2023-3-26 Dont Give up Official Audio

[0:00 - 0:29] This song you guys are about to hear is very post-faltful, the song is called Don't Give Up.
[0:29 - 0:47] The reason why this song is so close to me is because over the last 7 years I have been victimized and bullied all over social media.
[0:48 - 0:55] To the point where a couple years ago it was so bad that I actually tried to take my own life twice in a row.
[0:56 - 0:59] Because I was being bullied so badly.
[0:59 - 1:25] And I wanted to make this song to let people know that it's okay to not be okay. It's okay to be depressed. It's okay to feel like the whole world is against you.
[1:25 - 1:30] But you just know that it's not the end.
[1:30 - 1:48] It's been a very rough road for me. This is actually the first time in the last 7 years that I've actually been able to escape the bullying.
[1:49 - 1:58] The people I deal with in the troll community are some very evil people.
[1:59 - 2:05] And it seemed like the more I ran, the more they attacked me.
[2:06 - 2:13] These people have bullied me so much. And it's so terrible.
[2:14 - 2:23] And I can genuinely say that what these people have done to me I would not wish on anyone.
[2:27 - 2:36] But you just know that if you guys are in that position and you guys are getting bullied, attacked, harassed.
[2:37 - 2:43] And you guys feel like you can't do it anymore.
[2:45 - 2:50] You feel like the whole world is against you. You can't keep going.
[2:52 - 2:55] And you feel like no one cares about you.
[2:56 - 3:00] You just know that I care.
[3:03 - 3:07] You just know that I care and that I'm here for you.
[3:08 - 3:12] Because I know what it's like to be depressed.
[3:12 - 3:29] Because I live, unfortunately, with undiagnosed depression and a little bit of undiagnosed, very mild, I should say.
[3:30 - 3:39] Undiagnosed PTSD from being bullied so much and being attacked so badly.
[3:40 - 3:47] These people have gone as far as to even try to kill me twice.
[3:48 - 3:54] Once they tried to shoot me through my bedroom window when I was on the last stream.
[3:55 - 4:05] And then another time they tried to kill me when I went to confront my bully and talk to him peacefully.
[4:06 - 4:17] And he had attacked me and assaulted me and unfortunately the police didn't do anything on either occasion.
[4:20 - 4:26] But I just want you guys to know that I care about you.
[4:26 - 4:35] You guys are awesome. You guys are worthy of so much more than just being bullied on the internet.
[4:38 - 4:42] You guys are amazing, amazing, amazing people.
[4:43 - 4:52] And no one deserves to get bullied the way that you get bullied or harassed or whatever your situation may be.
[4:52 - 4:58] I want you guys to know that I care.
[4:59 - 5:07] Because like you, I've been victimized for the last seven years.
[5:09 - 5:15] And this is the first time I'm actually been able to get away from it.
[5:16 - 5:28] And I can genuinely say that I'm very excited to start my journey back to being myself from before all this stuff started.
[5:32 - 5:42] And I know this has been a very long intro, but I wanted you guys to know that this song is for you guys.
[5:42 - 5:53] This song is my gift to you guys in hopes that it can, you know, help when you guys that may be going through something.
[5:54 - 5:59] That maybe you feel like you're alone and like you feel like you can't go on anymore.
[6:01 - 6:06] So hopefully this song does help and hopefully you guys do enjoy it.
[6:07 - 6:11] With that being said, I love you guys. You guys are awesome.
[6:14 - 6:22] And like I said in the song, please don't give up. Keep fighting.
[6:29 - 6:32] And keep the song.
[6:33 - 6:40] I'd like to dedicate this song to anyone out there who feels alone, who's on the edge.
[6:41 - 6:46] I want you guys to know that I'm just like you. I've been on the edge.
[6:47 - 6:51] I know what it's like to deal with depression and everything, because I like it every day.
[6:52 - 6:55] So I've been there. Please listen to my voice.
[7:03 - 7:05] Turn your night.
[7:08 - 7:12] Turn your mind inside your face and your shoes.
[7:13 - 7:15] Feel the blood on your own.
[7:16 - 7:18] What will be the next you?
[7:19 - 7:21] You don't know what to do.
[7:22 - 7:27] Feel like you've fallen and you're not going away.
[7:28 - 7:31] Feel like you've been around.
[7:32 - 7:35] Can't you feel like you're running into it?
[7:36 - 7:38] You don't know what to do.
[7:39 - 7:46] Then you need a time you can't take it anymore.
[7:47 - 7:51] You just don't know what to do.
[7:52 - 7:54] You don't know what to do.
[7:55 - 7:57] Why are you just like you?
[7:58 - 8:02] That's why I make this song for the ones that are in my mind.
[8:03 - 8:11] God, I'm in the trend every day.
[8:16 - 8:21] You feel like there's a demon calling you.
[8:21 - 8:28] Deep inside, you don't know what to do.
[8:29 - 8:34] You don't need a time you can't take anymore.
[8:36 - 8:41] You don't know what to do.
[8:42 - 8:46] So make every second that you fucking have.
[8:46 - 8:48] Devote.
[8:50 - 8:53] Take your life and take it away.
[8:54 - 8:56] You don't know what to do.
[8:57 - 9:02] My God, promise you.
[9:03 - 9:10] Time will bring you to the very end.
[9:11 - 9:13] Life is just like you.
[9:14 - 9:24] Then I know that you better know that you don't know what to do anymore.
[9:25 - 9:27] But I'm burning you.
[9:28 - 9:32] Don't take your life and don't fight another time.
[9:33 - 9:37] Don't kill better what the people fucking say.
[9:38 - 9:40] Five thousand, take it now.
[9:44 - 9:50] You don't know what to do.
[9:59 - 10:01] You don't know what to do.
[10:08 - 10:10] You don't know what to do.
[10:14 - 10:21] You don't know what to do.
[10:22 - 10:24] You don't know what to do.
[10:25 - 10:27] You don't know what to do.
[10:28 - 10:30] You don't know what to do.
[10:31 - 10:35] Don't kill better what the people fucking say.
[10:36 - 10:38] You don't know what to do.
[10:39 - 10:41] I promise you you're worth it.
[10:41 - 10:43] Don't give in to what they say.
[10:44 - 10:50] We'll have to find another day and don't give in to what they say.
[10:51 - 10:55] I'm here and I got your back no matter what.
[10:56 - 10:59] Don't give up, keep fighting.