2022-10-13 BEING FORCED TO STEP BACK FROM MUSI FOR A BIT (Facebook)

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[0:24 - 0:34] What's up everyone?
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[0:36 - 0:38] So...
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[0:52 - 0:58] There is something going on that...
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[1:04 - 1:08] About a week and a half ago...
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[1:12 - 1:16] this guy by the name of William Gloryhole...
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[1:18 - 1:22] stole four of my songs...
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[1:24 - 1:32] and released them through the very highly and widely regarded and respected digital distributor...
[1:32 - 1:34] and Toon Gore.
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[1:36 - 1:42] All to give back to me because he does not want me making any money.
[1:42 - 1:46] Now as many of you may remember and may recall...
[1:46 - 1:50] on January 1st...
[1:50 - 1:54] of 2021...
[1:54 - 1:58] I released my song "Street Racing Scene" as...
[1:58 - 2:02] an anthem for people like myself that came up around...
[2:02 - 2:06] you know, the car culture, the car...
[2:06 - 2:10] the scene, came up around NASCAR drag racing, street drifting...
[2:10 - 2:14] you know, all that fun stuff.
[2:14 - 2:20] Well, unfortunately that was one of those songs that he had stolen away from me.
[2:20 - 2:24] So now every time I play that song...
[2:24 - 2:28] on Facebook or on YouTube...
[2:28 - 2:32] um...
[2:32 - 2:36] you know, like every time that I do that now...
[2:36 - 2:40] I get a copyright strike.
[2:40 - 2:44] Which isn't fair to me because that's literally my own work.
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[2:50 - 2:54] I ain't that ass. That's literally my work...
[2:54 - 2:58] that somebody else is getting paid for.
[2:58 - 3:02] [Silence]
[3:02 - 3:06] Like somebody else is literally getting paid for...
[3:06 - 3:10] my songs...
[3:10 - 3:14] four of my songs that I...
[3:14 - 3:18] wrote, recorded, and released.
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[3:22 - 3:26] Three of which were done live via YouTube.
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[3:30 - 3:34] So I feel like I have a behind the scenes kind of thing.
[3:34 - 3:38] But what gets me is...
[3:38 - 3:42] where is it fair...
[3:42 - 3:46] that I don't get to make money...
[3:46 - 3:50] off of my own work, but yet somebody like
[3:50 - 3:54] William Gloryhole from YouTube...
[3:54 - 3:58] gets to steal my work...
[3:58 - 4:02] and make money off of stuff that I've done.
[4:02 - 4:06] Like where is that fair?
[4:06 - 4:10] This man has literally said blatantly...
[4:10 - 4:14] and from hundreds of people on livestream...
[4:14 - 4:18] that he will do whatever he has to do...
[4:18 - 4:22] to keep me from making any kind of income.
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[4:26 - 4:30] He said those exact words on livestream.
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[4:34 - 4:38] And hey Sam, how you doing man?
[4:38 - 4:42] And I do apologize for not seeing you there Sam. I kind of got the things rolled down a little bit further.
[4:42 - 4:46] So I do apologize for not seeing you there, but how are you man?
[4:46 - 4:50] And believe me, I wish there was a way to stop him...
[4:50 - 4:54] but unless somebody knows...
[4:54 - 4:58] his real name, like his actual real name...
[4:58 - 5:02] address, then I can't stop him.
[5:02 - 5:06] Unless somebody knows his address, his real
[5:06 - 5:10] like legal name...
[5:10 - 5:14] then you know, what can I do?
[5:14 - 5:18] I have no money for a lawyer.
[5:18 - 5:22] Like I can't afford a lawyer as much as I would love to.
[5:22 - 5:26] I can't do a damn thing because I have no money.
[5:26 - 5:51] (door creaks)
[5:51 - 6:06] - Ryan, I don't want you to be able to hear music, yes.
[6:06 - 6:11] (door creaks)
[6:11 - 6:18] (snaps)
[6:18 - 6:21] Like, I don't know what to do about this.
[6:21 - 6:27] The effect of this man has gotten away
[6:27 - 6:31] with fucking out my life, and not just that.
[6:31 - 6:34] He didn't just do that.
[6:34 - 6:36] If you guys remember, I spoke about this yesterday
[6:36 - 6:40] before my stream got deleted again,
[6:40 - 6:46] because I performed my own song, "Shake Up."
[6:46 - 6:49] My own song, "Street Racing Scene,"
[6:49 - 6:52] which is my own fucking song.
[6:52 - 7:07] Or if you guys didn't see the live stream,
[7:07 - 7:10] I'm sure everybody saw the post.
[7:10 - 7:14] And if you didn't see the post, allow me to fill you in.
[7:14 - 7:21] Okay, for those of you that didn't see the post,
[7:21 - 7:23] allow me to fill you in.
[7:23 - 7:26] A few days ago, my mom went into the hospital
[7:26 - 7:29] and got out, she's fine, she's good.
[7:29 - 7:33] Well, between the time of getting home,
[7:33 - 7:36] or between the time of leaving the hospital,
[7:36 - 7:41] and her getting home, and being home for a couple days,
[7:41 - 7:46] William Gordon-Hole decided to call
[7:46 - 7:50] Adult Protective Services on me against my mom.
[7:50 - 7:56] They squeezed, saying that I was abusing her when I wasn't.
[7:56 - 8:04] So I said, "No, no, no, no, no, no, no."
[8:05 - 8:07] Yeah, that's how far he went.
[8:07 - 8:11] He literally tried to tell Adult Protective Services
[8:11 - 8:13] that I'm not doing shit.
[8:13 - 8:16] And that I'm not, you know, a good person,
[8:16 - 8:21] that I'm evil, that I'm lame, my hands and my mom won.
[8:21 - 8:24] The last time I did that was back in 2012.
[8:24 - 8:28] That was fucking years ago.
[8:28 - 8:32] And yes, I went to jail, and do I regret that?
[8:32 - 8:37] Yes, I paid for my mistake.
[8:37 - 8:39] Back in 2012, the dank that I went to jail?
[8:39 - 8:41] Yeah, I paid for that shit.
[8:41 - 8:44] I paid with my life.
[8:44 - 9:01] But when I still fail to understand,
[9:02 - 9:06] is how the fuck can any of you trolls
[9:06 - 9:07] be okay with what you do?
[9:07 - 9:15] Like, I don't get it.
[9:15 - 9:21] But unfortunately, as a result of William Gordon-Hole
[9:21 - 9:24] doing all this stuff, but more notably stealing
[9:24 - 9:27] four of my songs that the fans really enjoyed
[9:27 - 9:28] and really loved,
[9:28 - 9:33] I unfortunately am having to step down from music
[9:33 - 9:39] for a while, until I can get my songs back.
[9:39 - 9:45] I mean, I don't want to, but at this point,
[9:45 - 9:46] I don't have a choice.
[9:46 - 9:54] And the reason I'm stepping down is because
[9:54 - 9:56] I don't want to lose any more of my music.
[9:57 - 10:00] I've already lost four very important songs to me
[10:00 - 10:02] to this asshole.
[10:02 - 10:04] I don't want to lose any more.
[10:26 - 10:31] Like, imagine that you're a music artist like me
[10:31 - 10:36] and your fans want you to play street racing scenes
[10:36 - 10:39] so goddamn bad, right?
[10:39 - 10:41] Imagine that you guys created a song
[10:41 - 10:43] like I did called Street Racing Scene.
[10:43 - 10:45] Imagine that you guys created a song
[10:45 - 10:47] that the fans resonate with,
[10:47 - 10:50] that the fans absolutely love, all right?
[10:51 - 10:56] And some dickhead comes along, steals your songs,
[10:56 - 11:00] goes under an artist's name that's similar to yours,
[11:00 - 11:03] but changes the letters around and release it
[11:03 - 11:05] through a distributor, a iTunes core,
[11:05 - 11:07] that's a legal distributor.
[11:07 - 11:18] Now, imagine never being able to perform that song again
[11:19 - 11:21] for your fans that really love that one song.
[11:21 - 11:25] That's what I've been faced with.
[11:25 - 11:29] The fans want me to be able to perform that song,
[11:29 - 11:33] but unfortunately, I'm not allowed.
[11:33 - 11:37] Because of the fact that Gloryhold now,
[11:37 - 11:41] that William Gloryhold douchebag now holds all the rights
[11:41 - 11:45] to my music that I wrote and I recorded for that song,
[11:45 - 11:47] as well as three others.
[11:47 - 11:52] And I know what some of you guys are thinking in your heads,
[11:52 - 11:57] like for those of you that don't know me,
[11:57 - 11:59] I know what some of you are thinking is,
[11:59 - 12:01] "Oh, well, it's just a song, you can ignore it."
[12:01 - 12:05] Yeah, I could, but I don't want to.
[12:05 - 12:12] 'Cause when you write a song that's that good,
[12:12 - 12:15] that resonates with your fans,
[12:15 - 12:17] that resonates with your people,
[12:17 - 12:19] that resonates with your fan base
[12:19 - 12:22] that you truly enjoy the making
[12:22 - 12:24] and that they enjoy rocking out to,
[12:24 - 12:29] it's not fair that you lose out on that.
[12:29 - 12:31] It's not fair that you lose out
[12:31 - 12:34] on being able to perform that song.
[12:34 - 12:37] Why, it's not fair.
[12:37 - 12:41] I know what some of you guys say,
[12:41 - 12:42] "Oh, well, why is it fair?"
[12:42 - 12:44] Oh, yeah, the fuck it is fair.
[12:44 - 12:49] Yeah, it might not be fair in the sense
[12:49 - 12:54] that we all get fucked and we end up dead in the end,
[12:54 - 12:55] which is true.
[12:55 - 13:11] But to the fact that I'm not allowed
[13:11 - 13:14] to perform these songs that my fans enjoy,
[13:14 - 13:19] all because of an egotistical little fucking bitch,
[13:19 - 13:20] having behind a fucking computer screen
[13:20 - 13:23] like a punk-ass coward is not fair.
[13:23 - 13:28] It's not fair to me, it's not fair to my family,
[13:28 - 13:30] and it's not fair to my fans.
[13:30 - 13:34] Like, it's not fair to my fans,
[13:34 - 13:38] especially who are like me and enjoy gaming,
[13:38 - 13:42] who enjoy sim racing, who enjoy going to car shows,
[13:42 - 13:45] who enjoy going to car meets.
[13:45 - 13:48] You know, what about them?
[13:48 - 13:58] Like, where is it fair for them?
[13:58 - 14:06] Like, where is it fair that my fans
[14:06 - 14:09] don't get to hear the songs that they wanna hear,
[14:09 - 14:12] all because some egotistical little bitch
[14:12 - 14:15] that wants to see me fail steals my music?
[14:15 - 14:19] Like, where is that right?
[14:19 - 14:23] Hell, where is that even illegal?
[14:23 - 14:25] Like, is that even illegal to do that shit?
[14:25 - 14:35] Because like I said, I want to be able
[14:35 - 14:37] to perform my music, I do,
[14:39 - 14:42] but I cannot run that risk as of right now
[14:42 - 14:43] because I know that William Gordyhold
[14:43 - 14:46] will probably steal more of my songs
[14:46 - 14:49] and do the same thing he did as the last time.
[14:49 - 14:51] And I don't, I can't risk that again.
[14:51 - 14:57] Like, I cannot risk him doing that again.
[14:57 - 15:02] I'm not willing to put my music in jeopardy
[15:02 - 15:06] or my music or my songs that are literally
[15:06 - 15:09] about my life in jeopardy.
[15:09 - 15:16] And unless somebody else gets the payment for it,
[15:16 - 15:18] that's not happening.
[15:18 - 15:23] So, unfortunately, until I get this whole
[15:23 - 15:28] William Gordyhold thing figured out,
[15:28 - 15:32] aside from the couple songs that I am releasing,
[15:32 - 15:37] one of which is in five days, and another three,
[15:37 - 15:40] I know, another three that's in five days,
[15:40 - 15:43] and another one that's gonna be on the 19th.
[15:43 - 15:47] But aside from those,
[15:47 - 15:51] I'm not gonna be doing music for a while.
[15:51 - 15:53] Those four songs that I'm dropping,
[15:53 - 16:00] they are going, those are just gonna be
[16:00 - 16:05] the last ones for a while until I get this shit figured out.
[16:05 - 16:12] Because I have no money for a lawyer to fight this guy.
[16:12 - 16:28] And believe me, I wish I had money to fight.
[16:28 - 16:33] But I have no money to fight him,
[16:33 - 16:36] Masshole, or Marty.
[16:36 - 16:44] All right, I have no money to fight with,
[16:44 - 16:46] and I wish I did.
[16:46 - 16:49] Because I'm gonna be real with you guys,
[16:49 - 16:54] and like I said, I am not making this up,
[16:54 - 16:58] nor I am exaggerating by any stretch of the word at all,
[16:58 - 17:00] by any stretch of what I'm about to say.
[17:00 - 17:06] None of what I'm about to say is exaggerated at all.
[17:06 - 17:10] This is all real, factual, number-crunching facts.
[17:10 - 17:22] Because of Masshole reports,
[17:22 - 17:24] Music Biz, Marty, and William Gloryhole,
[17:24 - 17:30] just on ad revenue alone on YouTube,
[17:30 - 17:35] to the current dollar as of today,
[17:35 - 17:40] I have lost $2.1 million in ad revenue on YouTube.
[17:40 - 17:48] Only think about that, and yes, you heard that right.
[17:48 - 17:52] $1.2 million in ad revenue from YouTube alone
[17:52 - 17:56] is what I'm missing out on, what I'm losing in a month.
[17:56 - 18:09] And that's not fair to me.
[18:09 - 18:14] That sure as hell is not fair to my family.
[18:14 - 18:19] It's definitely not fair to friends that I want to help out.
[18:19 - 18:26] People that I genuinely want to help and do good for.
[18:26 - 18:39] I know a lot of very talented rappers,
[18:39 - 18:44] a lot of talented artists, bands, that could use the money.
[18:44 - 18:52] But I unfortunately can't help myself, my family, or them
[18:52 - 18:55] because of what these people do.
[18:55 - 19:01] Like, I can't go out and get a regular job
[19:01 - 19:06] because of the rumors that they spread.
[19:06 - 19:09] I can't do anything.
[19:09 - 19:14] And that's what's so fucking sad to me.
[19:14 - 19:18] I can't do anything because of these people.
[19:18 - 19:21] I am literally being gangstalked every day
[19:21 - 19:24] by these fucking evil ass people.
[19:24 - 19:27] And I know what's the only thing gangstalking isn't real.
[19:27 - 19:30] Yes, shut the fuck up, yes it is.
[19:30 - 19:34] Because I live through it every fucking day
[19:34 - 19:36] of my goddamn life.
[19:36 - 19:37] So all y'all trolls or anybody out there
[19:37 - 19:40] that thinks gangstalking isn't real, I say this.
[19:40 - 19:42] Shut the fuck up.
[19:42 - 19:48] Because I deal with gangstalking every day.
[19:48 - 19:56] In its realest form.
[19:56 - 19:58] It doesn't just apply to the internet.
[19:58 - 20:00] It applies to my real life as well.
[20:00 - 20:05] Because of this gangstalking shit that I've become a victim of
[20:05 - 20:19] for the last five years, I have lost out on a lot.
[20:19 - 20:27] I've lost out on major brand deal opportunities.
[20:30 - 20:35] I've been kicked off of the major record label
[20:35 - 20:39] that I was with a couple years ago.
[20:39 - 20:45] I've had friends and family lose their jobs
[20:45 - 20:46] because of these people.
[20:46 - 20:52] I almost got shot and killed by police because of these people.
[20:52 - 20:57] And right now in chat, we have a very dear friend of mine
[20:57 - 21:12] that was one of the first to step up
[21:12 - 21:17] and actually stand up for me out of everyone.
[21:17 - 21:22] Out of everyone, this man right here was one
[21:22 - 21:25] and I mean one of.
[21:25 - 21:28] I'm not just saying to be, I mean one of the first
[21:28 - 21:30] to step up and stand up for me,
[21:30 - 21:32] which is my boy Full Metal Kendo.
[21:32 - 21:40] So, Full Metal Kendo man, I wanna say thank you
[21:40 - 21:42] for doing what you did for me, man.
[21:42 - 21:44] I definitely appreciate it, dude.
[21:44 - 21:45] I truly do.
[21:45 - 21:48] Like the fact that you continue to stand up for me
[21:48 - 21:51] and help me fight these motherfuckers, it means a lot.
[21:51 - 21:58] And here's the thing, Donovan.
[21:58 - 22:02] I wish it was that easy.
[22:02 - 22:02] I really do.
[22:02 - 22:06] I wish it was that easy to ignore them.
[22:06 - 22:09] But in my case, it isn't because like I said,
[22:09 - 22:12] they have taken it from the internet to real life.
[22:12 - 22:19] They have had police called here and had me swatted
[22:19 - 22:22] to where I almost got shot and killed.
[22:22 - 22:25] And yes, you heard me right.
[22:25 - 22:29] I almost got shot and killed by police officers
[22:29 - 22:30] because of these people.
[22:30 - 22:39] So unfortunately, ignoring them in my case isn't,
[22:39 - 22:45] it's not possible, unfortunately.
[22:47 - 22:51] As much as I wish it was possible, in my case, it's not.
[22:51 - 22:54] Because these people take it to the extreme.
[22:54 - 22:59] These people literally take shit to the extreme.
[22:59 - 23:04] And when I say taking it to the extreme,
[23:04 - 23:07] I mean like leaving a dead baby pig
[23:07 - 23:10] still in the mother's fetal sac in a box
[23:10 - 23:15] to un our front porch.
[23:15 - 23:20] Leaving bananas with grotesque messages.
[23:20 - 23:25] And when I say grotesque, I mean some of the worst things
[23:25 - 23:26] you could ever fucking write.
[23:26 - 23:31] On bananas being scattered out in front of our yard.
[23:31 - 23:41] Having literal dog shit sent to our house.
[23:41 - 23:46] Having some of their little friends pull up to our house
[23:46 - 23:53] where we've had to have the police escort them
[23:53 - 23:54] off of our property.
[23:54 - 24:05] So I said man, as much as I wish I could,
[24:09 - 24:12] so I said man, as much as I wish I could ignore it,
[24:12 - 24:15] unfortunately in my case, it's unavoidable.
[24:15 - 24:16] I can't ignore it.
[24:16 - 24:21] On the norm, if they were just on the internet
[24:21 - 24:24] and they weren't stealing my shit, then yeah, I would.
[24:24 - 24:27] I would ignore it.
[24:27 - 24:30] If they were just commenting, I would ignore it.
[24:30 - 24:32] But when you cross the line
[24:32 - 24:35] from being on the internet to real life,
[24:35 - 24:37] that's where you fuck up.
[24:37 - 24:42] And I think Full Metal Kendo here will agree with me
[24:42 - 24:51] on this, that the trolls see me as I'm not being smart.
[24:51 - 25:03] But on the contrary, I'm actually very articulate.
[25:03 - 25:05] I'm actually very smart.
[25:06 - 25:11] I actually comprehend things like any other normal person does.
[25:11 - 25:29] But when it comes to crossing a certain line
[25:29 - 25:36] from being on the internet to real life,
[25:36 - 25:40] I don't give a fuck about being articulate.
[25:40 - 25:44] I give a fuck about what's taking back what's mine.
[25:44 - 25:52] I give a fuck about my fans, my people.
[25:52 - 25:55] I give a fuck about what I need to be doing.
[25:55 - 26:02] I give a fuck about my music.
[26:02 - 26:04] I give a fuck about my songs.
[26:04 - 26:07] I give a fuck about my career.
[26:07 - 26:14] Like I said, I have literally lost 1.2 million dollars
[26:14 - 26:17] in the last five years in ad revenue
[26:17 - 26:18] because of these trolls.
[26:18 - 26:24] I have had several channels that have had
[26:24 - 26:28] well over a thousand subscribers taken down
[26:28 - 26:31] for no reason but to laugh at me.
[26:34 - 26:35] 'Cause that's all they do.
[26:35 - 26:39] They sit there, they let me get to a thousand subs
[26:39 - 26:43] and then they come in and master report me
[26:43 - 26:47] and then I get banned for no fucking reason.
[26:47 - 26:51] Making it hard for me to make a living.
[26:51 - 26:58] And for now, Kendall, I agree with you, bro.
[26:58 - 27:00] These people don't have lives.
[27:00 - 27:02] They don't have jobs.
[27:03 - 27:06] And I agree with you 100%, man.
[27:06 - 27:08] These people do not have lives.
[27:08 - 27:10] They do not have jobs.
[27:10 - 27:12] And they're pieces of fucking shit.
[27:12 - 27:16] They are literally pieces of shit.
[27:16 - 27:27] Now I'm not gonna lie, the banana thing,
[27:27 - 27:31] even though some of the messages on there
[27:31 - 27:36] were pretty fucked up, I had to omit the banana thing.
[27:36 - 27:37] That was funny.
[27:37 - 27:40] I'm not gonna lie, the banana thing, I can laugh at that.
[27:40 - 27:43] I can laugh at the banana thing.
[27:43 - 27:48] But when you call Adult Protective Services on my family,
[27:48 - 27:53] saying that I'm doing something that I'm not doing,
[27:53 - 27:55] that's when I have a serious issue.
[28:00 - 28:03] Exactly, Full Metal, exactly.
[28:03 - 28:11] And again, Full Metal, I just wanna say again, dude,
[28:11 - 28:14] I truly appreciate you standing up for me
[28:14 - 28:16] along with the others, man.
[28:16 - 28:19] You along with the others standing up for me, man,
[28:19 - 28:22] I truly appreciate that.
[28:22 - 28:25] And Sam, I appreciate what you've done too, man.
[28:25 - 28:29] Like, I truly appreciate what you've done, Full Metal.
[28:29 - 28:30] I really do.
[28:30 - 28:38] Like, I know I've said it before, but it's true, man.
[28:38 - 28:43] Why, because of these people, I've lost a lot of friends.
[28:43 - 28:46] I've had family stop talking to me.
[28:46 - 28:53] Like I said, I can no longer get a regular nine to five job
[28:53 - 28:54] because of these people.
[28:54 - 28:59] So, you know, like, I do wanna say though,
[28:59 - 29:16] to anybody out there that has stood up for me,
[29:16 - 29:17] I wanna say thank you.
[29:20 - 29:25] Because these past five years have been the hardest years
[29:25 - 29:26] of my life.
[29:26 - 29:32] Hell, these last five years have been literally
[29:32 - 29:36] the hardest years of my YouTube career in general.
[29:36 - 29:51] Like, these last five years have, how do I put it?
[29:51 - 30:03] By show of comments, how many people here
[30:03 - 30:05] have seen the movie side by side?
[30:05 - 30:16] How many people here have seen the movie side by side?
[30:16 - 30:19] Cyberbully with Emily Osman?
[30:19 - 30:22] How many people, how many of you guys in the comments
[30:22 - 30:26] have seen the movie The Cyberbully with Emily Osman?
[30:26 - 30:28] (beep)
[30:28 - 30:31] (crickets chirping)
[30:56 - 30:59] Because if you've not seen that movie,
[30:59 - 31:05] I highly suggest watching it.
[31:05 - 31:09] But if you guys have seen it, then you guys know where,
[31:09 - 31:11] you guys understand where I'm going with this.
[31:11 - 31:18] If you guys have ever seen the movie The Cyberbully,
[31:18 - 31:24] imagine that being my life every day.
[31:24 - 31:27] (crickets chirping)
[31:27 - 31:31] Being bullied on the internet.
[31:31 - 31:34] Being set up to be something that I'm not.
[31:34 - 31:40] Having my whole life ripped off memories slowly every day.
[31:40 - 31:46] Slowly being pushed to kill myself every day.
[31:46 - 31:52] Slowly being pushed to end up in jail every day.
[31:52 - 31:56] Just a little bit set of time every day, every day,
[31:56 - 32:01] every day, that's been my life for the past five years.
[32:01 - 32:03] And that's what these people want.
[32:03 - 32:06] They want me to kill myself, but I'm not going to.
[32:20 - 32:23] Like that has literally been my life for the last five years.
[32:23 - 32:28] And I'm tired of it.
[32:28 - 32:33] I want my life back.
[32:33 - 32:37] So like I said, unfortunately,
[32:37 - 32:38] until I get this shit dealt with,
[32:38 - 32:40] I will not be releasing any more music.
[32:40 - 32:43] As much as I would like to,
[32:43 - 32:47] I will not be releasing any more music out of safety
[32:47 - 32:50] for my music career.
[32:51 - 32:53] And the safety of my songs.
[32:53 - 32:56] Because I don't want these assholes going around
[32:56 - 32:58] stealing my music again.
[32:58 - 33:02] Therefore, I am hiding all my music.
[33:02 - 33:05] I am hiding everything music related.
[33:05 - 33:07] And I'm not going to be doing music
[33:07 - 33:09] until I get this shit dealt with.
[33:09 - 33:13] Because I'm not going to have some jackass
[33:13 - 33:15] like William Gloria coming in,
[33:15 - 33:18] sparking his mouth and then taking what's right for him on.
[33:19 - 33:21] I'm not having it.
[33:21 - 33:25] And believe me, if I had the money to afford a lawyer,
[33:25 - 33:27] I would be getting one right now.
[33:27 - 33:31] But I have no money. I'm broke.
[33:31 - 33:40] I have to help take care of my mom even more now
[33:40 - 33:42] because she just got diagnosed with diabetes
[33:42 - 33:43] a few days ago.
[33:43 - 33:46] [breathes deeply]
[33:46 - 34:07] Like, I don't deserve this.
[34:07 - 34:09] My family doesn't need the stress.
[34:09 - 34:12] And neither do I.
[34:12 - 34:16] So to William Gloria Hall, I'm telling you this
[34:16 - 34:18] right the fuck now.
[34:18 - 34:22] You and your friends need to shut the fuck up,
[34:22 - 34:25] leave me the fuck alone and go the fuck somewhere else.
[34:25 - 34:33] Or better yet, how about you do the world a favor
[34:33 - 34:37] and get your lazy fucking bitch ass off the internet
[34:37 - 34:38] and actually get a fucking job
[34:38 - 34:40] like the rest of us around here.
[34:40 - 34:44] And why don't you do that?
[34:44 - 34:47] How about you get off your fucking fat, lazy ass
[34:47 - 34:48] and get a real job?
[34:48 - 34:50] How about that?
[34:50 - 34:53] - Good work!
[34:53 - 34:58] - All right, one night, guys.
[34:58 - 35:05] - What?
[35:05 - 35:08] What?
[35:08 - 35:11] [breathes deeply]
[35:11 - 36:15] [crickets chirping]
[36:15 - 36:18] - Sorry, I didn't have to take care of something real quick.
[36:18 - 36:27] But, you know, it's not fair to me or my family
[36:27 - 36:31] to suffer like this.
[36:31 - 36:39] Like, you know, and I agree with you, Fullmetal Kendo,
[36:40 - 36:43] with what you said about the police, I do agree.
[36:43 - 36:51] If I was a pedophile,
[36:51 - 36:54] why was I not arrested that night?
[36:54 - 37:02] If I truly am a pedophile like you trolls fucking claim I am,
[37:02 - 37:07] then why was I not arrested that night by the police
[37:07 - 37:09] when they showed up here to confront me?
[37:10 - 37:12] Why am I not in jail right now?
[37:12 - 37:17] And for that matter, why is it not on my public record
[37:17 - 37:19] when I showed them everything?
[37:19 - 37:24] And I do mean I showed the police everything.
[37:24 - 37:29] I showed them the screenshots and everything, let me tell you.
[37:35 - 37:39] They could tell just by looking that I'm not a pedophile.
[37:39 - 37:43] So all you fucking assholes that are running around
[37:43 - 37:46] saying that I'm talking to other girls, I'm not.
[37:46 - 37:49] I don't do that shit.
[37:49 - 37:53] That shit's you guys looking for a fucking reaction
[37:53 - 37:56] because you're so fucking bored with your lives
[37:56 - 37:58] that you don't have anything better to fucking do
[37:58 - 38:00] and I'm getting sick of it.
[38:00 - 38:02] And so is my family.
[38:03 - 38:06] And Gloria, while we're at it, you little douchebag.
[38:06 - 38:10] You say that you respect my mom?
[38:10 - 38:12] No the fuck you don't.
[38:12 - 38:15] You don't fucking respect her.
[38:15 - 38:17] You say you do but you don't.
[38:17 - 38:27] Because if you did respect my moms like you say you do,
[38:27 - 38:31] you wouldn't be doing this shit to me that you do.
[38:32 - 38:36] If anything, you would be leaving me the fuck alone.
[38:36 - 38:45] You and that tinsel head fucking bitch ass Canadian fuck boy,
[38:45 - 38:49] Greiker, would be leaving me the fuck alone.
[38:49 - 38:53] I mean you guys say that you respect my family?
[38:53 - 38:55] No the fuck you don't.
[38:55 - 38:57] You have no respect for my family.
[39:00 - 39:03] You don't respect me, you don't respect my moms.
[39:03 - 39:06] You don't respect any of us.
[39:06 - 39:23] So Gloria, you can take that you respecting my family shit?
[39:23 - 39:26] You can take that right there.
[39:26 - 39:30] Do like this, crumple it up and shove it up your fucking ass.
[39:30 - 39:35] Because you don't respect my family, you never did.
[39:35 - 39:44] And I'll be honest, I'm tired of dealing with this shit.
[39:44 - 39:50] Like I said, I don't deserve this, neither does my family.
[39:53 - 39:59] My family especially doesn't deserve what they've gotten put through.
[39:59 - 40:02] Alright come on.
[40:02 - 40:07] My mom and stepdad are elderly motherfuckers.
[40:07 - 40:11] Like have some fucking goddamn respect for them.
[40:11 - 40:17] Have some fucking class man, have some fucking decency.
[40:18 - 40:29] And if you have a problem with me, and I say this to everyone.
[40:29 - 40:38] If you have a fucking problem with me, take it up with me personally on the side in private and we'll talk about it.
[40:38 - 40:45] But don't ever bring my family and friends into this shit motherfuckers, you don't do that shit.
[40:46 - 40:51] And if you have any respect like you trolls say you do, which we all know you don't.
[40:51 - 40:57] If you have a fucking problem with me, pull me aside in private.
[40:57 - 41:01] Talk to me alone in private and we'll settle it there.
[41:01 - 41:11] Whether it be on Discord, on phone call, on Facebook, wherever that spot may be.
[41:11 - 41:36] But you fucking assholes going out of your way to completely fuck my life up for no reason but a laugh is stupid.
[41:37 - 41:42] How few motherfuckers are grown ass adults?
[41:42 - 41:54] It's time for you to grow the fuck up and stop acting like fucking high schoolers or grade schoolers or kindergarteners.
[41:54 - 42:13] Like this shit is fucking ridiculous.
[42:13 - 42:20] I know this livestream has been longer than I intended it to be.
[42:21 - 42:36] But I did want to come on here and spend all the time and let everybody know that I will not be doing my music for a while until I can get this shit taken care of on the legal side of things.
[42:39 - 42:46] So instead I will be going back to focusing on gaming and ultimately my artwork.
[42:46 - 43:01] And I also will be continuing my classes every day in the morning because if you guys don't know I actually am taking business classes online.
[43:04 - 43:25] So I will be focusing more on that and other stuff of that nature so that I can actually start to make the living outside of my fucking music and maybe come back to music in the long run.
[43:26 - 43:37] I'm not saying I'm retiring. Don't get it wrong. I'm not retiring from music. That by no means is happening at all whatsoever. That is not going to be a thing.
[43:37 - 43:42] I am not retiring from good. That's not what I'm doing.
[43:45 - 44:08] What I'm simply saying is that I am putting my music on the back burner for the time being until I can get shit figured out as far as getting this shit dealt with.
[44:10 - 44:23] But again, everybody that has had my back through all this such as Full Metal Kendo and all my really close friends and family, I want to say thank you guys.
[44:23 - 44:29] I can't thank you guys enough. You guys are fucking awesome. I fucking love every single one of you guys.
[44:29 - 44:37] And Full Metal Kendo, keep doing what you're doing, bro. Love your content, man. Keep doing what you're doing, bro. Absolutely love what you got going on, dude.
[44:38 - 44:49] But for those of you that do watch my channel, DK Customs, I will be converting that channel to a full-time gaming channel.
[44:49 - 45:01] And starting tomorrow, I will be doing daily uploads. I will be posting all that fun stuff.
[45:01 - 45:23] So in the long run, I actually will be looking for, you know, a sponsorship once I hit the 1K mark, which I'm not far from.
[45:24 - 45:51] I've already got like 600 subs, so I'm super close with the gaming channel, but, you know, I think my time in music, and I'm not saying it is, I'm saying it may, keyword may be coming to an end.
[45:52 - 46:02] I don't know. Do I want it to be the end? No, but I'll have to wait and see what the future holds.
[46:02 - 46:12] And whatever the future holds and whatever direction I end up going down, well, you know, that's the path I'm going to have to follow.
[46:13 - 46:21] But for the time being, I am going to be, like I said, focusing on my artwork in private. I'm going to the...
[46:21 - 46:56] I'm going to the...