Cyraxx on OnTheCouchWithTamiTheBeast Stream 2022-12-15 (Outraxxed)

[0:00 - 0:05] DK Custom said Yolu. I don't know who DK Custom says. Do you know?
[0:05 - 0:06] I do.
[0:06 - 0:08] Okay. Welcome. Oh, is it who I think-
[0:08 - 0:11] Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa.
[0:11 - 0:12] What?
[0:12 - 0:15] You know, I know him, but like...
[0:15 - 0:20] Hey, DK. DK Custom's at Cyraxx.
[0:20 - 0:26] Oh my god, that's right. I remember now. Okay, right. Welcome, Cyraxx.
[0:26 - 0:31] I mean, you know, I've heard the rumors, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah.
[0:31 - 0:35] I don't believe rumors. So, I mean, I don't.
[0:35 - 0:37] I see chat now.
[0:37 - 0:40] And as long as someone is good to me, they're welcome here.
[0:40 - 0:46] If you're an asshole to me, I think I've made it pretty clear I'll blow your ass out of the water.
[0:46 - 0:51] So, whatever. I'm glad you're here, Cyraxx. You are welcome here.
[0:52 - 0:56] Cyraxx, look at you. Yo, what up, dude?
[0:56 - 0:58] Cyraxx, how are you?
[0:58 - 1:01] Yeah, not too bad. How are you guys? What's up? What are you doing, man?
[1:01 - 1:04] I'm good, I'm good.
[1:04 - 1:10] That was good. But yeah, I actually know, matter of fact, I actually know we're here outside of the social video.
[1:10 - 1:12] What's going on, man? How you doing, bro?
[1:12 - 1:14] Hey, Chance. How are you?
[1:14 - 1:16] Yeah, not too bad, man. What about yourself?
[1:16 - 1:22] Just winding the night down. Just invited some new friends, I guess.
[1:22 - 1:23] Hey, there you go.
[1:23 - 1:26] You're part of the family now.
[1:26 - 1:29] Hey, it is what it is, right?
[1:29 - 1:32] We try to be loving over here.
[1:32 - 1:38] Exactly. And like Lou said, and like you said with the rumors, they're completely garbage.
[1:38 - 1:44] Like these people have been going at me for the last five and a half years. It's been brutal.
[1:44 - 1:54] I have followed some of it, yes. Not a lot, but like I said, I don't subscribe to rumors.
[1:54 - 2:00] You know, I base people off of how they treat me and how they treat the people I get.
[2:00 - 2:06] Exactly. And that's how it should be. Like you can ask Lou, like when me and him first started talking,
[2:06 - 2:14] instead of believing in garbage, she actually reached out and we started talking and we've been good friends ever since.
[2:14 - 2:23] Well, that's good because I think that everybody has a chance to be heard. Everybody should have a chance to be heard.
[2:23 - 2:25] Oh yeah, a hundred percent.
[2:25 - 2:33] And you shouldn't just base your opinion of someone else off of what somebody else says.
[2:33 - 2:37] It's basically what, it's kind of like, I know it's kind of a weird comparison.
[2:37 - 2:41] It's kind of like what they did back in the day with the whole Nickelback thing where,
[2:41 - 2:47] because one dude hated on Nickelback, everybody else started hating on just because that one dude did.
[2:47 - 2:53] And that's kind of how it happened with me. Like this Marty dude started attacking and harassing me.
[2:53 - 2:59] He started doing this and that and the other. And just now, just because everybody else hates on me,
[2:59 - 3:07] all these other people feel like, oh, he's a bad dude. Like they don't even freaking talk to me for a judgment.
[3:07 - 3:13] Like there's few people like Lou that have actually reached out and have been like, dude, you're actually a good guy.
[3:13 - 3:16] Why are they doing this?
[3:16 - 3:18] I don't like Nickelback though.
[3:18 - 3:21] Right. Right. Right.
[3:21 - 3:26] Like you and I don't think very many people like Nickelback, including Canadians.
[3:26 - 3:34] Like you see where I'm coming from though. Just because one dude hated on him, everybody else started hating on him for no reason.
[3:34 - 3:43] Like what? Yeah, it's literally, I know it's a weird comparison, but that's the closest thing I can compare it to.
[3:43 - 3:50] That's a good school chance. It's like, why can't we just all have a good time, you know? Right.
[3:50 - 3:58] You know, that's just it. But I mean, I will. And excuse me, Cyrax, for just a minute. And I promise I'm not.
[3:58 - 4:02] I am not hating on you because you've done. Yeah, yeah. Oh, absolutely.
[4:02 - 4:06] But you let them get under your skin way too much.
[4:06 - 4:10] Oh, I know. And believe me, I am very, very aware of that.
[4:10 - 4:14] And I try not to, but it's one of those things where it's hard. I know.
[4:14 - 4:19] Well, what makes it so hard isn't like what they say on the internet.
[4:19 - 4:24] It's when they take it from the internet to the real life like they've done with me.
[4:24 - 4:31] That's when that's when it's like, okay, you guys need to step back and chill, like.
[4:31 - 4:35] Yeah, that's a little over the top for sure. Oh, it definitely is.
[4:35 - 4:42] Like about a month ago, I was doing a live show and Sony actually tried to shoot at me through my window.
[4:42 - 4:45] And thankfully, the bullet went into the mattress.
[4:45 - 4:49] We called the cops the next day after it happened. They came out.
[4:49 - 4:58] We never found who did it, unfortunately, but like at that point, that's when I was like, this is going way too far.
[4:58 - 5:02] Like something needs to be done. And thankfully, at some time this week,
[5:02 - 5:09] myself and my family are actually going to be going down to the chief of police to see what we can do about all this.
[5:09 - 5:16] Because that's not only putting me in danger, that's putting my family at risk. And that's not cool.
[5:16 - 5:21] Yeah, no, I would have to agree as somebody actually did that. That is not cool.
[5:21 - 5:28] I agree with that chance. Absolutely. You know, I'm going to actually, I don't know who gave you the name Cyrax, is it you?
[5:28 - 5:35] No, even they're not. It was a random name that I came up with one day because like, and what's weird is like,
[5:35 - 5:44] because I watched like a lot of like adult swim back in the day and I noticed like a lot of these music artists had like these one line or names on there.
[5:44 - 5:49] And I just randomly, I don't know why, but I threw that name out there just at random.
[5:49 - 5:57] And long behold, it randomly freaking stuff. Like, I wasn't expecting it to blow up like it did at all.
[5:57 - 6:05] It just like, it was one of those things that just like over time and stuck and it's like, okay, weird.
[6:05 - 6:09] Like I said, the weird thing was, I thought it was because of Mortal Kombat.
[6:09 - 6:18] A lot of people did compare that and that's why I felt that the way that I did, because a lot of people were comparing it to that.
[6:18 - 6:27] So I wound up telling it the way that I did. And yeah, that way I wouldn't get busted first.
[6:27 - 6:29] That's the last thing I did.
[6:29 - 6:34] I just wanted to make sure that you didn't consider that to be an insult.
[6:34 - 6:42] No, no, not at all. No, no, no. See, that's why like when Lou introduced me to your stream a little bit, you know, I started watching it.
[6:42 - 6:45] And I'm like, you know, like this is actually really chill.
[6:45 - 6:55] And then like when I saw him come up here and started talking, it was like, yeah, like if he's out here chill with these guys, these guys are doing something right.
[6:55 - 7:04] These guys are definitely doing something right. Like they're non-judgmental. They're not like, you know, music business a little bit.
[7:04 - 7:07] There's a little bit of judgmental. You can't help.
[7:07 - 7:12] Yeah, but still, it's not like, it's not to the offenses though.
[7:12 - 7:16] Like the judgment isn't coming from like an offensive place.
[7:16 - 7:21] You shouldn't base your opinion on somebody.
[7:21 - 7:28] Like I hear a lot of a lot of people saying some some horrible things about how you look.
[7:28 - 7:31] That's not. Oh, yeah, dude, I get that.
[7:31 - 7:34] That's not something that I grew up with my whole life.
[7:34 - 7:43] But I don't I think that I think that.
[7:43 - 7:50] Attacking somebody for that or saying, you know, things about their looks, I think that that's kind of a low blow.
[7:50 - 7:54] Oh, it definitely is like you can be like no offense.
[7:54 - 8:00] I'm not trying to offend anybody here, but you can be literally the weirdest looking dude on the planet.
[8:00 - 8:04] And I would still treat you like you're normal.
[8:04 - 8:05] Like that's how I was raised.
[8:05 - 8:10] Like you treat everybody with respect in order to get respect, you got to give respect.
[8:10 - 8:14] And that's something I've always done.
[8:14 - 8:19] Yeah, there's a lot of younger kids that don't follow that kind of.
[8:19 - 8:23] Yeah, it's that it's. Yeah.
[8:23 - 8:30] Well, like I said, I don't know enough about you as far as other than rumors.
[8:30 - 8:35] And until I see proof positive, I, you know, I keep judgment.
[8:35 - 8:36] So right. Exactly.
[8:36 - 8:47] That's like with the whole freaking like a lot of the rooms of people saying like, oh, I'm this and now like, oh, he's he's a pedophile.
[8:47 - 8:51] Well, what people don't understand is I was trolled into that shit.
[8:51 - 8:59] And the person that did do that act claimed to be of age before they pulled the troll of being underage.
[8:59 - 9:02] So it's like it kind of cancels that out.
[9:02 - 9:16] It's like, you know, it's normally I would not show comments like this, but I'm going to because this person is not being rude.
[9:16 - 9:18] Yeah, I know that. I actually know that guy.
[9:18 - 9:21] That's actually one of the people that chose me a lot of the time.
[9:21 - 9:36] Yeah, I know. I know that you see, you know, if what his point is, is that, you know, rather you're trolled into a situation.
[9:36 - 9:40] Right. It was a 14 year old. You shouldn't send pics like that.
[9:40 - 9:47] Right. And I totally agree with that. But like what and I'm not like trying to judge or anything.
[9:47 - 9:50] Did you see like I have like I told you classic.
[9:50 - 9:52] I am nothing against the person I do.
[9:52 - 10:06] But I really feel like if you actually studied the situation and saw that she claimed to be 18 by phone call ahead of time and then, you know, did the underage stuff.
[10:06 - 10:08] I think you might actually see it a little bit differently.
[10:08 - 10:12] Like the situation went like this.
[10:12 - 10:18] Marty, who is one of my biggest trolls, hired her to troll me.
[10:18 - 10:23] And she pretended to be 18 years of age by phone call.
[10:23 - 10:27] And we talked for like an hour straight and whatnot.
[10:27 - 10:29] She told me she had to go. Okay.
[10:29 - 10:36] And then we started talking back and forth after she did where she said she had to do.
[10:36 - 10:42] And she ended up tricking me and then sending her certain pictures and whatnot.
[10:42 - 10:56] But once that picture was sent, she then claimed to be underage after sending me an image of an underage child that was not by my say so nor my consent.
[10:56 - 11:06] And ever since then I have been called every name you can think of like Lou can tell you I've been called every all kinds of names and all kinds of books.
[11:06 - 11:15] And it's like where do you get off thinking down this night when this person over here who's sending the images out is really that way.
[11:15 - 11:20] Like it doesn't make no sense.
[11:20 - 11:29] Okay now big head Tony says that there are chat logs that they read and that you did know her age.
[11:29 - 11:34] Is there a chat log hanging out that that may not that I'm aware of.
[11:34 - 11:39] Like I know that they like to I know that they like to make shit up a lot of the time.
[11:39 - 11:47] I know that they like to you know piece stuff together and like to make it look real like just to attack me.
[11:47 - 11:50] It's honestly sickening.
[11:50 - 11:51] Okay.
[11:51 - 11:59] It's truly sickening like this morning like I was doing a live stream and I remember you actually being there.
[11:59 - 12:02] I was cooking cooking.
[12:02 - 12:03] I don't know.
[12:03 - 12:04] Yeah.
[12:04 - 12:06] The land things.
[12:06 - 12:07] Yeah.
[12:07 - 12:16] I remember you were cooking and whatnot and there was just people coming in there saying like just really screwed up stuff like oh we want you to suffer.
[12:16 - 12:24] And this is not it's like what's the point.
[12:24 - 12:27] Like what like what's the point in.
[12:27 - 12:30] It's like you said what's the point in choice.
[12:30 - 12:33] Like what's why you don't know.
[12:33 - 12:36] I said that I said that in chat chance.
[12:36 - 12:37] Yeah.
[12:37 - 12:42] Like I said I know there's things I'm not good at like I'm not good at cooking.
[12:42 - 12:48] But if if if you can cook.
[12:48 - 12:50] So can you.
[12:50 - 12:51] Yeah.
[12:51 - 12:53] I live my life by it.
[12:53 - 12:54] Exactly.
[12:54 - 12:56] So can you.
[12:56 - 12:57] Exactly.
[12:57 - 13:03] And that's and what's so weird about all this is I got a drug into this troll crap.
[13:03 - 13:11] Like I said by this music this Marnie guy that literally has an obsession with me and it's actually kind of creepy.
[13:11 - 13:18] Like this dude is a literally said that he will do whatever it takes to make me here.
[13:18 - 13:19] Even I think.
[13:19 - 13:22] But why do you think he wants to do that.
[13:22 - 13:24] What do you think his motivation is.
[13:24 - 13:25] Why.
[13:25 - 13:26] I honestly don't know.
[13:26 - 13:29] I've been trying to figure that out for the last six years.
[13:29 - 13:30] To be honest with you.
[13:30 - 13:32] I'm very nice want to know.
[13:32 - 13:38] And if anybody and I know I've got a lot of are several I shouldn't say a lot.
[13:38 - 13:42] Music biz Marty supporters that are in the chat that are.
[13:42 - 13:43] Yeah.
[13:43 - 13:48] Are telling me you know different things.
[13:48 - 13:49] Right.
[13:49 - 13:51] And I don't want to get.
[13:51 - 13:55] I heard including Marty.
[13:55 - 13:58] So I mean someone wants to tell Marty.
[13:58 - 14:04] I've got I can stay up for a little while longer before I have to get busy but.
[14:04 - 14:14] Let me ask you about this Iraq's how about protein waterfall said that you had got gotten arrested for choking your grandmother.
[14:14 - 14:19] That was back in 2012 when I was not in the.
[14:19 - 14:20] I'll just say this.
[14:20 - 14:27] I was hanging around the wrong crowd and I was not in a very good space at that time.
[14:27 - 14:30] And I actually did end up doing that.
[14:30 - 14:35] But what these people don't realize is I'm not done anything like that.
[14:35 - 14:40] I really I literally went to jail overnight got out.
[14:40 - 14:52] The initial charge was domestic abuse but they ended up dropping it down to this sort of a conduct towards a family member as it was my first time.
[14:52 - 15:09] And they they did a court order a year and a half of mandatory counseling which I didn't go through and I did indeed complete and I'm not doing anything like that since I've not been back to prison jail any of that.
[15:09 - 15:24] I've you know mostly tried to keep to myself and do my own thing and whatnot but it's like these people just it's like you said they just don't know how to let stuff go and it's honestly sad it's like you know.
[15:24 - 15:42] Well you know the thing is though and I'm going to say this and it's closure. OK. Yeah. Yeah. Thing is is that when you you put so much of yourself online you kind of open yourself up.
[15:42 - 15:53] Right. And that's the thing like when I first started doing YouTube I was aware that I would get haters like I was already aware that I knew that that would come with character.
[15:53 - 16:22] So I was prepared for that. But I'll be honest I was not prepared to be a troll and basically I my life almost ruined by what he does Marty's I mean you can't say that that oh yeah he does really great I'm not saying he's not but it's like the thing that confuses me about all this is like I know there's thousands of millions of people that are on YouTube.
[16:22 - 16:34] Why choose me out of everyone like why why choose the guy that's minding his own business and not doing anything to anyone because you react to it.
[16:34 - 16:51] That's why I'm just saying. Oh yeah well that's a hundred percent and I think what a lot of people don't I think one thing that a lot of people don't really realize is when you get a drug into this not knowing what a troll is because back six years
[16:51 - 17:01] ago I didn't know what a troll was I had heard the term loosely thrown around a lot but I did not know what a troll actually was.
[17:01 - 17:20] And then when I got drug into it and it's kind of like getting drug into a situation that you don't know what it is it's like how are you supposed to react to something that you've never dealt with six years ago I never dealt with trolls I never dealt with being attacked.
[17:20 - 17:40] I never dealt with you know being you know catfished and all this other stuff and it's like so I mean a lot of people can sit there and say what they're going to say and that's fine but you can't really blame somebody for not knowing how to handle a situation if they've never been put in that situation.
[17:40 - 17:57] Yeah I understand what you're saying about that. So you know the how do I because I want to say this but I don't want to be unkind.
[17:57 - 18:16] Oh it's all good. Well even or not I've had so much crap thrown at me the last two days. I'm used to it so I would rather you be upfront and honest and staying as it is like I'm old school I come from the old school is like telling how it is you know.
[18:16 - 18:43] And so do I. But you know CGC 6.2 has a point. You are you are a little gullible. Yeah and I'll admit that you know and I do admit that way. But like what gets me though is and this is what gives me like they'll sit there and tell me to get a job.
[18:43 - 18:52] And at that time I ended up getting a job on Twitch and I was actually paying. I was actually doing really well. I had actually had a billion.
[18:52 - 18:59] But what gets me is like I start to make a little bit of money and start doing well to myself.
[18:59 - 19:10] And after they told me to get a job and I end up doing that and then they end up for no reason like ripping that out from under me and it's like why like you guys just want to get a job.
[19:10 - 19:23] I got a job doing something. Why rip that away like it doesn't make any sense. What happened though do what it's not quite what happened.
[19:23 - 19:32] Well no not exactly but it's not like to that extent but they did actually end up breaking into my switch.
[19:32 - 19:41] They ended up. Yeah they ended up breaking into my switch doing mass reporting for stuff that I was not doing at all.
[19:41 - 19:50] But it was it was more what what happened was you know your friend that we won't speak of. Yeah.
[19:50 - 20:00] He was saying you up on Twitch and you're doing all right. Yeah. And you did the one thing that he didn't want you to do and you like that's the thing that right.
[20:00 - 20:09] And I even know what happened. Yeah. And I even apologize to him for that too multiple times.
[20:09 - 20:18] Like I actually sat there and I did apologize to him. Like matter of fact that week after it all went down he actually called me up.
[20:18 - 20:27] And we ended up talking and I explained to him like where it was all coming from and he understood and I apologize for it.
[20:27 - 20:41] But what I don't the thing I don't get like what these trolls have done to me is beyond that stuff and I would never I'll be honest I would never wish the crap that I've been through on my worst enemy.
[20:41 - 20:50] Right. I understand that. But let me just let me. I'm just going to point this out. I'm going to go ahead and advocate here.
[20:50 - 20:59] Yeah. You you brought some of this on yourself unfortunately. So something. Yes like with the calling out I will admit.
[20:59 - 21:08] But at the same time the calling out was kind of warranted because of the fact that I had been attacked so much.
[21:08 - 21:16] Like there's this hip hop artist who's actually really big by the name of Danny Brown and I didn't know who the guy was at first.
[21:16 - 21:25] And this dude just for some reason started calling me out and I'm like dude like why like I have no beef with you.
[21:25 - 21:33] I don't know who you are. So why take shots at me when I'm not done anything to you.
[21:33 - 21:43] Got you. And that's how I see this whole situation with Marty. It's like all I did was turn him down. I had no ill will towards him.
[21:43 - 21:55] But yet he does all this crap and started all this stuff that got me to where I'm at now and it's like it's seriously messed up.
[21:55 - 22:05] It's like I know I've done a lot of that stuff. I know that I've done some stupid shit that I may not that I may you know maybe maybe not should have done.
[22:05 - 22:12] But at the same time it's like you can't really like. Yeah I do take responsibility for that.
[22:12 - 22:20] But like I said before when you're attacked so much and so relentlessly the way that I get.
[22:20 - 22:28] That's like poking a bear like you're poking and poking eventually they're going to snap and do stuff that you would not expect.
[22:28 - 22:41] And that's kind of where a lot of this stuff that I've done has spawned from because they sit there and attack me so much and relentlessly that it's like dude like you guys need to frickin stop.
[22:41 - 22:51] What's your take on Danny Brown's new video that he posted. I honestly have not seen it yet.
[22:51 - 23:00] Like I saw the thing like where he did that interview where like he had said something to me. I don't know if that's the right one.
[23:00 - 23:15] Like I saw like a few interviews where he was like saying something about me and it's like it's one of those things where it's like okay why is this dude bashing on me when he doesn't really know.
[23:15 - 23:28] You know it doesn't make any sense like you can have your opinion about me that's fine you know whatever but to sit there and talk crap about somebody when you don't even know them.
[23:28 - 23:43] It doesn't make any sense at all. That'd be like that'd be like me coming up here and knows and I'm not saying this to you Lou as like a bad thing but that'd be like just as an example that'd be like me judging Lou when I don't even know the guy.
[23:43 - 23:51] Like let's say that I didn't know Lou that'd be like me judging him before I even talked to him. Like that wouldn't be right.
[23:51 - 23:57] Well that's yeah and I can't I can't say that that's not true but let me ask you this.
[23:57 - 24:05] The last psycho said that the night before last you were screaming the n-word and pulling out your penis on panel.
[24:05 - 24:21] That was that literally is a whole thing with Marty like that is a tactic that I am trying to stop doing to get Marty struck down because Marty he's one of those ones that she is.
[24:21 - 24:46] And I'm not saying it's being mean but he is not well in the head. Like he actually the other night got caught taking an ambulance on live stream and a lot of people have figured out that he actually is a drug addict and a lot of the money that he makes from doing the stuff that he does to me on live stream.
[24:46 - 25:00] He actually uses that towards that and it's like I told him like there was a point time where I actually tried to sit down stiggly with this guy and asked him like you know why do you do this.
[25:00 - 25:10] Like why do this crap to me when you don't know me personally you've never met me in real life.
[25:10 - 25:18] Like I understand if you're not good with the rejection I get that some people are that's just a human thing.
[25:18 - 25:25] But when someone says to leave them alone you should just leave it at that and leave them alone.
[25:25 - 25:29] But him not being able to take no for an answer.
[25:29 - 25:46] He feels like he has the right to do all the stuff that he's basically spawned over these last several years and it's like like and ever since then I've literally been trying to do everything I can to get away from it.
[25:46 - 26:12] Like this guy has had swat he swatted my house multiple times. He's like I said not even a little under a month ago he tried to have somebody kill me while I was on live stream like this guy is seriously nuts and like everybody that has talked to me you know outside of YouTube that has actually reached out.
[26:12 - 26:17] And has actually sat down and had a conversation with me like you guys are now.
[26:17 - 26:31] Like his even baby said like when you're not being attacked you're actually pretty chill like why do they feel that they need to do this to you like why can't they move on and do something else.
[26:31 - 26:39] And I later found out that they're actually do you remember the whole Chris Chan incident with that crap when that went down.
[26:39 - 26:45] Yes, they're basically trying to make me the next version of him.
[26:45 - 26:50] And I'm I've been this whole time trying to get away from it.
[26:50 - 26:54] And what's up.
[26:54 - 27:06] Did you actually speak to Christine chance. No no no no no that was that was literally me trying to screw with the trolls the same way they told me I was basically trolling them back.
[27:06 - 27:13] That would be that would be epic. Like I know Chris I do have a lesson now.
[27:13 - 27:24] Yeah like I don't know where I do have a letter somewhere tucked away. I don't know if it's actually from him or if it's from a troll.
[27:24 - 27:33] I'm not remember the letter. It looked it looked like it was kind of like it was done legit but I don't know if it is legit right.
[27:33 - 27:41] Exactly. And that's the thing I don't know for sure. And honestly if whoever did it did a good job you know they tried. Yeah.
[27:41 - 27:58] Like I said though I don't know. I mean you've actually spoken to Christina Chandler. What gets me though is like why is it that people are so held then on making me the next version of him like it makes no sense.
[27:58 - 28:11] Let me let I want to address something and this I also know as that because I've heard Marty say it as well but the last cycle you know you were talking about Marty taking Andy and you do know that that's a prescription.
[28:11 - 28:24] Yeah yeah yeah I do know that he's also gotten caught taking Adderall and stuff as well. Well that but that could maybe that's prescribed. I mean do you know that it's not prescribed.
[28:24 - 28:34] Not taking it when he's not he doesn't show you like Marty doesn't show you space. How does he get caught taking all these drugs though even or not.
[28:34 - 28:45] He people get actually hear how he was talking on the live stream. And I like one minute he was talking normally like me and you and then you can kind of tell like he was starting to.
[28:45 - 28:57] Don't put me against anyone because everyone will be on drugs if you put me against them.
[28:57 - 29:16] Like you know I honestly feel like because I do have friends and stuff that do do this. I've been around it so much that I honestly feel like if everyone Marty's the trolls that attack me I feel like everyone stop and just smoke a bowl of weed.
[29:16 - 29:19] Everything can be fine guaranteed.
[29:19 - 29:25] I think I'd be able to relax.
[29:25 - 29:32] Well but you know I want to just point out because otherwise it would be hypocritical.
[29:32 - 29:43] Yeah. Yeah. You don't agree with Marty's assessment of you or any of his viewers of you which is not you don't have to none of us have to.
[29:43 - 29:58] And you say that they've either been blown out of proportion or they're just flat out lies. Yeah. If that's true then then you can't then say Marty's a known drug addict because you don't know that as true.
[29:58 - 30:21] Right. Right. It's one of those things where it's like it's with him it's really weird. It's like he's even called and left messages on my family's phones like talking about how he wanted to rape and kill us and this and that and the other and we've gone to the police about it.
[30:21 - 30:37] And they just blown it off like it's nothing it's like let's put it this way the cops have been here so much that I can go down to the police station now right now and every cop up in there would know who the hell I am.
[30:37 - 30:46] Okay. That's not bad it is it's like and that's why they're actually passing along here in Ohio.
[30:46 - 31:02] I don't know if it has anything to do with what I've been through but there is a law being passed in Ohio here very soon where if you make a fraudulent call or police call it's on his house and they find out that it's fake.
[31:02 - 31:10] That person I made the call will end up getting fined and or jail time, depending on the severity of the call.
[31:10 - 31:13] Okay.
[31:13 - 31:24] Chance. I agree with that as well. But did you find looking to what I asked you when I asked what happens when they do that call from another state.
[31:24 - 31:37] I know that I've been looking into that myself and I've not come up with any answers yet but I have been keeping eye on it and trying to look into it because that wouldn't be nice that that doesn't fly across the board.
[31:37 - 31:55] That wouldn't be nice, because that would take a lot of pressure off me that would take a lot of pressure. Definitely, you know, my mom my stepdad, I wouldn't have to, you know, be looking out the window every five seconds I hear a siren like, like literally
[31:55 - 32:01] it's where if I hear a siren, I'm automatically looking out the window to see if they turn down our street.
[32:01 - 32:17] Like we've had the police like a few weeks ago, somebody I called in, I suppose this fire at our house and like for freaking fire truck showed up to our house and we're like, there's no fire here what the hell is going on.
[32:17 - 32:42] All right, let me ask you this. The last psycho says that there is proof that you had inappropriate contact with a blind kid in school, is that we were both underage and we were both experimenting, and that kid ended up getting on Marty's panel and
[32:42 - 32:59] blowing it way out of fucking proportion. And I've explained this crap multiple times to people but they like you see these people they love to, you know, they love to blow it out of proportion, they love to.
[32:59 - 33:08] They like to make things bigger than they are and it's like when you're young and you're underage and you're in that teenage phase of trying to find yourself.
[33:08 - 33:30] Like we've all been there we've all gone through that phase and that's where me and that person were at. Well, he decided to make it out to be bigger than it was on Marty's panel because Marty reached out to him for some reason, and got him on panel and he ended up lying about the whole thing.
[33:30 - 33:42] And so I actually confronted him outside of Marty's panel like when he went back to Facebook I went back and confronted him was like, look, dude, like you fucking lied about this whole thing.
[33:42 - 33:54] Now because of you, I'm going to have all these people saying all this shit, which is more than one chance.
[33:54 - 33:55] What's up.
[33:55 - 33:58] Did you both lie about it.
[33:58 - 33:59] No, no, no, no, no.
[33:59 - 34:00] No.
[34:00 - 34:06] Was it just a bit of, you know, was it consensual fucker Andre, which is fine that's fine.
[34:06 - 34:09] Yeah, yeah, yeah, it actually was.
[34:09 - 34:14] We were both like I said we were both underage.
[34:14 - 34:16] It was consensual fucker Andre.
[34:16 - 34:18] Yeah, yeah.
[34:18 - 34:34] Oh, here actually brought a very good point. Um, yesterday I was actually talking to CIA whole on this board and Marty actually wound up breaking into his discord and actually calling me on video college just to harass.
[34:34 - 34:44] Well, I did I did actually catch that part of Marty's stream the other night where he did. Yeah, that that shit was weird. It was like, dude, like, why.
[34:44 - 34:58] Like if you listen to the thing you can actually hear me say like, why can't you just leave me alone, dude. And he just like because I don't handle rejection well and honestly, don't look on his face when he said it.
[34:58 - 35:18] I became on nerd like that shit made me on easy as heck it's like, why, like, why can't you just live your life, leave me alone you go your way. Let me do my own thing and not come after me like it's seriously sickening.
[35:18 - 35:34] So the whole blind Billy thing was just a bit of. Yeah, we were young friends, but then we ended up accusing each other of doing yeah, you know what initially happened was we ended up going to make sense.
[35:34 - 35:52] And what happened was, after all that went down that night, we ended up going to school that next day. And he, I don't know why he ended up telling the principal about it.
[35:52 - 35:56] And they ended up actually getting a police officer in there.
[35:56 - 36:12] And the whole thing went down you know they talked to the both of us blah blah blah blah. Well, they ended up extolling not because like we did anything wrong or it was anything like, you know, like a crime or anything.
[36:12 - 36:26] But to prevent it from happening again they ended up extolling me from that school and putting me in a different school just so that it wouldn't have again which I understood the police came they did a whole investigation.
[36:26 - 36:50] And they didn't really see any need to pursue it as we were both underage we're just screwing around yada yada yada. And yeah, and for some reason Billy felt the need to come on to Marty's live stream and live out the whole thing and it's like, why do I you know what happened like.
[36:50 - 37:05] And then somewhere downstairs and like the hundreds of boxes of crap we got down there. I actually have the letter, where he actually, he actually gave to me after we both went back to class.
[37:05 - 37:19] And he basically told me that he was sorry and blah blah blah and I couldn't forgive him after that it's like, how you gonna sit there, have us mess around as teenage kids.
[37:19 - 37:32] And then you wind up telling the principal and get us in all this garbage and end up getting me expelled like it's screwed up.
[37:32 - 37:43] Yeah, I honestly think it's a non event, it's, um, but because you both kind of backed at each other. I think that's where it became an event.
[37:43 - 37:44] Yeah.
[37:44 - 37:54] Yeah, and like I even tried telling him when you're a kid, you know, yeah, you know when you're young and you're still finding yourself, you know, you're gonna do shit.
[37:54 - 38:01] But when it became, he was accusing you of something, that's when it became a blown out of proportion.
[38:01 - 38:10] Right, exactly. Like, at the time we were both 16, we were both underage. We were both in high school, big Tony.
[38:10 - 38:25] Okay, so Big Head Tony said that you were 18 at the time. Is that a question? Yeah, I was actually 16. That's something that they love to do. They love to be like, oh, he was this age. No, I was 16 at that time.
[38:25 - 38:39] Okay, and Big Head Tony said that you had made a claim.
[38:39 - 38:45] That was after the thing with Marty and Marty went out there.
[38:45 - 38:48] Okay, so Big Head Tony thinks it was the other way around.
[38:48 - 39:07] Yeah, yeah, like Marty made the stream, got Billy up there. I confronted him and then when Billy started throwing accusations at me, I was like, okay, you know, since you want to throw this, okay, we can go that route, even though it wasn't the best route per se.
[39:07 - 39:21] Like, it's one of those things where it's like, if you say something to me that's not true, that kind of gives me, you know, the right to say the same thing back, like,
[39:21 - 39:25] No, not necessarily.
[39:25 - 39:33] But it's like, it's one of those things where it's like, you know, when somebody is more confusing.
[39:33 - 39:44] Yeah, I mean, if somebody is gonna, there's been lots of lies told about me. Oh, yeah, I am not going to then turn around and lie on that person because they lied on me.
[39:44 - 40:00] That's not how it works. Right, you know, and I get you know, two wrongs never make it right. I get that. But it's like, with Hey, it's one of those things where it's like, I even asked him why, dude, why did you lie about this crap, dude?
[40:00 - 40:10] Like, I asked him outside of YouTube on Facebook, I messaged him personally, I actually video called him and asked him why, dude, why did you do this crap, man?
[40:10 - 40:26] Now because of you, I'm going to be viewed as this person that I'm not and that really has, you know, played a hand in ruining a lot of the stuff that I've actually tried to do with my life.
[40:26 - 40:39] Like, that really has ruined a lot for me, people have blown it out of proportion. Like, they like people keep claiming I was 18 and blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, when I was actually under age at that time.
[40:39 - 40:55] And like, that's like how people love it's like the whole thing of me being under four foot. Like people love to say like, Oh, you're four foot whatever. No, I'm actually five foot three.
[40:55 - 40:58] I am actually five foot three inches.
[40:58 - 41:02] Why?
[41:02 - 41:24] Well, it's one of those things where it's like, if, like, honestly, and I truly feel like if Marty would have just let all this crap go, I may not be in the position that I'm in now with being attacked every five seconds of the day.
[41:24 - 41:48] And when Marty called me the other day, after he broke into CIA holes, this board, I asked him straight up like, why can't you just, you know, leave me alone like you later I literally have screenshots of this dude literally with a plan out of a route to my house and a list next to it where
[41:48 - 42:05] he literally said, rape my family, kill us and then burn our house down and it's like, what kind of psycho do you have to be to do that crap like that's seriously messed up.
[42:05 - 42:24] Yes, I would say that that's that's but but I'm also going to say I think it's, it's wrong to blame Marty for that if you don't know for sure it was Marty, right. Oh no, oh no that live stream with that stuff that actually was him with the live stream
[42:24 - 42:29] that I did naturally, the screenshots came directly from his stream.
[42:29 - 42:33] Okay, what the screenshots are actually taken from his stream.
[42:33 - 42:44] And to like, it's one of those things where it's like, why, why do this and I'm going to ask you trolls this directly.
[42:44 - 42:48] Like, you guys know my history with Marty.
[42:48 - 42:56] But I don't understand for you guys that want to troll me. Why is it that you guys feel like you have to do this.
[42:56 - 43:15] Like why do you guys feel like you have to troll me is it because Marty's holding something against you as the, you know, doing something like, why you guys feel like you have to, you know, why do you guys feel like you have to do what you guys
[43:15 - 43:28] do to me, like, I'm over here money my own business, hanging out with my friends matter of fact this week and I'm going Christmas shopping with my brother Jake, and whatnot hanging out with him and a couple of our friends.
[43:28 - 43:35] Like, I'm over here money my own business trying to do my own thing, just like everybody else.
[43:35 - 43:45] So, why do you feel like you have to attack I get you know it's a reaction thing I get it.
[43:45 - 43:55] But, but like, why do you feel like you have to do it like it is, do you get some sort of hide from it or like what's the deal.
[43:55 - 44:04] Like I genuinely want to know like why you chose to be like, you have to do what you do. It doesn't make any sense to me at all.
[44:04 - 44:06] Tammy.
[44:06 - 44:10] That's, that's a fair question.
[44:10 - 44:19] Go ahead Lou what were you going to ask, say, I was just gonna say, like, I gotta, I gotta head off now, that's okay.
[44:19 - 44:25] Yeah, you two chance and Tammy and I'll still be in chat, I just got to start getting ready for bed.
[44:25 - 44:36] That's a different time zone, you know, yeah for sure man for sure. That's absolutely fine honey I'm here, and I'll be back tomorrow morning as well so.
[44:36 - 44:38] Yeah, okay.
[44:38 - 44:48] Who's a good guy. Yes, he is. So, let me I just want to get to some of these comments, because they are answering your question.
[44:48 - 44:52] Dr. Meamer says we troll you because you're a pedophile.
[44:52 - 44:59] But here's the thing I'm actually not though, and I have proven that multiple multiple times.
[44:59 - 45:03] And it don't matter to and Dr. Meamer let me ask you this.
[45:03 - 45:08] Like, why do you feel like you have to attack me over something that happened years ago.
[45:08 - 45:13] That was a long time ago I've not done anything like that thing.
[45:13 - 45:23] Like I get it you know you guys hate the fact that I did that but that's no reason to hold that against me now, when I'm not done anything like that since then.
[45:23 - 45:37] Like if I can understand is say like if I actually did it now. Like if I were to go down, not that I ever would. But let's just say that I did go downstairs I did do that again, then I can understand doing that.
[45:37 - 45:44] But to bring up someone's task to use it against them that's not fair, nor is it right.
[45:44 - 45:52] Like, I don't go around using someone's past against them unless they do it with me first.
[45:52 - 46:03] I try not to do that. And like you guys using that whole pedophile thing that literally is getting old and that's not a real answer.
[46:03 - 46:11] That's really not like the answer I'm looking for is a genuine answer of like, what is it that makes you want to do it.
[46:11 - 46:21] Is it an adrenaline high for you like what's like what do you gain from trolling somebody besides like as you get your laugh or whatever.
[46:21 - 46:32] Like let's say that you troll somebody you get your laugh. Okay, what's next after that. Like you got your fix what next, like, why continue to do it.
[46:32 - 46:45] Like, I'm not over here trolling anybody else. I'm not over here doing anything but trying to make a living doing my stuff which I've proven many times that I could do.
[46:45 - 46:53] It's like I told Marty and all you guys and Marty's discord when I was up in there and I confronted all of you.
[46:53 - 47:03] If you guys left me alone for a year and let me do my stuff, I guarantee you, I guarantee you I can make a living doing my stuff.
[47:03 - 47:16] But yet you guys don't want to leave me alone enough to do it. Like you guys actually said, you guys were sick enough to send a dead baby pig still in the mother's fetal stack to my house.
[47:16 - 47:21] That's disturbing crap. I don't go around doing that to you.
[47:21 - 47:32] I don't go around attacking you if anything, I try to mind my own business. And because I have been on the edge of suicide before I have dealt with depression.
[47:32 - 47:40] I try to help others like myself that are either in that situation or have been there. I actually try to help people.
[47:40 - 47:50] But for you guys to sit there and to say that I'm a pedophile is not true. And let me ask you to hold this.
[47:50 - 47:56] Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, slow down. Slow down. Just a minute, Cyrex.
[47:56 - 47:57] You're fine.
[47:57 - 48:02] I'm seeing the comments right now.
[48:02 - 48:07] I want to be able to so that everybody is heard. I'm all about fairness.
[48:07 - 48:12] And I do want to ask this really quickly.
[48:12 - 48:21] When it comes down to my situation, who's the real pedophile? Is it the one that fell for the troll?
[48:21 - 48:30] Even though that person was of age, is it the person that's pretending to be underage? Or is it the person that fell for it?
[48:30 - 48:39] Is it the person that sent the initial underage picture to an unsuspecting person? Or is it that person that fell for it?
[48:39 - 48:51] I can't really answer that because I wasn't directing into you.
[48:51 - 48:56] You have a different story than what they have. I wasn't there.
[48:56 - 49:08] And that's the thing. A lot of these people that are speaking on that weren't there, so they don't really know the full truth of what really went down.
[49:08 - 49:13] They were not there. So really, they have no right to speak on the matter.
[49:13 - 49:20] Now, I've got somebody that I'm going to add to the stream. The last psycho is going to come up, and that's fine.
[49:20 - 49:26] I'm all about giving everybody a voice, but I want to keep it civil, please.
[49:26 - 49:29] I don't want to hear that.
[49:29 - 49:33] Because the first person that does that, I'm bouncing them.
[49:33 - 49:40] Yeah, and I totally understand that. Like I said, I can tell by your streams and what you do.
[49:40 - 49:46] I just watched a little bit of it this morning, and it's actually very... I love what you do.
[49:46 - 49:51] Honestly, this is one of the most chill streams I've been on in a real long time.
[49:51 - 49:57] Well, I think everybody should be heard. But I'm going to now... I'm going to let...
[49:57 - 50:04] Yeah, yeah, yeah. Psycho right now is still muted, but I'm going to let them go ahead and have their say as well.
[50:04 - 50:05] Yeah, yeah, yeah.
[50:05 - 50:07] Welcome, Psycho.
[50:07 - 50:08] Good morning, guys.
[50:08 - 50:09] Good morning.
[50:09 - 50:11] Good morning, Psycho.
[50:11 - 50:15] Just to kind of pick on that last question that Chance just had there.
[50:15 - 50:16] Please.
[50:16 - 50:20] I used to do the creep catchers thing for a long while.
[50:20 - 50:22] Yeah, yeah.
[50:22 - 50:28] Whose fault was that? The person that pretended to be underage or the person that fell for it?
[50:28 - 50:30] The person that fell for it.
[50:30 - 50:33] How is that so? Because let me ask you this.
[50:33 - 50:39] No, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, Syrax. To be fair, answer his question first, please.
[50:39 - 50:45] Yeah, which he did. He actually... He was answering the question that I had asked.
[50:45 - 50:52] What? 15 convictions over things like that.
[50:52 - 51:05] But here's the thing. Let me ask you this, man. See, I'm not saying this to the amine or attack you in any means, so please don't take it that way.
[51:05 - 51:12] But you were not there for the whole situation. She pretended to be of age.
[51:12 - 51:20] She pretended to be 18 years on a phone call, called me on the phone pretending to be 18 years old, which is of age.
[51:20 - 51:23] And then she hung up the phone and then left.
[51:23 - 51:32] She then started talking to me a few hours later by text message and she had tricked me into sending her certain images.
[51:32 - 51:41] After I sent that image, she then sent me an image of an underage child and then claimed to be underage.
[51:41 - 51:53] Therefore, who's the real pedophile? The one that fell for the troll or the one that actually does do that to unsuspecting victims by sending them pictures like that?
[51:53 - 52:00] You can check my public record. I have no history of that stuff at all whatsoever.
[52:00 - 52:03] You can check my record.
[52:03 - 52:09] That wasn't an underage child that she sent a picture of. That was an 18-year-old model.
[52:09 - 52:16] Yes, but for her to be of age and then claim to be underage, that's not okay.
[52:16 - 52:21] That's how you start this thing. You go onto a dating app or you go onto a social media.
[52:21 - 52:29] Here's the thing. I have not shown any prior stuff of being a pedophile. I have not shown any prior stuff.
[52:29 - 52:32] Okay, okay. Hold on one second, okay?
[52:32 - 52:41] I know that you've got a story you want to tell, Cyrex, and that's fine, but I do understand where he's coming from.
[52:41 - 52:48] I'm just trying to clarify for him more so he kind of understands what really went on.
[52:48 - 52:58] But, like I said, in fairness, I need you to let him speak before you break in, okay?
[52:58 - 53:02] It's important that he gets his point across as well.
[53:02 - 53:07] Yeah, yeah, absolutely. And like I said, dude, again, man, I harbor no hatred towards you.
[53:07 - 53:16] I get that you don't really know the full, actual story, and that's why I said I harbor no hatred towards you.
[53:16 - 53:22] You're just trying to find out the truth. That's good.
[53:22 - 53:24] But I do know the whole story.
[53:24 - 53:27] No, you don't, dude. You were not there.
[53:27 - 53:31] If you were there, then you would know the whole truth.
[53:31 - 53:46] Okay, well, let's see what the last psycho does know and give him a chance to provide proof that he does know these things are true.
[53:46 - 53:55] Let me ask you this, psycho. Do you know natural mafia or more or less used to be known as "mattel reports" personally?
[53:55 - 53:57] No, I don't know them personally.
[53:57 - 54:01] Ben, how can you sit there and say that you know the situation?
[54:01 - 54:03] I'm getting that chance.
[54:03 - 54:07] You do not know them personally and what they do to people.
[54:07 - 54:12] After she did what she did to me, dude, I studied her channel. You know what she does?
[54:12 - 54:16] She attacks people and ruins lives for a living.
[54:16 - 54:21] I've studied her channel quite a bit, actually. Quite a lot more than most.
[54:21 - 54:26] You know what she does? She claims to me about the people, but you know what she does with that money?
[54:26 - 54:34] She puts it towards attacking people like Chilly the Castro, myself, and going after unsuspecting victims.
[54:34 - 54:37] I don't want that in like two minutes.
[54:37 - 54:42] All right, no problem.
[54:42 - 54:44] He's going to come back.
[54:44 - 54:51] Like I said, I'm not trying to attack him or harass him or anything,
[54:51 - 54:58] but I just want people to know the truth that I'm actually not as bad of a guy as people make me out to be.
[54:58 - 55:16] And that's why whenever you guys do this and that and the other, all I've ever asked of anyone is that if you want to know more about me,
[55:16 - 55:22] then do like a lot of what these other people do and hit me up on Facebook and talk to me personally.
[55:22 - 55:32] You know, get to know me before you judge me. You know, like I don't sit there and judge anyone.
[55:32 - 55:34] That's like prime example.
[55:34 - 55:41] When Psycho came up, I held no judgment towards him whatsoever at all.
[55:41 - 55:49] Like I don't hate the guy. I understand where he's coming from a hundred percent. I do.
[55:49 - 56:01] But I feel like if honestly, I just feel like if you trolls would leave me alone and let me do my stuff without me being attacked every five seconds,
[56:01 - 56:05] I would actually be able to do what I enjoy for a living.
[56:05 - 56:11] I would actually be able to provide for my family, which I've actually proven I can do.
[56:11 - 56:22] Like I would I would gladly be able to do that. So what I don't understand is why you trolls feel like you have to constantly do this and that.
[56:22 - 56:33] Like you guys tell me that you want to do better like you guys tell me that you want me to do better if you want me to do better than let the past be in the past.
[56:33 - 56:41] Let me learn from my mistakes, which I have owned up to many a times. And, you know, let me move on with my life.
[56:41 - 56:51] Like how is somebody supposed to move on and do better if you're constantly holding them to their mistakes?
[56:51 - 56:55] Well, I mean, I can't say that that's not a fair question. It is.
[56:55 - 57:07] But yeah, but with that being said, you know, you if you want to do better, it does.
[57:07 - 57:13] It comes from you. Right. You know, and honestly, and I'll be honest, I've been trying to do better.
[57:13 - 57:22] I really have. But there again, it's hard to do when I'm constantly being attacked from so many different directions.
[57:22 - 57:31] And having people make all these videos on me and all this judgment of me being this supposedly bad person.
[57:31 - 57:51] It's like, like, I'll be honest, I can go to sleep right now and wake up tomorrow morning and there will be another hundred thousand videos of these people literally mocking me, making me look like crap.
[57:51 - 58:00] And it's like, that's not a fun feeling and not a fun thing to wake up to, like, yeah, I understand that, you know, people want to know what's going on.
[58:00 - 58:12] And I get that. I do. I do get that. But for you trolls to continue on with this crap, it's pointless.
[58:12 - 58:25] Like all I've ever asked of you trolls is to leave me alone and let me be in peace and let me do my stuff so that I can make a living and do what I need to do.
[58:25 - 58:36] Because, as I said, I harbor no hatred towards any of these trolls. Having you, I don't really know, like outside of guys like CIA, who's actually a pretty good dude.
[58:36 - 58:43] Like, I know CIA personally, I'm talking about he's actually a very good dude. He's a very good dude.
[58:43 - 58:51] Let me let me ask you this. OK, Dr. Meemers says that there are also other minors that you have.
[58:51 - 59:04] And that's not. And that is far from the truth. They were adults trying to be minors. And when they when I caught them in their lie, I ended up blocking them.
[59:04 - 59:14] OK, all right. When they when they when they sat there, like there's a bunch of them that'll claim to be of age and then they'll claim to be underage.
[59:14 - 59:18] And as soon as I see that, I end up blocking them.
[59:18 - 59:26] OK, now there is that they're they're pretty insistent that you believe she was a 14 year old.
[59:26 - 59:32] And that is far from the truth. I can tell you that right now. That is very much far from the truth.
[59:32 - 59:40] And apparently there's there's chat logs and there was a call that Big Head Tony says that he has read and listened to.
[59:40 - 59:47] But here's the thing. And I highly honestly, I can guarantee you, Big Head Tony, I can tell you who he is.
[59:47 - 59:57] He might get if I had to guess, he is probably that dude that I've had a lot of dealings with very recently, which is William Gloria.
[59:57 - 60:02] I would not be surprised if that was William Gloria. You see, I don't I don't know anything about.
[60:02 - 60:11] Yeah. All right. So the way I saw William Glory, William Glory Hole is this dude that came in shortly after Mass Troll Mafia.
[60:11 - 60:19] And I had asked him many a time to leave me alone. And he has said on livestream many a time that he will not leave me alone.
[60:19 - 60:28] And that he wants to make it to where I do nothing in life because to him, seeing me suffer is fun for him.
[60:28 - 60:37] And he has said that blatantly on many a livestream. And even CIA Hole can attest to that because CIA Hole heard this dude say this.
[60:37 - 60:42] A lot of people heard this dude say this. And it's like, why?
[60:42 - 60:48] Well, all right. Let me. All right. CGC has a point.
[60:48 - 60:53] Why are you missing a child? Whether you believe it's 18 or 14, you were 31 at the time.
[60:53 - 60:54] That's a good question.
[60:54 - 61:00] That's the thing, though, dude. 18 is legal age. That is a grown ass adult.
[61:00 - 61:05] OK, but could you see how that? Yeah, and I see where it's coming from.
[61:05 - 61:10] And I do. I see 100 percent where it's coming from. I do.
[61:10 - 61:20] But there again, the fact remains she pretended after the fact, after she claimed to be of age,
[61:20 - 61:24] she then turned around and claimed to be underage.
[61:24 - 61:30] But what I don't get, though, is this. You guys come after me all the time.
[61:30 - 61:35] Why don't you guys grill her and get her to stop what she's doing?
[61:35 - 61:40] That's what I don't understand. You guys attack me, but you never.
[61:40 - 61:48] It's like a detective. A detective always looks at both sides of the situation to figure stuff out.
[61:48 - 61:57] You guys attack me all the time. Why don't you guys go at her the same way that you do me to get the real truth out of her
[61:57 - 62:01] and hopefully put a stop to all this? That's what I don't understand.
[62:01 - 62:10] Like you attack me all the time, but yet you don't want to go after her the same way you do me.
[62:10 - 62:17] Like I have watched her like I watched like the whole Christian thing and I do know that she was involved with that.
[62:17 - 62:24] And a lot of these people that do attack me are. And I'm not condoning what Chris did.
[62:24 - 62:33] I'm not saying what he did is right. But I truly feel like if they had not done what they did and gone after him,
[62:33 - 62:39] he wouldn't have acted on those impulses that he did. The same with me.
[62:39 - 62:45] If you trolls would leave me alone, I would not react the way that I do.
[62:45 - 62:56] If you would stop attacking me and actually talk to me and get to know me as a person instead of going into my chat all the time
[62:56 - 63:05] and be like, oh, you're this, you're that. Like if you guys would actually sit down and actually talk to me as a person
[63:05 - 63:13] and actually get to know me instead of sitting here trying to catfish me and bait me just to get a laugh,
[63:13 - 63:18] you might actually say, wait a minute, some of you guys I may have a lot in common with,
[63:18 - 63:25] but you'll never know unless you sit down and actually hold the conversation with me.
[63:25 - 63:31] All I've ever asked of you trolls is to leave me alone. That's all I've ever asked.
[63:31 - 63:36] Why you guys can't do that is beyond me. I don't understand why.
[63:36 - 63:43] All right. Let me, let me, let me do this site. Well, let me do this first psycho. Welcome back.
[63:43 - 63:49] But I'm going to, I'm going to give you a bit of wisdom Cyrax that I had to learn over the years.
[63:49 - 63:59] And you, you, I promise this will serve you well. No one can make you do anything. Okay.
[63:59 - 64:04] Those are your choices. You cannot blame anybody else.
[64:04 - 64:09] Well, I'm not saying token though, the reason why all this stuff.
[64:09 - 64:14] And like I said, I do take responsibility for the stuff that I did say and do.
[64:14 - 64:19] I really do. But there again, I don't know these people.
[64:19 - 64:22] I don't know how dangerous they could be or could not be.
[64:22 - 64:27] I mean, just a little under a month ago, I had somebody trying to kill me when I was on live stream.
[64:27 - 64:38] That's how dangerous some of these people are. And it's like, you can't really blame somebody if they don't know the severity or what someone's willing to do.
[64:38 - 64:45] Like, it's like, it's like the old saying goes, you don't really know someone, whether they're like,
[64:45 - 64:51] you don't know what someone's going to do something in violence or not until they end up doing that.
[64:51 - 64:56] And I, and I, and I don't disagree with that. Cyrax, let me say two things.
[64:56 - 65:01] The first thing is, is that we have got a really strong thunderstorm rolling past us right now.
[65:01 - 65:07] Yeah. Oh, if I, if I lose you, it's because my internet is all good.
[65:07 - 65:10] Hey, my internet does the same thing. So it's all good.
[65:10 - 65:18] The second thing is, is I do want to hear from psycho. Okay.
[65:18 - 65:22] I like, like I said, I think all voices should be heard.
[65:22 - 65:27] Yeah. I have got former Ronnie psycho. Do you know who that is?
[65:27 - 65:32] No, I don't. Okay, guys, if I don't know who you are, I'm not going to let you up on panel.
[65:32 - 65:41] I just happened to recognize the last psycho from, from streams of Marty's that I've seen, which is the only reason why I left, let him up.
[65:41 - 65:45] But if I don't recognize you, I, I'm sorry.
[65:45 - 65:48] And psycho, can I ask you something real quick?
[65:48 - 65:57] Hold up, hold up, hold up. Cause it's going to be his turn. Okay. I'm not going to, I'm not being rude to you, honey, but I'm going to put you on mute so that psycho can talk.
[65:57 - 66:04] And then that I'll unmute you and you can respond. Okay.
[66:04 - 66:06] All right. Psycho, go ahead.
[66:06 - 66:09] Thank you.
[66:09 - 66:27] There is what he's saying about the whole, I could tell me flustered here, pretending to be 18 and then pretending to be underage and apparently sending that's that's not how things went down.
[66:27 - 66:46] When we start a sting like that, what we do is we'll, we'll in our profiles, we'll state that we're of age, and then we'll tell the, the catch afterwards, by the way, I'm only 12 years old, 14 years old, whatever it is.
[66:46 - 66:50] My profile age is not accurate. Is that okay with you?
[66:50 - 67:00] And in order for things to proceed the way that they did with chance, they have to say yes, and then start doing things sexually.
[67:00 - 67:12] And what he did was send a picture or a video of him jerking his wiener to what he fully 100% thought was a 14 year old girl.
[67:12 - 67:21] And that's, that's why all this stuff started going so dark, like, hold on, don't, don't get all upset, just hold on, please.
[67:21 - 67:29] And then to come on this panel here this morning, and like all I've listened to is him.
[67:29 - 67:34] Lie, like the blind Billy incident, the.
[67:34 - 67:36] It's it.
[67:36 - 67:46] Okay, let me ask you this cycle. Is there, somebody had mentioned a channel called troll mafia.
[67:46 - 67:59] That is their chat logs there or video proof, you know whatever the, I'm not saying that anybody's lying period, because I've not done enough research, I don't know enough.
[67:59 - 68:07] So, is there a proof there that I can actually go see and look at for myself.
[68:07 - 68:08] Yes.
[68:08 - 68:11] It's also on the TV farms.
[68:11 - 68:14] Okay. All right, I will, I can check both.
[68:14 - 68:16] That's fine.
[68:16 - 68:20] You can unmute him and let him ask me whatever he was gonna ask me.
[68:20 - 68:26] All right. Cyrex I'm going to unmute you now. Okay, but I'm going to need you to stay calm.
[68:26 - 68:28] Don't be wigging out.
[68:28 - 68:37] I do want to say this to you, man, you are full of fucking shit. I did not proceed to send her any videos at all whatsoever.
[68:37 - 68:50] I don't know who's making this crap up, but they're aligned to your face man. Those videos that they supposedly had. Those were those were actually and I can actually show you what these people do.
[68:50 - 69:04] I can tell you exactly what they do. You don't have to show me I do actually I do, because you know what they do to me man, they break into my Facebook into my discord, steal these videos and they add it on to that shit.
[69:04 - 69:27] My original Facebook is actually what do you call it memorialized because Marty had somebody break in to my Facebook, steal private photos and videos between me and my exes, and he then handed the videos off to Masshole after the situation went down to make it look worse than it really was.
[69:27 - 69:43] So clearly you need to do your research more kid. I hold no I have no hatred against you do but you got your story twisted. And all I'm going to say is this dude, for you to continue to harass me over something that should not have even happened.
[69:43 - 69:52] She shouldn't have even done this shit in the first place. I have no prior history. I can understand that I had a prior history. I get that.