Original upload date: June 3rd, 2021 (automatically grabbed from title)
[0:00 - 0:24] What's up you guys? How's everybody doing this evening? What's good everybody? How is everyone
[0:24 - 0:48] tonight? Yo Cathy what's up? Sonny what's good? Miranda what's up? Yo track hero what's good
[0:48 - 0:55] what's going on? How you doing bro? Good to see you back in the folder man. Not a bad
[0:55 - 1:01] track. I'll actually remind you that way you don't get banned. Because I know track hero
[1:01 - 1:07] personally. Track hero has been a personal friend of mine since what my first channel
[1:07 - 1:31] not gonna day. Like seriously man you want an OG freaking sub man track hero man. But
[1:31 - 1:36] today I've been doing a lot of thinking while I was working on some ideas for some clothing
[1:36 - 1:41] from my brand new art that I just did the other day. As y'all know I released some new
[1:41 - 1:47] art pieces and I was sitting down thinking about something. Something that I noticed
[1:47 - 1:55] when I was on Marty's live last night. Something about Kate that I noticed. And that is the
[1:55 - 2:05] fact that she can dish it out but she can't take it. Every time somebody confronts her
[2:05 - 2:16] it does to her what she does to them. She hides behind the cops. Like when she threatened
[2:16 - 2:24] my family's life with death threats. Last night I showed her how it feels. And what
[2:24 - 2:32] did she do? She wanted to call the cops. Because she can dish it out but she can't
[2:32 - 2:39] take it. And as she sits there trying to play the blame on you when you're simply defending
[2:39 - 2:47] yourself. And then she comes up with these fake legal documents to try to corroborate
[2:47 - 2:55] and back up her fucking side of the story. When we all know that ain't true. And Kate
[2:55 - 3:02] you say that I'm the bad guy here. Right? You say that I'm the bad guy. That I'm the
[3:02 - 3:07] bully. But the truth is it's not me. It's you.
[3:07 - 3:17] [Music]
[3:17 - 3:47] Let's get this story straight. You are a poison. You've fallen through my days. You
[3:47 - 3:55] left me broken. You tried to make me think that the pain was all on me with the pain
[3:55 - 4:04] you put me through. And now I know that it's not me. It's you. It's not me. It's you.
[4:04 - 4:14] Always has been you. All the lies and stupid dangers say you do it too. It's not me. It's
[4:14 - 4:21] you. All the lies and stupid dangers say you put me through. And now that it's not me.
[4:21 - 4:37] It's you. You. You. It's not me. It's you. You. So here we go again. This ain't fine.
[4:37 - 4:45] We're always here. I don't care so I pretend. Wake me when your lecture ends. You try to
[4:45 - 4:52] make me small. Make me fall and it's all your fault with the pain you put me through.
[4:52 - 5:02] And now I know that it's not me. It's you. It's not me. It's you. Always has been you.
[5:02 - 5:11] All the lies and stupid dangers say you do it too. It's not me. It's you. All the lies
[5:11 - 5:12] and stupid dangers say you do it too. It's you. It's not me. It's you. All the lies and
[5:12 - 5:18] stupid dangers say you put me through. And now that it's not me. It's you. Yeah.
[5:18 - 5:25] I see you as one of the guys we talked about before and now I fucking love you guys.
[5:28 - 5:36] Let's get the story straight. You are the poison floating through my veins.
[5:36 - 5:45] You're chopping me insane. And now you've gone away. I'm no longer choking for the pain
[5:45 - 5:54] you put me through. And now I know that it's not me. It's you. It's not me. It's you.
[5:54 - 6:04] Always has been you. All the lies and stupid dangers say you do it too. It's not me. It's
[6:04 - 6:31] you. All the lies and stupid dangers say you do it too. And now that it's not me. It's
[6:31 - 6:45] you. It's you. And that's facts man. All y'all bullies want to sit there and act like it's
[6:45 - 6:52] my fault that I am the way that I am. When in all reality it's those of you that bully
[6:52 - 7:01] and push others around like myself that are the ones that fault. Y'all sit there and attack
[7:01 - 7:08] and attack and attack. And then when one of us like myself finally fires back you can't handle
[7:08 - 7:15] it. You can't handle the fact that somebody like me can dish it right back just as hard as you
[7:15 - 7:30] throw it out at us. And for those that aren't able to fight back this song right here represents
[7:30 - 7:46] the war that they fight every day and every night in their head because of what you do.
[7:46 - 8:10] Boy says in my head again chapter war time I don't see it. They're pulling me on top.
[8:10 - 8:24] I'm not here for pleasure but still feel the pain if I don't share my soul because you can't
[8:24 - 8:40] find your lies. It's all you and the truth that you tell me tonight. Boy says in my head again
[8:40 - 8:48] gave me the war that I calculated right and hear them now. Smacked in a king inside my knowledge,
[8:48 - 8:58] gave me the time to tell them now that my soul is getting born. They're pulling me on top.
[8:58 - 9:27] Boy says in my head again chapter war time I don't see it. They're pulling me on top.
[9:27 - 9:39] Boy says in my head again, gave me the war I calculated right and hear them now. Smacked
[9:39 - 9:47] in a king inside my knowledge, gave me the time to tell them now that my soul is getting
[9:47 - 9:57] born. They're pulling me on top. Boy says in my head again chapter war time I don't see it.
[9:57 - 10:09] Boy says in my head again chapter war time I don't see it. They're pulling me on top.
[10:09 - 10:32] Boy says in my head again, gave me the war I calculated right and hear them now. Smacked
[10:32 - 10:40] in a king inside my knowledge, gave me the time to tell them now that my soul is getting
[10:40 - 11:06] born. They're pulling me on top. Boy says in my head again chapter war time I don't see it.
[11:06 - 11:22] Boy says in my head again chapter war time I didn't see it.
[11:22 - 11:31] See, what y'all trolls don't realize is what you do doesn't just affect you, it just doesn't
[11:31 - 11:42] affect people like myself, it affects those around you every day. Every day when you attack
[11:42 - 11:48] someone or you bully someone, you're not just making yourself look bad, you're not just
[11:48 - 11:56] making someone feel like shit, you're affecting those around you in a way that you can't
[11:56 - 12:03] even imagine. And not just that but you're not only making that person feel like shit,
[12:03 - 12:12] you're affecting those around that person as well. And I'm a living example of that.
[12:12 - 12:17] When Kate bullies me the way that she does, she's not just affecting me, she's affecting
[12:17 - 12:25] my family and my friends, those that I care about. Because when she attacks me they feel
[12:25 - 12:31] bad for me and wish they could do something, they feel helpless and really they're not,
[12:31 - 12:35] they're not helpless and they do help.
[12:35 - 12:43] So before you go attacking somebody I want you to keep that in mind.
[12:43 - 12:50] I want you to keep that shit in mind before you go bashing on someone
[12:50 - 12:56] over a jam because nobody deserves that crap.
[12:56 - 13:08] Nobody deserves to be bullied, regardless of what they did. At the end of the day we are all human.
[13:08 - 13:14] At the end of the day we are all human.
[13:14 - 13:48] [Silence]
[13:48 - 13:50] Welcome to the future of home.
[13:53 - 13:55] When searching for your dream home it's important to...
[13:55 - 14:05] And half of us feel like this right here.
[14:05 - 17:13] [Music]
[17:13 - 17:21] [Silence]
[17:21 - 17:33] And that's fast man. I could be just like you bullies. I could be mean and angry and nasty and cold and ruthless but I'm not.
[17:33 - 17:49] Because I don't want to be that person. I don't want to be that person that turns out to be a bully like you guys.
[17:49 - 18:03] I'm not that evil person that everybody makes me out to be.
[18:03 - 18:25] And for those that have been bullied this next song is about missing the ones we love who have killed themselves and wishing that we could have been the ones to save them from it.
[18:25 - 18:35] With no fees or minimums.
[18:35 - 21:45] [Music]
[21:45 - 21:53] Now these next two songs that I'm about to do are about to be very very emotional.
[21:53 - 22:03] As I have been on the edge of suicide and I have been through depression to the point where I've actually attempted to end my own life.
[22:03 - 22:25] [Music]
[22:25 - 22:47] So this next song is going to those that we love and those that we've lost due to bullying and that bullying leading up to their suicide.
[22:47 - 22:59] Let's put some candles in the chat right now for everyone that we've lost to bullying but more importantly to everyone that we've lost to suicide.
[22:59 - 23:13] Because suicide is a deadly disease and you are not alone if you're fighting that shit.
[23:13 - 23:23] Should've stayed where the signs I ignored.
[23:23 - 23:33] Can I help you not to hurt anymore?
[23:33 - 23:44] We saw brilliance when the world was asleep.
[23:44 - 24:03] There are things that we could have but can't keep. If they say who cares if one more light goes out in the sky of a million stars.
[24:03 - 24:15] Who flickers, flickers. Who cares when someone's time runs out. If the moment is all we are.
[24:15 - 24:29] Who cares if one more light goes out. Well I do.
[24:29 - 24:40] The reminder, pull the floor from your feet.
[24:40 - 24:50] In the kitchen, one more chair than you need.
[24:50 - 25:12] Oh and you're angry and you should be. It's not fair. Just cause you can't see it doesn't mean it isn't there.
[25:12 - 25:23] They say who cares if one more light goes out in the sky of a million stars.
[25:23 - 25:34] Who flickers, flickers. Who cares when someone's time runs out. If the moment is all we are.
[25:34 - 25:50] Who cares if one more light goes out. Well I do.
[25:50 - 26:02] If you guys have watched somebody put their days or two of those on either side running the shot right now. That was face of respect to those that we loved and we fought.
[26:02 - 26:11] Whether that's to addiction, suicide, whatever it may be.
[26:11 - 26:19] Who cares if one more light goes out in the sky of a million stars.
[26:19 - 26:30] Who flickers, flickers. Who cares when someone's time runs out. If the moment is all we are.
[26:30 - 26:52] Who flickers, flickers. Who cares if one more light goes out. I do.
[26:53 - 39:00] Who cares if one more light goes out in the sky of a million stars.
[39:00 - 39:08] will not falter we will not break and we will not be broken down but that means
[39:08 - 39:12] hey guys I'll be right back I just have something I have to take care of guys all
[39:12 - 39:17] my mods hold it down I'll be right back
[39:17 - 45:09] okay
[45:09 - 45:25] but this song right here man
[45:25 - 45:29] I'd like to dedicate this to someone very very special
[45:29 - 45:34] who was going to be my family
[45:34 - 45:37] I'd like to dedicate this to the girl
[45:37 - 45:39] that I lost last year
[45:39 - 45:43] who was going to be my wife
[45:43 - 45:46] this year
[45:46 - 45:50] I'd like to dedicate this to the lost of my life
[45:50 - 45:52] Lexi
[45:52 - 46:03] I lost last year to health related problems
[46:03 - 46:06] this song is called "Lucy"
[46:06 - 46:10] if you guys know you're more than welcome to sing along
[46:11 - 46:18] hey Lucy I remember your name
[46:18 - 46:25] I lent a dozen roses on your crank today
[46:25 - 46:31] I'm in the grass on my knees wipe the leaves away
[46:31 - 46:38] I just came to talk for a while got some things I need to say
[46:38 - 46:41] now that it's over
[46:41 - 46:45] I just want to hold her
[46:45 - 46:48] I give up all the world to sing
[46:48 - 46:52] that little piece of heaven make it back at me
[46:52 - 46:55] now that it's over
[46:55 - 46:59] I just want to hold her
[46:59 - 47:02] I gotta get up with the choices of me
[47:02 - 47:09] and I can't live with my song today
[47:09 - 47:16] hey Lucy I remember your birthday
[47:16 - 47:19] I said I'd bring you some closure
[47:19 - 47:23] could you say your name
[47:23 - 47:30] I know I'd do it all different if I had your chance
[47:30 - 47:33] but all I got with these roses to give
[47:33 - 47:37] they can't help me make a mess
[47:37 - 47:40] now that it's over
[47:40 - 47:43] I just want to hold her
[47:43 - 47:46] I give up all the world to sing
[47:46 - 47:50] that little piece of heaven make it back at me
[47:50 - 47:53] now that it's over
[47:53 - 47:57] I just want to hold her
[47:57 - 48:00] I've got to get up with the choices of me
[48:00 - 48:03] and I can't live with my song today
[48:03 - 48:07] now that it's over
[48:07 - 48:10] I never wanted anything so bad
[48:10 - 48:14] here we are for a brand new start
[48:14 - 48:17] living the life that we could be right
[48:17 - 48:20] everything is in the same fucking hands
[48:20 - 48:23] and everything is singing now
[48:23 - 48:28] it's just another moment in your life
[48:28 - 48:32] I gave up all the world to sing
[48:32 - 48:36] that little piece of heaven make it back at me
[48:36 - 48:38] now that it's over
[48:38 - 48:40] I just want to hold her
[48:40 - 48:44] I've got to get up with my song today
[48:44 - 48:48] that little piece of heaven make it back at me
[48:48 - 48:51] now that it's over
[48:51 - 48:55] I just want to hold her
[48:55 - 48:58] I've got to get up with the choices of me
[48:58 - 49:02] and I can't live with my song today
[49:02 - 49:06] now that it's over
[49:06 - 49:09] here we are for a brand new start
[49:09 - 49:13] now that it's over
[49:13 - 49:16] I can't live with my song today
[49:16 - 49:18] now that it's over
[49:18 - 49:22] I've got to get up with my song today
[49:22 - 49:30] now that it's over
[49:30 - 49:32] today
[49:32 - 49:34] [piano music]
[49:34 - 49:38] hey Lissy I remember your name
[49:38 - 49:46] [piano music]
[49:46 - 49:48] now let me tell you
[49:48 - 49:51] one thing that I learned
[49:51 - 49:55] over the years of being with Lissy
[49:55 - 49:57] of not only
[49:57 - 50:00] being able to say that she was my fiance
[50:00 - 50:04] but something that I learned from her
[50:04 - 50:06] even before we started dating
[50:06 - 50:09] something that she taught me
[50:09 - 50:11] is not only to continue
[50:11 - 50:14] to be creative with whatever you do
[50:14 - 50:17] whether it's artwork, poetry, writing
[50:17 - 50:19] no matter what it is
[50:19 - 50:22] you always got to stay creative
[50:22 - 50:24] if you have that creative
[50:24 - 50:27] if you have that creative itch inside you
[50:27 - 50:29] bring that shit out man
[50:29 - 50:31] don't hide that shit away
[50:31 - 50:33] because not only are you robbing yourself
[50:33 - 50:35] of what you love
[50:35 - 50:39] but you're robbing the world of something that you can show them
[50:39 - 50:41] you're robbing the world
[50:41 - 50:44] of one more creative soul in this world
[50:44 - 50:47] and those are the kinds of people that we need in this world
[50:47 - 50:50] are those that are creative
[50:50 - 50:52] instead of destruction
[50:52 - 50:54] we need creation
[50:54 - 51:06] whether that be through art, music, writing books, poetry
[51:06 - 51:08] doing spoken word poems
[51:08 - 51:10] no matter what it is
[51:10 - 51:13] those are the kinds of people that we need in this world
[51:13 - 51:17] but I also learned something else
[51:17 - 51:22] that we all have a very short time span in this world
[51:22 - 51:26] and we need to make the best of every single moment that we have
[51:26 - 51:28] with our families
[51:28 - 51:33] and we need to learn to forgive and forget our enemies
[51:33 - 51:36] we need to learn to forgive and forget
[51:36 - 51:40] and move on and stop being so hateful and negative
[51:40 - 51:44] and spiteful towards each other
[51:45 - 51:47] [music]
[51:47 - 59:58] [singing]
[59:58 - 60:15] I don't know about you guys, but I'm proud to wear these scarves that I've given.
[60:15 - 60:21] Because all these scarves that I have, whether mental or physical,
[60:22 - 60:29] shows the wars and the battles that I've been through and the hell that I've overcome
[60:29 - 60:34] over the time spent in my entire life.
[60:34 - 60:38] I don't know about you guys, but I'm proud of these scarves.
[60:38 - 60:44] And I use them as a reminder to remind myself every day what I've been through
[60:44 - 60:49] and where I've come to and how far I've come this entire time.
[60:50 - 60:53] So, I'm proud to wear these scarves.
[60:53 - 70:35] And I'm proud to wear these scarves.
[70:35 - 70:37] And so,
[70:37 - 70:39] you tell me I
[70:39 - 70:43] can't take my chances.
[70:43 - 70:45] I take too much too many times
[70:45 - 70:47] and you'll cry like a bitch.
[70:47 - 73:49] And I'm proud to wear these scarves.
[73:49 - 73:51] For those of you that are in the comments right now.
[73:51 - 73:59] How many of y'all saw when I confronted Kate?
[73:59 - 74:03] How she ran and hide behind the place like a bitch
[74:03 - 74:07] when I gave her a taste of her own medicine?
[74:07 - 74:11] How many of y'all saw her run and hide behind the couch like a bitch
[74:11 - 74:15] when I gave her a taste of her own fucking medicine last night?
[74:15 - 77:06] How many of y'all saw that shit?
[77:06 - 77:28] [MUSIC PLAYING]
[77:28 - 77:30] Another me is what the--
[77:30 - 77:56] [MUSIC PLAYING]
[77:56 - 78:00] Now, for all you creatives out there
[78:00 - 78:04] that feel like you can't do something
[78:04 - 78:14] or you feel like that your artwork isn't perfect
[78:14 - 78:24] or that your artwork isn't good enough.
[78:24 - 78:26] Well, this is for you.
[78:26 - 78:30] I want you guys to watch this because this is for you.
[78:30 - 78:52] [MUSIC PLAYING]
[78:52 - 78:54] Art isn't perfect.
[78:54 - 78:56] Nothing's perfect.
[78:56 - 78:58] I'm not perfect.
[78:58 - 79:05] not perfect. However, it is these imperfections that make a song or painting unique.
[79:05 - 79:38] [music]
[79:38 - 79:43] I am able to look at their own imperfections. I know I've inspired people across the world.
[79:43 - 79:52] Given them someone to cheer for. Given them someone to look up to. Given them someone to doubt.
[79:52 - 79:56] I also know I've hurt people and let them down.
[79:56 - 79:59] [music]
[79:59 - 80:09] Even though I'm not quite through with this canvas, the space to add to it is fading away.
[80:09 - 80:20] [music]
[80:20 - 80:30] And that's facts. That's great facts man. Not perfect man.
[80:30 - 80:47] [silence]
[80:47 - 80:56] Because y'all hurt it from the man himself. So thank you. Peace. And fuck what haters say.
Transcribed by lolcow.city as id '1527' on August 18th, 2024
