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2023-2-1 MAKING THINGS RIGHT !!!!!!!!


Uploaded by UNOFFICIAL CYRAX ARCHIVE on February 27th, 2023
Original upload date: February 1st, 2023 (automatically grabbed from title)
[0:19 - 0:22] Good morning Facebook, morning everybody.
[0:22 - 0:31] Sorry I sound like my voice sounds like shit.
[0:31 - 0:38] That's because I've been up all night, all my eyes out.
[0:38 - 0:48] And for a very important reason.
[0:48 - 0:52] You see, over the last six to seven years,
[0:52 - 1:00] I've been attacked relentlessly, bullied constantly,
[1:00 - 1:07] torn down more times than I could fucking count and do.
[1:07 - 1:13] And over all the years of being on YouTube,
[1:13 - 1:18] as a musician, as an artist, as a content creator,
[1:18 - 1:20] I've lost a lot of loved ones.
[1:20 - 1:24] I really have.
[1:24 - 1:28] And it wasn't until the very beginning of this fucking year
[1:28 - 1:30] that I finally got to sit down and grieve
[1:30 - 1:33] about those best that I've lost.
[1:33 - 1:37] Those few that I've lost, the very first day of the year
[1:37 - 1:40] was the first day I got to fucking sit down and grieve
[1:40 - 1:53] in over eight fucking years.
[1:53 - 1:58] And that shit hurt.
[1:58 - 2:06] I'm not being able to do that.
[2:06 - 2:09] But people like you busting gently,
[2:09 - 2:11] which I know you're probably gonna watch this
[2:11 - 2:13] or whatever, that's fine.
[2:13 - 2:16] But busting, I'm calling you the fuck out, man.
[2:17 - 2:19] I'm calling you the fuck out, busting Joey,
[2:19 - 2:21] because motherfuckers like you are the reason
[2:21 - 2:24] why I ain't ever getting nowhere.
[2:24 - 2:27] Motherfuckers like you that tear me down.
[2:27 - 2:29] Motherfuckers like you that wanna see me
[2:29 - 2:35] crumble and hurt.
[2:35 - 2:39] Last night I almost lost a woman that I loved
[2:39 - 2:42] because of you guys.
[2:42 - 2:45] And you know what I did all fucking that long?
[2:45 - 2:52] I bawled my motherfucking eyes out
[2:52 - 2:59] because I knew I fucked up.
[2:59 - 3:02] And I just thank God that she's willing
[3:02 - 3:05] to let me make that shit right.
[3:05 - 3:11] I thank God that she's willing to let me make things right.
[3:11 - 3:13] And all y'all motherfuckers out there
[3:13 - 3:15] that think you're gonna go between me and Jasmine,
[3:15 - 3:18] you're not.
[3:18 - 3:20] Y'all motherfuckers need to stop
[3:20 - 3:23] and get a real goddamn motherfucking life.
[3:25 - 3:33] And stay the fuck out of mine.
[3:33 - 3:36] Whatever, Ken.
[3:36 - 3:39] All y'all motherfucking trolls that wanna sit there
[3:39 - 3:41] and come between me and my people,
[3:41 - 3:43] between me and my girl,
[3:43 - 3:53] y'all motherfuckers need to stop right the fuck now.
[3:53 - 3:56] Cause last night it was a real fucking eye opener
[3:56 - 4:03] for me, man, it really was.
[4:03 - 4:06] You know, all these years I've worked my ass
[4:06 - 4:09] to get to where I'm at.
[4:09 - 4:12] And to Ken, I wanna say thank you to you
[4:12 - 4:14] and your motherfucking daughter
[4:14 - 4:18] for enjoying my music and fucking rocking it like you do.
[4:19 - 4:24] I appreciate that shit more than any fucking thing.
[4:24 - 4:25] And to anybody out there that thinks
[4:25 - 4:28] I'm gonna be mainstream, fuck the mainstream.
[4:29 - 4:31] I would rather do this shit
[4:31 - 4:36] for people like Ken and her daughter and my girl
[4:36 - 4:38] any given day of the fucking week
[4:38 - 4:48] before I signed into the goddamn mainstream.
[4:48 - 4:52] I would rather sit here and be a broke ass motherfucker
[4:52 - 5:00] and do the music for those that need it over anything else.
[5:00 - 5:02] You wanna know why?
[5:02 - 5:03] Cause that's real.
[5:04 - 5:08] That's something real.
[5:08 - 5:11] All these years I've spent wasting,
[5:12 - 5:14] arguing with motherfucking people
[5:14 - 5:16] that don't even fucking matter.
[5:17 - 5:21] Motherfuckers that don't mean anything.
[5:21 - 5:27] That shouldn't mean anything to anybody.
[5:27 - 5:30] Y'all motherfucking trolls think that it's funny
[5:30 - 5:32] to tell me how fucked up someone's life
[5:32 - 5:38] will get fucking what, it ain't funny.
[5:38 - 5:40] Over the last eight years,
[5:40 - 5:44] I've lost close to eight people in my life.
[5:44 - 5:50] Eight people that saw what I was capable of.
[5:50 - 5:51] Eight people that believed in
[5:51 - 5:57] what I was motherfucking doing.
[5:57 - 5:59] Eight people that saw something in me
[5:59 - 6:22] that I didn't see in my motherfucking self.
[6:22 - 6:25] Exactly.
[6:25 - 6:34] And tell your daughter I fully fucking appreciate that shit.
[6:34 - 6:43] Tell your daughter that I fully fucking appreciate that shit.
[6:43 - 6:51] Because I do.
[6:51 - 6:53] Let me tell you something, man.
[6:53 - 6:57] Growing up, I didn't have shit.
[6:57 - 7:01] My dad was in the military, never fucking home.
[7:01 - 7:05] Always off working, on and off face every day.
[7:05 - 7:07] So I never had a father figure around.
[7:07 - 7:09] You wanna know who my father figure was?
[7:09 - 7:13] My teachers.
[7:13 - 7:16] My teachers were my father figures.
[7:16 - 7:18] People like Jason Diller-Frank
[7:18 - 7:20] who played telling on Power Rangers
[7:20 - 7:27] were my father figures growing up.
[7:27 - 7:30] Those were my father figures.
[7:30 - 7:32] My teachers and guys like Jason Diller-Frank
[7:32 - 7:36] from Power Rangers were my father figures growing up.
[7:36 - 7:53] Those were the ones that kept me going every day.
[7:53 - 7:55] I worked my ass off.
[7:55 - 8:00] Telling from nothing 10 years ago.
[8:00 - 8:03] I worked my ass off.
[8:03 - 8:06] I didn't have shit growing up.
[8:06 - 8:11] Anything I wanted, I had to work for.
[8:11 - 8:14] At 10 years old, I was holding my uncle Chuck Bill's
[8:14 - 8:17] a hey, out on his goddamn dairy farm
[8:17 - 8:21] every fucking day of the week.
[8:21 - 8:23] And yeah, I had friends,
[8:23 - 8:25] but while they were all drinking and partying,
[8:25 - 8:26] you know what I was doing?
[8:26 - 8:31] Helping my motherfucking family, that's what.
[8:31 - 8:35] When my older brother got diagnosed with cancer,
[8:35 - 8:40] I fucking, I stopped going to school to help my family.
[8:41 - 8:43] I stopped going to school,
[8:43 - 9:00] then I worked from home to help my motherfucking family.
[9:00 - 9:02] Y'all motherfucking children don't realize
[9:02 - 9:06] the hard ass fucking works that I fucked and put in
[9:06 - 9:13] every single day of the way I do.
[9:13 - 9:20] Last night, fucking broke me, dude.
[9:20 - 9:25] Last night, motherfucking broke me.
[9:25 - 9:38] It broke me so goddamn bad, dude.
[9:38 - 9:42] Cause every girl I've ever been with
[9:42 - 9:44] has either cheated on me,
[9:44 - 9:46] used me for sex and money,
[9:46 - 9:50] or abused me mentally, verbally, and emotionally,
[9:50 - 9:53] and tore me the fuck down
[9:53 - 9:56] to where I felt like I didn't deserve any better.
[9:56 - 10:02] To where I thought I didn't deserve any better.
[10:02 - 10:03] The lady days on,
[10:03 - 10:11] when Jasmine walked into my motherfucking life
[10:11 - 10:15] and she saw past all the motherfucking bullshit
[10:15 - 10:18] that I had been through,
[10:18 - 10:24] and she had looked and saw me for me,
[10:24 - 10:28] and now for who I was on the internet,
[10:28 - 10:29] I knew that was the one that I wanted
[10:29 - 10:34] to spend the rest of my life with.
[10:34 - 10:42] I knew that was the one that I wanted to be with.
[10:42 - 10:45] I knew that that was the one
[10:45 - 10:50] that would have my motherfucking back no matter what.
[10:50 - 10:53] And when y'all motherfucking trolls came in
[10:53 - 10:55] and tried to fuck that up,
[10:55 - 10:57] you don't think that didn't hurt me?
[10:57 - 10:59] You don't think that didn't hurt her?
[10:59 - 11:10] Oh, trust me, it did.
[11:10 - 11:12] Let me tell you something.
[11:12 - 11:14] It hurt me more than anything,
[11:15 - 11:18] knowing that I let some spineless,
[11:18 - 11:22] punk-ass, coward of a goddamn troll
[11:22 - 11:27] fuck me over the way that I got fucked over.
[11:32 - 11:37] The way I got fucked over wasn't right.
[11:37 - 11:46] The way I got fucked over wasn't fair.
[11:46 - 11:53] And that's why I'm starting today.
[11:53 - 11:54] That's why I'm starting today.
[11:54 - 11:57] I'm putting all my motherfucking focus
[11:57 - 11:58] back into where it fucking should have been
[11:58 - 12:00] this whole goddamn time,
[12:00 - 12:05] which is my motherfucking music.
[12:05 - 12:07] Doing it for people I came with her daughter,
[12:07 - 12:09] my family, my friends,
[12:09 - 12:25] those motherfuckers that need it.
[12:25 - 12:29] You guys don't think you trolls.
[12:29 - 12:34] You guys, you don't think that,
[12:34 - 12:38] you don't think that I don't see what you say?
[12:38 - 12:41] You don't think that what you say and do doesn't hurt me?
[12:41 - 12:46] It does.
[12:46 - 12:49] I mean, yeah, you guys taking in,
[12:49 - 12:51] breaking my X-Ox, so what?
[12:51 - 12:54] That's a physical item that can be replaced,
[12:54 - 12:57] which it is being replaced.
[12:57 - 12:58] And then my boy Stephen,
[12:58 - 13:01] I appreciate you for that one, man.
[13:01 - 13:07] I really do.
[13:07 - 13:10] But you guys don't think that it's fair, do you?
[13:10 - 13:14] To do what your motherfuckers do to me every goddamn day.
[13:15 - 13:16] And yeah, busted jelly,
[13:16 - 13:18] I'm talking about you motherfucker.
[13:19 - 13:23] You're the motherfucker posting up all my live stream videos.
[13:23 - 13:25] You're the motherfucker going around
[13:25 - 13:27] doing this shit you do motherfucker.
[13:27 - 13:30] You snake-ass bitch.
[13:30 - 13:33] You don't think I don't see the videos you post, Dustin?
[13:33 - 13:36] You don't think I don't see what you do?
[13:36 - 13:37] I see it.
[13:37 - 13:46] And I'm not okay with it.
[13:46 - 13:52] Y'all motherfucking trolls need to get a goddamn life, man.
[13:52 - 13:54] And Cam here put in best,
[13:54 - 14:00] which said this earlier this morning when I was smoking her.
[14:00 - 14:03] You trolls ain't nothing but motherfucking demons
[14:03 - 14:08] in humans' clothing, in humans' skin.
[14:08 - 14:09] And that's fact.
[14:10 - 14:15] You trolls ain't nothing but pussy-ass demons in humans' skin.
[14:16 - 14:18] That's all you are.
[14:18 - 14:23] You're demons in humans' skin.
[14:23 - 14:48] That's all you trolls are.
[14:48 - 14:52] And brown y'all that don't know my stories,
[14:52 - 14:54] let me tell you something.
[14:54 - 14:57] Let me share with you guys my story
[14:57 - 15:01] and about how I got to this motherfucking point
[15:01 - 15:07] and why I view life the way that I do.
[15:07 - 15:15] The day I was born was the day I was supposed to die.
[15:15 - 15:19] When I was born, I was born one pound 10 ounces
[15:19 - 15:22] with one kidney and one very, very severely
[15:22 - 15:24] underdeveloped lung.
[15:24 - 15:28] And the doctors gave me a motherfucking 1% chance
[15:28 - 15:32] at survival.
[15:32 - 15:37] One fucking percent chance of survival.
[15:37 - 15:41] I wasn't supposed to make it.
[15:41 - 15:44] My biological father had just been arrested
[15:44 - 15:46] and put in prison.
[15:46 - 15:49] My biological mother was unable to take care of me.
[15:50 - 15:54] So my grandma adopted me, making her my mom.
[15:55 - 15:58] And if it wasn't for her adopting me
[15:58 - 16:01] and my godmother, who was the only nurse
[16:01 - 16:04] in the hospital that believed that I would make it,
[16:04 - 16:07] if it wasn't for them doing everything
[16:07 - 16:10] against what the doctors said,
[16:10 - 16:13] I wouldn't motherfucking be here right now.
[16:14 - 16:20] So whenever I say I stared death in the face of the baby,
[16:20 - 16:22] it's because I did.
[16:22 - 16:24] I stared the green river right in the face,
[16:24 - 16:27] looked at him and said,
[16:27 - 16:30] fuck you, I'm not dying today motherfucker.
[16:30 - 16:38] And I walked out of there.
[16:38 - 16:41] And my head was the size of my mom's fist.
[16:42 - 16:47] And my arms and legs were the size of her fucking pinky.
[16:47 - 16:49] That's how tiny I was.
[16:49 - 16:50] Think about that.
[16:51 - 16:55] The size of my mom's fist was the size of my head.
[16:55 - 16:58] And the size of my arms and legs
[16:58 - 17:00] were the size of her pinkies, bro.
[17:00 - 17:03] Think about that.
[17:03 - 17:30] Think about how small that is.
[17:30 - 17:33] Cause the only thing I've been through more fucking shit
[17:33 - 17:36] in my whole fucking life than half the trolls
[17:36 - 17:43] will ever fucking experience.
[17:43 - 17:46] As a kid, I had to watch family and friends
[17:46 - 17:49] go off the war in 2001,
[17:49 - 17:51] when the Twin Towers got hit.
[17:52 - 17:55] I had to sit there and watch friends and family
[17:56 - 18:03] go off the war and fight.
[18:03 - 18:09] And in 2013, my older brother got diagnosed with cancer.
[18:09 - 18:12] And for two and a half years,
[18:12 - 18:15] two and a half years, I had to slowly watch
[18:15 - 18:18] my older brother lose his life
[18:18 - 18:21] against something that no one in this world
[18:21 - 18:25] could ever really and truly beat.
[18:25 - 18:32] I had to slowly watch my older brother die from lung cancer.
[18:32 - 18:35] Every day was an uphill fucking battle.
[18:35 - 18:38] Not only for me, but for him.
[18:39 - 18:42] I had to give up the luxuries of hanging out
[18:42 - 18:50] with my friends to stay at home and help them out.
[18:50 - 18:52] Because that's what a family does.
[18:52 - 18:59] We look out for each other,
[18:59 - 19:06] but nothing would prepare me for 2018 or 2019.
[19:06 - 19:15] 2018 was one of the worst years.
[19:15 - 19:17] Because after my older brother,
[19:17 - 19:21] I lost my best friend Zach to a murder
[19:21 - 19:26] in December of that same year that I lost my brother.
[19:26 - 19:28] And then a couple years later in 2018,
[19:28 - 19:35] I lost my mentor who was like an older brother to me
[19:35 - 19:45] and went to an accidental drug overdose.
[19:45 - 19:49] But in 2019, that would be the worst fucking year in my life.
[19:49 - 19:59] That year changed me for the rest of my fucking life, dude.
[19:59 - 20:04] Because you see this guy named Music Biz Marty on YouTube
[20:04 - 20:08] decided to hire this bitch, Mastro Mafia,
[20:08 - 20:13] to pretend to be an 18 year old legitimate fan of my work.
[20:16 - 20:19] And then she turned around,
[20:19 - 20:23] tricked me into sending her a photo of me,
[20:23 - 20:25] and then turned right back around
[20:25 - 20:28] and sent an image of an underage child
[20:28 - 20:33] and then claiming to be underage.
[20:33 - 20:38] And that whole fucked up situation
[20:38 - 20:42] changed the rest of my life pretty much.
[20:42 - 20:46] Because ever since then doing that shit to me,
[20:46 - 20:49] I was called pedophile.
[20:49 - 20:52] I lost my job with one of my best friends.
[20:53 - 20:59] I got kicked from the record label that I was on.
[20:59 - 21:02] I had my neighbors looking at me weird.
[21:02 - 21:04] The same neighbors that I had known
[21:04 - 21:07] for the last 10 fucking years on this goddamn block.
[21:08 - 21:10] Thankfully, there's one or two of them
[21:10 - 21:12] that didn't buy the bullshit.
[21:13 - 21:16] And to y'all that are on my streets
[21:16 - 21:19] that have had my back, despite what you'll say,
[21:19 - 21:21] I want to say thank you.
[21:21 - 21:29] I appreciate that so much.
[21:29 - 21:32] But y'all motherfuckers doing this shit to me like y'all did.
[21:32 - 21:34] You don't ask for controls.
[21:35 - 21:41] It needs to stop, dude.
[21:41 - 21:45] There's nothing to gain out of fucking with someone's life
[21:45 - 21:46] the way y'all fucking do.
[21:47 - 21:55] There's nothing to gain from that shit.
[21:55 - 21:58] There's nothing to gain from fucking
[21:58 - 22:00] with someone's goddamn life, bro.
[22:00 - 22:04] There's nothing to gain from that shit.
[22:04 - 22:07] There ain't a goddamn thing to gain
[22:07 - 22:09] from fucking with someone's life
[22:09 - 22:20] because you hate what they fucking do.
[22:20 - 22:24] There's nothing to gain from fucking with someone.
[22:24 - 22:27] There's nothing to gain from trolling someone.
[22:27 - 22:33] There's nothing to gain from bullying someone.
[22:33 - 22:34] Do you know any time because of your trolls
[22:34 - 22:37] I sat on the edge of suicide?
[22:37 - 22:41] Do you know any time I sat there and pondered
[22:41 - 22:49] taking my own life but didn't?
[22:49 - 22:52] Two times when I attended a long live stream
[22:52 - 22:55] and thank God my mom fucking saved my life.
[22:55 - 22:58] Thank God my mom coming in and stopping me like she did.
[22:59 - 23:05] I thank God every day that she fucking stopped me.
[23:05 - 23:09] I thank God every day that she fucking stopped me
[23:09 - 23:13] from doing that shit.
[23:13 - 23:17] But these trolls even know how many times
[23:17 - 23:20] I've contemplated taking my own motherfucking life
[23:20 - 23:22] because of what you motherfuckers do.
[23:23 - 23:25] And don't think I don't know about the motherfuckers
[23:25 - 23:28] that have taken their own lives and you guys are troll.
[23:28 - 23:31] You don't think I don't know about that shit.
[23:31 - 23:33] You don't think I don't know about the people
[23:33 - 23:36] who ended their lives because of what you motherfuckers do
[23:36 - 23:39] to people?
[23:39 - 23:42] You don't think that there's a fucking kill me inside
[23:42 - 23:45] and leave me up knowing that innocent fucking people
[23:45 - 23:47] have taken their own lives because
[23:47 - 23:49] of your motherfucking troll's bullying people?
[23:50 - 23:54] You don't think that there's a fucking kill me inside?
[23:54 - 23:59] You don't think that doesn't fucking hurt me?
[23:59 - 24:01] Because even though I may not have known them,
[24:01 - 24:03] that shit still affects me.
[24:03 - 24:05] Knowing that someone took their own life
[24:05 - 24:10] because of you pussy motherfucking trolls.
[24:10 - 24:19] Y'all think what you do is right and it's not.
[24:19 - 24:21] Like I said, I know I'm far from perfect.
[24:21 - 24:23] I know I make mistakes.
[24:23 - 24:25] I know I fuck up sometimes.
[24:25 - 24:28] But it doesn't between me and you motherfucking trolls
[24:29 - 24:31] I may or do admit my wrongdoings.
[24:32 - 24:35] I may or do admit when I'm wrong.
[24:36 - 24:38] I may or do admit and made up
[24:38 - 24:40] to my motherfucking mistakes.
[24:40 - 24:49] Every mistake I've ever made,
[24:49 - 24:51] I have fucking owned up to,
[24:51 - 24:53] despite what your motherfucking trolls say.
[24:54 - 24:56] Despite what y'all say about me,
[24:56 - 25:08] I've owned up to all of my motherfucking mistakes,
[25:08 - 25:09] including last night.
[25:10 - 25:12] I know I fucked up.
[25:12 - 25:15] I know I shouldn't have let that bitch
[25:15 - 25:18] and you trolls get in my head.
[25:18 - 25:29] I know I shouldn't have let y'all get in my head,
[25:29 - 25:33] but I did and that's on me.
[25:33 - 25:38] But no more is acting up fucking happening.
[25:38 - 25:41] Y'all motherfucking trolls, you're done.
[25:41 - 25:46] Dude just said, I need to pick something up,
[25:46 - 27:17] so I'm just gonna hold on.
[27:17 - 27:18] Sorry about that, guys.
[27:18 - 27:22] I need to pick something up real quick.
[27:22 - 27:24] And like I said,
[27:24 - 27:26] y'all motherfucking trolls,
[27:26 - 27:29] you ain't doing this shit no more.
[27:29 - 27:30] You got that?
[27:31 - 27:42] You guys ain't doing shit no more
[27:42 - 27:45] and I'm not joking.
[27:45 - 27:50] Y'all motherfuckers, you ain't getting me no more.
[27:50 - 27:51] Y'all motherfucking trolls,
[27:51 - 28:00] you ain't doing shit to me no more.
[28:00 - 28:03] Cause me, I am gonna make new music.
[28:03 - 28:16] I am gonna do my motherfucking shit
[28:16 - 28:18] and I'm not just doing it for me.
[28:19 - 28:25] I'm doing it for my family, my friends,
[28:25 - 28:26] those that I've lost,
[28:26 - 28:29] there are no longer with us that believe in me,
[28:29 - 28:30] but more importantly,
[28:30 - 28:33] for those that have taken their own lives.
[28:33 - 28:37] And for those like Cam and her daughter,
[28:37 - 28:40] who actually get what it's like to be where I've been at,
[28:40 - 28:41] for people like my girl,
[28:41 - 28:52] who know what it's like to be where I've fucking been at.
[28:52 - 28:53] Y'all motherfuckers can sit there and laugh
[28:53 - 28:55] all you motherfucking want.
[28:55 - 28:57] Go ahead.
[28:57 - 29:01] Cause you're laughing don't mean a goddamn thing to me.
[29:01 - 29:05] You're laughing just shows how pissed off in yourself
[29:05 - 29:06] you really are.
[29:07 - 29:10] You're mad at the fact that you ain't got the balls
[29:10 - 29:14] to do what I motherfucking do.
[29:14 - 29:22] You trolls ain't got the fucking balls to do what I do.
[29:22 - 29:26] You guys ain't got the guts to do the shit that I do.
[29:26 - 29:29] Write the music that I write.
[29:29 - 29:37] Put out the shit that I put out every goddamn day
[29:37 - 29:39] and good for you, Charles.
[29:39 - 29:41] No one cares.
[29:41 - 29:44] No one gives a fuck that you bought a house.
[29:44 - 29:55] Good for you.
[29:55 - 29:58] Do you know how many motherfucking people walk up to me
[29:58 - 30:04] every day on YouTube and on Facebook
[30:04 - 30:07] and ask me why I'm not getting anywhere?
[30:07 - 30:09] Do you know how many motherfucking people ask me
[30:09 - 30:13] why I ain't getting somewhere?
[30:13 - 30:22] Quite a fucking bit.
[30:22 - 30:26] And Cam and her daughter are just one prime example
[30:26 - 30:28] of people that walk up to me every fucking day
[30:28 - 30:31] and ask me why I ain't getting nowhere.
[30:31 - 30:33] Why my music ain't getting out
[30:33 - 30:34] where it needs to be getting out to.
[30:34 - 30:38] Why the fuck I ain't been able to do shit with my music.
[30:38 - 30:43] And y'all motherfucking trolls are the reason fucking why.
[30:43 - 30:46] Y'all trolls are the reason why.
[30:46 - 30:50] You guys, Marty, we're in glory hall
[30:50 - 30:51] and there's gold.
[30:51 - 30:55] All y'all motherfuckers are the reason why.
[30:55 - 30:58] Because every time I start to get a little bit ahead
[30:58 - 31:01] y'all fuck shit up.
[31:01 - 31:04] But not no motherfuckers.
[31:04 - 31:11] Not no motherfucking more.
[31:11 - 31:16] To the people that do appreciate what I do,
[31:16 - 31:21] I wanna say thank you to everybody out there
[31:21 - 31:26] that supports my music and supports me doing my shit.
[31:27 - 31:28] I wanna say thank you
[31:28 - 31:31] because you guys are badass motherfuckers.
[31:31 - 31:33] You guys are fucking awesome.
[31:33 - 31:39] And I appreciate the fuck out of every single one of you guys.
[31:39 - 31:40] And I'm not just saying that.
[31:40 - 31:49] I fucking mean that shit.
[31:49 - 31:52] Y'all trolls are just jealous ass motherfuckers
[31:52 - 31:54] that wish you were me.
[31:54 - 31:59] You wish you had half the talent that I got.
[31:59 - 32:01] You wish you had my skill.
[32:01 - 32:04] You wish you could beat me.
[32:05 - 32:07] You wish you could beat that motherfucker
[32:07 - 32:09] that talks about real shit
[32:09 - 32:12] that no one fucking talks about in their music.
[32:13 - 32:16] You wish you had half my views.
[32:16 - 32:20] You wish you had half my fan base.
[32:20 - 32:25] You wish you did numbers on YouTube the way that I do.
[32:26 - 32:29] I post one video in just thousands of views
[32:29 - 32:33] in a fucking day.
[32:33 - 32:37] One video gets over a thousand views in a day for me, bro.
[32:38 - 32:39] Don't win me.
[32:39 - 32:40] Check my rep.
[32:41 - 32:43] Check my shit on YouTube.
[32:44 - 32:46] Look at how many videos I've posted
[32:46 - 32:48] that have gotten over a thousand views
[32:48 - 32:49] in a fucking day.
[32:50 - 32:53] Go ahead.
[32:53 - 32:54] Go ahead and take a look at how many times
[32:54 - 32:56] I've made a brand new YouTube channel
[32:56 - 32:58] and gotten over a thousand subs
[32:58 - 33:01] and less than a fucking day.
[33:01 - 33:02] Go ahead.
[33:03 - 33:05] I've had none of you motherfuckers
[33:05 - 33:06] trolls could ever do that.
[33:07 - 33:11] Over a thousand subs and less than 24 hours, motherfucker.
[33:11 - 33:13] That's saying something.
[33:14 - 33:16] That shows that I'm meant to be a music.
[33:16 - 33:20] That shows that I'm meant to do this shit.
[33:20 - 33:21] And let me tell you,
[33:21 - 33:24] I ain't let you fucking trolls fuck with me,
[33:24 - 33:33] my girl, or my people ever again.
[33:33 - 33:38] And to cam, to you and your daughter,
[33:38 - 33:40] I wanna say this.
[33:40 - 33:52] Welcome to the motherfucking family.
[33:52 - 33:54] And I wanna say thank you for reaching out
[33:54 - 33:57] to me like you did.
[33:57 - 33:58] I wanna say thank you for reaching out
[33:58 - 34:02] to me like you did last night and helping me out.
[34:02 - 34:03] I fucking appreciate that shit
[34:03 - 34:05] more than anything in the world.
[34:06 - 34:08] I really do.
[34:08 - 34:10] And that's not just coming from a YouTuber
[34:10 - 34:13] or an artist, that's coming from me as a person.
[34:14 - 34:17] There needs to be more people out there like you.
[34:17 - 34:19] There really does.
[34:19 - 34:20] There needs to be more people
[34:20 - 34:22] like you and your daughter out there
[34:22 - 34:24] that are badass motherfuckers
[34:24 - 34:26] that have a good head on their shoulders.
[34:27 - 34:30] There needs to be more people like you guys out there.
[34:30 - 34:31] There really does.
[34:31 - 34:33] Cause maybe if there was more of you guys
[34:33 - 34:35] and less of these idiot trolls
[34:35 - 34:37] like what you're seeing right here,
[34:37 - 34:40] maybe that'd be a little less fucked up bullshit
[34:40 - 34:52] in this world.
[34:52 - 34:58] You say I'm delusional Charles, but am I?
[34:58 - 35:01] Man, everything I have spoken about and said
[35:01 - 35:06] is nothing but the truth.
[35:06 - 35:09] Everything I have spoken and have said
[35:09 - 35:13] is nothing but the goddamn truth.
[35:13 - 35:16] The numbers I do, real.
[35:16 - 35:18] The views I get, real.
[35:18 - 35:24] The subs that I've gotten overnight, very fucking real.
[35:24 - 35:26] So how are you gonna sit there and say what I do
[35:26 - 35:27] is delusional?
[35:27 - 35:30] When the facts speak for itself.
[35:30 - 35:33] Numbers don't lie motherfuckers.
[35:33 - 35:45] Numbers don't fucking lie.
[35:45 - 35:49] Numbers do not fucking lie people.
[35:49 - 36:09] Like I said, starting today.
[36:09 - 36:13] It's game fucking on in the recording studio.
[36:13 - 36:17] And it's game on from my brand new album
[36:17 - 36:21] that I'm gonna be working on today fully.
[36:21 - 36:24] And there's not a goddamn one of you motherfucking trolls
[36:24 - 36:25] that's gonna stop me.
[36:26 - 36:30] See I'm doing this from me, my girl,
[36:30 - 36:34] my friends, my family.
[36:34 - 36:37] I'm doing this fucking album.
[36:37 - 36:54] My way, my style, for people that fucking need it.
[36:54 - 36:58] So Cam, I hope you and your daughter
[36:58 - 37:02] are ready for a fucking bomb ass motherfucking album
[37:02 - 37:05] dropping today.
[37:05 - 37:08] I hope y'all ready for a bomb ass fucking album
[37:08 - 37:14] now dropping today.
[37:14 - 37:16] Because I'm pouring my fucking heart and soul
[37:16 - 37:18] into this motherfucking album.
[37:18 - 37:22] I'm pouring every bit of ounce of anger, rage,
[37:22 - 37:27] happiness, sadness, realness, everything in between
[37:28 - 37:30] into a fucking album for the people
[37:30 - 37:34] that motherfucking need it, for those that ain't got shit.
[37:35 - 37:37] Those are the ones that I do this for.
[37:37 - 37:43] The ones that ain't got shit.
[37:43 - 37:44] The ones that ain't got shit,
[37:44 - 37:47] those are the motherfuckers that I do it for.
[37:47 - 37:50] The ones that Cam and her daughter
[37:50 - 37:52] who ain't got no one to turn to,
[37:52 - 37:58] those are the ones that I fucking do it for.
[37:58 - 38:01] People like my girl that you motherfuckers go after
[38:01 - 38:04] are the reason I do this shit.
[38:04 - 38:24] So to all y'all trolls, I say this, fuck you.
[38:25 - 38:32] It's my girl Jessica, and I'm not talking my girlfriend.
[38:32 - 38:35] I'm talking my older sister Jessica,
[38:35 - 38:41] who's been a long time friend of me over the years.
[38:41 - 38:54] So Jess, if you're watching this fam, what up sis?
[38:54 - 38:58] But more importantly, to my amazing girlfriend,
[38:59 - 39:03] my fucking amazing girlfriend Jasmine.
[39:03 - 39:06] I want you to know babe that I fucking love you.
[39:06 - 39:10] And I meant everything I told you in those messages.
[39:10 - 39:14] I meant every goddamn word.
[39:14 - 39:21] I'm gonna do whatever it takes to make shit right.
[39:21 - 39:23] I'm gonna do whatever it takes
[39:23 - 39:25] to be the man that you deserve.
[39:26 - 39:31] To be the man that you want him to be.
[39:31 - 39:36] And that's on God.
[39:36 - 39:37] I'm not backing down.
[39:37 - 39:40] I'm not letting these fuckers get in my way again.
[39:40 - 39:43] I'm not letting my past control me again.
[39:43 - 39:45] I'm not letting any fucking demon
[39:45 - 39:49] get in my motherfucking head again.
[39:49 - 39:53] That ain't fucking happening.
[39:53 - 39:57] Because Jasmine, you're worth fighting for.
[39:57 - 40:04] You're worth being with.
[40:04 - 40:06] And there's not a goddamn person
[40:06 - 40:08] that's gonna fucking get in my way
[40:08 - 40:22] or motherfucking stop me.
[40:22 - 40:28] And like I said, Cam, I appreciate you reaching out to me
[40:28 - 40:31] and helping me like you did last night fam.
[40:31 - 40:32] I really do.
[40:32 - 40:34] I appreciate that shit.
[40:34 - 40:36] More than anything in the world.
[40:36 - 40:38] I appreciate what you did.
[40:38 - 40:41] Reaching out to me and letting me know
[40:42 - 40:44] that everything's gonna be all good,
[40:44 - 40:50] that everything's gonna be all right.
[40:50 - 40:52] And thank you for reaching out
[40:52 - 40:53] and letting me know that there's people out there
[40:53 - 40:59] like you that actually care.
[40:59 - 41:02] So I've got two words for you fucking drones
[41:02 - 41:07] before I bounce off this stream.
[41:07 - 41:10] And those two words are this.
[41:10 - 41:15] Fuck off.
[41:15 - 41:18] Because I do this shit for my people,
[41:18 - 41:25] not for you guys.
[41:25 - 41:29] So y'all out there that have shown love and support to me,
[41:29 - 41:34] I wanna say thank you and I love you guys.
[41:34 - 41:36] I'm not in it, y'all.
[41:36 - 41:38] Cam, I'll hit you up on Messenger.
[41:38 - 41:41] Jasmine, I will talk to you later on babe.
[41:41 - 41:43] I fucking love you to bitch.
[41:43 - 41:47] I hope you know that I love you.
[41:47 - 41:50] And with that being said, I'm not in it, y'all.
[41:50 - 41:52] I got some music to write, baby.
[41:52 - 41:53] Peace.
Transcribed by lolcow.city as id '904' on August 7th, 2024