2023-2-24 THE TRUTH BEHIND ME BEING BULLIED

[0:02 - 0:04] What's up everybody?
[0:05 - 0:11] For those of you that don't know me, what's up? My name is Chance, but everybody knows me on YouTube as Sairax
[0:11 - 0:15] That's the name that you know, blew me up. That's the name that
[0:16 - 0:18] you know
[0:18 - 0:20] Yeah
[0:20 - 0:23] you know
[0:23 - 0:25] here and
[0:25 - 0:27] but I
[0:27 - 0:30] Wanted to tell you guys the truth the real fucking truth
[0:31 - 0:42] About how I got in this whole situation and why I get bullied a lot of the times now this chick named Candle Smith I
[0:43 - 0:45] Dated her
[0:45 - 0:51] For a good while and I later found out until about six months
[0:54 - 0:57] That she was fucking crazy
[0:57 - 1:04] And when I say crazy like this chick thought she was a fucking werewolf, and yes
[1:04 - 1:10] I said I know it sounds crazy, but she believed that she was a fucking werewolf
[1:11 - 1:13] And when I talking like you know team wolf
[1:14 - 1:18] Kind of werewolf. We're talking motherfucking full-blown
[1:18 - 1:29] Jacob black kind of werewolf, and so I thought I had a look
[1:30 - 1:32] like
[1:32 - 1:34] Believe what you want
[1:34 - 1:36] Whatever, you know
[1:37 - 1:44] But I'm not about that. So, you know, I'm just
[1:46 - 1:48] Go mean we're done
[1:48 - 1:51] That's too crazy for me. That's weird shit
[1:52 - 1:56] Like I'm not I don't like that. I don't rock with that
[1:57 - 2:01] Now don't get it wrong. I do believe in strange things happening
[2:01 - 2:06] I do believe in the spiritual world the spirit realm. I do believe in that stuff
[2:06 - 2:09] Because that's a lot of you guys know I was born and raised Christian
[2:10 - 2:16] but later on found out in my teen years from my older brother that I was half-witken because
[2:17 - 2:21] My ancestor was Jonathan Putnam from the Salem Witch Trials
[2:22 - 2:24] So I do you know
[2:25 - 2:31] Believe in you know the other side is being able to do stuff that most people would see you
[2:31 - 2:33] as crazy or insane
[2:34 - 2:37] But I don't believe in werewolves like that
[2:38 - 2:42] So I told her I hate you know you do you I'm gonna go
[2:43 - 2:47] Like I don't live with that. That's too crazy me. So I did
[2:48 - 2:53] But the minute I left her and I blocked her on Facebook
[2:54 - 3:00] She decided to run her mouth on Facebook about me and because I had her blog I
[3:01 - 3:03] Was not able to see the video
[3:04 - 3:10] That she made about me until one of my friends downloaded that video and sent to me on Facebook
[3:10 - 3:12] I was like yo, dude, I need to see this
[3:13 - 3:17] And by this point I already know that she had a YouTube channel
[3:18 - 3:21] So I was like yo that I let me say something
[3:22 - 3:26] So I did and I spoke on her because she had claimed that I had
[3:26 - 3:31] Wait her and done this and done that when I didn't know such thing
[3:32 - 3:38] And the next four years consisted of me and her going back and forth over dumb shit
[3:38 - 3:42] and during that time this guy in music is Marty had
[3:44 - 3:46] You know entered the fray
[3:46 - 3:58] Now at first I thought he was just a regular troll. I thought he was something that you know, it's just another hater
[3:58 - 4:01] Just at this point. I didn't know what a troll was
[4:02 - 4:04] I really didn't know what a troll was
[4:05 - 4:13] I only knew two things haters and fans. I thought this dude is just a straight-up asshole haters. I'll let you know like
[4:14 - 4:16] Stay the fuck over there
[4:16 - 4:21] And it stayed like that for a while like he's minding his own business
[4:21 - 4:24] And so one day when candle decided to pretend
[4:25 - 4:27] That she would fake her debt
[4:28 - 4:33] She pretended that she was dead. She pretended to fake her debt
[4:34 - 4:42] Now my friend Paul it's time to message me on YouTube and hey, you know, you need to see this blah blah
[4:42 - 4:46] And I didn't realize later
[4:47 - 4:49] That's how way later down the road
[4:49 - 4:53] That candle said all this shit up to make me look back
[4:53 - 4:58] And when I called it out on her bullshit, that's when Marty got involved
[4:59 - 5:07] was during the time of you know her pretending to be dead and a lot of the people that were supporters of mine
[5:08 - 5:14] Decided to turn tail and I got oh, you're a fucking asshole. You're this you're that blah blah blah
[5:15 - 5:20] You know, you're a bad dude. You caused so many to kill themselves
[5:20 - 5:24] But then a lot of that changed over time when I exposed candle
[5:25 - 5:26] for
[5:26 - 5:28] not killing yourself
[5:29 - 5:33] for fixing her debt and
[5:33 - 5:39] After I got accused of all that shit. I said, you know, Marty entered the picture
[5:40 - 5:48] And I was like, yo, you're this this this and this and all this shit went on for a good fucking while
[5:49 - 5:56] Why it went on for a pretty good year and a half meeting called all kinds means all kind of books
[5:58 - 6:03] like all kinds of books, but then
[6:04 - 6:10] Everything kind of died down for a while and simmered down. I was able to do my thing without being attacked very much
[6:11 - 6:21] The fast forward 2019 when my ex-hunter was living here. That's when shit got real fucking bad real fucking fast
[6:23 - 6:27] Because as you guys know Heather stayed here with me and I'll be honest
[6:28 - 6:32] Things between you and her were very fucking toxic
[6:32 - 6:34] very toxic
[6:34 - 6:39] So she ended up
[6:39 - 6:40] leaving
[6:40 - 6:43] And as you guys know, but while she was here
[6:44 - 6:49] This dude named jungle John or whatever
[6:50 - 6:57] Who was the guy that I dealt with in the past said yo, I'm tired of you doing this this this
[6:58 - 7:02] You're a fucking petal when I wasn't when I'm not and I still I'm not
[7:03 - 7:07] He was all I go. I want to fight you. I see you here. You're here
[7:08 - 7:14] So I got tired of this dude right this fucking talk sucker. So what did I do? I?
[7:15 - 7:21] Went down to the community center down here where he told me to meet him. So I'm like, all right, bro
[7:21 - 7:23] Where are you at?
[7:23 - 7:26] You know, I went down there here to throw hands ready to fucking go
[7:28 - 7:33] This dude flies like oh, I won't be able to start a town
[7:34 - 7:38] This dude wasn't anywhere in the fucking vicinity of where he told me to meet him
[7:39 - 7:42] so I give back in the motherfucker car and
[7:44 - 7:52] Me and Heather had got to the house with my family on the way back
[7:53 - 7:54] Me and her hop on a
[7:55 - 8:01] live stream with or now past friend Jimmy who's since then passed away
[8:01 - 8:05] We hop on the hangout with her for a bit and kick in the show
[8:07 - 8:08] well
[8:08 - 8:10] Well, did I know?
[8:10 - 8:12] Marty
[8:12 - 8:20] Would make a pass at me and at first I didn't catch it. It's okay. They're leaving the live stream
[8:20 - 8:22] Going back and we playing the live stream
[8:23 - 8:25] for me to catch it and
[8:25 - 8:29] I told them nicely go. I appreciate the love
[8:29 - 8:32] You know, I appreciate the flattering but I'm not gay
[8:32 - 8:35] I don't roll that way and
[8:36 - 8:39] This dude couldn't handle no for an answer
[8:39 - 8:47] And I do to this day still have full-on proof screenshots of him acting really fucking weird
[8:47 - 8:56] by text message to his girlfriend. I still have that shit
[8:57 - 9:05] But what's really messed up about all that shit is this man since that night I turned him down
[9:05 - 9:10] He is made a tax on me made phone calls to my family
[9:11 - 9:15] Threatened to rape and murder myself and my family
[9:16 - 9:20] Has hired somebody to try to kill me a few months ago
[9:24 - 9:28] But this guy did nothing more than harass me and attack me
[9:28 - 9:36] It's held couple years ago when him and my ex-kinder who by the way
[9:38 - 9:41] Has tried to get friends to kill me
[9:41 - 9:45] Why she has tried to get people to actually
[9:46 - 9:54] You know kill me this chick is one in several different states for several shit including here in Ohio
[9:55 - 9:58] So this bitch is fucking nuts
[10:02 - 10:04] but
[10:04 - 10:10] Candle to get back at me can spy with Marty and natural mafia to target me
[10:10 - 10:13] Who at the time was going by Masshole reports?
[10:16 - 10:21] Now Masshole reports pretending to be an 18 year old of age female
[10:24 - 10:26] Pretending to be an of age female
[10:28 - 10:34] Said that she enjoyed my work in this night and the other told me she had to go because she has some stuff
[10:34 - 10:37] She had to finish up or whatever. All right, cool
[10:38 - 10:45] Do you think give me back up and bear my this is all while we were on the phone like she said this
[10:46 - 10:56] She comes back a few hours later
[10:57 - 10:59] Now we start talking again
[11:01 - 11:06] My text message, you know, she hits me up saying hey, you know, I'm done. My phone's actually really weird
[11:06 - 11:12] You know can we text sure not a problem. So we started texting back and forth that whole day
[11:13 - 11:17] and during that time frame
[11:17 - 11:19] She decides to
[11:19 - 11:25] Get real personal and at that time I wasn't with anybody and I was looking for somebody
[11:26 - 11:31] So she tricks me in this time here certain images of myself
[11:33 - 11:36] Which I'm gonna let y'all's mind wander on that one
[11:36 - 11:43] So I'm pretty sure y'all already know for all you guys out there when I check guys you first time images y'all already know
[11:43 - 11:51] What's up cuz y'all fellas out there? You can't tell me you haven't done that shit. So I did
[11:52 - 11:56] she then turns around and sends an image of
[11:57 - 12:05] Somebody who claimed to be her she sent an image of this person claiming to be her
[12:06 - 12:09] Then actually sends that image
[12:10 - 12:19] She turns around and claims to be underage and it was at that moment that I knew
[12:19 - 12:21] something was up
[12:21 - 12:25] When she claimed to be 18, I knew something was up
[12:26 - 12:28] And ever since that day
[12:29 - 12:36] Like the cops came out here a few times about that every single one world I do you're not a pedophile
[12:37 - 12:41] You're not this you're not that you just gotta careful who you talked to and I have been
[12:42 - 12:50] But ever since then I've been attacked. I've lost my job with several friends. I
[12:51 - 12:53] Got kicked out the record label that I was on
[12:54 - 12:59] Which as you guys know I'm not doing music too much anymore just cuz you know
[13:00 - 13:07] I'm burned out on it, and I am still working on it though. Like I'm still working on it
[13:07 - 13:10] I'm just kind of not doing it on that level anymore
[13:11 - 13:14] But despite all that shit that I went through
[13:15 - 13:17] Because I was being bullied on
[13:17 - 13:23] YouTube over some stupid shit that ain't fucking cool. I figured all right
[13:23 - 13:25] Let me try my hand at switch
[13:26 - 13:30] Cuz I have a couple friends that are on there and it's not in the other
[13:30 - 13:37] So yo, let me sign up for switch because I have an account when we sign into my shit and get that popping off again
[13:37 - 13:39] so I did and
[13:40 - 13:44] Not with the red panda who is was a friend of mine at the time
[13:45 - 13:49] This I had to raid my channel on Twitch and you guys don't know what rating is
[13:49 - 13:55] It's where they take a bunch of people and they just flood your stuff with followers and
[13:55 - 13:59] Likes and real people and stuff that you know to get you going
[14:00 - 14:03] He got me up to 300 and something
[14:04 - 14:09] Which I appreciate
[14:09 - 14:14] but I took that number and
[14:14 - 14:16] Went for 300 something
[14:17 - 14:23] All the way up to 837 and I was making real money
[14:23 - 14:34] I was making about a hundred something a month, which isn't bad. I was making like a hundred and eleven or a hundred and something a month
[14:34 - 14:37] Which I was then going to use to reinvest
[14:38 - 14:40] into my channel
[14:40 - 14:44] Now Marty didn't like that. I was making money
[14:45 - 14:49] Music this Marty did not like the fact that I was making money on Twitch
[14:50 - 14:57] So what did he do? He hired this guy named William Glory hole to hack my shit and
[14:58 - 15:06] They could look like I was doing stuff outside of Twitch that I was not doing and ever since then I
[15:07 - 15:09] Have tried to get away from these people
[15:09 - 15:14] But every time I make a brand new twitch or do anything to make any kind of money
[15:14 - 15:20] William glory hole and Marty come in and they report me for bullshit reasons
[15:20 - 15:24] William glory hole doesn't want me making money
[15:25 - 15:27] Because he thinks I'm a piece of shit person
[15:28 - 15:33] He thinks I'm an evil person, but really if anybody's ever seen any of my streams
[15:35 - 15:38] Everybody knows that I'm a decent human being I
[15:39 - 15:44] Don't like to fight. I don't like to argue. I don't like to go after people
[15:45 - 15:47] That's not me. That's not what I'm about
[15:47 - 15:55] I left YouTube because of switch so I can get away from being bullied because oh my switch
[15:55 - 15:58] They're very strict. They do not play around. They don't
[15:59 - 16:01] Which doesn't put up with the voting
[16:02 - 16:09] And these people want to see me get voted so they do what they can to keep me on YouTube to keep you being voted
[16:09 - 16:14] And I hate that I want to get away from this troll community
[16:15 - 16:19] I've never ever wanted anything to do with troll community. I
[16:20 - 16:27] Don't know how I got drugged into it. I don't know why I got drugged into it, but it needs to stop
[16:27 - 16:36] So yeah, that's how I got in this situation is because of candle and Marty
[16:37 - 16:40] I have to like a bunch of punk ass fishes and
[16:41 - 16:44] Do it shit to me that wasn't cool or was unfair
[16:45 - 16:53] Everybody always asking why are you not making any money on switch? Why don't you have switch? Why can't you be on switch?
[16:54 - 16:56] I'll tell you why
[16:56 - 17:01] We're going home music this morning and in that food are the reason why
[17:02 - 17:06] Most of you this morning and when you're going home are the reason why
[17:08 - 17:14] They're the reason why I don't have switch every time you give me a one and I keep it to myself
[17:15 - 17:24] They figure it out and they report it. I don't know how to stop hackers like William Glory. Oh
[17:24 - 17:31] Because this man has everything from my IP address and everything. I don't know how to change it
[17:31 - 17:38] I don't know how to stop it so I can be on switch again and not be harassed or attacked
[17:39 - 17:44] But I'm getting tired of not being able to make money doing shit that love
[17:44 - 17:47] What does that be my music my artwork?
[17:47 - 17:53] What have you doing my in-game photography work, which I will be posting on Facebook?
[17:53 - 17:58] Really all that following on Facebook. I will be posting on there
[17:59 - 18:02] But this is what I deal with on a daily basis
[18:02 - 18:07] This is why I've not made any money in the last few years because of these people
[18:07 - 18:15] These people want to try to make me look like shit. But what they failed to realize is that?
[18:17 - 18:21] How I react depends on how I am treated as a person
[18:22 - 18:27] If you treat me like a human being and you treat me with love and respect
[18:27 - 18:32] I'm going to do the same thing back and show you the same love and respect that you show me
[18:34 - 18:37] All of my actions all the fun stuff that I've done
[18:37 - 18:42] Has been a result of me being bullied for the last several years and it needs to stop
[18:45 - 18:49] Would I like to give my job back on switch? I would love that
[18:50 - 18:52] I would love to give my job back
[18:53 - 18:55] And start making money again
[18:56 - 18:58] but until
[18:58 - 19:02] These people either go to shell for breaking all these different laws
[19:02 - 19:04] Or something happens to shut them down
[19:06 - 19:08] I can't see myself
[19:09 - 19:11] Doing anything anytime soon
[19:12 - 19:18] I really can't so if any way out there knows a way to help me
[19:19 - 19:23] To put a stop to William Gore and old to put a stop to Marty
[19:24 - 19:27] And stop all this shit for good so I can be myself fully again
[19:28 - 19:31] And have a fun time creating content like I used to do
[19:32 - 19:34] Please
[19:34 - 19:38] I can use the help
[19:38 - 19:40] So that's my story and that's how I always get started
[19:41 - 19:43] I'll probably love you guys