Chance Wilkins Sings Vol. 2 (Full Album)

[0:00 - 0:18] You guys have been stealing thousands of dollars from me for the last two fucking years. Well guess what, that's coming to a fucking stop. I'm taking back what's rightfully mine. What I am owed. From all of you that have stolen from me for the last two years. So to all of you that are wondering why I'm not somewhere, there's your answer. Because I've been being held back and I've been being robbed for the last two fucking years.
[0:18 - 0:38] So to all of you that are wondering why I'm not somewhere, there's your answer. Because I've been being held back and I've been being robbed for the last two fucking years. By a bunch of morons that think they fucking know me. That don't know jack shit. Guess what, I'm getting you on copywriting for a minute. You did not have my permission. You literally are claiming my content as your own. There is no fair or fair. I'm getting you on copywriting for a minute.
[0:39 - 1:07] You did not have my permission. You literally are claiming my content as your own. There is no fair use bullshit in it. So don't try to use that excuse. And by you doing what you guys are doing, that's making me lose money. Well guess what, that's stopping you right now. So this is a fair warning to anyone out there that even gets the fucking notion to try to fuck me over again. Guess what, that's what I am saying.
[1:07 - 1:28] Guess what, ain't happening. This is a fair warning to anybody out there that thinks they're going to get away with copywriting for a minute on me ever again. That's not fucking happening. If I catch anybody out there using my content without my permission, well guess what, I'm reporting you for copywriting for a minute. Because that's exactly what you're doing, committing copywriting for a minute.
[1:28 - 1:29] That's what I'm referring to.
[1:29 - 1:52] (music)
[1:53 - 2:19] Oh, yeah, yeah. Oh, yeah. Every day when I wake up, all I see is all the snakes in me that I've done. Can I take a look around at the people that surround me?
[2:19 - 2:44] I know that these people they're dying around. This is not what I need to be doing with myself. I need an escape. I need a man of my keeps going crazy every day.
[2:44 - 3:09] It's kinda like my mind is turning its back on me. And I don't know who I am constantly lashing out at those that I love every day. I'm so trapped in my own mind.
[3:09 - 3:38] This music was an escape. Now it's the coma prison which I cannot embrace. I just need an escape. I just need to get away.
[3:38 - 4:05] Need an escape. I just need to get away from this prison that I built around myself. I just need a little help. I need some fucking help to break me free from this dark reality.
[4:05 - 4:26] That's why I constantly put myself in every day. I just need the negativity and the hatred to go away. So I can't be myself again.
[4:26 - 4:49] I just wanna be happy in the end. Live a normal life to the end.
[4:49 - 5:00] Y'all think you know what it's like to live with anxiety? Y'all think you know what it's like to be me? You think you know what it's like to deal with the depression every fucking day to wake up?
[5:00 - 5:08] Wondering if you're gonna live? Wondering if you're gonna die? Wondering if you're even worth a day of life?
[5:08 - 5:25] Well, let me show it to you. And this is gonna happen to everybody that's ever abused me. That put me in this place. It's because of you that I'm stuck in this place. And I'm sick of it. I'm sick of every one of you that put me here.
[5:25 - 5:36] No, these demons, they're back. No, no, no!
[5:36 - 5:46] I'm so sick of every single one of you that put me in this motherfucking place. I'm so sick of this anxiety. Always waiting on my motherfucking mind every single fucking day.
[5:46 - 6:03] Do you know what it's like to be sucked in a fucking mental prison every single day? Not knowing if your anxiety is gonna motherfucking come up and attack you every fucking day? Do you know what it's like to live with the thought of suicide on your fucking mind?
[6:03 - 6:18] Do you know what it's like to live with the pressure every single motherfucking thing of your not because of embarrassing or warning you that motherfucking getting up? Excuse me, I'm now this demon that you made me out the motherfucking being out so sick of it.
[6:18 - 6:30] I'm so sick of being this motherfucking demon that you made me into every single night and day I wake up with this same anxiety on my mind. Always waking up with a cold sweat.
[6:30 - 6:43] Mind racing every single fucking day and I just don't know what to do every night and day. Y'all got this, that dust running through my brain. I'm constantly lurking and wondering if a girl is ever gonna fucking leave me then.
[6:43 - 6:57] Turn around and realize that it's just my mind. Playing tricks on me is just the anxiety acting up again but the hundredth time.
[6:57 - 7:12] I gotta get away from these feelings man. I gotta get away from where do I go and what do I do? Who do I turn to? Who do I trust? It's like I'm in a mental prison. I'm outside my mind and I don't know how to get out.
[7:12 - 7:32] I'm so sick of being locked in this fucking mental prison that every single one of you are for me in. Every single one of you are for me in and in. That was a motherfucking judge reacting like you fucking know me. You don't know what it's like to be in my shoes. You don't know what it's like to wake up in a cold sweat in the middle of the night.
[7:32 - 8:01] Wanting to take your own life. You don't know what it's like to live with motherfucking night terrors. Every fucking night to wake up from a motherfucking dream. That's a real thing. You don't know what is real. You have no idea what is real. That was not motherfucking truth. Do you know what it's like to be in my shoes? You don't know what it's like. So I'm telling you, every single one of you need to shut your fucking mouth and get the fuck away from me.
[8:02 - 8:20] You don't know what it's like to be in me. You don't know what it's like to deal with the trust of anxiety. Always waiting on your motherfucking mind. You just want to be a better version of yourself but then you turn around and realize this anxiety is with you for the rest of your motherfucking life.
[8:20 - 8:29] God damn this shit ain't right. I just want to get out of this fucking mental prison that every one of you is fucking getting.
[8:29 - 8:34] Because right now it's like my patience is where it's been.
[8:34 - 8:43] I gotta find my way out. I gotta tear out his walls. I gotta freak out.
[8:43 - 8:48] Do you really see what it's like to go through what I go through? No you don't.
[8:48 - 9:00] You don't know what it's like. You don't know that the words that you fucking say to people like me every fucking day always wants us to be dead in the motherfucking grave.
[9:00 - 9:17] So I don't understand what it gives you the right to fucking judge people like me every fucking day when you don't realize this thing is always waiting on your motherfucking mind every single day and night. We just want everything to be alright. We just want all this negativity to go the fuck away.
[9:17 - 9:29] I'm so sick of this anxiety, sick of all this even simultaneously. It's a tragedy but it's not only. I just want it all to go the fuck away so I could be myself again for my girl in my motherfucking family.
[9:29 - 9:40] I'm so sick of this anxiety and this depression taking over me every single day and it's always lurking deep inside me.
[9:40 - 9:54] For those of you that are fused with me, you're the reason that I became the way that I am. And for those of you that troll me and attack me and you know, fuck with people like me, you don't know what we deal with.
[9:54 - 10:04] So you got no right to judge people like me. So get the fuck away from people like me. We don't need that negativity.
[10:05 - 10:15] Oh, yeah.
[10:15 - 10:30] I look out the window and I think of myself.
[10:30 - 10:39] It's us on the show.
[10:39 - 10:58] Oh, is that all on the road, in my room? Always finding myself out there by the memory of you.
[10:58 - 11:10] But in a prison of my mind, convincing myself solely that this is the last sign.
[11:10 - 11:17] I won't deny my destructive ways.
[11:17 - 11:26] It's sad to say that I wish I couldn't decay.
[11:26 - 11:34] Oh, yeah.
[11:34 - 11:40] I will never be the one to go.
[11:40 - 11:45] I shall cry.
[11:45 - 11:54] Let's find a family of hopelessness.
[11:54 - 12:01] Let me out.
[12:01 - 12:18] Because it's always been me. I can't control it.
[12:18 - 12:39] Tonight, I always knew how fucking easy it was to love you.
[12:39 - 12:52] In a little tense of silence, excited tears, senses on the rise.
[12:52 - 13:01] I never asked for this.
[13:01 - 13:16] As I crouch this lonely garden. Fuck your garden, it's on the sun.
[13:16 - 13:31] What they say, that it's easy. I don't believe me. How did they understand me?
[13:31 - 13:43] Didn't win constant agony. I can't control my actions, deny my constant fame.
[13:43 - 14:01] So how long do I have to live for ready, constant, guilty?
[14:01 - 14:19] All my mind is down. It never happened. I'm out here to face the truth.
[14:19 - 14:29] Got the evidence, I've made the right of my rule.
[14:29 - 14:34] Wake up!
[14:34 - 14:39] I need everyone to listen to me.
[14:39 - 14:49] How can you feel, man? Feel the balls from staring at me?
[14:49 - 14:54] Don't pick your fucking eyes.
[14:54 - 15:01] I hear the voices say, drowning out when I see.
[15:01 - 15:08] They always tell me, "Man, man, feel so weak."
[15:08 - 15:25] After the prison, I'm on my way, convincing myself that this is the fucking last time.
[15:25 - 15:34] I walked in on myself, distracted face.
[15:34 - 15:46] Said and said that I wish I could decay.
[15:46 - 15:58] Said and said, I wish I could decay.
[15:58 - 16:26] Decay. Oh, yeah. Oh, yeah.
[16:26 - 16:28] Well, boys, we hit the jackpot this time.
[16:28 - 16:33] So all y'all motherfuckers think you need to stop with me?
[16:33 - 16:37] Y'all ain't doing shit, man, 'cause I'm on the rise, fucking.
[16:37 - 16:42] What you gonna do? Nothing. Little punk-ass motherfuckers.
[16:42 - 16:45] Sit the fuck down and shut the fuck up, motherfucker.
[16:45 - 16:51] Listen up. Time to teach you a lesson, little boy. Let's go.
[16:51 - 16:57] Haha. Scarface, bitch. Yeah.
[16:57 - 17:01] I'm so sick of these motherfuckers always looking at me like they wanna get a motherfucker.
[17:01 - 17:08] They tell me everybody always wanna try to keep me from making motherfucking history of my motherfucking name.
[17:08 - 17:14] Here I am looking right at you, motherfucking names at thin.
[17:14 - 17:19] Like you gonna fucking do something when, really, you ain't gonna motherfucking do shit.
[17:19 - 17:22] Here I am making a name for myself.
[17:22 - 17:24] Ain't no way I'm never gonna stop.
[17:24 - 17:27] I'm going straight to the motherfucking top.
[17:27 - 17:30] And I got no intentions on motherfucking stopping.
[17:30 - 17:35] Here I am running right over every single one of you.
[17:35 - 17:41] You ain't think like you're gonna do something? Hell nah, you better get a motherfucker.
[17:41 - 17:44] The name is Motherfucking Scarface.
[17:44 - 17:51] I hit you with a motherfucking scar right in the motherfucking face and I won't give you no bucks.
[17:51 - 17:54] I'm done giving a fuck about you, motherfucking names.
[17:54 - 18:01] Everybody wanna try to throw my motherfucking career in the motherfucking grave.
[18:01 - 18:04] Y'all ain't doing shit, fuckins.
[18:04 - 18:11] Haha. Nice try, though.
[18:13 - 18:15] Now try harder, fucking.
[18:15 - 18:19] Y'all ain't ever gonna motherfucking shut me down.
[18:19 - 18:21] Ain't no way I'm ever gonna go down.
[18:21 - 18:27] Here I am, running around on what I gotta do to make it for my motherfucking family.
[18:27 - 18:30] Here you are, sitting right at me, wishing to convene me, bitch.
[18:30 - 18:32] You will never, ever be me.
[18:32 - 18:37] I am up on another level that you can never fucking handle.
[18:37 - 18:41] So, set the fuck down and shut the fuck up and let me teach you a lesson, son.
[18:41 - 18:48] Let me show you what you gotta do if you wanna live on the level that I'm motherfucking getting into.
[18:48 - 18:50] Let me tell you what you gotta do.
[18:50 - 18:52] Mind your own motherfucking business.
[18:52 - 18:54] Stay the fuck out of mind.
[18:54 - 18:56] Get your fucking ass in line.
[18:56 - 18:58] Don't make me at the ferry.
[18:58 - 19:01] You six feet deep beneath the motherfucking earth.
[19:01 - 19:03] Have you smelling motherfucking pine?
[19:03 - 19:08] Ain't no way I'm ever gonna run at a time I'm always on time.
[19:08 - 19:11] And I'll never, ever be a no-show.
[19:11 - 19:14] I always stay on the grind 24/7.
[19:14 - 19:16] I don't even fucking sleep.
[19:16 - 19:18] All I do is fucking eat.
[19:18 - 19:26] I don't ever sleep, 'cause I'm staying on that motherfucking grind every day of my life.
[19:26 - 19:31] And I'm gonna keep going 'til I get mine.
[19:35 - 19:39] I always stay on top of my motherfucking business.
[19:39 - 19:44] I always do what I gotta do to get that motherfucking money up.
[19:44 - 19:47] Ain't no way I'm never gonna give up 'til I make it.
[19:47 - 19:50] And I hear that for my motherfucking family.
[19:50 - 19:55] Ain't no motherfucking life money ever gonna motherfucking stop me.
[19:55 - 19:57] I'm so sick of these motherfucking names.
[19:57 - 20:00] After life, they know me, so they wanna throw around my name.
[20:00 - 20:03] After life, they got something to say.
[20:03 - 20:06] After life, all they do is spit motherfucking facts.
[20:06 - 20:11] Fuck the truth is if sex ain't nothing but motherfucking lies, man.
[20:11 - 20:14] You thinking that you're stopping me.
[20:14 - 20:21] But the truth is I'm above you when you're always and forever gonna be below me.
[20:21 - 20:23] Ha!
[20:23 - 20:26] Not trying to stop me, though, fucking.
[20:26 - 20:28] But try harder next time, bitch.
[20:28 - 20:32] 'Cause I stay on that grind 24/7.
[20:32 - 20:34] Eight, I don't sleep.
[20:34 - 20:36] So try me.
[20:36 - 20:47] ??
[20:47 - 20:52] ? Ooh, yeah, yeah ?
[20:52 - 21:00] ??
[21:00 - 21:05] ? Catch it as I fall ?
[21:05 - 21:09] ? Say I'm here, and it's all over now ?
[21:09 - 21:12] ? Speak into the atmosphere ?
[21:12 - 21:15] ? No one's here ?
[21:15 - 21:20] ? And I've fallen to myself ?
[21:20 - 21:23] ? Filling the truth ?
[21:23 - 21:27] ? Transiting the madness ?
[21:27 - 21:30] ? I know I can stop the pain ?
[21:30 - 21:33] ? If I win it all away ?
[21:33 - 21:35] ? Don't turn away ?
[21:35 - 21:37] ? Don't give in to the pain ?
[21:37 - 21:39] ? Don't try to hide ?
[21:39 - 21:42] ? Don't restrain your name ?
[21:42 - 21:45] ? Don't close your eyes ?
[21:45 - 21:47] ? God knows what ?
[21:47 - 21:49] ? Lads behind them ?
[21:49 - 21:51] ? Don't turn out the light ?
[21:51 - 21:54] ? Never seen, never died ?
[21:54 - 21:57] ? In front of my wanna-see ?
[21:57 - 22:02] ? But somehow I know that there's too much more to come ?
[22:02 - 22:05] ? More to come ?
[22:05 - 22:08] ? More to come I fear I rest ?
[22:08 - 22:12] ? Soon to be ignited by the tears ?
[22:12 - 22:15] ? I know I can stop the pain ?
[22:15 - 22:18] ? If I win it all away ?
[22:18 - 22:26] ? Don't turn away ?
[22:26 - 22:29] ? Don't give in to the pain ?
[22:29 - 22:31] ? Don't try to hide ?
[22:31 - 22:36] ? No, they're all screaming your name ?
[22:36 - 22:41] ? Don't try to hide ?
[22:41 - 22:44] ? Even though they're screaming your name ?
[22:44 - 22:46] ? Don't turn out the light ?
[22:46 - 22:50] ? Never seen, never died ?
[22:50 - 22:55] ? Fallen angels at my feet ?
[22:55 - 22:58] ? Whisper voices in my ear ?
[22:58 - 23:00] ? Dead before my eyes ?
[23:00 - 23:03] ? Lying next to be a fish ?
[23:03 - 23:05] ? She beckons me ?
[23:05 - 23:09] ? She can't give in to the pain ?
[23:09 - 23:10] ? Of all my years ?
[23:10 - 23:14] ? She'll never begin ?
[23:14 - 23:18] ? Forsaken all night ?
[23:18 - 23:21] ? For the for ?
[23:21 - 23:26] ? My rise to meet the end ?
[23:26 - 23:34] ? Don't turn away ?
[23:34 - 23:36] ? Don't give in to the pain ?
[23:36 - 23:39] ? Don't try to hide ?
[23:39 - 23:42] ? No, they're all screaming your name ?
[23:42 - 23:44] ? Don't close your eyes ?
[23:44 - 23:47] ? God knows what life is at now ?
[23:47 - 23:49] ? Don't turn out the light ?
[23:49 - 23:52] ? Never seen, never died ?
[23:52 - 23:54] ? Don't turn away ?
[23:54 - 23:57] ? Don't give in to the pain ?
[23:57 - 23:59] ? Don't try to hide ?
[23:59 - 24:02] ? No, they're all screaming your name ?
[24:02 - 24:04] ? Don't close your eyes ?
[24:04 - 24:07] ? God knows what life is at now ?
[24:07 - 24:09] ? Don't turn out the light ?
[24:09 - 24:12] ? Never seen, never died ?
[24:18 - 24:20] ? I saw the songs going out ?
[24:20 - 24:23] ? To all the scarab ones ?
[24:23 - 24:26] ? And the nights of my last ?
[24:26 - 24:29] ? I watched you while I missed you all ?
[24:29 - 24:33] ? And your memories never forgot ?
[24:33 - 24:36] ? When I made a mission ?
[24:36 - 24:39] ? The empty of code has seen ?
[24:39 - 24:44] ? The devastation shattered hearts ?
[24:44 - 24:49] ? That you left behind ?
[24:49 - 24:54] ? What you said I'd let this world die today ?
[24:54 - 25:00] ? What in hell made you change your mind ?
[25:00 - 25:05] ? In some sort of way ?
[25:05 - 25:11] ? Lived in one with cries so violently ?
[25:11 - 25:16] ? I saw your gentle friend one time ?
[25:16 - 25:21] ? And made unto friends in your life ?
[25:21 - 25:30] ? What you said I'd chosen to leave this world behind ?
[25:30 - 25:38] ? Yeah, you lived out of war and you ?
[25:38 - 25:43] ? Left without saying goodbye ?
[25:43 - 25:48] ? You left us with only flesh and soul ?
[25:48 - 25:52] ? Most important one is ?
[25:52 - 25:58] ? Why, why did you don't live here? ?
[25:58 - 26:03] ? Had to say this world alone ?
[26:03 - 26:09] ? Why did you suffer so silently? ?
[26:09 - 26:26] ? When what of hell death we had known ?
[26:26 - 26:30] ? What was going on? ?
[26:30 - 26:36] ? How long have you been there before you did ?
[26:36 - 26:40] ? Silent you were torn up ?
[26:40 - 26:43] ? Yet your day has ended ?
[26:43 - 26:48] ? But, those have just been gone ?
[26:48 - 26:56] ? So, when you see us start to fall apart ?
[26:56 - 27:03] ? When obtained you think you're too much of air ?
[27:03 - 27:12] ? Please take your hand and guide us and remind us that you're there ?
[27:12 - 27:22] ? Help us hold on to the part of you that you left us with ?
[27:23 - 27:32] ? When your song keeps playing up in heaven my friend ?
[27:32 - 27:38] ? We will write the words and don't sing along ?
[27:38 - 27:46] ? If you don't think we'll cry so silently ?
[27:46 - 27:51] ? Sugar just a breath, what's that? ?
[27:51 - 27:56] ? Native in your eyes and baby in your eyes ?
[27:56 - 28:06] ? Why did you believe you had to say this world alone? ?
[28:06 - 28:10] ? So, sum it with the demons right there beside you ?
[28:10 - 28:16] ? We would have held it if they had known ?
[28:16 - 28:22] ? How long you do then, heard and did ?
[28:22 - 28:27] ? For you did, decided to take that gun ?
[28:27 - 28:31] ? Put the book in and lift the chain of nose ?
[28:31 - 28:34] ? And the silent you were done ?
[28:34 - 28:39] ? Our natural pain has ended ?
[28:39 - 28:43] ? But ours has just begun ?
[28:43 - 28:51] ? I want you to know that if they had known ?
[28:51 - 28:59] ? Then put a little bit to the end of you ?
[28:59 - 29:06] ? We would have held off when it had known ?
[29:06 - 29:12] ? If you could've seen times and lost a shot ?
[29:12 - 29:18] ? Shine the light that you lived in ?
[29:18 - 29:23] ? Why would you say that this world didn't cry? ?
[29:23 - 29:30] ? Would it have been a change in your mind? ?
[29:30 - 29:34] ? If you could've known, we would cry ?
[29:34 - 29:38] ? And sum it with shots of breath ?
[29:38 - 29:41] ? Would that have been a doubt for us? ?
[29:41 - 29:46] ? Would you have chosen to live? ?
[29:46 - 29:48] ? I'd have switched here, I don't ?
[29:48 - 29:51] ? Because maybe that is something that could've been done ?
[29:51 - 29:54] ? I'm sorry you had to face it so long ?
[29:54 - 29:58] ? All these feelings are anything inside you ?
[29:58 - 30:00] ? It really was unfair to you ?
[30:00 - 30:03] ? And now, you're gone ?
[30:03 - 30:12] ? Yo, I got all these feelings surrounding me ?
[30:12 - 30:17] ? Every night, every day, many times break free ?
[30:17 - 30:20] ? 'Cause I'm not gonna help back anymore ?
[30:20 - 30:22] ? So all your demons wanna come for me ?
[30:22 - 30:24] ? Catch you if you can, motherfuckers ?
[30:24 - 30:27] ? I'm so sick of you, don't waste around with me ?
[30:27 - 30:29] ? Every single night and day, it's like they wanna come ?
[30:29 - 30:32] ? After me, nobody ever wants to try to see the ?
[30:32 - 30:35] ? Motherfucking demons are surrounding me too many ?
[30:35 - 30:38] ? Motherfucking people acting like a demon around me ?
[30:38 - 30:42] ? But they do, she got the damn cells as motherfucking angels around me ?
[30:42 - 30:45] ? I'm so sick of these devils and ?
[30:45 - 30:49] ? Motherfucking disguises, kinda like they wanna break it down ?
[30:49 - 30:52] ? And they want me to end my career and ?
[30:52 - 30:55] ? Some of them even want me to motherfucking die ?
[30:55 - 30:59] ? And don't even want me to go to heaven ?
[30:59 - 31:01] ? 'Cause I'm motherfucking shy, they want me to ?
[31:01 - 31:04] ? Don't go down into the motherfucking death of heaven ?
[31:04 - 31:09] ? Oh God, what do I got to do to make these demons ?
[31:09 - 31:12] ? Motherfucking way, I'm so sick of this shit ?
[31:12 - 31:15] ? I'm sick of the negativity, sick of motherfucking bullshit ?
[31:15 - 31:18] ? Everybody always wanna drink and break it down ?
[31:18 - 31:22] ? But the truth is, when I see the demons ?
[31:22 - 31:27] ? All the angels armies surround me ?
[31:27 - 31:30] ? Everybody tell me that my kick is from the devil ?
[31:30 - 31:33] ? But the truth is that little bitch didn't give me fucking anything ?
[31:33 - 31:37] ? And all night kept my fucking guilt to sleep ?
[31:37 - 31:40] ? Oh no, motherfucking, my true god, I do this for the fans ?
[31:40 - 31:43] ? Call the real fans, that ass talk through songs ?
[31:43 - 31:45] ? 'Cause they know what they'd understand, I do this for nothing ?
[31:45 - 31:47] ? But like me every single day ?
[31:47 - 31:52] ? Then I'm going through the shit that I tell with my whole damn life ?
[31:52 - 31:55] ? If there's a devil right in front of me ?
[31:55 - 31:58] ? I'm standing up in the motherfucking pits ?
[31:58 - 32:01] ? And I don't give a fuck about what you gotta say ?
[32:01 - 32:07] ? All these angels are gonna do what they gotta do to protect me ?
[32:07 - 32:10] ? I'm so sick of all the negativity ?
[32:10 - 32:13] ? I'm ready for a fucking kid, I'm ready for the positivity ?
[32:13 - 32:19] ? I'm ready to break these fucking chains that have been ?
[32:19 - 32:23] ? Get me down into the fucking desert head, I'm ready to get ?
[32:23 - 32:25] ? Out of this fucking hell, break the chains ?
[32:25 - 32:29] ? Go onto the fucking heavens in the sky, I'm so sick of being held back ?
[32:29 - 32:33] ? It's time for me to fly ?
[32:33 - 32:39] ? So all you demons can't wave goodbye ?
[32:39 - 32:43] ? 'Cause I'm about to die, I'm about to take off ?
[32:43 - 32:45] ? In a way I'm never gonna let you do this to me ?
[32:45 - 32:49] ? In a way I'm never gonna burn up, tryna make it to the fucking top ?
[32:49 - 32:53] ? Even if I gotta fucking crawl, even if I gotta walk, run ?
[32:53 - 32:56] ? I don't give a fuck about what I gotta do at all ?
[32:56 - 32:59] ? I'm gonna make it in a way that anybody's ever gonna fucking stop me ?
[32:59 - 33:01] ? 'Cause I'm on the patch or two to ten, fuck that ?
[33:01 - 33:05] ? My family and friends, they will get me there ?
[33:05 - 33:08] ? 'Cause they know best ?
[33:08 - 33:14] ? So fuck you demons, I'm making it, bitch ?
[33:14 - 33:18] ? I'm the ?
[33:18 - 33:24] ? Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah ?
[33:24 - 33:26] ? Sometimes I look at the sky and I wonder why ?
[33:26 - 33:29] ? It's good though you don't put breath ice in one of the same breaks ?
[33:29 - 33:33] ? Like I can't stay up gasoline, lit on fire ?
[33:33 - 33:35] ? But it is, but it is, yes, it is, that shit, but it is ?
[33:35 - 33:38] ? Don't know what that's, the way I fucking chose ?
[33:38 - 33:40] ? Is both heartaches and heartbreaks ?
[33:40 - 33:43] ? And fucking jugs, so I just go with the flow ?
[33:43 - 33:45] ? With the boat, and deal with the bank ?
[33:45 - 33:47] ? It's all the same, but in the top ?
[33:47 - 33:49] ? I'm screaming, shawl, I'm the guy ?
[33:49 - 33:52] ? I need to pray, I need to pray ?
[33:52 - 33:56] ? You get bandaged with nice ass and nice tits ?
[33:56 - 33:58] ? I know that too, not me ?
[33:58 - 34:00] ? Wait, wait, just let me be ?
[34:00 - 34:04] ? It's worth testing it with really bad energy ?
[34:04 - 34:07] ? I've been around the world and I've seen some things ?
[34:07 - 34:10] ? I went to have a bag, I feel the light ?
[34:10 - 34:12] ? And I'm glad, but I don't have to put that shit ?
[34:12 - 34:16] ? On my bag with a bad leg and I'm gone ?
[34:16 - 34:19] ? Yo, I've been around the block ?
[34:19 - 34:21] ? For some damage, you seen that to me ?
[34:21 - 34:23] ? Every single day it's Sunday ?
[34:23 - 34:25] ? Getting to these fucking waking schemes ?
[34:25 - 34:29] ? They always want to try to fucking murder me ?
[34:29 - 34:32] ? Every single day I go back is night ?
[34:32 - 34:36] ? Every single day and night it's kinda like God ?
[34:36 - 34:38] ? Got these demons fucking taking over me ?
[34:38 - 34:41] ? Every single night they wanna fucking kill me ?
[34:41 - 34:45] ? They wanna do over my motherfucking heart ?
[34:45 - 34:49] ? So goddamn I feel like I'm about to risk it ?
[34:49 - 34:52] ? 'Cause everybody always wanna see me fall ?
[34:52 - 34:56] ? They wanna see me fail, they don't realize ?
[34:56 - 34:58] ? Then I gotta deal and not do it ?
[34:58 - 35:02] ? Deep inside of me, daddy's ready to come out ?
[35:02 - 35:06] ? And motherfucker pay, come and kill me, motherfucker ?
[35:06 - 35:09] ? You and I, so fly through the fucking night ?
[35:09 - 35:15] ? Guarantee that I am the nightmare in your motherfucking dreams ?
[35:15 - 35:18] ? Go ahead bitch, try to fuck with me ?
[35:18 - 35:20] ? See if I don't leave you fucking naked ?
[35:20 - 35:25] ? See if I don't leave you fucking bleeding on the motherfucking ground ?
[35:25 - 35:28] ? Go ahead bitch, go ahead ?
[35:28 - 35:32] ? Turn around and see that body big, jump big ?
[35:32 - 35:34] ? 'Cause at the end of the day ?
[35:34 - 35:37] ? That is where you're gonna motherfucking make ?
[35:37 - 35:41] ? After I'm done with you, I guarantee that ?
[35:41 - 35:43] ? When you're in that body big ?
[35:43 - 35:47] ? You're gonna be in a dark and evil place ?
[35:47 - 35:50] ? Down in the depths of hell we know ?
[35:50 - 35:54] ? What you never see, you fucking scream ?
[35:54 - 35:56] ? Yeah ?
[35:57 - 37:21] (upbeat music)
[37:21 - 37:27] ? I'm so sick of this ?
[37:27 - 37:28] ? It's how I tell my story ?
[37:28 - 37:31] ? And what I'm really tired of ?
[37:31 - 37:33] ? I'm sick of this ?
[37:33 - 37:35] ? I never wanted this ?
[37:35 - 37:40] (upbeat music)
[37:40 - 37:46] ? I never wanted any of this ?
[37:46 - 37:49] ? I don't understand why the fuck is everybody ?
[37:49 - 37:51] ? Gotta fucking show me every single day ?
[37:51 - 37:54] ? All the motherfucking we can get up on the internet ?
[37:54 - 37:57] ? Somebody talking trash about me every single fucking day ?
[37:57 - 38:01] ? And I don't understand it why can't I escape ?
[38:01 - 38:03] ? All this motherfucking negativity ?
[38:03 - 38:05] ? I'm so motherfucking sick of it ?
[38:05 - 38:07] ? Sick of everybody hating on me ?
[38:07 - 38:10] ? Trying to stop me from achieving my motherfucking dreams ?
[38:10 - 38:13] ? I just wanna make it for my fucking family ?
[38:13 - 38:15] ? I never wanted any of this ?
[38:15 - 38:20] ? I never wanted to be the face of all this negativity ?
[38:20 - 38:22] ? I never wanted it on ?
[38:22 - 38:26] ? So I'm tired of everybody around me constantly judging me ?
[38:26 - 38:30] ? Making all these accusations everybody always trying to ?
[38:30 - 38:33] ? Find another way to fuck me over every single day ?
[38:33 - 38:37] ? I've been doing this for 11 fucking years ?
[38:37 - 38:38] ? And now I'm so sick of it ?
[38:38 - 38:40] ? I just wanna get it gone ?
[38:40 - 38:43] (upbeat music)
[38:43 - 38:45] ? I never wanted any of this ?
[38:45 - 38:48] ? The hatred, the bullying, the attacks ?
[38:48 - 38:52] ? I never wanted this ?
[38:52 - 38:54] ? I never asked for the bullshit ?
[38:54 - 38:57] ? I never asked for the lies or the rumors ?
[38:57 - 39:00] ? I never asked for any of that ?
[39:00 - 39:03] ? I just wanna go away ?
[39:03 - 39:06] ? I never asked for any other motherfucking bullying ?
[39:06 - 39:09] ? I never asked for all these rumors being made about me ?
[39:09 - 39:12] ? I never asked for all these fucking lies ?
[39:12 - 39:16] ? And I fucked up my life for a never near as god ?
[39:16 - 39:18] ? Damn, the shit ain't motherfucking right ?
[39:18 - 39:20] ? I'm so sick of it ?
[39:20 - 39:25] ? Why can't any of you just go the fuck away and quit ?
[39:25 - 39:28] ? I'm so fucking tired of it ?
[39:28 - 39:30] ? I never wanted any of this ?
[39:30 - 39:33] ? I'm so sick of the motherfucking strats ?
[39:33 - 39:37] ? Of all the demons running around in my motherfucking head ?
[39:37 - 39:40] ? Every fucking day always telling me that ?
[39:40 - 39:42] ? You just need to throw it all away ?
[39:42 - 39:44] ? I don't wanna throw it all away ?
[39:44 - 39:46] ? I wanna make up for my family ?
[39:46 - 39:50] ? Doing what I fucking love ?
[39:50 - 39:51] ? So I got no choice ?
[39:51 - 39:53] ? I gotta keep going ?
[39:53 - 39:58] ? I can't give up ?
[39:58 - 40:03] ? Why can't any of you just leave me the fuck alone ?
[40:03 - 40:04] ? Stop making fun of me ?
[40:04 - 40:06] ? All you fucking trolls are running the internet ?
[40:06 - 40:08] ? Need to go the fuck away ?
[40:08 - 40:09] ? I wish I could ?
[40:09 - 40:12] ? Take everything that you feel no fucking said to me ?
[40:12 - 40:14] ? Throw it back in your fucking face ?
[40:14 - 40:16] ? So I can do what I gotta do ?
[40:16 - 40:18] ? So I can make up for my current and my family ?
[40:18 - 40:22] ? I'm so fucking sick of this negativity ?
[40:22 - 40:23] ? Sick of all the animosity ?
[40:23 - 40:26] ? Sick of everybody constantly judging me ?
[40:26 - 40:28] ? And then I think I got the motherfucking right ?
[40:28 - 40:29] ? To attack me ?
[40:29 - 40:32] ? Always trying to use my past against me ?
[40:32 - 40:34] ? Always trying to make up motherfucking lies ?
[40:34 - 40:36] ? A family that ain't true ?
[40:36 - 40:39] ? Just so that everybody turns away ?
[40:39 - 40:42] ? Turns against me and I'm so sick of this shit ?
[40:42 - 40:44] ? I'm sick of you ?
[40:44 - 40:47] ? I'm sick of all of you ?
[40:47 - 40:52] ? I'm sick of the motherfucking stress that you ?
[40:52 - 40:53] ? Fucking put me through ?
[40:53 - 40:55] ? I'm so done with it ?
[40:55 - 41:00] ? I wanna get the fuck away from you ?
[41:00 - 41:04] ? I just wanna go away ?
[41:04 - 41:06] ? Get the fuck away from this shit ?
[41:06 - 41:10] ? I never wanted this ?
[41:10 - 41:13] ? So get the fuck away ?
[41:13 - 41:21] ? Real ultimate power records, baby ?
[41:21 - 41:28] ? Unchangeable, let's go, let's go ?
[41:28 - 41:31] ? Baby if you roll with me ?
[41:31 - 41:33] ? I got you lying ?
[41:33 - 41:36] ? Shawty is so right, you can do it all night ?
[41:36 - 41:38] ? With me ?
[41:38 - 41:39] ? I cut the teeth, but she hot ?
[41:39 - 41:40] ? 'Cause she never put your pants down ?
[41:40 - 41:42] ? Put your pushin' that back, she's back, she's back ?
[41:42 - 41:44] ? You gotta do it, sit back and relax ?
[41:44 - 41:48] ? Right here with me ?
[41:48 - 41:52] ? Baby right here with me ?
[41:52 - 41:56] ? Shawty right here with me ?
[41:56 - 41:59] ? Baby right here with me ?
[41:59 - 42:01] ? Shawty if you want it, all you gotta do is roll with me ?
[42:01 - 42:05] ? Every time I see you caught up, I interrupt ?
[42:05 - 42:09] ? Not on purpose, I'm corrupt ?
[42:09 - 42:13] ? Flirting with a grin, your grin be a sin ?
[42:13 - 42:16] ? Acting like you don't wanna be seen ?
[42:16 - 42:20] ? You always watching out for your friend ?
[42:20 - 42:25] ? I swear when you with me, girl you safe ?
[42:25 - 42:28] ? She steps to my whip, give a slip ?
[42:28 - 42:33] ? There'll be no lip, no trip ?
[42:33 - 42:37] ? Got plenty of hollow tips ?
[42:37 - 42:41] ? Sit back and enjoy, kick it ?
[42:41 - 42:45] ? This bass be wicked ?
[42:45 - 42:50] ? Slow enough to fall, the windows will make friction ?
[42:50 - 42:57] ? Shawty is so bright, you can do it all night ?
[42:57 - 43:01] ? Baby right here with me, baby right here with me ?
[43:01 - 43:04] ? Shawty if you want it, all you gotta do is roll with me ?
[43:04 - 43:08] ? These get rough, stuff comes up ?
[43:08 - 43:11] ? Bang on my door, life gets hard ?
[43:11 - 43:19] ? When I'm here with you, baby right here with me ?
[43:19 - 43:22] ? Shawty if you want it, all you gotta do is roll with me ?
[43:22 - 43:26] ? These get rough, stuff comes up ?
[43:26 - 43:31] ? Life gets fucked up, head full of hostilities ?
[43:31 - 43:36] ? I listen closely, lead you to my ride with possibilities ?
[43:36 - 43:41] ? What will it be, let's roll at the music ?
[43:41 - 43:46] ? Take control, roll your anger in reverse in a second ?
[43:46 - 43:50] ? We roll, let bass vibe ?
[43:50 - 43:55] ? Let your mind escape through the flow, you're in control ?
[43:55 - 44:00] ? Let your night up to you, where we go ?
[44:00 - 44:05] ? Hardly any stressin', have you going home ?
[44:05 - 44:09] ? Reflectin', from all the caressin' ?
[44:09 - 44:11] (upbeat music)
[44:11 - 44:14] ? Don't let you lie, shawty is so right ?
[44:14 - 44:16] ? You can do it all night ?
[44:16 - 44:18] ? When me, when me ?
[44:18 - 44:19] ? Don't stop at the cheese pot, she hot ?
[44:19 - 44:21] ? 'Cause she never put your parents down ?
[44:21 - 44:23] ? 'Cause she pushin' that back, she's back, she's back ?
[44:23 - 44:24] ? You lookin' good, sit back and relax ?
[44:24 - 44:28] ? Right here with me, with me ?
[44:28 - 44:32] ? Baby right here with me, with me, with me ?
[44:32 - 44:36] ? Shawty right here with me, with me, with me ?
[44:36 - 44:39] ? Baby right here with me, with me ?
[44:39 - 44:41] ? Shawty if you want it, all you gotta do is roll with me ?
[44:41 - 44:45] ? I remember when we first met, you took me here ?
[44:45 - 44:48] ? But then you'll feel right the day that you came into my life ?
[44:48 - 44:51] ? You made everything all right, I was down ?
[44:51 - 44:54] ? In the fucking dumps, didn't know what to do ?
[44:54 - 44:57] ? Now here I am with you right by my side ?
[44:57 - 45:00] ? I'm not here for much, you didn't know man I would ?
[45:00 - 45:02] ? Never ever wanna let you go ?
[45:02 - 45:05] ? Baby girl I want you to know that I love you ?
[45:05 - 45:08] ? Ain't no way I'll never come and let you go ?
[45:08 - 45:12] ? So take my hand and hold inside ?
[45:12 - 45:15] ? Ain't no way we ever gonna die ?
[45:15 - 45:17] ? We gonna roll into the night ?
[45:17 - 45:20] ? When everything all right ?
[45:20 - 45:22] ? Baby right here with me, with me, with me ?
[45:22 - 45:23] ? Yeah ?
[45:23 - 45:24] ? 'Cause you never put your back back ?
[45:24 - 45:26] ? 'Cause you put your back, back, back, back ?
[45:26 - 45:30] ? Baby right here with me, with me, with me ?
[45:30 - 45:32] - I don't understand it.
[45:36 - 45:39] I don't understand anything that you do.
[45:39 - 45:41] Or why you do what you do.
[45:41 - 45:55] It seems like everyday you attack me for no reason at all.
[45:55 - 46:00] It's like playing against you.
[46:00 - 46:04] I'm basically playing with a loaded gun.
[46:04 - 46:06] Because everyday that I fight you,
[46:06 - 46:09] I just seem lower and lower.
[46:09 - 46:10] Not knowing what to do.
[46:10 - 46:12] Not knowing who to trust.
[46:12 - 46:13] Not knowing where to go.
[46:13 - 46:18] You sit there and you laugh at my face.
[46:18 - 46:21] And say that you wanna end things on your own terms.
[46:21 - 46:26] But then when we try to, you turn around and attack me.
[46:26 - 46:28] And then I have to go back and defend myself
[46:28 - 46:30] with coming you too.
[46:30 - 46:33] I never wanted any of this.
[46:34 - 46:38] I never wanted the pain that you caused me.
[46:38 - 46:41] I never wanted my friends or family to suffer
[46:41 - 46:43] because of what you did.
[46:43 - 46:46] Everything you did is so ungodly.
[46:46 - 46:51] You act like you're better than me, but you're nothing.
[46:51 - 46:56] All you words are bullshit, bully, and you know it.
[46:56 - 47:00] So I'm gonna scream out loudly.
[47:01 - 47:04] You need to stop what you're doing now.
[47:04 - 47:08] Because when you're dead on the ground
[47:08 - 47:09] and you're on your deathbed,
[47:09 - 47:14] you're gonna be sad, alone, and miserable.
[47:14 - 47:19] I'm sick of the bullying and I'm sick of the hate.
[47:19 - 47:24] I'm sick of crying these tears that doesn't work that I say.
[47:24 - 47:30] But yet,
[47:32 - 47:33] when I get brought to tears,
[47:33 - 47:35] you sit there and you say that they're fake.
[47:35 - 47:38] But really, they're not fake.
[47:38 - 47:45] For months and months and years and years,
[47:45 - 47:49] I've had to look over my shoulder while I'm living in fear.
[47:49 - 47:51] And I'm sick of it.
[47:51 - 47:54] I'm sick of the anxiety.
[47:54 - 47:56] I'm sick of the suffering.
[48:00 - 48:03] I just don't know what to do anymore.
[48:03 - 48:05] I feel like I'm at the end of my road.
[48:05 - 48:09] Should I pull this trigger
[48:09 - 48:12] and let the chamber close and let the bully go?
[48:12 - 48:17] Should I put that noose around my neck
[48:17 - 48:18] and let that shit loose?
[48:18 - 48:20] I don't know what to do.
[48:20 - 48:24] It seems like death is the best option for me.
[48:24 - 48:28] Because anymore, I can't take anymore of this bullying.
[48:30 - 48:32] You act like you fucking know me.
[48:32 - 48:35] But the truth is, you don't know anything.
[48:35 - 48:42] You don't know what it's like to suffer
[48:42 - 48:46] with everything that you've done to me.
[48:46 - 48:52] I just want to be able to live my life in peace
[48:52 - 48:57] and not have anybody hate on me.
[48:57 - 49:01] I'm one of the able to help others like myself.
[49:01 - 49:03] And I'm just being honest with you.
[49:03 - 49:07] You know that everything you do is wrong.
[49:07 - 49:09] But it's like you don't kill a fuck, do you?
[49:09 - 49:16] I'm sick of the suicide attempts.
[49:16 - 49:20] I remember the other day, I held that knife to my neck.
[49:20 - 49:26] And when I did, I felt that peace.
[49:26 - 49:29] (somber music)
[49:29 - 49:32] Because I felt like death was the only option for me.
[49:32 - 49:35] Because of everything that you've done to me.
[49:35 - 49:40] I never wanted anything to be this way.
[49:40 - 49:46] I just want the woman that I love back
[49:46 - 49:48] and I hope that everything will be okay.
[49:48 - 49:53] I just want this all to end so badly.
[49:55 - 49:57] So I can finally live my life in peace
[49:57 - 50:00] without any more anxiety.
[50:00 - 50:04] ? Shut your mouth and listen to ?
[50:04 - 50:06] ? What I have to say I'm going to ?
[50:06 - 50:09] ? Take you back to that one specific thing ?
[50:09 - 50:11] ? I was lying in the bed alone ?
[50:11 - 50:15] ? While listening to you and him talk on the phone ?
[50:15 - 50:17] ? You said well if they had the money ?
[50:17 - 50:19] ? I don't see why not ?
[50:19 - 50:22] ? She'll be ready by nine o'clock ?
[50:22 - 50:25] ? You came in and said it's time to get up ?
[50:25 - 50:30] ? Shout out well make you pretty with makeup ?
[50:30 - 50:34] ? In a pretty white dress and hair ?
[50:34 - 50:38] ? Done to match you told me I'm a breathtaking kid ?
[50:38 - 50:41] ? I sat on the couch waiting with you ?
[50:41 - 50:45] ? But what was in store for me I had no clue ?
[50:45 - 50:48] ? They came in three men ?
[50:48 - 50:51] ? I would never forget the sight of them ?
[50:51 - 50:54] ? They cost you a lot of money ?
[50:54 - 50:59] ? While coming in by the hand and saying come with me ?
[50:59 - 51:03] ? Honey I didn't want to go but yet you made me do it ?
[51:03 - 51:07] ? You let them rape me for that fucking money ?
[51:07 - 51:10] ? I cried and tried to run away ?
[51:10 - 51:13] ? But you helped them push me on to the bed ?
[51:13 - 51:16] ? And I screamed go away ?
[51:16 - 51:20] ? But you just screamed out say ?
[51:20 - 51:23] ? You said to be a good little girl ?
[51:23 - 51:27] ? Or I'll make you sad so why shut my mouth ?
[51:27 - 51:30] ? And let them do the things that they were bad ?
[51:30 - 51:34] ? I was only seven years old at the time ?
[51:34 - 51:37] ? And already my innocence was lost ?
[51:37 - 51:41] ? You leaving the money but at what cost ?
[51:41 - 51:45] ? Every day those men came over and brought ?
[51:45 - 51:48] ? More and more each time, each time ?
[51:48 - 51:50] ? You just watched at the door ?
[51:50 - 51:53] ? I ran away at the age of eight ?
[51:53 - 51:58] ? Why was I putting to this fate ?
[51:58 - 52:01] ? I was ashamed of what was done ?
[52:01 - 52:05] ? So of course all I could do was tell ?
[52:05 - 52:10] ? The one the day that you found me ?
[52:10 - 52:13] ? You said things had changed ?
[52:13 - 52:18] ? That I won't have to do those things anymore ?
[52:18 - 52:22] ? Well, Mom, it was that way for a month ?
[52:22 - 52:25] ? Then you started again through the door ?
[52:25 - 52:29] ? Each day came no men and no friends ?
[52:29 - 52:34] ? Well, I'm 10 now and things have got to come to an end ?
[52:34 - 52:41] ? You see I became a woman at the age of nine ?
[52:41 - 52:44] ? With my monthly friend and tonight ?
[52:44 - 52:48] ? While you're asleep, I'm packing my bags quietly ?
[52:48 - 52:53] ? And I'm leaving, but I want you to know ?
[52:53 - 52:56] ? That while the men were doing their deed ?
[52:56 - 53:01] ? One of them impregnated me with that seed ?
[53:01 - 53:05] ? And now because of you, I'm feeling guilty ?
[53:05 - 53:08] ? Because of what they did to me ?
[53:08 - 53:12] ? And I hope you see that in the end of it all ?
[53:12 - 53:17] ? You took away my innocence at the age of seven ?
[53:17 - 53:19] (bell chimes)