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2021-10-25 please Stop


Uploaded by UNOFFICIAL CYRAX ARCHIVE on March 9th, 2023
Original upload date: October 25th, 2021 (automatically grabbed from title)
[0:01 - 0:34] What's up everyone, you guys know who this is, I just want you guys to know that I, like I said earlier, given the circumstances of what's going on, the fact that there is a possible, the fact that there is a hard drive out there that, you know, could possibly be mine with a whole bunch of shit on it,
[0:34 - 0:44] like I said, I didn't know there was a hard drive out there until somebody, you know, brought it to my attention.
[0:44 - 1:07] Due to those circumstances and putting my family's lives at risk, like I said, I'm not live streaming for a while, I'm going to be focusing more on, you know, writing music, writing songs, recording again and stuff like that.
[1:07 - 1:31] But to the people that are doing this to me, I just have one thing to say and that is you guys really, really need to stop what you're doing because my family is being put at risk now because of your actions.
[1:31 - 1:50] I don't know if you truly understand, but right now my family is like, they're everything to me, but right now I am all my family's got.
[1:50 - 2:01] While my stepdads at work, I have to be here to help take care of my mom and I can't do that if I'm locked away for 10 years.
[2:01 - 2:17] I don't deserve what you guys are doing. I really don't. I understand that what I did was wrong and I get that and I fully take responsibility for it.
[2:17 - 2:28] You know, like I said, the cops, they came out, I showed them everything and they saw no need to arrest me.
[2:28 - 2:56] So to the people that are doing this shit, I'm asking you to please stop, you know, think about what you're doing because you're not only affecting my life, you're affecting my family, my friends.
[2:56 - 3:14] You're affecting people that I care about. Like I said, I don't know if the hard drive is even mine or not. I mean, I highly doubt it is, but I don't know.
[3:14 - 3:33] Because to the people that are doing this stuff, I'm asking you guys to please stop. You know, I understand that you're mad about what I did, but it doesn't need to go this far.
[3:33 - 3:44] It doesn't need to end like this, you know, like I'm just a normal guy trying to make a living doing his music. That's it.
[3:44 - 3:54] You know, I'm just trying to make a living doing what I love so I can help my family so that I can provide for my family.
[3:54 - 4:20] And like I said, the whole stuff with Kate never should have happened. And I get that. But I'm asking you guys that are doing this to just please stop what you're doing.
[4:20 - 4:32] It doesn't have to go this far. I understand trolling me and doing this and that. I get it when you troll me about that. I get it.
[4:32 - 4:51] But this right here, what you guys are doing, it doesn't need to happen. What you guys are doing is unacceptable and it's inexcusable.
[4:51 - 5:01] And this doesn't need to be happening. Because as I said, I am all my family has.
[5:01 - 5:19] Okay, my mom has to have a cane to get around now and needs help getting out of bed and getting to the restroom when needed, even with a cane.
[5:19 - 5:33] And if I'm not here to help her with that or to help my stepdad with what he needs help with, what am I going to do? You know, what good am I?
[5:33 - 5:47] I don't need to be spending 10 years behind bars over you guys doing this shit to me since 2009.
[5:47 - 6:02] I didn't even know you guys were watching me for that long. But honestly, it needs to stop. It's not cute and it's not funny.
[6:02 - 6:28] Real lives are being affected. I can't imagine how my family is going to live without me there.
[6:28 - 6:48] I can't even begin to think about, you know, if I'm in jail, you know, and my mom passes away, I don't know how I'm going to handle that.
[6:48 - 7:06] Like, I don't know how I would handle that. And honestly, I want to be able to make my mom and my family proud of me by being successful doing what I love to do.
[7:06 - 7:17] In order for me to be successful, I need you guys to stop what you're doing.
[7:17 - 7:31] Be able to provide for my family the best way that I know how. And the best way that I know how is through my music.
[7:31 - 7:47] I don't have any other options. I was raised taking care of my family my whole life.
[7:47 - 7:57] I was raised taking care of my family my whole life. So taking care of my family is all I know.
[8:00 - 8:05] Only taking care of my family is all that I've ever known.
[8:05 - 8:14] And I want to be able to continue to take care of my family by being able to provide for them money wise.
[8:14 - 8:26] And the best way I can do that is through my music. So I'm asking you guys to please stop what you're doing.
[8:26 - 8:32] It doesn't have to go this far. It doesn't have to be like this.
[8:32 - 8:49] So I'm asking you guys, I'm asking you guys to please stop what you're doing.
[8:49 - 8:53] Let all this go and move on.
[8:53 - 9:03] Because as I said, I'm just a simple guy trying to do what he loves for a living.
[9:03 - 9:06] That's all I'm trying to do.
[9:06 - 9:13] I'm just a simple guy trying to provide for my family doing what he loves to do the most.
Transcribed by lolcow.city as id '690' on August 6th, 2024