Cyrax on MBM Stream 2021-4-19 (Kate Lost In Costco)

[0:00 - 0:05] You could have had me. Oh, sorry.
[0:05 - 0:12] Hey, what's up? There you go. Yeah. I know she hates that layout. Thank you. Um, I want
[0:12 - 0:19] to tell you that, you know, this whole Kate thing, I'm sorry. Like I don't want to get
[0:19 - 0:23] with it. It'll be dishes. I like that dude. Like I was saying earlier, man, like I was
[0:23 - 0:28] trying, I do apologize for cutting it so short. It's when you called, I was actually, um,
[0:28 - 0:35] talking to my brother, Sean, so I do apologize for cutting it short and whatnot. Like I do,
[0:35 - 0:40] you know, get where you're coming from. I got sent. I don't blame you. I blame her for
[0:40 - 0:45] doing what she did. Like she sat there and was like, yo, like, you know, I want to let
[0:45 - 0:51] people know that, you know, we're together, you know, and show that. All right, cool.
[0:51 - 0:55] You know, no fucking problem. And then she literally sits there not even five minutes
[0:55 - 1:01] after being on the panel and just straight embarrasses the fuck out of me. And I'm like,
[1:01 - 1:09] yeah, what the fuck dude? Like, how are you going to do that shit? Like, uh, yeah, I definitely
[1:09 - 1:16] thought it was poor taste. I mean, yeah, in private, but it's nothing, you know, where,
[1:16 - 1:21] right, you know, like it's one thing to say in a private to, to, you know, say that private.
[1:21 - 1:26] There's one thing entirely, but to go onto a live panel where there's literally thousands
[1:26 - 1:33] of people watching and essentially embarrassing you in public essentially is like, what the
[1:33 - 1:41] fuck? Like, why would you do that? Like, what the hell? You know, I guess some people like
[1:41 - 1:46] don't think before they speak, you know, exactly. And I will admit I am guilty of
[1:46 - 1:52] that sometimes sometimes we all are, you know, like we all are, you know, but yeah,
[1:52 - 1:59] at the end of the day, though, like for her to do that is like, as like you said earlier,
[1:59 - 2:04] dude, like, you know, it could have been done privately. That's something that you
[2:04 - 2:11] don't do. Like if you have feelings for somebody and you don't act on them, all right, fine.
[2:11 - 2:15] But you still don't sit there and embarrass a person like that in public by that. The
[2:15 - 2:21] way she did it was like, you could have told me this in fucking private, dude. Yeah, like
[2:21 - 2:26] we could have talked about this in private, just me and you, which I just spoke about
[2:26 - 2:30] this and you know, maybe things would have been different, but no, you decided to go
[2:30 - 2:38] on and act before you think and essentially embarrass me in front of hundreds of fucking
[2:38 - 2:44] people like what the fuck? Even the guy that runs the channel, Pat, I've watched it afterwards,
[2:44 - 2:49] even he was like, and that was not a good move. Like that was not cool to do that.
[2:49 - 2:55] Yeah, I know. I would agree. Um, I think he called her like a dingbat, rightfully so.
[2:55 - 3:02] You know, um, and then she is, I can see why you definitely, um, proposed to her.
[3:02 - 3:07] I would say that you might be moving like a little too quickly these days. All right.
[3:07 - 3:11] But also at the same time though, you know, like Atlanta, I did speak about this, you
[3:11 - 3:19] know, all my lives earlier, you know, like it's like, that's the one thing that is like
[3:19 - 3:24] really hard for me is, you know, to actually find somebody to actually be with because
[3:24 - 3:29] they essentially end up doing the shit that she does. Or like, you know, I spoke earlier
[3:29 - 3:34] about, you know, my extra friend, Eric LaRue, who literally only lives like three hours
[3:34 - 3:38] from me and shit. I was actually with this girl, Christina, me and her had been on and
[3:38 - 3:43] off since high school and me and her had, you know, ended up together after high school.
[3:43 - 3:49] Yeah. Tonic's telling you you should seriously hate yourself. Fuck you, Tonic. Yeah, go eat
[3:49 - 3:56] a dick. Yeah, for real, dude. But like what had happened was I decided, you know, cause
[3:56 - 4:01] me and Eric had been like friends, really good friends for like five years before that
[4:01 - 4:05] and what now we were always hanging out, always doing shit or whatever. And when me and her
[4:05 - 4:09] got together, I was like, you know, like maybe I can introduce her to Eric and stuff, you
[4:09 - 4:13] know, cause he's literally like, you know, family to me, I can, you know, introduce
[4:13 - 4:18] me, you know, they can become good friends. This fucking asshole literally decides to
[4:18 - 4:25] go behind my fucking back and starts talking to her and literally talks her into, talks
[4:25 - 4:29] her into losing me for him. And I'm like, and then he has the balls to sit there and
[4:29 - 4:34] blame me for this shit. Like I'm the bad guy. Like I'm the one that started all this.
[4:34 - 4:38] And I'm just like, really, that's funny. I'm not the one that sat there and stabbed my
[4:38 - 4:45] best friend in the back by going after his fucking girlfriend. You fucking weirdo. Yeah.
[4:45 - 4:50] I would agree. And you know, I hate that like you would think that that's cause like, it
[4:50 - 4:54] was just like, you know, I do think you've seen Kate. I think she's a attractive woman.
[4:54 - 4:59] I think she was absolutely like, she has no doubt about that. Like she definitely is.
[4:59 - 5:05] But for her to like do that is like, why? Like that would literally be like, you know,
[5:05 - 5:09] and I'm not trying to, you know, bring up any of that blur anything, but you can God
[5:09 - 5:14] rest your soul. That would be like Jamie doing that to you. That would literally be like
[5:14 - 5:21] Jamie doing that to you. That's just not cool. Right. Right. Right. Like, you know,
[5:21 - 5:26] but that's just something to like have some fricking decency, dude. Like it doesn't do
[5:26 - 5:33] something like that. And say like, you know, you do want to, you know, talk to that person
[5:33 - 5:40] about it. You do it in private behind closed doors. You don't sit there and blast it out
[5:40 - 5:45] to the public. Like what's not one, not only what is that person that you're saying that
[5:45 - 5:49] to you, you're going to think, but what's the other people watching going to think,
[5:49 - 5:58] what are they going to say about it? Yeah. Yeah. I mean, decency is always key. Um,
[5:58 - 6:10] yeah. Sorry. All right. One minute. You got this. What's up, Syrax? Okay. What's up?
[6:10 - 6:14] What's goody? Yeah. We're just going over the time. Like we can, we can zoom in here
[6:14 - 6:22] for you. Uh, comic like growth and like pretty much tried to take advantage of his disabled
[6:22 - 6:27] accident sleep. Um, you'll see here's Zach Martin as you know. Yeah, yeah, obviously.
[6:27 - 6:33] Yeah. She's very upset about the whole rape thing. But, uh, she asked my blanket, I spooned
[6:33 - 6:38] her after three minutes, I guess it felt weird. So she pulled me to fuck off. She started
[6:38 - 6:44] getting upset. I said, sorry, then boom, I'm a rapist. Uh, and then you'll see, but
[6:44 - 6:48] I don't know, ma'am, my life feels worthless. And he, and he went into, in his own words,
[6:48 - 6:54] a suicidal depression. And he had to flee the state of Kansas, you know? Um, yeah. Yeah.
[6:54 - 6:58] Uh, you know, just the absolute scumbag, but fuck that guy. I don't want to even give
[6:58 - 7:05] this guy any attention, you know, but honestly, like that situation right there. Oh, I don't
[7:05 - 7:10] know if I, many people will know about this, but, uh, and the music artist Ryan O Church
[7:10 - 7:16] went through a very similar situation with his ex Katie Knoll, who was actual, who was
[7:16 - 7:21] in the music scene until everybody caught wind of what she was doing and basically kicked
[7:21 - 7:27] her out of the music scene, like entirely. But what had happened was they had hooked
[7:27 - 7:32] up and started dating and he did, you know, like most couples do, like he had done the
[7:32 - 7:41] same thing and stuff. And then literally the next day she freaking leaves, takes all her
[7:41 - 7:48] shit with her and leaves. And then she has the audacity to sit there and say that he
[7:48 - 7:55] was raping her when he wasn't. And he literally had to go to court for this shit, had to
[7:55 - 8:03] get all this out and everybody's like, dude, like he didn't fucking rape you. Who was
[8:03 - 8:09] this? Uh, an artist by the name of Katie Knoll. Okay. Do you remember suplex talking about
[8:09 - 8:15] it? Yeah. Yeah. It went down like not that long ago. It was like, did this person have
[8:15 - 8:23] to flee the state or talk about ending their life? I believe they left the state. I believe
[8:23 - 8:29] because like the state they were in, they were back, you know, this is when, um, there's
[8:29 - 8:34] like literally like, I think like five months for, um, I don't know, church and moved because
[8:34 - 8:38] there at the time he was still in his home state of Cheatham County. He was still staying
[8:38 - 8:42] out in Cheatham County where he was at. And that was like right around the time that
[8:42 - 8:48] went down. It was like a few months right before he had moved and he was just like,
[8:48 - 8:54] uh, he was just blown away. He's like, how is me cuddling up to you? And the holding
[8:54 - 9:01] you that way, raping you? Like, how does that constitute rape? Right. Well, I mean,
[9:01 - 9:08] I would say that like, if they were sleeping and you started to grope them and you know,
[9:08 - 9:10] you felt bad enough. You're talking about ending your life and you have to flee the
[9:10 - 9:15] state to avoid prosecution. Uh, you know, to me, at least the science point towards
[9:15 - 9:20] something and I'm sorry. Right. Right. And I totally get where it comes from. Like what
[9:20 - 9:29] times case the other guy, I don't know. Right. And see, and that's the thing that's, and
[9:29 - 9:33] there was a lot of people that covered, you know, that story with Ryan, like a lot of
[9:33 - 9:39] people covered that story and a lot of people were like, dude, like he wasn't doing anything
[9:39 - 9:44] to you. You guys were both awake. You guys were laying there sleeping. Like, dude, even
[9:44 - 9:48] up churches, freaking, um, I don't know if it's like his brother or like one of his friends
[9:48 - 9:56] or whatever was there and heard them upstairs, freaking laughing as all this was going on.
[9:56 - 10:00] And then I guess they wound up passing out and then just all of a sudden she decided
[10:00 - 10:05] to do what she did. And he stood up for me. He's like, dude, you're a fucking, like he
[10:05 - 10:10] literally said this. He was like, dude, you're a fucking liar. Like he did not rape you
[10:10 - 10:15] at all. Like he was cuddling with you. I heard you guys. I was downstairs. Like what
[10:15 - 10:22] the fuck? But with tonics case, that doesn't surprise me. Him doing some shady shit like
[10:22 - 10:28] that. That does not surprise me. Yeah. I mean, it's just par for the course. You know, uh,
[10:28 - 10:35] I know like furs tend to be like deviants. Um, some of them can, yeah. Yeah. Some of
[10:35 - 10:40] them really can be, like I said, I know a few that aren't like that better actually,
[10:40 - 10:45] you know, genuinely actually cool people and whatnot. But what people like tonic it's
[10:45 - 10:51] like, dude, like what are you saying about yourself when you do that? Like what kind
[10:51 - 11:02] of like, you know, what kind of that stigma and name are you putting on that community?
[11:02 - 11:06] Like you're literally not only making yourself look bad, but do you really think anybody's
[11:06 - 11:10] going to let you into your community after they catch wind of this shit? I don't think
[11:10 - 11:17] so. No, I wouldn't either. Um, I mean, I would agree with you. Uh, it's just so two
[11:17 - 11:21] faced, you know, we talk shit behind everyone's back, you know, Oh, he really does. And like,
[11:21 - 11:25] and I've noticed that and that's why I like, like whenever me and him do talk, I'm like,
[11:25 - 11:30] yeah, hey, what's up? You know, buddy, buddy and shit like that way. Just, you know, oh,
[11:30 - 11:36] hey, how you doing? Well, you've hit, you've hit in crypto. Yeah. I don't know how the
[11:36 - 11:40] hell he got hit. Don't worry, dude. I am going to do that here in a bit. Don't worry, bro.
[11:40 - 11:45] I got you. All right. Somehow or there he got hit. I don't know how late because I was
[11:45 - 11:50] sitting down doing a stream earlier. I think it was like yesterday and someone went in
[11:50 - 11:56] and I guess hit him and I'm like, maybe one of your rogue mods or something. Uh, probably
[11:56 - 12:01] why dude, I know I did like a lot of money today. I don't normally, I don't normally
[12:01 - 12:07] do this, but if you are going to go in and unhide Crip K could you maybe make me and
[12:07 - 12:16] Marty? Yeah, definitely, dude. Definitely. I'm fine. That's awesome. Thank you. Well,
[12:16 - 12:20] I see you in there, man. Drop on it. Yeah. I was watching your stream early when you
[12:20 - 12:27] were doing the, dude, you fucking were trolling the trolls earlier. That was hilarious. Yeah.
[12:27 - 12:32] That was funny. They were calling you like every five minutes. I'm just started going
[12:32 - 12:37] off. I'm just like, you know what? Fuck it. If I'm going to do something crazy, just
[12:37 - 12:42] fuck it and go along with it. Wait a second. Wait a second. Connick saying Marty hangs
[12:42 - 12:48] out with teens that this guy literally banged an 18 year old named Sammy. Yeah. Do you
[12:48 - 12:53] like that portly fellow? I do not too long after, uh, he broke up with, yeah, I do. Yeah.
[12:53 - 12:59] Right. It kind of looked like you, Marty, no offense. That guy, right? It's creepy.
[12:59 - 13:03] It's creepy. Sorry. I didn't mean to bring it up, but I don't even like to think about.
[13:03 - 13:11] Yeah. Yeah. Hang on. Wait one second here. Why not? That is pretty funny though. Not
[13:11 - 13:16] gonna lie. The fact that Sony can actually avoid like Marty in that sense, that's kind
[13:16 - 13:22] of, that's funny, but also kind of scary. If you think about it, you know, have you
[13:22 - 13:37] got any plans for the rest of the night? Speaking of Charles, what up? Hello. You're a fucking
[13:37 - 13:42] faggot, bro. Yeah. So are you. You punk ass little one bag. We all know that you, we all
[13:42 - 13:45] know that you like to suck your mommy's dick at night. It's watch you. That's sticking
[13:45 - 13:54] it in your mouth. Bitch. Oh, got them. Dude. I believe I know. Dude. I can hear the stream
[13:54 - 13:58] in the fucking bag. That's how I knew it was a troll. I'm like, bro, this guy's a fucking
[13:58 - 14:06] troll. I didn't, and he didn't have to say anything. I was like, dude, I hear this. Yeah.
[14:06 - 14:10] Got them, dude. You fuck. I like how you're turning around on these comp bags. Yeah.
[14:10 - 14:18] I do as well. What the fuck is with that thumbnail? What the actual, what you'd have to ask, you
[14:18 - 14:26] know, I wouldn't say I have so many questions right now about that thumbnail alone. Like
[14:26 - 14:34] what the, wow. I'm not even going to ask you should listen to the trolls and then like,
[14:34 - 14:38] let me use their words against them. You know, I did. I did. He was all like, oh,
[14:38 - 14:43] you're this and that and I'm like, yeah, so are you to get lost? But, dude, what's the,
[14:43 - 14:48] what is it? Like a video or a screenshot or what is it? There was like a weird video
[14:48 - 14:55] of him, uh, where he's like playing kick games. Uh, what is it? I don't, I'm not, I'm
[14:55 - 15:00] not entirely sure. I don't, I don't, I don't really, I literally have so many questions
[15:00 - 15:06] about that picture alone. Like, why do you just call? Uh, yeah, you're hearing one second.
[15:06 - 15:12] Uh, yeah, there's a lot of weird shenanigans that going over there, dude. Let's put it
[15:12 - 15:17] there. Let's do what you said, dude. Tonic is like literally the king of weird shit.
[15:17 - 15:26] Yeah. Yup. Like he really is like the shit he does. I'm just like, huh? I don't know.
[15:26 - 15:30] I can't really be over here just having a normal day. All of a sudden the tonic stream
[15:30 - 15:36] pops up and I'm just like, okay. That was just like literally the most awkward five
[15:36 - 15:43] minutes of my life gone by. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. I can't even do it anymore, man. Like I can't
[15:43 - 15:50] either. I can't do it. And that's the thing. Nobody really can. That's why nobody really
[15:50 - 15:57] walks about shit. It's because of the shit that he does. Like, like literally, like there
[15:57 - 16:04] are people that will literally sit down and watch, you know, like the goofy dumb videos
[16:04 - 16:09] of my brother Sean and his channel. And like the vlog that I did the other day with my
[16:09 - 16:16] brother Jake, like people would rather watch that funny goofy shit than that. Whatever
[16:16 - 16:22] times got going on with that. Oh yeah. I thought it was amazing. Like, well, at first
[16:22 - 16:28] I thought that the Jake had like an English car. Cause like the thing was on the other
[16:28 - 16:32] side. Yeah. It's the way the camera was, dude. It's the way the camera was. I had him, the
[16:32 - 16:37] way my camera works on this. So I was saying that I'm over here on the camera. It kind
[16:37 - 16:43] of mirrors it. It flips it. So like everything's like reverse and flipped around. So it turned
[16:43 - 16:47] out that it turned out to be a pretty funny video. I had shown my brother Sean the video
[16:47 - 16:55] and he just started dying. He was like, he was like, what made you start filming? I just
[16:55 - 17:01] randomly grabbed my phone and started filming it turned out to be funny shit. Cause I see
[17:01 - 17:08] what I'm about. Ah, here. Well, what the fuck? Oh no. Hey, I know this one's for you. Yeah.
[17:08 - 17:23] Hello. Who is this? You ain't no attorney dude. That's my attorney. Yes. Wait, what?
[17:23 - 17:30] That's an attorney. That is an attorney. Oh shit. Yeah. Yeah. Maybe he calls back to
[17:30 - 17:35] her. I don't know. I would proceed carefully. Uh, I would, I would see what he wants. Yeah.
[17:35 - 17:39] I'd hear him out. See what he had to say. If he calls back, but yeah. All right, give
[17:39 - 17:45] me one minute guys. I'll be right back. All right. Sounds good. Would you read the McDonald's
[17:45 - 17:49] Coca-Cola is better than, you know what? A lot of people say that I've heard that before.
[17:49 - 17:54] I mean, it is really good. Don't get me wrong. Oh, it's fucking amazing. Hey, what's up
[17:54 - 18:02] Cyrus? Welcome back. Yeah. Just getting hungry. Talk about food. What's your favorite thing?
[18:02 - 18:07] You were drinking earlier. Cyrex looked really good. Uh, was that Sunny D? What was it? What
[18:07 - 18:13] was it? Oh, that's not Sunny D. No, it's literally just like one of those little water
[18:13 - 18:18] pockets. Oh, water? Yeah. It's like one of those little like mixed drinks, like for
[18:18 - 18:23] water and show. I want it as well. Fruit punch. Oh yeah. It's pretty good. Yeah. Well, so
[18:23 - 18:31] I, I, I, I'm getting word that you and, and, and cater back together. No, I got this text
[18:31 - 18:38] to her. Oh, I want her to know that. Hey, what she did was fuck up. Okay. Yeah. I would
[18:38 - 18:42] agree with that. I would agree with that. Like, uh, if we do, I swear to God, I'm embarrassed
[18:42 - 18:46] like that. Well, I mean, you're going to be very lucky if you get another chance.
[18:46 - 18:55] Kate, you know, uh, that's all I feel. Um, okay. If you'd read your text message. Oh,
[18:55 - 19:01] uh, I did. I did send you a text. Okay. So you would check your text messages.
[19:01 - 19:09] Like, I'm not saying that we're back together yet, but I'm just saying like, on the, on
[19:09 - 19:18] the off chance thing, you know, a lot of making up for that. Like that was not cool. I would
[19:18 - 19:27] agree. Yeah. Like sit there and embarrass you like that. Like you don't do that. No.
[19:27 - 19:33] Um, yeah. So I was watching this team earlier about like this woman, uh, like those drows
[19:33 - 19:37] did that or something like charge. I have no idea who this person is. I just want you
[19:37 - 19:41] to know that like, I don't, I don't know. And like the whole thing, like I was getting
[19:41 - 19:46] out with that way. I wasn't, I hope you didn't take it personal. Cause like, I wasn't taking
[19:46 - 19:53] direct Amy you like where I was coming off from that was like, you know, it's people
[19:53 - 20:00] like that that do that kind of stuff that drive people to do like that girl did and
[20:00 - 20:05] end their life. Like that's just, you know, like you just, people can be fucking heartless
[20:05 - 20:14] dude. And it's sickening. Yeah. I mean, there's a real comeback move for sure. Without question.
[20:14 - 20:21] Um, I did actually wind up talking to the, um, to that guy and he literally just said,
[20:21 - 20:26] it was like, yo, like if you ever need anything, just, you know, like, all right, cool. For
[20:26 - 20:30] sure. Oh man. So she's saying that she's gotten, getting drunk now to deal with that.
[20:30 - 20:36] You know, like Kate, it's not worth it. You know, tomorrow's another day you're a great
[20:36 - 20:39] girl and I'm sure sorry to give me another chance. Just like, get it, you know, it's
[20:39 - 20:45] not worth it. And we all make mistakes. Yeah. Right. You know, and I might've said, you
[20:45 - 20:51] know, like, you know, like you said, you know, I do agree, you know, you're only human, but
[20:51 - 20:56] you really do need to think about what you do. I know that after everything that I've
[20:56 - 21:01] been through, you know, I am trying to be more careful. Yeah, you should be. You should
[21:01 - 21:07] be. I'm definitely, I'm trying to be more careful with what I do before I do it, but
[21:07 - 21:14] Kate, seriously, I'm literally getting ready to call you. So pick up your phone. All right.
[21:14 - 21:19] Yeah. Lend those fences. Lend those fences. I just didn't know if it was something, you
[21:19 - 21:25] know, that was just a sporting woman thing. Oh my fucking God. Hey, Sarah. Okay. Where
[21:25 - 21:35] are you? That's what we've been trying to figure out. What's going on? Kate. You okay?
[21:35 - 21:44] I'm just trying to propose myself. I'm so sorry. Kate. Kate, where are you? Kate? Did
[21:44 - 21:52] you just call me Caitlin? No, no, no. Kate, where are you? I just called my name. My phone
[21:52 - 21:59] name is Catherine. Kate. You should know what we're going to need. Shraco, stop. Kate,
[21:59 - 22:09] where are you? I'm at the Costco. What are you doing there? A lot of heroin. Anyone side?
[22:09 - 22:18] You got to stop it. For real, for real, Kate. I failed you and I failed you. I'm actually
[22:18 - 22:28] feeling myself and now I, I belong to Costco now. You belong to the Costco. What does that,
[22:28 - 22:39] what does that mean? Kate, you're not making any sense. You're really not, Katie. Well,
[22:39 - 22:43] what part of the store are you in, Kate? Are you in the bathroom? Are you in like a, the
[22:43 - 22:46] shoe department? Where are you at right now? No, she's out in the parking lot from what
[22:46 - 22:54] she's done. Kate, you're, you're, this is, this is, you're making incoherent points here.
[22:54 - 23:02] You don't belong, nobody belongs to Costco. What are we going to do? Cyrax. I think I
[23:02 - 23:13] went, I might decide to contract. A contract? Kate. Kate, this is honestly, I didn't, like,
[23:13 - 23:22] you were having a rough day here, but cracking. I can't stop crying. I just can't stop crying.
[23:22 - 23:27] I'm aware of that. It's been a long day. I understand. And Kate, look, I even text you
[23:27 - 23:39] earlier. I told you that, you know, I forgive you for what went on. It's okay. Wait. You
[23:39 - 23:44] know, you're like, you're a YouTube sensation and you just live your life in the bright light.
[23:44 - 23:47] And when you get caught up and you're like, wait a minute, maybe that looks too personal.
[23:47 - 23:53] The next thing you know, you told yourself that Costco and your addiction and heroin.
[23:53 - 23:58] I used to hang around Costco parking lots too at one point, but there's no way to live,
[23:58 - 24:04] Kate. It's really not, Kate. Like I told you, like, we want to help you. Like, especially
[24:04 - 24:08] me, they're like, I genuinely want to help you. I want to give you the help that you
[24:08 - 24:14] need. But in order to do that, you need to get back home.
[24:14 - 24:21] Kate, have you called off work tomorrow?
[24:21 - 24:27] I lost my house. I'm going to crack head down.
[24:27 - 24:41] Yeah. Well, we'll do that to you. Kate, we need you to get help. We need you to get home.
[24:41 - 24:45] I couldn't do it for myself. But I actually might be able to do it for you.
[24:45 - 24:48] Sarah X, tell her you love her.
[24:48 - 24:56] Kate, you don't damn well love you. You know this. You don't damn well love you, Kate.
[24:56 - 25:04] You need to get some help, please. You need to get back home. And this isn't, you know,
[25:04 - 25:10] some superstars are you. This is the person that you met, that you talk to, talking to
[25:10 - 25:11] you right now.
[25:11 - 25:16] Well, I would, since she's a superstar too, I would appeal to that part for, you know,
[25:16 - 25:18] you got it. You got the pressure.
[25:18 - 25:23] Oh, absolutely. And I have dealt with that pressure.
[25:23 - 25:24] Every single day.
[25:24 - 25:25] Absolutely.
[25:25 - 25:33] Kate, if there's anyone who can help you, I think it's Chance. I mean, you can relate.
[25:33 - 25:37] I haven't been a drag addict in the street locker for very long, but a couple hours.
[25:37 - 25:43] It's been a rough couple hours. It really has.
[25:43 - 25:52] Yeah. And what are like the cross streets? Doesn't matter. What's important is, Kate,
[25:52 - 25:59] just, you got to, you got to put down the pipe, Kate. You got to put down the needle.
[25:59 - 26:00] You got to get home.
[26:00 - 26:03] No way to live.
[26:03 - 26:07] It's really not, Kate. Like, I know what it is.
[26:07 - 26:14] Today's trying economic time is going to be the most cost effective way to do it.
[26:14 - 26:20] True. But at what cost is it? It's costing you potentially your life.
[26:20 - 26:26] Cyrax lives drug free and he doesn't need that stuff and he gets by just fine. He deals
[26:26 - 26:32] with the stresses of YouTube. He doesn't need any type of drug or alcohol to get him through.
[26:32 - 26:33] He does it on his own.
[26:33 - 26:40] Exactly. And I will admit, when I was going through abusive relationships in the past,
[26:40 - 26:45] I will admit some of those abusive relationships, like the abuse actually got to the point
[26:45 - 26:52] where I will admit it did become addicting. And I thought that addiction for four years
[26:52 - 27:01] to break free from it. So, Kate, did you just sell your, did you sold your car for
[27:01 - 27:07] crack? Cause that's what I just did. I'm so sorry that I failed. I just, I can't think
[27:07 - 27:11] of my mind and I, I follow my heart. It's what I feel like saying.
[27:11 - 27:17] Kate, listen to me. You didn't fail me. You made a mistake. We're all humans. We all
[27:17 - 27:31] make mistakes. Can you forgive me for the fact that I used to have a penis? Obviously.
[27:31 - 27:37] Please James, good, good. Hey, you know, damn well I forgive you. Can you forgive me for
[27:37 - 27:44] the fact that I accidentally fell in love with you like this Marty. Kate, I don't think
[27:44 - 27:50] now's the time we need to get you home, Kate. You need to get you home. I will, I won't
[27:50 - 27:58] ever truly feel like I'm home until I get to forgiveness. Kate, you know, I already
[27:58 - 28:06] told you, I forgive you for what went on. Your forgiveness and your love is my home.
[28:06 - 28:14] I know that Kate, but right now we need to get you home. Okay, we need to get you home
[28:14 - 28:21] hard. Okay, I'm going to go get my car back. How are you going to get it? Well, I'm not
[28:21 - 28:27] going to get it. Kate, how are you going to get your car back? Don't answer that. You
[28:27 - 28:33] don't want to know. I don't think. Yeah. My attorney has just advised me to invoke my
[28:33 - 28:41] fifth amendment privilege. Understandable. Okay. What you need to do right now, like
[28:41 - 28:46] you can easily get another car. That's not a problem. You can save up and get a new one.
[28:46 - 28:51] But hon, right now you need to get a taxi and get home. Like call an Uber or something
[28:51 - 28:56] if you have to. I am. I'm going to take your advice. I'm going to get into the car with
[28:56 - 29:00] the stranger right now. Well, that's probably better than doing what you're doing. What
[29:00 - 29:09] do you think about that? So maybe hitchhike home or, uh, I don't know. I did it all. That
[29:09 - 29:16] definitely is. That definitely is something that's very sketchy, but it's not always a
[29:16 - 29:23] bad thing, but it's a 50/50 thing. Yeah, I would agree. I mean, it's better than wandering
[29:23 - 29:38] around in the street. There's a band, maybe a football field for me. I'm going to head
[29:38 - 29:46] towards that van. Okay. Okay. What you need to do right now is you need to see if there's
[29:46 - 29:53] anybody there and if there is talk to them and see if you can get a ride home. Okay.
[29:53 - 29:56] So what I should do is I'm going to go to this van. I'm going to see if there's a stranger
[29:56 - 30:00] in the van and if there's a stranger in the van, I'm going to get a ride home. Thank you
[30:00 - 30:07] so much for your help. Yeah, that's, I'd say that's if, you know, or maybe just, uh, stand
[30:07 - 30:12] out in the middle of the street and put your thumb up. Yeah, I don't know. I don't know.
[30:12 - 30:24] I don't know. I don't know. How far are you from a home, Kate? Um, about, about four hours
[30:24 - 30:34] by the video. I can walk. No, that's, that's not safe. Can you do that at this moment?
[30:34 - 30:40] I would honestly say that's not the best move to do because walking home four hours, that's,
[30:40 - 30:45] that's, yeah, it's a long walk. Especially if you like going the wrong direction or
[30:45 - 30:51] something as well. Yeah, that's where things get really bad. You have enough power on
[30:51 - 30:57] your phone. It's just like a fucking worst case scenario here. Yeah, this is a shit show
[30:57 - 31:15] right now. I'm thinking maybe if I just fall asleep, no, no, you don't want to. Stink and
[31:15 - 31:24] think of it. Okay. Listen to me. You need to get home. Do you know anybody that kid
[31:24 - 31:30] like, do you have like any friends or family that give you a ride home? Oh yeah, I could
[31:30 - 31:36] call like 10 people right now. So why don't you then you need to do that, Kate? You need
[31:36 - 31:45] to call. You told me to go on Marty's live stream and I trusted you because I get you
[31:45 - 31:53] the help that you need to get home. That's why I'm here right now is to get some help.
[31:53 - 31:56] So why would I, but I'm just saying like, I, you know, why would I call someone if
[31:56 - 31:59] you told me the thing to do is to come on this live stream and that's what I'm trying
[31:59 - 32:03] to do right now. Other than that, I could sleep in these shopping carts. Okay, listen
[32:03 - 32:09] to me. Listen to me. We got you on here trying to figure out where you're at so we can help
[32:09 - 32:17] get you home. Like you need to call somebody like do something. You don't need to be out
[32:17 - 32:26] on the streets like that. It's not safe. Yeah, Kate, you know, I think when you get some
[32:26 - 32:33] shut eye and get home, you'll realize that this will be a big mistake. Now, if I need
[32:33 - 32:37] to, if I need to sell favors on the street to survive, does anyone know what I need,
[32:37 - 32:50] like a price on that? Huh? No, I'm not really sure. Is there like maybe like way overpass
[32:50 - 32:57] or something that you can get shelter underneath? I'm just, I'm just thinking long term. I think
[32:57 - 33:02] I think I belong to the cost. I don't know. I think that I belong to the streets because
[33:02 - 33:09] that doesn't make any sense. Nobody listen to me. Okay, listen to me. You don't belong
[33:09 - 33:15] to the streets. You don't need to be on the streets. Okay. I've had friends who have died
[33:15 - 33:23] living their lives like that. And you don't need that. You have a job. You have a home.
[33:23 - 33:30] You have family. You don't need to be living like that. Kate, you need to get ahold of
[33:30 - 33:40] some family or some friends or someone and get home. Kate. Are we broken up forever,
[33:40 - 33:50] Cyrax? Kate, I told you that we're not, I told you we can work past this. So you forgive
[33:50 - 33:54] me for the fact that I used to have a penis that I accidentally sort of fell in love
[33:54 - 34:05] with music as Barney, but I changed my mind. I do forgive you for that stuff. You forgive
[34:05 - 34:11] me for the fact that now I'm addicted to heroin and crack cocaine. Kate, I want to help you
[34:11 - 34:17] with that. Like I want to help you get past that. I just want to be, I just want to be
[34:17 - 34:21] clear though, because I just want to know where our relationship stands that you met
[34:21 - 34:30] me on Sunday night after your fiance. I didn't want to be a dude. I'm emotional. I'm emotional
[34:30 - 34:36] right now. Please. I know. I know you are. So you met me and your fiance was a dude
[34:36 - 34:40] and then we fell in love. And then you found out that I used to have a penis, but I don't
[34:40 - 34:45] need more. So that's cool. And then I accidentally fell in love with your arch nemesis, best
[34:45 - 34:51] friend, music with Barney, but we didn't do anything. And now I'm addicted to heroin
[34:51 - 34:55] and I'm addicted to crack cocaine and I'm in a Costco parking lot. You still want to
[34:55 - 35:03] be with me. Yes, because I actually care about you. I actually give a shit about you.
[35:03 - 35:07] Okay. Like I don't want, I, it kills me seeing you like this.
[35:07 - 35:20] Yeah, it's not like in this, you forget me. I feel okay. Are you talking to me or side?
[35:20 - 35:25] Rax? I think you're talking to me. I just don't know. I'm conflicted. Why are you going
[35:25 - 35:34] to bring that conflict up in me again? Okay. You're not making any sense right now. You
[35:34 - 35:43] need to get home. Okay. So I'm going to, I'm going to go to the van and I'm going to, I'm
[35:43 - 35:52] going to flag down this stranger and I'm going to go home. It sounds perfectly reasonable.
[35:52 - 35:57] It actually does. Make sure you wear your seatbelt. I think that's the best plan and
[35:57 - 36:05] it's trying times. If he has more drugs, should I take them or should I just probably not
[36:05 - 36:14] your uppers maybe to yeah, maybe I, if I take some uppers and it'll like bring me up because
[36:14 - 36:21] I feel wrote down right now, but I just want to, I want to go up. Yeah. I mean, obviously
[36:21 - 36:26] anti-drug, but it might help the focus. Like just so you don't get taken advantage of.
[36:26 - 36:30] So I'm coming up to this van now, this guy in this van, if he has a map, I'm gonna, I'm
[36:30 - 36:39] going to say, yeah. I would say no, but I would ask our ex and I agree with more on
[36:39 - 36:44] this. Like you don't need to be doing that shit. What you need to do is you need to
[36:44 - 36:56] get home. Okay. You need to get home. I can't remember if I sold my house for
[36:56 - 37:16] heroin or not. How much, well, and it's all gone. I mean, not all. Okay. All right. So
[37:16 - 37:28] I'm trying to, it's a tough economy, Marty. I'm trying to be a centric. Obviously. Yes.
[37:28 - 37:58] This is the 1992 economy. What do we do? I don't know. Wait, I can't say I've never
[37:58 - 38:08] been in this situation. I'm just, I mean, I'd like to say I haven't. But I'm not, I'm
[38:08 - 38:15] not like around. So I can't really go in and deliver her to you. Right. And I can,
[38:15 - 38:26] I don't have the car, so I can't do anything. Shit. Let's say maybe, no, nevermind. That's
[38:26 - 38:40] why I'm saying, like getting an Uber or a taxi would be the best bet. All right. What
[38:40 - 38:43] city are you in? Like, what's your, like, I know what state you're in, but what city
[38:43 - 39:02] are you in? Okay. Um, which Costco are you? I like, what's the name of the street? Yeah.
[39:02 - 39:09] Kind of impair your judgment a bit, but I think you're making some good decisions as
[39:09 - 39:15] far as this van plan. It's better than just wandering around the parking lot. Okay. I'm
[39:15 - 39:27] almost to the van. I'm going to get in the van. I'm going to go get in the van. Everything's
[39:27 - 39:34] fine. I think that's a good plan. All right. All right. Kate, call me or text me. Okay.
[39:34 - 39:39] Let me know that you may own safe. All right. I will ask her. I get out of the van because
[39:39 - 39:42] I'm going to get into the van first. And I don't want to be on the phone with the guy
[39:42 - 39:52] with the van. That would be really rude. Yeah. Yeah. What? Make sure you ride with
[39:52 - 40:00] your door partially open. Oh, no, I'm ready to duck the roll with a time, but I, I have
[40:00 - 40:05] to be on alert there and I really, I need to, I need to, you know, practice good hitchhiking
[40:05 - 40:08] etiquette. So I really can't be on the phone. So I'm just going to get in the van with
[40:08 - 40:14] this strange man like Eric told me to, um, and I'm going to make him, but it's fine.
[40:14 - 40:18] Thank you so much for your help. Make sure you text him. Thank goodness. Yeah. Please
[40:18 - 40:27] text him, you know, okay. Well, thanks kid. I'm glad we could do that. You know, I'm
[40:27 - 40:33] just so glad the crisis is averted. Um, dude, I honestly don't know what to make of this
[40:33 - 40:38] right now. Like, I don't know if she's talking to show it. I don't know. I've never been
[40:38 - 40:44] in this situation. I don't, you know, to be honest, like I'm literally like she sounded
[40:44 - 40:55] like she was on something. Like I legit and like I'm lost right now. I don't know. Like,
[40:55 - 41:00] I don't know either. I mean, I would, how do you deal with something like that? I would
[41:00 - 41:06] probably say, you know, there's only really one way to help somebody with addiction. I
[41:06 - 41:12] would say that's probably unconditional support. Oh, absolutely. Like I said, you know, I've
[41:12 - 41:18] gone through, you know, a very similar thing. Like I smoked by earlier, I've gone through,
[41:18 - 41:23] you know, some very similar stuff. So like, I can kind of understand like where the pressure
[41:23 - 41:28] comes in that. Cause when you're doing stuff like that for so long, yes, there is, you
[41:28 - 41:33] know, that certain pressure that does come in being in anything. Or there is that certain
[41:33 - 41:40] pressure of, you know, putting yourself out there, but doing what she's doing, that's
[41:40 - 41:43] not the answer to it.
[41:43 - 41:50] I would agree. I would agree. I would agree for sure. Um, I mean, I wouldn't want to
[41:50 - 41:55] really abandon her because then, you know, then she's already, you know, I got to order,
[41:55 - 42:01] you know, like, you know, I forgive her for the shit that she did. Like I said, we're
[42:01 - 42:08] all human. We all make mistakes. Like I understand that, you know, like when she did what she
[42:08 - 42:14] did, she was kind of, you know, overexcited blinded by everything and so that I get it.
[42:14 - 42:19] Okay. Like there are times where I've gotten like that and we've all witnessed it. There
[42:19 - 42:27] are times where I've gotten like that, but what she's doing now, this is not the answer.
[42:27 - 42:38] No, I agree. Kate, no, Kate. Kate. Kate, what are you doing? I decided to go to the room.
[42:38 - 42:47] No, Kate. Kate, don't. Kate, what is she? Stop it. Kate, listen to me. You don't want
[42:47 - 43:04] to do this. Kate. Kate, Kate, talk to me, please. Kate, stop it. Sorry. I'm not going
[43:04 - 43:10] to have a fucking suicide on my live stream, dude. I need to fucking do Kate. Sorry. I'm
[43:10 - 43:15] ending this shit. This is out of control, man. It really is. Yeah.