2022-10-11 How i really feel Official Audio (Song)

[0:00 - 0:06] [Intro plays]
[0:06 - 0:16] I just don't know, don't know what to do anymore man, sick of being like this
[0:16 - 0:27] I just don't understand it anymore Everybody don't tell them either they want me to go away Always wrestling when my demons off and my motherfucker ain't I don't understand why the fuck want to go away
[0:27 - 0:35] Everybody always fit that mind on me, telling me that they want me to be something that I'm not on, so sick and tired of being this, my sister that I'm not on, so sick and tired of everybody
[0:35 - 0:43] They around me, always try to move on, everything that a motherfucker do, I don't understand it, why is it that I'm always feeling like I'm ending up in a motherfucker new
[0:43 - 0:51] So don't understand it, never wanna turn this way, but you're the ones that motherfucker made me this way, but fit that mind on me through everything that a motherfucker do
[0:51 - 1:04] When you take your ticket, take your ticket, take everything away from me, then you make me feel like I'm better off dead, deep inside my own mind, my demons, they won't ever motherfucker wrestle
[1:04 - 1:10] Sick and tired of feeling like I'm better off dead, sick and tired of feeling like I'm better off resting in a motherfucker grave, man
[1:10 - 1:21] It's like I wrestle with this shit every day and it just won't go away
[1:21 - 1:34] So, sick of everybody always sick and everything away from me, all I wanna do is be able to provide for my family, I'm so sick of dealing with all of this oppression, so check and see I'm not gone
[1:34 - 1:58] Gotta do this with the wife, I put it through my motherfucker, don't wanna pull the trigger, so sick of feeling like I'm always alone, so sick and tired of being another sigil, so sick and tired of crying all these motherfucker tears every single day and night, so sick and tired of feeling like I'm never gonna do anything right, so sick and tired of all the motherfucker shit that you wanna feel, fuck and none of me, I don't understand it, why is it that you kids leave me be?
[1:58 - 2:14] Why can't you just let me be me, why the fuck do you always got a motherfucker in there telling me, making me feel like I'm lesser than you, I don't understand it, why can't you just get a clue that I am not here for the hatred I just wanna be?
[2:14 - 2:31] Doing me, and I'm so sick and tired of feeling like I'm just existent, everything getting by day and day, but yet all you do is victimize me, and take everything away from me like it don't matter, like it's some sort of joke
[2:31 - 2:52] And I'm so sick of feeling this way, I just wanna give my life back, I don't wanna be a motherfucker with them anymore, just wanna be me, yeah just wanna be me, I don't want anybody ever again not taking me, I just wanna be free
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