Chance Wilkins Sings Vol. 7 (Full Album)

[0:00 - 0:08] It seems to me that I need to educate some people on some shit about the use of the N-Word in the actual two different meanings.
[0:08 - 0:19] Now, yes, I said the word Nick Guh like four or five different times in that video and for a reason and this is where a lot of y'all get it twisted.
[0:19 - 0:29] See, a lot of y'all seem to think that in the video I said Nick Guh, I did not say Nick Guh, I said Nick Guh, there's a difference.
[0:29 - 0:41] Obviously the original meaning of Nick Guh is no offense to anybody out there at all, but an ignorant black person. No offense.
[0:41 - 0:51] I'm not saying this to be derogatory, I'm saying this to state facts. The real meaning of Nick Guh is an ignorant black person.
[0:51 - 0:58] Now, fast forward several years where we're using Nick Guh with an A, that's basically saying what's up bitch.
[0:58 - 1:02] Like, you know, I bring it on bitch, bring it on nigga, bring it on bitch, what you gonna do?
[1:02 - 1:10] So I wasn't being derogatory, I wasn't being racist, I'm just saying facts.
[1:10 - 1:28] Now, the other meaning for the term "Migga" is like, "Get home." Like me and my little brother Ian, AKA Bradley, there are times he'll call me up or I'll call him up on FaceTime or whatever and he'll be like, "Yo, what up, nigga? How you doing, nigga? What's good?"
[1:28 - 1:37] Like, you know, shit like that, like your home and your boy. So, you know, it's not being derogatory, it's just saying, "Yo, what up nigga? Hey, yo."
[1:37 - 1:44] Or if you got a problem with someone, it's like, "Yo, like, bring it on nigga, bring it on bitch, what you gonna do?"
[1:44 - 1:49] But it seems like a lot of people want to call me racist and do this and that, but really, I'm not.
[1:49 - 1:52] Hell, my best friend Daquan is black.
[1:52 - 1:54] Time to write a new friend's verse.
[1:55 - 1:59] This song is for anybody out there that's like me.
[1:59 - 2:04] Anybody out there that's been on the edge, that's been hurt, that's been bullied in any way, this is for you.
[2:04 - 2:11] I want you to know that I'm here with you and I care about you 'cause I know that pain 'cause I live that pain every day.
[2:11 - 2:33] Every day I wake up with these evil tears, sinking thoughts inside my own mind, every single day. It's kinda like somebody's always twisting up on the fucking knife and while I'm back, everybody's judging me for the things that I do, the things that I say.
[2:33 - 2:44] Yeah, I may have made a few mistakes when I'm fanned up, I'm manning up and I'm facing up, head on every single day we at you.
[2:44 - 3:00] Wanna judge me, wanna take everything away from me, you don't understand what it's like to be in my shoes, the pain that you fucking caused me, almost caused me my motherfucking life.
[3:00 - 3:22] 'Cause you put me on the edge of suicide so many motherfucking times, now I'm sitting here, running around with these demons deep inside my head, constantly wondering why, why is it that you felt like you had to put this burden on me, you had to pace this pain on me.
[3:22 - 3:50] Now, sitting here, walking through the dark, wondering how I can break free, why is it that you targeted me from the very start, I just don't know what to do anymore, I'm so sick of crying these tears, sick of feeling like everybody's gonna abandon me, all because of everything that you fucking do to me.
[3:50 - 4:11] You won't see the motherfucking pain that you pull me through, every single night and day I got these bad thoughts, running through my head and they just won't go away, I just want this pain to fucking go away, so I can get my life back, so I can be happy with my girl and my family.
[4:15 - 4:40] Yo, survival records productions, fall ninja records, what's up, everybody out here always tryna take from me, nobody ever wanna see me, get that money, everybody wanna take from me, nobody ever see my fucking vision, all they ever wanna do is take you from me.
[4:40 - 5:07] I'm so sick of this shit, sick of everything, trying to fucking play me like I ain't fucking shit, but the truth is I'm out here doing what I gotta do, trying to make another head, trying to do what I gotta do, to make it for my family, I'm so sick of these hits, being put out on me every single day, what do I do, what do I go, who the fuck do I turn to, why don't fucking know.
[5:10 - 5:39] I don't fucking know, all I know is that I'm out here doing what I gotta do, just trying to survive, just trying to comply, I'm so sick of having to keep this motherfucking nine on my side because all of these fucking troops wanna run up on me at the night, they so fucking hard, I'm so sick of this shit, here I am, trying to reach for the fuck that's all I'm trying to raise up, all trying to come up out the gutter,
[5:39 - 6:09] trying to come up out the struggle, for me and my family that fucking need me, I'm so sick of being pushed to the wayside, when I'm out here, just trying to struggle, just trying to get by, trying to get money, I'm fighting for my success, don't move what I gotta do, trying to pass it on me,
[6:09 - 6:38] that's all the rest, why, it's that dog, these fucking haters wanna put me to rest, I'm out here, trying to pull that up as a message for the people like me and retain, every single time when I'm killed upon the nade, another fucking neighbor telling me to just go the fucking way, nobody likes you, truth is, man, yeah, I gotta go, by the wind, ain't this fucking true, love me or hate me, you know,
[6:38 - 7:08] damn well, damn dumb, leaving all your haters in the fucking rearview, man, I'm standing holding right to every one of you, looking at you like, what you gonna do with me and my fucking family, me and my team all the way, 100% to the day that I'm about to die, I ain't got no time for a little picture, ones to destroy me or take me or break me, cause,
[7:08 - 7:14] I'm out here trying to get mine, just trying to survive.
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