you or bash on you man. I'm saying this at a pure concern for you bro. I don't
[9:32 - 9:43] want to see you go to any kind of insane style. I want you to be able to deal with
[9:43 - 9:59] this. And I truly want you to get the help that you need bro. That shit is just. Oh
[9:59 - 10:06] hey bro, come on. Like I said I'm not here to pick on you or bash on you bro. I'm here
[10:06 - 10:17] trying to help you Tonic. Thank you Jasmine. Oh shit I didn't even realize Angel was up
[10:17 - 10:34] in here. Shit. Thank you Jasmine. I honestly did not see that. Thank you. And Tonic I
[10:34 - 10:41] know most people would say you know talk to you privately about this. But honestly man
[10:41 - 10:48] I wanted to do it this way to kind of to kind of help you you know. Like if you ever start
[10:48 - 10:59] to slip you know you can look back on this video as a form of help. Like I said I'm
[10:59 - 11:06] no doctor I'm no expert but what you said on my live stream that definitely concerned
[11:06 - 11:19] me in a big way. And I'm trying to be a good friend to reach out to you man and tell you
[11:19 - 11:28] hey you can't be saying that kind of stuff man. Like that makes you look not trying
[11:28 - 11:38] to be mean here but that makes you look weird. Really weird. And not in a good way. Like
[11:38 - 11:47] you think it might be funny ha ha ha but to everybody else man. Like bro you're gonna
[11:47 - 11:56] look insane like they are people are gonna talk. People are gonna say shit that you're
[11:56 - 12:03] not gonna like. And I want to protect you from that. Like I want you to do good I want
[12:03 - 12:08] you to be a successful you direct. It's quite honestly man I enjoy being on the panel with
[12:08 - 12:17] you man. I enjoy hanging out with you. You're genuinely a good dude. Like I can see that
[12:17 - 12:35] man in you. You're genuinely a good guy. But dude play is tonic. I'm asking you not just
[12:35 - 12:44] as a fellow youtuber not just as a music artist. Not just as somebody who has gone
[12:44 - 12:58] through a similar situation. But I'm asking you as a friend. As somebody that cares man.
[12:58 - 13:11] Please tonic. Get help bro. Please. I don't want to see you end up in a mental ward.
[13:11 - 13:20] Or in a or in an insane asylum. I don't want to see you locked up in an insane asylum.
[13:20 - 13:27] Or in a mental ward. I want to see you be the most successful most badass youtuber
[13:27 - 13:41] that you can be man. Cause you got the potential to be that. Very much so. But tonic I hope
[13:41 - 13:54] this helps you bro. And tonic I'm thanking you man as a friend. As somebody who's genuinely
[13:54 - 14:13] concerned about your mental well being. Please tonic. Get help bro. And Jasmine believe it
[14:13 - 14:20] or not this is not the first time he's done this. He's done this multiple multiple times
[14:20 - 14:28] before. There have been a lot of shrooms that you have been on that he's done it and it's
[14:28 - 14:38] very alarming. I always said I'm not doing it to be an asshole. I'm doing it to reach
[14:38 - 15:00] out and help. And to make sure that his mental well being is okay. Now I got to say tonic.
[15:00 - 15:12] I'm not doing this to be an asshole bro. I'm doing this because I care. Man just like you
[15:12 - 15:23] and Jasmine and Marty and Krip K all showed me what I was doing. How I was fucking up.
[15:23 - 15:30] How I was letting all this shit take over me. You know you guys did a lot for me and
[15:30 - 15:43] I thank you guys for that. 100 percent. But bro come on man. If you are actually putting
[15:43 - 15:54] on a show. Hey it is what it is. But dude honestly. If you really are going through
[15:54 - 16:06] some shit man. Please man. Get help if you really are going through some shit. Alright.
[16:06 - 16:15] Do the right thing. I'm not here to be an asshole or a dickhead I'm trying to help
[16:15 - 16:34] you. But I hope you see this man and I hope you know that if you are going through some
[16:34 - 16:40] shit you know you got a support team here that isn't judging you that actually wants
[16:40 - 16:50] to succeed but actually wants the best for you. You got an entire team here that supports
[16:50 - 17:07] you. That is one of the help if you are ever going through anything bro. So I hope you
[17:07 - 17:15] see this. And yeah. Just don't be afraid to reach out and message me if you ever need
[17:15 - 17:26] someone to talk to you man. And please if you are going through something please get
[17:26 - 17:28] some kind of help if you really are going through shit.
[17:28 - 17:29] Thank you.
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