Cyrax on MBM Stream 2024-2-8

[0:00 - 0:05] It seems that Cyrax had a rat tat tat in his chamber door.
[0:08 - 0:09] Who could it be, you ask?
[0:11 - 0:15] None other than his daddy Gordon Wilkins, it seems.
[0:16 - 0:20] I have some audio of him expressing his,
[0:20 - 0:22] I don't wanna say fear, you know,
[0:22 - 0:27] Cyrax isn't the type to get scared in these types of situations.
[0:27 - 0:28] If anyone needs to be scared,
[0:28 - 0:30] I think it's Gordon himself, you know?
[0:31 - 0:34] He might look small, he might look weak.
[0:35 - 0:40] He might seem frail and, you know,
[0:44 - 0:46] he may be all those things.
[0:48 - 0:49] He may be all those things,
[0:49 - 0:54] but like a cornered rat with its back against the wall,
[0:55 - 0:56] you don't know what he's capable of.
[0:56 - 1:00] So I have some audio of him reporting this.
[1:00 - 1:02] So what, so yesterday you're sitting at home
[1:02 - 1:04] and then what happened?
[1:05 - 1:07] So basically what happened is Mom and Ed went out
[1:07 - 1:10] to go shopping and they all went to go to the edge
[1:10 - 1:14] and they asked them if they wanted to go out shopping
[1:14 - 1:16] and so far they always do.
[1:16 - 1:18] Cause they always do this, that whenever they're,
[1:18 - 1:21] you know, whenever they're at a dog's place,
[1:21 - 1:23] they need to grab something they will.
[1:23 - 1:25] Well, they were on about,
[1:25 - 1:27] I was upstairs up here actually hanging out
[1:27 - 1:28] with a couple of friends on Facebook
[1:28 - 1:32] and playing games, just, you know, relaxing.
[1:32 - 1:34] That's the, I'm here from here,
[1:34 - 1:37] I can go off and I'm like, what the fuck?
[1:37 - 1:41] So I'm downstairs and I see him like,
[1:41 - 1:43] but we're at the front door, so I'm like,
[1:43 - 1:46] all right, it's the only way to get the door.
[1:46 - 1:50] I go peek out the front door and then his ass is standing
[1:50 - 1:52] right there with his dog working on his face
[1:52 - 1:55] and he wants to fucking murder my ass.
[1:55 - 1:56] What?
[1:56 - 1:57] Yeah.
[1:57 - 2:01] So as soon as I see his face, I was like, nope.
[2:01 - 2:03] Wait, was he by himself?
[2:03 - 2:04] Yeah.
[2:04 - 2:05] Okay.
[2:06 - 2:09] So what I did was I ended up fucking shutting the door,
[2:09 - 2:12] I didn't say two damn words, so I fucking shut the door
[2:12 - 2:15] and I went back upstairs, went a few friends though,
[2:15 - 2:18] soon as Mom and Ed got home, they were pissed
[2:18 - 2:20] when they found out that you showed up.
[2:20 - 2:23] Oh, you didn't call the police, huh?
[2:23 - 2:26] No, I went and I let Mom know what was going on
[2:26 - 2:31] and whatnot and dad didn't say they were pissed.
[2:32 - 2:34] Fuck, did he say anything?
[2:34 - 2:37] No, I didn't even get a chance to even speak
[2:37 - 2:40] under one single vowel, I just shut the door
[2:40 - 2:41] and went upstairs.
[2:42 - 2:45] There, I mean, were you freaked out?
[2:45 - 2:46] I mean, that would have been fucking-
[2:46 - 2:49] Oh yeah, I definitely was, I was like, what the fuck?
[2:50 - 2:54] Wow, I wonder what he was there for, I mean-
[2:54 - 2:57] Well, I found out afterwards, so a good friend of mine,
[2:57 - 3:00] he was talking about how he had a business up here
[3:00 - 3:03] and he was gonna pay me a visit apparently.
[3:03 - 3:06] Well, turns out that pay me a visit came true,
[3:06 - 3:08] didn't it?
[3:08 - 3:11] Yeah, well, yeah, I'm-
[3:11 - 3:13] Oh, and I got some good news.
[3:13 - 3:16] Well, someone good news and fuck from it.
[3:16 - 3:19] Well, one, I found out William Goyal's first name,
[3:19 - 3:22] which is Steve, I don't know his last name though.
[3:22 - 3:24] Who's first name?
[3:24 - 3:24] It's Drew.
[3:24 - 3:27] Steve, William Goyal.
[3:27 - 3:27] Okay.
[3:28 - 3:31] And you heard that, and that dude,
[3:31 - 3:35] that did the video or the video of them talking
[3:35 - 3:39] to my older sister, Dayline.
[3:39 - 3:41] Oh yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, I remember that, yeah.
[3:41 - 3:44] I'll talk to Steve out from her yesterday.
[3:44 - 3:47] Turns out she didn't know she was being recorded.
[3:47 - 3:49] Wait, what happened yesterday?
[3:49 - 3:50] You got what from?
[3:50 - 3:52] She.
[3:52 - 3:56] She let me and Mom and I know that she did not know
[3:56 - 3:58] that she was being recorded.
[3:58 - 4:00] Oh, wow.
[4:00 - 4:02] Don't worry about that.
[4:02 - 4:05] But these guys have now proven themselves
[4:05 - 4:08] to be criminals through what she stated.
[4:08 - 4:09] Wow.
[4:09 - 4:11] That guy that recorded it,
[4:11 - 4:13] guess how William Goyal on there
[4:13 - 4:15] all got their hands on it?
[4:15 - 4:15] How?
[4:15 - 4:16] Marty?
[4:16 - 4:20] That dude that recorded it illegally sold it to them.
[4:20 - 4:22] Oh, really?
[4:22 - 4:24] Yeah.
[4:24 - 4:24] Fuck.
[4:26 - 4:28] I wonder how much they paid for it.
[4:28 - 4:30] I don't know.
[4:30 - 4:31] Hey, who is this?
[4:31 - 4:33] You sent me a message about helping you.
[4:33 - 4:35] Yeah, there was a chick that you were talking about
[4:35 - 4:38] a while back that wanted to reach out to me and shit,
[4:38 - 4:40] and I was like,
[4:40 - 4:43] oh, how the hell do I get a hold of this shit?
[4:43 - 4:45] I don't know how long, I don't remember.
[4:45 - 4:48] I don't know how, it was a long time ago?
[4:48 - 4:50] No, it was like, it was just fairly recently.
[4:50 - 4:54] I'm trying to remember, I don't know what the chick's name was,
[4:54 - 4:58] but I wanted to go, I was trying to find the,
[4:58 - 5:00] Yeah, I'll go back in my messages and look.
[5:00 - 5:02] Yeah, I was trying to find,
[5:02 - 5:04] if I could find the video that you sent me
[5:04 - 5:08] like a while ago, I'll definitely resend it to you.
[5:08 - 5:10] Let me give you, let me give you a call back
[5:10 - 5:11] in like 10, 15 minutes.
[5:11 - 5:12] I got to pull in here, okay?
[5:12 - 5:13] I'll call you back.
[5:19 - 5:23] Yeah, so it seems that Gordon is in Akron visiting.
[5:23 - 5:25] Hopefully he's not on anything nefarious.
[5:25 - 5:30] Hopefully, you know, he's not barking up a tree.
[5:32 - 5:37] So I think we all know how a confrontation would turn out.
[5:37 - 5:41] I think Syracs would probably hit him with a one, two,
[5:41 - 5:46] lights out cold, need to be taken out on the gurney.
[5:46 - 5:47] You know what I mean?
[5:47 - 5:50] Like if the guy's got a death wish, knock again,
[5:50 - 5:53] because Syracs will knock your fucking teeth out, bro.
[5:53 - 5:58] You might look kind of puny, but he's got a lot of fight.
[5:59 - 6:00] He's got a lot of fighting.
[6:01 - 6:03] Like I said, he's like a rabid ferret.
[6:05 - 6:06] Yeah, I don't know, man.
[6:06 - 6:08] Syracs held back when he fought Marty.
[6:08 - 6:11] Dude, I'll tell you that Syracs was tough.
[6:11 - 6:12] Like no bullshit.
[6:12 - 6:17] He was, it wasn't as easy as it looked, okay?
[6:18 - 6:20] It wasn't as easy as it looked.
[6:23 - 6:24] It's the fight of my life.
[6:25 - 6:26] What's up, what's up?
[6:26 - 6:28] Chance, how's it going, man?
[6:28 - 6:29] How's it going?
[6:29 - 6:30] Oh, show him.
[6:30 - 6:31] Holy shit.
[6:31 - 6:32] Hey, Syracs.
[6:32 - 6:33] How's it going, man?
[6:33 - 6:35] Whoa, hey, bud.
[6:35 - 6:36] Yeah, so this is Darren.
[6:36 - 6:37] He's a good buddy.
[6:37 - 6:38] He's a good man.
[6:38 - 6:39] He's a big fan of yours as well.
[6:41 - 6:44] Yeah, so I hear your pops is coming around,
[6:44 - 6:46] just knocking on the door like a weirdo.
[6:46 - 6:50] Yeah, he did that yesterday when mom and dad were out
[6:50 - 6:53] chomping or whatever, doing something.
[6:53 - 6:54] I was upstairs hanging out.
[6:54 - 6:55] So, because I had you guys know,
[6:55 - 6:58] I did retire from YouTube and I was just hanging out
[6:58 - 6:59] with some friends and whatnot.
[6:59 - 7:02] And I heard my dog go off and I'm like,
[7:02 - 7:04] what the fuck's he working about?
[7:04 - 7:05] So I got upstairs.
[7:05 - 7:07] There was nobody at the back door.
[7:07 - 7:08] So I went to look out front.
[7:08 - 7:12] Well, I'm the whole there, his old ass is staring at me
[7:12 - 7:13] with this fucking dirty ass look.
[7:13 - 7:16] It's like, as soon as I saw things,
[7:16 - 7:19] I was like, nope, I know what you're here for.
[7:19 - 7:21] And I didn't say anything, man.
[7:21 - 7:23] I just shut the door and went back upstairs.
[7:23 - 7:24] It's like, nope.
[7:26 - 7:27] Yeah.
[7:29 - 7:30] It's like, you want to sit there and just
[7:30 - 7:33] on me in front of over a thousand people
[7:33 - 7:35] and listen to these fucking asshole,
[7:35 - 7:39] fucking terrorist trolls, then fuck you, dude.
[7:39 - 7:41] I got nothing to say to you.
[7:41 - 7:44] So look, here's how I analyzed this most recent quote,
[7:44 - 7:47] unquote, I don't even know what to call it,
[7:47 - 7:48] but when you got into it.
[7:48 - 7:51] I think it was so random what he did.
[7:51 - 7:54] It was like, what the, like when I first saw him,
[7:54 - 7:59] it was like a look of like, I was like in shock
[7:59 - 8:02] and like, what the fuck are you doing out here?
[8:02 - 8:04] Like, what do you want?
[8:04 - 8:05] Yeah.
[8:05 - 8:06] Like, look, you want to do something
[8:06 - 8:07] then do it motherfucker.
[8:07 - 8:08] He wasn't about it.
[8:09 - 8:10] Yeah.
[8:10 - 8:11] Wow.
[8:11 - 8:14] All this time he talks big and bad,
[8:14 - 8:17] but when he's finally there, he doesn't do shit.
[8:18 - 8:19] Yeah.
[8:19 - 8:21] And it's like, I get it, you know,
[8:21 - 8:24] he may have had business on there because I love it.
[8:24 - 8:26] He does have family in the area.
[8:27 - 8:29] So,
[8:29 - 8:34] So that's like, why go out of your way
[8:34 - 8:37] to start by my house knowing that I don't want
[8:37 - 8:40] to fucking talk to you after you fucking disown me
[8:40 - 8:43] in front of over a thousand fucking people.
[8:43 - 8:46] Like you sit there and said all this shit,
[8:47 - 8:49] why would I want anything to do with you?
[8:50 - 8:53] I mean, I probably believes he thinks
[8:53 - 8:55] there's a fair amount of shit talking
[8:55 - 8:58] that went on between both parties, but
[8:58 - 9:00] Here's the thing though, all this shit talking
[9:00 - 9:03] I did wasn't shit talking, it was all facts.
[9:03 - 9:05] And he just doesn't want it.
[9:05 - 9:07] He doesn't want the whole threatening thing, man.
[9:07 - 9:10] I mean, if you talk in facts, you've got to talk in facts,
[9:10 - 9:13] but just it can't involve like threatening people,
[9:13 - 9:15] you know, I mean, I'm not threatening.
[9:15 - 9:17] You can't do it.
[9:17 - 9:18] I know, I know.
[9:18 - 9:20] They were doing it back and forth.
[9:20 - 9:22] And that's the thing dude, like,
[9:22 - 9:24] one thing that a lot of people don't know
[9:24 - 9:25] when I am putting this out there
[9:25 - 9:30] that when I went down there to visit, when I was in Florida,
[9:30 - 9:33] he actually did say to my face.
[9:33 - 9:37] And I even told my mom that's an even cheeky confirm this
[9:37 - 9:39] that when he and him got into the fight,
[9:39 - 9:42] when I was down there visiting in 2014,
[9:42 - 9:45] he sat right there to my face.
[9:45 - 9:47] And finally I said that if my mom ever showed up
[9:47 - 9:49] that he would blow her fucking head off.
[9:49 - 9:51] That he was gonna.
[9:51 - 9:53] Yeah, sat right there to my face
[9:53 - 9:55] and said that he was gonna shoot her
[9:55 - 9:58] if she showed up there on his property.
[9:58 - 10:03] And it's like, and that's when me and him got into the fight.
[10:03 - 10:04] And that's when I was like, no dude,
[10:04 - 10:06] like you're not gonna do that shit.
[10:06 - 10:08] You're acting like a fucking dumbass right now.
[10:08 - 10:10] Like what the fuck's wrong with you, man?
[10:10 - 10:12] Like she ain't done nothing to you.
[10:12 - 10:15] Like wherever you guys got between each other,
[10:15 - 10:17] that's on you guys, not me.
[10:17 - 10:22] Like why take what, like the shit that you and my mom
[10:23 - 10:26] are doing with like, why take that on me?
[10:26 - 10:29] I had nothing to do with what's going on between you guys.
[10:29 - 10:31] I just came down here looking like that, man.
[10:31 - 10:34] I'm not here trying to get in the middle
[10:34 - 10:35] of where you're trying to start.
[10:35 - 10:36] Fuck that.
[10:38 - 10:40] No man, you're just minding your business in this.
[10:40 - 10:42] I think he just wants to seem like a tough guy.
[10:42 - 10:44] Like, oh, I'm gonna go knock on Sarac's door
[10:44 - 10:45] and then run away.
[10:45 - 10:46] Yeah.
[10:48 - 10:49] I think if he would have stepped out,
[10:49 - 10:50] he probably wouldn't have done anything
[10:50 - 10:52] because he knows there's repercussions
[10:52 - 10:53] on doing stuff like that.
[10:53 - 10:56] 100% like if, and he knows damn well,
[10:56 - 10:58] and I have shown this online,
[10:58 - 11:01] and unfortunately Marty can't test this,
[11:01 - 11:04] and the video where I swung and I didn't can test this,
[11:04 - 11:06] that if anything were to go down,
[11:06 - 11:09] I would have no fucking problem swinging on the guy.
[11:09 - 11:12] That or not, I would have fucking swung on the guy.
[11:12 - 11:13] Yeah, yeah.
[11:13 - 11:15] He got out of there before he ended up
[11:15 - 11:17] in the fucking gurney, you know what I mean?
[11:17 - 11:19] Right, no, it's not, I'm not.
[11:20 - 11:22] I'm not saying that I would have wanted to fight him
[11:22 - 11:25] because I mean, that's my old man, you know?
[11:25 - 11:26] That's my old man.
[11:26 - 11:28] I wouldn't want to do that to him, you know?
[11:28 - 11:30] I'm not that kind of person.
[11:30 - 11:32] If you came to it, you're not scared though.
[11:32 - 11:34] Yeah, right, if they came down to it
[11:34 - 11:38] and I actually had to throw down, then I would,
[11:38 - 11:41] but I'm not that kind of person, right?
[11:41 - 11:42] I don't like, you know,
[11:42 - 11:45] if people have this misconception about me online,
[11:45 - 11:49] they're like, oh, I'm this evil fucking person,
[11:49 - 11:52] I'm this, I'm that, oh, this guy loves to do this,
[11:52 - 11:54] oh, this guy loves to fight.
[11:54 - 11:55] Motherfucker, I'm just a simple dude
[11:55 - 11:58] trying to make a paycheck, man, that's it.
[11:58 - 12:01] Like, I'm not here trying to look for a fight.
[12:01 - 12:03] I'm not here to fight, if anything,
[12:03 - 12:05] I'm trying to be cool with everybody
[12:05 - 12:08] and that's what I've been trying to do since I've-
[12:08 - 12:10] So if that happens, if that happens,
[12:10 - 12:12] do you have some strategy going or are you gonna kind of
[12:12 - 12:15] like work, work, work at them for a bit,
[12:15 - 12:18] kind of stay on the outside, move around for a while
[12:18 - 12:21] and try to, try to maybe get them tired for a bit?
[12:21 - 12:23] I relax as quick, you see, and you see them dance.
[12:23 - 12:27] I think it's like a Mongoose kind of a look to him.
[12:27 - 12:32] I don't want to say that it's gonna come to that,
[12:32 - 12:34] but if it does have to come to that,
[12:34 - 12:37] then I will do what I have to do.
[12:37 - 12:39] Every now and then, a Viking's gotta get
[12:39 - 12:41] a little bit of blood in his beard.
[12:41 - 12:44] Yeah, and that's totally, you know,
[12:44 - 12:47] we all have gotten into our fair share of fights
[12:47 - 12:48] over the years.
[12:48 - 12:50] I don't keep a beard, but yeah.
[12:51 - 12:52] I just don't even think he's gonna do that.
[12:52 - 12:56] We all have had our fair share of fights like Marty, like-
[12:56 - 12:59] I tried 90% of the time, I get beat up usually.
[12:59 - 13:01] I mean, Marty, but Marty, I did see them
[13:01 - 13:03] and I'm not trying to start you in here,
[13:03 - 13:06] but that video where you got into the fight with that one dude
[13:06 - 13:10] that went all over the internet, like, you know.
[13:10 - 13:13] We all tried to get into a fight.
[13:13 - 13:15] Hey, what are you talking about?
[13:15 - 13:16] Sorry.
[13:16 - 13:20] Dude, so I don't know if this is actually you now,
[13:20 - 13:23] but it looked pretty damn close to me and you.
[13:23 - 13:25] There was this dude that looked just like you
[13:25 - 13:28] that started going off on this black dude.
[13:28 - 13:30] I don't know if it was like an event
[13:30 - 13:32] or something and everybody kept telling you,
[13:32 - 13:33] like, did you see this?
[13:33 - 13:34] This is the same, this is the same.
[13:34 - 13:36] I'm like, the fuck.
[13:37 - 13:39] I don't know, I think.
[13:41 - 13:44] I really don't know, I'd have to see the video to confirm it,
[13:44 - 13:45] but I-
[13:45 - 13:47] Have you ever seen Techno Viking?
[13:47 - 13:48] Huh?
[13:48 - 13:49] I think so.
[13:49 - 13:50] Techno Viking.
[13:50 - 13:52] That fucking huge Nordic guy.
[13:52 - 13:58] Maybe that was your real dad instead of,
[13:58 - 14:02] because, I mean, is there any similarities involved?
[14:03 - 14:05] Right, but at the same time though, man,
[14:05 - 14:06] like I said-
[14:06 - 14:08] He can dance really good, he can dance good.
[14:08 - 14:10] Right, at the end of the day, man,
[14:10 - 14:13] I'm just a regular dude trying to do one thing,
[14:13 - 14:16] trying to help people out and do what I do.
[14:16 - 14:19] Like, I'm not out here trying to fight anybody.
[14:19 - 14:21] And to the fucking trolls that want to sit there
[14:21 - 14:24] and run their fucking mouths,
[14:24 - 14:29] I have just one thing to say to you guys,
[14:29 - 14:31] and that is this,
[14:31 - 14:34] the enemy of my enemy is my friend.
[14:34 - 14:36] And ally.
[14:36 - 14:39] So next time y'all little motherfuckers decide
[14:39 - 14:41] you want to be a little smart asses,
[14:41 - 14:43] keep that in fucking mind.
[14:44 - 14:47] Look, and I'll say this, man,
[14:47 - 14:50] Gordon, if you keep this up,
[14:50 - 14:52] you're cruising for a bruise, an old man,
[14:52 - 14:55] because I don't think it's going to end well for you.
[14:55 - 14:56] I just don't.
[14:56 - 14:58] I'm not looking for, you know,
[14:58 - 15:00] I'm not looking for trouble, man, I'm not.
[15:00 - 15:01] No, no.
[15:01 - 15:04] But Gordon, let's be honest here.
[15:04 - 15:06] But if trouble's brought to your doorstep,
[15:06 - 15:08] I'm afraid you're like Domino's.
[15:08 - 15:11] Yeah, and this is what I would ask.
[15:11 - 15:13] I know you would, Rex.
[15:13 - 15:15] Dude, this is what I don't get.
[15:15 - 15:18] First off, his wife sends out a notoriety letter,
[15:18 - 15:20] like a courtesy letter,
[15:20 - 15:22] telling me to stop running my mouth,
[15:22 - 15:24] which I haven't been anywhere.
[15:24 - 15:27] Anybody with a pair of eyes and a pair of ears
[15:27 - 15:30] can see in here that I've not said one thing about them
[15:30 - 15:33] since getting that letter at all.
[15:33 - 15:36] But let's be honest here, Gordon.
[15:36 - 15:42] Your wife sends that letter here,
[15:42 - 15:45] and then you show up on my doorstep
[15:45 - 15:47] expecting me to keep my mouth shut.
[15:47 - 15:51] Like, what the fuck are you thinking, dude?
[15:51 - 15:53] Like, if you want to keep my mouth shut,
[15:53 - 15:55] don't come up around here, dude.
[15:55 - 15:56] I'm not saying-
[15:56 - 15:58] That's a good chip why it's pushing this.
[15:58 - 16:00] Like, I'm not saying anything about you, bro.
[16:00 - 16:02] So you need to keep your damn mouth shut
[16:02 - 16:05] and you need to stop showing up on my goddamn doorstep, dude.
[16:05 - 16:09] I've not said anything about you or your bitch of a wife.
[16:09 - 16:12] I've not said anything about you guys at all.
[16:12 - 16:14] Check the channels, bro.
[16:14 - 16:16] All the fucking videos you're seeing
[16:16 - 16:20] are the trolls trying to start shit you fucking moron.
[16:20 - 16:22] Like, open your eyes, dude.
[16:22 - 16:24] You want the truth come to me.
[16:24 - 16:27] I will tell you whether I've been talking shit about you or not.
[16:27 - 16:29] You know this.
[16:29 - 16:30] I'm your son.
[16:30 - 16:32] You forget that, motherfucker.
[16:32 - 16:34] I'm not the kind of person that shy away
[16:34 - 16:37] from telling the fucking truth about how shit really is.
[16:37 - 16:39] And I'll be honest, the only reason-
[16:39 - 16:43] And I know the real reason why your wife sent
[16:43 - 16:46] that courtesy letter and why she wants to try to sue.
[16:46 - 16:48] I know exactly what's going on.
[16:48 - 16:50] She doesn't like the fact that I told the truth
[16:50 - 16:53] about how you guys really treated me when I was down there.
[16:53 - 16:56] I know what that's really about, but you know what?
[16:56 - 16:58] Like I said, I have a lot to say,
[16:58 - 17:00] and I could put it out there,
[17:00 - 17:03] but I'm not gonna put it out there, because like you said,
[17:03 - 17:06] you want me to keep my mouth shut? Fine.
[17:06 - 17:08] I'll keep my goddamn mouth shut,
[17:08 - 17:10] and I'm gonna continue to do so.
[17:10 - 17:12] But if you want me to keep your house,
[17:12 - 17:15] and it's like, are you supposed to just sit there and take it?
[17:15 - 17:17] Like, come on.
[17:17 - 17:19] Right, it doesn't make sense.
[17:19 - 17:20] Like, you send me a-
[17:20 - 17:22] Yeah, a little much.
[17:22 - 17:24] Having to just put up with that.
[17:24 - 17:26] Right, it's like, I don't understand.
[17:26 - 17:29] Like, you send me a courtesy letter,
[17:29 - 17:31] which I did receive,
[17:31 - 17:34] and I have followed that courtesy letter,
[17:34 - 17:37] and I've not spoken one bad thing about you guys.
[17:37 - 17:39] I'll keep my mouth shut.
[17:39 - 17:41] If anything, I've been retired from YouTube
[17:41 - 17:43] for the last three weeks.
[17:43 - 17:46] Hell, I even made an announcement to all my friends
[17:46 - 17:49] and my fan base, and those that do still follow me
[17:49 - 17:52] and watch my shit, that I was retiring indefinitely
[17:52 - 17:55] until the troll shit go to over.
[17:55 - 17:57] So I've not been on YouTube at all.
[17:57 - 18:00] I've been hanging out, playing video games,
[18:00 - 18:03] hanging out with my friends, and hanging out with my family.
[18:03 - 18:06] That's it, and working on music here and there.
[18:06 - 18:07] And that's it.
[18:07 - 18:11] I have not said a one fucking word about you guys at all.
[18:11 - 18:12] So-
[18:12 - 18:14] Any other things you can do?
[18:14 - 18:16] Supposedly they're suing you,
[18:16 - 18:19] but they're also stalking you and showing up at your front door,
[18:19 - 18:20] like, what?
[18:20 - 18:22] Okay, that's not gonna...
[18:22 - 18:23] That's insane.
[18:23 - 18:24] That's insane.
[18:24 - 18:29] Like, it really and truly does not make sense.
[18:29 - 18:32] Now, to the N-word boy, I want to know now,
[18:32 - 18:34] what's your fucking deal, man?
[18:34 - 18:37] You're constantly making these fake accounts on Facebook,
[18:37 - 18:41] trying to get me roped in again for what, dude?
[18:41 - 18:44] Like, and if you guys don't know,
[18:44 - 18:49] this dumbass N-word boy decided to make a fake account
[18:49 - 18:52] on Facebook, hit me up.
[18:52 - 18:55] I called his ass out before anything got anywhere,
[18:55 - 18:56] because I could see right through it,
[18:56 - 18:58] because I now know how to do talks,
[18:58 - 18:59] and I know what he's about.
[18:59 - 19:01] So I was able to pick up on it,
[19:01 - 19:03] and it was like, yo, this dude's N-word boy.
[19:03 - 19:05] So I picked up on it, and I called him out.
[19:05 - 19:08] Well, let me ask you this, N-word boy.
[19:08 - 19:12] If I was really a pedophile, and this and that, and the other,
[19:12 - 19:15] why was I not locked up when the first incident happened,
[19:15 - 19:20] or the case, and when the detective did all that research
[19:20 - 19:25] and had the cops come here for that incident,
[19:25 - 19:27] why was I not locked up,
[19:27 - 19:30] and why am I not on the registry, you fucking moron?
[19:30 - 19:33] I wouldn't have locked up if that was the case,
[19:33 - 19:35] you fucking idiot.
[19:35 - 19:37] So I'll tell you right now, N-word boy,
[19:37 - 19:38] and this ain't just coming from me,
[19:38 - 19:40] this ain't just coming from Marty,
[19:40 - 19:43] this is coming from my boy Justin,
[19:43 - 19:46] down in Columbus, who's actually a very good friend of mine.
[19:46 - 19:48] Shot him up, boy, Justin, what up, bro?
[19:48 - 19:50] I'm telling you right now, N-word boy,
[19:50 - 19:52] you keep fucking around with me,
[19:52 - 19:54] and you're gonna find out,
[19:54 - 19:56] because one of these motherfuckers is gonna fuck you up
[19:56 - 19:58] if you keep playing around, dude.
[19:58 - 20:00] Trust me, I was saying, even Marty
[20:00 - 20:03] don't like what your tips fucking did.
[20:03 - 20:07] I don't like how you're commercialized now, Cyrex.
[20:07 - 20:10] I don't like how those guys did that shit to you.
[20:11 - 20:13] That's just a little bit wrong.
[20:13 - 20:16] There's fucking Cyrex trading cards now and shit.
[20:16 - 20:20] I've seen everything, bro, I've seen everything.
[20:20 - 20:22] And now right there is the problem.
[20:22 - 20:27] I know that I have more than enough stuff to get them on,
[20:27 - 20:30] but the problem is, I don't have money for a whore,
[20:30 - 20:32] so I can't actually go out playing,
[20:32 - 20:35] because see, this is the whole game.
[20:35 - 20:36] They don't want me to make money,
[20:36 - 20:38] because they know that if I make money,
[20:38 - 20:40] I can turn around and see their asses
[20:40 - 20:43] for all the money that they've made of me,
[20:43 - 20:44] and they don't want that.
[20:44 - 20:46] They want to make money off me
[20:46 - 20:48] without me making a single fucking dime.
[20:48 - 20:50] That's exactly what's going on,
[20:50 - 20:53] and anytime somebody steps out and defends me,
[20:53 - 20:56] they get fucking terrorized.
[20:56 - 20:59] So, Cyrex, you know what I would like to see?
[20:59 - 21:01] You know what I really would love to see, man,
[21:01 - 21:03] what would get me watching,
[21:03 - 21:05] like subscribing to a Cyrex tube?
[21:05 - 21:07] Like, if you would go out and do some stuff,
[21:07 - 21:09] like you used to do, like do a little bit of exploring,
[21:09 - 21:11] do a little bit of urban archeology,
[21:11 - 21:13] do a little bit of like...
[21:13 - 21:15] It's not even safe, because these people are insane.
[21:15 - 21:18] Yeah, I mean, that kind of ruined it for them, I mean.
[21:18 - 21:21] But like, you are fucking interesting as fuck, dude.
[21:21 - 21:24] I would almost like they'd like go out and do fun shit with you, dude.
[21:24 - 21:26] I can think of a whole handful of fun shit
[21:26 - 21:28] I could have you doing, man.
[21:28 - 21:30] It would just be cool.
[21:30 - 21:32] And that's the thing.
[21:32 - 21:36] Anybody that's ever come up to me from the outside,
[21:36 - 21:39] like, I've had outsiders walk up to me,
[21:39 - 21:43] like either out in public or message me on Facebook or whatever.
[21:43 - 21:45] I've had random people come up to me.
[21:45 - 21:49] But you had positive interaction with a lot of these people, dude.
[21:49 - 21:50] Oh, 100%.
[21:50 - 21:51] Oh, 100%.
[21:51 - 21:53] Like, when they used me blade fucking,
[21:53 - 21:55] shows up and tries knocking on your fucking door
[21:55 - 21:57] and doing weird shit and kidnapping you,
[21:57 - 21:58] we'd try to fucking you.
[21:58 - 22:00] Like, I mean, those fucking dudes are weirdos, bro.
[22:00 - 22:02] If they would have showed up at my house,
[22:02 - 22:04] I would have fucking skinned up somebody's ass
[22:04 - 22:06] with some buckshot, bro.
[22:06 - 22:07] Right.
[22:07 - 22:08] But like.
[22:08 - 22:11] It's like, and that's honestly,
[22:11 - 22:14] that's a major thing that is wrong with YouTube
[22:14 - 22:16] as a platform right now.
[22:16 - 22:18] Is there a lot of entertainment?
[22:18 - 22:19] Yeah.
[22:19 - 22:22] They're allowing a lot of this negative bullshit to go on.
[22:22 - 22:23] And that's effective.
[22:23 - 22:26] Like child moth and a lot of these fucking CVGs
[22:26 - 22:29] and these cats would let just let go,
[22:29 - 22:31] but they just need to stop making money off it.
[22:31 - 22:33] So it's almost like the fucking archive channels
[22:33 - 22:36] almost need to not even be able to get a hold of anything,
[22:36 - 22:37] but I don't know.
[22:37 - 22:39] I'm not trying to starve the archive channels out.
[22:39 - 22:41] I don't, I don't hate anybody, but.
[22:41 - 22:44] I think it could be a lot more fun watching you walk around
[22:44 - 22:45] and do shit.
[22:45 - 22:49] See, I'm on the fence when it comes to the archive channels,
[22:49 - 22:50] dude.
[22:50 - 22:54] I hate them because of how they make me look sometimes,
[22:54 - 22:57] but at the same time on the other side of that.
[22:57 - 22:59] It will get your word out the quickest.
[22:59 - 23:01] Well, not only.
[23:02 - 23:04] You were sorry to say.
[23:04 - 23:08] And like, let's say there's an old video that I want to grab
[23:08 - 23:09] and re-upload it.
[23:09 - 23:11] All I got to do is go to one of those channels,
[23:11 - 23:14] find it, grab it and re-upload this shit.
[23:14 - 23:15] Yeah.
[23:15 - 23:17] I mean, that's really the only good,
[23:17 - 23:20] that's really all they get for is finding old content
[23:20 - 23:23] that I can take and re-upload for something that I might want
[23:23 - 23:24] to see.
[23:25 - 23:29] But it's like y'all dumb motherfuckers that are going around
[23:29 - 23:31] doing this troll shit.
[23:31 - 23:36] Like prime example, what you guys do has a very real effect
[23:36 - 23:37] on people.
[23:37 - 23:38] Yeah.
[23:38 - 23:40] They're going to take a look at Inquisitor.
[23:40 - 23:43] Y'all did the same shit to him like y'all are trying to do
[23:43 - 23:44] to me.
[23:44 - 23:49] Like, that dude unfortunately took his fucking life as
[23:49 - 23:50] a result.
[23:50 - 23:51] Who's Inquisitor?
[23:51 - 23:54] Is that the guy's name that you, because I know I've heard
[23:54 - 23:57] you say talk about these people, but I haven't really,
[23:57 - 23:59] I haven't looked at any of them or anything.
[23:59 - 24:00] That was one of them?
[24:00 - 24:01] Yeah.
[24:01 - 24:04] If you look up Inquisitor, he went through a very similar
[24:04 - 24:08] situation to what I went to, but unfortunately as a result,
[24:08 - 24:12] he ended up taking his own life as a result of what they
[24:12 - 24:13] feel they like.
[24:13 - 24:15] He was really big on TikTok.
[24:15 - 24:19] I don't think anybody's out for that, Sirex, to be honest.
[24:19 - 24:22] As much as these people like to put you through hell, dude,
[24:22 - 24:25] I think they'd like to see your reaction more so than they
[24:25 - 24:26] like to.
[24:26 - 24:29] They want to see you actually hurt, but there are some people
[24:29 - 24:32] out there that are fucking starting to get nasty, I guess.
[24:32 - 24:33] Right.
[24:33 - 24:34] It's really not cool.
[24:34 - 24:39] Like, prime example, taking for a major example, look at what
[24:39 - 24:41] Timz did to me a couple weeks ago.
[24:41 - 24:42] Oh, I can tell.
[24:42 - 24:44] Like, that hurt you, man.
[24:44 - 24:45] That sucks, dude.
[24:45 - 24:47] Dude, that shit pissed me off.
[24:47 - 24:50] It's like, here's this dude that helped me get away from
[24:50 - 24:54] these assholes, and now all of a sudden you got your boys
[24:54 - 24:58] and that's not the other, making me look a million times worse.
[24:58 - 25:01] And then you forced me into a position where you basically
[25:01 - 25:05] said, hey, either you're going to admit this or I'm helping
[25:05 - 25:06] them with this.
[25:06 - 25:10] And then on top of that, you lied to me and say that you're
[25:10 - 25:13] not recording when you actually sat there and told me that
[25:13 - 25:16] you weren't recording or on the live stream or anything.
[25:16 - 25:20] So it's like, what the fuck, dude?
[25:21 - 25:24] I'll show you quite real tears, too.
[25:24 - 25:25] Like, I knew.
[25:25 - 25:26] Yeah.
[25:28 - 25:32] It got to the point where I was like, you know, I got out of
[25:32 - 25:33] the audience, dude.
[25:33 - 25:37] I'm like, I'm tired of losing good friends because of these
[25:37 - 25:40] fucking sick weirdos that go around doing this shit.
[25:40 - 25:43] Like, I've already lost enough friends over the years
[25:43 - 25:44] because of this shit.
[25:44 - 25:47] Hell, I lost my best friend of 17 years straight.
[25:47 - 25:49] He stopped talking to me.
[25:49 - 25:52] My best friend, my best friend, Sean, who actually kept me
[25:52 - 25:55] on the right track for a lot of years, he stopped talking
[25:55 - 25:56] to me.
[25:56 - 26:02] I had to disown my own sister because she was in contact
[26:02 - 26:06] with these shows and I wasn't about to take that risk of,
[26:06 - 26:10] you know, being drugged even further into that.
[26:10 - 26:12] And on top of that, she actually did treat me like a kid
[26:12 - 26:15] a lot of the times that I got fucking sick of it.
[26:15 - 26:20] But it's like, on top of that, like, I've lost a lot of
[26:20 - 26:23] friends, a lot of people have stopped being friends with
[26:23 - 26:25] me because of what these assholes have done.
[26:25 - 26:28] And it's like, it finally got to the point where it's like,
[26:28 - 26:30] dude, I'm done losing good people.
[26:30 - 26:32] I'm fucking tired of it.
[26:32 - 26:33] And that's where I was right, bro.
[26:33 - 26:34] Like, enough.
[26:34 - 26:38] Like, this troll shit of trying to make me look like shit
[26:38 - 26:41] all because you guys want money and this and that.
[26:41 - 26:43] It's fucking dumb, dude.
[26:43 - 26:45] It's fucking stupid.
[26:45 - 26:48] Do you know how many motherfuckers get called out on a
[26:48 - 26:51] daily basis because of the dumb shit they do?
[26:51 - 26:54] Honestly, man, y'all trolls that do this shit, you deserve
[26:54 - 26:57] to be called out for the shit you do.
[26:57 - 27:01] Trust me when I say N-word boy and wave boy, you might not
[27:01 - 27:02] know this.
[27:02 - 27:03] You might not realize this.
[27:03 - 27:04] You might not even see this.
[27:04 - 27:07] But trust me, believe there's a lot of motherfuckers that
[27:07 - 27:10] want to beat your fucking asses for what you guys have
[27:10 - 27:13] done to me and the other people.
[27:13 - 27:14] There's a lot of them, dude.
[27:14 - 27:17] There's a lot of people that do not like you.
[27:17 - 27:20] There's a whole lot of people that can't stand Kate
[27:20 - 27:21] because I'll be honest.
[27:21 - 27:24] If you look at Kate Peters, she is actually one of the
[27:24 - 27:26] most hated people on the internet.
[27:26 - 27:27] Like, hands down.
[27:27 - 27:28] I actually did my research.
[27:28 - 27:30] She is very much hated.
[27:30 - 27:32] For the record, I love William Bloorhole.
[27:32 - 27:33] Sorry.
[27:33 - 27:36] I can't leave that.
[27:36 - 27:37] Sorry.
[27:37 - 27:39] I can't get off that script, man.
[27:39 - 27:40] He's...
[27:40 - 27:41] Wow.
[27:41 - 27:46] I will admit, like, William has kind of gone his own way in
[27:46 - 27:47] a sense.
[27:47 - 27:48] I will admit that.
[27:48 - 27:52] But it's like, bro, you're sitting here showing support for
[27:52 - 27:58] N-word boy, who's literally the worst human being on the
[27:58 - 27:59] fucking planet.
[27:59 - 28:01] I don't support anybody.
[28:01 - 28:02] I just kind of watch those things.
[28:02 - 28:05] I stopped paying attention a whole lot, honestly, Syrex,
[28:05 - 28:06] when...
[28:06 - 28:07] Let's see.
[28:07 - 28:10] Boy, when they started interviewing your sister in
[28:10 - 28:13] CVG, got involved, that's when I was like, oh, damn,
[28:13 - 28:15] this is getting just too much.
[28:15 - 28:20] She's spooking on that N-word boy and all those little
[28:20 - 28:21] motherfuckers.
[28:21 - 28:22] I know what y'all did.
[28:22 - 28:24] Y'all sat there and said she knew about it.
[28:24 - 28:25] No, she didn't.
[28:25 - 28:28] And I will send out for my sister in this regard.
[28:28 - 28:32] She did not know you motherfuckers were recording her.
[28:32 - 28:35] Oh, and here's another fun world to do.
[28:35 - 28:39] That footage that they got of the interview was
[28:39 - 28:43] illegally sold from the guy that recorded it to the
[28:43 - 28:45] trolls, which is how they got their hands on it.
[28:45 - 28:48] They illegally purchased that footage so they can
[28:48 - 28:50] re-upload it.
[28:50 - 28:51] Damn.
[28:51 - 28:54] What do you mean by that?
[28:54 - 29:00] And William Goreal, aka Steve, which I know that's your
[29:00 - 29:03] real name, Steve, you can't fucking hide.
[29:03 - 29:06] I told you I'd find out and I did.
[29:06 - 29:07] All right.
[29:07 - 29:09] I know that you had something to do with that too,
[29:09 - 29:12] motherfucker, because we all know that you have a disdain
[29:12 - 29:13] hatred for your motherfucker.
[29:13 - 29:14] And guess what?
[29:14 - 29:16] I don't care if you hate me or love me.
[29:16 - 29:17] I don't fucking care.
[29:17 - 29:19] If you hate me, fuck you.
[29:19 - 29:21] If you love me, hey, that's cool.
[29:21 - 29:23] I have no problem with that.
[29:23 - 29:27] But you and N-word boy need to stand your own motherfucking
[29:27 - 29:28] lanes.
[29:28 - 29:31] And you and N-word boy, you need to fuck off and get a
[29:31 - 29:33] job, get a hobby, do something, man.
[29:33 - 29:36] Do something other than fuck with people, bro.
[29:36 - 29:41] Like, why doesn't he speak?
[29:41 - 29:42] I'm back.
[29:42 - 29:45] Dude, I literally tried calling this motherfucker when
[29:45 - 29:49] he did what he did earlier today or attempted to do.
[29:49 - 29:52] I called him out right there in the fucking chat on
[29:52 - 29:55] Facebook and I tried calling him several times and I
[29:55 - 29:58] called him out like, bro, why are you afraid to talk?
[29:58 - 30:01] Like, are you mad because you got caught or are you mad
[30:01 - 30:04] because I'm calling your fucking podcast out on the
[30:04 - 30:06] shit you're doing, bro?
[30:06 - 30:10] I mean, it's funny to me that everybody else is trying
[30:10 - 30:13] to move on, but you're the only motherfucker that's
[30:13 - 30:14] still hanging on.
[30:14 - 30:15] Why?
[30:15 - 30:18] You got your fucking little punk bitch that can't let
[30:18 - 30:21] go of shit and you need to learn to let go of shit
[30:21 - 30:23] and move the fuck on, bro.
[30:23 - 30:25] Like, I bet you he's watching us.
[30:25 - 30:26] I'll post a streamer link.
[30:26 - 30:28] I guarantee he won't come on here.
[30:28 - 30:30] I guarantee he won't.
[30:30 - 30:36] I swear to God, I would bet my first million dollars
[30:36 - 30:38] that he won't come on here.
[30:38 - 30:39] I guarantee he won't.
[30:39 - 30:41] It's just not going to happen, you know?
[30:41 - 30:42] What's he afraid of?
[30:42 - 30:45] What are you afraid of?
[30:45 - 30:47] What do you have to hide, bro?
[30:47 - 30:49] What are you scared of?
[30:49 - 30:52] You know, as far as like trolling, all he really
[30:52 - 30:55] does is just upload your stuff and make, like,
[30:55 - 30:57] essay community posts.
[30:57 - 31:01] I kind of considered that an archive channel, you know?
[31:01 - 31:03] Yeah, it is.
[31:03 - 31:05] In a sense, he really is.
[31:05 - 31:09] But it's like, what so pissed me off so badly
[31:09 - 31:12] is that this is the same motherfucker that,
[31:12 - 31:15] because as a lot of people know, I had migrated over
[31:15 - 31:18] to kick after the whole, you know, YouTube thing
[31:18 - 31:19] went down and shit.
[31:19 - 31:21] I decided, all right, I'm going to go back
[31:21 - 31:24] over to kick and I'm going to do my thing over there
[31:24 - 31:27] where I can have fun with my people and whatnot
[31:27 - 31:29] and have a good time.
[31:29 - 31:31] Dude, I can't even have a kick anymore
[31:31 - 31:33] because these motherfuckers go and report the
[31:33 - 31:37] ever living shit out of it for no fucking reason.
[31:37 - 31:39] That happened a couple times, didn't it?
[31:39 - 31:42] Dude, I wanted to go to my kick the other day
[31:42 - 31:45] to start back up because as you guys know,
[31:45 - 31:49] obviously because of everything that went on
[31:49 - 31:52] with the trolling and shit, I'm not able to get on
[31:52 - 31:54] Twitch at this moment, so I was like, all right,
[31:54 - 31:57] let me go over to kick, which is the next best thing
[31:57 - 32:00] because that's another platform that I'm very familiar with.
[32:00 - 32:03] I've been on there for a good amount of time.
[32:03 - 32:06] So I went over there to fire my stuff back up.
[32:06 - 32:09] 15 fucking minutes into my fucking stream
[32:09 - 32:11] and I'm just sitting there hanging out,
[32:11 - 32:14] wasn't doing nothing, wasn't being hateful towards nobody,
[32:14 - 32:16] was just hanging out with everybody, you know?
[32:16 - 32:19] Just talking and having fun shooting the shit.
[32:19 - 32:22] Next thing I know, my stream gets shut down.
[32:22 - 32:26] I go to my email and look, next thing I see,
[32:26 - 32:29] oh, your account is permanently deactivated
[32:29 - 32:34] because you guys, and get this, I apparently was,
[32:34 - 32:36] what do they call it?
[32:36 - 32:39] I was apparently banivating.
[32:39 - 32:41] Bitch, I wasn't banivating.
[32:41 - 32:44] I was literally doing a fucking stream
[32:44 - 32:46] hanging out with my friends
[32:46 - 32:48] and hanging out with some of my fans
[32:48 - 32:50] that have been actually longtime fans
[32:50 - 32:52] that actually enjoy what I do,
[32:52 - 32:55] whether I'm gaming, whether I'm doing cover shows
[32:55 - 32:58] or whatever, they enjoy the content.
[32:58 - 33:00] And I was sitting there hanging out with them.
[33:00 - 33:03] Matter of fact, I had a fan in there
[33:03 - 33:06] that was a fan on the platform that I was on
[33:06 - 33:10] before I ever got on YouTube, which was,
[33:10 - 33:13] it was you now, it was on my phone.
[33:13 - 33:17] It was one of those fans that was a fucking hardcore fucking fan
[33:17 - 33:20] and they decided to jump in on the kick and whatnot.
[33:20 - 33:22] And I was like, yo, that's cool.
[33:22 - 33:25] Everybody's hanging out, everybody's having a good time.
[33:25 - 33:27] You know, nobody's bothering nobody.
[33:27 - 33:30] We're all just hanging out shooting the shit, having fun.
[33:30 - 33:35] Next thing I know, my shit gets shut down for banivating.
[33:35 - 33:39] And I'm like, what? How am I banivating?
[33:39 - 33:43] I'm over here doing a stream, hanging out with people.
[33:43 - 33:46] I'm not bothering anybody.
[33:46 - 33:48] I don't want to bother anyone.
[33:48 - 33:50] People just need to...
[33:50 - 33:52] So here's what people understand.
[33:52 - 33:56] It's like, you know when these people are trolling you.
[33:56 - 33:59] And you know, it's weird to me too.
[33:59 - 34:04] So like this Wings007 guy, he pretends to be a little girl
[34:04 - 34:06] and jerks off for his own sexual fantasies.
[34:06 - 34:08] You know it's a troll old line, right?
[34:08 - 34:10] Yeah, right.
[34:10 - 34:14] Like for that guy to get his rocks off, pretend...
[34:14 - 34:16] I was so crazy as in that, as a matter of fact,
[34:16 - 34:18] I know exactly what you're talking about.
[34:18 - 34:22] Like what's funny is I openly told him,
[34:22 - 34:24] why, dude, I know you're not underage.
[34:24 - 34:26] Who are you really, motherfucker?
[34:26 - 34:27] Who are you really?
[34:27 - 34:29] Because I know you're not this age.
[34:29 - 34:31] Who the fuck are you?
[34:31 - 34:33] Who the fuck are you?
[34:34 - 34:38] Honestly, if anyone's the sicko, it's him.
[34:38 - 34:40] And I really believe that.
[34:40 - 34:42] And not only that, but honestly,
[34:42 - 34:44] Tibbs is just as sick and disturbed
[34:44 - 34:48] for even conversing with these people.
[34:50 - 34:54] Like, dude, like, and no offense, Tibbs.
[34:54 - 34:56] Don't get wrong.
[34:56 - 35:00] You know, I had great times with you when we hung out then.
[35:00 - 35:02] You're a good dude, but bro,
[35:02 - 35:04] you're dumb as fuck for even thinking
[35:04 - 35:08] that these people are even remotely right about me, dude.
[35:08 - 35:12] Like, you're dumb as fuck for that, dude.
[35:12 - 35:15] Yeah, I mean, so from what I can tell,
[35:15 - 35:17] like, he was your friend,
[35:17 - 35:20] but he got like maybe one-tenth of the trolling that you got.
[35:20 - 35:22] And he was like, you know what, fuck my friends,
[35:22 - 35:25] Irox, every man for himself.
[35:25 - 35:27] And dude, what pissed me off,
[35:27 - 35:29] what really pissed me off,
[35:29 - 35:31] was he put me in that position
[35:31 - 35:34] to where I basically had to admit to that
[35:34 - 35:36] to being a supposed pedophile
[35:36 - 35:38] just so he would leave me the fuck alone.
[35:38 - 35:40] That's the only reason why I did it,
[35:40 - 35:43] because I didn't want to have my own dad
[35:43 - 35:45] and his wife coming after me.
[35:45 - 35:46] I didn't want that shit.
[35:46 - 35:51] Like, do you know how fucking weird and awkward that would be
[35:51 - 35:57] for me to have to get sued by my own dad and his wife?
[35:57 - 36:00] That'd be pretty fucking weird.
[36:00 - 36:02] And I didn't want that.
[36:02 - 36:05] I did not want that because I knew that, you know,
[36:05 - 36:07] shit, what if that's, you know,
[36:07 - 36:09] escalating way worse.
[36:09 - 36:12] And it was like, I kind of felt like I had no choice
[36:12 - 36:14] but to say that, but yet,
[36:14 - 36:17] he's over here all like, oh, he had a choice.
[36:17 - 36:19] Like hell I had a choice, tibs.
[36:19 - 36:22] You're a fucking punk-ass bitch.
[36:22 - 36:26] You're fucking, dude, you screw a fucking sex doll.
[36:26 - 36:27] Yeah.
[36:27 - 36:29] Dude, do believe me.
[36:29 - 36:32] I mean, it's a child-class sex doll.
[36:32 - 36:34] I'm not always not there.
[36:34 - 36:36] Not always not, but dude,
[36:36 - 36:39] you can only believe the fallout games are real life.
[36:39 - 36:41] Now, don't get wrong.
[36:41 - 36:43] I love the fallout games.
[36:43 - 36:45] It's the real thing.
[36:45 - 36:49] They do have real-world aspects in them,
[36:49 - 36:52] because if you look at a fallout as a whole,
[36:52 - 36:55] if you really think about it on that level,
[36:55 - 37:03] is a very real possibility of a nuclear fallout like that happening but we're gonna happen in our
[37:03 - 37:09] fucking lifetime dude so why are you leaving the life and and what what I want to know is what's
[37:09 - 37:15] going through your head to when you think that this shit's real the fallout games ain't real
[37:15 - 37:24] winter the real doll is not real why bro and you clearly need help man and that's what I
[37:24 - 37:29] me and gg out in the morning we're up here that one day trying to tell you bro you need mental
[37:29 - 37:37] help like I know I need help and I'm working on that I've got a friend of mine that I'm talking to
[37:37 - 37:43] that's actually helping me get back to normal and the way that I was before all the bullshit started
[37:43 - 37:50] back in 2017 like I'm actually starting to get back to normal but you need to be in a
[37:50 - 37:56] fucking mental institute bro like you genuinely need professional fucking help dude he gives off
[37:56 - 38:01] some uh some unintelligent joker vibes like he uh he's got a plan that he doesn't really have
[38:02 - 38:08] oh absolutely absolutely what's going on his joker impressions are actually now i'm gonna
[38:08 - 38:13] i'm not gonna lie his joker impressions are actually pretty decent he believes it's not like
[38:13 - 38:17] a joke to him it's not an act he believes he thinks he's fractured like fractured people
[38:18 - 38:25] fractured personalities are a lot more fucked up than tibs dude and this guy literally believes
[38:25 - 38:32] that he has 72 different entities let me hit his head that dude has some serious fucking issues
[38:32 - 38:39] going on upstairs like I know I have issues upstairs we all fucking do until something's
[38:39 - 38:46] actually but me I'm working my now through my music and working now by talking to a really good
[38:46 - 38:51] friend of mine that has watched what I've been through and has been helping me to gradually
[38:51 - 38:56] get back to normal which to my friend that is helping out that I appreciate the fuck down you
[38:56 - 39:02] do so my main thing is is with getting back to normal it's gonna be a maintaining process it's
[39:02 - 39:09] not gonna be all of a sudden I'm normal and I'm fine it's gonna be I'm keeping I'm working at my
[39:09 - 39:15] mental health now and that's and that's what I've been focusing on it needs to be a constant a constant
[39:15 - 39:21] thing right you know I mean that makes it so you could possibly be a danger you know right you
[39:21 - 39:26] know and that's what I've been working on for the last few weeks since retiring from you gotta love
[39:26 - 39:30] yourself enough before you can do that you know and people you know gotta give you a minute before
[39:30 - 39:36] you can love yourself enough to do that exactly and that's why I said you know like you know since
[39:36 - 39:41] leaving YouTube I've been working on my mental health a lot I've been ignoring all the troll shit
[39:41 - 39:46] like a lot of people like a lot of people ask me all the time like how do you see this how do you
[39:46 - 39:53] see that you know don't care to either like I have no interest in the troll shit like I don't
[39:53 - 39:58] off not paying attention to it yeah you know wreck your mental health like Sarge is doing all the
[39:58 - 40:03] right things it seems like he is man he seems like he is making a lot a lot more intelligent
[40:03 - 40:09] steps yeah yeah it's like I've literally been I'll be honest dude like the first three days
[40:10 - 40:16] after like I'd say like the third day after leaving YouTube after I kind of got used to
[40:16 - 40:21] the adjustment of like not being on there and you know I try to figure out like hey what am I
[40:21 - 40:27] gonna do I kind of started realizing like damn now that I'm away from all this I have a lot more
[40:27 - 40:34] time to start writing and do that whole night on the third day man I knocked out like okay
[40:35 - 40:41] five six seven songs man I just had all these ideas that had started to come back and I'm like
[40:41 - 40:47] about the end of it I'm like dude it actually feels good to be writing again to actually do
[40:47 - 40:54] shit again and to not be around all the negative garbage and to start I will say this man I do
[40:54 - 41:00] like I do know the truth about why you stepped off but at the same time I do appreciate that you
[41:00 - 41:05] did do that and I do appreciate the fact that like me you can't stand these motherfuckers because
[41:05 - 41:11] what they do like don't be wrong you've done a lot of that shit I hope that I was the worst I was the
[41:11 - 41:19] worst you know and I'm not proud of you oh yeah 100% like you know and that's the thing you know
[41:19 - 41:23] we all fuck in the life we all make mistakes we all do dumb shit that we shouldn't do
[41:24 - 41:29] but it's like this this is where the question I've had the entire time and it's already started
[41:29 - 41:37] me in and asked this multiple times if all trolls say the and I know there's a few trolls out there
[41:37 - 41:41] that want to do better and for those of y'all that did say that I appreciate you for that
[41:42 - 41:48] but if all y'all are the ones that said they would say oh get a job do better get a job do better
[41:48 - 41:54] but uh how am I supposed to do that when one you guys don't make me alone long enough to get
[41:54 - 42:01] better and two how am I supposed to get a regular job seeing what you did to my biological father
[42:01 - 42:07] not you Marty but them but seeing what y'all did to my biological father seeing what you did to my
[42:07 - 42:15] best friend Brendan who unfortunately is no longer with us who because if y'all don't know uh he actually
[42:15 - 42:21] was not only a friend of mine he was also Marty on my channel a lot of you guys may have known him
[42:21 - 42:28] as Tommy John he was honestly one of my he was actually one of my best mods hands down like straight
[42:28 - 42:35] up like he took no shit from nobody like he knew what was up like he knew when he was in chat he knew
[42:35 - 42:42] it was go time and he did not fuck around like if he saw any kind of bullshit going on that he knew
[42:42 - 42:48] wasn't cool he fucking got their asses out of there and I cannot thank you enough for that
[42:48 - 42:53] but for all y'all that don't know he did unfortunately pass away from fentanyl poisoning
[42:53 - 42:58] because his dealer actually laced his weed with fentanyl and unfortunately he ended up killing
[42:58 - 43:06] him but it's like I see what y'all did to him man like the minute that y'all find out he was connected
[43:06 - 43:15] to me y'all caught up there and so he lost his job like y'all said they're saying that you know like
[43:15 - 43:20] oh I can get a regular job how do I know that y'all motherfuckers ain't gonna fucking do the same
[43:20 - 43:27] shit to me that y'all did to him I could see it already man I get up to like let's say for example
[43:27 - 43:34] I do end up getting a regular job just for on the off chance that that does happen let's say that
[43:34 - 43:40] does happen and I do get a regular job how is it important y'all motherfucking trolls call up there
[43:40 - 43:46] start going up there fucking for until I get fucking fired and you guys have a history of doing this
[43:46 - 43:56] it's it's even open anymore do what is hot topic even open anymore yeah oh okay you're just talking
[43:56 - 44:00] about getting a job
[44:00 - 44:04] where do you think I got this shirt out man okay okay okay I just wasn't sure
[44:04 - 44:08] yeah yeah dude how much man I fell under a rock
[44:14 - 44:19] what happened to the the one that had all the the big skeleton ass duster one
[44:20 - 44:26] wow I still got those dude I actually ended up getting those sent to me by a fan and I still
[44:26 - 44:28] got those somewhere over here
[44:33 - 44:39] better than I would if this was legitimate or not what's up well if you've been contacted
[44:39 - 44:45] by any like small-time filmmakers like and I don't know like if if this is true or not so
[44:45 - 44:50] that's just what I've heard um but somebody's trying to make slow census the movie
[44:52 - 45:00] really yeah interesting about that to you I thought there could have been from you I'm not
[45:00 - 45:10] real sure but I mean but like point being like all the crazy bullshit I did all y'all trolls
[45:10 - 45:15] I'm giving you all a fair warning right now especially you and red boy you guys do the
[45:15 - 45:21] fuck off get a fucking hobby do something with your lives and leave me and my friends
[45:21 - 45:27] and my family and the way that I make money and how I do my shit the fuck alone because y'all
[45:27 - 45:33] sit there and say that oh I don't have a right to make money dude it's in the fucking constitution
[45:33 - 45:38] you dumb fuck I have a right to make money just like anybody else you can by the way dude
[45:38 - 45:41] haha that's willie that's my big black willie
[45:44 - 45:47] not gonna lie bro that that sounds so wrong
[45:47 - 45:50] what do you think what he does what he's a real cute cat
[45:51 - 45:55] bro I was like oh god I can see the cars and the jokes already dude
[45:56 - 45:58] it's my big black soft willie
[45:58 - 46:09] it's like dude like y'all told me y'all need to get a fucking job dude for real
[46:09 - 46:14] like I mean do something man like dude I'm over here fucking hanging out
[46:15 - 46:22] fucking doing shit like hell just recently I say no I feel don't know but just recently
[46:22 - 46:27] I started taking back up on studying on learning how to code because I started to learn how to
[46:27 - 46:34] code like several years ago and now I like I never really you know picked up on it back then
[46:35 - 46:40] but because of what I've been through it was like maybe learning how to code print doing
[46:40 - 46:46] programming actually would not be a bad thing like that I actually like to help you with that
[46:46 - 46:52] oh man yeah I was trying to get somebody to find the geolocation on a picture the other day and
[46:52 - 46:56] it played hell with me dude I still can't find the geolocation now I've lost the picture
[46:57 - 47:05] maybe what we're coding is ggl like yeah ggl is a good dude like and that's the thing
[47:05 - 47:12] I have no issues with ggl man ggl like even like when he was running with the trolls and
[47:12 - 47:17] shit like you know when he was running with them and he was in my chat yeah I mean he would talk
[47:17 - 47:22] shit back before to each other but that's what we did you know we talked shit I knew he was a troll
[47:22 - 47:27] he knew that I was a good dude but at the end we were we were still cool with each other at the
[47:27 - 47:35] end of the day I had no real issue with him at home whatsoever he was genuinely a cool dude ggl
[47:35 - 47:40] was the guy who straightened me up was like you know what I know I know you're giving this guy a
[47:40 - 47:46] hard time but he doesn't deserve it like why are you doing this like he's not a bad guy like leave
[47:46 - 47:52] him alone and see what happens and ever since I have I've just seen nothing but but the best from
[47:52 - 48:01] you know and like truthfully man like he has made leaps and bounds and a little bit of self-growth
[48:02 - 48:07] and seeing that's the point I've been trying to drive home all these years is that if motherfuckers
[48:07 - 48:14] would leave me alone let me do what I need to do and not paint me in this bad horrid image like
[48:14 - 48:21] don't get me wrong I get it I've done fucked up shit I get it you know we've all done fucked up
[48:21 - 48:27] shit but at the same time it's like bro if you want to do better and you want to improve leave me
[48:27 - 48:34] alone long enough so y'all can see an improvement so y'all can sit there and sit back and watch what
[48:34 - 48:40] I'm actually capable of doing when I'm not being fucked with or attacked like in any normal person
[48:40 - 48:47] will tell you that like you play a normal person and take your average show you put him in my
[48:47 - 48:52] position how long do you think they would really fucking last after what y'all motherfuckers for me
[48:52 - 49:05] through they would not yeah I mean war like war and I was like the after the other night being
[49:05 - 49:09] drunk as hell dude I was like so sure that I was gonna start getting uh grinder boys and
[49:10 - 49:14] all sorts of shit and pizzas and shit dude but everybody's been really gracious
[49:14 - 49:20] like I'll be honest the only reason why I managed to get through this shit like I have been is actually
[49:20 - 49:25] because of my support team with my really close friends that I grew up with in my family if it
[49:25 - 49:31] wasn't for them I probably wouldn't have gotten through it at all when you're in the world
[49:39 - 49:44] yeah well he's driving right now he's driving okay yeah
[49:44 - 49:51] but it's like it's like if it wasn't for my support team you know my friends that I grew up with too
[49:51 - 49:58] I'm still very close to this very day the hardcore fans that reached out to me that actually you
[49:58 - 50:04] know genuinely wanted to know if I was okay the random people that wanted to know if I was okay
[50:04 - 50:09] and like if it wasn't for them and my family I don't know where I would be I really don't know
[50:10 - 50:16] like I may be worse off now if I didn't have them if it wasn't for them and the people that
[50:16 - 50:23] actually had my back and actually got me through all this dude I would probably still be stuck
[50:24 - 50:34] I think Sally's got the patience of a saint oh 100% I think I think all of our loved ones
[50:34 - 50:39] deal with some bullshit oh yeah and that's that's seeing that's the thing man
[50:40 - 50:45] these motherfuckers go after my family so hard sometimes like and it breaks my heart seeing
[50:45 - 50:51] them get put through that because like if y'all motherfuckers beef is with me why go after my friends
[50:51 - 50:56] and family they ain't got nothing to do with it if y'all got an issue with me bring it up with me
[50:56 - 51:02] why take it up with them they're not involved in this yeah so I think what makes it easy for your
[51:02 - 51:11] family is they know that the reason you do this is for them right and it's not that I want to
[51:12 - 51:18] you know I said I hate being like I'll be honest dude I hated being that angry person that I was
[51:18 - 51:24] I hated being pissed off all the time dude like hey killed me being pissed off he was like I knew
[51:24 - 51:32] that's not who I really am I knew that's not who I actually wanted to be like and for people
[51:32 - 51:37] to continue that cycle on over and over and over it got to a point where it was like all right
[51:37 - 51:42] y'all motherfuckers want to do this well I'm gonna do whatever I can to protect my family from you
[51:42 - 51:47] motherfuckers even if that means swinging at you motherfuckers and getting locked up and getting
[51:47 - 51:53] out next day and the reason I get pissed off with them too is because you're trying to support your
[51:53 - 51:57] family and they're they're getting the way of it you know you don't fuck with a man's family
[51:58 - 52:03] and expect to t