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2022-9-6 YOU TROLLS NEED TO F CK OFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


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Uploaded by UNOFFICIAL CYRAX ARCHIVE on November 6th, 2022
Original upload date: September 6th, 2022 (automatically grabbed from title)
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[0:04 - 0:06] What up y'all?
[0:06 - 0:08] (crack)
[0:08 - 0:14] I'm not even gonna waste any motherfucking time. I'm gonna just get right the fuck into it.
[0:14 - 0:18] (crack)
[0:18 - 0:20] I don't piss the fuck off.
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[0:22 - 0:24] And all y'all little pussy ass,
[0:24 - 0:26] motherfucking,
[0:26 - 0:28] no life having,
[0:28 - 0:30] jackass, fucking asshole,
[0:30 - 0:36] little bitch ass hiring me on a fucking computer screen with a fake ass man in trolls.
[0:36 - 0:38] I'm seriously sick of it dude.
[0:38 - 0:40] (crack)
[0:40 - 0:42] Like because of y'all fucking jackasses,
[0:42 - 0:46] I got fucking perma banned from fucking Twitch.
[0:46 - 0:48] (crack)
[0:48 - 0:50] I'm sick of it dude.
[0:50 - 0:52] (crack)
[0:52 - 0:56] Like y'all sit here and you tell me to get a real job,
[0:56 - 1:00] but yet you guys take away my ability to get a real job,
[1:00 - 1:04] by spreading motherfucking lies and rumors about me,
[1:04 - 1:07] to where I can't get a real job,
[1:07 - 1:12] so I basically have to dig my heels in and do what I do best with my music.
[1:12 - 1:15] But yet, I'm not allowed to do that am I?
[1:15 - 1:17] (crack)
[1:17 - 1:22] Oh I had a Twitch, but I was trying to keep that shit fucking secret,
[1:22 - 1:27] so that I can actually make motherfucking money like I should be doing.
[1:27 - 1:31] And I'll be honest, I'm fucking tired of it.
[1:31 - 1:33] Y'all don't fuck trolls,
[1:33 - 1:37] you need to fuck yourselves and go fuck off somewhere.
[1:37 - 1:41] I'm seriously tired of now being able to make the money,
[1:41 - 1:44] that I should have been making this whole goddamn time.
[1:44 - 1:52] (crack)
[1:52 - 1:55] I'm seriously fucking sick of this shit man.
[1:55 - 1:58] I mean first y'all start with the fucking computer tower shit,
[1:58 - 2:01] and I'm gonna let y'all know right now,
[2:01 - 2:05] my computer tower is not for fucking sale,
[2:05 - 2:08] so y'all motherfuckers that are doing this shit on Craigslist,
[2:08 - 2:11] knock that shit the fuck off right now.
[2:11 - 2:13] My shit ain't for sale.
[2:13 - 2:16] I ain't ever fucking selling it.
[2:16 - 2:19] That ain't fucking happening.
[2:19 - 2:23] I fucking worked my ass off to buy that shit.
[2:23 - 2:25] And yes, before y'all ask,
[2:25 - 2:30] yes I bought it with my own motherfucking money that I made from Twitch.
[2:30 - 2:35] So yeah, I actually fucking worked my ass off for something.
[2:35 - 2:39] (crack)
[2:39 - 2:42] Just like I always do.
[2:42 - 2:51] But I know why you motherfucking trolls hate me.
[2:51 - 2:54] I know why you motherfuckers hate me.
[2:54 - 2:58] That's because I tell the goddamn truth about your bitch asses.
[2:58 - 3:01] Y'all are mad because I speak the truth about y'all,
[3:01 - 3:03] I speak the truth about Marty,
[3:03 - 3:08] and I speak the truth about every motherfucker that tries to set me up.
[3:08 - 3:13] See, y'all little dumb fuck trolls can't stand the fact
[3:13 - 3:17] that a weird-looking motherfucker like me actually has talent
[3:17 - 3:20] and actually has a way to make bank.
[3:20 - 3:23] But yet, every time I try to make bank,
[3:23 - 3:30] y'all rip that away from me. For what?
[3:30 - 3:33] And I'm fucking tired of it, man.
[3:33 - 3:36] That whole shit about me being a pedophile,
[3:36 - 3:38] that shit ain't motherfucking true.
[3:38 - 3:41] That shit ain't fucking true.
[3:41 - 3:44] And if it was true, let me ask you this.
[3:44 - 3:46] Why am I not in jail right now?
[3:46 - 3:51] Why is this shit not on my motherfucking permanent ass record?
[3:51 - 3:54] Why is it not on my fucking public record?
[3:54 - 3:57] If I was really a fucking pedophile,
[3:57 - 4:00] the night the cops showed up, I would've been arrested,
[4:00 - 4:02] and it would've been on my public record,
[4:02 - 4:06] and I'd still be in jail right now.
[4:06 - 4:08] If I was.
[4:08 - 4:10] But clearly, I'm not.
[4:10 - 4:13] So y'all retard motherfuckers that are continuing
[4:13 - 4:18] that bullshit ass, garbage ass, fucking ignorant ass,
[4:18 - 4:22] fucking pedophile line need to shut the fuck up with that shit.
[4:22 - 4:27] For real. Y'all need to shut the fuck up with that garbage.
[4:27 - 4:33] 'Cause like I said, I have no record of it.
[4:33 - 4:38] If I was a pedophile, I would be in fucking jail right now,
[4:38 - 4:43] and it would be on my fucking record, you fucking idiots.
[4:43 - 4:47] Y'all dumb fucks need to fucking get a goddamn life
[4:47 - 4:50] and go the fuck on somewhere.
[4:55 - 4:59] Y'all seriously need to fuck off.
[4:59 - 5:04] 'Cause I'm gonna tell y'all dumb jackasses right now.
[5:04 - 5:10] I'm gonna tell y'all dumb jackasses something right now.
[5:10 - 5:13] I was set up by music bitch Marty,
[5:13 - 5:18] and yeah, I said music bitch Marty, not music bitch,
[5:18 - 5:21] 'cause Marty is a little bitch.
[5:22 - 5:26] He's the biggest bitch of them all.
[5:26 - 5:35] And here's the thing, you fucking retards that believe this bullshit.
[5:35 - 5:41] See, what you dumb fucks don't realize is this.
[5:41 - 5:44] Marty's set it up, okay?
[5:44 - 5:49] That motherfucker's set up, me being trolled like that.
[5:49 - 5:53] And you wanna know why? Because he has a sick, twisted obsession with me.
[5:53 - 5:55] That's why.
[5:55 - 6:00] If you don't believe me, go back and watch the video where I exposed him.
[6:00 - 6:05] Go back and watch the first exposure video where I exposed his ass.
[6:05 - 6:12] Go back and watch that shit, and it'll all add up.
[6:13 - 6:21] 'Cause see, Marty has a fucking sickening crush on me, which is kind of disturbing to me.
[6:21 - 6:27] All right? See, what you retard trolls don't seem to understand is this.
[6:27 - 6:30] Marty is a psychopath.
[6:30 - 6:35] He is absolutely crazy and insane, and needs fucking help.
[6:35 - 6:39] That asshole is a psycho.
[6:41 - 6:45] I mean, did you not see the fucking video that I made about him?
[6:45 - 6:48] Where I showed what he fucking did?
[6:48 - 6:51] Did you not watch the fucking video enough?
[6:51 - 6:54] If not, go back and watch it.
[6:54 - 6:58] The guy has a sick obsession with me,
[6:58 - 7:05] and he figured if he could make it to where all my friends and everybody turns against me,
[7:05 - 7:10] or some dumbass troll, I would have no one to turn to but him.
[7:11 - 7:14] It's not rocket science, you dumb fucks.
[7:14 - 7:21] I mean, think about it.
[7:21 - 7:25] The man sets me up because he has a fucking crush on me,
[7:25 - 7:31] so he tries to set it up to where all my friends fucking turn against me,
[7:31 - 7:34] so I have no one to turn to but him,
[7:35 - 7:40] which for me, I would have no choice but to be honest shit,
[7:40 - 7:44] and I ain't going down that road.
[7:44 - 7:51] So Marty, fuck you, you fucking fat swab, you piece of fucking shit.
[7:51 - 7:58] And you say that the video was pointless, Negasonic?
[7:58 - 8:02] That's where you're full of shit, you fucking retard motherfucker.
[8:03 - 8:05] Oh, and by the way, Negasonic,
[8:05 - 8:10] I already know that you're in with the whole fucking Ice Poseidon bullshit,
[8:10 - 8:13] and if y'all don't believe me,
[8:13 - 8:20] hmm, it's pretty ironic that Masshole Reports was part of that shit.
[8:20 - 8:28] Oh yeah, Masshole Reports, aka King Peters, is a former member of Ice Poseidon,
[8:29 - 8:35] the same exact group that Marty's from, the same exact group that William Gloria was from,
[8:35 - 8:40] the same exact group that you're from, Negasonic the bitch.
[8:40 - 8:45] Matter of fact, let me make an example of your pussy ass.
[8:45 - 8:50] Fuck you, Negs.
[8:50 - 8:53] You dumb ass retard.
[8:53 - 9:12] I'll be honest, I'm sick and tired of being painted as the fucking villain.
[9:12 - 9:18] I'm tired of being painted as a fucking bad guy when really I'm not.
[9:19 - 9:24] But yet, y'all dumb fucks don't want to take the time to get to know me.
[9:24 - 9:31] None of you motherfuckers want to actually take the time to get to actually sit down and talk to me
[9:31 - 9:36] and actually get to fucking know how I am when I'm not being attacked.
[9:36 - 9:42] Y'all want to see me flip the fuck out for what reason?
[9:45 - 9:51] And you know what I say to IP2? Not all the members of IP2, because I am cool with some of them.
[9:51 - 9:54] But for those that hate me, I say this.
[9:54 - 9:59] Kiss my ass, bitch. Fuck IP2 Network.
[9:59 - 10:05] And Burger Bitch, fuck you, you fucking hyena laughing motherfucker.
[10:05 - 10:14] I'm seriously tired of being painted out to be the fucking bad guy when I ain't.
[10:14 - 10:19] For five fucking years, I've been painted as a fucking bad guy.
[10:19 - 10:25] I've been made out to be a shitty fucking person when really I'm not a bad dude.
[10:25 - 10:31] Ask anybody that has fucking talked to me since the shit went down.
[10:31 - 10:34] Ask anyone.
[10:34 - 10:41] I'm not a bad guy.
[10:43 - 10:47] But when you fuck with someone over and over, they're gonna fucking snap.
[10:47 - 10:52] I'm sick of it, dude.
[10:52 - 11:05] I'm tired of y'all dumb fuck asshole trolls sitting there painting me out to be the villain, painting me out to be the bad guy, doing this, doing that, making me look like shit.
[11:05 - 11:10] And for what? All for a few laughs? Well, fuck you.
[11:10 - 11:24] Fuck you, Negasonic, you dumb bitch.
[11:24 - 11:28] I'll be honest, I'm tired of being the nice guy.
[11:28 - 11:39] You know, y'all trolls don't really understand what y'all did to me over the last few years, do you?
[11:40 - 11:44] You really don't fucking get it, do you?
[11:44 - 11:52] A couple years ago, when I was going through this shit.
[11:52 - 12:08] A couple years ago, when I was dealing with all this shit, I was so physically sick from stress that I had almost ended up in the hospital.
[12:08 - 12:10] Twice.
[12:10 - 12:17] Because I wasn't eating, I was fucking depressed, I was barely doing anything.
[12:17 - 12:26] I could barely get out of bed because I was so fucking sick from the stress that you trolls fucking put me through.
[12:27 - 12:38] I almost ended up in the hospital twice, and it took me a month and a half to fucking recover to where I could actually fucking eat shit without throwing up.
[12:38 - 12:44] And that ain't no joke.
[12:44 - 12:54] It took me a month and a half to be able to gain the strength to actually fucking eat regular shit again without puking my goddamn guts up.
[12:55 - 12:58] That's how fucking stressed I was.
[12:58 - 13:03] Because of you fucking trolls, I almost ended up in the hospital twice.
[13:03 - 13:07] Not once, not three times, twice.
[13:07 - 13:11] Because of you fucking assholes.
[13:11 - 13:16] I'm tired of living by what y'all want me to be.
[13:17 - 13:25] I deserve to live my life. I deserve to make a fucking living just like any other motherfucker out there, dude.
[13:25 - 13:30] Just like any other fucking person, I deserve to make a living.
[13:30 - 13:40] Like, I worked my ass off for over ten years doing the shit that I love to do.
[13:41 - 13:50] And before you dumb fuck asshole trolls drug me into the bullshit that I didn't want any part of, I had a good life.
[13:50 - 13:57] I actually had a good life before I was drugged into this dumb fuck bullshit ass community of trolls.
[13:57 - 14:03] I never asked to be drugged into this fucking garbage.
[14:03 - 14:09] I never fucking asked for it, and I'll be honest, I was sick of playing the nice guy.
[14:10 - 14:15] I was sick of playing nice with you fucking bullshit ass trolls.
[14:15 - 14:18] I was sick of it, dude.
[14:18 - 14:26] I tried playing nice, I tried asking y'all to leave me the fuck alone and let me do my thing.
[14:26 - 14:29] So you know what? Enough of being nice.
[14:29 - 14:34] I'm sick of it. I'm not being the nice guy anymore.
[14:34 - 14:41] If I see any of you motherfuckers coming up and you're trolling me, guess what? Your ass is out that door and you're getting banned.
[14:41 - 14:51] It's like y'all don't want me to have a living. You guys don't want me to have a life just because your life is shit.
[14:51 - 14:55] That don't mean you gotta go around making someone else's life feel like shit.
[14:55 - 15:01] Just because your life ain't shit, that don't give you the right to shit on someone else.
[15:02 - 15:06] That don't give you the right to shit on people like me.
[15:06 - 15:11] That sure as fuck don't give you the right to shit on people like my boy Jared.
[15:11 - 15:14] By the way, shout out to my boy Jared. What's good, bro?
[15:14 - 15:28] Like all y'all motherfuckers that come up in here running your mouths, you're nothing but a bunch of pussies hiding me at a fucking computer screen at a fucking handle name.
[15:29 - 15:38] That's all it is. It's a fucking screen name and you guys being a bunch of pussies hiding me at a fucking screen thinking that you're a tough guy.
[15:38 - 15:44] When I'm in real life, you know damn well you wouldn't do half the shit that y'all say you're gonna do.
[15:44 - 15:54] Y'all know damn well in real fucking life, you wouldn't do half the fucking shit that you say you would do and you know you wouldn't.
[15:55 - 15:59] Cause none of you motherfuckers got the fucking balls to do shit.
[15:59 - 16:02] None of you.
[16:02 - 16:07] None of you fucking trolls got the balls to do a goddamn thing.
[16:07 - 16:10] None of you motherfuckers do.
[16:10 - 16:21] All you guys do is send motherfuckers to my house from Craigslist and do dumb shit like call the cops here or have someone show up here.
[16:21 - 16:28] That's dumb shit dude. That's idiot shit. That's high school bullshit garbage.
[16:28 - 16:38] I'm tired of being the motherfucker that gets walked on.
[16:38 - 16:43] I'm tired of being the guy that y'all motherfuckers love to hate on.
[16:44 - 16:50] I did not deserve nor did I ever ask to be made fun of.
[16:50 - 16:56] I never once said hey go ahead and make fun of me. Do what you want.
[16:56 - 16:59] I never once said that shit ever.
[16:59 - 17:09] Not once did I ever walk up to any of you motherfuckers and say hey I'll be your victim.
[17:09 - 17:13] I want you to bully me. I never said that.
[17:13 - 17:16] Not once have I ever said that.
[17:16 - 17:23] You want to know what I fucking did before you asshole trolls came along?
[17:23 - 17:35] You want to know what I fucking was doing before you assholes came along?
[17:35 - 17:39] Living my fucking life.
[17:41 - 17:44] Minding my own goddamn business.
[17:44 - 17:54] Actually doing what I love and actually enjoying it and actually having fun and actually making money doing it.
[17:54 - 18:08] Only because of you fucking trolls I almost got shot down by cops.
[18:09 - 18:19] Alright do you guys not realize that because of your fucking bullshit actions I almost got shot by police?
[18:19 - 18:24] Do you not understand that?
[18:24 - 18:37] Do you not understand the fact that when y'all sent all of those cops out here over a fucking morning that I gave everyone.
[18:37 - 18:44] That I almost got shot by police because of you guys do not fucking realize that?
[18:44 - 18:54] Or do you just not give a fuck?
[18:54 - 19:06] Y'all really need to fucking think about what y'all do before you fucking do it because let me tell y'all something right now.
[19:06 - 19:14] If you keep this shit up, one of these days someone's going to end up dead and it's going to be on you motherfuckers.
[19:14 - 19:17] It's going to be on you.
[19:17 - 19:26] If someone like me ends up dead because of y'all's dumb shit, well guess what? That's going to be on y'all motherfuckers.
[19:26 - 19:30] That's going to be on you guys.
[19:31 - 19:39] Y'all mean not anyone else but if someone fucking dies because of y'all, guess what? That's on your motherfucking conscience.
[19:39 - 19:55] It's all a fucking is though someone gets hurt ain't it?
[19:56 - 20:01] See y'all are laughing in the comments and talking shit because y'all know I'm fucking right.
[20:01 - 20:05] You guys know I'm right about what I say.
[20:05 - 20:16] One of these days motherfuckers, y'all are going to say some shit to somebody and guess what? They're going to end up dead because of you.
[20:16 - 20:21] Your bullying and your bullshit trolling is going to get someone killed.
[20:21 - 20:25] It almost got me killed.
[20:25 - 20:33] If you don't fucking believe me you can ask my family.
[20:33 - 20:39] Y'all's fucking ignorant bullshit damn near got me fucking killed.
[20:39 - 20:49] Which is why I fucking left you two in the first place to get away from your ignorant bullshit.
[20:49 - 21:14] You know, I try to do the right thing. I really do.
[21:15 - 21:24] I try to do the right thing, keep to myself and do what I need to fucking do to actually get to where I was.
[21:24 - 21:34] Before you dumb fuck idiotic trolls came along I was minding my own goddamn business.
[21:35 - 21:45] I actually had a real fucking life believe it or not outside of YouTube. I actually had a legitimately real fucking life.
[21:45 - 21:53] I was always hanging out with my friends. I was spending time with my girlfriend. I was very focused on my music.
[21:53 - 21:56] I was actually doing shit.
[21:56 - 22:01] I was actually doing well for myself.
[22:02 - 22:11] But then when you fucking retard trolls came in and drug me into this world that I never wanted any part of, now look at where I'm at.
[22:11 - 22:21] Being made out to be a joke, being laughed at, being mocked, all because of you dumb fucks wanting a cheap fucking laugh.
[22:22 - 22:32] Why don't you look in the fucking mirror? You might see something funny there. Oh wait, that's right. It's called your fucking face.
[22:32 - 22:42] So why don't you dumb fuck retards looking in the goddamn mirror? You might see something funny in it, you fucking assholes.
[22:43 - 22:58] I'm tired of being that guy that everyone fucking laughs at. I'm sick of it.
[22:58 - 23:08] I'm tired of being that guy that everyone fucking walks all over.
[23:09 - 23:27] I'm sick of it. I'm tired of being made out to be something that I'm not. I'm not a bad guy. I'm really not.
[23:28 - 23:38] But you guys fucking make me out to be that way and I'm tired of it. I don't deserve that shit. No one does.
[23:38 - 23:50] No one deserves to be made out to be a bad guy. Just because they look weird. No one fucking deserves that shit.
[23:50 - 24:14] Because let me tell you all something right now. What you trolls have done to me over the last five years, and this is me being straight up honest with you right here. This is me being straight up with you.
[24:15 - 24:26] Y'all doing what you guys did to me, not once would I ever, would I ever do any of that to any of you.
[24:26 - 24:37] What you guys have done to me, I would never do to anyone. Not you trolls, not Marty, not an asshole, not William, not anybody.
[24:38 - 24:57] I would never do what you guys have done to me, to any of you. Because I'm not that kind of person. I would never treat you guys the way that you treated me. Never. I would never treat anybody like that.
[24:57 - 25:21] I would never do to any of you guys what you guys have done to me. I would never ever do that to anyone.
[25:22 - 25:41] Because that's not who I am. I was raised better than that. I don't go around fucking with people. I don't go around trolling people. I don't go around trying to ruin someone's life. That ain't me.
[25:46 - 26:11] I would never in my whole life do to you guys what you've done to me. And I'll be honest, y'all should be fucking ashamed of yourselves. You really should. Because not once did I ever ask for this. Not once did I ever ask to be drug into this joke of a community.
[26:12 - 26:35] You trolls are a fucking joke. You're a fucking joke. You think that your hard ass is hiding me out of a fucking computer screen? Really? You guys look like a bunch of pussy ass lint dick, no fucking sex life, no girlfriend or boyfriend having trolls if you ask me.
[26:36 - 26:52] All right, come on, y'all ain't got a life. So you sit there on the internet and you make people feel like shit just because your life ain't going the way you want it. Well, here's a little tip for you. Get off your fucking lazy ass and do something about it.
[26:53 - 27:11] You want a better life? Fucking change it. Do something to change it instead of sitting on your ass and making other people feel like fucking shit. Just because your life ain't going the way that you want it don't mean that you need to make someone else feel like fucking shit.
[27:14 - 27:29] Dude, do I let's say this. I don't go around when my life ain't going the way I want. I don't go around fucking with other people. I don't do that. I actually get off my ass and I make the changes that I want to make.
[27:30 - 27:53] I don't sit there and blame my life being shitty on someone else. I don't do that. That's y'all motherfuckers. And y'all need to cut the crap. It's dumb. It's been five fucking years motherfuckers. Time to grow up and move on.
[27:56 - 28:10] And y'all say you have a life, but really you don't. You say you have a job? No, the fuck you don't. Have you trolls? Don't have a job. Have you trolls? Don't have a life.
[28:10 - 28:34] And I'll be honest, I'm tired of being pushed around by you pussies.
[28:35 - 28:59] I mean, you say you're badasses, but yet all I see is dumbasses having me at a computer screen. That's all I see. When I see you trolls, I don't see people. I see a bunch of pussies having me at a fucking computer screen like a fucking scaredy cat. That's all I see.
[29:00 - 29:12] When I see you motherfucking trolls coming at me with all your shitty little words, that just lets me know. That just lets me know that your life is in a shitty fucking place.
[29:13 - 29:42] I like where my life's at.
[29:42 - 30:10] You wanna know what kind of person I really am?
[30:11 - 30:25] I'm the kind of dude that if you ain't got no money and I have it, I'm the kind of dude that like if somebody doesn't have any fucking money and I know they need it and I have a little bit of despair, I'll give it to them.
[30:26 - 30:44] I'm the kind of guy that if you fucking need it, I'd give you the shirt or the jacket right off my fucking back. I'm that kind of dude that if you need a place to stay for a couple nights and you're dealing with some shit, my doors are always open.
[30:44 - 30:52] I'm that kind of guy that's there for his friends whenever they need him.
[30:53 - 31:04] I'm the kind of guy where if someone needs somebody to be there for them, guess what? I'm that guy.
[31:05 - 31:23] I'm the person that all my friends run to with their problems because I'm a good listener and I don't sit there and judge or attack people.
[31:24 - 31:35] I'm the kind of guy that believes in helping other people, not bashing them.
[31:36 - 31:50] I can't ask any of my friends that actually fucking know me. Hell, you can't ask Nylit himself. He'll tell you that I'm not a bad guy. He will tell you that shit.
[32:03 - 32:07] And am I perfect? No, far from it.
[32:07 - 32:19] But you want to know what sets me apart from you fucking trolls? It's this one simple thing. This one simple thing.
[32:20 - 32:37] I own up to my mistakes. I've been owned up to my mistakes. You guys might not think I have, but in all reality, do you know how many times I've said I'm sorry on stream? How many times I've apologized?
[32:42 - 32:52] Do you know how many times I've said that I'm fucking sorry? How many times does a motherfucker need to apologize before y'all motherfuckers let the shit go?
[32:53 - 33:16] I own down to my mistakes. I own down to my motherfucking mistakes. I know I've done fuck that shit, but here's the thing. There's not one person in this world that is fucking perfect. No one in this world is perfect. No one.
[33:17 - 33:25] No one in this world is perfect. We, as humans, were made to make mistakes and learn from our mistakes.
[33:25 - 33:33] See, I learned from my mistakes, but apparently you retards haven't.
[33:35 - 33:49] I own down to my motherfucking mistakes, man. I own down to what the fuck happened, but if there's one thing I will not do, it's bow down to a bunch of pussy-ass trolls. I won't do it.
[33:49 - 34:15] And I will not admit to something that ain't fucking true. I won't do it.
[34:16 - 34:26] Y'all can sit there and say that I'm this not till you're below in the face, but that won't fucking change the fact that I'm not what you guys think I am.
[34:26 - 34:52] I'm getting tired of being called shit that I'm not and being attacked for it.
[34:53 - 35:07] Y'all motherfuckers just want somebody to go after. That's all it is. Y'all motherfuckers just want somebody to push around because your life is shit. That's all it is.
[35:08 - 35:26] You guys are mad with your fucking life, so you feel like you gotta push somebody like me who appears weaker around. For what reason? To make you feel better? Does it make you feel big and bad that you push people around?
[35:35 - 35:45] Is that what it is? Does it make you motherfucking feel big and tough? Does it make you feel big and fucking tough that you push motherfuckers around?
[35:46 - 36:03] Because let me tell you, that ain't no tough guy move. That's a bitch move. Bullying people and pushing motherfuckers around just because they look different, that's a bitch move. That's a pussy move.
[36:11 - 36:13] Bullying, bro-
[36:13 - 36:25] And let me tell you right now,
[36:31 - 36:42] I'm sick of being that fucking guy that gets pushed around for no reason. I'm sick of it, dude.
[36:42 - 36:44] Hey, what's up, guys?
[36:44 - 37:01] What's up, dude?
[37:02 - 37:30] You know, I work my fucking ass off.
[37:30 - 37:39] My whole fucking life for everything that I want to get, everything that I want to fucking do.
[37:39 - 37:59] But like I said, you fucking trolls can't actually stand the fact that a weird-looking guy like me, that fucking looks different, that stared death in the face as a fucking child and survived.
[37:59 - 38:07] Actually has a shot at doing something. See, young motherfuckers don't get it.
[38:07 - 38:18] As a baby, I wasn't supposed to survive. I had a 1% chance of living. 1%.
[38:21 - 38:33] I was born with one kidney and one very severely underdeveloped lung. I was born with 1 pound, 10 ounces, where my head was the size of my mom's fist and my arms and legs were the size of her fucking pinky.
[38:33 - 38:41] I had a 1% chance of living, but yet here I am, 31 years later.
[38:46 - 38:59] So yeah, I'm not afraid of death. I can honestly and genuinely say that I stared death in the face as a fucking baby and said, "Ha ha, fuck you. Not today, reaper bitch."
[38:59 - 39:13] I literally stared death in the face and fucking laughed at it. And guess what? Here I fucking am.
[39:14 - 39:17] 31 years later, even though I shouldn't be.
[39:17 - 39:27] Against all doctors, I still fucking made it.
[39:27 - 39:41] Against every doctor, there was not one single fucking doctor in that hospital that believed that I would survive. But guess what, motherfuckers? Here I am.
[39:41 - 39:43] Here I am.
[39:43 - 40:07] And see, that's another thing that sets us apart. You assholes fucking fear death. I don't fear it. I laugh at it and I welcome it, like an old friend.
[40:10 - 40:18] Because every day that I fucking live is another day that I'd prove every single fucking medical person wrong.
[40:18 - 40:30] Like I said, I'm not even supposed to be here right now. I'm supposed to be dead in the ground, 6 feet under, buried.
[40:30 - 40:35] The day I was born was the day I was supposed to die.
[40:37 - 40:43] But yet here I am, 31 years later, and still surviving.
[40:43 - 40:48] Ain't none of you motherfuckers able to say that shit.
[40:48 - 40:56] Ain't none of you motherfuckers able to sit there and say that you went through what I went through. Cause you ain't ever gone through it.
[40:56 - 41:04] So unless you fucking been where I've been, you ain't got the right to run your fucking mouth.
[41:05 - 42:49] [Silence]
[42:49 - 43:07] And that's why this song right here.
[43:07 - 43:11] That's why this fucking song right here.
[43:15 - 43:20] Has not only helped me, but is actually a part of me.
[43:20 - 43:28] And it's made me realize that if I want to do better, I need to get off my ass and make that fucking change.
[43:28 - 43:35] Like I said, I'm proud to be the fucking advocate for people like me.
[43:35 - 43:40] I'm proud to represent people like me that get bullied.
[43:41 - 43:45] I'm proud to represent guys like Full Metal Kendo.
[43:45 - 43:48] Shy to Full Metal Kendo by the way, man.
[43:48 - 43:53] And Full Metal Kendo, if you do see us, man, I appreciate everything you've done for me, man.
[43:53 - 43:57] How you stood up for me, everything you've done, man.
[43:57 - 43:59] I fucking appreciate that shit, brother.
[43:59 - 44:01] So kudos to you, man.
[44:01 - 44:03] Major props to you, man.
[44:07 - 44:26] What I'm waiting for, what I'm waiting for, broken me, reflecting on the darkness, destructive intentions,
[44:27 - 44:35] one who sometimes will tear the face away from those who said to them.
[44:35 - 44:45] But now my hero, though, has called me, me back home.
[44:46 - 45:04] It is in a way, bringing hope into hopeless days, turning eyes from the sun to the sun.
[45:05 - 45:34] In a way, bringing hope into hopeless days, turning eyes from the sun, turning eyes from the sun.
[45:34 - 45:56] It's the blind, bleeding the blind, bleeding the blind through their demise.
[45:56 - 46:12] Break a cycle.
[46:13 - 46:30] It's the blind, bleeding the blind, bleeding the blind through their demise.
[46:31 - 46:50] It is in a way, bringing hope into hopeless days, turning eyes from the sun, turning eyes from the sun, turning eyes from the sun.
[46:51 - 47:17] It is in a way, bringing hope into hopeless days, turning eyes from the sun, turning eyes from the sun.
[47:18 - 47:27] It is in a way, bringing hope into hopeless days, turning eyes from the sun, turning eyes from the sun, turning eyes from the sun, turning eyes from the sun.
[47:27 - 47:35] It is in a way, bringing hope into hopeless days, turning eyes from the sun, turning eyes from the sun, turning eyes from the sun.
[47:35 - 47:42] It is in a way, bringing hope into hopeless days, turning eyes from the sun, turning eyes from the sun.
[47:43 - 48:25] It is in a way, bringing hope into hopeless days, turning eyes from the sun, turning eyes from the sun, turning eyes from the sun, turning eyes from the sun.
[48:26 - 49:24] [Silence]
[49:24 - 49:30] Switch and save $652. It's okay. There's enough for everyone.
[49:30 - 49:39] [Music]
[49:39 - 49:41] Start playing.
[49:42 - 51:05] [Music]
[51:05 - 51:08] This friend running out there like myself.
[51:08 - 51:11] [Music]
[51:11 - 51:17] This dog's friend running out there like myself and gets pushed around. Let's go.
[51:18 - 77:34] [Music]
[77:35 - 77:37] Bitch.
Transcribed by lolcow.city as id '3285' on August 19th, 2024