2023-1-17 stop Treating People Like Shit and acting like you know them

[0:02 - 0:04] What's up y'all?
[0:04 - 0:08] I wanted to go in here and say something really brief.
[0:08 - 0:17] On my last video, I saw a lot of fucked up comments.
[0:17 - 0:30] And I was sitting there thinking that it made me realize a lot of shit.
[0:30 - 0:35] You know, you guys just sit there and attack me every day.
[0:35 - 0:42] You don't know what my life has been like.
[0:42 - 0:45] You don't know about all the people that I've lost.
[0:45 - 1:00] The family, the friends that I've passed away that I never got to grieve over due to having to fight you guys.
[1:00 - 1:06] You don't know what it's like to lose the woman you love to health issues
[1:06 - 1:11] and you're not even able to grieve over her due to the fact that you're having to fight a fucking battle
[1:11 - 1:25] with a bunch of people on the internet that think that they know you.
[1:25 - 1:29] But the truth is, you guys don't know me.
[1:29 - 1:33] You only think you do.
[1:33 - 1:41] You know, for going on seven years now, I've dealt with being bullied and attacked by everyone.
[1:41 - 1:51] And let me tell you something.
[1:51 - 1:59] There's one thing that makes me way more of a badass than any of you trolls ever will be.
[1:59 - 2:03] And you know what that thing is separating me from you guys?
[2:03 - 2:13] The fact that I had the balls to drag myself out of fucking hell.
[2:13 - 2:22] The fact that I fucking drug myself out of hell and stood back up.
[2:22 - 2:28] The fact that despite me having good friends and family around me, yes.
[2:28 - 2:37] I drug myself away from suicide because of the words that my friends and family left for me.
[2:37 - 2:51] I survived and I'm still here.
[2:51 - 2:58] For those of you that are dealing with bullying on the internet or are thinking about suicide
[2:58 - 3:02] or if you have gone through this and you have survived,
[3:02 - 3:10] I want you to know that you're a fucking true badass.
[3:10 - 3:13] You're a legitimate fucking badass.
[3:13 - 3:27] And there's not a damn person in this world that can take that away from you.
[3:27 - 3:33] You know, a lot of people think that when I cry, I cry for eight tears.
[3:33 - 3:37] But that's not true. I don't cry for eight tears.
[3:37 - 3:40] That's not what I do.
[3:40 - 3:52] You know, a lot of you people sit there and you think that you know what my life has been like,
[3:52 - 3:54] but you know nothing.
[3:54 - 4:00] You don't know what it's like to sit there and watch your older brother die slowly from cancer
[4:00 - 4:06] knowing that you're not going to be able to do anything about it.
[4:06 - 4:11] You don't know what it's like to watch your older brother being wheeled out on a fucking stretcher.
[4:11 - 4:17] And having that be the last time you ever see him alive.
[4:17 - 4:29] You don't know what it's like to have a friend go into the military and then go to war.
[4:29 - 4:36] Just to get news five years later that he was killed in action.
[4:36 - 4:53] You don't know what it's like to watch your drunk piece of shit dad throw his life away after he served in the military.
[4:53 - 5:05] You don't know what it's like to lose everything that you work so hard for
[5:05 - 5:12] all because of a lie that people want to spread around the internet.
[5:12 - 5:23] You don't know what it's like to lose friends that you're so close to because of those lies.
[5:23 - 5:33] Every day I work my fucking ass off on everything I do for myself, my friends, and my family.
[5:33 - 5:37] But yet, what do I get in return?
[5:37 - 5:41] I get on, attacked, made fun of, and for what?
[5:41 - 5:45] For what?
[5:45 - 5:50] A few clicks, a few laughs, a few views, ha ha ha.
[5:50 - 5:55] Yeah, that's real fucking cute ain't it?
[5:55 - 5:57] Let me tell you trolls something man.
[5:57 - 6:02] You guys only think that you know me.
[6:02 - 6:06] But there's an old saying that goes around.
[6:06 - 6:09] Goes around when I grew up.
[6:09 - 6:13] You can't believe everything you read on the internet about a person.
[6:13 - 6:26] Because chances are 99.9% of that shit is false.
[6:26 - 6:31] And that's why I'm saying you guys don't know me like you think.
[6:31 - 6:33] You only think you know me.
[6:33 - 6:39] You like to think that you know me.
[6:39 - 6:42] But you know just like everybody else that's talked to me.
[6:42 - 6:49] Maybe if you guys actually shut up, sit down and actually talk to me like a human being.
[6:49 - 6:53] And actually try to get to know me.
[6:53 - 6:58] And actually talk to me instead of having a fucking attitude and attacking me.
[6:58 - 7:02] You know, approach me as a regular fucking person.
[7:02 - 7:04] As a normal dude.
[7:04 - 7:09] As not as, you know, Syrax or whatever you want to be.
[7:09 - 7:13] But no, approach me like you would anyone else man.
[7:13 - 7:20] You know, approach me with the same respect that you would approach anyone else.
[7:20 - 7:25] And you might actually see a side of me that you never got to see.
[7:25 - 7:30] And you might actually see that I'm actually a decent person.
[7:30 - 7:44] But you know, it's sad the fact that a little under an hour ago.
[7:44 - 7:49] Was the first time I've gotten to grieve in over seven years.
[7:49 - 7:53] Over everybody that I fucking lost.
[7:53 - 8:02] All I could do was sit here and just ball my fucking eyes out and wonder.
[8:02 - 8:05] Why is it me that you guys bully?
[8:05 - 8:08] Why is it me that you come after?
[8:08 - 8:13] Why is it me that has to lose the friends and the loved ones?
[8:13 - 8:21] Why did all my loved ones that I cared about that I was so fucking close to pass away?
[8:21 - 8:40] I just wish you trolls could understand what my life has been like.
[8:40 - 8:42] I really do.
[8:42 - 8:48] But maybe if you stop treating people like shit.
[8:48 - 8:53] And start treating people with fucking respecting dignity.
[8:53 - 8:56] And start treating people like human being.
[8:56 - 9:06] You might actually fucking see that that person that you're bullying or making fun of or talking shit on.
[9:06 - 9:15] Just might be, just might be more like you than they realize.
[9:15 - 9:22] So before you go trolling me or trolling anyone next time.
[9:22 - 9:26] Think about what you do before you do it.
[9:26 - 9:34] Think about what you type out before you type it because you never know what the next person might be going through.
[9:34 - 9:43] That person you're about to bully, about to talk shit on.
[9:43 - 9:47] You don't know what they go through.
[9:47 - 9:49] You don't know what their life is like.
[9:49 - 9:54] So what gives you the right to judge?
[9:54 - 9:55] It doesn't.
[9:55 - 10:04] So before you go running your mouth again and start attacking someone like me.
[10:04 - 10:08] Who's done nothing but try to provide for his friends and family.
[10:08 - 10:14] How about you think about what you say before you say it because like I said.
[10:14 - 10:20] You never know what that person can be going through.