2023-2-9 NEVER GIVE INTO THE DARKNESS

[0:00 - 0:39] (silence)
[0:39 - 0:52] I've been too long, people. All y'all motherfuckers are always talking about how I'm doing this and how I'm doing that.
[0:52 - 1:06] You know something? I want to say thank you to you trolls. You want to know why I want to say thank you for a very important reason.
[1:06 - 1:13] You guys taught me something. You really did. Your trolls actually taught me something.
[1:13 - 1:22] You guys taught me to never give up or back down on what the fuck I want to do with my life.
[1:22 - 1:28] You guys taught me to never back down and never give up no matter what.
[1:28 - 1:37] You guys show me that it's okay to fall-fire my fucking ass. As long as I get back up, that's what I should be doing.
[1:37 - 1:49] (silence)
[1:49 - 2:08] And you can bet what the little naysayers have to say. I got something for you.
[2:08 - 2:19] (music)
[2:19 - 5:56] (silence)
[5:56 - 6:08] See, that's the one thing you trolls will never know what it's like. See, I came from a dark place growing up. Didn't have shit.
[6:08 - 6:16] Dad, that was never wrong. I didn't have nothing. My mom raised me on her own as a single parent half of my life.
[6:16 - 6:37] I came from a really fucking dark place. And one thing you trolls still fail to realize is all that darkness that you guys send to me, I don't run from it. I feed off that shit.
[6:37 - 6:49] I feed off the dark energy that you send. I feed off the negative things that you say about me because I know those negative things ain't fucking true.
[6:49 - 7:00] All that negativity you guys fucking spew, that shit ain't true and you fucking know it. But you know what? I still fucking use it to my advantage.
[7:00 - 7:15] And that's one thing that you guys can never take. That's one thing that you can never take away from me. Is that no matter how many times y'all tear me down, I get right back the fuck up and I don't fucking stop for nobody.
[7:15 - 7:32] I don't give a fuck who you are. I don't give a fuck about Marty. I don't give a fuck about you trolls. I don't give a fuck about anybody that has the time to run their mouth negatively about me.
[7:32 - 7:57] The only ones I have time for are those that speak positive on me. Those that speak good about me. Those are the ones that I have time for.
[7:57 - 8:16] And for those that have stuck with me, I got something for you.
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[8:54 - 9:09] Let me be the one that numb you out. Be the one that y'all do. We never gonna let you get away. It's only you cry on the touch that you die on.
[9:09 - 9:34] I don't give a fuck who you are. I don't give a fuck who you are. I don't give a fuck who you cry on the touch that you die on. I don't give a fuck who you cry on the touch that you die on.
[9:37 - 10:03] I don't give a fuck who you are. I don't give a fuck who you cry on the touch that you die on. I don't give a fuck who you cry on the touch that you die on.
[10:03 - 10:29] I don't give a fuck who you cry on the touch that you die on. I don't give a fuck who you cry on the touch that you die on. I don't give a fuck who you cry on the touch that you die on.
[10:32 - 10:37] I say fuck these haters man. Keep doing you.
[10:37 - 11:06] I don't give a fuck who you cry on the touch that you die on. I don't give a fuck who you cry on the touch that you die on. I don't give a fuck who you cry on the touch that you die on.
[11:06 - 11:27] I don't give a fuck who you cry on the touch that you die on. I don't give a fuck who you cry on the touch that you die on. I don't give a fuck who you cry on the touch that you die on. I don't give a fuck who you cry on the touch that you die on. I don't give a fuck who you cry on the touch that you die on. I don't give a fuck who you cry on the touch that you die on.
[11:32 - 11:37] And this song right here, I want to dedicate to my girl.
[11:37 - 11:51] I want to dedicate this song to not only my girl, but to everybody out there that feels like they're alone, that's just like me that ain't got shit.
[11:51 - 12:03] This video, I like to hear you cry on the touch that you die on. I don't give a fuck who you cry on the touch that you die on. I don't give a fuck who you cry on the touch that you die on.
[12:06 - 12:18] And this song right here, I don't give a fuck who you cry on the touch that you die on. I don't give a fuck who you cry on the touch that you die on. I don't give a fuck who you cry on the touch that you die on. I don't give a fuck who you cry on the touch that you die on.
[12:18 - 12:39] How can I stay potato-y? How can I stay a fallen angel in the dark? Never thought you'd fall so far, fallen angel 'cause you're right. I won't let you fall to night, fallen angel.
[12:45 - 12:48] You do it all for my own protection.
[12:48 - 12:55] You make me feel like I'll be okay.
[12:59 - 13:28] I have so many questions. You stay so strong. How did you hurt at all? Does someone know? How can I stay potato-y? How can I stay a fallen angel in the dark? Never thought you'd fall so far, fallen angel 'cause you're right. I won't let you fall to night.
[13:28 - 13:57] Fallen angel just let go. You don't have to be alone. Fallen angel close your eyes. I won't let you fall to night. I would roar beside you with, you with, through hell and back again. I was right beside you with, you with, through hell and back again.
[13:57 - 14:02] And I, I can see, a fallen angel.
[14:08 - 14:35] Fallen angel close your door. Never thought you'd fall so far, fallen angel 'cause you're right. I won't let you fall to night. Fallen angel just let go. You don't have to be alone. Fallen angel close your eyes. I won't let you fall to night.
[14:36 - 14:42] Fallen angel, hell!
[14:43 - 15:14] Fallen angel close your eyes.
[15:20 - 15:34] Hey yo, Jenny. If you're in the chat right now, comment and I'll mod you up, girl. You guys don't know, man. Jenny right here has been one of my closest friends since they fucking won.
[15:35 - 16:05] Thank you, Jenny.
[16:05 - 16:17] Ah, gotcha.
[16:17 - 16:29] There we go, man. Got my first fucking mod of the year to watch this to Jen. What's good, Jen? How you doing, sis?
[16:29 - 16:36] Yo, shit, man. What up?
[16:36 - 16:53] Now, who's fucking ready to take this up a notch?
[16:53 - 17:08] [silence]
[17:09 - 17:25] Give me up and leave tonight.
[17:25 - 17:37] Right here, right now, I must have been somehow.
[17:38 - 17:52] Holy God, why can't me? I'm no more, sis is the only way. I will still be gone.
[17:52 - 17:57] These feelings will be gone.
[17:57 - 18:00] Nah, just kidding.
[18:00 - 18:05] Nah, just kidding, man. Just kidding.
[18:06 - 18:10] We about to really take it up a notch.
[18:10 - 18:23] Hope you guys are ready for some fun shit.
[18:23 - 18:33] Because if there's one thing I don't have, it's pity for a fucking coward.
[18:34 - 18:41] [static]
[18:58 - 21:44] [yelling]
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[22:09 - 22:20] [static]
[22:21 - 25:21] [yelling]
[25:21 - 25:29] [static]
[25:30 - 25:42] When you live with moderate to severe Crohn's disease or ulcerative colitis, your day can be full of reminders of your condition.
[25:42 - 25:44] Yeah.
[25:48 - 26:00] When you're every morning with my head I've been in days, I'm not sure if I should say this, fuck I'll say it anyway. Everybody tries to tell me that I'm going through a phase, yeah, no one fits a phase, I just wanna be okay.
[26:00 - 26:09] Yeah, I've had it with depression, but the question still remains. Spokes are not in stress, ignoring my suppressant race. My doctor tries to tell me that I'm going through a stage.
[26:09 - 26:18] It's not a fun place, it's not a wild day, okay? Okay, yeah, I struggle with depression every day. This problem keeps my fingers from doing easy rage.
[26:18 - 26:48] [yelling]
[26:53 - 27:04] I'm going nowhere like a rat jumping man, moving on and on down. It's just a wall that I will place. I'm in a race against myself. I try to keep it steady, basically. Fuck with ice, if I never close my teeth.
[27:04 - 27:18] Oh my god, I keep on shutting it every second that I waste. It's another second sooner till I'm blessing on my taste. The therapist won't tell me that I'm going through a stage. It's not a fucking stage, I just wanna be okay. Okay, motherfucker, now you got my attention.
[27:19 - 29:24] [yelling]
[29:25 - 29:51] Now let me tell you right now, man, if I am a popular monster, you trolls made me that popular monster. You trolls made me that popular monster, and guess what? I'm proud to be that popular monster on the mic.
[29:51 - 30:03] I'm proud to be that guy that you guys blew up. I'm proud to be that guy that can look back on his fucking legacy and say, "Yo, I fucking did something."
[30:03 - 30:15] Ask Jenny, ask Sheila, they'll fucking tell you they've been around since day one. They fucking know straight up the hell I've been through, the shit I've gone through.
[30:17 - 30:25] They've seen me at my highest, and they've seen me at my fucking absolute lowest, to where I didn't think I was gonna make it to see the next day.
[30:25 - 30:38] They've seen me at all my points. My girl, who I love to the fucking moon and back, has seen me at my absolute fucking lowest.
[30:44 - 30:54] And to you guys that held me down, like Jenny, Sheila, and to my girl, I fucking love you guys, and thank you guys for never giving up and never backing down.
[30:54 - 31:07] Because you guys are the fucking absolute best.
[31:07 - 31:17] The best.
[31:45 - 31:51] Now, this is to all the trolls from the Cyrax Nation.
[31:51 - 31:58] Let's see those Cyrax Nation 43s in the air. Let's see how this 43 is going right now, man.
[31:58 - 32:10] You're dead!
[32:11 - 32:15] You better get up out of the way!
[32:15 - 32:18] Tomorrow will rise, so let's fight today!
[32:18 - 32:21] You know, I don't give a fuck what you think or say!
[32:21 - 32:23] We're a rock's whole place anyway!
[32:23 - 32:24] Attack!
[32:24 - 32:27] Better get up out of the way!
[32:27 - 32:30] Tomorrow will rise, so let's fight today!
[32:30 - 32:33] You know, I don't give a fuck what you think or say!
[32:33 - 33:22] We're a rock's whole place anyway!
[33:22 - 33:23] Attack!
[33:23 - 33:25] Better get up out of the way!
[33:25 - 33:26] Attack!
[33:26 - 33:28] Better get up out of the way!
[33:28 - 33:30] Tomorrow will rise, so let's fight today!
[33:30 - 33:32] You know, I don't give a fuck what you think or say!
[33:32 - 33:38] Sweet rocks don't place anyway like that Better get out of the way
[33:38 - 33:44] Tomorrow we'll rise, let's fight today You know I don't care what you think or say
[33:44 - 33:47] Sweet rocks don't place anyway
[33:47 - 34:42] You know I don't care what you think or say
[34:42 - 34:45] Sweet rocks don't place anyway
[34:45 - 34:48] That better get out of the way
[34:48 - 34:51] Tomorrow we'll rise, let's fight today
[34:51 - 34:54] You know I don't care what you think or say
[34:54 - 34:57] Sweet rocks don't place anyway
[34:57 - 35:36] You know I don't care what you think or say
[35:36 - 35:38] Tomorrow we'll rise, let's fight today
[35:38 - 35:41] You know I don't care what you think or say
[35:41 - 35:44] Sweet rocks don't place anyway
[35:44 - 35:47] That better get out of the way
[35:47 - 35:50] Tomorrow we'll rise, let's fight today
[35:50 - 35:53] You know I don't care what you think or say
[35:53 - 35:56] Sweet rocks don't place anyway
[35:56 - 35:58] That better get out of the way
[35:58 - 36:17] So you trolls failed to realize one thing
[36:17 - 36:19] That 43 that you guys called me
[36:19 - 36:23] I already embraced that shit a long fucking time ago boy
[36:23 - 36:27] I embraced that shit a long fucking time ago
[36:27 - 36:32] Cause when I rock the number 43
[36:32 - 36:35] I don't just rock it for myself nah
[36:35 - 36:38] I rock it for those that ain't got shit
[36:38 - 36:41] For those that don't like me that ain't got nothing
[36:41 - 36:45] I rock it for that kid sitting in the back of the classroom
[36:45 - 36:48] Who feels like he can't do anything
[36:48 - 36:52] I rock that shit for the kid that's alone walking home
[36:52 - 36:54] What cuts and bruises all over that fucking arms
[36:54 - 36:57] From being beat up by police every day
[36:57 - 37:00] I rock it for that girl that wears long sleeves
[37:00 - 37:02] Cuz she's been cutting herself
[37:02 - 37:04] Cuz motherfuckers wanna talk down on her
[37:04 - 37:06] And tear her the fuck down
[37:06 - 37:08] I do this shit for the people like me
[37:08 - 37:10] That grew up with nothing
[37:10 - 37:14] And still have nothing
[37:14 - 37:18] I do this shit for those that feel like they can't go on
[37:18 - 37:21] For those that have passed away
[37:21 - 37:23] I do it for those that have committed suicide
[37:23 - 37:26] Because the motherfuckers like you trolls
[37:26 - 37:31] I do this shit for those that ain't got nothing
[37:31 - 37:38] So go ahead and call me 43 motherfuckers
[37:38 - 37:41] Cuz that shit means something positive
[37:41 - 37:45] So go ahead, keep on calling me 43 all you want
[37:45 - 37:48] I rock that shit, I rep that shit
[37:48 - 37:52] And I live and breathe that shit every fucking day of the week
[37:52 - 37:54] And I'm proud to say that I'm 43
[37:54 - 37:58] I'm proud to say that I rock that number
[37:58 - 38:00] You wanna know why?
[38:00 - 38:02] Cuz I don't think that number belong to me
[38:02 - 38:06] But it also belongs to the late and great legend Ken Block
[38:06 - 38:09] So now am I representing him for me?
[38:09 - 38:11] I'm doing it for him
[38:11 - 38:13] And every crazy motherfucker out there
[38:13 - 38:15] That's crazy enough to do what he did
[38:15 - 38:18] And crazy enough to do what the fuck I do
[38:20 - 38:22] Cuz I am that motherfucker
[38:22 - 38:24] That's crazy enough to do this shit
[38:24 - 38:25] I am that motherfucker
[38:25 - 38:28] That's crazy enough to get up on a panel
[38:28 - 38:30] And shut everyone the fuck down
[38:30 - 38:36] Don't believe me?
[38:36 - 38:38] Ask Chen, ask Hila
[38:38 - 38:42] Then watch me shut motherfuckers down a million times over
[38:42 - 38:49] Ask anyone that fucking knows me
[38:49 - 38:53] I'll shut down streams a million times fucking over
[38:53 - 39:01] And Hila, I know you see me shut down martin's streams a million fucking times over
[39:01 - 39:06] Any stream I get on when they talk shit, I shut them down
[39:06 - 39:13] Ask anyone
[39:13 - 39:19] (scissors snipping)
[39:44 - 39:46] Call it whatever you want
[39:46 - 39:50] Because the only thing I rock
[39:50 - 39:53] 43 bitch
[39:53 - 39:56] Save the wild cows for the guys like Marty
[39:56 - 40:02] Save the wild cow for guys like subhuman
[40:02 - 40:05] (scissors snipping)
[40:05 - 40:28] Now who's ready to take this up a notch?
[40:29 - 40:32] (scissors snipping)
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[40:55 - 40:59] This is from the 43rd Syrax Nation, let's fucking go!
[40:59 - 41:10] I get so angry I could kill a man
[41:10 - 41:14] But I remember my face and still I stand
[41:14 - 41:17] Even though they piss me off and kick me down
[41:17 - 41:21] I know it's all because they think I'm kinda wicked sound
[41:21 - 41:25] With a bigger face, yo he meeks I'm doing it, yo, bro he meeks
[41:25 - 41:28] Hear me buzzin', do it all in the sun
[41:28 - 41:30] What's that ever done? What do they think it is?
[41:30 - 41:32] What do they care once they give me new passion?
[41:32 - 41:35] I don't even like this shit, so what?
[41:35 - 41:38] I cannot help it, I been killing so many real, yo
[41:38 - 41:42] Just like you cannot help it, you ain't got no flow
[41:42 - 41:45] But I'm still cold, and my flow is still cold
[41:45 - 41:49] Man, if you're better me, I'll make you look like you like a billow
[41:49 - 41:52] So fuck you haters, take me, I'll make you look bad
[41:52 - 41:56] Cause I'm happy raging through the big and they were losing facts
[41:56 - 41:59] But then everybody hating on me when I go
[41:59 - 42:02] Hold up a second, go see there's something I gotta know
[42:02 - 42:05] When you look at my face
[42:05 - 42:08] You're your man cause I'm doing it, yo
[42:08 - 42:12] Cause I'm mad when you look at my face
[42:12 - 42:15] I'm mad, I'm mad
[42:15 - 42:19] When you look at my face
[42:19 - 42:22] You're your man cause I'm doing it, yo
[42:22 - 42:26] Cause I'm mad when you look at my face
[42:26 - 42:29] You're your man, who are you man?
[42:29 - 42:34] I'm one of the best, but they judging me
[42:34 - 42:38] Even though they all know that their music, we can't fuck with me
[42:38 - 42:42] There ain't no part of me, I'll come to see that I might be criticized
[42:42 - 42:45] For the way it's the way it's waiting where I touch your feet
[42:45 - 42:48] Your child just drops, your face stole
[42:48 - 42:52] So no, you're looking at me, you're in your attempt to entertain my throne
[42:52 - 42:55] But I'll make you slow, try to get so they can hear me out
[42:55 - 42:59] I need your sympathy, I'll choke those that are getting near me now
[42:59 - 43:02] I can't believe you're in my mind, I gotta guide me
[43:02 - 43:05] Don't know how I became this demon that decided me
[43:05 - 43:09] Told me you're trying me, oh God save your life
[43:09 - 43:12] If you're watching someone who can't find me
[43:12 - 43:16] I ain't back in town, this is my face, you better see the mask
[43:16 - 43:19] I'm maybe I'm missing some shit that'll make you see the mask
[43:19 - 43:22] And it's so surprising, don't be to watch your words
[43:22 - 43:26] I don't fuck with her, he said she's had no question, I got you so
[43:26 - 43:29] You look at my face
[43:29 - 43:32] You're your man cause I'm doing it, yo
[43:32 - 43:36] Cause I'm mad when you look at my face
[43:36 - 43:39] You're your man cause I'm doing it, yo
[43:39 - 43:43] Cause I'm mad when you look at my face
[43:43 - 43:46] You're your man cause I'm doing it, yo
[43:46 - 43:50] Cause I'm mad when you look at my face
[43:50 - 43:53] You're your man cause I'm doing it, yo
[43:53 - 43:56] Cause I'm mad when you look at my face
[43:56 - 43:59] You're your man cause I'm doing it, yo
[43:59 - 44:02] I'm sure man, y'all trolls are mad as fuck
[44:03 - 44:04] *phone rings*
[44:04 - 44:28] Y'all trolls are just mad that I'm doing big shit on my level my fucking way
[44:31 - 44:32] *phone rings*
[44:32 - 44:46] Now I figure we may as well finish this off with something huge baby
[44:46 - 44:48] *heartbeat*
[44:48 - 45:07] I saw all my real fans out there
[45:07 - 45:10] Tell me I enjoyed what I did
[45:10 - 45:13] It's fire once for you guys
[45:14 - 45:18] Thank y'all for being so fucking awesome and so badass
[45:18 - 45:27] We got this
[45:41 - 45:46] I feel your face define again
[45:46 - 45:49] But it's over
[45:49 - 45:56] I'm ready for the ride to begin
[45:56 - 45:59] For the rammer
[45:59 - 46:06] I broke the path and led me to the end
[46:07 - 46:12] Forever around the heat
[46:12 - 46:16] With nothing left to give
[46:16 - 46:19] Forever
[46:19 - 46:24] When angels fall with broken rings
[46:24 - 46:27] I can't give up
[46:27 - 46:29] I can't give in
[46:29 - 46:34] When all is lost in tame night ends
[46:34 - 46:36] I'll carry you
[46:36 - 46:41] And we will live forever
[46:41 - 46:44] Forever
[46:44 - 47:00] Great skies will chase the night away
[47:00 - 47:03] No longer
[47:03 - 47:10] I will define the only took remains
[47:10 - 47:13] Forever
[47:13 - 47:17] United I will stand
[47:17 - 47:22] And I will let this end
[47:22 - 47:28] When angels fall with broken rings
[47:28 - 47:30] I can't give up
[47:30 - 47:32] I can't give in
[47:32 - 47:37] When all is lost in tame night ends
[47:37 - 47:40] I'll carry you
[47:40 - 47:44] And we will live forever
[47:44 - 47:47] Forever
[47:47 - 47:54] The sun begins to rise
[47:54 - 47:59] And wash away the skies
[47:59 - 48:04] The turning of the tide
[48:04 - 48:08] Don't leave it all behind
[48:08 - 48:13] And I will never say goodbye
[48:13 - 48:19] When angels fall with broken rings
[48:19 - 48:21] I can't give up
[48:21 - 48:24] I can't give in
[48:24 - 48:28] When all is lost in tame night ends
[48:28 - 48:31] I'll carry you
[48:31 - 48:36] And we will live forever
[48:36 - 49:02] Forever
[49:02 - 49:04] So to everybody out there
[49:04 - 49:08] that feels like you can't do whatever the fuck you want to do with your life
[49:08 - 49:11] I said fuck the trolls
[49:11 - 49:13] Fuck Marty
[49:13 - 49:18] Fuck anybody that hates on you guys
[49:18 - 49:21] If you want to be an artist like me
[49:21 - 49:24] If you want to be a truly independent artist like I'm doing
[49:24 - 49:26] And help people through your music
[49:26 - 49:30] Then fuck them through that shit
[49:30 - 49:33] If you want to do creepy weird artwork like I do
[49:33 - 49:34] Go for it
[49:34 - 49:36] I want to see it
[49:36 - 49:38] If you want to be a doctor
[49:38 - 49:40] You chase that shit
[49:40 - 49:42] If you want to be some sort of athlete
[49:42 - 49:46] You fucking work your ass off of that shit and go for it
[49:46 - 49:49] No matter what you want to do
[49:49 - 49:52] Fuck what these people say about you
[49:52 - 49:56] I stopped doing a fucking long time ago
[49:56 - 50:01] Do I see it?
[50:01 - 50:03] Yes I do but guess what?
[50:03 - 50:06] I don't pay no motherfucking mind
[50:06 - 50:08] You want to know why?
[50:08 - 50:12] Because their words are only fucking words, ain't they?
[50:12 - 50:15] Matter of fact
[50:15 - 50:19] I'm gonna leave y'all off with a little something from the man out of church himself
[50:19 - 50:23] Shout out to church by the way
[50:23 - 50:41] I'm gonna tell you right now
[50:41 - 50:44] What I'm about to show you is what helped me get my ass back in the gear
[50:44 - 50:51] You know, the crazier my life gets and the weirder it gets
[50:51 - 50:55] And the more shit that happens that I gotta deal with
[50:55 - 51:01] You know, that you see in all these fucking movies about musicians
[51:01 - 51:04] And the shit they go through with their family and stuff
[51:04 - 51:06] I'm fucking cool with it bro
[51:06 - 51:08] I'm fucking cool with it
[51:08 - 51:10] I say it I'm fucking cool with it
[51:10 - 51:12] You know why I'm cool with it?
[51:12 - 51:14] My grandpa told me one time, he said you know what?
[51:14 - 51:17] If somebody's fucking with you, just always know this
[51:17 - 51:22] That's one less person they're messing with that probably can't take it
[51:22 - 51:24] You can take it
[51:24 - 51:26] You can stand up to people
[51:26 - 51:30] And you doing that shows the ones who regularly couldn't take it
[51:30 - 51:32] It shows them that they can too
[51:32 - 51:34] That's why the fuck I'm here
[51:34 - 51:38] I make music and I show people that I can take that shit
[51:38 - 51:40] I can take whatever anybody throws at me bro
[51:40 - 51:42] I'm that motherfucker dude
[51:42 - 51:46] And you know what? You should feel like that motherfucker too
[51:46 - 51:48] You really should
[51:48 - 51:50] And if you don't
[51:50 - 51:53] You need to wake up feeling like that motherfucker
[51:53 - 51:55] Don't nobody tell your story
[51:55 - 51:58] Don't nobody write your story
[51:58 - 52:00] You're the writer
[52:00 - 52:02] Your feet is the motherfucking pins
[52:02 - 52:04] And the ground is the paper
[52:04 - 52:06] Get the writing
[52:06 - 52:08] And I say get the writing because
[52:08 - 52:11] Hey man, people got their own motherfucking feet
[52:11 - 52:15] If they're too lazy to go walk around that's not your problem
[52:15 - 52:19] They always have said actions speak louder than words
[52:19 - 52:23] And some people walk it and some people talk it
[52:23 - 52:27] Well you know what? Some people walk it and talk it
[52:27 - 52:30] They say actions speak louder than words
[52:30 - 52:33] Because if this motherfucker over here who don't like me
[52:33 - 52:36] Is talking some words about me
[52:36 - 52:39] And those words that he's talking don't match my actions
[52:39 - 52:42] Well then I guess my actions are a little bit louder, ain't they?
[52:42 - 52:45] Another cliche metaphor that I thought about today
[52:45 - 52:47] That we've been hearing our whole life
[52:47 - 52:49] Sticks and stones may break your bones
[52:49 - 52:50] But words will never hurt you
[52:50 - 52:52] You know why that is?
[52:52 - 52:56] Because when you have a dream and you're chasing that motherfucker up a hill
[52:56 - 52:59] Yeah, you're gonna crawl over sticks and stones to get to the top
[52:59 - 53:02] But guess what? When you're halfway up
[53:02 - 53:06] You don't even fucking hear the people shouting these shit ass words no more
[53:06 - 53:09] It's silent up here, bro
[53:09 - 53:12] So when you don't even pay those motherfuckers no mind
[53:12 - 53:14] You tend to crawl over some sticks and stones
[53:14 - 53:17] Faster than you thought you could in the first place
[53:17 - 53:19] Another thing
[53:19 - 53:22] Your boy has seen all the music documentaries
[53:22 - 53:25] I know what happens
[53:25 - 53:27] I know what I signed up for
[53:27 - 53:30] I know what I'm gonna go through
[53:30 - 53:36] I don't care
[53:36 - 53:39] I'm getting told she wasn't even thinking about it
[53:39 - 53:41] You know why?
[53:41 - 53:45] Because I want to be a living statement, dude
[53:45 - 53:47] For people like me
[53:47 - 53:53] People in the future that don't do so much shit they think that they ain't fucking got nothing left
[53:53 - 53:56] Look how many of these artists out here have killed themselves, bro
[53:56 - 53:59] I'm never gonna do that
[53:59 - 54:02] Because I'm gonna prove I don't have to resort to that
[54:02 - 54:05] I'm gonna prove that I'm no fucker
[54:05 - 54:08] I'm gonna prove that you couldn't do clean in the face
[54:08 - 54:10] I'm gonna fucking smile at you
[54:10 - 54:12] And don't get it twisted
[54:12 - 54:14] You hear my voice raising? You want me to get loud?
[54:14 - 54:16] That's not anger
[54:16 - 54:17] No
[54:17 - 54:19] That's passion, dude
[54:19 - 54:21] That's fucking freedom
[54:21 - 54:23] That's not being scared of nobody
[54:23 - 54:26] That's not being scared to chase you with a motherfucking dream
[54:26 - 54:29] That's not being scared to cut motherfuckers out of your life
[54:29 - 54:32] No matter who it is
[54:32 - 54:34] You're the boss
[54:34 - 54:38] Inside of here there is no workplace
[54:38 - 54:39] There is no CEO
[54:39 - 54:40] There is no manager
[54:40 - 54:42] There is no boss up here
[54:42 - 54:45] It's only you
[54:45 - 54:48] And your actions
[54:48 - 54:52] You wanna be right up here? You gotta do a right fucking action
[54:52 - 54:55] And you can't listen to all these other fucking words
[54:55 - 54:59] Fuck these people's words
[54:59 - 55:01] You come in this world alone
[55:01 - 55:03] You leave this motherfucker alone
[55:03 - 55:06] When you leave, my shit is real, bro
[55:06 - 55:32] I don't think I need to say any more, man
[55:33 - 55:35] I really fucking don't, dude
[55:35 - 55:38] 'Cause Church done said it himself, bro
[55:38 - 55:45] So for all y'all don't motherfuckers, that think you're gonna stop me?
[55:45 - 55:47] Nah
[55:47 - 55:50] All your words make me laugh
[55:50 - 55:53] All the hatred y'all spew make me fucking
[55:53 - 55:55] I get a kick out of it, bro
[55:55 - 55:57] I really do
[56:00 - 56:04] Like I said, I don't think I need to say anything else, man
[56:04 - 56:07] Church man over here done said it all, bro
[56:07 - 56:12] Why you think I got to where I'm at?
[56:12 - 56:16] You think I give a fuck about money?
[56:16 - 56:18] Nah
[56:18 - 56:21] Money as a tool to survive does help, yeah
[56:21 - 56:27] But me helping someone out is more important than any kind of money I can ever get
[56:27 - 56:30] I would rather be a broke ass motherfucker
[56:30 - 56:33] Helping people out to do what the fuck they want to do
[56:33 - 56:35] Than to sit here
[56:35 - 56:38] And waste my time
[56:38 - 56:39] Wearing up
[56:39 - 56:41] Oh, how much money am I gonna get today?
[56:41 - 56:43] Oh, how am I gonna get this? How am I gonna get that?
[56:43 - 56:45] Fuck that shit
[56:45 - 56:48] A human life is priceless, bro
[56:48 - 56:50] You can't put a price on a human life
[56:50 - 56:52] You can't do it
[56:55 - 56:57] Don't believe me
[56:57 - 56:59] Ask my family
[56:59 - 57:02] Who is the reason I'm here?
[57:02 - 57:04] Alright, y'all know the story
[57:04 - 57:07] Y'all know I wasn't supposed to survive past birth
[57:07 - 57:10] But yeah, here I am 32 years later, motherfucker
[57:10 - 57:13] Here I am 32 years later
[57:13 - 57:16] Even though I wasn't supposed to survive
[57:16 - 57:19] I shouldn't even be here right now
[57:19 - 57:21] But yeah, here I am
[57:21 - 57:25] I don't lie, cuz my family gave a fuck
[57:25 - 57:27] They didn't give a fuck about money
[57:27 - 57:29] They gave a fuck about my life
[57:29 - 57:33] And guess what? I'm here today, bitches
[57:33 - 57:37] So all y'all dumb motherfuckers that wanna talk shit
[57:37 - 57:39] Go ahead, cuz unlike y'all
[57:39 - 57:43] I stared death in the face and laughed
[57:43 - 57:46] I stared death in the face multiple times
[57:46 - 57:49] And laughed my goddamn ass off
[57:50 - 57:53] I stared the grim reaper in the face as a baby
[57:53 - 57:56] Flipped him off and said fuck you
[57:56 - 57:58] Not today, motherfucker
[57:58 - 58:00] And walked about that bitch
[58:00 - 58:04] I got shot at a few months ago
[58:04 - 58:06] You missed, motherfucker
[58:06 - 58:08] You fucking missed
[58:08 - 58:14] Oh, to that dude that did take that shot
[58:14 - 58:16] Let me tell you something, bro
[58:16 - 58:18] Next time learn how to aim, motherfucker
[58:18 - 58:20] Cuz you missed your goddamn target, bro
[58:20 - 58:22] You got fucking missed
[58:22 - 58:25] Learn how to fucking aim next time, dumbass
[58:25 - 58:36] Cuz see, what y'all motherfucking trolls don't realize
[58:36 - 58:40] I see the world through a different pair of lenses than y'all do
[58:40 - 58:44] You guys see it in a regular human's perspective
[58:44 - 58:47] I don't look at the world from the mind of an artist
[58:47 - 58:49] Cuz that's what I was born as
[58:49 - 58:51] As a motherfucking artist
[58:51 - 58:53] Through an artwork and music
[58:53 - 58:55] I was born for this shit
[58:55 - 58:57] That's what I was born to do
[58:57 - 59:02] See, while y'all look at the world through a normal view
[59:02 - 59:04] I look at the world
[59:04 - 59:06] I see everything around me
[59:06 - 59:08] Way fucking differently than most
[59:08 - 59:10] When I look at something
[59:10 - 59:12] I pay attention to shapes
[59:12 - 59:15] I pay attention to words
[59:15 - 59:17] And what I can use
[59:17 - 59:20] And I'll make that shit work
[59:20 - 59:24] Cuz I have the true mind of a fucking artist
[59:24 - 59:27] Cuz y'all have the mind of a sheep
[59:27 - 59:30] Y'all have the mind of a sheep
[59:30 - 59:36] Just like Marty, you guys are sheep for the slaughter
[59:36 - 59:42] At CIA, well, you can agree with me, bro
[59:42 - 59:45] You trolls have the mind of a goddamn sheep
[59:45 - 59:49] You guys fall around with all these other motherfuckers do
[59:49 - 59:51] Just to gain fame
[59:51 - 59:54] And so y'all try to gain client off of me
[59:54 - 59:56] Knowing who the fuck I am
[59:56 - 60:09] And you know what's funny about that?
[60:09 - 60:12] Y'all motherfuckers sit here and say that I ain't shit
[60:12 - 60:14] That I ain't shit
[60:14 - 60:15] That I'm not really famous
[60:15 - 60:16] Hmm, that's funny
[60:16 - 60:18] If I ain't famous, then why the fuck is my song
[60:18 - 60:19] Shreemix and see
[60:19 - 60:24] Have over a hundred fucking remixes to date
[60:24 - 60:27] Trust me, I've heard all the remixes
[60:27 - 60:29] And all y'all that have done those remixes
[60:29 - 60:31] I fucking dig that shit, bro
[60:31 - 60:33] Those shreemixes and see remixes
[60:33 - 60:35] Bro, those are fucking dope
[60:35 - 60:36] I fucking love 'em
[60:36 - 60:38] I love all the remixes, man
[60:38 - 60:40] That shit's fired me
[60:40 - 60:42] I love those remixes, man
[60:42 - 60:44] That shit's dope
[60:44 - 60:49] So before y'all trolls go sparking their mouths again
[60:49 - 60:52] Talking about how I ain't shit
[60:52 - 60:55] How I ain't ever gonna be shit
[60:55 - 60:59] Who do you think wrote street racing scene, motherfucker?
[60:59 - 61:00] Me
[61:00 - 61:03] Who do you think has a brand new street racing song
[61:03 - 61:05] Dropping real soon?
[61:05 - 61:06] Yeah, boy
[61:07 - 61:13] Who do you think did the Lincoln Park and 50 Cent mashup?
[61:13 - 61:15] Yeah, boy
[61:15 - 61:21] Who do you think dropped "I Am A Monster" from their album Blackout?
[61:21 - 61:28] Me again, who the fuck do you think wrote "Please Notice Me" back in 2018?
[61:28 - 61:30] Yeah, boy, dude
[61:30 - 61:33] So I've actually done shit
[61:34 - 61:36] I've done a shit
[61:36 - 61:45] So while y'all are running around talking all this mess about me
[61:45 - 61:48] I'm not here doing real shit, motherfuckers
[61:48 - 61:53] I'm not here doing real motherfucking shit
[61:53 - 62:00] After all, y'all, I don't know why I do have a brand new album that I am working on
[62:00 - 62:05] That will all on all major platforms by this time next month
[62:05 - 62:08] Not saying what time it is
[62:08 - 62:11] Not saying whether it's gonna be a vocal track
[62:11 - 62:14] Not saying whether it's gonna be instrumental or what
[62:14 - 62:17] I'm gonna surprise you guys with some shit
[62:17 - 62:20] But your boy is working on some brand new shit
[62:20 - 62:22] You can guarantee your ass that
[62:22 - 62:25] And your boy is working on a fucking art shop
[62:25 - 62:32] With my brand new art series that I re-upped from back in 2008, motherfucker
[62:32 - 62:39] Your boy is bringing my old school style from 2008 back into the fucking future
[62:39 - 62:43] And doing some dope shit for everybody that's been wanting my artwork
[62:43 - 62:46] You guys are gonna get some dope ass artwork on some merch
[62:46 - 62:49] Coming real fucking soon, I guarantee that right now
[62:49 - 62:54] So all y'all dumbasses that think you're gonna prevent me from making money
[62:54 - 62:58] Shit and rotate, motherfuckers, ain't gonna happen
[62:58 - 63:09] I'm bringing my old school eyeless art, my creepy shit, back to the fucking light
[63:09 - 63:17] I'm bringing my old school eyeless creepy creasy weird dark shit back
[63:17 - 63:20] And there ain't no motherfucking gonna stop me neither
[63:21 - 63:26] I don't give a fuck whether it's that little pussy boy subgaming up on Marty's panel
[63:26 - 63:29] And by the way subgaming, you're a fucking joke, dude
[63:29 - 63:32] Just like Marty, your piece of shit joke
[63:32 - 63:36] You're a cheek to the goddamn slaughter just like Marty is
[63:36 - 63:40] Which is sad because I've seen potential in you
[63:40 - 63:42] But like I told you last night, bro
[63:42 - 63:45] You wanna waste your time being a follower?
[63:45 - 63:48] Go ahead, jump to your goddamn death
[63:48 - 63:50] And your goddamn career
[63:51 - 63:54] Commit career suicide, dude
[63:54 - 63:58] You're committing career suicide by hanging with Marty
[63:58 - 64:02] But if you wanna commit career suicide, that's on you
[64:02 - 64:04] I can't stop you
[64:04 - 64:07] I tried to help you, I tried to warn you
[64:07 - 64:11] And everybody saw I tried to warn you, bro
[64:11 - 64:18] So if you wanna commit career suicide and kill your career on YouTube before it even begins, then so be it, bro
[64:19 - 64:21] That's on you
[64:21 - 64:25] Me, I like my career where it's at
[64:25 - 64:27] I got the haters who hate
[64:27 - 64:30] That bring me more clout and more fame
[64:30 - 64:34] And I got my real fans who genuinely love what I fucking do
[64:34 - 64:38] And all the real fans, you know what I love you guys, you guys are awesome
[64:38 - 64:43] Alright, come on
[64:43 - 64:48] Y'all, the real fans here, y'all took a tiny motherfucker like me
[64:48 - 64:51] And blew me the fuck up in a real big way
[64:51 - 64:53] And I'm proud of that
[64:53 - 64:57] And also, from you haters, I wanna say thank you, you wanna know why?
[64:57 - 65:04] And I'm not talking like funny shit here, I mean real fucking shit here, dude
[65:04 - 65:07] I mean, I'm talking real hard to hard shit here, man
[65:07 - 65:10] To all y'all haters, I wanna say thank you for one thing
[65:10 - 65:15] Because if you haters hate on me, my name blew up
[65:16 - 65:23] Which they allowed my girl, my girlfriend to find me and follow me on YouTube and shit
[65:23 - 65:32] And because you guys, I now have the best woman in my life who I'm grateful for every fucking day, man
[65:32 - 65:34] Y'all haters brought us together, man
[65:34 - 65:38] Y'all haters brought me and my girl together, dude
[65:38 - 65:42] And trust me, we appreciate the fuck out of that shit
[65:43 - 65:49] 'Cause one black tape or fucking shirt, she saw it as a motherfucking rock and she ain't going nowhere
[65:49 - 65:56] So to all y'all that did bring us together, thank you, you guys are fucking awesome
[65:56 - 66:01] I continue to say that I got the best girlfriend in the motherfucking world, bro
[66:01 - 66:02] Straight up
[66:02 - 66:07] 'Cause I like the others, she ain't running, she ain't backing down
[66:07 - 66:11] She knows what the fuck goes on, and she don't care
[66:12 - 66:15] She don't give a fuck about y'all haters, she gives a fuck about me
[66:15 - 66:17] And that's saying a lot
[66:17 - 66:20] 'Cause all my actions have fucking ran
[66:20 - 66:25] Just saying, all my actions have fucking bounced the fuck out and ran
[66:25 - 66:27] When shit got harder, they ran
[66:27 - 66:31] But when shit gets harder with me, she fucking has my back
[66:31 - 66:34] And is ready to go to war right along with me
[66:34 - 66:39] When shit gets tough, she's right there beside me, fucking ready to go
[66:39 - 66:45] And I can't thank her enough for that shit
[66:45 - 66:53] So to my wonderful amazing girl, thank you baby for sticking by me through all this shit
[66:53 - 66:57] I want to say thank you for standing by me and all that's having my back
[66:57 - 66:59] Despite all this crazy shit
[66:59 - 67:03] I want to say thank you, you are fucking wonderful, you are awesome
[67:03 - 67:08] And I couldn't ask for a better half of me than you at all, baby
[67:08 - 67:09] I really couldn't
[67:09 - 67:17] 'Cause you really are the better half of me for a fucking shirt
[67:17 - 67:31] Now with that being said, I gotta shout out them boys
[67:31 - 67:35] Oh by the way, I did forget to mention this at the beginning of the stream
[67:36 - 67:40] And if y'all would like to donate, my cash shop is in the description of this video
[67:40 - 67:45] If y'all want to donate man, be sure to hit up my cash app, bro
[67:45 - 67:50] And with that being said, I'm going to drop my shop here later on today
[67:50 - 67:54] I will catch you guys later, I'm out of this mug, y'all, fucking love you guys
[67:54 - 68:05] As I always say, stay humble, stay positive, fuck the haters and what they say about you guys
[68:05 - 68:09] You guys are awesome, and don't let nobody tell you any different, man
[68:09 - 68:11] I fucking love you guys, man
[68:11 - 68:17] I'm out of here, y'all
[68:17 - 68:19] Peace