2021-6-9 What Drives me as a You tuber and why i am able to be myself

[0:00 - 0:25] We're going to love you guys. What's up? What's up? What's up? What's up?
[0:25 - 0:45] What's up? What's up? What's up? Hey, Brooks, Brooks, what up, man? How you doing, Brooks?
[0:45 - 0:50] What's up, man? Now, I know there's been a lot of worry over
[0:50 - 0:55] the last few days. I want to tell you all, man, right now, I know you guys have been
[0:55 - 1:02] wanting an update on Ed. He's doing good. Ed is doing very, very good. He's back to
[1:02 - 1:10] normal. So he's good on that end of things. And then once again, before I did jump into
[1:10 - 1:15] things, once again, I do want to say thank you to those of you that have showed support
[1:15 - 1:22] to me and my family during these hard times and stuff that's going on. So thank you guys
[1:22 - 1:34] a hundred percent, man. You guys are awesome. But a lot of people always ask me, "Yo, what?"
[1:34 - 1:45] You're a small, 700-plus YouTube channel. What gives you the kind of power that you
[1:45 - 1:55] have? What gives you a voice? What is it that drives you? And that's simple. What drives
[1:55 - 2:02] me is very, very simple. The fact that I get to get on here every day and help somebody
[2:02 - 2:10] besides myself. The fact that I get to use my voice to help someone other than myself
[2:10 - 2:21] is what drives me. Because, see, when I started YouTube back in 2010, if you were to tell
[2:21 - 2:27] me back then that I would actually become a YouTube superstar without the millions
[2:27 - 2:35] of fans, I would have looked at you like you're crazy. Man, let me tell you, what sets me
[2:35 - 2:45] apart from other YouTubers, fake YouTubers like Jake Paul who make fun of dead bodies
[2:45 - 2:51] when they see them, you want to know what sets me apart from people like him who are
[2:51 - 3:02] disgusting as fuck. The fact that I'm not fake. The fact that I can actually be myself.
[3:02 - 3:10] And yes, Jake, yes, Jake Paul, I'm calling your fucking ass out, bro. Yes, I'm calling
[3:10 - 3:19] Jake Paul out on his fucking shit. Because, Jake, you didn't really think that we were
[3:19 - 3:26] going to let you live down what you did to that dead body and suicide forest, did you?
[3:26 - 3:31] Like, did you really think we were going to let you live that down, you disrespectful
[3:31 - 3:38] little brat? Man, did you really think we were going to let you live that down when
[3:38 - 3:45] you found a dead body and suicide forest? And instead of calling the police, you proceeded
[3:45 - 3:53] to film it and do everything possible to disrespect it. Did you really think that we
[3:53 - 3:57] were going to let you live that down even though that was a few years ago? Did you
[3:57 - 4:03] really think we were going to let you live that down? I don't think so. Because what
[4:03 - 4:28] you did is fucked up. Very fucked up. Now, that aside, it's YouTubers like Jake Paul
[4:28 - 4:39] that are trash. See, it's these fake YouTubers. They're trash. And when I say fake YouTubers,
[4:39 - 4:46] I don't mean as in they're not actually a YouTuber or house stock YouTuber. No. I'm
[4:46 - 4:56] talking about YouTubers that act like they're a good person, but in all reality, they're
[4:56 - 5:04] fake as fuck. They don't treat people with the respect that they deserve. They don't
[5:04 - 5:12] treat people like people. They treat them like trash. And I know Jake Paul isn't the
[5:12 - 5:23] only one. There are several others out there. But what gives me the ability to do what
[5:23 - 5:32] I do, like I say, is the fact that I'm actually able to be myself, which I feel like a lot
[5:32 - 5:42] of YouTubers have lost. A lot of YouTubers have lost their ability to actually be real.
[5:42 - 5:53] A lot of YouTubers nowadays aren't themselves. Now, don't get it wrong. There are a few of
[5:53 - 5:59] them out there that are, you know, being themselves. Hence, one of the ones that's from right here
[5:59 - 6:06] in Ohio, whose family YouTube channel I've been watching for a little over seven years
[6:06 - 6:16] now, Roman Atwood, who just has to be from here in Ohio. Well, not from Akron, but he's
[6:16 - 6:22] from Columbus, but you get what I'm saying. He's from Ohio. He's able to be himself.
[6:22 - 6:28] There are a few YouTubers that do, that are able to be themselves, that don't act fake,
[6:28 - 6:39] that don't put on a gimmick or a persona or whatever. And to those YouTubers, I say keep
[6:39 - 6:55] up the bomb-ass work. See, I get a lot of these comments all the time saying about how
[6:55 - 7:06] stupid I am, how lazy I am, how dumb I am, how delusional I am. My question to you is
[7:06 - 7:21] this, am I really delusional? Or do I just see things differently than the average person?
[7:21 - 7:31] Can I see, when I see my goals, I go right for them, no matter what it takes, no matter
[7:31 - 7:39] what it does. No matter what I have to do to get there, I'm reaching my goals one way
[7:39 - 8:00] or another. No, no, no, Jake Paul and Logan Paul are brothers. Jake Paul is the younger
[8:00 - 8:13] one who's a complete and utter fucking asshole, and now Logan Paul is the older brother.
[8:13 - 8:43] By the way, on a side note, thank you for the palette, I fucking love it. Actually,
[8:43 - 8:48] no it wasn't, it was actually Jake. And a lot of people have that misconception, it
[8:48 - 9:00] actually was Jake that was in the forest. His older brother Logan was doing something,
[9:00 - 9:07] I think he was like shooting a film or a video or something, I'm not sure. But I know
[9:07 - 9:19] for a fact that it was Jake that actually was in the forest. But, the point being, the
[9:19 - 9:25] point of all this, do y'all haters want to sit there and run your mouths? But something
[9:25 - 9:35] you guys need to realize is I'm a record breaker. And what I mean by am I a record
[9:35 - 9:45] breaker? Not only am I a record breaker in video games, but I set the world record for
[9:45 - 9:56] the most YouTube subs in two months. See, the average person takes about 220 months,
[9:56 - 10:09] 200 plus months to get to a thousand subs. I did it in two months. I did that shit in
[10:09 - 10:22] two months, and that's unheard of. And a lot of people ask, how did I get to that point?
[10:22 - 10:28] And granted, yes, I may be having to start over again for a second time, which I'm okay
[10:28 - 10:34] with. I don't mind starting over again. You want to know why? Because I know my time
[10:34 - 10:40] will come once again, and I'll give back to that thousand subs mark. And when that
[10:40 - 10:52] day comes, it's going to be a good day. It's going to be a very good day. But, let me tell
[10:52 - 10:58] you something, man. I would rather give someone the shirt on. If you were to offer me a million
[10:58 - 11:09] bucks right there in front of me to be fake as fuck, or the chance to give a fellow YouTuber
[11:09 - 11:16] the shirt he needs to help, the shirt off my back, I'm not taking that money. I'm helping
[11:16 - 11:21] that YouTuber out. I'm taking my shirt off my back, and I'm handing it to him and going,
[11:21 - 11:28] "Yo, here, you're going to need this." Why? Because that's the kind of person I am. I
[11:28 - 11:35] would rather help somebody and not have any money and be a good person rather than sit
[11:35 - 11:43] there and be fake as fuck. Well, yes, I know a lot of y'all don't see me making money off
[11:43 - 11:51] this shit. I get it. But here's the thing. That's why I do my artwork. That's why I
[11:51 - 12:02] make a living for my artwork. Because for me, YouTube is my passion. It's something
[12:02 - 12:08] I love to do. It's something I enjoy. I get to sit here and say, "Hey." I get to help
[12:08 - 12:17] people for a living. I get to help tell my story and help others for a living. And there's
[12:17 - 12:23] not many that get the chance to do that. There's really not. I get the chance to sit
[12:23 - 12:33] here and say, "Hey, my platform has a voice. I can use it to help people. I'm not trying
[12:33 - 12:40] to sound conceited when I say this because I'm not. I'm far from it." I basically get
[12:40 - 12:47] the chance to say, "Hey." I get to use the fame that I'm known for to help people. I
[12:47 - 12:56] get to use my fame or the credibility that I've gained to help people. Because if there's
[12:56 - 13:03] money I can't stand are fake people up on YouTube that are just doing it for the money.
[13:03 - 13:12] I can't stand YouTubers that do YouTube just for the money. Because let me tell you, let
[13:12 - 13:40] me show you guys what I started out doing 13 years ago. Let me show you guys. Let's
[13:40 - 14:09] see. Where's it at? Ah, here we go. This one right here. Right here. Oh, here we go.
[14:09 - 14:15] This one right here. This is one that a friend of mine, who I actually do follow on YouTube
[14:15 - 14:21] so that I put together. This right here, what you're about to see, this is what I started
[14:21 - 14:45] out doing, which I may be going back to at some point in making some of these.
[14:45 - 15:02] This is what I started out with. This is what I started out with. This is what I started out,
[15:02 - 15:18] this is what I started out with. This is what I started out with. This is what I started
[15:18 - 15:46] out with, this is what I started out with. This is what I started out with. This is what
[15:46 - 15:57] I started out with. This is what I started out with. This is what I started out with.
[15:57 - 16:21] Oh, yeah, they have all of those for free. Oh, yeah.
[16:21 - 16:47] One of my personal favorites right here. This right here, this is what I started out
[16:47 - 17:01] with, this is what I started out with.
[17:01 - 17:27] This is what I started out with. This is what I started out with. This is what I started
[17:27 - 17:40] out with. This is what I started out with. This is what I started out with. This is what
[17:40 - 18:06] I started out with. This is what I started out with. This is what I started out with.
[18:06 - 18:34] This is what I started out with. This is what I started out with. This is what I started
[18:34 - 18:39] out with.
[18:39 - 18:54] This is what I started out with. This is what I started out with. This is what I started
[18:54 - 19:04] out with, this is what I started out with.
[19:04 - 19:30] This is what I started out with. This is what I started out with. this is what I started
[19:30 - 19:42] out with, this is what I started out with.
[19:42 - 20:09] This is what I started out with. This is what I started out with. This is what I started
[20:09 - 20:23] out with. This is what I started out with. This is what I started out with. This is what
[20:23 - 20:40] I started out with. This is what I started out with. This is what I started out with.
[20:40 - 20:56] I do actually have a sneak peek at an early design for you guys. It's not even close
[20:56 - 21:09] yet. It's in the works, but early sneak peek, y'all. Brand new dope ass shirt designs coming
[21:09 - 21:15] very soon. I should probably have this one done with it and probably buy it today. Look
[21:15 - 21:42] at that. 2019 is sick. Take it easy, Rick. But yo, for all y'all that don't know, here's
[21:42 - 21:47] an early look at the brand new design coming very soon. I will be dropping this design
[21:47 - 22:06] on the shop within the next few days. So yes, this is a brand new abstract. This one's
[22:06 - 22:12] actually gonna be more of like, I don't know if y'all have ever seen like stained glass.
[22:12 - 22:17] It's gonna be kind of like that. It's gonna be like a really super dope stained glass
[22:17 - 22:22] look throughout this entire piece. So like I said, I'm still working on it. This piece
[22:22 - 22:28] right here took me about four hours entirely to do because of like certain colors I had
[22:28 - 22:33] to get in there. Plus like all the, like if you look at all the line work, you can
[22:33 - 22:41] kind of see why it took so long. But this piece will be up in the shop. I am gonna make
[22:41 - 22:46] this the first one to go up in the shop, along with the rest of it within the next
[22:46 - 22:50] few days. So there's a little early sneak peek of the dope ass suit designs for you
[22:50 - 23:10] guys. And I do have another piece for you guys. This one was actually inspired by Tim
[23:10 - 23:17] Burton, actually, as well as some other stuff. And you guys can kind of see the creepiness
[23:17 - 23:27] of it. But I got this dope little dude right here which is going on his shirt. I got that
[23:27 - 23:36] little dude right there. And this one I did yesterday morning. So this one's gonna be
[23:36 - 23:41] probably the third one to go up. Either the second or the third design to go up, but
[23:41 - 23:51] I got this little dude right here.
[23:51 - 24:21] Well, man, like I was saying, though, man, those old days of doing A and B's in the
[24:21 - 24:29] days and shit. Like, I feel like that good vibed area, that good vibed era is what we
[24:29 - 24:54] need to get back to, you know? Like, bro, like what happened to those days?
[24:54 - 25:19] All right, dude, this is actually one of the first things I held up. Yeah, this is actually
[25:19 - 25:27] one of the very... This right here is actually one of the very first A and B's I ever saw.
[25:27 - 25:34] And I'm about to give you guys a chance to see it for yourself. What's up? Some of you
[25:34 - 25:38] may remember this if you guys have been around on YouTube as long as I have. Some of you
[25:38 - 25:43] might not. But for those of you that haven't, this was actually one of the A and B's that
[25:43 - 25:59] should inspire me to get started on A and B's. This is one of the ones responsible for
[25:59 - 26:23] doing A and B's. Holy shit, I never thought I'd find this one again.
[26:23 - 26:53] This is the first time I've ever seen this. I've never seen this one again. I've never
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[28:24 - 28:49] There's this one and there's another one here. Let's see if I can find it. There we
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[39:08 - 39:34] Now, how many of you guys remember those days, man? For real. How many of you guys remember
[39:34 - 39:42] those days? Oh, good shit like that. Like really good AMVs that were out there and flourishing,
[39:42 - 39:53] man. That's the kind of place that we need to get this platform back to. Now, let me
[39:53 - 40:00] tell you, whether I stand alone by myself and do it or I have others help me, I guarantee
[40:00 - 40:16] you I'm going to get it back to that. Matter of fact, I want to do something for you guys
[40:16 - 40:26] very clearly. Some of the night a lot of people know that I can actually do. Well, that I
[40:26 - 40:45] have an Infinity Four, that is. Let me move my phone. Move this out the way. Alright,
[40:45 - 41:04] let's get it off. Let me show you how cultured I am with the music. I was waiting to do this,
[41:04 - 41:33] but I figured why not do it now for you guys? Hey, honestly, even if I get a copyright claim,
[41:33 - 41:42] I don't care. You see, I'm not in for getting paid by YouTube. Like, dude, once I hit that
[41:42 - 41:47] thousandth sub mark, dude, I'll be able to get paid by you guys. You guys will be able
[41:47 - 42:11] to donate whenever you want. So I'm cool with it either way.
[42:11 - 42:39] Alright, let's get started. I'm going to do a little bit of a dance. I'm going to do a
[42:39 - 43:05] dance. I'm going to do a little bit of a dance. I'm going to do a little bit of a dance.
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[45:38 - 45:49] who that is, maybe you'll recognize this. I'm going to set you all over here. If you
[45:49 - 46:14] all don't recognize who that is, you guys might recognize this song. For those of you
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