Original upload date: September 7th, 2022 (automatically grabbed from title)
[0:00 - 0:27] What's up everybody, so I know that a lot of you guys don't like it and I'm fine with
[0:27 - 0:38] that. I know a lot of you guys don't like what I do. A lot of you guys are fake to me for
[0:38 - 0:44] the views because you just want to be in this little fucking circle of what I'm doing
[0:44 - 0:56] everyday. Now let me tell you something, I'm going to be straight up 110% honest with you
[0:56 - 1:03] guys during this whole fucking stream whether you like what I say or not I don't care. I'm
[1:03 - 1:16] being straight up fucking honest as I have always done. You trolls are a joke and you
[1:16 - 1:27] want to know why you're a joke because you constantly sit there and bash on people and
[1:27 - 1:40] think that it's funny. You sit there and think that it's okay to bully someone that's weaker
[1:40 - 1:48] than you. You think that just because your life is shit you got to make someone else
[1:48 - 1:59] feel like crap. But then here's the kicker about all of it. Not a person that you guys bully.
[1:59 - 2:09] Nine times out of ten they end up bawling up and doing good for themselves. You know
[2:09 - 2:18] kind of like I've done several times over. You guys report me, take my channels down,
[2:18 - 2:43] take my twitches down and then what do I do? I always end up coming back every damn time.
[2:43 - 2:49] When you arrive Morphing it doesn't help. And I'm going to be straight up honest with
[2:49 - 2:55] you guys because a lot of people seem to have my life and what's on the internet completely
[2:55 - 3:04] confused. A lot of people have that shit backwards as fuck. And I'm going to keep it 100 with
[3:04 - 3:11] you guys like I've always done. I'm going to be 100% honest just as I always have. The
[3:11 - 3:20] day I was born yes my biological father did go to jail. He did go to prison for a statutory
[3:20 - 3:43] rape the day I was born. And he didn't get out until I was 18. But what gets me is this.
[3:43 - 3:50] You trolls that attack me you don't seem to understand just how hard I had at growing
[3:50 - 4:06] up. I had to grow up really fast. At 8 years old I had to help my mom take care of both
[4:06 - 4:15] my grandparents who were elderly. Who were both deaf and could barely move. I had to
[4:15 - 4:23] grow up at an early age. And fast. Because my adopted dad was in the military and I
[4:23 - 4:34] had to help my mom take care of my grandparents most of my life. And then when 2003 rolled
[4:34 - 4:50] around my older brother got diagnosed with AIDS. And then fast forward. Fast forward
[4:50 - 5:04] to 2008 he got diagnosed with cancer. And we didn't know how bad it was until 2014
[5:04 - 5:15] when we found out that it's cancer had actually gone into full bone lung cancer. And as a
[5:15 - 5:22] result I was in and out of school my whole life. So no I didn't get to graduate high
[5:22 - 5:28] school. But that was because I was in and out of the hospital and in and out of school
[5:28 - 5:34] my entire high school career and most of my regular school career. Because I was constantly
[5:34 - 5:41] going to appointments with my mom and with our family to help take care of my older brother.
[5:41 - 5:48] So I had to grow up at a very early age. I didn't have the normal childhood that most
[5:48 - 5:56] people have. I had to grow up really fast really early. But in a way I'm kind of glad
[5:56 - 6:17] that I had to because it showed me a lot. You know growing up early it showed me a
[6:17 - 6:28] lot. It showed me what it means to be a hard worker. It showed me that if I want something
[6:28 - 6:42] I'm not just going to have a hand to me. I have to work my ass off for it. I have to
[6:42 - 6:47] work my ass off if I want something. That was something that was ingrained and instilled
[6:47 - 6:58] in me at a very early age. So my whole childhood while all my friends were off partying and
[6:58 - 7:05] having fun during their high school careers and in middle school going on vacation with
[7:05 - 7:12] my family members and doing this and that and the other. You know what I was doing?
[7:12 - 7:19] I was helping my uncle toss bales of hay. And I was helping doing scrapping and doing
[7:19 - 7:27] odd jobs around my neighborhood with my family the best that I could. Just trying to make
[7:27 - 7:34] ends meet. And I did that from the time I was 18 all the way down to the time I was
[7:34 - 7:42] fucking 8 and even then after. If you want to get technical from the time I was 8 years
[7:42 - 7:54] old even up to now. I worked odd jobs, did what I could to make ends meet. I never had
[7:54 - 8:00] the life that most people have. And a lot of people don't understand that kind of lifestyle
[8:00 - 8:05] where you have to help take care of your family your whole life. A lot of people don't understand
[8:05 - 8:19] that. I didn't have it easy. And believe me I wanted to go out and go partying with friends.
[8:19 - 8:23] I wanted to go out and go out and go out and help. I didn't even get to go to my fucking
[8:23 - 8:31] prom my senior year. You know that senior prom that everybody goes to every year at
[8:31 - 8:38] the end of their high school career? Yeah I didn't go to that. My high school prom
[8:38 - 8:46] was spent in the hospital with my older brother making sure that he was okay. That's where
[8:46 - 8:55] my high school prom was spent. It was me and my girlfriend at the time and my mom and her
[8:55 - 9:03] mom and her dad being up at the hospital taking care of my older brother. That's where I
[9:03 - 9:12] was. While everybody else was out getting partying like you know getting drunk from
[9:12 - 9:25] partying and shit I was taking care of my family. So I never had it easy. The only thing
[9:25 - 9:34] I have ever known my whole life is hard work. Busting my ass and doing what I want to do
[9:34 - 9:43] but having to work for it. And that's what I mean when I say that nobody works as hard
[9:43 - 9:51] as I do. None of y'all trolls work as hard as I do or bust your asses the way that I do.
[9:51 - 9:58] I'm sure you might work hard at your nine-to-five job but you don't bust your ass in the way that
[9:58 - 10:06] I do. You don't work your asses off day and night trying to fucking make something of yourself for
[10:06 - 10:22] your family. You want to know what goes through my head every day and every night?
[10:26 - 10:31] Every day and every night I constantly think how can I make money from my family?
[10:31 - 10:38] What can I do that I'm actually good at? Like what can I do that I'm good at
[10:38 - 10:45] that can make me money to help provide for my family? Because I can't get a regular job
[10:45 - 10:52] because of the trolls. I don't have that luxury of getting a regular job. I don't.
[10:53 - 10:56] Nassole reports made sure of that one.
[10:56 - 11:04] Nassole reports made sure that I couldn't get a regular job.
[11:04 - 11:16] But what I don't understand is this. All you trolls that sit there and you judge people,
[11:16 - 11:23] what right do you really have to judge someone when you don't truly know them?
[11:23 - 11:41] What right do you have judging someone when you don't actually know them personally outside
[11:41 - 12:04] of what people say? You know let me tell you something. Back in 2016 when I got
[12:04 - 12:15] drug into this troll community I didn't know what a troll was. Back before 2016 I didn't know what
[12:15 - 12:21] a troll was. I never heard the term. I never knew what it was. The only troll I knew was like you
[12:21 - 12:29] know the movie troll like the movie trolls or you know the little garden gnome trolls that you put
[12:29 - 12:39] in your garden. That was all I knew. I didn't know what an internet troll was because I never heard
[12:39 - 12:54] that term. I never knew what that was. But what I don't understand, what I really don't understand
[12:57 - 13:05] is you take a look back at my videos from the nuclear reactor channel a few years ago
[13:05 - 13:11] and I was doing good. I was happy. I wasn't dealing with any trolls.
[13:11 - 13:17] I was hanging out with friends for the first time in years.
[13:17 - 13:23] I was actually getting out of the house and not living in fear all the time.
[13:24 - 13:31] I was actually going places. I had my life together.
[13:31 - 13:42] I had an amazing girlfriend at that time. I was actually doing good for myself. Very good for
[13:42 - 13:50] myself. But what I don't understand is why you trolls decided to target someone like me
[13:51 - 13:56] that was minding their own business, that wasn't doing anything to anyone,
[13:56 - 14:01] that wasn't hurting anyone, that wasn't bothering anybody.
[14:01 - 14:14] Like out of the thousands of people that you could have gone after, why go after me?
[14:17 - 14:23] Why target the one person that yeah sure I might look weird but that's not my fault.
[14:23 - 14:28] I was born this way. I can't help how I look.
[14:28 - 14:35] Just like you can't help how you look. No one can help how they look.
[14:45 - 14:51] But what I understand is why I target someone like me that's been minding their own business
[14:51 - 15:02] this whole time. I don't get it. Like what's the point? What do you truly gain from trolling
[15:02 - 15:08] someone besides getting a cheap laugh? After you get your cheap laugh, then what do you gain?
[15:10 - 15:15] And I mean think about it. In the long run, what do you truly gain
[15:15 - 15:21] besides a cheap laugh from trolling someone? What's the point?
[15:21 - 15:26] Why do it?
[15:28 - 15:41] Alright, once you're done trolling, you got your laughs, then what?
[15:41 - 15:48] Yo, it's Stax. Let me ask you this. Why would you want to see someone unhappy
[15:48 - 15:51] who's minding their own business?
[15:57 - 16:01] Like seriously, why would you want to see someone unhappy?
[16:01 - 16:07] Why would you want to see somebody that's minding their own business be unhappy?
[16:07 - 16:15] It doesn't make any sense.
[16:24 - 16:29] But here's the thing. What you don't understand Stax is this.
[16:29 - 16:36] My past actions were a result of people like you bullying me.
[16:36 - 16:44] And have I taken responsibility for my actions? Yes, many a times.
[16:48 - 16:55] But there's an old saying. For every cause, there's an effect. For every action, there's a reaction.
[16:55 - 17:05] You can't have an effect without a cause.
[17:05 - 17:15] Just like you can't have a reaction without something to initiate that reaction.
[17:16 - 17:20] You have to have some sort of action to cause a reaction.
[17:20 - 17:25] It's just like alchemy.
[17:25 - 17:35] In order to gain something you want, something of equal value must be lost.
[17:35 - 17:40] It's called equivalent exchange.
[17:42 - 17:47] In order to gain something, you have to give something of equal value.
[17:47 - 18:02] Like I said, I've owned up to my mistakes many a times.
[18:02 - 18:09] But my actions, am I proud of them? No.
[18:11 - 18:18] But at the same time, my actions were caused by people attacking me.
[18:18 - 18:20] Bullying me every day of the week.
[18:20 - 18:28] Attacking my family. Attacking my friends.
[18:28 - 18:38] And not just doing it on live stream, but I mean physically showing up to my house.
[18:40 - 18:43] Getting my family members on live stream to embarrass me.
[18:43 - 18:52] And Stacks, why don't you put it to you this way, man?
[18:52 - 19:00] Imagine if you were in my position and you had a bully going at you every single day.
[19:00 - 19:07] And they did shit like what Marty and M.A.S.H.O.L. have done to me.
[19:08 - 19:15] How would you feel? How would you feel if Marty got your dad on a live stream
[19:15 - 19:20] just to embarrass you and make fun of you and poke fun at you?
[19:20 - 19:27] How would you feel if you got bullied every day and you didn't know how to make it stop?
[19:27 - 19:35] Except they yell out and scream out to knock it off. How would you feel?
[19:35 - 19:43] If you were in my position, you cannot tell me that you would not react the same way that I did.
[19:43 - 19:55] Because a person can only take so much before fucking flipping out.
[19:55 - 20:00] And I did everything I could to hold my cool for the longest time.
[20:02 - 20:05] I tried to hold my composure for as long as I could.
[20:05 - 20:11] But then one day I finally had enough and I snapped.
[20:11 - 20:16] Why? Because I got tired of being pushed around.
[20:16 - 20:27] I got tired of being bullied by the same people
[20:27 - 20:31] that a few years prior said that they were cool with me.
[20:31 - 20:43] But here's the thing Stacks.
[20:43 - 20:47] You can't run forever.
[20:47 - 20:55] You can't run and hide from your problems forever. Eventually you have to face them.
[20:55 - 21:00] You can't run and hide from your demons forever.
[21:01 - 21:05] Eventually you have to man up and you have to face them.
[21:05 - 21:10] And I have done that more times than I could count.
[21:25 - 21:33] More times than I can count. I have, I may end up, I have owned up to my mistakes.
[21:33 - 21:36] But what I don't understand.
[21:36 - 21:49] But what I don't understand is this.
[21:49 - 22:04] How many times did somebody have to man up and own up to their mistakes like I did many times over?
[22:04 - 22:11] How many times did somebody have to fucking own up to their mistakes
[22:11 - 22:17] before you dumb ass trolls quit going after that person?
[22:19 - 22:27] Only thing about it. Tony did worse than me. You know the Black Dragon Lord. He did worse than me.
[22:27 - 22:34] He took pictures of underage girls at a mall
[22:34 - 22:39] and had child porn on his fucking USB drive
[22:42 - 22:53] and got caught. But yet I don't see you guys going after him. I don't see any of you going after Tony.
[22:53 - 22:59] I don't see any of you guys going after the Black Dragon Lord.
[22:59 - 23:10] And he did worse than me. He actually took pictures of underage girls at a mall knowing,
[23:11 - 23:21] knowing they were underage. So in hindsight he did worse than what I got put through.
[23:21 - 23:29] He did far worse than me. But yet I don't see you guys going after him.
[23:29 - 23:37] I don't see you guys attacking his channel. I don't see you guys making his life a living hell.
[23:37 - 23:48] So what makes me so special that you feel like you have to go after me?
[23:50 - 24:06] It makes no sense.
[24:06 - 24:10] And I mean really use your brain Stacks.
[24:10 - 24:15] Really use your fucking brain and think about it.
[24:17 - 24:24] Tony did worse than me dude. That dude literally took pictures of underage kids at a fucking mall
[24:24 - 24:30] and he knew they were underage. He knew it.
[24:30 - 24:39] But yet he still did it anyway.
[24:39 - 24:52] So what I don't understand
[24:52 - 25:01] is why you trolls can't just leave me alone.
[25:01 - 25:06] You guys are grown ass adults.
[25:07 - 25:17] So I don't understand why you're not acting like it.
[25:17 - 25:35] But here's the thing dude. Those pictures are that picture I should say
[25:36 - 25:46] was sent before and I do mean before she claimed to be underage.
[25:46 - 25:56] And that's what nobody seemed to understand it is that an asshole took and switched it around.
[25:56 - 26:04] She switched it around to make it look like that. But in all actuality
[26:05 - 26:15] in all reality I sent that image before she sent her image and claimed to be underage.
[26:15 - 26:22] But yet no one seems to want to listen to that fact. No one seems to want to hear the truth.
[26:22 - 26:27] And the truth is that asshole reports is a piece of shit.
[26:34 - 26:39] You know I found out something about mass troll mafia recently too.
[26:39 - 26:43] This ain't her first time doing this shit.
[26:43 - 26:52] She's done this kind of crap with other people before.
[26:54 - 27:08] Innocent people that are minding their own business and made them look like fucking shit.
[27:08 - 27:18] She's ruined innocent lives.
[27:21 - 27:26] All because and you know why she's doing all this and why she has done all this.
[27:26 - 27:30] Well let me tell you it's to make a quick buck.
[27:30 - 27:37] She wants to make a fast dollar. She wants to make quick money.
[27:37 - 27:46] And she wants to do it off of making other people feel like shit because she feels like shit all the time.
[27:51 - 27:56] And here's another little tidbit for you. Something that not a lot of people know
[27:56 - 28:02] is mass troll mafia aka Kate Peters is actually a drug addict.
[28:02 - 28:10] She's a fucking druggie. That's why she's always on the internet
[28:10 - 28:17] begging people to you know pay her so she can get her next fix.
[28:17 - 28:26] And she doesn't care who she hurts.
[28:26 - 28:34] She doesn't give a fuck about whose life she ruins as long as she can get her next fix.
[28:34 - 28:36] That's all she cares about.
[28:36 - 28:46] She don't care about who she hurts. She don't care about whose life she ruins.
[28:47 - 28:54] If she sees an opportunity to fuck someone's life out to make a quick buck guess what she'll do it.
[28:54 - 29:01] No matter how big no matter how small she does not care.
[29:01 - 29:15] Because Kate Peters aka mass troll mafia is indeed a drug addict.
[29:15 - 29:28] And I have seen multiple, multiple things of evidence
[29:28 - 29:33] showing that I'm not the one that she's done this to for a quick buck and a quick lap.
[29:33 - 29:45] There's been hundreds before me that she's done this to for no reason except to gain quick money
[29:45 - 29:52] and to gain a little bit of a laugh. She doesn't care whose life she ruins.
[29:52 - 29:56] She almost ruined mine.
[29:56 - 30:05] I mean hell because of her I can't get a regular job. I can't get a normal nine to five job because of her.
[30:05 - 30:11] And where is that fair to me? My family.
[30:15 - 30:21] Where is it fair that someone like her gets to make money but yet someone like me
[30:21 - 30:31] who is actually a nice person where is it fair that I get my life ruined and I get targeted.
[30:31 - 30:39] Where is that fair? Instead of focusing on what I did this is what I don't get. You guys focus
[30:39 - 30:49] on what I did so much. But yeah you don't ask yourself why did Kate do this? Why did mass troll
[30:49 - 30:59] mafia do this? See you guys are so focused on the answer but you're not looking at the question.
[31:00 - 31:10] And the question is why did this happen? Why did mass troll mafia aka Kate Peters decide to do this?
[31:10 - 31:17] Why did she decide to target me out of everybody she could have gone after?
[31:17 - 31:29] Why target someone like me? Ask yourselves why? Why did this happen? What was the reason?
[31:29 - 31:38] Instead of looking at the answer maybe you should try looking at the problem and what started this?
[31:42 - 31:48] I mean it's just like a detective. I mean a detective doesn't go to a crime scene
[31:48 - 31:57] and automatically say oh this person's dead and they don't like they don't go around
[31:57 - 32:03] saying oh this person's dead but while it's about no they go out of their way and they
[32:03 - 32:10] investigate and look and see oh this is how this person died this is what caused it.
[32:10 - 32:21] They don't sit there and automatically assume shit. They actually do their research and are
[32:21 - 32:30] like okay what caused this person to die? How did this person die? Who was it that caused their
[32:30 - 32:41] death? And then they get their answer but yet you guys refuse to look at the question
[32:41 - 32:49] because you're so focused on the answer. Maybe it's time you stopped focusing on the answer
[32:49 - 32:58] and start focusing on the question and the question is why did mass troll mafia target me?
[32:58 - 33:12] Why did mass troll mafia decide to target me of all people? What was her reason for targeting me?
[33:12 - 33:21] Maybe instead of saying oh you did this how about you shut your mouth
[33:23 - 33:29] and you actually take a look at the question which is why did mass troll mafia do this shit?
[33:29 - 33:38] Why did she target me specifically? What made her want to do this? Think about it.
[33:38 - 34:17] [Silence]
[34:17 - 34:26] How am I drugged? Because I'm actually woke to the truth? Because I'm actually questioning shit?
[34:26 - 34:31] Is that it? Is it because I'm questioning everything?
[34:36 - 34:51] See? I question everything for a reason. Actually no it's the other way around dude.
[34:51 - 35:05] [Silence]
[35:05 - 35:13] Like I said instead of taking a look at the answer how about you guys actually use your brains?
[35:13 - 35:21] I know you guys got them. I know you have them. We all do. So what I understand is why
[35:21 - 35:35] ain't you fucking using it? Why aren't you using your brain?
[35:35 - 35:41] I mean you guys are so focused on the answer that you're not looking
[35:44 - 35:53] at the right shit that you should be looking at which is why did mass troll mafia decide to target me?
[35:53 - 36:03] Why did she decide to target me out of all people? What made her want to do this?
[36:03 - 36:08] What made her want to try to make me look the way that I'm being made out?
[36:09 - 36:17] Think about it. Instead of fucking looking at the answer why don't you open up your eyes,
[36:17 - 36:26] look the fuck around and actually start questioning mass troll mafia? Start asking questions.
[36:26 - 36:31] Start questioning everything.
[36:31 - 36:38] Because if you start questioning her you might get an answer.
[36:38 - 36:53] [Silence]
[36:53 - 36:55] Yeah, fire away Stacks. What's up?
[36:55 - 37:09] [Silence]
[37:09 - 37:15] Like I said I don't hate anybody but I'm tired of being made out to be something that I'm not.
[37:17 - 37:26] That was my phone. The crib. I know we're getting food.
[37:26 - 37:35] But like I said I question everything for a reason and this is why.
[37:35 - 37:53] [Silence]
[37:53 - 38:08] I have no idea who you're even talking about dude so. But like I said maybe you guys
[38:08 - 38:13] should start questioning Kate. Why not question her?
[38:13 - 38:20] Why do you not question her because you're afraid of her? Is that it?
[38:22 - 38:25] Are you guys afraid to question her because you're afraid of what'll happen?
[38:25 - 38:34] Are you scared of being face to reality? Are you guys afraid to fucking face reality?
[38:34 - 38:43] [Silence]
[38:43 - 38:46] Like are you guys that afraid to fucking face Kate?
[38:48 - 38:53] And actually start questioning her about this shit.
[38:53 - 38:58] About why she did it. About what made her want to target me.
[38:58 - 39:04] [Silence]
[39:04 - 39:04] The last couple.
[39:04 - 39:11] So like I said I'm gonna leave you guys with this.
[39:11 - 39:15] [Silence]
[39:15 - 39:23] Maybe instead of targeting me and attacking me and saying oh you're this you're this you're this.
[39:23 - 39:29] You're a pedophile we don't need a reason you're a pedophile that's that's our reason.
[39:29 - 39:38] Maybe instead of saying that maybe you should actually use your mind use your fucking brain
[39:38 - 39:46] and actually start questioning Mass Troll Mafia. Start questioning people like Music Biz Marty.
[39:46 - 39:55] Start questioning people. Start questioning everything because when you question things
[39:55 - 40:03] you invoke emotion. You invoke change.
[40:06 - 40:11] So maybe it's time you started making Mass Troll Mafia feel uncomfortable.
[40:11 - 40:19] Start asking Mass Troll Mafia questions. Start making her feel uncomfortable.
[40:19 - 40:23] Start attacking her the way that you guys attacked me.
[40:23 - 40:29] Seriously. Start attacking her the way you do me.
[40:29 - 40:34] And I guarantee you'll get a fucking real ass answer eventually.
[40:34 - 40:37] [Silence]
[40:37 - 40:40] Because eventually she's gonna have to own up to what she's done.
[40:40 - 40:50] [Silence]
[40:50 - 40:53] Ah still in one of my names I see.
[40:53 - 40:57] And thank you I'm proud to be a winner.
[40:57 - 41:01] [Silence]
[41:01 - 41:07] I'm proud to be a loser because this loser actually has a brain so thank you.
[41:07 - 41:14] [Silence]
[41:14 - 41:22] But like I said maybe y'all should shut your mouth and start questioning Kate for once.
[41:22 - 41:28] For real. How about you start questioning Kate?
[41:28 - 41:31] [Silence]
[41:31 - 41:33] And stop questioning me.
[41:33 - 41:40] Seriously. Start questioning things.
[41:40 - 41:42] Question everything.
[41:42 - 41:54] If you start questioning everything then you might get a real answer.
Transcribed by lolcow.city as id '3311' on August 17th, 2024
