2022-9-24 TIME TO ON UP TO UR ACTIONS !!!!!!

[0:00 - 0:29] You know, I want to know where to begin with this.
[0:29 - 0:36] That's why I guess I'm just going to come right out and say it.
[0:36 - 0:49] I'm tired of pretending to be, I'm tired of pretending that I'm okay when I'm not.
[0:49 - 1:08] I'm sick of pretending to be okay when I'm not okay.
[1:08 - 1:16] You know, mutualers have done a lot to me over the last five years.
[1:16 - 1:26] You guys have done a lot to me that I did not deserve the word that I ever asked for.
[1:26 - 1:33] But what you don't realize is what you chose did made what I went through before you 10
[1:33 - 1:37] times worse.
[1:37 - 1:42] Because see before you chose came along I was in an abusive relationship for years.
[1:42 - 1:55] It was mental verbal and emotional abuse from 2010 to about 2014.
[1:55 - 2:03] And then from there it got really bad to where it almost got fucking physical.
[2:03 - 2:12] And that went on to about 2017 when I met you Marty.
[2:12 - 2:15] And over the years you did a lot of shit.
[2:15 - 2:17] You can't fucking hide it.
[2:17 - 2:22] You did a lot of shit to fuck with me.
[2:22 - 2:30] But not to get compared to what you've done over these last two years Marty.
[2:30 - 2:40] Because of you Marty I've been swatted to the point where I almost got killed.
[2:40 - 2:45] And the members of mine have lost their jobs because of you.
[2:45 - 2:52] I'm now not able to get a regular job because of you.
[2:52 - 3:04] And most importantly I almost ran off one of the most important people in my life.
[3:04 - 3:19] The way that actually sees past through the fucking bullshit and sees me for who I am.
[3:19 - 3:24] And trust me when I say it Marty no one deserves what you've fucking done.
[3:24 - 3:28] No one deserves it.
[3:28 - 3:33] Not me not anyone.
[3:33 - 3:41] You can sit there and say that it's funny but it's fucking, it's fucked up you know.
[3:41 - 3:46] I sit here and I own up to my actions and what went down.
[3:46 - 3:53] So maybe it's time you guys started owning up to your fucking actions.
[3:53 - 3:58] Maybe it's time you guys started taking responsibility for your own actions and what the fuck you
[3:58 - 4:04] do.
[4:04 - 4:09] You sit there and you laugh and you poke and you prod at people like me for what?
[4:09 - 4:18] For a fucking laugh?
[4:18 - 4:25] Within the last few hours I was starting that Fortnite stream a little bit before that
[4:25 - 4:35] and now I almost lost the way that it means a lot to me.
[4:35 - 4:44] I'm able to say that I'm working my ass off on fixing and that's what sets me apart from
[4:44 - 4:46] you fucking trolls.
[4:46 - 4:51] The fact that I'm willing to fucking work shit out.
[4:51 - 4:55] The fact that I'm willing to actually do shit to fix things.
[4:55 - 5:03] But what I don't get is what gives you the fucking right to attack someone like me that
[5:03 - 5:15] before you came along before you trolls came along I was never like this.
[5:15 - 5:18] You think I wanted to be this way?
[5:18 - 5:28] No you made me this way and it's time you take responsibility for that.
[5:28 - 5:33] It's time you guys man the fuck up and take responsibility for what you've done to me
[5:33 - 5:44] and put me and so many other people through.
[5:44 - 5:54] What you've done to me is sickening and I don't deserve it.
[5:54 - 6:02] No one does because I want to tell you right now what you guys have done to me what you
[6:02 - 6:09] all have done to me I would never in a million years think to do to anyone.
[6:09 - 6:17] I would never do any of that shit to anyone especially not any of you ever because I'm
[6:17 - 6:26] not that kind of person.
[6:26 - 6:34] I would never do the shit you guys have done to me to any of you ever in a million years.
[6:34 - 6:43] I don't have it in me to do that kind of thing.
[6:43 - 6:50] So what I don't understand is what gives you the fucking right to do what you fucking
[6:50 - 6:52] done to me?
[6:52 - 6:58] What gives you that fucking right to be a fucking asshole and fuck with people the
[6:58 - 7:00] way you do me?
[7:00 - 7:07] What gives you that fucking right?
[7:07 - 7:13] How many times do I have to sit there and say that I apologize and that I'm sorry before
[7:13 - 7:18] you guys let me move the fuck on?
[7:18 - 7:24] How many times do I have to sit here and openly say that what I did was fucked up?
[7:24 - 7:31] How many times do I have to sit there and say it?
[7:31 - 7:39] And that's where you're wrong bottom rescue that's where you're wrong I've sat here multiple
[7:39 - 7:48] times over the last several years and apologized for shit but what gets me pissed off is the
[7:48 - 8:00] fact that none of you none of you want to take responsibility for your own actions
[8:00 - 8:17] and it's sickening you know because of you guys I lost a lot of close friends a lot of
[8:17 - 8:25] close friends hell I even have family that won't even speak to me anymore because of
[8:25 - 8:35] you guys and where is that fair to me or my family or my friends that I lost where
[8:35 - 8:42] is that fair to any of them and so like I've always said if you have a problem with me
[8:42 - 8:56] take it up with me and leave my friends and family the fuck out of it like I said and
[8:56 - 9:04] I've always said this if you have a fucking problem with me take it up with me personally
[9:04 - 9:10] leave my friends and family the fuck out of your bullshit they don't fucking need
[9:10 - 9:23] it and quite frankly neither do I I never asked for this I never asked to be made in
[9:23 - 9:33] this monster that you turned me into I never asked to be this way I never asked to be cursed
[9:33 - 9:40] with fucking PTSD because of you guys I never asked for any of that and yeah because of
[9:40 - 9:45] you guys doing what you did with the police shit yeah I do have PTSD now thanks a lot
[9:45 - 9:59] for that as well thanks for that cuz trust me you guys might be on the other side fucking
[9:59 - 10:07] laughing but you weren't there when the pistols came out you weren't there staring at the
[10:07 - 10:17] barrel of ten different pistols being pointed at your head you weren't there so you don't
[10:17 - 10:31] fucking know or did you forget that William glory hole likes to chop up videos or did
[10:31 - 10:38] you forget about that did you forget that glory hole likes to chop up videos and make
[10:38 - 10:49] himself look like the good guy or did you forget about that I'm tired of being your
[10:49 - 10:54] little fucking puppy I'm tired of being your fucking thing that you guys think you can
[10:54 - 11:05] push around I'm tired of it I'm tired of motherfuckers like Riker coming in thinking they can do
[11:05 - 11:09] whatever the fuck they want to me whenever they fuck they want like they fucking owe
[11:09 - 11:21] me well I saw a check motherfuckers I'm sorry no one fucking owns me no one the only person
[11:21 - 11:32] that owns me is me the only people I answer to are my family my business partners and
[11:32 - 11:41] God those are the only fucking people I answer to I don't answer that any of you motherfuckers
[11:41 - 12:03] ever I'm not your fucking bitch I'm not some fucking pushover you can push around that
[12:03 - 12:12] ain't me and you guys can sit there in the comments and do all this not all you want
[12:12 - 12:16] but you know what it's about goddamn time you motherfuckers you gotta taste your own
[12:16 - 12:22] goddamn medicine it's about goddamn time you motherfuckers learn the goddamn truth
[12:22 - 12:40] about what you've done to me I'm tired of holding back how I really fucking feel I'm
[12:40 - 12:45] tired of holding back just what the fuck you guys have put me through and how it affects
[12:45 - 12:55] me every day how it affects my family how it affects relationships with friends how
[12:55 - 13:05] it affects everything I do I'm tired of fucking hiding it I never wanted to be this way but
[13:05 - 13:21] you motherfuckers made me this way so what I don't get is why don't you own up to your
[13:21 - 13:34] own motherfucking actions huh why don't you fucking own up to what the fuck you did why
[13:34 - 13:40] don't you man the fuck up and stop being a bitch and own up to your fucking actions
[13:40 - 13:55] like a man huh why don't you guys man the fuck up and stop fucking with people that
[13:55 - 14:09] don't deserve it oh I have already I've manned the fuck up and I've stood the fuck up and
[14:09 - 14:20] I've owned up to my goddamn actions multiple fucking times you retards but you punk motherfuckers
[14:20 - 14:28] think that it's okay to do to me what you did to me you really think it's okay to do
[14:28 - 14:36] the shit that you fucking did to me you look me in my goddamn face and you tell me
[14:36 - 14:40] that it's okay to do what you fucking did to me and make me out to be the way that
[14:40 - 14:49] I am you look me dead in the fucking face and you tell me that it's fair what you fucking
[14:49 - 14:59] did to me and yeah Marty I'm talking to you Nick Nick you look me right in my goddamn
[14:59 - 15:05] face you son of a bitch you look me right in my goddamn face and you tell me that it's
[15:05 - 15:12] okay for you to do what the fuck you did to me over these last five years you look
[15:12 - 15:26] me in my fucking face you sick fuck you look me in my goddamn face and you tell me that
[15:26 - 15:35] it's fair what you've done to me the shit you've done to me the hell you put me through
[15:35 - 16:00] the trolls that you fucking put on me for no reason no Nick is a bitch you look me square
[16:00 - 16:08] in my face Nicholas Beagler and you tell me what you've done to me and how you affected
[16:08 - 16:18] my life is even remotely okay what have I ever done to you Marty what have I ever done
[16:18 - 16:24] to you Nick to make you feel like it's okay to do what you've done to me huh what have
[16:24 - 16:29] I ever done to you to make you want to start trolling me in the very beginning anyway because
[16:29 - 16:36] last time I checked I never did a goddamn thing to your ass matter of fact if I recall
[16:36 - 16:43] correctly I was minding my own goddamn business before you came along I was minding my own
[16:43 - 16:50] business doing reaction videos staying in my own lane doing my own thing but then what
[16:50 - 16:57] did you do you came in and fucked all that up for what for a few laughs a few giggles
[16:57 - 17:03] because you're a sick fuck cuz you're a sick fucking weirdo that needs to be a fundamental
[17:03 - 17:18] hospital you think it's funny what you've done to me Marty but you don't know what
[17:18 - 17:25] it's like to live my fucking life and none of you fucking trolls that sit there laughing
[17:25 - 17:31] in the comments you don't know what the fuck I deal with outside of YouTube you don't
[17:31 - 17:39] see what goes on when the cameras are off you don't see the pain and suffering that
[17:39 - 17:55] I deal with you don't see the internal battle that I fight every fucking day because of
[17:55 - 18:14] you Marty I deal with demons in my fucking head every fucking day every day I deal with
[18:14 - 18:23] PTSD wondering is what they're saying true or is it false is this person a troll or
[18:23 - 18:29] are they not a troll is this person real or is this person fake is this person being
[18:29 - 18:37] honest or are they trying to fuck me over Marty because of you last year I almost took
[18:37 - 18:46] my own life in front of thousands of people because of you Marty I almost took my own
[18:46 - 18:59] life in front of thousands of people I almost took my own life and you were there I almost
[18:59 - 19:22] took my own life because of you Marty and CGC 2 is not wrong
[19:22 - 19:26] as much as I dislike classic games Canada for a lot of the fucked up shit that he's
[19:26 - 19:35] done he's right I did almost try to take my life twice in a row within 48 hours he's
[19:35 - 19:43] right about that and they were both on a live stream that you were part of and trust
[19:43 - 19:48] me when I say this Marty and to anybody out there that doesn't know when you were on the
[19:48 - 19:59] edge like I was and you have that drive to want to end your life so badly you can you
[19:59 - 20:09] can kill yourself with them near anything that you want to you're talking to somebody
[20:09 - 20:16] that survived a suicide attempt twice in a row and trust me when I say it's not a place
[20:16 - 20:24] I would wish anyone to be it is not a place I would wish anyone to be Marty I wouldn't
[20:24 - 20:32] even wish it on you and you're the scum of the earth and I wouldn't even wish that shit
[20:32 - 20:45] on you I would never in my whole life wish upon anybody with all you trolls and what
[20:45 - 20:54] you Marty and what you mass hold a bitch have done to me I would never do any of that to
[20:54 - 21:03] any of you because I was raised better than that I was raised to help people I was raised
[21:03 - 21:08] to look out from my own I was raised that when you see somebody getting picked on or
[21:08 - 21:16] bullied you stand up for that person I was raised to be a good kind-hearted decent person
[21:16 - 21:31] I wasn't raised to be what you guys are making me out to be I wasn't raised like that and
[21:31 - 21:38] yeah I'll admit it I've said a lot of fucked up shit I'm not gonna lie I said a lot of
[21:38 - 21:44] fucked up shit but the shit that I said was a result of you motherfuckers backing me into
[21:44 - 21:52] a goddamn corner and making me feel like I had no choice but to lash out and say shit
[21:52 - 22:06] that was out of my character you didn't think about that did you motherfuckers no you didn't
[22:06 - 22:36] you never do
[22:36 - 22:44] and cause this that's where you're wrong how you guys perceive me to be is not how
[22:44 - 22:55] I really am you can ask anybody that knows me outside of YouTube that knows me outside
[22:55 - 23:02] of social media they see who I really am and the way you guys make me out to be is
[23:02 - 23:25] not me that ain't who I am ask anyone that fucking knows me anyone hell you can even
[23:25 - 23:32] ask my moderators you can ask my mods that have sat down and talked with me for hours
[23:32 - 23:42] on end hell you can ask Courtney herself you can ask Courtney her goddamn self Courtney
[23:42 - 24:05] involved people knows better than anyone how I am
[24:05 - 24:19] in hell even crypt k has seen the real side of me that's not a piece of shit people like
[24:19 - 24:31] morph have seen the real me know how I really am there's a lot of people that see how I
[24:31 - 24:39] really am and the way you guys make me out to be is not who I fucking am you know it's
[24:39 - 24:44] pretty fucking hard to be who I really am when I'm constantly being attacked by you
[24:44 - 24:55] trolls it's pretty fucking hard to be myself when I'm being attacked I mean the people
[24:55 - 25:12] that actually want to show love and support let them show love and support motherfuckers
[25:12 - 25:25] I mean why is nobody allowed to actually show support for me huh yeah you're right Lynn
[25:25 - 25:29] I did do that you're right I actually forgot about that you're right about that but I
[25:29 - 25:40] did I told you straight up if I looked closer I would gladly help you out and I would if
[25:40 - 25:53] I looked closer you can bet your fucking ass I would without a shred of a doubt
[25:53 - 25:59] you know it's pretty fucked up that people that show love and support for me you guys
[25:59 - 26:10] let's go out to them as well that's pretty fucked up that is seriously fucked up like
[26:10 - 26:15] I said if you got a problem with me don't go out to them take it up with me motherfucker
[26:15 - 26:22] I'm right here fucking say something don't bring my family and friends into it if you
[26:22 - 26:28] got a problem with me take it up with me take that shit up with me leave my friends
[26:28 - 26:42] and family the fuck out of it alright Jessica what's your problem with me what's your issue
[26:42 - 26:59] what's here what's your fucking issue with me
[26:59 - 27:10] oh I'm waiting yeah now you're just being a dumb ass bitch
[27:10 - 27:33] exactly
[27:33 - 27:53] and let me tell you right now I can't help the way that I look if that's the biggest
[27:53 - 28:04] main reason and that's the main reason why y'all fucking
[28:04 - 28:12] hate on me is because I look different I can't help the way I look that's not my fault
[28:12 - 28:19] you cannot blame me for something that is out of my fucking control me being born the
[28:19 - 28:47] way I was is not my fault how I look is not my fault
[28:47 - 28:54] yeah they're learning not to fuck with me yo jump read yeah they're learning something
[28:54 - 29:12] man they're learning not to fuck with the wrong goddamn person
[29:12 - 29:16] you know I don't get why y'all motherfuckers sit there and after all you got the right
[29:16 - 29:34] to fucking judge half y'all motherfuckers don't even look any better oh I do you just
[29:34 - 29:42] don't fucking see it why pass judgment on someone for how they fucking look when half
[29:42 - 29:48] you trolls don't look any fucking better I mean you motherfuckers sit there say you
[29:48 - 29:55] have jobs no the fuck you don't have few motherfuckers are just like me living at
[29:55 - 30:06] home in your family's basements have y'all motherfuckers don't have jobs have young motherfuckers
[30:06 - 30:12] don't work and I'm not saying that's your fault I mean obviously we had shit going
[30:12 - 30:21] on with covid clearly we had covid going down so I'm not saying that's your fault for now
[30:21 - 30:34] working with bruh it's 2022 wake the fuck up and get a real fucking job I mean hell
[30:34 - 30:40] I would get a regular job but I can't thanks to you fucking assholes I would gladly get
[30:40 - 30:46] a job if I could but thanks to you fucking assholes I fucking can't do that because of
[30:46 - 30:52] all the fucking rumors that y'all motherfuckers spread about me that ain't true not because
[30:52 - 30:59] you fucking assholes no one wants to fucking hire me so you want to talk about getting
[30:59 - 31:05] a job you get off your fucking lazy asses and get a job motherfuckers why don't you
[31:05 - 31:16] get off your ass and get a job why don't you stand the fuck up and do something why
[31:16 - 31:24] don't you stop being the petty little bitches why don't you man the fuck up and do something
[31:24 - 31:35] because let me tell you right now motherfuckers I put in more hard work than half y'all motherfuckers
[31:35 - 31:44] do in a goddamn lifetime bro and that's no joke matter of fact Lynn has seen firsthand
[31:44 - 31:56] the hard ass work that I put in she sees that shit all the time on my fucking facebook
[31:56 - 32:07] she sees how hard I bust my ass hell every time I'm popping off something new whether
[32:07 - 32:14] it be a song or an album she's one of the first ones I send that shit to don't believe
[32:14 - 32:22] me ask her she'll tell ya she's one of the first ones I send that shit to every time
[32:22 - 32:27] I do a brand new art piece a brand new song something of that nature she's one of the
[32:27 - 32:35] first ones to get that shit don't believe me she's right there in the comments ask
[32:35 - 32:37] her yourself she'll fucking tell ya
[32:37 - 33:01] you know y'all motherfuckers always asking me why am I not making any money why am I
[33:01 - 33:08] not making any money same fucking question over and over and over and over again well
[33:08 - 33:16] here's your fucking answer you trolls are the reason why motherfuckers you trolls are
[33:16 - 33:23] the reason why I ain't gotten nowhere because you fucking trolls set their take from me
[33:23 - 33:30] and you know what if I am a weird looking motherfucker well guess what I'm trying to
[33:30 - 33:42] be that weird looking motherfucker I'll tell you straight up morph it's me finally stepping
[33:42 - 33:49] up and saying something it's finally me stepping up and not being fucking quiet about what
[33:49 - 34:00] really is going on and how I'm tired of being walked on like a goddamn doormat I mean do
[34:00 - 34:07] I have I am the trolls personal doormat anywhere on my face or on my body no I don't have
[34:07 - 34:15] I am a doormat for everyone to walk on written across my forehead anywhere I don't have
[34:15 - 34:34] that shit anywhere on me y'all don't know what the fuck I deal with on a daily basis
[34:34 - 34:44] hell right now one of my best friend's wives that lives in Australia his wife could possibly
[34:44 - 34:53] have fucking cancer and she's laid up in the hospital for god knows how long and you
[34:53 - 34:58] think that shit's easy on me no because I see those two like family because those two
[34:58 - 35:13] have had my back since day one those two have had my back since day fucking one just like
[35:13 - 35:19] more fast and just like every other fucking model thing here and every person that's actually
[35:19 - 35:37] a real subscriber supporter has you know it's funny young motherfuckers sit there and say
[35:37 - 35:43] I don't have real supporters yes the fuck I do but y'all dumb folks don't ever want
[35:43 - 35:49] to let them come in y'all don't ever want to let the real supporters come in and show
[35:49 - 36:02] support because y'all want to take over and make me out to be something I ain't yeah
[36:02 - 36:08] but more I gotta give you credit you've shown more support in the last three weeks
[36:08 - 36:24] than a lot of people Lynn can even tell you that between you heard and everybody that
[36:24 - 36:31] supports me you've actually shown real love and support whether it be on stream or behind
[36:31 - 36:36] the scenes it don't matter if support is support it don't matter whether it's behind
[36:36 - 36:44] the scenes on the scenes or on the side of the scenes you still show support and I respect
[36:44 - 37:09] that and I'm grateful for that you know it's funny that y'all trolls think that you're
[37:09 - 37:19] so fucking badass what have you motherfuckers are lazy as fuck and don't want to do shit
[37:19 - 37:45] that's pretty sad.
[37:45 - 38:00] You know I'm already trying to mind my own business do my own thing and be the good person
[38:00 - 38:09] that I was raised to be but yet all I ever get is laughed at, attacked, picked on, bullied
[38:09 - 38:22] all because of how I fucking look all over how I fucking look I do guys not understand
[38:22 - 38:31] that genetics work a certain way I can't help the way I look that is not my fault so
[38:31 - 38:46] don't you dare sit there and place the blame on me and thank you and I appreciate that
[38:46 - 38:56] shit why place the blame on me for how I look I never asked to be born this way I never
[38:56 - 39:04] asked to be a 32 year old male that's five foot three I never asked to almost die at
[39:04 - 39:15] birth and survive I never asked to be the way I am I can't help the way I am that's
[39:15 - 39:22] not my fault so don't you trolls sit there and don't you dare sit there and try to place
[39:22 - 39:28] the blame on me for something that is out of my control and not my fault that is not
[39:28 - 39:51] my fault for how I look here's the thing fuck sickos I don't lie everything I have
[39:51 - 40:01] ever said is the fucking goddamn truth and you know it you don't want to accept it so
[40:01 - 40:27] you can kick rocks.
[40:27 - 40:44] You know I would love to put all you trolls in my shoes for a fucking day if I could
[40:44 - 40:52] output all you trolls in my shoes for a fucking day and let you see what I go through I would
[40:52 - 40:58] love to put you guys in my shoes for a day and show you just what it is you put me through
[40:58 - 41:03] and what it's like to be on the other side I would love to show you what it's like on
[41:03 - 41:09] the other side and what you do to me and how it affects my daily life I would love
[41:09 - 41:18] to put you guys on the other side of that shit I would love to show you guys just
[41:18 - 41:25] what it is that I go through how my life actually is show you a day in my fucking
[41:25 - 41:33] shoes and what I deal with I would love to put you guys in my fucking position for a
[41:33 - 41:45] fucking day a fucking day you wouldn't last five fucking minutes in my life you mother
[41:45 - 42:06] fuckers wouldn't last five goddamn minutes in my shoes period
[42:06 - 42:19] I guarantee you none of you trolls would last five fucking minutes in my shoes guaranteed
[42:19 - 42:26] yeah morph I'll give you credit you would definitely last you I will give you credit
[42:26 - 42:31] for morph you would definitely fucking last a hundred percent you wouldn't win y'all mother
[42:31 - 42:39] fuckers would last because y'all mother fuckers have been through very similar shit you guys
[42:39 - 42:44] have been through very similar shit that I've been through so I know y'all mother fuckers
[42:44 - 43:01] can handle it I know y'all can handle it
[43:01 - 43:30] let me give you guys an inside look I don't want my life
[43:30 - 43:38] is like every time I lay my head down at night let
[43:38 - 43:44] me give you guys a little inside look at what I deal with in my fucking head every
[43:44 - 44:06] night because of the fucking war with the music biz marty that I've had to deal with
[44:06 - 44:27] it's like every time I lay my head down at night I'm like oh my god I'm like oh my god I'm
[44:27 - 44:52] like oh my god I'm like oh my god I'm like oh my god I'm like oh my god I'm like oh my
[44:52 - 45:08] god I'm like oh my god I'm like oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh
[45:08 - 45:27] my god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god
[45:27 - 45:48] oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my
[45:48 - 46:07] god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh
[46:07 - 46:27] my god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god
[46:27 - 46:50] oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my
[46:50 - 47:15] god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my
[47:15 - 47:33] god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh
[47:33 - 47:51] god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my
[47:51 - 48:08] god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god
[48:08 - 48:14] r b g to the love everybody get down and get up from these nightmares every night still feels
[48:14 - 48:21] like i'm right there in the fight waking up to a cold smell i can't believe if the btsd started
[48:21 - 48:31] to get the rest of me
[48:31 - 48:46] and this right here is something that because of y'all trolls i ask myself every day and i know
[48:46 - 48:52] people like morph can relate very fucking well
[48:52 - 49:00] and you know they say i'm in the dead i've seen it in the war but i've seen it in the war
[49:00 - 49:13] my question is can i live again i don't know maybe if i didn't see what i saw maybe i could
[49:14 - 49:25] man so the memories is coming off me you know what i'm saying
[49:25 - 49:33] can i live again i don't even know what's real it was all applying like from the battlefield
[49:33 - 49:39] team i was so just tired of the power lines bombs going off the blue drive by
[49:39 - 49:47] oh it's my two jaw he just a pfc he was still a kid only 18 tears falling from my eyes i can
[49:47 - 49:52] make it stop because on the battlefield day the only ones i got it's like a man's year and i
[49:52 - 49:59] can't even find my way i'm so confused y'all just want to go away i'm feeling so numb i just
[49:59 - 50:05] want to feel again i'm really angry now i just want to feel again you wouldn't understand
[50:05 - 50:11] with you being a living this i know it came y'all can't feel it so i sit back when i get
[50:11 - 50:19] reminisced oh oh you know i've seen dead can i live can i live again i don't even know what's real
[50:19 - 50:25] it was all applying like from the battlefield seen a lot of soldiers die on the front lines
[50:25 - 50:32] bombs going off blue drive by can i live again i don't even know what's real it was all applying
[50:32 - 50:40] like from the battlefield see a lot of soldiers die on the front lines bombs going off blue drive by
[50:40 - 50:46] because i do jaw i drink the troll for me spirit and truth making music in the pool for me
[50:46 - 50:53] every memory i got kicked in here with me i get so fucked up thinking that you're here with me
[50:53 - 50:59] i tell everyone about you so you keep living and i'm standing on my arm so that i live with it
[50:59 - 51:05] rapping on stage rocking in i know y'all here with the teens on rivals i am there can i live
[51:05 - 51:12] again i don't even know what's real head spinning round and round like a fast wheel i seen a rocket
[51:12 - 51:18] get shot in execution style a lady blew herself up and then she was wild it's so hard to smile
[51:18 - 51:25] but still i carry on writing song after song feeling so alone can i live again questions can
[51:25 - 51:32] i live again i keep living life but it's hard to pretend can i live again i don't even know what's
[51:32 - 51:39] real it was all applying life on the battlefield seen a lot of soldiers die on the front lines
[51:39 - 51:46] bombs going off blue drive by can i live again i don't even know what's real it was all applying
[51:46 - 51:59] life on the battlefield seeing a lot of soldiers die on the front lines bombs going off blue drive by
[52:11 - 52:17] you don't get choked up right now this is real this is all y'all
[52:17 - 52:25] can i live again i don't even know what's real it was horrifying life on the battlefield
[52:25 - 52:32] seeing a lot of soldiers die on the front lines bombs going off blue drive by can i live again i
[52:32 - 52:39] don't even know what's real it was horrifying life on the battlefield seeing a lot of soldiers die
[52:39 - 52:48] on the front lines bombs going off blue drive by close your heart and can you believe the voice
[52:50 - 53:18] so great and yo the land you already know it's in this world man
[53:19 - 53:30] y'all already fucking know
[53:47 - 53:51] cobra six cover six so y'all one come in over
[53:51 - 53:56] so there are one this is cover six send it over roger cobra six well back on one at this time
[53:56 - 54:01] permission to move out roger that commission granted good copy soldier hard out
[54:09 - 54:20] yeah so y'all y'all one this long road of recovery look at my world y'all
[54:20 - 54:25] rock with me
[54:25 - 54:32] if you champion to it all i'm fighting them wars and die for the freedom that's a real good cause
[54:32 - 54:37] i said yes because i'm under said no jail the war going on give me rights let's go
[54:37 - 54:42] they train me to kill yeah they call me the kill machine now i'm out look what this more
[54:42 - 54:48] addictive man i keep fighting cuz i need a change i'm no deep down inside yeah it's the same
[54:48 - 54:54] i wanna be like i used to i wanna smile i wanna laugh yeah y'all like i'm close to
[54:54 - 55:00] but i'm someone can get close to i wanna go by myself don't speak i don't know you
[55:00 - 55:05] i just really wanna get away the q-5 and percocet feel just to dig the pain away
[55:05 - 55:13] yeah nobody and this gives me you really care enough about me yeah i'm on the road to recovery
[55:13 - 55:19] and it's gonna be a long long by the way i'm on the road to recovery
[55:19 - 55:26] i'm on the road to recovery yeah i'm on the road to recovery i just want the pain to go away
[55:26 - 55:37] away from me yeah i'm on the road to recovery i'm on the road to recovery i just want to be
[55:37 - 55:43] alone don't bother me time is telling hard it's slowing down my pace and you can see all the
[55:43 - 55:49] pain written on my face the nightmare is called slice i don't wanna live shrink sex this year
[55:49 - 55:55] something's gotten good i wanna be emotional not useless i don't even care no more i don't even care
[55:55 - 56:02] shh i don't like to be in crowds i stay away from all i stay by myself i walk with one on me
[56:02 - 56:09] my loading gun on me my teeth work any plant tricks on me every road i hear i'm ready let's go
[56:09 - 56:17] my body's here at home my mind's still at war yeah i stay alone don't bother me i'm on the road to
[56:17 - 56:23] recovery yeah i'm on the road to recovery i just want to be alone don't bother me
[56:24 - 56:32] i'm on the road to recovery i'm on the road to recovery yeah i'm on the road to recovery
[56:32 - 56:39] i just want the pain to go away far away from me yeah i'm on the road to recovery i'm on the
[56:39 - 56:45] road to recovery it's a real world i'm talking in the park can't turn back now keep going go off
[56:45 - 56:54] i'm proud of who i am when i feel down now i know what i've been through i dig what i had to
[56:54 - 57:02] you're getting past the past so i try to get away from me on the road to recovery
[57:03 - 57:16] i'm on the road to recovery i'm on the road to recovery yeah i'm on the road to recovery
[57:16 - 57:24] i'm a big one out of pain when away from me i'm on the road to recovery yeah on this road to
[57:24 - 57:32] recovery yeah i'm on the road to recovery i'm on bop oh yeah like you used to be i'm on the road to
[57:32 - 57:40] recovery yeah i'm on the road to recovery yeah i'm on the road to recovery i'm a big one out of pain
[57:40 - 57:55] when away from me i'm on the road to recovery yeah on this road to recovery
[57:55 - 58:34] so
[58:34 - 58:50] i'm so angry i could kill a man
[58:51 - 58:57] but i remember my place and still i stand even though they pissed me off and kicked me down
[58:57 - 59:00] i know it's all me because they think i've got a wicked sound
[59:00 - 59:06] rickety face don't hate me cuz i'm doing it y'all don't hate me cuz i'm on your phone i'm on your
[59:06 - 59:11] phone and i'm on the other side what's the sound of a gun what does he think he is what does he
[59:11 - 59:15] give hope they can make it past just like that i don't really like this shit so what i can't
[59:15 - 59:21] i don't think i'm a young it's only real y'all just let me get a look at you ain't got a real flow
[59:21 - 59:28] let me still go let me go still go make friends with me i make you the night you put the pillow
[59:28 - 59:32] so functionally this day today it make you look bad
[59:32 - 59:35] cuz i have your rage you do the thing i never lose in fact
[59:35 - 59:42] everybody hate you only when i'm cold hold up a second pussy there's something i gotta know
[59:42 - 59:51] you look at my face well you mad cuz i'm doing it y'all because i'm mad when you look at my face
[59:51 - 60:02] y'all you mad white man when you look at my face y'all you mad cuz i'm doing it y'all
[60:02 - 60:12] because i'm mad when you look at my face y'all you mad i'm gonna lie you mad i'm one of the
[60:12 - 60:17] baddest but they judging me even though they don't know that they musically can't fuck with me
[60:17 - 60:23] there ain't no bunch of me i've come to see that i might be criticized for the ways the way the way
[60:23 - 60:29] where i touch your beat your child just drops your face is stone still nobody's beating me even
[60:29 - 60:35] then you can't take my throne but when i made your smoke tell your kids to hear me out i don't need
[60:35 - 60:42] you sympathy and i'ma show those that'll get it near me now i came up with nobody that'll guide me
[60:42 - 60:49] don't know how i became this team that's inside me don't even try me i will not take you lightly
[60:49 - 60:55] do something one do something to hold me come and find me i ain't back in town look at my face
[60:55 - 60:59] you better see the mask i may be young but it seems to shake that'll make you see the mask
[60:59 - 61:05] it's no surprise i'm gonna watch your words i don't fuck around that he says he said no question
[61:05 - 61:13] i got you sore when you look at my face y'all you mad cuz i'm doing it y'all because i'm mad
[61:13 - 61:23] when you look at my face y'all you mad white man when you look at my face
[61:23 - 61:29] y'all you mad cuz i'm doing it y'all because i'm mad when you look at my face
[61:29 - 61:34] y'all you mad white man
[61:34 - 62:19] [Music]
[62:19 - 62:23] and land more i said it's time to let loose on these guys don't you think
[62:23 - 62:35] [Music]
[62:35 - 62:40] hey yo man don't you think it's about time i fucking ripped all these shows to fucking shreds
[62:40 - 62:52] how many people here want to see me rip these shows apart right the fuck now
[62:52 - 62:59] in front of everyone
[62:59 - 63:17] let's go
[63:18 - 63:25] you gotta turn chic you gotta let it go but i feel this burning teeth and i'm here to set the blow
[63:25 - 63:30] so the hell with the courtesy it's never gonna affect me so for about 10 years i had to go i'm
[63:30 - 63:34] gonna have an episode i ain't got too much going all night court dates and we don't stress
[63:34 - 63:39] cross if you want to see me rest in this yellow well and i'm eating that on top of it all my
[63:39 - 63:43] friend in the room that i love is leaving next cuz i got my rap and the band and the band and
[63:43 - 63:47] the band i already got blessed mighty test i ain't been in the room for the heart so hard
[63:47 - 63:51] break in a bit of motion i'm gonna make sure my goddamn car will start if it's that of me it's
[63:51 - 63:55] black in a jacket back in the back of my car bernard that when i never learned nothing like this
[63:55 - 63:59] just being the way you be the hardest part i'm not gonna go i don't wanna speak i'm just gonna
[63:59 - 64:04] just don't speak let y'all walk all over me for the other day i'm over beast i'm still going to
[64:04 - 64:09] no release the other best we are so sweet i don't wanna be that dude guaranteed is not a moment
[64:09 - 64:16] i won't be beat let enough time in the day to beat around the bush just say what you wanna say
[64:16 - 64:21] because all i do is pray somebody's gonna fuck with me today i'm gonna bottle in this something
[64:21 - 64:27] i think y'all about to pray starting up time in the day to beat around the bush just say what
[64:27 - 64:33] you want to say because all i do is pray somebody's gonna fuck with me today i'm gonna bottle in
[64:33 - 64:39] this something i think y'all about to pray i'm waiting on new jade is looking crazy anywhere i go
[64:39 - 64:46] you know i know on the outside i can be your name but i've got the nature to be a pair i know
[64:46 - 64:52] i'm gonna be with you michigan and show you know i'm gonna wear my gloves you know the niggas know now
[64:52 - 64:58] you know i'm gonna get your age i'm gonna start to shout that'll be the day that i'll end all down
[64:58 - 65:02] i'm gonna be my brother and i'm gonna punch your mouth i'll be my brother and i'm gonna watch you shout
[65:02 - 65:08] when i was born i was ready to go to molly copan i was a very very very bad girl i had to react
[65:08 - 65:13] i was always used to the band of pattin good rolling on the stack i don't know when we got away from
[65:13 - 65:17] a friend of the fucking readers all okay and i look for me and shout again hallelujah we locked away in
[65:17 - 65:21] that cell thought i got to live between the very side of your copy and pen to defend myself
[65:21 - 65:26] look into the life i live you probably tell i don't even know that much about myself and
[65:26 - 65:32] you don't get too much of it starting up time in the day to beat around the bush just say what
[65:32 - 65:38] you wanna say because all i do is pray somebody's gonna fuck with me today i'm about to leave this
[65:38 - 65:45] stuff and i think i'm about to pray starting up time in the day to beat around the bush just say
[65:45 - 65:51] what you wanna say because all i do is pray somebody's gonna fuck with me today i'm about to
[65:51 - 66:04] leave this stuff and i think i'm about to pray
[66:04 - 66:20] i wanna give a shout out to my boy matt and hopson on this channel man what up guys
[66:20 - 66:46] it's a homicide never be the one to die never be the one to lie
[66:46 - 66:53] i wanna step up and hate my murders of today last nigga who i'll ever see man is where i drug his fate
[66:53 - 66:58] eyes on your bitches like i'm looking for it's fluctuating hope you want the water so you love
[66:58 - 67:04] to feel like you're suffocating the brutality of spitting make your bags holler all alone is like
[67:04 - 67:09] it you gon treat me like your damn father i hope you are and not your mama so you can't call her
[67:09 - 67:13] you can't call it what you want with this you're getting a dirty slaughter giving me all your
[67:13 - 67:17] doctor's like he's wearing a blood bath
[67:17 - 67:57] it's a homicide never be the one to die never be the one to lie
[67:57 - 68:03] it's a homicide never be the one to lie
[68:03 - 68:14] it's time to run it got my sick with my nights on like i'm going and i'm running
[68:14 - 68:21] they ask me if i'm gonna win i'm i say damn right shit's intense like opportunities at a campsite
[68:21 - 68:27] but it's so mad frantic that i just can't write look at the bag dad look at the bag price
[68:27 - 68:32] i'm self-consortial women you're the most enough in every special in the ocean i'm a trucker
[68:32 - 68:37] there's nothing on the walls man i'm not dumping i got sulfur in my stomach and i spit in all the
[68:37 - 68:43] five niggas that go down the concrete i'm in a little hurry brother that seems to be up in the golden arm
[68:43 - 68:46] breathing up that i was like a muscle dumbest and i got the soul and ass
[68:46 - 68:49] if i can have all of your idols since i've never been in there one time
[68:49 - 68:52] that's what i'm saying
[68:52 - 68:53] it's a homicide
[68:53 - 68:58] i'm living homicide never be the one to die never be the one to lie
[68:58 - 69:01] i'm on the side with the gun living in my fall
[69:01 - 69:05] let me tell you it's your bluff that i'm playing the job
[69:05 - 69:11] it's a homicide i'm living homicide never be the one to die never be the one to lie
[69:11 - 69:14] i'm on the side with the gun living in my fall
[69:14 - 69:18] let me tell you it's your bluff that i'm playing the job
[69:18 - 69:57] [Music]
[69:57 - 71:17] [MUSIC]
[71:36 - 71:37] Those are questions.
[71:37 - 72:17] [MUSIC]
[72:17 - 72:29] And the answer to your question for
[72:29 - 72:33] comes, that dude turned out to be a fucking piece of shit, nobody.
[72:37 - 72:41] That dude literally turned out to be a piece of fucking shit trying to tell me
[72:41 - 72:45] who to be, what to do, what I should do, what I shouldn't do.
[72:45 - 72:48] You know, typical shit that the trolls try to fucking do.
[72:52 - 72:53] Where do I get the energy from?
[72:53 - 72:58] That's easy, I get it from everything I've ever fucking been through.
[72:58 - 73:03] I use everything I've been through as motivation to keep fucking going and
[73:03 - 73:05] keep on doing what I fucking do.
[73:07 - 73:10] Like I said before, I don't just do this shit for me.
[73:10 - 73:14] I do this shit for the motherfuckers that are like me, that are like Lynn,
[73:14 - 73:19] that are like Morp, that are like the actual real supporters that I fucking have.
[73:19 - 73:21] That ain't got shit.
[73:21 - 73:25] The motherfuckers like me that have actually been through real fucking shit.
[73:25 - 73:27] That's where I get my energy from.
[73:34 - 73:39] In case y'all don't know, I am gonna drop a street racing scene as a single,
[73:39 - 73:43] here probably within the next few days or so.
[73:49 - 73:51] Hey, Mountain New Code Red's the shit.
[73:58 - 74:01] I fucking Mountain New Code Red, yeah, damn it.
[74:09 - 74:12] Mountain New Code Red and high voltage is good too.
[74:12 - 74:15] High voltage is the shit, dude.
[74:20 - 74:23] Without a doubt, high voltage is the shit.
[74:23 - 74:26] I fucking Mountain New High Voltage, that shit's fucking bomb, dude.
[74:52 - 74:56] But like I said, do you trolls fucking see now?
[74:56 - 75:01] Do you guys actually have an inside look now with what the fuck I deal with?
[75:01 - 75:05] The struggles that I go through, the hell that I deal with?
[75:05 - 75:11] I wrestle around with my own thoughts every fucking night because of y'all
[75:11 - 75:15] motherfuckers, every day.
[75:15 - 75:22] That's why the songs that I've put out are personal to me.
[75:22 - 75:36] That's why all the songs on albums like this one right here.
[75:36 - 75:41] That's why all the songs that I do, especially on this album right here,
[75:41 - 75:43] are so fucking personal to me.
[75:43 - 75:47] Because this shit right here talks about all that shit.
[75:52 - 75:57] This shit right here talks about everything that I've gone through,
[75:57 - 75:59] everything that I've fucking been through.
[75:59 - 76:04] Everything that I've fucking dealt with over the last five years.
[76:04 - 76:08] All the hatred, all the bullshit.
[76:11 - 76:18] All the crap I've gone through is right here on this fucking album.
[76:20 - 76:22] So I don't want you guys sitting there saying I don't do shit.
[76:42 - 76:51] Yeah, you're not wrong, Lynn, and it is fucked up.
[76:51 - 76:56] It definitely is a fucked up situation.
[77:06 - 77:08] You know, you guys don't deserve it.
[77:08 - 77:13] Y'all, man, to the real fucking fans out there, and I mean the real ones.
[77:13 - 77:16] Like Lynn, and more from everybody that actually shows love.
[77:16 - 77:20] You guys don't deserve what y'all get.
[77:20 - 77:24] What people fuck with you guys, you don't deserve that.
[77:31 - 77:33] You guys don't deserve to get fucked with like that.
[77:39 - 77:40] Y'all don't deserve it.
[77:42 - 77:44] And here's what y'all trolls don't get, man.
[77:44 - 77:47] I do have fucking real supporters.
[77:54 - 78:00] I do have real fucking supporters, but it's sad when my real fucking supporters
[78:00 - 78:01] can't actually show love.
[78:03 - 78:07] It's sad that y'all motherfuckers got so goddamn scared
[78:07 - 78:09] that they're afraid to even say anything.
[78:11 - 78:15] Matter of fact, Lynn, I'm gonna let you do the honors
[78:15 - 78:18] of fanning a lot of these trolls that are in the chat right now.
[78:19 - 78:24] By all means, please, start getting rid of a lot of these trolls
[78:24 - 78:24] anytime you want.
[78:24 - 78:27] I'm gonna let you take the first shot at these guys.
[78:36 - 78:38] Hey, I'm Mimi H, appreciate it.
[78:39 - 78:41] But y'all, Lynn, what do you say?
[78:41 - 78:43] You wanna take the first shot at these motherfuckers?
[78:53 - 79:08] See, and I've said this many a times before, man.
[79:08 - 79:11] I've said this many a times before.
[79:11 - 79:14] I'm trying to build a community of good people.
[79:14 - 79:18] I'm trying to build a community of good fucking people.
[79:27 - 79:31] I'm trying to build a community of good, like-minded people
[79:31 - 79:36] that actually wanna see me succeed, that actually wanna see me do good.
[80:05 - 80:09] And from once to Tony at work, I agree with you, enough is enough.
[80:09 - 80:12] I actually wanna do good shit for people.
[80:12 - 80:14] All right?
[80:14 - 80:23] I wanna actually be out here doing real shit for people, doing good shit for people.
[80:33 - 80:50] Lynn, I don't wanna be out here doing fucked up shit.
[80:50 - 80:52] I wanna be doing good shit for people.
[81:02 - 81:11] Which is why starting today, for everybody out there that actually won,
[81:11 - 81:17] for actually some of my friends, including Lynn and for several others that have been wondering,
[81:17 - 81:21] am I ever gonna be putting out my artwork on campuses?
[81:21 - 81:25] My answer to you is fuck yes.
[81:25 - 81:30] I will be putting my artwork on campuses as soon as I can find a site to actually do
[81:31 - 81:52] canvases on, where I can release only canvas prints.
[81:55 - 81:56] Yeah, sure you can.
[81:57 - 82:01] Lynn's got a point. And to me, I definitely appreciate that for real.
[82:01 - 82:05] Like, I'm not even joking why I say that shit, man.
[82:05 - 82:08] I appreciate the love. I do appreciate that shit.
[82:12 - 82:16] And like I said, to everybody out there that does show love for me,
[82:16 - 82:21] and has shown love for me since day one, I wanna apologize to you guys, man.
[82:21 - 82:26] To everybody that's been wanting to show support and love for me,
[82:26 - 82:32] I wanna apologize to you guys for you guys not getting to see how I can actually be.
[82:32 - 82:38] Yesterday, when I did that whole race thing for the few hours that I did,
[82:38 - 82:42] that was the real me hanging out with you guys, having fun.
[82:42 - 82:44] That was me.
[82:44 - 82:47] And I'm sorry that y'all don't get to see more of that.
[82:47 - 82:53] I'm sorry that we have to deal with all these fucking assholes that run their mouths.
[83:01 - 83:05] You know, I do apologize that you guys have not actually gotten to see
[83:05 - 83:09] how I can really be when I'm not being attacked.
[83:19 - 83:30] Well, I do it. If you go back to the old school days,
[83:30 - 83:34] I can't really say old school, old school.
[83:34 - 83:38] But if you go back last year when I did the coffee and chill streams,
[83:38 - 83:41] where I was hanging out with everybody, that was me.
[83:41 - 83:46] And butters, fuck y'all, I love King of the Hill.
[83:46 - 83:51] I fucking love King of the Hill, bro.
[83:51 - 83:53] King of the Hill is my shit.
[83:53 - 84:01] And I can genuinely say I have not missed an episode yet and I'm still going strong.
[84:01 - 84:06] I fucking love King of the Hill, man.
[84:08 - 84:11] And even if I do miss an episode right then and there,
[84:11 - 84:13] I usually go back to On Domain and watch it back there.
[84:13 - 84:16] I go to On Domain and I watch it if I miss it.
[84:16 - 84:19] So I keep up to date on everything.
[84:19 - 84:21] So yeah, huge fan of King of the Hill, man.
[84:29 - 84:33] And not gonna lie, and I can genuinely say this for a fact,
[84:35 - 84:42] Nicholas Beagler, aka MusicBizMarty, he looks like the ugly version of Bobby Hill.
[84:42 - 84:48] He looks like Bobby Hill growing up with a fucking beard and ugly as fuck.
[84:48 - 84:58] Not gonna lie.
[85:02 - 85:09] King of the Hill is how I say it.
[85:15 - 85:19] Bro, why don't y'all already seen that shit multiple times?
[85:19 - 85:23] I mean, literally, you guys have seen this shit.
[85:33 - 85:42] And besides, man, I started bullying whenever I'm firing back.
[85:42 - 85:49] And besides, I said it's about time Marty got a taste of his own fucking medicine.
[85:53 - 85:57] I mean, this dude's been fucking busting my balls and attacking me for over five years.
[85:57 - 86:01] I'm thinking about it, dude.
[86:01 - 86:04] This guy's been attacking me for over five fucking years.
[86:04 - 86:07] Don't you think I deserve a little bit of fucking payback on the guy?
[86:07 - 86:11] All right, let's be honest here, four comes.
[86:11 - 86:14] The dude did nothing but attack me for the last five years.
[86:14 - 86:18] The only thing is about time I got some fucking payback on the motherfucker.
[86:21 - 86:23] Ooh, favorite pizza topping.
[86:23 - 86:25] Ooh, that's a tough one, bro.
[86:25 - 86:33] I don't necessarily have a personal favorite.
[86:40 - 86:41] I love all tommies.
[86:41 - 86:45] The only tommies I will not do are anchovies.
[86:45 - 86:47] I did not do anchovies.
[86:47 - 86:48] Fuck that.
[86:51 - 86:55] I don't eat everything else, but you get me near that fucking anchovy, man.
[86:55 - 86:57] I'm taking that fish and I'm throwing it in your fucking face.
[86:57 - 86:59] Dead ass.
[86:59 - 87:02] I will take that shit and I will throw that shit in your face.
[87:02 - 87:07] I'll pull a fucking jacksepticeye fucking...
[87:07 - 87:11] I'll be like jacksepticeye on Hitman 3.
[87:11 - 87:14] Fucking slap your ass with a fucking fish.
[87:14 - 87:20] And if y'all don't know what video I'm talking about, let me show you.
[106:47 - 106:50] So yeah, like I said, a little bit older than I am.
[106:55 - 107:00] And besides, I shouldn't have to fucking specify, y'all should be fucking smart enough to know.
[107:31 - 107:38] Oh, by the way, for all you guys out there watching, this isn't a dig at anybody's short, man, I'm just saying.
[107:38 - 107:44] For all you tall guys out there, next time you dig a short girl, keep this in mind.
[107:45 - 107:46] Do you wanna know what I'm afraid of most in life?
[107:46 - 107:52] Short girls, I know they look super adorable and cute in this and everything, but I promise you, if you piss one of them off, you're gonna die.
[107:52 - 107:54] They will kill you and you will die.
[107:54 - 107:56] I don't care how tough you think you are and you don't stand a chance.
[107:56 - 107:59] There's so little that they come out of nowhere and you never even know it.
[107:59 - 108:00] I'm warning you, do not make them mad.
[108:00 - 108:01] They tend to travel in packs.
[108:01 - 108:03] If you make one of them mad, you gotta deal with like 50 others.
[108:03 - 108:05] Short girls are many ninjas of death.
[108:05 - 108:10] And if you're a guy and you happen to call one of them a hobbit or something, just remember that all you have to do is do this.
[108:10 - 108:11] And there goes your dinkle do.
[108:11 - 108:12] They're gonna punch you in your dinkle do.
[108:12 - 108:14] Dude, your dinkle do.
[108:14 - 108:17] Even though they're so adorable and everything, I just wanna cuddle every one of them.
[108:17 - 108:19] I know it's a trick to get me closer to them.
[108:19 - 108:20] That way they can kill me.
[108:20 - 108:24] So fair warning, if you make a short girl mad, remember that they will kill you and you will die.
[108:24 - 108:28] He's not wrong.
[108:28 - 108:30] He's not wrong, motherfuckers.
[108:30 - 108:38] Hello YouTube, my name is Stephen and welcome to my channel.
[108:38 - 108:40] You are, you're an awkward little fuck.
[108:40 - 108:41] And I really like that about you.
[108:41 - 108:42] So good luck with that.
[108:42 - 108:43] Hey guys, today I made a video about short girls.
[108:43 - 108:46] If you didn't know a couple years ago, I made a video about short girls before.
[108:46 - 108:49] This is not really cool to masturbate with.
[108:49 - 108:53] If you're watching this video and you're sure this video is for you.
[108:53 - 108:56] So, we all know that short girls are very terrifying.
[108:56 - 108:58] They can punch you in your dinkle do, which is really fucking cool.
[108:58 - 108:59] I think, I don't know, it hurts a lot.
[108:59 - 109:02] So, don't please stop fucking doing that for people.
[109:02 - 109:04] You'll see that there are many ninjas of death.
[109:04 - 109:05] That's really worth it to say, okay?
[109:05 - 109:06] I tried to say it three times.
[109:06 - 109:07] Leave me alone.
[109:07 - 109:09] But if you happen to be on the short side, you can actually wear any shirt you want to.
[109:09 - 109:16] So, you kind of have like a night down for every time that you put on the fucking shirt.
[109:16 - 109:19] It's very easy to pick up.
[109:19 - 109:21] So, if I wanted to kidnap you, wouldn't it be that hard?
[109:21 - 109:23] I'm going to pick you up and take you in.
[109:23 - 109:25] Also, you're actually going to always look like you're 12 years old.
[109:25 - 109:29] So, you're basically going to never be able to buy alcohol.
[109:29 - 109:33] So, if there's somebody that's tall than you and they say that you don't look mean and you don't look intimidating.
[109:33 - 109:35] Remember, you're closer to hell.
[109:35 - 109:37] You got that going for you.
[109:37 - 109:39] You get really, really, really mad.
[109:39 - 109:40] You get really pissed off.
[109:40 - 109:43] You still kind of look like you're an angry, cute little minion.
[109:43 - 109:46] So, I'm not sure that's good or bad, but you know, hey.
[109:46 - 109:47] But that's where people is.
[109:47 - 109:50] For people like me, I got myself an armrest any time I'm around you.
[109:50 - 109:53] So, it's like, you know, until you kill me, that's not funny.
[109:53 - 109:56] Have you ever played on the couch and you kind of lose something inside the cushion or whatever?
[109:56 - 109:58] Well, you got little hands, okay?
[109:58 - 109:59] So, you can dig in there and get it.
[109:59 - 110:02] You also make your boyfriend's dick look bigger.
[110:03 - 110:07] But your girlfriend's tits look bigger.
[110:07 - 110:08] I'm going to hell.
[110:08 - 110:11] The last thing I have to think about is that when you're eating Pringles and you got that one chip in there
[110:11 - 110:14] and you're stuck in there and you can't get it out because, you know, hey, big hands.
[110:14 - 110:15] You're in a lot because you got little hands.
[110:15 - 110:18] You just get it in there and this is how you get birth.
[110:18 - 110:22] You just pull the baby's head out like that and then you name it Freddy.
[110:22 - 110:26] You're not my kid.
[110:26 - 110:27] Anyways, that's the end of the video.
[110:27 - 110:28] I'm going to go.
[110:28 - 110:29] I hope you guys have a great day.
[110:29 - 110:30] I love you so much.
[110:30 - 110:31] You're the heart.
[110:31 - 110:32] I hope you have a great day.
[110:32 - 110:37] And I swear to God, anybody who tries that shit on me putting their arm up on me like that,
[110:37 - 110:38] I'm going to kick your ass.
[110:38 - 110:42] I promise you.
[110:42 - 110:46] Actually, no.
[110:46 - 110:48] That was a grown ass adult too.
[110:48 - 110:51] I promise you.
[110:51 - 110:57] I fucking promise you anybody does that shit and I'm beating your ass.
[110:57 - 111:01] I swear to God, my brother Jake does it to me all the time
[111:01 - 111:04] and it's fucking annoying.
[111:04 - 111:07] It is fucking annoying.
[111:07 - 111:11] And Jake, I'm never probably watching this super motherfucker.
[111:11 - 111:24] In fact, I know you're watching this, you sick fuck weirdo doofus shithead.
[111:24 - 111:28] Yeah, I'm talking to you, Jake.
[111:28 - 111:30] You goofy motherfucker.
[111:31 - 111:33] What would I do about a six foot?
[111:33 - 111:34] That's easy.
[111:34 - 111:41] I'd use all my friends as fucking armrests.
[111:41 - 111:43] But I'm not that tall so I can't.
[111:43 - 111:50] So, it is that.
[111:50 - 112:00] But yeah.
[112:00 - 112:06] Dude, six foot motherfucker, are you kidding me?
[112:06 - 112:09] Dude, I am five foot three, six foot.
[112:09 - 112:11] I have to look up like this.
[112:11 - 112:13] Are you kidding me?
[112:13 - 112:17] Are you fucking kidding me, bro?
[112:17 - 112:20] I literally have to look up like this.
[112:20 - 112:26] Dude, my brother Jake is six four and I have to look up to him like this.
[112:26 - 112:29] I just see his fucking bald ass head.
[112:29 - 112:32] I am five foot three motherfucker.
[112:32 - 112:33] That boy is six four.
[112:33 - 112:36] I have to literally stretch and look up.
[112:36 - 112:38] So, yeah.
[112:38 - 112:44] And I'm only five foot three.
[112:55 - 112:56] Like dead ass.
[112:56 - 112:59] I am five foot three.
[112:59 - 113:08] Hey, be lucky, Morph.
[113:08 - 113:09] You're lucky.
[113:09 - 113:10] You got the tall jeans.
[113:10 - 113:11] I got the short jeans.
[113:11 - 113:13] You're lucky.
[113:13 - 113:16] How do you think I'm feeling relationships?
[113:16 - 113:19] Every time I get a girlfriend, I'm usually the short one.
[113:19 - 113:22] Out of the two of us, I'm usually the short one.
[113:23 - 113:26] So imagine being in my shoes.
[113:26 - 113:31] Imagine what it's like to be the short boyfriend every fucking time in every relationship.
[113:31 - 113:33] That's me.
[113:33 - 113:47] Actually, I have.
[113:47 - 113:50] And let me say, dude, every time I do get with someone,
[113:50 - 113:52] I'm the short one.
[113:52 - 113:59] All right, take it easy, man.
[113:59 - 114:01] I'll get you later on.
[114:01 - 114:05] But, yeah, I'm the short one every time.
[114:05 - 114:08] So imagine how weird that is for me.
[114:08 - 114:13] Boy, it is really fucking weird.
[114:13 - 114:27] [Silence]
[114:27 - 114:30] How many girlfriends have I had?
[114:30 - 114:33] How far back do you want to go?
[114:33 - 114:40] I mean, I can start in high school and work my way up.
[114:40 - 114:42] I can start after high school and work my way up.
[114:42 - 114:45] How far back do you want to go, dude?
[114:45 - 114:56] As far as I can, shit.
[114:56 - 114:58] Well, let's see.
[114:58 - 115:00] You have my first girlfriend in high school, Cynthia.
[115:00 - 115:01] I'm trying to think.
[115:01 - 115:03] Let me think of my head for a minute.
[115:04 - 115:38] [Silence]
[115:38 - 115:41] So in total, about eight.
[115:41 - 115:46] [Silence]
[115:46 - 115:48] So, yeah.
[115:48 - 115:51] I have in total had a total of eight girlfriends,
[115:51 - 115:54] spanning back to the beginning of my, actually,
[115:54 - 115:58] going back to my grade school years before high school.
[115:58 - 116:01] [Silence]
[116:01 - 116:03] Because the way that it works is,
[116:03 - 116:05] I dated this girl Stephanie when we were kids.
[116:05 - 116:07] We were, like, 14.
[116:07 - 116:12] Ended up moving here to Ohio and got into high school,
[116:12 - 116:16] dated my first girlfriend, Cynthia, in high school.
[116:16 - 116:20] Me and her ended up splitting because she ended up moving,
[116:20 - 116:24] because, like, her parents got a job offer somewhere.
[116:26 - 116:32] That's when I dated my girlfriend Lexi for on and off for a few years.
[116:32 - 116:36] Then got out of high school, dated my high school sweetheart,
[116:36 - 116:40] that was my girlfriend from after me and Lexi's split,
[116:40 - 116:44] which was about my sophomore year of high school.
[116:44 - 116:51] And then me and Christina were together from about the end of sophomore year,
[116:51 - 116:56] up to senior year, ended up losing contact with her,
[116:56 - 117:02] got back in contact with Lex, ended up getting back together with her.
[117:02 - 117:05] She wound up passing away, or no.
[117:05 - 117:09] She ended up not saying anything for several months
[117:09 - 117:11] because she had some shit going on.
[117:11 - 117:13] So I ended up back with Christina,
[117:13 - 117:18] and then my ex-best friend decided to pull some fucked shit
[117:18 - 117:21] and basically talk her into leaving me for no fucking reason,
[117:21 - 117:24] except for the fact he was a jealous piece of shit.
[117:24 - 117:26] So that happened.
[117:26 - 117:32] Then I got with the Heather that treated me like s