Original upload date: April 16th, 2023 (automatically grabbed from title)
[0:00 - 0:23] What's up everybody?
[0:23 - 0:29] Now I do apologize to you guys.
[0:29 - 0:36] Yo CP, what's up?
[0:36 - 0:43] I said I do apologize for that interruption.
[0:43 - 0:48] But soon, saved people that I had to deal with.
[1:13 - 1:22] Now, it ain't a Syrax world.
[1:22 - 1:32] Now, like I said before man, Syrax is dead.
[1:32 - 1:35] That ain't me.
[1:35 - 1:39] That's the person that the trolls made.
[1:39 - 1:50] That ain't me.
[1:50 - 2:07] You guys deserve to see the real me, who I actually am, when I'm not being attacked.
[2:07 - 2:12] Now, what do you guys say when we restart?
[2:12 - 2:16] What do you guys say when we restart and have fun time?
[2:16 - 2:17] What do you guys say?
[2:17 - 2:19] You guys up for a fun time?
[2:47 - 3:16] This is the last time I'll cry, no one finds all night, can't sleep, I hear the forest
[3:16 - 3:21] creak, I feel the shadows in my room, my friends find another bruise, I might end up on the news,
[3:21 - 3:26] I just don't know what to do, you gotta know when you said me, you said to me, I wanna
[3:26 - 3:31] leave when I'm trapped in another room, I know you hear me, hear me, I'm reeling.
[3:31 - 3:34] Come and fill me with your power, fill me.
[3:34 - 3:43] It seems impossible for me to let this troll steal like an animal.
[3:43 - 3:54] I'm ready to lose control, take everything you need, take every part of me, give me some rules
[3:54 - 4:22] I'm tired, so tired of walking through this fire, you wanna find me, I'll be here in my room,
[4:22 - 4:34] I'm thinking, you're drinking, get up before you start slinging, wish I could throw you all the pain inside me.
[4:34 - 4:43] It seems impossible for me to let this troll steal like an animal.
[4:43 - 4:54] I'm ready to lose control, take everything you need, take every part of me, give me some rules
[4:55 - 5:05] Before I lose control, I gotta get away, I gotta break away, I gotta find a way, I gotta break and change my mind.
[5:05 - 5:10] Before I lose control, before I lose control, it seems impossible, it's not impossible.
[5:10 - 5:28] It seems impossible for me to lose control, it seems impossible.
[5:28 - 5:38] It seems impossible for me to let this troll steal like an animal.
[5:40 - 5:49] It seems impossible for me to let this troll steal like an animal.
[5:49 - 6:01] I'm ready to lose control, take everything you need, take every part of me, give me some rules
[6:01 - 6:13] Before I lose control, it seems impossible for me to let this troll steal like an animal.
[6:13 - 6:16] It seems impossible, it's not impossible.
[6:16 - 6:28] It seems impossible for me to lose control.
[6:31 - 6:44] You know the one thing that's really funny about all these trolls?
[6:44 - 6:50] You wanna know what I find very fucking hilarious?
[7:01 - 7:19] The fact that these trolls think they own me.
[7:19 - 7:39] The fact that these trolls think they own me is funny as fuck.
[7:39 - 7:43] Guess what I'm telling you right now.
[7:43 - 7:51] Exactly Toast, yo! Toast, you said it best.
[7:51 - 7:55] Nobody owns me but me.
[7:55 - 7:58] And the man upstairs.
[7:58 - 8:10] But mostly me.
[8:10 - 8:26] Shout to ZP by the way. What's up ZP? How you doing?
[8:27 - 8:42] Sorry about that.
[8:42 - 8:48] Hey yo ZP, after this stream, remind me and I'll mod you up.
[8:48 - 8:53] And Toast, I'll do the same to you as well.
[8:53 - 9:06] You guys can have major boys fun.
[9:06 - 9:14] Cause I've seen you guys around here since day one. You guys have earned it.
[9:14 - 9:28] You guys have motherfucking earned that shit.
[9:28 - 9:52] Yo what up?
[9:52 - 9:56] Epidemic sound is basically a good phrase.
[9:56 - 10:00] So it's where I go to when I want to get my backing tracks for my YouTube videos.
[10:00 - 10:02] Pick whatever song.
[10:22 - 10:32] You guys can have major boys fun.
[10:32 - 10:42] You guys can have major boys fun.
[10:42 - 10:52] You can have major boys fun.
[10:52 - 11:02] You guys can have major boys fun.
[11:02 - 11:12] You can have major boys fun.
[11:12 - 11:22] You can have major boys fun.
[11:22 - 11:32] You can have major boys fun.
[11:32 - 11:42] You can have major boys fun.
[11:42 - 11:52] You can have major boys fun.
[11:52 - 12:02] You can have major boys fun.
[12:02 - 12:12] You can have major boys fun.
[12:12 - 12:22] You can have major boys fun.
[12:22 - 12:32] You can have major boys fun.
[12:32 - 12:42] You can have major boys fun.
[12:42 - 12:52] You can have major boys fun.
[12:52 - 13:02] You can have major boys fun.
[13:02 - 13:12] You can have major boys fun.
[13:12 - 13:22] You can have major boys fun.
[13:22 - 13:42] Never of you.
[13:52 - 14:02] You know the one thing that really smells more than anything?
[14:02 - 14:08] It's seeing good people get hurt.
[14:08 - 14:16] Seeing people that don't deserve that hatred getting hurt and attacked every day.
[14:16 - 14:30] I hate that.
[14:30 - 14:36] It kills me to see a lot of that going on.
[14:36 - 14:44] No one deserves that.
[14:44 - 14:54] No one deserves to be bullied, attacked, or hated on.
[14:54 - 15:04] No one deserves that.
[15:04 - 15:28] I'm just speaking for me. I'll speak for everyone in general.
[15:28 - 15:32] No one deserves hatred.
[15:32 - 15:42] No one deserves bullying or to be attacked at all, period.
[15:42 - 15:48] That's why I created this community to help people.
[15:48 - 15:56] Because I'm tired of seeing the trollmen. I'm tired of seeing the bullying.
[15:56 - 16:14] It kills me to know that there's people out there like me that get attacked every day and don't deserve it.
[16:14 - 16:22] Now I am gonna do this very quick because I have a ton of people calling in.
[16:22 - 16:28] But I am gonna leave you with this.
[16:28 - 16:38] I am gonna leave you with this fucking promise.
[16:38 - 16:50] Two years ago, I gave in to the darkness and what it consumed me.
[16:50 - 16:54] It almost destroyed me.
[16:54 - 17:08] But I make this promise to all of you. I will never let the darkness settle in ever again.
[17:08 - 17:17] I will continue to fight for people like myself and you guys in any way possible.
[17:17 - 17:25] I will never settle in to the darkness ever again.
[17:25 - 17:33] I promise you that I won't give in.
[17:33 - 17:43] I will continue to fight the darkness until I'm dead in the ground.
[17:43 - 17:53] So you guys have my motherfucking word. I'm never giving in.
[17:53 - 18:01] The darkness can kiss my ass.
[18:01 - 18:14] I love you guys. Keep fighting, keep being awesome, keep being yourself and fuck the haters and fuck the trolls and fuck the boys.
[18:14 - 18:23] Everyone of you is awesome. You guys deserve to be you.
[18:23 - 18:36] You guys deserve to be happy to live your dreams. So keep chasing that shit and never back down.
[18:36 - 18:42] I love you guys. I'm out of here y'all. I'm gonna try and do another stream tonight.
[18:42 - 18:48] So with that being said, I love you guys. I'm out of here y'all. Peace!
Transcribed by lolcow.city as id '421' on August 3rd, 2024
