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2021-10-23 REACHING OUT FOR HELP !!!!!!!!!!!!


Uploaded by UNOFFICIAL CYRAX ARCHIVE on March 9th, 2023
Original upload date: October 23rd, 2021 (automatically grabbed from title)
[0:08 - 0:19] Hello everyone, good morning to those that are watching this.
[0:19 - 0:33] I'm making this livestream video to reach out to anybody that is willing to listen and is willing to help me.
[0:33 - 0:39] Because I'm in a very bad place right now.
[0:39 - 0:48] Not physically, but my life is in a very, very dangerous place in my life.
[0:48 - 1:04] I'm making this for the group known as Anonymous or anybody out there who is willing to step up and help and listen to what I'm going through.
[1:04 - 1:22] About two years ago I met this guy named Music Biz Marty who I didn't know would become one of my biggest trolls on the internet.
[1:22 - 1:28] He had bullied me for a very, very long time and then kind of stopped.
[1:28 - 1:42] But none of that compares to what happened seven months ago.
[1:42 - 2:01] Seven months ago I was approached on Music Biz Marty's livestream when me and him were friends by somebody by the name of Kate who also went by the name Masshole Reports.
[2:01 - 2:16] Now I thought that name was just a name but she had said that she had liked me and I found out that she was not altogether there in the head.
[2:16 - 2:32] After me and her had split because we did date for a couple days and then we wound up splitting because I found out she was not mentally well.
[2:32 - 2:39] So I wound up leaving her.
[2:39 - 2:46] Next day I met this girl who was 17 about to be 18 that next day.
[2:46 - 2:53] She said that she was a fan and was being bullied.
[2:53 - 3:07] She really could connect with my stuff and I gave her advice on what she could do and stuff and we really got to know each other.
[3:07 - 3:14] We sat down, we talked that whole day about literally everything by phone.
[3:14 - 3:24] It was like literally a four to five hour conversation by phone.
[3:24 - 3:34] She had actually called from a private number so I didn't know the number exactly.
[3:34 - 3:49] But later that day I had found out the number and what it was through a friend of mine.
[3:49 - 3:55] I called her and asked her like why did you write your number and I found out that she was scared and stuff and I get it.
[3:55 - 4:00] People do scary stuff. It is what it is.
[4:00 - 4:07] So in my mind I was like okay I get why she did it. I can forgive that.
[4:07 - 4:16] Well later that day we were talking by text and things heated up.
[4:17 - 4:27] Not in a bad way but in a sexual way.
[4:27 - 4:32] She had talked to me and called me and then sent me a photo and a video.
[4:32 - 4:41] Because like I said she was getting ready to be 18 that next day within 24 hours so she was basically already 18.
[4:41 - 4:46] And the age of consent here in Ohio is 16.
[4:46 - 4:50] So I knew everything was okay.
[4:50 - 5:07] Well later that day I didn't know it but she had hit me back with a photo of an underage child with no clothes on and claimed to be 14.
[5:07 - 5:16] Ever since then I have been being harassed.
[5:16 - 5:19] I have been called a pedophile.
[5:19 - 5:23] I've had death threats towards my family.
[5:23 - 5:36] Death threats towards myself. I myself have said death threats towards people because it was in protection of myself and my family.
[5:36 - 5:42] Music Biz Marty has started harassing me again because of all this.
[5:42 - 5:45] I lost my job that I had.
[5:45 - 5:53] My girlfriend I had at that time.
[5:53 - 6:10] I found out that the people that orchestrated this whole entrapment deal with Massable Reports comes from the same community that trolled Chris Chan and got him arrested just a mere few months ago.
[6:10 - 6:13] They come from that evil community.
[6:13 - 6:17] I have reached out to the police.
[6:17 - 6:21] I've reached out to the FBI.
[6:21 - 6:25] I've reached out to everyone that I can.
[6:25 - 6:36] These people have hacked into my personal life and what I mean hacked into my personal life they've gotten private information that nobody else should have.
[6:36 - 6:42] They've obtained photos of my family that they shouldn't have.
[6:42 - 6:48] They have made memes of me on the internet.
[6:48 - 6:55] They have made an entire they have made an entire thread on me on Kiwi Farms.
[6:55 - 7:11] They continue to post videos bullying me harassing me attacking me and a couple times they have pushed me to the edge of suicide.
[7:11 - 7:20] Twice in a row I got pushed to the edge of suicide because of these bullies and no one's doing anything to help.
[7:20 - 7:24] The police think that I'm crazy when I'm not.
[7:24 - 7:35] All this is very much very real and is really going on and I don't know who to turn to.
[7:35 - 7:38] I don't know who to reach out to.
[7:38 - 7:48] These people have obtained my address have showed up at my house ready to kill me.
[7:48 - 7:59] They have I used to go into the music name Shadow Blade.
[7:59 - 8:06] They have stolen my music stolen my name bought my name flat out from underneath of me.
[8:06 - 8:21] They have been really trying to make me out to be somebody that I'm not and honestly I don't know what to do anymore.
[8:21 - 8:30] And that's why I'm making this video to reach out to anybody that is willing to listen and anybody that is willing to help me fight this.
[8:30 - 8:35] Anybody that is willing to help me fight this bullying.
[8:35 - 8:40] Please help me because this is not a joke.
[8:40 - 8:42] This is very very real.
[8:42 - 8:59] I later found out just a few actually a couple days ago that an asshole reports has a daughter that is 15 years old and is doing drugs on the streets while she sits here on the Internet bullying people.
[8:59 - 9:08] People like myself and I don't know what to do anymore.
[9:08 - 9:13] I can't even go outside without looking over my shoulder in fear.
[9:13 - 9:24] I can't go to the store without getting stares from people that you people that used to be my friends here in the neighborhood.
[9:24 - 9:33] Now look at me like I'm some sort of monster when I'm not I go to the park.
[9:33 - 9:43] I constantly have to take a knife with me for protection when I used to be able to go down to the lake without having to worry.
[9:43 - 9:51] I'm constantly worrying about what's going to be uploaded next.
[9:51 - 10:05] I'm always losing sleep over all this because I wake up the next day and I see another video posted on me being harassed being laughed at being mocked.
[10:05 - 10:10] And I don't know what to do anymore.
[10:10 - 10:18] So if anyone out there sees this, I need help and bad.
[10:18 - 10:22] Yes, I've made death threats that were very gruesome.
[10:22 - 10:32] I will admit that I've said some very gruesome things, but all those gruesome things I said were out of defense for myself and my family.
[10:32 - 10:37] I have been labeled mentally unstable by the police when I'm not.
[10:37 - 10:45] I've gone down every avenue that I can to try to stop this and I don't know what to do anymore.
[10:45 - 10:56] So anybody out there can help me get my story out there and to put a stop to this so that I can live my life again.
[10:56 - 10:58] Please do so.
[10:58 - 11:08] Whether it's taking it to the news, whether it's taking it to anonymous or a bigger group that would be willing to help me.
[11:08 - 11:13] I need help.
[11:13 - 11:16] I cannot fight this on my own anymore.
[11:16 - 11:20] I have been a victim in my own home.
[11:21 - 11:34] I have literally had to sit here in my own home and be victimized by people on the Internet that they're just straight up fucking bullies that think that they know me.
[11:34 - 11:39] That think they have the right to intrude on my life.
[11:39 - 11:47] This is not a fucking game.
[11:47 - 11:49] This is very, very real.
[11:49 - 11:54] And this is actually happening.
[11:54 - 11:57] I've been victimized for the last seven months.
[11:57 - 12:02] I've been physically sick from stress.
[12:02 - 12:09] I can't go outside without looking over my shoulder in fear.
[12:09 - 12:21] I can't go to the store without being stared at with the dirtiest looks.
[12:21 - 12:38] I was on a professional gaming team just a few days ago with the group known as the Envy Drift Mafia.
[12:38 - 12:45] And these people had gotten me kicked off of that team because of this.
[12:45 - 12:54] And you guys, for those of you that don't know me, I actually do music and I also do a lot of gaming.
[12:54 - 13:02] I'm very big in the games like the Forza franchise, Need for Speed, Dirt Rally 2.0, all that stuff.
[13:02 - 13:09] And I finally found a drift team that a few years ago that I felt like I could connect with.
[13:09 - 13:19] And I found out that those guys that I was talking to were actually part of the famous drift team known as the Envy Drift Mafia,
[13:19 - 13:22] whom I became very close with.
[13:22 - 13:27] I've lost credibility in things that I do.
[13:28 - 13:34] I've had people send disgusting things to my house.
[13:34 - 13:40] Like one person sent a bag of dog shit mixed with hay to my house.
[13:40 - 13:50] Another person sent a fucking sex toy in pure disrespect to my house.
[13:50 - 13:54] I've had people mock me live.
[13:54 - 14:01] I've had people harass me every day of my life.
[14:01 - 14:08] I've had people call Humane Society on me for my dog when my dog is perfectly fine.
[14:08 - 14:13] I've had people call the police on me for welfare checks multiple times.
[14:13 - 14:20] And I don't know what the fuck to do anymore.
[14:20 - 14:32] I'm tired of living in fear, and I'm tired of being scared of being able to live my life.
[14:32 - 14:36] I truthfully don't know what to do anymore.
[14:36 - 14:53] Three years ago before I started being bullied, I was a happy person.
[14:53 - 15:04] I started out on YouTube back in 2009 making AMVs and just getting my foot in the door with doing music.
[15:04 - 15:08] Because I came up around music when I was in high school.
[15:08 - 15:13] I had lost literally the day before I started YouTube.
[15:13 - 15:22] My best friend David had passed away from a drowning accident down at a place that everybody around here calls the gorge.
[15:22 - 15:31] And so my first video was a memorial video of photos of me and him together in high school.
[15:31 - 15:35] And just him and his girlfriend and his band that he had at the time.
[15:35 - 15:40] And just hanging out with his friends as a tribute to him.
[15:40 - 15:51] And from there I made a promise that for him I would do my best to keep his legacy alive in doing music.
[15:51 - 16:00] Which is what I've been doing.
[16:00 - 16:04] Everything was good up until a couple years ago.
[16:04 - 16:10] Two years ago I had had legitimate fans who enjoyed a lot of my work.
[16:10 - 16:19] Whether it was AMVs, whether it was songs, whether it was instrumentals, whether it was vlogs, it didn't matter.
[16:19 - 16:23] Like people were genuinely enjoying my work.
[16:23 - 16:35] And then two years ago when Marty started bullying me, when music biz Marty started bullying me, that's when it all went downhill.
[16:35 - 16:42] But honestly I was not prepared for what happened seven months ago.
[16:42 - 16:56] I was not prepared for that.
[16:56 - 17:06] And now ever since then I live my life in constant fear.
[17:06 - 17:12] I'm constantly being harassed in my own live streams.
[17:12 - 17:22] My phone and stuff's constantly being blown up with text messages and phone calls from very, very evil people.
[17:22 - 17:26] That genuinely want to kill me.
[17:26 - 17:31] Because of a mistake that I made that I wrote the wrong for.
[17:31 - 17:46] That I came out and admitted that I was wrong for.
[17:46 - 17:53] Am I a bad person? No.
[17:53 - 18:01] At this point I don't know what to do about all this because the police won't listen to me.
[18:01 - 18:06] Nobody will listen to me. Everybody's constantly attacking me every single day.
[18:06 - 18:13] So if anybody out there can help me please, please help me put a stop to this.
[18:13 - 18:21] Please help me end this bullying so that nobody else has to fucking suffer the way that I have.
[18:21 - 18:38] Because I never asked for this. I never once asked for this kind of harassment.
[18:38 - 18:55] And if any group out there like Anonymous or any group that know that can help me get my story out there to the news, to the media, to anything.
[18:55 - 19:02] To the newspaper. I don't care where it gets to but I need help from outside sources.
[19:02 - 19:08] So if anybody out there is willing to hear me out please I am begging for help.
[19:08 - 19:18] I need help. I am literally trapped in my own home because of these people.
[19:18 - 19:27] I can't live my life anymore because of these people and this is a constant daily thing.
[19:27 - 19:36] So I am literally begging anyone out there who can help me get in contact with the right people to stop this.
[19:36 - 19:45] Please help me get my life back so that I can be a successful person for my family.
[19:45 - 19:53] If you guys don't know what I do, like I said, I do music right here from home.
[19:53 - 20:03] I live with my family and I actually help to take care of my mom and her boyfriend Ed who are both elderly during the daytime.
[20:03 - 20:09] While Ed's at work I help to look after my mom in any way that I can.
[20:09 - 20:22] I do pretty much the same with my soon to be girlfriend because she actually has a catheter.
[20:22 - 20:31] So I help remind her to do what she needs to do with that along with her family.
[20:31 - 20:44] I do have a good support team but honestly I need help so bad.
[20:44 - 20:49] Like I don't know what to do any fucking more.
[20:49 - 20:55] I'm tired of being scared. I'm tired of living in fear and I need help.
[20:55 - 21:02] So if anybody out there is willing to help me to put an end to all this shit.
[21:03 - 21:14] To William Glory Hole, to Mass Home Reports, to Music Biz, Marty, please I am begging somebody out there to please, please help me.
[21:14 - 21:21] Because I need it. I need the fucking help.
[21:21 - 21:27] I need to put this to a stop so I can live my life normally again.
[21:27 - 21:35] Because honestly I am tired of being sick. I'm tired of not being able to do what I love.
[21:35 - 21:44] I'm tired of not being able to live my life and go outside to the store or go hang out with my friends without being an alert of fear.
[21:44 - 21:52] So if anybody out there is willing to help please, please reach out to me.
[21:52 - 22:01] If any larger groups out there are willing to help get my story out there please I need help.
[22:01 - 22:05] I need this video to go viral.
[22:05 - 22:09] I need this video to explode like a wildfire.
[22:09 - 22:14] Because I need help.
[22:14 - 22:17] Because the police won't do anything.
[22:17 - 22:22] And the law enforcement blatantly is refusing to help me.
[22:22 - 22:26] And I don't know who else to turn to.
[22:26 - 22:31] So if anyone out there can please help me.
[22:31 - 22:37] Please. I need help.
[22:37 - 22:45] And that. Thank you for listening.
Transcribed by lolcow.city as id '711' on August 6th, 2024