2023-4-19 BREAKING THE CHAINS OF THE DEMONS HOLDING ME BACK (Kick) *Capture

[0:00 - 0:23] Good morning, good morning everybody, what is up?
[0:23 - 0:41] So, I am a major, major announcement for you guys, as you guys know I've been dealing with
[0:41 - 0:50] a lot of bad stuff over the last several years, and as you guys know I took a couple days
[0:50 - 0:57] off to kind of try to battle this stuff and try to get rid of it, but there's something
[0:57 - 1:12] I've found that the more I've battled it, the harder shit got, and the other night when
[1:12 - 1:21] I went down to sleep, something really weird happened, and you guys know me, you guys know
[1:21 - 1:29] that you know I try not to get too religious or anything like that, you guys know that
[1:29 - 1:42] I don't like to get religious because you know, I don't like to drag that into whatever,
[1:42 - 1:53] but the other night when I was sleeping something weird happened, and you know, and I can't explain
[1:53 - 1:59] it, but call it God, call it His angels, call it what you want, but something happened
[1:59 - 2:20] the other night that made me fucking realize that by answering back against these assholes
[2:20 - 2:27] that have been doing this shit to me for the past few weeks, and people like Marty, and
[2:27 - 2:37] all these people that have been coming after me, those were the demons in human form that
[2:37 - 2:43] I've been dealing with, and though you're all, we've all got our demons, we all have
[2:43 - 2:49] shit that we battle every day, and these demons that I've been facing were demons in
[2:49 - 2:57] human form, and I know a lot of you guys, you know, you don't believe in angels, demons,
[2:57 - 3:02] whatever, and that's fine, but I'm telling you right now at first hand, you better start
[3:02 - 3:08] because demons, they're very real, and they come in all kinds of fucking forms, they come
[3:08 - 3:16] in human form, non-human form, spirit form, but the ones I've been facing were in human
[3:16 - 3:24] fucking form, and they were by the name, Music Biz Marty, William Glory Hall, National
[3:24 - 3:32] Mafia, Cyrax Video Games, those people were the ones that were the demons that I had to
[3:32 - 3:42] fucking fight through, let me tell you, those demons that I've dealt with are more real
[3:42 - 3:57] than, you know, than I thought, and I'll be honest with you guys, it's been a hard fight
[3:57 - 4:07] going through this shit, battling this stuff, going and trying to, you know, trying to get
[4:07 - 4:18] through all the bullshit, like, it's been hard, but this morning one of my friends sent
[4:18 - 4:24] me a video that I really needed to see, which is why I'm saying right here in front of you
[4:24 - 4:34] guys that the old me, the me that these demonic, evil fucking people that have no lives created,
[4:34 - 4:47] that version of me, done, it's done, that version of me is dead, and trust me when I say I want
[4:47 - 4:56] nothing to do with that side of me, I want nothing to do with that monster that these
[4:56 - 5:04] trolls fucking created, because that monster that these people created and tried to make
[5:04 - 5:12] me out to be, that's not who I really am, and that's why I'm giving you guys the gift that
[5:12 - 5:17] I should have given you guys the long fucking time ago, and you know what that is?
[5:24 - 5:31] You know what that gift is? My fucking music and my story. For the first time,
[5:35 - 5:44] in almost four years, I'll be telling my story through my brand new album called
[5:44 - 5:51] Hell in Back, which describes all the shit that I went through because of these people,
[5:51 - 5:57] and showing you guys what I went through first fucking hand,
[5:58 - 6:08] because I want you guys to see exactly what I went through, to feel the pain that I felt,
[6:08 - 6:14] to see what I had to deal with, and how I made it out, because let me tell you right now,
[6:14 - 6:22] if I can fucking get out of this shit, if I can get through all this shit, so can you.
[6:22 - 6:33] If I can make it out of all this bullshit alive, with my heart and my head still intact, so can you.
[6:33 - 6:58] And I don't care if the trolls see this, I don't care who sees it. Matter of fact,
[6:59 - 7:08] to the trolls, I say this. I'm no longer answering to you. I'm no longer answering your text messages.
[7:08 - 7:17] I'm no longer answering your phone calls. I'm no longer doing any of that shit. You guys are done
[7:17 - 7:20] out of my life. You're done.
[7:29 - 7:34] It's over. You guys don't control me any fucking more.
[7:47 - 7:53] And I see you fucking little dumbass trolls in the chat, and I ain't paying attention to you guys.
[7:54 - 7:58] I ain't paying attention to you little fucking trolls that are in my chat.
[7:59 - 8:04] Because I see you trolls in the chat. I see what the fuck you're about.
[8:21 - 8:23] And don't worry, evil, you're good, man.
[8:24 - 8:34] Hey, sheeshire. If you don't like what I do, there's a simple answer for you.
[8:35 - 8:41] It's called don't watch my shit and go to another stream. If you don't like what I'm about,
[8:41 - 8:44] or what I talk about, then get the fuck out.
[8:44 - 9:01] Well, I'm sorry to say, FFO, whatever your name is, Syrax is fucking dead. Get over it.
[9:03 - 9:09] Syrax is a monster that the trolls made, not who I wanted to fucking be.
[9:10 - 9:19] That Syrax person that these people made, that's not really me. That's not who I wanted to be ever.
[9:20 - 9:28] I never wanted to be that person that these trolls made over the last several years. That ain't me.
[9:30 - 9:38] That ain't who these people deserve. That's not who any of you guys in chat deserve. No one deserves that.
[9:39 - 9:52] And no, he wasn't interesting. You know what he was? He was a fucking burden on me, my family,
[9:52 - 10:02] my friends, on my career. He was a fucking psychopath that I'm glad that I did away with.
[10:03 - 10:13] Because I did shit under that name that I would never even think about doing
[10:15 - 10:20] in my normal state of mind. When I was under that name and I was going through that shit,
[10:21 - 10:26] I wasn't thinking clear. I wasn't seeing what was really going on.
[10:27 - 10:39] I didn't see how I was hurting people under that name. I didn't see what I was doing.
[10:41 - 10:46] But let me tell you these last few days, I took a good long hard look in the fucking mirror.
[10:46 - 10:58] And I can gladly say this, that as of two nights ago, music biz morning is done
[11:00 - 11:09] off of fucking YouTube and out of here. His channel is gone.
[11:17 - 11:24] And I promise you guys through this brand new album that I am working on,
[11:28 - 11:33] I can promise you guys this on this brand new album that I am working my ass off on for y'all.
[11:34 - 11:40] You guys are going to get everything. You guys are going to get the darkest shit that I went
[11:40 - 11:47] through. You guys are going to get how I got through this. I promise you guys this album
[11:48 - 11:55] is an album that I've been wanting to do for a long fucking time.
[11:57 - 12:03] I've been wanting to share my story for a long time through my music. And now I'm finally getting
[12:03 - 12:09] the chance to do that. And I can finally focus on what I've been wanting to do with my whole goddamn
[12:09 - 12:18] life, which is create fucking music for you guys and music that I know you guys will enjoy and
[12:18 - 12:24] music that a lot of you guys have even shared with me that you guys need. I've gotten messages from
[12:24 - 12:30] you guys quite a bit saying how much you enjoy my music, how much you guys enjoy what I do.
[12:32 - 12:37] And honestly, I'm grateful to y'all that have reached out to me. I am truly grateful to you
[12:37 - 12:47] guys for that. I really am.
[12:47 - 13:10] I am very grateful to you guys for, you know, not only reaching out to me, but like I said before,
[13:10 - 13:18] to you guys for actually coming in and actually allowing me to share my story about what I've
[13:18 - 13:29] gone through. And yes, I've said and done some fucked up shit. And if any of that affected any
[13:29 - 13:37] of you in any way, I want to say that I'm sorry. If anything I did in my past affected you guys
[13:37 - 13:46] in any way, I want to say that I'm sorry for that. But when I was doing that shit, that wasn't really
[13:46 - 13:58] me. That wasn't me doing that. That wasn't the real me doing that shit. That was the person that
[13:58 - 14:10] these fucking trolls made doing that shit. And I'm honestly glad that what happened happened to me.
[14:11 - 14:17] I'm honestly glad that what happened to me over the last few days has fucking happened.
[14:19 - 14:27] Just now I can finally move forward in my life. I can finally move on and live my life in peace
[14:27 - 14:34] and do what I'm supposed to be doing and working on my music and putting out shit and helping out
[14:34 - 14:40] my family and helping you guys out and helping out anybody that fucking needs it.
[14:40 - 15:00] And so Marty and all you motherfuckers out there that think you're gonna stop me again,
[15:01 - 15:13] I say this. Fuck you. You're never getting in my way again.
[15:17 - 15:21] None of you are getting in my way ever again.
[15:21 - 15:37] I'm done with that. That door is closed. That door is shut.
[15:38 - 15:50] But today as of 10.54 a.m., my new life begins.
[15:52 - 15:59] And my new life begins as of right now. And my old one done.
[16:00 - 16:07] And if anybody has a problem with that,
[16:11 - 16:16] if anyone has a problem with me changing for the better,
[16:17 - 16:27] ask me if I give a fuck because I don't. I'm doing this for me, my friends and my family.
[16:30 - 16:39] I'm doing this for those that I give a fuck about. I'm doing this most of all for me.
[16:49 - 16:54] Because I deserve this. I deserve to be able to change and be who I want to be.
[17:00 - 17:08] With that being said guys, I do hope that you guys have a good rest of your day, morning, evening,
[17:08 - 17:13] wherever you guys are at. I fucking love you guys and I can promise you guys right now.
[17:16 - 17:18] I can promise you guys right now
[17:21 - 17:26] that when this album drops, your boy will be promoting the fuck out of it and I will be
[17:26 - 17:32] sharing some of the songs with you guys. With that being said, I do have to get back to working
[17:32 - 17:39] on this shit because I have like a whole other 11, 12, 13 more songs to do because this album is
[17:39 - 17:47] going to be one of my longest albums to date. Like normally I do like you know 10 track albums and
[17:47 - 17:55] then done, but this one's going to be like at least 14 songs long. It's going to be at least 14 tracks.
[17:56 - 18:02] Thank you guys. You guys are awesome. I will catch you guys later on and I hope that you guys have
[18:02 - 18:08] a good rest of your day, morning, night, afternoon, wherever you guys are at and I will catch you
[18:08 - 18:16] guys later on man. I fucking love you guys. I'm not here y'all. Peace.