2023-7-9 NO MORE BEING USED !!!!!!

[0:00 - 0:09] What's up y'all? I know this is gonna piss off a lot of people, but quite frankly, I don't care.
[0:09 - 0:22] I'll be honest, I'm tired of motherfuckers using me for their own selfish gain and their own reason and their fucking videos just to make a name for themselves.
[0:22 - 0:31] You know, I'm tired of everybody wanting to do an interview and this and that and the other. I'm sick of it, dude.
[0:31 - 0:37] There's only one person I'm doing an interview with and that's my boy Charlie.
[0:37 - 0:45] I'm not about to fucking sit here and do interviews with 50 million fucking people when I don't know y'all like that.
[0:45 - 0:55] Wait, y'all sitting there saying that, oh, doing this show will showcase this and it'll showcase how your man doesn't fucking want.
[0:55 - 0:59] I know what y'all are trying to do. Y'all are out here trying to fucking use me.
[0:59 - 1:05] Y'all are trying to use me for your own fucking selfish gain and I ain't about that, dude.
[1:05 - 1:13] You wanna know what's really gonna help is me showing the real me through my videos which I'm gonna be starting to do today
[1:13 - 1:19] as well as going back to streaming starting today or tonight as well.
[1:19 - 1:22] Or maybe tomorrow, depending on what goes on.
[1:22 - 1:30] But I'm not about to fucking sit here and be like, oh yeah, sure, I'll do this. Sure, I'll do that. No, man.
[1:30 - 1:37] What about what I fucking want, huh? What about what I wanna do?
[1:37 - 1:41] What about what I wanna do with my life?
[1:41 - 1:52] What about the things that I enjoy doing? Why should I give those up? Fuck that. I ain't giving that up.
[1:52 - 1:56] I'm tired of doing interviews with people that think that they fucking know me.
[1:56 - 2:03] You think just cuz y'all, y'all are nice to me and this and that and the other and you can just walk up and do an interview with me?
[2:03 - 2:07] Nah, motherfucker, don't work like that.
[2:07 - 2:10] Y'all think I don't see right through the fucking bullshit, dude?
[2:10 - 2:16] I see right through every little fucking bit of it, man.
[2:16 - 2:23] All this promise of money and this and that and the other, I'm fucking tired of it.
[2:23 - 2:30] If you're trying to pay me to do this shit, you can keep your money.
[2:30 - 2:36] I wanna show people the real me and earn this money on my fucking own.
[2:36 - 2:43] I wanna show people what I can really fucking do when I'm not being screwed with.
[2:43 - 2:50] I'm tired of being fucking used as a fucking cash cow and that's how I feel half the time.
[2:50 - 2:54] Like a cash cow.
[2:54 - 2:59] I'm done being that.
[2:59 - 3:05] So starting today, no more interviews.
[3:05 - 3:08] No more, oh, I'll pay you to do this.
[3:08 - 3:12] No, I wanna earn the money the right way.
[3:12 - 3:18] And the right way to earn it is by busting my ass doing what I need to do.
[3:18 - 3:23] That's what earning a living is.
[3:23 - 3:26] Like, y'all, I hear trying to use me for your business.
[3:26 - 3:31] Nah, fuck that.
[3:31 - 3:37] You know, my girl Elena, man, she worked her ass off for everything she's got.
[3:37 - 3:40] And I'm proud of her for that.
[3:40 - 3:45] I really am. I'm beyond, beyond fucking proud of her for that.
[3:45 - 3:49] 100%.
[3:49 - 4:00] But I'm not about to sit here and be walked on by all y'all over here on the internet
[4:00 - 4:07] and hit me up on my Instagram and hit me up by touch lessons. Nah, fuck that.
[4:07 - 4:14] I'm about my music and my gameplay videos and about being around people.
[4:14 - 4:21] I'm tired of being fucking walked on by all y'all, man.
[4:21 - 4:28] It's fucking stupid and don't need to be going on.
[4:28 - 4:35] Because, you know, that's how people get fucked over.
[4:35 - 4:43] That's how artists lose a lot of their shit by doing that shit.
[4:43 - 4:45] By saying, oh, I'll help you out with this.
[4:45 - 4:51] And then they get completely detracted from what they really wanna do.
[4:51 - 4:55] So, for all y'all wondering, am I working on a brand new album? Yes.
[4:55 - 4:59] I'm actually working on my first ever Deathcore album ever.
[4:59 - 5:04] I'm working on my brand new Metalcore album slash Deathcore album ever.
[5:04 - 5:06] And I'm loving it.
[5:06 - 5:13] I'm already like three or four songs deep and it's turning out great, man.
[5:13 - 5:17] Yeah, I'm about that money.
[5:17 - 5:22] But I'm about earning it the right way.
[5:22 - 5:31] I ain't out here trying to do this or that or the other for this person or that person when I don't fucking hardly know them.
[5:31 - 5:36] I only trust those that I connect with and vibe with, dude.
[5:36 - 5:38] Like my only nocio.
[5:38 - 5:40] I don't know what I do for a given minute now.
[5:40 - 5:44] I connect with him. I vibe with him. I rock with him.
[5:44 - 5:54] My girl, I connect and vibe with her on such a fucking deep level that it's absolutely nuts.
[5:54 - 6:02] There are certain people that I fucking vibe with that I rock with.
[6:02 - 6:07] If I vibe with you, I fuck with you. And if I fuck with you, I vibe with you.
[6:07 - 6:14] And when I do both of those things, I got you back.
[6:14 - 6:22] But to everybody else out here trying to say they're sitting out in the other man, fuck y'all, man.
[6:22 - 6:25] I'm tired of being stepped on. I'm tired of being walked on.
[6:25 - 6:28] And I'm tired of being taken advantage of.
[6:28 - 6:34] My whole career, I've been told, oh, you need to do this. Oh, you need to do that. No, fuck that.
[6:34 - 6:38] No more of that shit. I'm done.
[6:38 - 6:41] I'm not doing shit for nobody anymore that don't deserve it.
[6:41 - 6:47] I'm not. I'm gonna help you out if you ain't gonna help me out.
[6:47 - 6:56] Like, if you ain't gonna help me get my fucking music off the ground and help me do what I need to do to start making money again, then fuck y'all.
[6:56 - 7:01] I ain't about it. I ain't trying to hear it.
[7:01 - 7:07] For all my close friends, y'all know I got a love for you, man. Y'all already know this, man.
[7:07 - 7:13] And for all my real hardcore fans, I appreciate the fuck out of y'all, and I love the fuck out of you guys. You know that.
[7:13 - 7:19] And my girl, Elena Big, you already know I fucking love you. There's no question about that.
[7:19 - 7:25] You know damn well I love you, and I wouldn't trade you for anything in the world.
[7:25 - 7:37] Let me tell you something, man. Elena showed me a lot. She showed me what real hard work looks like.
[7:37 - 7:48] She showed me what I need to be doing, and what I need to be doing is being myself and having fun and being the real me that nobody got the chance to see.
[7:48 - 7:58] And that's why I'm starting today. I'm going back to the original me, the me that I was before all this shit.
[7:58 - 8:10] And if you don't like it, well, too fucking bad. And if you don't like that I'm gonna be doing interviews and this and that and the other while I'm starting to say, that's just how it is.
[8:10 - 8:23] And if you don't like it, find someone else to talk to because I'm done with these interviews and being made out to be a bad guy. I'm done with it, dude.
[8:23 - 8:38] So yeah. Here's to a brand new me, a brand new future, going back to the real me that I need to be and fuck anybody that wants to try to use me for their own game, dude.
[8:38 - 8:56] I ain't about it. I'm gonna earn money my way the right way. Fuck helping those that never helped me. I'm gonna do shit my way and make that shit work. Peace.