2022-11-24 Living a Normal Life For a while (Facebook)

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[0:30 - 0:32] >> What's up, everybody?
[0:32 - 0:35] I know it's kind of weird, but it's kind of chilling here,
[0:35 - 0:38] so I'm kind of wrapped up here.
[0:38 - 0:46] But I've been thinking about a lot of stuff over the last few days.
[0:46 - 0:53] And I'll be honest, so much has gone on in the last five years of my life
[0:53 - 1:04] that have changed me forever, some in good ways, some in bad.
[1:04 - 1:10] But due to the pressure that I've been under the last five years
[1:10 - 1:17] from being trolled, being harassed, having my life put in danger,
[1:17 - 1:26] and being physically sick a lot of the times because of the stress that I've had to deal with,
[1:26 - 1:36] I have decided with the speaking of my family.
[1:36 - 1:42] Like, I spoke with my family about this. I talked with a couple very close friends of mine about this.
[1:42 - 1:52] And I have decided to make the conscious decision to live a normal, average, everyday life for a while.
[1:52 - 2:00] Like, I don't want you trolls coming in here, harassing me, bugging me, blowing up my phone.
[2:00 - 2:03] I just want to be left alone.
[2:03 - 2:12] I just want to be left alone to live my life in peace for a while.
[2:12 - 2:18] Because right now, I'm dealing with something that is known as stress-induced eczema.
[2:18 - 2:27] And in order to combat the eczema properly, I need to be in a stress-free environment.
[2:27 - 2:33] And being on YouTube and being around the bullshit, it's not helping me.
[2:33 - 2:47] If anything, it's making it worse to where I may end up in the hospital again, like I've done before.
[2:47 - 3:03] So, starting today now, I do not want to be bothered with any bullshit related to YouTube.
[3:03 - 3:08] I do not care about what you trolls have to say.
[3:08 - 3:15] I will be ignoring any and all text messages that you trolls try to send me.
[3:15 - 3:24] I already have it to where you guys cannot call me as far as the trolls go.
[3:24 - 3:28] Because I need to be resting and getting well.
[3:28 - 3:39] I will not be on YouTube or any kind of social media streaming platform for a very long time.
[3:39 - 3:48] And when I say a very long time, I mean like months, possibly even a couple years.
[3:48 - 3:51] I don't know.
[3:51 - 3:55] But what I do know is that I need to get well.
[3:55 - 3:59] Because right now, I'm not okay.
[3:59 - 4:09] This stress-induced eczema has me in a very not so good state and I need to get well.
[4:09 - 4:16] And as I said, in order to get well, I need to be in a stress-free environment.
[4:16 - 4:29] Which is why I am, like I said, I am believing YouTube, I am believing social media streaming possibly for good.
[4:29 - 4:32] Because I want to do better with my life.
[4:32 - 4:34] I want to be better.
[4:34 - 4:39] I want to be able to do things with my life.
[4:39 - 4:46] I want to be able to enjoy having my freedom back.
[4:46 - 4:50] I want to be able to go to the store without being attacked.
[4:50 - 5:00] I want to be able to go hang out with my friends and live a normal life.
[5:00 - 5:10] This social media shit, I thought it was for me but it's not right now.
[5:10 - 5:18] Because of everything that I've been through, it's not been good for me.
[5:18 - 5:25] And I want to get better and I want to do better for myself, my friends and my family.
[5:25 - 5:36] And in order to get better, as I said, I need to get away from all the crap that I've been put through.
[5:36 - 5:44] So to Marty Greicher and William Gloryhole, I know you guys are probably going to be watching this on YouTube.
[5:44 - 5:47] But I know you are.
[5:47 - 5:52] All I ask is that you guys leave me alone.
[5:52 - 6:01] That's all I ask is that you leave me alone and you let me live my life in peace please.
[6:01 - 6:06] You can make fun of me, say what you want, I don't care.
[6:06 - 6:17] But I am leaving social media as far as a content creator goes for a very long time.
[6:17 - 6:22] Because what I've been put through, no one deserves.
[6:22 - 6:31] The victimizing I've had to endure, no one deserves that.
[6:31 - 6:37] I want to take time for me, my friends and my family again.
[6:37 - 6:47] I want to live a normal life where I can sleep in, watch TV, watch movies, have fun with my friends and family.
[6:47 - 6:57] I don't want this lifestyle if it means me almost getting hurt and me almost getting killed.
[6:57 - 7:00] I don't want it.
[7:00 - 7:20] Which is why I'm making the announcement right now that until further notice, I am retiring from YouTube and I am retiring from all social media as a content creator.
[7:20 - 7:29] And I also am going to be taking a break from music and everything in general.
[7:29 - 7:40] I am retiring from everything in general for a while because I want to do better for myself.
[7:40 - 7:47] I know a lot of you guys might not be happy with that but that's just the way that it is.
[7:47 - 7:52] I had a good run and I enjoyed every bit of it.
[7:52 - 8:06] So with that being said, this will be the last video on here for, I don't know, I don't know when the next video is going to be.
[8:06 - 8:25] So with that being said, here's to my new life of being normal and being regular and getting my life back.
[8:25 - 8:36] And with that being said, I love you guys, and yeah, I will see you guys on my Facebook and in my Discord.
[8:36 - 8:37] I love you guys.
[8:37 - 8:38] Peace.