2021-6-1 taking some time for me and my friends and family

[0:37 - 0:39] I'm not even going to.
[0:46 - 0:50] I'm not even going to say everything is okay.
[1:10 - 1:14] It's okay at this point.
[1:29 - 1:40] You know, I don't know what to say or do.
[1:43 - 1:46] What can I say or do?
[1:55 - 2:01] You know, I work so hard on my fucking artwork.
[2:01 - 2:11] I bust my ass, creating artwork that people actually enjoy and want to buy, right?
[2:11 - 2:18] I spend hundreds and hundreds of hours creating content,
[2:18 - 2:27] creating artwork that people want to purchase, all to get it shut down.
[2:27 - 2:29] And for what reason?
[2:29 - 2:40] Because of the fact that you fucking trolls are sucking Kate's dick like a fucking ridiculous morons.
[2:40 - 2:53] All because you'd rather play fucking kiss ass with Masshole Reports, who literally gets paid to fucking ruin people's lives.
[2:53 - 2:59] You would rather play kiss ass for somebody who gets paid to ruin people's lives,
[2:59 - 3:03] than to stay the fuck out of my way.
[3:03 - 3:09] And let me be creative and let me stay in my own lane and let me do things that I want to do with my life.
[3:16 - 3:23] But y'all don't understand how hard I fucking work on everything that I do.
[3:25 - 3:31] To you, it might not seem like it's very hard work, but that's because you're not the one doing it.
[3:35 - 3:44] You're not the one putting in the man hours. You're not the one busting your ass on every fucking single piece.
[3:44 - 3:55] You're not the one putting it out there, posting it on Instagram, posting it on Facebook, making live videos about it,
[3:55 - 4:00] promoting on this side and the other. You guys aren't the ones doing that.
[4:00 - 4:07] So for you, it's easy to say. It's easy for you to say that that's easy.
[4:07 - 4:10] But in all reality, it's actually not.
[4:28 - 4:31] It's really not easy.
[4:36 - 4:40] You know, I've been drawing since I was four years old.
[4:40 - 4:46] From the time I could hold a crayon at four years old, I was drawing.
[4:51 - 4:56] My whole life, I've busted my ass. [BLANK_AUDIO]
[4:56 - 5:00] Getting good at what I do. [BLANK_AUDIO]
[5:00 - 5:05] Busting my ass, working hard at what I love. [BLANK_AUDIO]
[5:05 - 5:16] And when I finally get the nerve to actually do something with my artwork, and actually seriously pursue it as a career,
[5:16 - 5:24] y'all trolls come in and shove my shop down all because you don't fucking like me.
[5:24 - 5:30] All because you can't let go of the fucking pedophile bullshit.
[5:30 - 5:39] I've had to restart my shop three different times now because of you guys.
[5:39 - 5:44] Three different times I've had to restart my shop.
[5:44 - 5:51] Three different times I've had to tell people I'm sorry that they're not getting the merch that they ordered.
[5:51 - 6:01] Three different times I've had to tell my family that I lost my fucking job because of you guys.
[6:01 - 6:09] Three different times I've had to tell my family I can't help with rent this month.
[6:09 - 6:19] All because you guys wanna be fucking selfish and shut me down for no reason.
[6:19 - 6:26] As everyone saw last night, I do work hard with what I do.
[6:26 - 6:39] I do bust my ass, and what I do, let me fucking make goddamn money doing my artwork, man.
[6:39 - 6:46] Why don't y'all see the fuck out of my goddamn way and let me do what I gotta fucking do to make money.
[6:46 - 6:55] Whether it be my digital artwork or whether it be my hand-drawn shit or my hand-painted stuff, it doesn't matter.
[6:55 - 7:00] At the end of the day, artwork is fucking artwork.
[7:00 - 7:04] At the end of the day, my art is my fucking art.
[7:04 - 7:14] It shouldn't matter whether it's a fair use piece or I do it from the ground up, it shouldn't fucking matter.
[7:14 - 7:27] What should matter is that I'm negative, that I'm pursuing my passion, that I'm doing what I love for a fucking living.
[7:27 - 7:38] Because like I said, when y'all do this shit to me, you're not just stealing from me, you're not just taking money away from me.
[7:38 - 7:53] You're robbing my family of money, and ultimately you're robbing the world of being able to see artwork that the world deserves to see.
[7:53 - 8:10] People deserve to see my artwork. Whether you like it or not, that's up to you. But the world deserves to see what I can really do.
[8:10 - 8:22] Only because I fell for a fucking troll done by Kate, and got a fucking warning by the goddamn police to not do it again.
[8:22 - 8:29] That doesn't mean you have the fucking right to go in and shut me down.
[8:29 - 8:47] Because dude, I bust my ass on this shit day in and day out. And I think I proved my point last night. I think I fucking proved my point last night when I created that psycho smile piece.
[8:47 - 9:07] I think I proved my fucking point that I actually do have creative bone in my body, that I do know how to do traditional artwork, that I can be creative, that I do know how to do traditional art.
[9:07 - 9:16] So for real, man, y'all seriously need to fuck off.
[9:16 - 9:33] Like, why can't you guys just leave me the fuck alone? And let me do what I need to do to help out my fucking family so I can start paying fucking bills so I can get a paycheck each month.
[9:33 - 9:41] So I can get art sponsors so I can do the things that I love to do.
[9:41 - 9:51] Do y'all not realize that if I do this shit properly and y'all stay out of my way, do you know what I can do?
[9:51 - 10:07] I can get my artwork in front of the proper people, and I can get my shit in galleries, and I can get paid, and my family wouldn't have to worry about money ever again.
[10:07 - 10:33] But instead I'm forced to struggle and fight and crawl and dig my way up, working harder than I already do.
[10:33 - 10:42] And seriously, I bust my ass day in and day out for what I love.
[10:42 - 10:49] I treat my artwork like a fucking business. I treat my artwork like a tattoo shop, okay?
[10:49 - 10:57] I show up every day. I do shit to help get my artwork going and off the ground.
[10:57 - 11:08] But you know what you trolls do when you continuously do this shit? Do you know what you do? You make me not want to do it anymore.
[11:08 - 11:23] And I love doing artwork, but y'all are making it to where I'm questioning whether I should even be doing my artwork or not anymore because of what you guys fucking do to me.
[11:23 - 11:39] It's not fair to me. It's not fair to my family. It's not fair to anyone, dude.
[11:39 - 12:00] Like, I don't understand why y'all just can't leave me the fuck alone. I don't get it. Like, why can't y'all leave me alone and let me do my fucking artwork in goddamn peace and give the world the artwork that it deserves to see?
[12:00 - 12:17] Like, why should I have to keep my artwork a fucking secret from the goddamn world? Why should I have to keep my artwork to myself when I can make a real living doing this?
[12:17 - 12:35] Like, you don't see me coming after you. You don't see me coming after you and shutting you down for your videos that you make about me, for the shit you say about me.
[12:35 - 12:46] Hell, I haven't even reported the Kiwi Farms thread. You don't see me going after you guys, do you? No.
[12:46 - 13:03] Whenever I retaliate, I don't go after you guys. I don't have your shit shut down. No, I don't do that. I let you say whatever the fuck you want to say about me.
[13:03 - 13:18] I don't go after you in that sentence. I don't shut you down. I don't do that. Instead, I let you talk your shit and run your mouths.
[13:18 - 13:38] So instead of fucking shutting me down and making it harder for me than it already is to get my artwork out there, why not step the fuck off and actually show some support?
[13:38 - 13:54] Instead of holding me back and making me work harder than I already do, why not help me get somewhere? I don't fucking understand it. I don't get it.
[13:54 - 14:23] I've blessed my ass for hundreds of hours. Hundreds and hundreds of hours on artwork, content, trying to save me. But what happens every time you guys fucking shut me down for no reason but the fact that I'm a supposed pedophile when I've already proven that I'm not.
[14:23 - 14:33] I've already proven a million times over that I'm not. So how many more fucking times should I have to fucking prove that?
[14:33 - 14:44] How many more times to prove that I'm not a fucking pedophile? How many more times before you back the fuck up and leave me the hell alone?
[14:44 - 14:55] I don't fucking understand it.
[14:55 - 15:15] Every day I bust my ass for my family so I can give back to them. I bust my ass every day for my family because let me tell you something. My family has given everything to me so I figure why not be fair and give just as much back as they've given to me.
[15:15 - 15:34] I owe my family everything. I legitimately owe my family my fucking life. If it wasn't for my mom, I wouldn't be here. I wouldn't be alive right now. Do y'all understand that?
[15:34 - 15:48] Do you not understand that if it wasn't for my mom, I wouldn't be alive right now? I would be dead in a fucking casket buried six feet under right now, probably being a skeleton by now, being dead.
[15:48 - 15:53] Do you not understand that?
[15:53 - 16:11] My family gave me a life so the least I can do is return the favor by helping them out with fucking money doing what I do best with my fucking artwork.
[16:11 - 16:21] The least I can do is repay them for what they've given to me.
[16:21 - 16:43] The least I can do is give back what they gave to me. The least I can do is give back to them like they gave to me.
[16:43 - 17:01] But unless you guys stay the fuck out of my way and let me do my job and try to make artwork sales, how am I ever going to get anywhere?
[17:01 - 17:12] Like you say that you want me to have a fucking job, yet when I bust my ass, turn my artwork into a job, you guys want to hold me back.
[17:12 - 17:28] Y'all want to sit there and say that my artwork's not a real job. When reality check, it actually is. It actually is a very real job.
[17:28 - 17:45] So how am I supposed to do my job just like you guys and make fucking money and work just like you guys work if you don't stay the fuck out of my way and let me do my job?
[17:45 - 18:00] That doesn't make sense.
[18:00 - 18:14] You know, all I've ever wanted to do since I was a kid is become a professional artist. My whole life I grew up taking art classes in school.
[18:14 - 18:32] Like the old art classes that were online. Why not online, but like the ones that you can call and get art classes for. I've taken art classes online for God knows how fucking long.
[18:32 - 18:46] My whole life I grew up doing artwork. My whole life I bust in my ass working hard at this.
[18:46 - 18:56] My artwork is the one thing that I'm actually very good at. That could make me money.
[18:56 - 19:12] Now, Tangerine Count was right when she said this, my artwork can make me real money. It really can.
[19:12 - 19:26] But in my back, here's a troll right here. I'm about to shut the fuck down.
[19:26 - 19:37] Dude, why don't you fuck off and leave me alone, dude? I'm about to fucking have it with your goddamn trolls, dawg. You say you want me to have a job? Why don't you stay the fuck out of my way and let me do my job as an artist, bitch?
[19:37 - 19:43] Stay the fuck out of my goddamn way and let me do my job as an artist, you fucking coward-ass piece of shit.
[19:43 - 19:51] No, shut the fuck up, bitch boy. I've had enough of you and your goddamn trolls. You need to shut the fuck up and stay out of my way, coward.
[19:51 - 20:08] Stay out of my way, coward. Stay out of my way, coward. Let me do my job, bitch. You want me to have a job? Let me do my goddamn job as an artist and stay the fuck out of my way, you piece of shit.
[20:08 - 20:16] Seriously, man, stay the fuck out of my goddamn way and let me do my fucking job, people.
[20:16 - 20:26] Stay the fuck out of my goddamn way and let me do my fucking job.
[20:26 - 20:38] Stay the fucking hell out of my goddamn way and let me do my fucking job as a fucking artist and we won't have any fucking problems.
[20:38 - 20:54] What's so hard about that, what's so hard to understand about that? What's so hard to understand about the fucking concept of staying the fuck out of my goddamn way and letting me do my job?
[20:54 - 21:07] What's so hard about that? What's so hard for you fucking retards to grasp that concept? Why is that so hard of a concept for you to fucking grasp?
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[21:36 - 21:38] Um, I'm not sure I'm ready.
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[21:57 - 22:13] Now, if y'all want to see how dedicated to my fucking craft I am, let me show you something. This song is literally the song I listen to every time when I wake up in the morning, I go to do my fucking artwork.
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[22:37 - 22:44] Now, for those of you that do have tattoos, and shit, you guys will definitely understand this.
[22:44 - 22:57] And this one, I'm not just dedicating this song to the tattoo artists out there holding it down, which I fucking love seeing their ass being creative just like I am.
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[24:53 - 24:59] And shout out to my boy Matt for throwing that song out there, man.
[24:59 - 25:22] And that song right there, that's literally for, that's literally for the fucking artists out there holding it down. Whether you paint work, whether you do painting like I do, whether you do fucking tattoo work, that song is literally an anthem for fucking artists like myself who fucking hold it down.
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[25:46 - 25:50] Let's see if you guys remember this shit.
[25:50 - 26:10] [no audio]
[26:10 - 26:15] Let's see if you guys remember this.
[26:15 - 26:28] [no audio]
[26:28 - 26:31] And I know you guys will remember this.
[26:31 - 26:43] [no audio]
[26:43 - 26:47] Let's see if I can find the actual intro.
[26:47 - 26:51] [no audio]
[26:51 - 26:55] Let's see how many of y'all grew up watching this.
[26:55 - 27:04] [no audio]
[27:04 - 27:07] How many of y'all remember watching this shit.
[27:07 - 27:41] [no audio]
[27:41 - 27:44] How many of y'all remember that shit.
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[28:01 - 28:07] And Lauren shows her LA pride. It couldn't have been without it.
[28:07 - 28:10] I know opening up a shop isn't going to be easy. Cut.
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[28:14 - 28:19] Not bad. Let me run that, let me run that track back one more time for y'all.
[28:19 - 28:40] [no audio]
[28:40 - 28:44] Let me run this track back one more time for y'all holding it the fuck down.
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