2021-6-15 fight your demons

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[1:04 - 1:08] So...
[1:08 - 1:14] Hey babe, message me into the ends of the tube. Message me on Discord.
[1:14 - 1:32] But when they show, I'd like to dedicate to not only a good friend who has a cousin who's dealing with an abusive relationship,
[1:32 - 1:52] but I'd like to dedicate this show to every one of you out there that's dealing with something, whether it's suicide, abuse, whether it's depression, whether it's being bullied, no matter what it is, no matter what you're going through.
[1:52 - 1:58] This show is for all of you.
[1:58 - 2:06] Thank you.
[2:06 - 16:26] [Music]
[16:26 - 16:33] I know a lot of you guys have suffered in the same ways that I have.
[16:33 - 16:38] And if you guys have ever lost somebody that you truly love,
[16:38 - 16:44] that you wish you could give back the same way that I do, this is for you.
[16:44 - 16:47] Shout out to my boy Matt on this one, man.
[16:47 - 25:20] [Music]
[25:20 - 25:26] This song right here, guys, this one to every one of you.
[25:26 - 25:35] And I'm not just saying on here, I'm saying anybody out there that's watching this right now across all platforms.
[25:35 - 25:43] If you guys have ever been in any kind of an abusive relationship, whether it's physical, mental, emotional,
[25:43 - 25:50] no matter what kind of abuse that you've faced, this song is for you guys.
[25:50 - 25:54] Because like yourselves, I know what it's like to go through abuse.
[25:54 - 26:01] And let me tell you, I hope this song inspires you and I hope it pushes you to get the fuck out of it while you still can.
[26:01 - 26:05] While there's still time.
[26:05 - 26:08] Don't make the same mistake I made.
[26:08 - 26:10] Don't wait around.
[26:10 - 26:15] Don't make the same mistake I made and wait around and let it get worse.
[26:15 - 26:42] Don't make the mistake I made.
[26:42 - 33:29] [Music]
[33:29 - 33:35] And that's facts, man.
[33:35 - 33:42] That's just facts, man. Don't let these motherfuckers push you guys around.
[33:42 - 33:48] Because you guys, all you motherfuckers watching right now, every one of you is fucking awesome.
[33:48 - 33:56] And nobody deserves to be treated like shit. No one deserves abuse. No one deserves hate or hurt.
[33:56 - 34:03] No one deserves any kind of bullshit. No one deserves to be treated like shit.
[34:03 - 34:10] I trust me when I say you are a lot stronger than you fucking think you are.
[34:10 - 34:15] Because I want to tell you, there was a point in my life where I didn't know if I would escape abuse.
[34:15 - 34:20] I didn't know if I would get out of any of the bad situations that I was in.
[34:20 - 34:27] There was times where I didn't know what to do, didn't know how to escape.
[34:27 - 34:32] So believe me when I say I know what it's like to deal with that. And it's not easy.
[34:32 - 34:36] It's really not easy. It's one of the hardest things you could ever deal with.
[34:36 - 34:44] It's one of the hardest things in the fucking world to try to find a way out of a bad situation that seems endless.
[34:44 - 34:48] That seems like there's no end.
[34:48 - 34:51] Trust me, I've had a lot better share.
[34:52 - 36:52] [Silence]
[36:52 - 37:03] I hope this song right here makes everyone of you the warriors that you are.
[37:03 - 37:08] Because everyone of you is a warrior in your own right.
[37:08 - 40:39] [Silence]
[40:39 - 40:46] And with those wars we fight comes stars.
[40:46 - 41:07] [Silence]
[41:07 - 41:18] I don't know why I chew around crowds that have the scars that I've got.
[41:18 - 44:30] [Silence]
[44:30 - 44:49] And with each scar that we gain, with each and every scar that we gain through the pain that we overcome, those cloudy days do bring this, they bring the rain every time.
[44:49 - 45:04] [Silence]
[45:04 - 45:07] So just know there are brighter days ahead.
[45:07 - 46:04] [Silence]
[46:04 - 46:15] These are the face my fears, the past is gone, I was just standing here.
[46:15 - 46:24] Just standing here.
[46:24 - 46:52] [Silence]
[46:52 - 46:58] So give me something to believe in, and I'll bring you rain.
[46:58 - 47:02] Bring the blood, grab the inches, that's fun.
[47:02 - 47:09] Something to believe in, bring the blood, grab the inches, that's fun.
[47:09 - 47:15] Something to believe in, bring the blood, grab the inches.
[47:15 - 47:24] We are something to believe in, bring the blood, grab the inches.
[47:24 - 47:53] Thunder, I believe, now bring the rain, you bring the thunder, I believe, yeah you better believe, now bring the rain, you bring the thunder.
[47:53 - 48:06] [Silence]
[48:06 - 48:29] Just standing here, just standing here.
[48:29 - 48:36] Ooh, it's made of my eyes, they're lying away.
[48:36 - 48:43] Here it is just a blind spot, there's your dogs on the plane.
[48:43 - 48:50] I was telling the lie, you want on your stage.
[48:50 - 48:57] So give me something to believe in, and I'll bring the rain.
[48:57 - 49:58] [Silence]
[49:58 - 50:14] And this one right here, this is for everyone out there to remind you that no matter what people say about you, no matter what they do, they can never stop you.
[50:14 - 50:23] Because you are untouchable in your own way.
[50:23 - 51:01] [Silence]
[51:01 - 51:16] You don't know how to prove you're one, you're the one, the one and why.
[51:16 - 53:45] [Silence]
[53:45 - 54:14] You can't fucking stop me. You can't fucking stop me. You can't fucking stop me. You can't fucking stop me.
[54:14 - 54:31] You can't fucking stop me. You can't fucking stop me.
[54:31 - 55:35] [Silence]
[55:35 - 55:43] In looking at young people involved in the occult, do you see any particular type of bridge?
[55:43 - 55:57] I have personally observed people wearing black fingernails, having their hair painted black, wearing black t-shirts, sometimes being a little attached.
[55:57 - 57:50] [Silence]
[57:50 - 58:00] We fight or fight for this tonight.
[58:00 - 58:20] We lost their pains. We made our plans. I can't go wrong without your love, you lost it never will go.
[58:20 - 58:34] We tried your best to turn out the light. Turn out the light.
[58:34 - 59:01] [Silence]
[59:01 - 59:25] We fight or fight for this tonight. We lost their pains. We made our plans.
[59:25 - 59:35] I can't go wrong without your love, you lost it never will go.
[59:35 - 59:54] We tried your best to turn out the light. Turn out the light.
[59:54 - 60:09] [Silence]
[60:09 - 60:20] That's actually not a bad idea, dude. You know what, I was thinking about combining something. I ought to work on it, but I've got some ideas in mind that I am going to run through and see what you guys think.
[60:20 - 60:26] But with that being said, guys, I do hope that this helps you guys in some sort of way.
[60:26 - 60:43] Like I said, man, I want to hop on here and do this show not only for a friend of mine who's dealing with something, but hopefully this kind of helps some of you as well who have been or are going through very similar situations that I'm going through as well that I've dealt with.
[60:43 - 60:53] You know, hopefully this helps you guys to see that you're not alone. We all have our battles. We all have our demons that we face every day.
[60:53 - 61:07] But at the end of the day, it's up to us to whether we let those demons consume us and destroy us or we rise up and we fight and we destroy those demons and we become better people from it.
[61:07 - 61:16] Yes, during that war, during that dark war, you might get cut up, you might get bruised, you might walk away with some scars.
[61:16 - 61:29] But at the end of it all, I promise you, you will come out a stronger person. And I hope that you leave here today feeling stronger than you did when you came into this stream.
[61:29 - 61:36] I hope that every one of you feels a little bit stronger than what you did when you first came in.
[61:36 - 61:47] And I hope that I was able to help you in some sort of way. Because like you, I know what that's like. I know what it's like to feel low. I know what it's like to feel like nothing.
[61:47 - 61:55] I know what it feels like to feel inferior to people. I know what it's like to feel down, destroyed, like you're not worth anything.
[61:55 - 62:08] But let me tell you right the fuck now, every single one of you watching this stream right now is worth something. You are worth something. To me and to every other person here, you are worth something.
[62:08 - 62:11] Every one of you is worth something.
[62:11 - 62:22] And it's time y'all go out and get out what you're fucking worth.
[62:22 - 62:47] Matter of fact, I'm going to leave you with a very, very famous speech that I fucking live by every day that I do apply to my, that I do apply every fucking day.
[62:47 - 63:00] Worked. Human. What it being forced apart, brought us even closer to our own humanity.
[63:00 - 63:10] We don't have to be sure it does. Why you got a lot going on, kid. Well my last name. That's the reason I got a decent job. That's the reason why people deal with me in the first place.
[63:10 - 63:23] Now I start to get a little ahead. I start to get a little something for myself, and this happens. Now I'm asking you as a favor, not to go through this okay this is only going to end up bad for you, this is going to end up bad for me.
[63:23 - 63:26] Did you get a burden? Yeah, in the way you are.
[63:26 - 63:33] That's the thing I ever wanted to do. I know that's not what you want to do, but that's just the way that it is. Don't you care what people think?
[63:33 - 63:47] Doesn't it bother you that people are making you out to be a joke and that all might be included in that? Do you think that's right? Do you?
[63:47 - 63:50] We ain't going to believe this.
[63:50 - 63:52] We used to fit right here.
[63:52 - 63:57] I had old you up, you said to your mother, this kid's going to be the best kid in the world.
[63:57 - 64:06] This kid's going to be somebody better than anybody ever knew, and you're a good, wonderful, it was great just watching you every day, it was like a privilege.
[64:06 - 64:14] And the time come for you to be your own man and take on the world, and you did, but somewhere along the line, you changed.
[64:14 - 64:19] You stopped being you. You let people stick a finger in your face and tell you you're no good.
[64:19 - 64:27] And when things got hard, you started looking for something to blame, like a big shadow.
[64:27 - 64:29] Let me tell you something you already know.
[64:29 - 64:40] The world ain't all sunshine and rainbows. It's a very mean and nasty place and I don't care how tough you are, it will beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently if you let it.
[64:40 - 64:53] You, me and nobody is going to hit as hard as life, but it ain't about how hard you hit, it's about how hard you can get hit and keep moving forward, how much you can take and keep moving forward.
[64:53 - 64:56] That's how we do this God.
[64:56 - 65:07] Now if you know what you're worth, I'm going to get what you're worth, but you got to be willing to take the hits and not pointing fingers saying you ain't where you want to be because of him or her or anybody.
[65:07 - 65:18] Cowers do that and not eat you! You're better than that!
[65:18 - 65:31] I'm always your love you no matter what. No matter what happens. You're my son and you're my play. You're the best thing in my life.
[65:31 - 65:38] But until you start believing in yourself, you ain't going to have a life.