2023-7-5 update on everything

[0:00 - 0:17] I know I haven't posted on here in quite some time due to obvious reasons but I'm here to
[0:17 - 0:27] clear the air about a few things and a lot of questions that people have had and I'm
[0:27 - 0:33] also here to air out what I truly think or what I feel and where I want things to go.
[0:33 - 0:39] People are always asking me you know am I ever gonna come back to YouTube am I ever
[0:39 - 0:44] gonna come back to the internet and you know do my music and you know help people out and
[0:44 - 0:50] the answer to that is most definitely I definitely do plan to do that but right now is not the time
[0:51 - 1:01] and I've also been getting the question a lot lately if I could change what happened that day
[1:01 - 1:12] when that guy showed up would I change it no I wouldn't you wonder why because I did what I had to
[1:12 - 1:22] do to protect my family I do not regret what I did I did what I had to do to protect my family
[1:22 - 1:36] and in me going to jail did that suck yes but in that happening that opened up an opportunity for
[1:36 - 1:46] me to try to help people like myself to put a stop to all this and I'm proud of that yeah it
[1:46 - 1:55] does suck that I had to go to jail just to get the help that I needed but I wouldn't change it
[1:55 - 2:02] for anything because now I'm finally getting the help that I truly need to put a stop to all this
[2:07 - 2:14] and everybody that has stuck by me through all of this craziness like everybody that has
[2:14 - 2:20] had my back I want to say thank you guys I really do I want to say thank you for having my back
[2:20 - 2:28] you guys genuinely mean the world to me and for those of you that are just new coming in
[2:28 - 2:35] saying that you want to do an interview with me and that's not the other and for those of you
[2:35 - 2:41] that I have spoken with that are genuine that are actually good people that mean love I want to
[2:41 - 2:50] say thank y'all but me doing an interview right now is not the right time and I hope you guys do
[2:50 - 2:57] not take this personal but everybody knew that's coming in you guys are gonna have to give me time
[2:57 - 3:07] to trust you because I have been led down a lot of bad roads I've been a lot too tricked you know
[3:07 - 3:14] all kinds though so it's very hard for me to trust people right now the only people I truly trust
[3:14 - 3:22] from the bottom of my heart are those that are close to me and those people know who they are
[3:27 - 3:36] those people know who they are and I'm grateful to them for that so I guess it please don't take
[3:36 - 3:44] it personal it's nothing against you guys I know a lot of you guys do genuinely mean well and I want
[3:44 - 3:52] to see me do better and believe me I want to do better but doing an interview it just it's not
[3:52 - 4:00] the right time because I have stuff that I have to do first I have a lot of people are like you
[4:00 - 4:10] know like oh focus on doing your music and stuff and believe me I want to but right now I have to
[4:10 - 4:19] focus on this court case as much I don't want to I have to focus on this because this court case
[4:20 - 4:28] could open up a lot of doors for a lot of people and if you get a lot of people they help them that
[4:28 - 4:42] they need and to shed some light on this kind of stuff that does go on and that's why I am
[4:42 - 4:52] prioritizing this court case above everything else as much I don't want to I have to
[4:52 - 5:04] like I have to put this court case above all else now whenever the court case is done and I don't
[5:04 - 5:12] have to worry about it anymore then yeah I'm more than willing to do you know interviews and
[5:12 - 5:24] all that shit but right now it's just it's not a good time and I understand that people want to see
[5:24 - 5:35] a better side of me they want to see a good side of me and trust me that day is coming and fast
[5:36 - 5:50] very fast it's coming but right now is not the time for that because like I said this court case
[5:50 - 5:59] it's gonna open a lot of doors for a lot of people to get the help that they need not only for myself
[6:00 - 6:07] would help but for others that go through the same thing because I want them to know that there is
[6:07 - 6:16] help out there if they're going through this there is help out there and that's why I want to put
[6:16 - 6:32] this first above all else this court case takes priority over everything over my music over interviews
[6:32 - 6:38] over everything I know that doesn't really make a lot of sense you know people are always like you
[6:38 - 6:45] know you should live your life and I'm trying to do that I am trying to live my life but I want to
[6:45 - 6:54] make sure that I have everything together that I need to put a stop to all this stuff that's been
[6:54 - 7:02] going on because what's been happening to me and my family is unfair and it's even more unfair to
[7:02 - 7:13] those that deal with it even worse than what I get so I do hope that you guys understand why
[7:13 - 7:22] I'm not gonna be able to do any interviews for a while it's not that I don't want to because I would
[7:22 - 7:35] love to but I want to do the interviews at a time where I'm not you know preoccupied and you
[7:35 - 7:46] know having to focus on you know such a huge thing I hope you guys understand that because like I
[7:46 - 7:53] said I want this court case to be the thing that opens doors for people to get the help that they
[7:53 - 8:01] need with stuff like this because no one deserves to go through what I've been through no one which
[8:01 - 8:08] is why I want to make this court case a door opener for other people to get bullied and get
[8:08 - 8:19] harassed and get put in the same situation but with that being said again for all you guys that
[8:19 - 8:25] do want to do interviews I do hope that you don't take it personal I really do hope that you do
[8:25 - 8:39] not take it personally because I am no way mean it on a personal level but this court case
[8:39 - 8:51] is very important to me because like I said this court case could change so much stuff for so many
[8:51 - 9:05] people and I want to make sure that that happens and I want to see it through so yeah but don't
[9:05 - 9:14] worry you're in the next coming weeks I will be preparing to come back full-time I will be
[9:14 - 9:22] preparing for that I will be doing you know what I need to do to prepare for gameplay videos to
[9:22 - 9:31] prepare for you know song covers you know releasing brand new music that I've been working on that
[9:31 - 9:40] I've had on hold for the last several months like all that will be coming but first I need to take
[9:40 - 9:48] care of this court case like I said this court case could open up a lot of doors for a lot of
[9:48 - 9:57] people and that's what I want to do is open up doors for people to help them so yeah
[9:57 - 10:04] anyways guys for all y'all that have shown love and support to me and reached out to me just know
[10:04 - 10:13] that I fucking love you guys and just know that I will be coming back very soon I'm not sure when
[10:13 - 10:25] but just know that it's gonna be soon but that means said I love you guys hope you guys had a
[10:25 - 10:31] good 4th of July I know I did hope you all had a lot of fun with your friends family and loved ones
[10:31 - 10:37] and I look forward to seeing you guys soon man peace