2022-6-30 FIGHTING THE GOOD FIGHT (Twitch)

[0:00 - 0:13] What is up? What is up everybody? I do apologize for not streaming today. It's just been super
[0:13 - 0:26] hot and I've been kind of sleeping all day to avoid the heat. So I do apologize for not
[0:26 - 0:34] streaming due to the heat and I've been so hot in my room but I wanted to pop in and
[0:34 - 0:53] say what's up to everybody. I wanted to pop in on my favorite people on the fucking planet
[0:53 - 1:15] and say what the fuck is up man. Yo Tommy Gun what up bro. Now today this show this
[1:15 - 1:44] concert this cover show isn't just about me.
[1:44 - 1:54] This show is about all the fucking naysayers out there. All the people want to tear people
[1:54 - 2:05] like me and you guys down. People that I don't care. People that say that I'm about myself
[2:05 - 2:18] when I'm not. So let me tell you something. I've worked my ass off for 10+ years in this
[2:18 - 2:28] fucking industry. I've given everything and more for this music industry and not because
[2:28 - 2:33] I'm doing it for myself but because I actually care about the music industry. I actually
[2:33 - 2:43] care about my people. I actually care about my community on here. When one of us struggles
[2:43 - 2:54] we all struggle. When one of us falls behind we pick them the fuck back up. In this community
[2:54 - 3:13] no one and I mean no one gets left behind. In this community we are all equals. We are
[3:13 - 3:29] all family here. This community does not judge. Everyone is welcome here. Everyone that needs
[3:29 - 3:41] a safe place is welcome here. You are more than welcome here. And my moms and my people
[3:41 - 3:46] will take care of you just as they take care of me and just as they take care of each
[3:46 - 4:11] other. So this first one is going out to all the people out there that want to spark their
[4:11 - 4:35] mouths about this fucking community. You guys might recognize this.
[4:35 - 5:04] And I am going to say this right now. Without a struggle there can be no victory. Nothing
[5:04 - 5:13] worth fighting for is ever easy. You have to struggle in order to fucking survive. You
[5:13 - 5:36] have to struggle in order to get to where you want to be.
[5:36 - 5:57] You have to struggle. You have to struggle in order to get to where you want to be.
[5:57 - 6:05] You have to struggle in order to get to where you want to be. You have to struggle in order
[6:05 - 6:20] to get to where you want to be. You have to struggle in order to get to where you want
[6:20 - 6:44] to be. You have to struggle in order to get to where you want to be. You have to struggle
[6:44 - 6:58] in order to get to where you want to be. You have to struggle in order to get to where
[6:58 - 7:22] you want to be. You have to struggle in order to get to where you want to be. You have to
[7:22 - 7:44] struggle in order to get to where you want to be. You have to struggle in order to get
[7:44 - 7:50] to where you want to be. You have to struggle in order to get to where you want to be. You
[7:50 - 8:01] have to struggle in order to get to where you want to be. You have to struggle in order
[8:01 - 8:29] to get to where you want to be. You have to struggle in order to get to where you want
[8:29 - 8:42] to be.
[8:42 - 8:56] A lot of people misunderstand what I do during the streams. A lot of people take me as doing
[8:56 - 9:01] more harm than good. A lot of people take it as, "Oh you're just trying to stark out,"
[9:01 - 9:09] but that's not it. I'm trying to motivate people. I'm out here trying to fucking help
[9:09 - 9:17] people to do whatever the fuck they want to do with their lives. Whether that be being
[9:17 - 9:30] a doctor, whether that be going into the military, whether that be becoming a musician, being
[9:30 - 9:37] a firefighter, being a fellow streamer like myself, whatever it is you want to fucking
[9:37 - 9:53] do, fucking do it. Fuck what everybody else says about you. Let me tell you, I've been
[9:53 - 10:01] put down for five plus years on damn near every platform that I got onto. Everybody
[10:01 - 10:07] always put me fucking down because I'm that weird-looking motherfucker. I'm that guy that
[10:07 - 10:36] actually has a brain that actually sees what no one else fucking sees. If you ask me, if
[10:36 - 10:42] you ask me, man, you guys deserve to live your lives just as much as I deserve to live
[10:42 - 11:03] mine. Like I said, over here we are all on the same fucking team. No one is above anyone.
[11:03 - 11:08] I am not above you and you are not above me. We are all equals. We are all on the same
[11:08 - 11:36] fucking level here. No, no, no.
[11:36 - 11:53] I am not above you. I am not above you. I am not above you. I am not above you. I am
[11:53 - 12:09] not above you. I am not above you. I am not above you. I am not above you. I am not above
[12:09 - 12:29] you. I am not above you. I am not above you. I am not above you. I am not above you. I am
[12:29 - 12:58] not above you. I am not above you. I am not above you. I am not above you. I am not above
[12:58 - 13:08] you. Because I want every single body here to walk away from this stream feeling better
[13:08 - 13:19] about themselves and feeling stronger than when you fucking came into this stream. I
[13:19 - 13:25] want you guys to walk away having a better outlook on your life, having a more positive
[13:25 - 13:38] attitude, being able to carry yourself with fucking pride. I want every single one of
[13:38 - 13:53] you to be able to walk away and be like, "You know what? Fuck these haters." And Tom, again,
[13:53 - 13:57] I want to say thank you for helping me out, and this one's for you, bro. And Tom, again,
[13:57 - 13:59] this one's for you, little bro.
[13:59 - 14:24] I love you, bro. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love
[14:24 - 14:38] you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love
[14:38 - 14:57] you. Take that stone, your own, round your lawn, your men and your strong, the master of war.
[14:57 - 15:02] Another reason, another cause for the fight, another few sun coming out, forming a light,
[15:02 - 15:09] a vision of the dust, a fate I carry out my orders when I don't create my declaration,
[15:09 - 15:14] a bit of deep but no escape, a moment in the reminder of how we react, the temptation,
[15:14 - 15:24] the love, the strife, the pain in our body, our life. You will result, now I'll be gone,
[15:24 - 15:29] in the strife of war, the termination of the death of the vulnerable, the time the other
[15:29 - 15:40] time there are two more. Every broken enemy will know. Take that stone, your own, your
[15:40 - 16:09] life, your time and your strong, the master of war. Today, today, that's on Sunday, bro.
[16:09 - 16:33] Today is Sunday, man. That's on Sunday, man.
[16:33 - 16:52] Every broken enemy will know. Take that stone, your own, your life, your time and your strong,
[16:52 - 17:11] the master of war, your time and your strong, your time and your strong, the master of war.
[17:11 - 17:38] Take that stone, your own, your strong, your strong, your strong, your strong, your strong,
[17:38 - 17:53] your strong. All I have to say is to everybody up in here right now, don't let these fucking
[17:53 - 18:00] haters get to you, man, because every single one of you guys is better than they are and
[18:00 - 18:20] I mean every single one of you. Now, there is a topic that I don't really get to speak
[18:20 - 18:33] on much of and what I do is very brief but I want to bring it to life for a second.
[18:33 - 18:37] I actually want to sit down and talk to you guys about this shit because this is something
[18:37 - 18:43] that not only have I dealt with but I've had friends that have dealt with it as well
[18:43 - 18:48] and by show of comments right now, you don't have to hide it, you don't have to be afraid
[18:48 - 18:59] to speak out on it at all but I want to know honestly right now how many of you have dealt
[18:59 - 19:06] with depression, thoughts of suicide, being bullied that has led you to feeling depressed.
[19:06 - 19:13] How many of you here by show of comments honestly have dealt with anything that has made you
[19:13 - 19:28] feel depressed, made you feel like you can't fucking do anything?
[19:28 - 19:51] Now, I want you guys to take a good look around at everyone right there in the comments.
[19:51 - 20:04] You are all the exact same. We all deal and all have our personal demons.
[20:04 - 20:11] We all have something that we fucking deal with. We all have something that we struggle
[20:11 - 20:19] with every fucking day and I want every single one of you to know right now that any of
[20:19 - 20:26] you can reach out to each other at any fucking time whether it be on stream, outside of stream,
[20:26 - 20:33] on discord, wherever. I want you guys to be able to reach out, literally be able to reach
[20:33 - 20:40] out to each other and help each other out the same way that you guys help me out, the
[20:40 - 20:46] same way that Tommy Gunn and his dad helped me out, the same way that my best friend and
[20:46 - 20:53] little brother Jake helped me out, the same way that all of you helped me out.
[20:53 - 20:57] I want you guys to be able to not only be honest with me but to be able to be honest
[20:57 - 21:05] with yourselves, with each other and more importantly with your family and your friends.
[21:05 - 21:13] You don't have to be ashamed of what you deal with because all you say right now when
[21:13 - 21:20] you hide that shit and you hold that shit in, that shit eats you alive. Trust me I know
[21:20 - 21:28] I've tried to hide it for a long fucking time and I mean a long time and when I finally
[21:28 - 21:37] stopped hiding it, dude I felt ten times better just speaking about it whether that
[21:37 - 21:54] be like I'm doing now or whether that be through my music.
[21:54 - 22:24] And this is how I'm going to do it. I'm going to do it. I'm going to do it. I'm going to
[22:24 - 22:52] do it. And this song right here is going out to every single one of you. I want you guys
[22:52 - 22:58] to keep fighting that good fucking fight that you're still doing right now. Never give
[22:58 - 23:28] up. Keep moving forward.
[23:28 - 23:40] Take my breath. I will end where I began and I will fight then I'll be with you.
[23:40 - 24:08] And if you notice, I ain't mad anymore because I could be with you. I could be with you
[24:08 - 24:19] notice I ain't mad anymore because I got away from the bullshit.
[24:19 - 24:41] I will fight forever drag me down. I will fight for one last breath. I will fight until
[24:41 - 24:57] the crow beneath my skin to your agony just like all of me suffer slowly. Is this the
[24:57 - 25:13] way it's going to be so bad for me. Faceless in the wind. I'm so sorry. Is this the way
[25:13 - 25:36] it is going to be. Leave me alone. Let me go. Blue and cold. Blood skies will burn.
[25:36 - 25:56] Love for me now. They lift me up. Just turn around. There's nothing left. So we'll find
[25:56 - 26:25] a way out. I'll be your. This one. All right guys. I'm going to get you. I'm going to get
[26:25 - 26:55] you. I'm going to get you. I'm going to get you. I'm going to get you. I'm going to get
[26:55 - 26:56] you.
[26:56 - 27:24] I'm going to be your. I'm going to get you. I'm going to get you. I'm going to get you.
[27:24 - 37:40] I'm going to get you. I'm going to get you. I'm going to get you. I'm going to get you.
[37:40 - 38:03] How about get the hell out of my stream? Mods, get rid of Edison right the fuck now. People
[38:03 - 38:09] like that that want to tear me down are the exact thing that I fight against.
[38:09 - 38:39] I'm going to get you. I'm going to get you. I'm going to get you. I'm going to get you.
[38:39 - 38:52] And this song is directly for all of you that raised your hands earlier about dealing with
[38:52 - 39:00] depression and anything that you guys are going through. This song is for all of you.
[39:00 - 47:50] I'm going to get you. I'm going to get you. I'm going to get you. I'm going to get you.
[47:50 - 48:13] Hey, Archida. Welcome to the stream. Welcome, welcome, welcome. This song right here goes
[48:13 - 48:18] out to not only the new person up here, to everybody that's new, but also for those that
[48:18 - 48:25] have a very similar past to mine. I want you guys to know that you're not alone. We all
[48:25 - 48:31] fucking got this. If we stand together, we can beat these fucking bullies and we can
[48:31 - 48:40] make a better path for those like us. They say they were going to mount anything in
[48:40 - 48:45] this life, but I got some fun. I'm not swallowing, calling it tonight. And they made me raindrop
[48:45 - 48:54] right out of my high school. Nobody knows it. It's over for me. I'm over the years. I'm
[48:54 - 49:02] going up signs. I'm not supposed to be. Nobody's chosen me to say better. I'm going to get
[49:02 - 49:11] the demons in my head. I'm going to get another chance at joy with somebody else. If I hadn't
[49:11 - 49:17] read it too, it's so stupid. It could be you or me in the future. Fucking in love and mutually,
[49:17 - 49:21] but it's never going to be the way life's looking down now. I'm going to get my hands
[49:21 - 49:26] on a chair. I'm going to look right out in the crowd, in the dreams. If you really don't
[49:26 - 49:29] know what I mean, that's too bad because I just don't trust anyone anymore. You're
[49:29 - 49:35] an enemy, see? But listen, tell me what you really mean, because after this record, I'm
[49:35 - 49:45] heading for the kids scene. I can't take it. I made myself to be so not as crazy. So save
[49:45 - 49:53] all your girls. I'm going to give it to you one last time. So if you feel me, just throw
[49:53 - 49:58] your fist off. You're going to miss me when I'm gone and I give up. Take one of a take.
[49:58 - 50:03] It's all happiness. I can't make a show. I've been forgotten. There's no picture, no
[50:03 - 50:07] forsaken home. And the brand don't make my throat. Whatever it means, I don't hustle,
[50:07 - 50:11] crack. For whatever it takes, I don't make my cake, and it might just bust a wrap. For
[50:11 - 50:15] the green, I see no point. Too little to frame my choice. On the harness, trying to
[50:15 - 50:19] choke, on the mocking rock, and bringing noise. But I can't do that because I'm too
[50:19 - 50:23] red for the fans, for I need to vent. And you better believe me, this ain't easy. I
[50:23 - 50:28] cannot breathe a bat. And if I go out to check for the words by no bad, I'm giving
[50:28 - 50:33] all the way to my family. And it's so sad. Didn't really have to come to this, but I
[50:33 - 50:37] can't defend you, always. So, ain't that a game from life that I'm living in is going
[50:37 - 50:41] to get covered? No. I just can't keep up with my music life and for my challenges,
[50:41 - 50:46] between D and E and P's, you know I can balance it. It's maybe last I would be a little
[50:46 - 50:50] saucy to play with me, cause you ain't never going to hear no motherfucker drop this shit
[50:50 - 50:56] or take the treat. Listen, tell me what you really need, cause I'm this record I'm
[50:56 - 51:04] in for the guillotine. I can't take it. I've made myself to be someone that I'm not. It's
[51:04 - 51:12] crazy. So save all your good parts. I'm going to give it to you one last time. So if you
[51:12 - 51:18] feel me, just show your face off. You're going to miss me when I'm going knocking off. You're
[51:18 - 51:22] going to miss me. You're going to miss me when I'm gone.
[51:22 - 52:13] [music]
[52:13 - 52:25] And I know a lot of you guys have witnessed this. I know that a lot of you guys have witnessed
[52:25 - 52:34] my past on YouTube and how it's trying to come back to haunt me. But I have one question
[52:34 - 52:41] for everybody up in here right now. How many of you, much like myself, have been told that
[52:41 - 52:47] you can't do something or that you'll never make it in what you want to do? Like how
[52:47 - 52:51] many of you guys have been torn down by people saying, "Oh, you can't do this. You'll never
[52:51 - 52:57] do that. Be realistic. Think about it realistically. You'll never do that." How many of you guys
[52:57 - 53:26] have had that happen to you like myself? All I got you wants to bring me to Horizon, man.
[53:26 - 53:39] Just once for every single one of you. And not only that, but this is also going out
[53:39 - 53:58] to those labels that talk shit on me because of Gloryhole and all of them.
[53:58 - 54:15] They said my neck was too red. They said my dream was dead. They said people like me
[54:15 - 54:31] don't chant, saying my slang won't never get in. They said my neck was too red. They
[54:31 - 54:45] said it was too red. My neck was too red. My neck was too red. My town not upset white,
[54:45 - 54:48] but I am God for my southern roots. Think I'm awesome because I got the truth, the name
[54:48 - 54:53] of Mark's song, one of these music dudes, like Bernadette Stewart with the 302. We the
[54:53 - 55:02] father boys. Tatted up, seen the scars. Can't shit on the front porch. Grew up on the blowtorch.
[55:02 - 55:05] We ain't on the sky, George. All we knew was the side of rims. Can't compare us to race
[55:05 - 55:09] cars. I'm familiar with the straight bars. Thinks he made me do it like I do it. If
[55:09 - 55:16] you got a problem with my side of town, just know we ain't been to much for you. They said
[55:16 - 55:30] my neck was too red. They said my dream was dead. They said people like me don't chant,
[55:30 - 55:47] saying my song won't never get in. They said my neck was too red. They said it was too
[55:47 - 55:59] red. Oh, your neck's too red. My neck's too red. I don't have to wait until I die. I don't
[55:59 - 56:04] make love too high. With the system, I won't kill time. Don't just roll just rhyme with
[56:04 - 56:08] stride. I done left no mess, no no feel, shit, but then the driver is a rat, right. Then
[56:08 - 56:13] they was born in music city, it's the day the mainstream got outlawed. The devil can't
[56:13 - 56:22] help. I ain't never scared of with me or without me either way. I'm still here, going on like
[56:22 - 56:30] ten years. Oh, motherfucker church, since one thought that I'm out of here. They said
[56:30 - 56:44] my neck's too red. They said my dream was dead. They said people like me don't chant,
[56:44 - 57:01] saying my song won't never get in. They said my neck was too red. They said it was too
[57:01 - 57:26] red. Boy, your neck's too red. My neck's too red. Ooh.
[57:26 - 57:37] And for the guy that wanted me to do Bring Me The Horizon, I don't actually know that
[57:37 - 57:44] song in particular, because it has been a while since I've listened to Bring Me The
[57:44 - 58:09] Horizon, but, I derived from the phobia.
[58:10 - 58:32] The devil is looking all right, we live a lie that we're ready to die, can you tell
[58:32 - 58:54] from the look in the eyes, we live a lie that we're ready to die. Oh. Oh, I got a band
[58:54 - 59:01] for y'all, man. Don't worry, I got you on a female band. Don't worry, bro. I got you.
[59:01 - 59:42] Don't worry, I got you on a female band. Don't worry, I got you on a female band.
[59:42 - 59:44] I got you on a female band. Don't worry, I got you on a female band.
[59:44 - 59:58] Don't worry, I got you on a female band. Don't worry, I got you on a female band.
[59:58 - 60:12] We live our lives and we're ready to die. You can run, but you'll never escape.
[60:12 - 60:30] Will we ever see the end?
[60:30 - 61:47] Don't worry, I got you on a female band. Don't worry, I got you on a female band.
[61:47 - 62:03] Don't worry, I got you on a female band. Don't worry, I got you on a female band. Don't worry, I got you on a female band.
[62:04 - 62:05] Don't worry, I got you on a female band.
[62:05 - 63:03] Don't worry, I got you on a female band. Don't worry, I got you on a female band.
[63:03 - 63:21] All those words whisper slowly to me.
[63:21 - 63:31] So can't find what keeps me here.
[63:31 - 63:47] I know this time has been so long, it's so late.
[63:47 - 63:57] I know you're still here, haunting me, haunting me.
[63:57 - 64:09] I can feel you pull me down, feeling you, loving you.
[64:09 - 64:21] I won't let you pull me down.
[64:21 - 64:33] I won't see you, I can smell you alone.
[64:33 - 64:49] Don't hold something in my hand.
[64:49 - 64:51] Do what?
[64:51 - 64:54] Alright, I'll be right there.
[64:54 - 64:59] Hold on guys, one moment. I do apologize for this guys.
[64:59 - 65:07] I tell you what, after I come back up, I'm going to restart for you guys because you guys deserve a good show man.
[65:07 - 65:11] I do genuinely apologize guys.
[65:11 - 65:14] Normally this is not like this.
[65:14 - 65:17] I do sincerely apologize guys.
[65:17 - 65:20] Like I said, this normally is not like this.
[65:20 - 65:22] You can ask anybody here.
[65:22 - 65:40] Normally this isn't like this, so I do apologize. I'll be right back.
[65:41 - 68:46] Thank you.
[68:46 - 69:11] Alright guys, I do apologize for the delay.
[69:11 - 69:18] Alright guys, I do apologize. I'm back.
[69:18 - 69:44] Forget this time, I promise.
[69:44 - 69:55] Can't you hear, as I fall? Say you're here and it's all over now.
[69:55 - 70:06] Speaking to the atmosphere, no one's here and I'm falling to myself.
[70:06 - 70:16] The truth drives me into madness.
[70:16 - 70:25] I know I can solve the pain if I will it all away.
[70:25 - 70:33] If I will it all away, don't turn away.
[70:33 - 70:55] Don't try to hide, don't close your eyes, don't turn out the lights.
[70:55 - 71:06] I'm blinded by what I see, but somehow I know that there's much more to come.
[71:06 - 71:25] I'm immobilized by my fear and soon to be blinded by tears. I can start the pain if I will it all away.
[71:25 - 71:50] If I will it all away, don't turn away, don't try to hide, don't close your eyes, don't turn out the lights.
[71:50 - 72:00] Putting angels in my feet, friends from voices in my ear, running for my eyes, lying next to me.
[72:00 - 72:12] Fear seems like it's me that I give in, but I'm not like the kid, falling on the floor and myself in the end.
[72:13 - 72:39] Don't turn away, don't close your eyes, don't close your eyes, don't close your eyes.
[72:39 - 73:49] Don't turn away, don't try to hide, don't close your eyes, don't turn out the lights.
[73:49 - 73:59] And yes I do actually, and somebody can post the discord for these kind of people in the comments please.
[74:00 - 74:26] If somebody can post the discord for these kind of people in the comments please subscribe to the channel.
[74:26 - 74:31] And somebody can post the discord for these kind of people in the comments please.
[74:32 - 74:41] Thank you.
[74:41 - 75:10] You're going to reconsider this whole morning thing with Taco Bell's warm breakfast quesadilla, crisp hash brown, Cinnabon delights, and a cupcake.
[75:10 - 75:14] Hey, how you doing?
[75:14 - 75:21] We're in this we're fading through the night.
[75:21 - 75:27] Who will tell the story of your life?
[75:27 - 75:38] In the end, there's my soul say the rest,
[75:38 - 75:41] what I felt on my body,
[75:41 - 75:48] or am I just a shell?
[75:48 - 75:52] I have fought in the flesh and blood,
[75:52 - 76:03] I command them and I'll be through it all.
[76:03 - 76:10] In the end, they're fading through the night.
[76:10 - 76:16] Who will tell the story of your life?
[76:16 - 76:23] And who will remember your last goodbye?
[76:23 - 76:32] 'Cause it's the end and I'm not afraid, I'm not afraid to die.
[76:32 - 76:40] I'm not afraid, I'm not afraid to die for the saints.
[76:40 - 76:49] For every sin I still want to be holy, I will live again.
[76:49 - 76:55] So, who we are, isn't there with me?
[76:55 - 76:58] We are more than our bodies.
[76:58 - 77:05] If I fall, I will rise back up every day in my glory.
[77:05 - 77:12] In the end, they're fading through the night.
[77:12 - 77:18] Who will tell the story of your life?
[77:18 - 77:25] And who will remember your last goodbye?
[77:25 - 77:40] 'Cause it's the end and I'm not afraid, I'm not afraid to die.
[77:40 - 77:50] Who will tell the story of your life?
[77:50 - 77:57] And who will remember your last goodbye?
[77:57 - 78:05] 'Cause it's the end and I'm not afraid, I'm not afraid, I'm not afraid, I'm not afraid.
[78:05 - 78:19] 'Cause it's the end and I'm not afraid, I'm not afraid to die.
[78:19 - 78:35] Who will remember this last goodbye?
[78:35 - 78:42] 'Cause it's the end and I'm not afraid, I'm not afraid to die.
[78:42 - 78:56] I'm not afraid, I'm not afraid to die.
[78:56 - 79:36] 'Cause it's the end and I'm not afraid, I'm not afraid, I'm not afraid, I'm not afraid.
[79:36 - 79:59] And this song right here is the promise that me and all my friends that are no longer with us made, not only for you guys, but to the fucking world.
[79:59 - 80:05] Let's go.
[80:05 - 80:29] We make our own way, no doubt of yesterday, back on the Roman battle scars.
[80:29 - 80:54] A legacy born from a dream, on the new wings, rose from the streets with the hand of destiny.
[80:54 - 81:04] We came from nothing, though promise one thing, will change the world with these guitars.
[81:04 - 81:14] So listen closely, and don't stop working, no one can tell you who you are.
[81:14 - 81:33] No, no legacy born from a dream, on the new wings, rose from the streets with the hand of destiny.
[81:33 - 81:57] No legacy born from a dream, on the new wings, rose from the streets with the hand of destiny.
[81:57 - 82:08] Go.
[82:08 - 82:20] Run, run, run, never look back, run, run, run, never look back.
[82:20 - 82:28] Run, run, run, never look back.
[82:40 - 82:51] Shot to your hands for a little deep man, what up? Shot to DNA Joe Samster, man.
[82:51 - 83:08] Shot to DNA Joe Samster.
[83:09 - 84:27] Shot to DNA Joe Samster, man.
[84:50 - 84:55] We hold a new age, with all the same lost values.
[84:55 - 85:01] For sake, one is evil, intent for unbelievers.
[85:01 - 85:07] We through the silence, we through the silence.
[85:07 - 85:12] We are united in the search for something more.
[85:12 - 85:18] Cross your heart, open your mind.
[85:18 - 85:24] Hide your faith in the disguise.
[85:24 - 85:27] You will never fall down to my knees.
[85:27 - 85:30] I'll never send prayer, I don't believe.
[85:30 - 85:33] And I don't want to look up to the sun.
[85:33 - 85:36] But I will never be the faithless one.
[85:37 - 85:48] No, I will never be the faithless one.
[85:48 - 85:59] Refuse to destroy the alters we are serving.
[85:59 - 86:02] Dissolve to living.
[86:02 - 86:05] Is that the souls I'm searching?
[86:05 - 86:08] Break down the fires.
[86:08 - 86:11] It's time to fight this.
[86:11 - 86:16] Don't ever let them keep your words from being heard.
[86:16 - 86:22] Cross your heart, open your mind.
[86:22 - 86:28] Hide your faith in the disguise.
[86:28 - 86:31] Even when I fall down to my knees.
[86:31 - 86:34] I'll never send prayer, I don't believe.
[86:34 - 86:37] And I don't want to look up to the sun.
[86:37 - 86:40] But I will never be the faithless one.
[86:40 - 88:49] No, I will never be the faithless one.
[88:49 - 88:51] Let's see how many of you guys remember this.
[88:51 - 88:53] We're going back a little bit on this.
[88:53 - 88:55] Let's see how many of you guys remember this.
[88:55 - 88:56] OK.
[88:56 - 88:57] I need to pick the main entry.
[88:57 - 88:58] OK, sure.
[88:58 - 88:59] All new on the table.
[88:59 - 89:00] [INAUDIBLE]
[89:00 - 89:02] [MUSIC PLAYING]
[89:02 - 89:12] Ow!
[89:22 - 92:56] [MUSIC PLAYING]
[92:56 - 93:13] Now, for those that are new, for those of you that don't know,
[93:13 - 93:16] I do actually have a physical album out there.
[93:16 - 93:19] I did start to sell for a while.
[93:19 - 93:22] But then due to all the drama and all the bullshit,
[93:22 - 93:24] I kind of had to put it on hold.
[93:24 - 93:43] So I wanted to do a song for everybody here off that album
[93:43 - 93:45] called "Inside My Mind."
[93:45 - 93:52] [MUSIC PLAYING]
[93:52 - 94:06] Actually, it's a combo of both.
[94:12 - 103:19] [MUSIC PLAYING]
[103:19 - 103:22] And you can't tell me that's not crazy, man.
[103:22 - 103:26] When you got a song that even the freaking haters are rocking out to,
[103:26 - 103:28] man, you know you're doing good.
[103:28 - 103:35] Well, as I said, y'all, I am about to end it right here.
[103:35 - 103:38] [MUSIC PLAYING]
[103:38 - 103:44] Well, you know, hopefully I did, you know, somehow rather, you know,
[103:44 - 103:47] hopefully I helped you guys in some way, man.
[103:47 - 103:51] Whether you're new, whether you've been here for a while,
[103:51 - 103:55] whether you're an old school fan from YouTube, you know, whatever, man.
[103:55 - 104:01] I just want you guys to know that I care about every single fucking one of you in chat right now.
[104:01 - 104:07] And I know I do need to work on looking at the chat more, but like I said,
[104:07 - 104:11] the chat goes so fast that it's hard to keep up with sometimes
[104:11 - 104:15] because there's so much going on in the chat that it's hard to keep up with.
[104:15 - 104:24] But on a side note, I am currently reworking on an album that I started back in 2019.
[104:24 - 104:28] It's an electronic album, so you guys will definitely enjoy it.
[104:29 - 104:36] It's a media album, actually, that started in 2019 that I never got to finish
[104:36 - 104:44] due to all the crazy stuff that went on from then until, well, you know,
[104:44 - 104:47] you guys know the story, y'all know what's going on.
[104:47 - 104:57] But I am actually going to be spending a lot of time on that album, working on it,
[104:57 - 105:01] and probably it should be released probably sometime next month.
[105:01 - 105:04] So I'm definitely excited for it.
[105:04 - 105:09] I did actually rename it.
[105:09 - 105:14] Well, I didn't rename it, but I took the original name that I was going to go under
[105:14 - 105:18] and I actually took and I wiped it out.
[105:18 - 105:28] And I actually am actually using the name that everybody loves so much.
[105:28 - 105:34] So I will be releasing it under the Cyrax name, which I'm super excited for
[105:34 - 105:39] because not only is this an old album that I'm finally getting to finish
[105:39 - 105:44] after about almost, well, let's see.
[105:47 - 105:51] After almost four and a half years, man, I'm finally getting to finish it,
[105:51 - 105:54] which I'm very excited about.
[105:54 - 106:01] So, yeah, I'm actually excited for this album to drop because this will be my
[106:01 - 106:09] third official album that I have dropped since 2018.
[106:09 - 106:14] The first two were under my beginning artist name, which is the Shadow Blade name.
[106:15 - 106:20] You know, I said in those hours did well, you know, Blackout and Evolution did okay
[106:20 - 106:22] amongst friends and family.
[106:22 - 106:27] But this album, I got a feeling that this one's going to take off with you guys,
[106:27 - 106:35] and I hope that you guys enjoy jamming out to this album as much as I enjoy creating it.
[106:35 - 106:41] Like I said, I don't know when it's going to drop, but once I'm done with the songs,
[106:41 - 106:45] I will be releasing them on all major platforms.
[106:45 - 106:51] You guys will be getting them on all major platforms, everything from Amazon,
[106:51 - 106:55] iTunes, Google Play, Napster.
[106:55 - 107:00] You know, all the major platforms that you guys normally purchase music on,
[107:00 - 107:04] you guys will be getting it, and it will also be on Spotify as well.
[107:07 - 107:14] It will be on Spotify as well, so for those of you that might not be able to afford the album,
[107:14 - 107:17] you guys will be able to jam out to it on iTunes.
[107:17 - 107:22] But if you guys would like to purchase it, it will be available on all major platforms,
[107:22 - 107:29] such as, like I said, iTunes, Amazon, Google Play, Napster, you know,
[107:29 - 107:32] your typical sites where you purchase music.
[107:35 - 107:38] But I'm definitely excited for it, man.
[107:38 - 107:45] This is my first album that I've actually been able to sit down and work on since 2018, man.
[107:45 - 107:47] Think about that.
[107:47 - 107:56] The last album I released was Evolution, which was back in, what, June, July of 2018?
[107:56 - 108:00] So it's been a long time coming.
[108:00 - 108:14] And that is a very long time to, you know, to spend not being able to do an album
[108:14 - 108:19] and having to deal with a bunch of crazy crap that, honestly, I never should have had to deal with.
[108:19 - 108:27] Like, I never should have had to deal with, you know, all the garbage of what I went through.
[108:27 - 108:32] I'm not going to speak on it because that's in the past.
[108:32 - 108:35] And I want to look forward towards the future.
[108:35 - 108:51] Yes, if anybody does have any album artwork that they would like to create for me,
[108:51 - 108:56] by all means, feel free to create the artwork and send it to me.
[108:56 - 109:02] And I will use every single piece of artwork that you guys send me as artwork
[109:02 - 109:06] for my next upcoming albums that I am going to be working on.
[109:06 - 109:10] And note, I said albums as in more than one album.
[109:10 - 109:16] I will be using everybody's artwork as album covers just as long as it's nothing nasty.
[109:16 - 109:23] As long as it's nothing crazy and nasty and, well, you know what I mean.
[109:23 - 109:32] As long as it's nothing bad that can get me in trouble with fucking the distributor that I'm going through, hopefully.
[109:32 - 109:37] You know, I'm like, you know, I will be using it.
[109:37 - 109:42] Like I said, the only reason why I'm not using it on this album that I'm working on right now
[109:42 - 109:50] is because, like, I re-found the album and I'm re-releasing the album under the original artwork.
[109:50 - 109:59] But with the next album that I do, I will be dropping it using your guys' artwork.
[109:59 - 110:16] So I will be using your guys' artwork for my upcoming albums.
[110:16 - 110:21] I will be promoting the album that I am currently finishing up and working on.
[110:21 - 110:30] I will be promoting it through, you know, like, t-shirts, coffee cups, all that stuff.
[110:30 - 110:41] So you guys definitely will get a super unique, super freaking cool album cover on t-shirts and whatnot.
[110:41 - 110:45] So you guys will have something to look forward to for sure.
[110:45 - 110:52] So I'm definitely excited and I hope you guys are just as excited as I am to be creating it.
[110:52 - 111:04] And like I said, you know, a lot of people do misjudge what I do as being spiteful, being hateful, doing this, doing that and the other.
[111:04 - 111:17] And a lot of people misjudge that, you know. A lot of people do misjudge me getting y'all fired up as, you know, starting crowds.
[111:17 - 111:36] But that's not the case at all.
[111:36 - 111:55] Hell yeah, Kazoo.
[111:55 - 112:06] Yeah, man. I will actually, after I end this stream, I will be sitting down, eating dinner, working on the coffee cup design for you guys.
[112:06 - 112:10] So I will be working on stuff. Make no mistake.
[112:10 - 112:24] I will be working on the coffee cups as soon as the stream ends. I almost said as soon as there's end streams, I meant as soon as the stream ends.
[112:24 - 112:37] But I will be working on the merchandise to promote the album through coffee cups, hoodies, t-shirts, you know, the typical stuff that you guys enjoy.
[112:37 - 112:43] And it will be coming in various colors as well. So you guys will get to choose your colors.
[112:43 - 112:56] And, yeah, but I would definitely say, yo, I am actually about to bounce off here and get to working on those coffee cups and the merchandise, actually.
[112:56 - 113:09] And I will catch you guys. Oh, you wonderful people. Oh, all 23, you crazy fucks. You know, I love you guys. All 23, you guys are fucking awesome.
[113:09 - 113:17] But I'll see all 23 of you guys over on my Discord and on Facebook.
[113:17 - 113:24] But with that said, I love you guys. As always, man, stay humble, stay positive. Fuck what people think about you.
[113:24 - 113:32] And if somebody tells you you can't do something, fuck them. You can do whatever the hell you want to do with your life.
[113:32 - 113:38] If somebody tells you that you can't be something, screw them.
[113:44 - 114:02] Hey, not a bird, not a garnet. Catch you later, caustic. Be safe, man.
[114:02 - 114:11] I love you guys, and I will catch you guys over on Discord, y'all. And I will message you as soon as I'm over on Discord.
[114:11 - 114:18] But anyways, guys, I love y'all. I hope you have a good rest of your night, good rest of your morning, evening, afternoon, whatever.
[114:18 - 114:27] Wherever you guys are around the world, I hope you guys enjoy yourselves and yeah, I hope you guys stay safe out there.
[114:27 - 114:33] And yeah, love you guys, man. I'm out of here, y'all. Peace.
[114:34 - 114:37] [THANKS FOR WATCHING]