2022-10-10 IM SICK OF STAYING CALM !!!! (Facebook)

[0:00 - 0:29] What's up Facebook. I have something that I really really really really want to talk about.
[0:29 - 0:56] I know it might seem like I'm staying home right now, but believe me I am far from home and to be honest I'm tired of everybody telling me to stay home.
[0:56 - 1:25] No, I'm seriously tired of everybody telling me to fucking stay calm when people for the last five to six years have been stealing from me and have been making money off of me, off my likeness, off my image.
[1:25 - 1:45] Hell, even off my own music that I fucking wrote that I fucking recorded myself. Like I'm tired of remaining quiet and for those of you that don't think that gang stalking is real you're full of fucking shit.
[1:45 - 2:11] I'm living proof that shit is real. I know it might seem like I'm calm on the outside but believe me on the inside I am pissed. Like I am ready to fucking go after somebody and do very very bad things to them.
[2:11 - 2:39] Because for the last five years I have been gang stalked, harassed, attacked, bullied, but more importantly I've had everything I know ripped away from me.
[2:39 - 2:49] In a matter of mere seconds.
[2:49 - 3:06] Songs that I wrote that I bust in my ass on that actually were meaningful to me. Songs that actually meant something.
[3:06 - 3:18] Songs that I wrote for loved ones. Songs that I wrote about how I grew up. Songs that I wrote for friends that are no longer with us.
[3:18 - 3:37] Songs that I wrote about going through depression and suicide. Shit that I've actually dealt with in the last five years.
[3:37 - 3:59] And I cannot say I am sick of being quiet about it. I want to do something but I don't know what I can do because these motherfuckers steal everything away from me. Everything.
[3:59 - 4:09] I've had to watch everything I've worked my ass off for since 2009 be ripped away from me by these people in a matter of mere minutes.
[4:09 - 4:34] And I do mean minutes. Songs that I've spent months and months on writing. Merch that I've worked my ass off on. You know coming up with.
[4:34 - 4:43] A fan base that I've worked my whole goddamn career on building.
[4:43 - 4:48] Ripped away in a matter of fucking seconds.
[4:48 - 4:57] And I'm not exaggerating when I say this at all. I know it might sound like it but I can promise you I am not exaggerating this.
[4:57 - 5:20] When I'm not saying is very real because these people I've literally lost out on millions of dollars and YouTube ad revenue that I could have used to help my family to help friends that fucking deserve it.
[5:20 - 5:33] To help up and coming bands and artists that I know that are insanely talented to release and build my own shit.
[5:33 - 5:45] And make a living for myself and my family so I can help my family so I can help my friends when they need it.
[5:45 - 5:50] But yeah I have no money because of these people.
[5:50 - 6:01] Because these people I literally have no fucking money and no way to fight.
[6:01 - 6:08] Because without a lawyer I have nothing.
[6:08 - 6:19] Without a lawyer I have nothing. And I can't afford one. Because around here in Akron.
[6:19 - 6:30] Around here in Akron legal help is practically non existent. There are no pro bono lawyers that work this kind of case.
[6:30 - 6:38] And believe me I fucking checked.
[6:38 - 6:46] And to you pussy motherfucking trolls especially you punk ass music bitch Marty.
[6:46 - 6:52] You fucking fat goddamn swab you piece of fucking trash.
[6:52 - 6:55] You're the one that started all this.
[6:55 - 7:01] It started with you. And what did you do.
[7:01 - 7:19] Ruined my whole life by setting me up.
[7:19 - 7:39] You glory home. You William going home you know you didn't write those songs. You know that I wrote those songs. You know that's my voice on those goddamn songs that I wrote that I recorded that I busted my ass off on.
[7:39 - 7:51] That you now have the right to because you want to fucking make it to where I don't make any money.
[7:51 - 7:55] And where is that fair to my family.
[7:55 - 7:58] Where is that fair to my friends.
[7:58 - 8:02] Where is that fair to the people that I want to help.
[8:02 - 8:06] Where is that fair to any of them.
[8:06 - 8:10] I am tired of being quiet.
[8:10 - 8:24] I'm tired of just sitting here not saying something.
[8:24 - 8:38] Is it you music biz Marty or should I say Nicholas Beagler and your little fuck buddy. William fucking glory hole.
[8:38 - 8:53] Y'all's little bitch ass fucking pet maestro mafia. A.K.K. Peters the deadbeat bitch of a mom who don't take care of her kids.
[8:53 - 9:00] I've lost everything.
[9:00 - 9:17] I've literally lost everything that I've worked my ass off on because of you.
[9:17 - 9:44] You know before you came along Marty I had a great life.
[9:44 - 9:47] I had great friends.
[9:47 - 9:56] I had an amazing girlfriend at the time that you caused to leave.
[9:56 - 9:59] I had my career as a music arts going for me.
[9:59 - 10:06] I was booking shows trying to get a show.
[10:06 - 10:18] But now I have sit here in my house a prisoner of my own home that you made me make into a prison.
[10:18 - 10:26] I didn't want my home to be a prison but you're the one that made it this way Marty not me.
[10:26 - 10:34] I never asked for my home to be a prison.
[10:34 - 10:45] I never asked to be attacked or harassed or fucking bullied.
[10:45 - 11:00] I never asked to be taken advantage of.
[11:00 - 11:07] I never asked to have my life turned upside down and essentially stolen from me.
[11:07 - 11:33] My whole life my identity who I am all of it gone in a matter of seconds.
[11:33 - 11:41] It's sickening to me.
[11:41 - 11:56] Now you trolls can sit there and do this.
[11:56 - 12:21] Everything I've worked my ass off were gone for what your pleasure your amusement.
[12:21 - 12:26] You know forget about me for a minute.
[12:26 - 12:29] What about my family?
[12:29 - 12:33] How am I supposed to make a living for my family?
[12:33 - 12:39] I mean I can't get a regular job because of you.
[12:39 - 12:49] I can't get a regular job because you trolls spreading the lies and rumors that you spread about me around Akron.
[12:49 - 12:52] I'm not allowed to get a regular job.
[12:52 - 13:14] I can't do shit.
[13:14 - 13:31] How am I supposed to provide for my family if I'm not allowed to do what I need to do to make money off my artwork make money off my music do what I need to do as a content creator.
[13:31 - 13:34] Like I said I'm tired of being quiet.
[13:34 - 13:41] I'm tired of being silent about what you people really have done to me over the last five years.
[13:41 - 13:44] I'm sick of it.
[13:44 - 13:51] It eats me up every day knowing that you guys make money off me and I'm not allowed to do anything.
[13:51 - 14:05] Do you know how much that hurts me knowing that I'm not allowed to make money off my own stuff knowing that I have to watch my family fucking suffer as I don't make a damn dime because of all you fucking trolls.
[14:05 - 14:11] You think I asked for this. No.
[14:11 - 14:19] You think I asked for you don't fuck to steal my music. Hell no.
[14:19 - 14:26] I didn't ask for any of this.
[14:26 - 14:35] And yeah I'm pissed because I have a fucking reason to be so tired of being stolen from.
[14:35 - 14:41] I'm tired of being ripped off. I'm tired of being looked down upon.
[14:41 - 14:44] I'm tired of being stolen from.
[14:44 - 15:00] I'm tired of my whole career being put on hold because you jackass trolls don't know when to leave people the fuck alone.
[15:00 - 15:12] And it kills me knowing that I have to sit here and suffer and fight and fight and fight and fight and fight some more just to make a living.
[15:12 - 15:15] I wouldn't be fighting for my career.
[15:15 - 15:20] I shouldn't be having to defend my fucking work.
[15:20 - 15:41] You want to know where I should be right now on a fucking stage doing my music performing for thousands of people that are my people making money from my family releasing albums that's what I should be doing.
[15:41 - 15:48] But yeah I'm stuck here every day beyond this computer not able to do anything.
[15:48 - 15:52] Not able to release any music like I want.
[15:52 - 16:09] Not able to fight back like I want legally. Not able to help my friends that deserve it help my family help my brother Jake Stanley when they need it.
[16:09 - 16:32] Like I said forget about me but where is this shit that y'all are doing fair to my family. Where is that fair to my friends.
[16:32 - 16:38] I just wish y'all choice can see what you put me through.
[16:38 - 16:57] I really do. I wish that y'all could see it.
[16:57 - 17:03] I just don't see how you folks can live with yourselves knowing that you ruined someone's life.
[17:04 - 17:30] No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.
[17:30 - 17:36] I know I'm being quiet all day.
[17:36 - 17:56] I've got so much going through my head right now because they show that it's hard to think.
[17:56 - 18:07] Imagine being in my shoes.
[18:07 - 18:21] Like seriously imagine being in my shoes and you have the cops telling you to get off the internet when your job is a musician and a music artist and a YouTube content creator.
[18:21 - 18:39] Imagine the cops telling you to get off your job as a content creator when it does affect your real life.
[18:39 - 19:08] It really does.
[19:08 - 19:30] I just don't understand you trolls.
[19:30 - 19:33] I really don't.
[19:33 - 19:38] I just wish that you guys wouldn't leave me to fuck on me.
[19:38 - 20:02] So somewhere else.
[20:02 - 20:17] It just kills me that I want so much because of these people.
[20:17 - 20:25] And I mean so much.
[20:25 - 20:32] And what I'm doing is not living.
[20:32 - 20:35] What I'm doing is merely existing.
[20:35 - 20:37] And that's it.
[20:37 - 20:40] Living day to day.
[20:40 - 20:45] Not knowing if I'm going to get my music off the ground because you trolls or whatever.
[20:45 - 20:53] I'm tired of this.
[20:53 - 20:55] I don't deserve this.
[20:55 - 21:04] I don't.
[21:04 - 21:27] I'm Marty the fact that you had mashed troll mafia the fact that you had mass troll mafia pretend to be 18 years old sending image owner under a child and then turn around sending 14 that is sickening you sick fuck.
[21:27 - 21:33] And yeah I called you a sick fuck because that's what you are you're a piece of fucking shit.
[21:33 - 21:41] You're a psychopathic fucking bitch a loser.
[21:41 - 21:45] You're a psychopathic asshole that needs fucking help.
[21:45 - 21:49] Clearly you need help and glory home.
[21:49 - 22:00] You need to shut your goddamn fucking mouth and fuck off and go somewhere else.
[22:00 - 22:08] Because I'm tired of being stolen from I'm tired of not being able to live my fucking life how I did five years ago.
[22:08 - 22:10] I'm tired of that.
[22:10 - 22:13] I want to get my life back.
[22:13 - 22:21] But how am I supposed to do that with no money. Thanks to you fucking jackasses.
[22:21 - 22:25] Thanks to you fucking assholes how am I supposed to fight back.
[22:25 - 22:28] How am I supposed to get my life back.
[22:28 - 22:37] I am sick of being silent about what's been going on for the last five years.
[22:37 - 22:42] I'm sick of keeping my mouth shut.
[22:42 - 23:08] That's the way I spoke up and fucking said something and that someone is me motherfuckers.
[23:08 - 23:20] And it's pretty fucking sad when you have cops show up to your house in a squad of 10 plus with pistols pointing at your fucking head.
[23:20 - 23:37] Yeah y'all ain't know about that did you. These motherfuckers called the cops at 11 o'clock tonight and had them show up to my house with a squad of 10 plus cop cars with pistols pointing at my dome, ready to kill me on for a laugh.
[23:37 - 24:03] I'm not shit ain't cool.
[24:03 - 24:12] But to everybody that does care about me I want y'all to know that I love every single one of you guys and I'm sorry that you have seen me go through this.
[24:12 - 24:28] I'm sorry that all my supporters my fans and friends and family. I'm sorry y'all gotta see me go through this.
[24:28 - 24:34] I'm tired of being quiet.
[24:34 - 24:40] I want to be able to do things again I want to be able to live my life again.
[24:40 - 25:09] I want to be able to go outside and have fun with my friends. I want to be able to go for walks and not have to carry a weapon on me at all times.
[25:09 - 25:37] I don't see how you trolls can do this.
[25:37 - 25:41] And the okay with ruining someone's life.
[25:41 - 26:10] Like you did mine.
[26:10 - 26:24] And yeah I'm more if you're right I am tired.
[26:24 - 26:28] I'm tired of being pushed around.
[26:28 - 26:34] I'm tired of being stolen from.
[26:34 - 26:43] I'm sick of being quiet. I'm tired of being made into something that I'm not.
[26:43 - 26:52] You know because you chose I now suffer from PTSD every day of my life now I suffer from it.
[26:52 - 27:05] I'm constantly sleeping every day because of you trolls barely doing anything not really doing things that I truly enjoy and that kills me.
[27:05 - 27:10] You guys are literally slowing the way killing me.
[27:10 - 27:15] You guys are slowly killing me.
[27:15 - 27:23] And what are you going to do if I ended up dead huh to the trolls what are you going to do if I ended up dead tomorrow.
[27:23 - 27:44] You're going to make another video laugh take my videos make fun of me some more or make fun of my family some more.
[27:44 - 28:08] Or what else are you going to do still all my music and playing for yourself.
[28:08 - 28:26] You're not going to do that for the last five years.
[28:26 - 28:53] I am barely slept because I've always had to be in alert. I've always had to be on guard 24/7 because of you trolls.
[28:53 - 29:01] Yeah I might walk around smile on my face but don't let that smile pull you I'm dealing with I'm dealing with a lot.
[29:01 - 29:21] I'm literally dealing with PTSD being an alert of fear wondering when this is all going to stop wanting to get my stuff back.
[29:21 - 29:27] I don't deserve this.
[29:27 - 29:30] I don't.
[29:30 - 29:38] Before all this like I said before all this started, I had a wonderful life.
[29:38 - 29:44] I had the girl of my dreams as my girlfriend I had a career in music.
[29:44 - 29:55] I was working on developing my own game through RPG maker and be at the time with some friends that was doing very well.
[29:55 - 30:06] I was doing reaction videos releasing my own music when I wanted.
[30:06 - 30:14] I was booking shows having fun going out with my friends and family having a good time.
[30:14 - 30:19] But now I'm stuck here in my home as a fucking prisoner.
[30:19 - 30:29] And to the acrupedi I say this. Fuck you and what you fucking think.
[30:29 - 30:43] Because this shit does affect my real life and it has. So that anybody out there says that gangstalk ain't real.
[30:43 - 30:47] Let me tell you this motherfuckers. It is.
[30:47 - 30:49] It's very real.
[30:49 - 30:55] It's a lot more real than you think.
[30:55 - 31:01] Because I have lived the last five years through it.
[31:01 - 31:07] The last five years have been me living through an endless nightmare.
[31:07 - 31:11] Yeah I've said shit and done shit that I'm not proud of.
[31:11 - 31:16] So that I am embarrassed by.
[31:16 - 31:21] But you trolls are the ones that put me in those positions.
[31:21 - 31:27] I'm tired of being the victim. It's about goddamn time somebody spoke the truth.
[31:27 - 31:30] I'm tired of being the victim.
[31:30 - 31:33] I'm tired of being attacked.
[31:33 - 31:55] I'm tired of my music and everything I work my ass off on being stolen from me in a matter of minutes.
[31:55 - 32:02] I want my life back. That's all I want.
[32:02 - 32:31] I just want my life back to the way that I was where I was happy having fun.
[32:31 - 33:00] I just want my life back to the way that I was when I was a kid.
[33:00 - 33:48] Oh.
[33:48 - 33:53] Five years.
[33:53 - 34:03] Five years down the train.
[34:03 - 34:13] And all for what.
[34:13 - 34:23] My whole career.
[34:23 - 34:30] Destroyed because of you fucking trolls.
[34:30 - 34:35] Like I said before you guys I had a life. I had a wonderful life.
[34:35 - 34:47] I had something that I want back on and be proud of.
[34:47 - 34:53] I had an amazing girlfriend I had music I was released every day.
[34:53 - 34:57] I had the job of my dreams.
[34:57 - 35:03] My dream job and the girl my dreams to support me the whole way.
[35:03 - 35:10] But what did you trolls do. You chased her all and ruined my life.
[35:10 - 35:23] And you changed me forever.
[35:23 - 35:29] Your trolls know.
[35:29 - 35:37] That you guys are pieces of fucking shit.
[35:37 - 35:45] And you deserve everything that you've done to me have happened to you.
[35:45 - 35:49] I want my life back.
[35:49 - 35:54] I don't care who I have to go through to get it I am taking my life back.
[35:54 - 35:58] Like I said I don't care what I have to go through to get it.
[35:58 - 36:04] I don't fucking care.
[36:04 - 36:11] I want my life back to the way it was.
[36:11 - 36:21] So fuck you trolls. Fuck the troll community. Fuck the locale community. And fuck anybody out there. That's a bully.