[07Jun24] Cyraxx - I WILL NEVER BOW DOWN TO YOU MARTY !! (whining and seeting stream)

[0:00 - 0:21] Nick, you don't get it, dude. You talk about all the shit that I do, but look at you motherfucker.
[0:21 - 0:29] The person I've become is because you made me that way. The evil person I've become is
[0:29 - 0:44] because of you Nick. You made me this way. You made the monster I became. You made me
[0:44 - 0:54] this way. You forced me to lash out. You made me do shit that I never wanted to fucking
[0:54 - 1:07] do. You're the reason why I do what I do to you. Your attacks on me are the reason why
[1:07 - 1:28] I do what I do. You sit there and berate me, belittle me and attack me. Why? Because I
[1:28 - 1:42] want to see after all you've done to me. All you've done to me and you expect me to show
[1:42 - 1:55] you decency? No. I refuse to show you decency. Oh and by the way, Nick, good luck trying
[1:55 - 2:02] to have me arrested because if the cops show up here to arrest me, I'm running. And you
[2:02 - 2:14] want to know why? I will run because I know I did nothing wrong. I know it's all a scam
[2:14 - 2:28] to make you look like a hero when you're not a hero. You're a sick, evil, vile bastard.
[2:28 - 2:41] Everything I have done to you, you have earned. Everything that I have done to you that is
[2:41 - 2:50] wrong, you have earned that shit. Yeah, I made my mistakes but unlike you, I owned up
[2:50 - 3:00] to every single mistake I have made and I have tried to better myself. But you have
[3:00 - 3:10] done nothing to better yourself. And let me tell you right now, Nick, I am sick and tired
[3:10 - 3:19] of what you fucking do. And let me tell you right now, Gil, if you truly are a lawyer,
[3:19 - 3:26] if you are smart, you would not represent him. And you want to know why? Because if
[3:26 - 3:36] you represent him, you're allowing him to victimize other people. That's exactly what
[3:36 - 3:48] you're doing. You're allowing him to victimize other people. By showing support for Nick,
[3:48 - 3:59] you're allowing him to victimize other innocent people like he did me. There is no fucking
[3:59 - 4:07] loophole in your shit, Marty. I know what you're trying to do and it's not going to
[4:07 - 4:18] work. I'm sick of being angry all the time because of you. I'm sick and tired of being
[4:18 - 4:25] sick to the point to where I'm throwing up and puking almost daily because of you putting
[4:25 - 4:40] me under stress. Nick, what you need to realize is this. I will never do what you want me
[4:40 - 4:57] to do. Oh, and you're a backstabbing fucking bitch. I never gave out your information ever.
[4:57 - 5:06] That was William glory hole and Edward boy that gave out your fucking information. How
[5:06 - 5:16] do you think they got mine the same way they got yours? Your information is public. It's
[5:16 - 5:34] not private. Anybody can be found even you, but you choose to believe them, don't you?
[5:34 - 5:43] You choose to believe the liars, the evil ones. You choose to believe those that lie
[5:43 - 5:56] to your face. I never gave out your information. If anything, I've had your back since day
[5:56 - 6:07] one, but you turned on me like a coward. You turned on me like the coward that you really
[6:07 - 6:24] are. You turned on me. I didn't turn on you. I had your back. I tried to protect you. I
[6:24 - 6:36] tried to protect you and I tried to protect Ryan because I knew what Marty was capable
[6:36 - 6:44] of. I tried to protect you guys and what'd you do? Throw me under the bus, stab me in
[6:44 - 6:54] the back. You know what that shows? You have no loyalty to your friends. You have zero
[6:54 - 7:03] loyalty, which makes you a degraded piece of human garbage, just like Marty. Because
[7:03 - 7:13] unlike you, Vida, I stand by my friends. I have their backs no matter what. I've always
[7:13 - 7:30] got my friends' backs. I ain't switching up for nobody but you, you're a fucking coward.
[7:30 - 7:49] Vida, you are a pathetic, worthless, spineless, gutless coward. And Marty, you're a waste
[7:49 - 7:58] of human space, you sick fuck. Because let me tell you right now, Nick, if I could get
[7:58 - 8:04] away with it, I would kill you. If I could get away with it, I would fucking kill you
[8:04 - 8:11] because you've earned it. After all the hell you've put me through, all the shit you've
[8:11 - 8:21] done to me, to my family, my friends, you burned and ass peed in. And if you think
[8:21 - 8:32] I'm going to sit by idly while you attack others like you did me, you're wrong. I will
[8:32 - 8:41] fight you to the fucking death of me. I will run to every country that I have to. If I
[8:41 - 8:47] have to hide from the police, if I have to hide from the FBI, I don't fucking care if
[8:47 - 8:55] I have to hide from the fucking military. If it means proving my innocence, I will do
[8:55 - 9:08] what I have to do. Because you are evil. You are a psychopath. You made me the monster
[9:08 - 9:20] that I became. You made me the way that I am. You did this to me. You set me up. You
[9:20 - 9:34] isolated me from my friends. You blackmailed me. You extorted me. And for what? Because
[9:34 - 9:44] your ego is overrunning your fucking brain cells, you sick fuck. You made me this way,
[9:44 - 9:53] you sick son of a bitch. And let me say right now, Marty, I will get my revenge on you.
[9:53 - 10:02] I will come after you and everyone you love in the legal way. Because your parents, they're
[10:02 - 10:10] part of this. Your girlfriend is part of this. Your friends who support what you do
[10:10 - 10:19] are part of this. And I'll tell you right now, Marty, I will not stop until you and
[10:19 - 10:27] the whole troll community is brought to a screeching halt. And if you think I'm just
[10:27 - 10:38] going to say idly by, you're out of your fucking mind. And to everyone else that's
[10:38 - 10:46] sitting there watching what he does, how can you guys support what he does? How can you
[10:46 - 10:53] sit there and support someone that bullies people? You know, I'm not the only one that
[10:53 - 11:01] he's done this to. There's been hundreds of others, hundreds if not thousands of people
[11:01 - 11:15] that he's done this to. But yet you still support him. How and why? How can you support
[11:15 - 11:30] someone as sick as him? He's using all of you and you don't see it. He's using every
[11:30 - 11:44] one of you like sheep to the slaughter. He's using every one of you to get what he wants.
[11:44 - 11:53] He wants you to believe the lies. He wants you to believe that I'm an evil person. That's
[11:53 - 12:02] what he wants you all to believe. But that's not the truth. The truth is I'm not a bad
[12:02 - 12:11] guy. I may have fucked up. I may have done some shit, but so what? Like you guys haven't
[12:11 - 12:19] done fucked up shit. Like he hasn't done fucked up shit. We all make mistakes. That's
[12:19 - 12:28] what makes us human. But the difference between me and him, I learned from my mistakes and
[12:28 - 12:40] I try to better myself every day. I fight to be who I used to be. Every day I fight
[12:40 - 12:50] for who I used to be. Before all this started, I never asked to be drug into the shithole
[12:50 - 13:01] of a community. I never wanted this. But Marty, you couldn't help yourself. Could
[13:01 - 13:08] you? You sick, fat piece of shit. You couldn't help yourself. Could you? You had to forcibly
[13:08 - 13:18] drag me into this hell that I've been in for the last seven years. You did this to me.
[13:18 - 13:32] You made me this way. I never wanted this. I wanted to live my life in peace, but you
[13:32 - 13:41] couldn't have that. Could you, Nick? You stupid fat fucking bitch. You couldn't leave me alone.
[13:41 - 13:50] Could you? You sick fuck. All you've ever done to me is make my life a living hell.
[13:50 - 14:00] All you've ever done is destroy and take and take and take and take. And I'm sick of watching
[14:00 - 14:15] you do it. So, Nick, I hope you're ready because I'm calling for you and I'm calling for everyone
[14:15 - 14:24] you fucking love. So you better tell your loved ones goodbye. Because by the time I'm
[14:24 - 14:33] done, you'll be in the back of a fucking prison cell with all your friends. So you better
[14:33 - 14:43] be ready, Nick, because I'm calling for you. Now, it's time for me to get my revenge on
[14:43 - 14:56] you. This time, I'm out for blood and I'm not joking. I am out for blood. I'm calling
[14:56 - 15:05] for you and everyone you love, Nick. You and everyone you ever cared about will sit behind
[15:05 - 15:14] bars right along with you. So be ready, Nick. This ain't a threat. This is a warning. I'm
[15:14 - 15:22] calling for you, boy. I'm calling for you and everyone you fucking love.