2023-4-15 SPEAKING THE TRUTH ABOUT CYRAXX VIDEO GAMES (Kick) *CAPTURE

[0:00 - 0:24] Good morning everybody, what is up?
[0:31 - 0:37] What is up everybody? So normally, I wouldn't speak out all this shit.
[0:38 - 0:45] But first of all, before I get into this situation at hand, and I speak upon what needs to be spoken upon,
[0:45 - 1:01] I'd always say, good morning to Nature Boy, good morning to Big Led Destroyer, or Big Eldestroyer.
[1:01 - 1:22] Good morning to you guys, but I want to speak on something. This needs to be said.
[1:23 - 1:31] I want to tell you guys the truth about what this man has been doing to me and my family for the last two to three weeks.
[1:32 - 1:42] You see, a few weeks ago, as you guys know, as of a few weeks ago, I retired from YouTube indefinitely.
[1:43 - 1:52] As you all know, I left YouTube, I retired as a YouTuber for a while, and I'm now over here, where I can have a fresh start.
[1:53 - 2:09] Well, because this little douchebag, Syrax Video Games, because of this guy, my family is being attacked and harassed.
[2:09 - 2:16] This man is constantly leaving messages going after me, going after my family, and it ain't cool.
[2:17 - 2:25] All because I won't get on Music Biz Marty's panel and dance for him like a fucking monkey.
[2:26 - 2:29] And that's what this is all about.
[2:30 - 2:36] And yes, Syrax Video Games, I know you're probably watching this, and yes, I'm calling you the fuck out, dude.
[2:36 - 2:41] Because all you're doing is making up lies about me that are not true.
[2:42 - 2:53] The police ain't after me, kick-a-watching me, and I want to know what evidence there is about me doing fucked up shit.
[2:54 - 2:58] I would love to see the evidence. I would love to see it.
[2:59 - 3:06] Because I know any evidence you have is more than likely going to be fake as fuck.
[3:07 - 3:12] Ask anyone that fucking knows me in real life, you douchebag motherfucker.
[3:13 - 3:15] Ask anybody.
[3:21 - 3:25] Though as you get spewing about it, dude, they need to fucking stop.
[3:26 - 3:29] You need to stop going after my family.
[3:32 - 3:37] And I'm not going to say they're lying. I have threatened him a time or two.
[3:38 - 3:45] But it was fucking warranted after all the shit he put me and my family through over the last two to three weeks.
[3:47 - 3:53] This man has threatened us all to my house, threatened to kill me and my family.
[3:54 - 3:59] Threatened to, you know, continue doing what he's doing.
[4:00 - 4:06] So therefore, I have every right to do it back. Fair is fucking fair.
[4:07 - 4:14] You threaten my family, you threaten my friends, you threaten me. I have every right to do it back.
[4:14 - 4:20] I have for an eye, motherfucker. I have for an eye, man.
[4:21 - 4:28] Society against, I don't know what bullshit delusional world you live in, but you need to stop, man.
[4:33 - 4:40] I don't know what delusional garbage is going on in your fucking brain, dude, but you need fucking help.
[4:41 - 4:44] And you need to leave my family to fuck around.
[4:46 - 4:52] You can ask any motherfucker up in here. You can ask any of my friends that know me in real life.
[4:57 - 5:00] Ask anybody that knows me in real life.
[5:02 - 5:05] I'm not the kind of dude you're trying to make me out to be.
[5:06 - 5:08] Ask anyone that knows me.
[5:10 - 5:14] Ask any of these fine people right here in my chat.
[5:15 - 5:22] Ask any of my friends on Facebook, since you supposedly had access to my Facebook, supposedly, which I highly doubt that.
[5:23 - 5:26] But if you do, ask any of my friends.
[5:27 - 5:39] Ask anybody that actually talks to me on a daily basis and sees what I do every single day, all day long.
[5:40 - 5:44] I'm not lying to their faces. I'm not lying to my mom's face.
[5:45 - 5:49] If anybody's the motherfucking liar here at Syrax Video Games, it's you, man.
[5:51 - 5:53] You're the fucking liar, dawg.
[5:53 - 6:20] I'll tell you right now, man. You openly admitting to my mom this morning that you're hacking my shit? Do you not realize that's a fucking crime, my dude?
[6:21 - 6:29] Do you not realize that's literally a fucking crime? That is literally a felony.
[6:30 - 6:37] You doing that is legitimately a fucking felony and you're openly admitting that you're hacking my shit.
[6:38 - 6:42] That right there is literally a fucking felony, you dumbass.
[6:43 - 6:53] The only thing I do during the day time is hang out with my friends on Xbox and hang out on here in the live stream and work on music.
[6:54 - 7:06] That's it. I'll talk about working on other shit like my artwork and merchandise and working on new songs and hang out with my family. That's it. That's all I do.
[7:06 - 7:17] Hang out on Xbox and game night all day, work on brand new songs and live stream on here while I hang out with my friends and family. That's it. That's all I do. That's all I've ever done.
[7:18 - 7:24] And for the record, dude, yeah, I'm not the one that started this shit with Marty.
[7:25 - 7:37] You want to know the person that really started it? It was Kendall Smith, dude. She started it by faking her death and calling me a pedophile.
[7:38 - 7:44] I'm not the one that started shit, dude. If anything, it was her and Marty, not me.
[7:45 - 7:53] So sorry I have video games. I say this to you, you douchebag little twat waffle. Fuck you.
[7:54 - 8:01] Nobody here believes a fucking word you say. None of us believe a goddamn word you say.
[8:02 - 8:11] And I don't continue to stand up for myself and stand up for my friends and my family. I don't care what it takes.
[8:14 - 8:34] I'll sit here and I'll defend myself and I'll defend my family and I'll stand up for my fucking friends and anybody that you deem as a fucking target.
[8:35 - 8:38] You and your friends need to get fucking lost.
[8:39 - 8:45] And yeah, I've made threats to you, man, but only because you made them to me first.
[8:49 - 8:54] You sat right there and threatened my life multiple times, first.
[8:58 - 9:03] So I don't want to hear this garbage of all of you threatened to this. Man, shut the fuck up, dude.
[9:04 - 9:13] You ain't innocent. You're just mad because I won't get on Marty's panel and dance like you're a little fucking monkey. I'm not doing that.
[9:18 - 9:25] I'm not your motherfucking monkey. I'm not your fucking slave. You don't fucking own me, dude.
[9:26 - 9:41] In case you haven't noticed Cyrax video games, in case you haven't noticed our clued embryo, fucking slavery was abolished over 200 fucking years ago.
[9:42 - 9:44] You don't fucking own me.
[9:44 - 9:57] So you can get whatever delusions are in your head out, because honestly, you need help.
[9:59 - 10:04] I'm over here trying to have a good time, hanging out with my people, hanging out with my community.
[10:05 - 10:10] And what I'm saying right now, Cyrax, because I know you're in the game. I know what you're about.
[10:10 - 10:17] Because I won't dance for you on Marty's panel, you want to try to make me out to be the next Chris Chan.
[10:18 - 10:23] Well, sorry to say, dude, that's never going to happen. I'm not the next Chris Chan.
[10:25 - 10:27] Never have been, never will be.
[10:28 - 10:36] So you can teach your delusions, shove them up your fucking ass, and go screw yourself, dude.
[10:40 - 10:52] I'm really getting tired of you running your fucking mouth, and at first it was easy to ignore.
[10:53 - 11:00] But when you got in my fucking family involved this morning, the way that you did, saying that they're a target,
[11:00 - 11:10] nah, motherfucker, you crossed the fucking line, and any person with a sound mind and any normal thinking human being
[11:11 - 11:16] will tell you that what you're doing is fucked up, and you need to fucking cut the crap.
[11:23 - 11:25] What you're doing ain't right.
[11:26 - 11:34] What you're doing to me, to my family, to my friends, it needs to fucking stop, dude.
[11:38 - 11:48] Like I said, I'm not on here trying to be negative. I'm trying to build a community of good fucking people that see what the fuck I go through.
[11:49 - 11:53] That understand what it's like to be in my motherfucking position.
[11:54 - 12:00] That see what pussy ass motherfuckers like you put me through, man.
[12:01 - 12:07] I don't deserve this. My family don't deserve it. My friends don't deserve it.
[12:08 - 12:14] And I think Nature Boy here will agree on one thing very quickly and very easily.
[12:18 - 12:21] What you're doing is fucking bullying.
[12:23 - 12:27] You're not going after a pedophile. What you're doing is fucking bullying.
[12:28 - 12:33] And you're using pedophilia bullshit to justify what you're doing.
[12:38 - 12:44] You're literally using pedophilia to justify your bullshit actions.
[12:45 - 12:48] And it's fucking garbage, dude.
[12:49 - 12:57] You need to get that fucking delusional crap out of your fucking head and get some fucking help, my dude.
[12:58 - 13:00] You really do.
[13:08 - 13:16] And to all you guys that are normally used to seeing me, you know, and get spirits, I want to say that I apologize.
[13:17 - 13:20] That you guys got to see me like this.
[13:21 - 13:32] But seeing this man do this over and over and over and over again to myself, to you guys, to my family, to my friends, it's not right and he needs to stop.
[13:34 - 13:41] Like I said, I'm not trying to be a downer or any of that. You guys know me. You guys have seen what I'm like on a daily basis.
[13:42 - 13:45] You guys know the kind of a chill person that I am.
[13:46 - 13:54] But when somebody starts attacking my family the way that this Syrax video games dude has done this morning,
[13:58 - 14:01] someone needs to step up and fucking say something.
[14:03 - 14:05] What this man's doing isn't right.
[14:06 - 14:14] And this is the kind of shit that poor Christian dealt with long before he ever did what he did to his moms.
[14:15 - 14:21] Now like I said before, I'm not defending what Chris did to his mom. I'm not defending that at all.
[14:22 - 14:26] What I am defending is him being attacked by the trolls.
[14:34 - 14:39] Because maybe if the trolls wouldn't have attacked him, maybe he wouldn't have did what he did.
[14:40 - 14:42] You see what I'm saying?
[14:43 - 14:47] All these trolls want to sit here and blame everybody else.
[14:48 - 14:52] But they never want to take responsibility for their own actions.
[14:54 - 15:01] So my question is this, when does the fucking bullying on YouTube and all social media,
[15:02 - 15:06] when does the bullying and the trolling fucking stop?
[15:07 - 15:08] When does it end?
[15:13 - 15:16] Could you know what fucking sucks about my situation?
[15:20 - 15:22] It's not the fact that I'm being bullied.
[15:23 - 15:31] What sucks is these people are committing crimes against me and my family and you guys and my friends.
[15:33 - 15:35] And my family you know.
[15:36 - 15:41] But yet the police or the FBI refuse to do a damn thing about it.
[15:43 - 15:46] Like when does it fucking end?
[15:47 - 15:50] When does the bullying fucking stop?
[15:51 - 15:59] What's it gonna take for these people to be shut down and answer for their crimes if they've committed against people?
[16:00 - 16:05] And I'm not just speaking for me, I'm speaking for every one of these people I've bullied.
[16:13 - 16:16] Because I'm gonna tell you something.
[16:17 - 16:27] Since I came over to this platform, I swore on everything that I would be the voice for those that get bullied.
[16:27 - 16:51] When I came to this platform, I swore on my life that I would be the voice for those like myself to get bullied and I will continue to be that motherfucking voice that people like me fucking me.
[16:52 - 16:55] I will continue to stand up to shit like this.
[16:55 - 17:01] I will continue to defend and help you guys as much as I can.
[17:01 - 17:26] And to everybody out there that is listening to this, that does know my story and doesn't know how to, you know, reach out to me and you guys want to show support, right here on kick, every fucking day.
[17:26 - 17:36] And to anybody out there that does get bullied, I want you guys to know that my thoughts and prayers are fucking with you guys.
[17:37 - 17:39] Because I know what it's like to be that too.
[17:40 - 17:41] I know what it's like to be bullied.
[17:42 - 17:49] These wonderful amazing people right here in the chat, my wonderful friends that are right here in the chat, can't tell you.
[17:50 - 18:00] For a fact, these people I've seen what I go through, they see the bullying that I've dealt with.
[18:01 - 18:09] So I can tell you for a fact, when you come here and you're a victim of bullying, you're not just another person.
[18:10 - 18:13] No, you're not just another person.
[18:14 - 18:21] When you come here, you're among friends, you're among family, you're among people that care.
[18:21 - 18:35] Cause trust me when I say, because of bullying, I've been on the edge of suicide many times.
[18:43 - 18:46] I've been on the edge of suicide many times.
[18:46 - 18:50] And let me tell you, it's not somewhere where I wish anyone to be.
[19:02 - 19:05] Because of these bullies, I've been there many times.
[19:07 - 19:12] And being on the edge of suicide is not somewhere where anyone deserves to be.
[19:12 - 19:17] It is literally the worst fucking feeling in the world.
[19:17 - 19:43] I'm a survivor of suicide twice over.
[19:43 - 20:08] And let me tell you, after the second time of attempting to take my own life, and my friends reaching out to me and stopping me, that's when it sank in.
[20:14 - 20:29] That night, after I attempted to take my life for a second time two years ago, that's when it sank in, that's when it hit me, that I need to be the voice for people like myself.
[20:31 - 20:37] So I can promise all of you in chat and all of you watching that might not be in the chat right now.
[20:38 - 20:48] For all of you guys that do support me, I want you to know that when you're here, you have a home, you have a safe place that you can come and hang out and not be bullied.
[20:50 - 20:55] You have a place where you can be yourself and hang out and have a good time.
[20:57 - 21:02] Cause I want everyone here to feel welcome, to feel like they belong.
[21:02 - 21:17] And trust me when I say, my amazing mods, by the way, shout out to all my fucking mods that are doing an incredible fucking job, by the way, I fucking love you guys.
[21:18 - 21:20] You guys are fucking awesome.
[21:21 - 21:26] With the amazing mods that I have, you guys don't have to worry about being bullied ever.
[21:27 - 21:31] Just trust me when I say, my mods, they don't take shit from nobody.
[21:32 - 21:37] When they see bullying going on or they see trolling going down, they clean house real fucking quick.
[21:41 - 21:44] These motherfuckers clean house real fucking quick.
[21:44 - 21:56] Especially nature boy here, man. Nature boy, man. I see you, man. You're always on that shit. Hell, half the time I don't even say a word.
[21:57 - 22:01] Dude, half the time I don't even notice that you're banning these motherfuckers.
[22:02 - 22:03] And so I look over at the chat.
[22:06 - 22:10] When I look over at the chat and I see that, it's like, God damn man, those motherfuckers are on that shit today.
[22:44 - 23:09] Just like my friends, stuck up for me, when I was a victim of bullying.
[23:10 - 23:19] Just like my brother Zach, one of my best friends, who unfortunately is no longer with us, just like my best friend, David.
[23:20 - 23:30] Because of my two best friends, just like my best friends, David and Zach, stuck up for me before they passed away, when I was a kid, when I was at my lowest.
[23:31 - 23:43] I'm carrying on what they taught me, which is to always stand up for those weaker than yourself. Always do what's right, even if you stand alone.
[23:43 - 24:04] It's better to stand alone and stand up for what you believe in, than to feed into the bullshit garbage that boys leave behind for you to eat up.
[24:13 - 24:41] It's better to stand alone and fight for what you truly believe in, than to sit there and allow yourself to be bullied.
[24:44 - 24:51] Because I will say this, yes, I was a victim of bullying at one point, but not no more.
[24:54 - 24:58] Because I'm standing up for myself and anybody that I can.
[25:00 - 25:06] Because I want to carry on the legacy that my two best friends left behind for me.
[25:07 - 25:14] I want to carry on the things that they taught me, in hopes that it might help somebody someday.
[25:14 - 25:40] I want to leave a, when I'm old and gray and I'm on my deathbed, I want to be able to leave a legacy that I could look back on and say, yo, I fucking did something worthwhile.
[25:41 - 25:46] I did something. I created something epic. I helped somebody.
[25:48 - 25:50] I want to be able to look back.
[25:51 - 26:06] You know, God willing, I have kids. I want to be able to have my kids be able to look back on my legacy and be like, yo, you see that motherfucker right there? That was our dad. That was my dad.
[26:06 - 26:20] You know, God willing, I have kids. I want my kids to be able to look back and be like, yo, you see that guy right there that started this trend? That was him. That was my dad.
[26:21 - 26:26] That guy that got bullied, that didn't take shit from nobody. That was him.
[26:26 - 26:51] That's the kind of legacy I want to leave. I want to leave a legacy that I could look back on and be fucking proud of and that you guys can be proud of, that your children and your children and my kids can be proud of.
[26:52 - 26:59] I want to be able to leave a legacy that my family can be proud of for generations to fucking come.
[26:59 - 27:26] Because I know that one day I'm going to die. And when that time comes, I'll be ready.
[27:29 - 27:40] When I'm old and I'm gray and I'm on my deathbed, I'll be ready. Because I know damn well, I will have done something to try to make a difference for the fucking better.
[27:40 - 28:08] Because I want to use this platform. I want to be able to use this platform for good and help people and inspire people and show people that even a weird looking motherfucker like me can do good in this world.
[28:10 - 28:17] That if a weird looking motherfucker like me can be successful in music and whatever I do, so can everyone else.
[28:40 - 28:47] That's the kind of legacy I want to leave a legacy that I could look back on and be proud of.
[29:10 - 29:24] And that's why I want to dedicate this song right here to everybody out there that watches my stuff that actually does show love and support for what I do.
[29:24 - 29:26] And mods, y'all know what to do.
[29:33 - 29:37] And y'all mods, why don't you guys take out the trash?
[29:42 - 29:44] Hey y'all mods, trash, dude!
[29:46 - 29:48] Let's take out the trash, boys.
[29:54 - 30:10] And that's why I want to dedicate this song right here to you guys because in my eyes you guys are motherfucking legends.
[30:24 - 30:29] Give me just one second, y'all.
[30:54 - 31:07] Alright, y'all. I need to stop for just a moment.
[31:07 - 31:27] Alright, so for actually, yo, I'm going to end this room now and start over brand new, so I'm going to end it right here, guys.
[31:27 - 31:33] Be ready for a stream here in just a few minutes, man. I'll be right back. I'll fucking love you guys. Peace.
[31:37 - 31:40] Thanks for watching.