2022-11-20 disturbed part of me Trap remix

[0:00 - 0:14] *music*
[0:14 - 0:18] I never wanted to be like this
[0:18 - 0:24] I never wanted to feel anything
[0:24 - 0:28] I never asked for anyone to penetrate my heart
[0:28 - 0:34] *music*
[0:34 - 0:38] You wouldn't want to be like this
[0:38 - 0:41] *music*
[0:41 - 0:45] And I would have long to have a rocket game
[0:45 - 0:49] I feel defeated from the feeling I've been through no more
[0:49 - 0:56] *music*
[0:56 - 1:00] You were a part of my life, you're taking everything
[1:00 - 1:04] I see a future and it's running round and round to me
[1:04 - 1:08] You were a part of me, you're taking everything
[1:08 - 1:12] And now I live with life
[1:12 - 1:16] I never wanted to be like this
[1:16 - 1:20] I never wanted to feel anything
[1:20 - 1:24] I never asked for anyone to penetrate my heart
[1:24 - 1:28] I never wanted to feel helpless
[1:28 - 1:32] I never wanted to be like this
[1:32 - 1:36] But now I'm terrifying everything
[1:36 - 1:40] I'm finding comfort as I run away into the dark
[1:40 - 1:44] I never wanted to be like this
[1:44 - 1:48] I walk around just feeling like this
[1:48 - 1:52] I bet the sun's destroying everything
[1:52 - 1:56] Hoping that the deconstruction can repair my heart
[1:56 - 2:00] *music*
[2:00 - 2:04] I never wanted to be like this
[2:04 - 2:08] I never wanted to feel anything
[2:08 - 2:12] I never ever wanted to penetrate my heart
[2:12 - 2:16] I never wanted to be like this
[2:16 - 2:20] I never wanted to feel anything
[2:20 - 2:24] You were a part of my life, you're taking everything
[2:24 - 2:28] I see a future and it's running round and round to me
[2:28 - 2:32] You were a part of me, you're taking everything
[2:32 - 2:36] And now I live with life
[2:36 - 2:40] *music*
[2:40 - 2:44] I never wanted to be like this
[2:44 - 2:48] I never wanted to feel anything
[2:48 - 2:52] I never ever wanted to penetrate my heart
[2:52 - 2:56] I never wanted to feel anything
[2:56 - 3:00] I never wanted to be like this
[3:00 - 3:04] I never wanted to feel anything
[3:04 - 3:08] I never wanted to be like this
[3:08 - 3:12] I never wanted to feel anything
[3:12 - 3:16] You were the one that made me like this
[3:16 - 3:20] *music*
[3:20 - 3:24] I never wanted to be like this
[3:24 - 3:28] I never wanted to feel anything
[3:28 - 3:32] I never ever wanted to penetrate my heart
[3:32 - 3:36] And now along I have a recognizing
[3:36 - 3:40] I'm beating from the feeling I'm in to the heart
[3:40 - 3:48] *music*
[3:48 - 3:52] I never wanted to be like this
[3:52 - 3:56] I never wanted to feel anything
[3:56 - 4:00] I never ever wanted to penetrate my heart
[4:00 - 4:04] You were a part of me, you're taking everything
[4:04 - 4:08] And now I live with life
[4:08 - 4:12] You were a part of me, you're taking everything
[4:12 - 4:16] And now I live with life
[4:16 - 4:20] You were a part of me, you're taking everything
[4:20 - 4:24] And now I live with life
[4:24 - 4:28] You were a part of me, you're taking everything
[4:28 - 4:32] And now I live with life
[4:32 - 4:36] *music*
[4:36 - 4:40] I never wanted to be like this
[4:40 - 4:44] *music*
[4:44 - 4:48] I never wanted to feel anything
[4:48 - 4:52] I never ever wanted to penetrate my heart
[4:52 - 5:00] I never wanted to be like this