2020-12-6 Anxiety (Song)

[0:00 - 0:24] [Music]
[0:24 - 0:29] Well, let me show it to you and this is gonna happen to everybody that's ever up to your sleep that put me in this place
[0:29 - 0:34] It's because of you that I'm stuck in this place and I'm sick of it
[0:34 - 0:37] I'm sick of every one of you that put me here
[0:37 - 0:42] No, they're still in this, they're back
[0:42 - 0:56] No, no, NOOO!
[0:56 - 1:00] Sick of this anxiety, always waiting on my motherfucking mind
[1:00 - 1:05] Every single fucking day do you know what it's like to be sucked in a fucking mental prison
[1:05 - 1:12] Every single day not knowing if your anxiety is gonna motherfucking come up and attack you every fucking day
[1:12 - 1:18] Do you know what it's like to live with the thought of suicide on your fucking mind?
[1:18 - 1:23] Do you know what it's like to live with the pressure every single motherfucking day of your life?
[1:23 - 1:28] It's not because of every single one of you that motherfucking did not accuse me
[1:28 - 1:33] Now this demon that you made me out the motherfucking being I'm so sick of it
[1:33 - 1:40] I'm so sick of being this motherfucking demon that you made me into every single night and day
[1:40 - 1:45] I wake up with this same anxiety on my mind, always waking up with a cold sweat
[1:45 - 1:49] Mind racing every single fucking day and I just don't know what to do
[1:49 - 1:54] Every night and day I've got these dead thoughts running through my brain of constantly
[1:54 - 2:00] Look at me wondering if a girl is ever gonna fucking leave me then turn around and realize
[2:00 - 2:07] That it's just my mind playing tricks on me, it's just the anxiety acting up again but the hundredth time
[2:07 - 2:15] I gotta get away from these feelings man
[2:15 - 2:18] I gotta get away from, where do I go and what do I do?
[2:19 - 2:22] Who do I turn to, who do I trust?
[2:22 - 2:28] It's like I'm in a mental prison, I'm watching inside my mind and I don't know how to get out
[2:28 - 2:32] I'm so sick of being locked in this fucking mental prison that
[2:32 - 2:37] Every single one of you will fuck me in, every single one of you will fuck me in and in
[2:37 - 2:41] That's what the motherfucking judge react to like you fucking know me, you don't know
[2:41 - 2:44] But it's like to be in my shoes, you don't know
[2:44 - 2:47] But it's like to wake up in a cold sweat in the middle of the night
[2:47 - 2:52] Wanting to take your own life, you don't know what it's like to live with
[2:52 - 2:57] Motherfucking night terrors every fucking night to wake up from a motherfucking dream
[2:57 - 3:02] That's a real thing, you don't know what is real
[3:02 - 3:07] You have no idea what is real and that was not motherfucking true
[3:07 - 3:11] Do you know what it's like to be in my shoes, you don't know what it's like
[3:11 - 3:16] So I'm telling you, every single one of you need to shut your fucking mouth and get the fuck away from me
[3:16 - 3:22] You don't know what it's like to be in me, you don't know what it's like to deal with
[3:22 - 3:26] The stress of anxiety always weighing on your motherfucking mind
[3:26 - 3:31] You just want to be a better version of yourself but then you turn around and realize
[3:31 - 3:36] This anxiety is with you for the rest of your motherfucking life
[3:36 - 3:40] God damn this shit ain't right, I just want to get out of this fucking mental prison
[3:40 - 3:43] That every one of you will fuck me in
[3:44 - 3:48] Cause right now it's like my patience is where it's been
[3:48 - 3:54] I gotta find the way out, I gotta tear out these walls, I gotta freak out
[3:54 - 4:02] Do you really see what it's like to go through what I go through? No you don't
[4:02 - 4:09] You don't know what it's like, you don't know that the words that you fucking say to people like me
[4:09 - 4:15] Every fucking day always wants us to be dead in the motherfucking grave
[4:15 - 4:19] So I don't understand what it gives you the right to fucking judge
[4:19 - 4:22] People like me every fucking day when you don't realize
[4:22 - 4:25] This anxiety is always weighing on your motherfucking mind
[4:25 - 4:29] Every single day and night, we just want everything that'll be alright
[4:29 - 4:32] We just want all this negativity to go the fuck away
[4:32 - 4:37] I'm so sick of this anxiety, sick of all this even simultaneously
[4:37 - 4:41] It's the rage that deep inside of me, I just wanted all to go the fuck away
[4:41 - 4:45] So I could be myself again, for my girl and my fucking family, oh so
[4:45 - 4:49] Sick of this anxiety, and this is the pressure taking over me
[4:49 - 4:54] Every single day it's always lurking, deep inside me
[4:54 - 5:00] For those of you that abuse me, you're the reason that I became the way that I am
[5:00 - 5:06] And for those of you that troll me and attack me, you know, fucking people like me
[5:07 - 5:12] You don't know what we deal with, so you got no right to judge people like me
[5:12 - 5:16] So get the fuck away from people like me
[5:16 - 5:19] We don't need that negativity
[5:20 - 5:21] Thanks for watching!