2023-3-31 FORTNITE & CHILL 1 (Kick)

[0:00 - 0:18] What's up there, buddy?
[0:18 - 0:38] I want to talk about something that I feel needs to be talked about.
[0:38 - 1:04] Last night, I lost one of the most important people in my life. I mean, I heard a lot, but I also talked with a very dear friend of mine.
[1:08 - 1:13] And they made me realize something.
[1:13 - 1:22] Did I have people in the shadows watching me, defending me, having my back?
[1:22 - 1:28] And in that moment of clarity, it made me realize something.
[1:28 - 1:44] I want to use my platform to help others like myself, because the way I was raised, you always put everyone before yourself, no matter what.
[1:44 - 1:49] Do what you can to help others.
[1:49 - 2:04] I want to use my platform to spread awareness about cyber bullying, about people like Marty that go around bullying people.
[2:04 - 2:17] And if you guys don't know, music biz Marty is a very evil person who has bullied me for the last seven years.
[2:17 - 2:34] So, I want to use my platform, not just for gaming and, you know, having bully you guys, but I also want to use it to spread awareness.
[2:34 - 2:45] Because it's kind of crap that these people do, bullying people, making them out to be this, making them out to be that.
[2:45 - 2:54] It's not cool, it's sad, it's disturbing, and it's fucked up.
[2:54 - 3:07] Because of Marty, a couple years ago, I attempted to take my own life, not once, but twice.
[3:07 - 3:15] And when I attempted to take my life a second time, I realized a lot.
[3:15 - 3:35] I realized that it ain't worth it that I have a reason to live, and I want to do all that I can to help people.
[3:35 - 3:40] Because being bullied is never fun.
[3:40 - 3:56] Being harassed and attacked isn't right or fair to anyone.
[3:56 - 4:05] But with that aside for a moment, I want to say something that's very special.
[4:05 - 4:12] Jasmine, if you're watching this, I want you to know that I love you.
[4:12 - 4:19] I always have and I always will love you.
[4:19 - 4:35] You mean the world to me, and there isn't anything that I wouldn't do to make sure that you're happy.
[4:35 - 4:40] I want you to know Jasmine, that I do love you.
[4:40 - 4:56] Despite what happened yesterday, I still love you, and I'm still here waiting for you, and I always will.
[4:56 - 5:03] Now, with that being said, let's kick this shit off.
[5:03 - 5:11] Let's put an end to bullying. Let's put an end to trolling.
[6:33 - 6:38] It's a thing you can't say, to know, knowing, it's something you'll be.
[6:38 - 6:42] It's a thing you'll be, it's a thing you'll be.
[6:42 - 6:44] It's a thing you'll be, it's a thing you'll be.
[6:44 - 6:48] What's the matter with all of us, the name of the blood?
[6:48 - 6:51] The end of the world, don't get mad at me, no.
[6:51 - 6:54] I don't know what's the matter with all of us, no.
[6:54 - 6:59] It's a thing you'll be, it's a thing you'll be.
[6:59 - 7:03] It's a thing you'll be, it's a thing you'll be.
[7:03 - 7:08] It's a thing you'll be, it's a thing you'll be.
[7:08 - 7:12] I don't want to believe you.
[7:12 - 7:15] It's time we ended.
[7:16 - 7:20] No, no.
[8:20 - 8:23] I'm just gonna watch this one day when I die
[8:26 - 8:28] Call me now!
[8:28 - 8:30] Shut up and get out of bed!
[8:33 - 8:34] Call me now!
[8:34 - 8:36] Shut up and get out of bed!
[8:39 - 8:40] Call me now!
[8:40 - 8:41] Call me now!
[8:41 - 8:42] Call me now!
[8:45 - 8:46] Call me now!
[8:46 - 8:47] Call me now!
[8:47 - 8:48] Call me now!
[8:50 - 8:51] Call me now!
[9:20 - 9:23] Feel the danger, cut us apart!
[9:23 - 9:26] You can't allow me to rest alone!
[9:37 - 9:39] And that song right there
[9:39 - 9:43] speaks so much truth
[9:44 - 9:48] Inside, we are all the same
[9:48 - 9:50] We all bleed red
[9:52 - 9:56] No one is above anyone
[9:56 - 9:58] Do you understand that?
[9:59 - 10:05] No one is better or above anyone
[10:19 - 10:24] I'm tired of seeing bullying go on
[10:24 - 10:30] I'm tired of seeing people being attacked, harassed, bullied
[10:34 - 10:38] Being made out to be something they're not
[10:38 - 10:41] That shit hurts, man
[10:42 - 10:49] Wait, when did it become okay to bully people?
[10:50 - 10:58] When did it become okay to attack, maim, destroy, humiliate someone?
[10:59 - 11:03] When did it become okay to do all that?
[11:11 - 11:14] I'm tired of seeing bullying go on
[11:14 - 11:17] I'm tired of seeing bullying go on
[11:20 - 11:23] I'm tired of seeing bullying go on
[11:23 - 11:25] I'm tired of seeing bullying go on
[11:28 - 11:31] Cause well everything's on run out
[11:31 - 11:36] Every day has been an out-heeled battle
[11:36 - 11:38] For the last seven years
[11:38 - 11:40] It has been an out-of-the-hill battle
[11:42 - 11:44] And I hate it
[11:45 - 11:52] I hate that I have to go through this. I hate the fact that I can't believe every day
[11:53 - 11:55] Made out to be someone that I'm not
[11:58 - 12:00] That shit kills me inside
[12:00 - 12:02] I
[12:06 - 12:10] Every day I deal with depression because of this
[12:12 - 12:14] Every day
[12:16 - 12:21] I always wonder when will it be over when is it gonna end
[12:24 - 12:26] When do I get to be me again?
[12:26 - 12:28] I
[12:30 - 12:35] All these questions I ask every single day
[12:40 - 12:44] And it kills me to be going through this
[12:45 - 12:47] No one deserves this
[12:47 - 12:51] No one deserves to be attacked bullied
[12:52 - 12:54] Doxxed, maimed, harassed
[12:54 - 12:57] You name it. No one deserves that
[13:11 - 13:13] Good to see you chris
[13:14 - 13:16] Thanks
[13:17 - 13:26] Why so your car we buy any car dot com because selling it yourself can be well, you know
[13:26 - 13:32] How many bodies is this car whole well, it's a five passenger car right passengers. Yeah
[13:39 - 13:45] Now this song right here I want to dedicate to anyone out there
[13:45 - 13:49] Going through what I go through whether it be depression
[13:50 - 13:52] dealing alone
[13:56 - 13:58] It's for you
[14:04 - 14:11] Now sometimes these thoughts in my head speak so loud every little thing that I think about just builds on top of the pain and doubt
[14:11 - 14:13] Even though I want to just let it out
[14:13 - 14:16] Try to act like I don't mind it try to keep my mouth so quiet
[14:16 - 14:23] But scenario in my silence just seems to amplify it when I thought they'd keep this inside would make it better
[14:23 - 14:26] I never thought that I would end up ruining it forever
[14:27 - 14:30] But every time I think I got everything put back together
[14:30 - 14:33] I end up making more regret making more regrets
[14:44 - 14:46] Fighting the best of my own
[14:47 - 14:53] I didn't want you to think I'm worn out so easily. I wish I held it in so you never knew it built up inside of me
[14:53 - 14:56] Now I don't know how an overflow spilled out unwillingly
[14:57 - 15:00] But now everything that I learned a hate came out for you to see
[15:00 - 15:04] I don't want you to promise you can change everything and make it better
[15:04 - 15:08] Because you can bet I'm gonna end up ruining it forever
[15:08 - 15:11] And every time you think you've got everything put back together
[15:11 - 15:13] I end up making more regrets
[15:41 - 15:43] I can't see because I'm focused on the back
[16:11 - 16:13] I can't breathe because I'm focused on the back
[16:41 - 16:43] I can't breathe because I'm focused on the back
[17:11 - 17:26] Hey Sam, welcome scumblr. Welcome
[17:30 - 17:32] Hey Sam scumblr
[17:34 - 17:36] Hey, can I, you ask?
[17:37 - 17:42] I want to say thank you guys for having my back in all this
[17:47 - 17:56] You guys are fucking awesome, and I appreciate you all man for real. I appreciate you guys
[17:56 - 18:09] Now you guys ready to take yourself a notch
[18:26 - 18:28] Oh
[18:36 - 18:38] Just a scar
[18:39 - 18:42] So down inside of me
[18:43 - 18:47] Something I cannot repair
[18:48 - 18:51] Even though it will always be
[18:52 - 18:54] I pretend it is
[18:55 - 18:57] The best
[18:58 - 19:00] I'm trapped in us today
[19:02 - 19:04] Where the pain is all I know
[19:06 - 19:08] And I'll never break away
[19:11 - 19:13] Cuz I'm dying
[19:15 - 19:17] In these memories
[19:18 - 19:22] Living behind my own infusion
[19:22 - 19:24] No
[19:24 - 19:26] My dignity
[19:27 - 19:31] Living inside my own infusion
[19:36 - 19:38] But I'm tired
[19:38 - 19:41] I will always be afraid
[19:43 - 19:46] Of the damage I received
[19:47 - 19:50] Broken promises they made
[19:51 - 19:55] And how blindly I believe
[19:56 - 19:59] I will never break away
[20:01 - 20:03] Cuz when I'm alone
[20:04 - 20:06] I'm lost
[20:06 - 20:08] In these memories
[20:08 - 20:12] Living behind my own infusion
[20:13 - 20:15] Lost
[20:15 - 20:17] My dignity
[20:18 - 20:22] Living inside my own infusion
[20:25 - 20:27] And I try to keep this pain
[20:27 - 20:31] Inside but I will never be
[20:32 - 20:34] All right
[20:34 - 20:36] And I try to keep this pain
[20:37 - 20:40] Inside but I will never be
[20:41 - 20:43] All right
[20:43 - 20:45] I try to keep this pain
[20:46 - 20:50] Inside but I will never be
[20:51 - 20:52] All right
[20:52 - 20:54] And I try to keep this pain
[20:55 - 20:59] Inside but I will never be
[21:00 - 21:01] All right
[21:01 - 21:03] I'm lost
[21:03 - 21:05] In these memories
[21:06 - 21:10] Living behind my own infusion
[21:11 - 21:12] Lost
[21:12 - 21:14] My dignity
[21:15 - 21:19] Living inside my own infusion
[21:41 - 21:43] You guys ready to get up at night?
[21:45 - 21:47] Watch
[21:53 - 21:55] What's that now fact here
[22:09 - 22:11] You guys ready?
[22:15 - 22:17] Yeah
[22:41 - 22:43] Yeah
[22:43 - 22:45] Fucking
[23:13 - 23:15] Oh
[23:43 - 23:45] And
[24:13 - 24:15] I
[24:43 - 24:45] Everything is
[25:13 - 25:15] You
[25:43 - 25:45] You
[26:13 - 26:16] You guys all know this next one
[26:18 - 26:20] This rap buddy, that's how I have my back
[26:23 - 26:25] Fucking all these guys, let's go
[26:43 - 26:45] When I die, I just want to be a legend
[27:13 - 27:15] You
[27:43 - 27:45] I'm gonna be
[28:13 - 28:15] Stop
[28:15 - 28:17] When I die, I just want to be a legend
[28:35 - 28:37] When I die gonna be a fucking legend
[28:37 - 28:39] I
[29:07 - 29:09] When I die, I just want to be a legend
[29:37 - 29:39] Now I'm gonna be a fucking legend
[29:56 - 29:59] All I have to say is one thing right now
[30:08 - 30:13] Where's all my old G was a legend man, when you guys at
[30:30 - 30:33] Where's all my old G was a legend man
[30:33 - 30:35] This real man
[30:39 - 30:41] Evil
[30:41 - 30:43] Evil
[30:43 - 30:45] Just to stay defined
[30:57 - 30:59] Lost in my mind
[30:59 - 31:01] Falling apart
[31:03 - 31:05] All that I love is
[31:11 - 31:13] Lost in how broken
[31:15 - 31:19] What's that I spoke and disturbed the other side
[31:21 - 31:23] Trapped into my mind
[31:25 - 31:27] Nothing's left but me
[31:27 - 31:29] Standing over my pride
[31:31 - 31:33] With blood out in my brain
[31:33 - 31:35] I'm not my son
[31:35 - 31:37] Born insane
[31:37 - 31:39] I'm not your man
[31:39 - 31:41] The monster
[31:41 - 31:43] I'll talk about you for a minute
[31:43 - 31:45] Evil is a state of mind
[31:45 - 31:47] Evil is a state of mind
[31:47 - 31:49] Evil is a state of mind
[31:49 - 31:51] Evil is terrible
[31:51 - 31:53] Evil is terrible
[31:53 - 31:55] Evil is terrible
[31:55 - 31:57] Evil is a state of mind
[31:57 - 31:59] Evil is a state of mind
[31:59 - 32:01] Evil is terrible
[32:01 - 32:03] Evil is terrible
[32:03 - 32:05] Evil is terrible
[32:05 - 32:07] Evil is terrible
[32:07 - 32:09] Sinking the beast is my victim
[32:09 - 32:11] My bossy a zombie a sort
[32:11 - 32:13] Stuck into sorts
[32:13 - 32:15] Mindless not mindless we hunger for murder
[32:15 - 32:17] Revenge and indenity
[32:17 - 32:19] I torture and torture
[32:19 - 32:21] I pick up my pants and continue to slaughter
[32:21 - 32:23] Visions of bodies and blood
[32:23 - 32:25] I shut up
[32:25 - 32:27] I can't stop to hold you
[32:27 - 32:29] I bite at your neck
[32:29 - 32:31] I suck the fat and I drain
[32:31 - 32:33] I nibble your brain
[32:33 - 32:35] It rides like a bubble
[32:35 - 32:37] Let pop out the blood
[32:37 - 32:39] I get inside like shit
[32:39 - 32:41] I feel out my belly
[32:41 - 32:43] I won't stop again
[32:43 - 32:45] And my hatred is cutting
[32:45 - 32:47] I'm people that breathe
[32:47 - 32:49] And I'm dead with no reason
[32:49 - 32:51] So fucking destroy
[32:51 - 32:53] So fucking destroy
[32:53 - 32:55] Evil is a state of mind
[32:55 - 32:57] Evil is my victim
[32:57 - 32:59] Evil is terrible
[32:59 - 33:01] Evil is terrible
[33:01 - 33:03] Evil is terrible
[33:03 - 33:05] Evil is a state of mind
[33:05 - 33:07] Evil is my victim
[33:07 - 33:09] Evil is terrible
[33:09 - 33:11] Evil is terrible
[33:11 - 33:13] Evil is terrible
[33:13 - 33:15] Evil is terrible
[33:15 - 33:17] Evil is terrible
[33:21 - 33:23] You
[33:51 - 34:12] Are you kidding me, man?
[34:12 - 34:17] This one's for all my Queen of the Dan fans, man.
[34:17 - 34:19] Y'all might remember this.
[34:20 - 34:25] If you do, put it in the comments, man.
[34:28 - 34:29] Let's go.
[34:30 - 34:35] I'm a man.
[34:35 - 34:45] You see, I'm bolder than a bunch of us.
[34:45 - 34:49] Clowning by memories of the past.
[34:49 - 34:53] And last voices.
[34:53 - 34:56] I hear a fading.
[34:56 - 35:00] I can't speak it unless you lift.
[35:00 - 35:02] Take my place.
[35:02 - 35:07] If you're finding, always whining.
[35:07 - 35:10] Take my hand now.
[35:10 - 35:12] Me alone.
[35:12 - 35:17] You see, I cannot be more strident.
[35:17 - 35:22] Because I'm not the only one.
[35:22 - 35:24] You have a cold voice.
[35:24 - 35:27] You feel it in your head.
[35:27 - 35:32] Most we hide from everyone.
[35:42 - 35:46] I'm a woman.
[35:46 - 35:50] What can we bring together?
[35:50 - 35:54] You see, I'm bolder than a bunch of us.
[35:54 - 35:57] Clowning by memories of the past.
[35:57 - 36:01] And last voices.
[36:01 - 36:03] I hear a fading.
[36:03 - 36:08] I can't speak it unless you lift.
[36:08 - 36:10] Take my place.
[36:10 - 36:15] If you're finding, always whining.
[36:15 - 36:18] Take my hand now.
[36:18 - 36:20] Me alone.
[36:20 - 36:25] You see, I cannot be more strident.
[36:25 - 36:30] Because I'm not the only one.
[36:30 - 36:32] You have a cold voice.
[36:32 - 36:35] You feel it in your head.
[36:35 - 36:40] Most we hide from everyone.
[36:45 - 36:50] You see, I cannot be more strident.
[36:50 - 36:55] Because I'm not the only one.
[36:55 - 36:57] You have a cold voice.
[36:57 - 37:00] You feel it in your head.
[37:00 - 37:05] Most we hide from everyone.
[37:16 - 37:19] Everyone!
[37:26 - 37:32] Everyone!
[37:46 - 37:50] Oh, I got you on some side of silence, man.
[37:50 - 37:53] Hold on.
[38:45 - 38:57] And there are darkness for your friend.
[38:57 - 39:03] I've come round to talk with you again.
[39:03 - 39:09] Because your vision's roughly me creeping.
[39:09 - 39:15] Left it seems that I was in vain.
[39:15 - 39:18] And in the first run,
[39:18 - 39:24] that was what I did in my brain.
[39:24 - 39:35] Still remains within the sound of silence.
[39:35 - 39:41] And in the rest of the streams I walked alone.
[39:41 - 39:47] And there were streets of cobblestone.
[39:47 - 39:53] With the halo of history now.
[39:53 - 39:59] I turned my color to the cold and damp.
[39:59 - 40:07] When my eyes would stand at the flash of a neon light.
[40:07 - 40:12] They'd swim the night.
[40:12 - 40:19] They'd touch the sound of silence.
[40:19 - 40:24] And they'd even think about our soul.
[40:24 - 40:30] To listen to people may very well.
[40:30 - 40:36] People talking without speaking.
[40:36 - 40:40] People hearing without listening.
[40:40 - 40:44] People writing songs.
[40:44 - 40:50] And voices never share.
[40:50 - 40:54] And no one dead.
[40:54 - 41:02] Distant sound of silence.
[41:02 - 41:07] And I do not know.
[41:07 - 41:13] Signs like a cast of thrones.
[41:13 - 41:18] Hear my words and I might teach you.
[41:18 - 41:23] Tell them that I hate you.
[41:23 - 41:26] On my words.
[41:26 - 41:34] Your exciting rain drops fell.
[41:34 - 41:42] And in the rest of the streams.
[41:42 - 41:47] And the people bowed and prayed.
[41:47 - 41:53] To hear your God faithfully.
[41:53 - 41:58] In the sign flashed out his voice.
[41:58 - 42:04] Hear the words that he will hush for me.
[42:04 - 42:09] In the signs of words and of prophets all.
[42:09 - 42:14] Bring it on the subway walls.
[42:14 - 42:17] Turn them and hold.
[42:17 - 42:26] And whisper in the sound.
[42:26 - 42:33] Of silence.
[42:44 - 42:48] You.
[42:48 - 42:51] You.
[42:51 - 42:54] You.
[42:54 - 42:56] You.
[42:56 - 42:58] You.
[42:58 - 43:01] You.
[43:01 - 43:04] You.
[43:04 - 43:07] You.
[43:07 - 43:09] You.
[43:09 - 43:13] Are you kidding me? Hell yeah.
[43:13 - 43:17] I want to do something for you guys.
[43:17 - 43:19] Something I think you all might enjoy.
[43:20 - 43:25] You.
[43:25 - 43:31] You.
[43:31 - 43:38] You.
[43:38 - 43:43] You.
[43:43 - 43:47] You.
[43:47 - 43:53] Ooh, could I want to let it go?
[44:01 - 44:09] Come to bed, don't make me try for no good
[44:09 - 44:15] I'm gonna hide the ending that's ahead of you
[44:16 - 44:23] Ooh, could I want to let it go?
[44:24 - 44:29] Just didn't dream enough to see you go back
[44:29 - 44:33] I can't hold on to it
[44:33 - 44:41] What's the best way to make me feel?
[44:42 - 44:44] Don't want to let it go
[44:45 - 44:49] Just don't let it go
[44:50 - 44:53] Don't forget how dear the better
[44:53 - 44:57] Let it go
[44:58 - 45:00] Don't want to let it go
[45:00 - 45:03] And I'll let it go
[45:04 - 45:17] Don't want to let anything down this line
[45:18 - 45:25] Oh, but it will still blow
[45:25 - 45:33] Even in the darkness, I know myself
[45:33 - 45:41] Can't break free until I let it go
[45:41 - 45:45] And I can't go
[45:45 - 45:53] To the end of the world
[45:53 - 46:01] To the end of the world
[46:01 - 46:05] To the end of the world
[46:05 - 46:11] I guess I had to fall
[46:11 - 46:13] Always one more place
[46:13 - 46:15] So for the others
[46:15 - 46:19] I can't hold on to it
[46:19 - 46:21] What the rest of us
[46:21 - 46:27] Can't make it
[46:27 - 46:31] Don't let me up beside
[46:31 - 46:35] Can't make it
[46:35 - 46:39] Don't forget I'll be there
[46:39 - 46:45] Can't make it
[46:45 - 46:49] Stay in the blue
[46:53 - 46:57] Oh, what a night
[47:15 - 47:41] I want to dedicate this one to Joey Jordanson
[47:41 - 47:45] Recipes, Joey
[47:53 - 48:01] I wanted a bad show, except for a fucking rant
[48:01 - 48:09] He died and I was banned by the droves
[48:09 - 48:11] Oh
[48:39 - 48:47] Onto these chains, my friend
[48:47 - 48:53] I'll show you the range I'm in
[48:53 - 48:59] Buries beside from left
[48:59 - 49:03] Swallowed by nothing's forgiven
[49:03 - 49:07] You and I
[49:07 - 49:09] Have to decide
[49:09 - 49:15] Which of us was taken for granted
[49:15 - 49:17] They commenced
[49:17 - 49:23] Some of us are destined to be outlanded
[49:23 - 49:29] To the end of the world
[49:29 - 49:35] To the end of the world
[49:35 - 49:39] To the end of the world
[49:39 - 49:41] To the real life
[49:41 - 49:45] I thought you'd never win
[49:45 - 49:47] And boy
[49:57 - 50:01] Under the words of man
[50:01 - 50:07] Something's tempting the father
[50:07 - 50:11] Where is your will of my friend
[50:11 - 50:17] Insatiates never even bother
[50:17 - 50:19] You and I
[50:19 - 50:23] Roll the line
[50:23 - 50:27] Plane in the noise for the leverage
[50:27 - 50:33] In between the lands and lights
[50:33 - 50:37] You're not what you seem
[50:37 - 50:39] The parents don't
[50:39 - 50:41] Feel like you've never been born
[50:41 - 50:45] You're not ready to die
[50:45 - 50:49] You call them parents don't
[50:49 - 50:51] Feel like you've never been born
[50:51 - 50:53] You and I
[50:53 - 50:55] Roll the line
[50:55 - 50:59] Plane in the noise for the leverage
[50:59 - 51:03] In between the lands and lights
[51:03 - 51:07] You're not ready to die
[51:07 - 51:11] You're not ready to die
[51:11 - 51:15] You call them parents don't
[51:15 - 51:19] Feel like you've never been born
[51:19 - 51:23] You're not ready to die
[51:23 - 51:27] You're not ready to die
[51:27 - 51:31] You're not ready to die
[51:31 - 51:35] You call them parents don't
[51:35 - 51:39] Feel like you've never been born
[51:39 - 51:43] You're not ready to die
[51:43 - 51:47] You call them parents don't
[51:47 - 51:51] Feel like you've never been born
[51:51 - 51:55] You're not ready to die
[51:55 - 51:59] You call them parents don't
[51:59 - 52:03] Feel like you've never been born
[52:03 - 52:07] You're not ready to die
[52:07 - 52:11] You call them parents don't
[52:11 - 52:15] Feel like you've never been born
[52:15 - 52:19] You're not ready to die
[52:19 - 52:23] You call them parents don't
[52:23 - 52:27] Feel like you've never been born
[52:27 - 52:31] You're not ready to die
[52:31 - 52:35] You're not ready to die
[52:35 - 52:39] You call them parents don't
[52:39 - 52:43] Feel like you've never been born
[52:43 - 52:47] You're not ready to die
[52:47 - 52:51] You're not ready to die
[52:51 - 52:55] You're not ready to die
[52:55 - 52:59] You're not ready to die
[52:59 - 53:03] You're not ready to die
[53:03 - 53:07] You're not ready to die
[53:07 - 53:11] You're not ready to die
[53:11 - 53:15] You're not ready to die
[53:15 - 53:42] Now, this next van is an Albuquem van that's actually very dulled and I can act with these
[53:42 - 53:52] guys on a very deep level. If you Walmart, you know this is Ashes to Nail and they're
[53:52 - 53:57] some party to make life a little better
[54:52 - 54:55] you can relate to what made me lately push me
[57:52 - 57:59] you're a degree seeking sky
[58:22 - 58:24] you
[58:41 - 58:47] Hi y'all, this is the last one before I do a game of trim
[58:47 - 58:54] if you guys know this, you know it
[58:54 - 59:00] we're going back a way on this
[59:00 - 59:22] who's ready to fight back to fight back against
[59:22 - 59:25] it's
[59:52 - 59:59] You're not left, only one, so get up!
[59:59 - 60:02] Let's do it, Rowan!
[60:02 - 60:06] Rowan, let's do it, Rowan!
[60:06 - 60:09] Let's do it, Rowan!
[60:09 - 60:13] Rowan, let's do it, Rowan!
[60:15 - 60:17] I say fuck Rowan!
[60:22 - 60:29] And you will, so many, so many, so fucked up!
[60:29 - 60:36] If you will, so are you, so painful, so stressful!
[60:36 - 60:44] You're not left, only one, refusing to pass out!
[60:44 - 60:51] You're not left, only one, so get up!
[60:51 - 60:53] Let's do it, Rowan!
[60:53 - 60:57] Rowan, let's do it, Rowan!
[60:57 - 61:00] Let's do it, Rowan!
[61:00 - 61:04] Rowan, let's do it, Rowan!
[61:10 - 61:12] I said fuck Rowan!
[61:12 - 61:17] I want to see that shit fuck Rowan right now!
[61:17 - 61:22] It's how we fight back if there's a change!
[61:31 - 61:42] If you will, so are you, so are you, so are you, so are you, so are you, so are you!
[61:42 - 61:46] Just get up!
[61:46 - 61:48] Let's do it, Rowan!
[61:48 - 61:52] Rowan, let's do it, Rowan!
[61:52 - 61:55] Let's do it, Rowan!
[61:55 - 62:00] Rowan, let's do it, Rowan!
[62:00 - 62:03] Let's do it, Rowan!
[62:03 - 62:07] Rowan, let's do it, Rowan!
[62:07 - 62:10] Let's do it, Rowan!
[62:10 - 62:14] A lion has gone around yet
[62:15 - 62:18] A lion has gone around yet
[62:18 - 62:23] A lion has gone around yet
[62:41 - 62:47] Now, I do hope that you guys walk away from this
[62:47 - 62:51] Still look better than when you came in
[63:11 - 63:15] Yeah, I know, I heard about that
[63:15 - 63:20] And just like, I don't know that bolexy shit
[63:20 - 63:23] But yo, I'm fuckin' holding guys
[63:23 - 63:28] I'm about to set up a stream for gaming for you guys
[63:28 - 63:32] And we about to hang out, chill out
[63:32 - 63:36] And have some fuckin' fun, dude
[63:37 - 63:41] Cause like I said, I want you guys to get to know the me
[63:41 - 63:44] From the floor, Marty
[63:44 - 63:48] I want you guys to see who I really am
[63:50 - 63:52] And, don't know yet
[63:52 - 63:54] Oh, bigger than I have
[63:58 - 64:00] And with that being said, man
[64:00 - 64:03] I fuckin' love you guys, you guys are awesome
[64:03 - 64:08] Fuck bullying, fuck the troll community
[64:08 - 64:11] It's time for a brand new start
[64:11 - 64:13] But more importantly
[64:13 - 64:18] It's time for a brand new me
[64:19 - 64:21] I love you guys, man
[64:21 - 64:24] I'm outta here
[64:25 - 64:29] As always, stay humble, stay positive
[64:29 - 64:31] Keep being you
[64:32 - 64:37] And don't let anybody tell you that you ain't worth shit
[64:37 - 64:42] Cause yo, motherfuckers, a bad fuckin' ass
[64:43 - 64:44] Love you guys, man
[64:44 - 64:46] I'm outta here, yo
[64:46 - 64:47] Burt