2022-9-21 #FUCKBULLYING #FUCKSUICIDE

[0:00 - 0:25] What's up everybody? First off, how's everybody doing today?
[1:12 - 1:19] So, we all have to talk about it.
[1:29 - 1:32] This time last year.
[1:41 - 1:47] Today marks a very important day in my life.
[1:47 - 1:59] On this day last year, I tried to take my own life.
[1:59 - 2:02] And it was because of bullying.
[2:02 - 2:09] It was because of all the hatred that I had received over the past five years.
[2:19 - 2:33] And trust me when I say, it's been a long and very hard battle.
[2:43 - 2:50] Hasn't been easy, not by a fucking long shot.
[3:10 - 3:25] And trust me when I say, that long hard battle.
[3:29 - 3:30] It was worth it.
[3:34 - 3:38] My fight over these last five years has not been an easy one.
[3:40 - 3:45] In fact, the fight that I've dealt with over the last five years,
[3:46 - 3:49] Has been the hardest struggle of my entire life.
[3:51 - 3:56] Without a shred of a doubt, it has literally been the hardest fight of my life.
[3:59 - 4:02] Especially since that day last year.
[4:05 - 4:11] Since today last year, it's been a hell of a fight.
[4:12 - 4:17] It's been a long, long, hard drawn out battle.
[4:21 - 4:27] It's not been easy by any stretch of the imagination, it's.
[4:33 - 4:39] I'll be honest, I'm surprised that I'm even still here right now.
[4:41 - 4:45] Like I'm honestly surprised that I'm even still here.
[4:55 - 5:03] A lot of people sit there and try to make me out to be somebody that I'm not.
[5:10 - 5:12] Which is pretty fucked up.
[5:16 - 5:18] You know, people have set me up on shit.
[5:18 - 5:26] People have attacked me, maimed me.
[5:26 - 5:30] Made me feel like suicide was the best option.
[5:30 - 5:36] Made me feel like that me being dead was the best thing for everyone around me.
[5:40 - 5:43] The man was I wrong.
[5:45 - 5:46] I was very wrong.
[5:56 - 6:06] And yes, I would, if I owned Elden Ring, I would, but I don't own it, so I can't.
[6:11 - 6:14] But, you know.
[6:19 - 6:23] This whole YouTube journey has been a fight and a half.
[6:23 - 6:29] And let me tell you, a lot of y'all fake motherfuckers on here.
[6:29 - 6:33] Is that I've pretended this whole time.
[6:33 - 6:43] You know, people like Cruella, Cruella Deville, who pretended to give a shit.
[6:43 - 6:48] And all y'all motherfuckers that fall under that category that pretended to give a shit.
[6:48 - 6:52] Y'all know who the fuck you are.
[6:52 - 6:56] You know, it's funny, you guys sit there and attack motherfuckers like me.
[6:56 - 7:00] And blame us for what you do.
[7:00 - 7:08] And that's just sad.
[7:18 - 7:22] Like, why blame others for what you do to people?
[7:25 - 7:29] Why blame others for what you fucking put them through?
[7:30 - 7:35] And more importantly, why blame me for what you guys fucking put me through?
[7:35 - 7:40] And yes, I'm talking to the fucking trolls.
[7:40 - 7:43] I mean, what the fuck did you think was gonna happen?
[7:43 - 7:47] That I was gonna sit there and lie down and play dead?
[7:47 - 7:50] No.
[7:50 - 7:56] I got my fucking ass back up.
[7:56 - 8:00] And I started fucking fighting.
[8:00 - 8:08] And I trust me when I say.
[8:08 - 8:19] Me getting back up and fighting was the best thing I could have ever done for myself.
[8:19 - 8:24] And to everybody out there that has shown love and support this whole time,
[8:24 - 8:29] and has stood by me even when times were hard, I wanna say thank you.
[8:29 - 8:36] And I don't just mean as a YouTuber, I mean as a fucking person.
[8:36 - 8:38] As a human fucking being.
[8:38 - 8:44] All you guys that reached out to me and helped me when I needed it most, thank you.
[8:55 - 8:59] I don't know about you guys, but I'm really getting fucking tired of the bullying and
[8:59 - 9:00] the trolling and shit.
[9:00 - 9:07] And I don't care what you fucking say, trolling is bullying.
[9:07 - 9:13] I don't give a fuck what anyone says, trolling is a form of bullying.
[9:15 - 9:16] Don't believe me?
[9:16 - 9:18] Ask Chris Chan.
[9:21 - 9:23] Ask my friend Jenny.
[9:23 - 9:28] Ask anybody that you motherfucking trolls bashed on for no fucking reason.
[9:30 - 9:31] Ask any of them.
[9:31 - 9:36] They'll tell you that trolling is a form of bullying.
[9:38 - 9:40] And I for one won't fucking stand for it.
[9:50 - 9:54] So this first song,
[9:54 - 10:04] I'd like to dedicate to somebody who's brand new to my life,
[10:04 - 10:10] but also has become very close over the past few days.
[10:12 - 10:18] And not just to that person, but I'd also like to dedicate this first song
[10:18 - 10:23] to everybody out there that has been bullied or gets bullied,
[10:23 - 10:25] but yet they continue to fight the good fight.
[10:35 - 15:05] [MUSIC]
[61:17 - 61:28] And trust me, for those of you that are addicted to whatever substance,
[61:31 - 61:38] there's only two places you're gonna end up, in a body bag, in the ground,
[61:38 - 61:43] or in a fucking jail, so, for the rest of your life.
[61:43 - 61:46] And it's the same with you trolls, man.
[61:46 - 61:49] What you trolls don't realize is this one thing.
[61:49 - 61:55] What you're doing right now, all this trolling that you're doing,
[61:55 - 61:59] you might not see it now, but eventually,
[61:59 - 62:02] that shit's gonna end you up locked up in jail.
[62:02 - 62:06] And I don't think any of you guys want that.
[62:06 - 62:07] I mean, you guys are young.
[62:07 - 62:09] A lot of you trolls are young as fuck.
[62:09 - 62:11] Younger than me, even.
[62:11 - 62:12] I'm 32, man.
[62:12 - 62:15] A lot of y'all motherfuckers are young as fuck.
[62:15 - 62:22] A lot of y'all trolls are, what, 18, 19 years old, man?
[62:22 - 62:25] Y'all got your whole lives ahead of you.
[62:26 - 62:31] And let me ask you this, is trolling really worth throwing your life away?
[62:31 - 62:35] Is bullying somebody really that fucking worth it
[62:35 - 62:38] that you're willing to risk your life and throw your life away
[62:38 - 62:42] and risk being arrested for the rest of your life?
[62:42 - 62:47] Is it really fucking worth it?
[62:47 - 62:53] 'Cause let me tell you something, man.
[62:55 - 63:00] What you trolls don't realize is your trolling is a form of bullying.
[63:00 - 63:03] And that bullying leads to suicide.
[63:03 - 63:08] Now, what do you think is gonna happen hypothetically?
[63:08 - 63:12] Let's say that you start trolling somebody and they take their own life.
[63:12 - 63:15] Who do you think that's gonna be on?
[63:15 - 63:18] It's gonna be on you.
[63:19 - 63:25] Y'all motherfuckers that bullied that person, your life is in your hands.
[63:25 - 63:31] Their life, their blood, is gonna be on your hands.
[63:31 - 63:33] And your life is gonna be over.
[63:33 - 63:37] Because you bullied that person to suicide.
[63:37 - 63:44] So, do you really think that is fucking worth it?
[63:45 - 63:50] Doing all this shit that you motherfuckers do, do you really think it's worth the risk of going to jail?
[63:50 - 63:51] I don't.
[63:51 - 63:55] I know if I was y'all, I wouldn't want to go to jail.
[63:55 - 64:01] I wouldn't want to have somebody, I wouldn't want to bully somebody to suicide and then end up in jail.
[64:01 - 64:03] I wouldn't want that.
[64:04 - 64:06] I wouldn't want to go to jail.
[64:43 - 64:47] Here's the thing man, I don't bully anybody.
[64:47 - 64:51] And I know a lot of people see it as bullying.
[64:51 - 64:54] But the truth is, what I do isn't bullying.
[64:54 - 64:58] I defend myself and I stand up against that shit.
[64:58 - 65:04] Yeah sure, I say some fucked up shit to the bullies but that's because they fucking ask for it.
[65:09 - 65:16] You know, it's one thing to bully me, okay? It's one thing to push somebody around like me that can handle this shit.
[65:16 - 65:19] That's one thing entirely.
[65:19 - 65:33] But when you start going after my friends and my family, just to get me to respond, that's where you fucked up.
[65:35 - 65:43] All y'all trolls think that it's funny to push somebody and attack their friends and family just to get them to react.
[65:43 - 65:48] That's not funny, that's called being a pathetic little fucking asshole.
[65:48 - 65:52] That's called being a punk ass bitch.
[65:52 - 66:00] That's called you not being a fucking man and confronting that person face to face like a real man.
[66:00 - 66:22] But for those that have been bullied, I'm gonna let this guy speak for himself on this.
[66:22 - 66:49] [silence]
[66:49 - 66:53] [heavy breathing]
[66:53 - 66:57] [screaming]
[66:57 - 67:25] [sad music]
[67:25 - 67:31] Please don't kill yourself. I'm talking to you and I don't pretend to know everything that you've been through.
[67:31 - 67:37] But if it's shame, you feel just know that I'm sinned too. And if it's pain, you're feeling just know that that's something I went through.
[67:37 - 67:42] I don't know your story but I know you and me are a lot alike. So let me talk to you for a minute while I got this mic.
[67:42 - 67:47] I was 18 when I pulled a gun out. At the time it felt like my options had run out.
[67:47 - 67:54] So I put that barrel to my chest and I pulled the trigger halfway. I tried to muster up the courage to put myself away that day.
[67:54 - 67:58] But halfway into that trigger pole I stopped. Tears flooded my eyes and that pistol dropped.
[67:58 - 68:04] And I sat in my room and I sobbed for an hour. On the outside I was fine, on the inside a coward.
[68:04 - 68:10] The noise of my depression had gotten louder and louder. I had planned a way out in a baptism shower of gunpowder.
[68:10 - 68:15] I've been lied to just like you're being lied to now. Other people can't help you but I might know how.
[68:15 - 68:20] Because I've walked in your shoes and I've been at my lowest. And if you don't know anything, know this.
[68:20 - 68:26] You might tell me you're going to kill yourself and you're close to this. But God wants to meet you in the middle of your hopelessness.
[68:26 - 68:33] God wants to give you a way out of these feelings of doubt. And the sounds of chaos might be reverberating around you like heavy metal.
[68:33 - 68:38] But confusion isn't for God it's straight from the devil. And he wants to silence the noise and bring peace to you.
[68:38 - 68:44] And I promise if you just ask him he'll see you through. You got to this place because you tried fighting your own fight.
[68:44 - 68:48] And where did that get you except contemplating about taking your own life?
[68:48 - 68:54] And if you got bullied at this point I'm sorry you went through that. But God wants to take those words from your attackers and send them back.
[68:54 - 68:59] You don't have to be defined by what people said about you. Let me pick you up if you don't know how to.
[68:59 - 69:04] You're not alone man. You got a friend in me. You got better days ahead of you. I just pray you begin to see.
[69:04 - 69:10] Know that everything the devil did to you he wants you to replay. But everything the devil took from you God wants to replace.
[69:10 - 69:15] Listen to me right now and you better look me right in the face. You were created for more than to die in this place.
[69:15 - 69:19] Don't do it man. Please don't take your life. Just take my hand and we'll make this right.
[69:19 - 69:24] I promise if you do this you'll regret it. You'll wake up in eternity and remember I said it.
[69:24 - 69:29] And you wish so bad you could just go back. I'm here for you right now. Please just know that.
[69:29 - 69:34] And if you think you're alone in this fight you've been lied to. That depression came after me and I nearly died too.
[69:34 - 69:40] I thought suicide was the only way and death was meant for me. The devil played his music and I sat front row through that symphony.
[69:40 - 69:45] I walked through the fire and I felt that heat. But I pushed past the clutter and I stood to my feet.
[69:45 - 69:50] I walked out and I refused to look back. I took my depression and threw it right back into that wood stack.
[69:50 - 69:57] And that fire was the blaze 50 feet high. And now I plan on leaving a legacy to look back on some day when I died.
[69:57 - 70:02] And right now I'm telling you to stand up too. Deep down inside you know it's the right thing to do.
[70:02 - 70:06] Think about your family. Think about you. Don't kill yourself. Please don't do it.
[70:06 - 70:12] Whatever you're facing God will see you through it. I had a fan kill himself and his mom asked if I could come see her.
[70:12 - 70:16] She was depressed and asked if I could beat her. Two weeks later the depression beat her.
[70:16 - 70:20] She ran into a telephone pole without a seatbelt and a two seater.
[70:20 - 70:26] And I wish right now I could crawl through these speakers and somehow convince you not to go the same route she did.
[70:26 - 70:32] I wish I could change the fact that you feel defeated. I wish I could lock my arms around you and tell the devil to beat it.
[70:32 - 70:38] But I can't reach everyone even though I do my best to try. Some people believe the lie that it's just best to die.
[70:38 - 70:43] And I think it's the simple way out. But they're not here to see the way things play out.
[70:43 - 70:48] They don't see the hurt they cause, the pain they leave. I take this seriously. This isn't a game to me.
[70:48 - 70:53] Even thinking about ending your life is living dangerously. So please just listen to my voice.
[70:53 - 70:58] Right now you have a choice. You can choose life or you can get drowned by the noise.
[70:58 - 71:04] Please don't do it. Please just ask for help. If not for your family, do it for yourself.
[71:05 - 71:36] [MUSIC]
[71:36 - 71:43] You know guys, it's like I told everybody and I'm telling you guys the same thing.
[71:43 - 71:51] Just like I told that guy who messaged me the other day on Facebook talking about how I saved his life.
[71:51 - 71:57] If any of you guys out there feel like you can't continue on anymore,
[71:57 - 72:04] my messages on Facebook and on Instagram are always open. Always.
[72:04 - 72:12] You guys can message me any fucking time and I will be there to fucking listen.
[72:12 - 72:18] Cause like I said, I might not know your story.
[72:18 - 72:21] But I can tell you one thing, I know what it's like to be on the edge.
[72:21 - 72:27] And being on the edge, I would never wish on my worst enemy.
[72:27 - 72:36] I really wouldn't. Because nobody deserves that. Ever.
[72:36 - 72:41] So if anybody out there hears this shit or sees this,
[72:41 - 72:46] I want you guys to know that I care. Even you trolls, man.
[72:46 - 72:51] Even you trolls, I care about even you guys.
[72:51 - 72:55] Because at the end of the day, we're all fucking people.
[72:55 - 72:59] At the end of the day, we're all human. And yeah, you guys money.
[72:59 - 73:04] You guys might hate me, but I can never hate any of you. Ever.
[73:04 - 73:10] I can never hate anybody. I just hate what you trolls do and that's it.
[73:10 - 73:16] I don't hate anyone. I just hate what the trolls do. And that's it.
[73:16 - 73:33] That's all I hate. I don't hate anybody. I hate what people do.
[73:33 - 73:49] And I still pray that all y'all trolls find a better path for yourselves because this one, it's not it.
[73:49 - 74:05] This path ain't the way out. Exactly, man.
[74:05 - 74:10] That's exactly correct, man. I couldn't have said it even better.
[74:10 - 74:16] I couldn't have said it better myself, man. That is very correct.
[74:16 - 74:22] Like I said, I don't hate anybody. I never could.
[74:22 - 74:30] And granted, I know a lot of you guys might hate me and I'm fine with that.
[74:30 - 74:39] But just know this, that even you trolls eventually are going to need a helping hand from somebody.
[74:39 - 74:50] So my advice to you, be more humble when putting on a front.
[74:50 - 75:08] Quit acting like you're a tough guy and just be yourself because acting like a hard ass and being a hard ass are two totally different things.
[75:08 - 75:27] And I want to share something with you guys.
[75:27 - 75:52] I want you guys to see something that keeps me motivated and why I have the drive and the passion to make it not only on this platform but in business.
[75:53 - 76:21] Thank you.
[76:21 - 76:30] This video right here is what keeps me going every fucking day of the week, man.
[76:30 - 76:58] That is an official rap here at the very hot and sweaty and smelly I am paradise. I think it's definitely me. It's 12.45am I just wrapped this workout and I heard this quote the other day that I want to share with you guys and I'm paraphrasing here but it goes like this is the person who goes to the gym, every single day, regardless of how they feel,
[76:58 - 77:20] will always beat the person who goes to the gym when they feel like going to the gym. What I love about that quote is it's just this anchoring philosophy of yes being the hardest workers in the room, but also probably more importantly than that, it's just this idea of pushing past the fatigue and us doing the daily consistent shit that we don't feel like doing.
[77:20 - 77:32] Fuck I don't want to work out at midnight my babies are going to be up in five hours but I know what I don't want to work out at midnight, but that's when I have to work out at midnight I'm glad I did I came in here push myself put past the fatigue.
[77:32 - 77:45] But more importantly than the physicality part I think it's just being able to come in here, set the edge the psychological edge and just recalibrate from a long day, think about what I'm doing tomorrow but I want to do the next week, month, year, etc.
[77:45 - 77:54] So, I would highly recommend you guys are doing the daily consistent shit that you don't want to do push past it because there's so many people who are willing to do it at all.
[77:54 - 78:13] So, written out hardest workers in the room, that is a wrap.
[78:13 - 78:16] It's true man.
[78:16 - 78:22] Why do you think I work so goddamn hard.
[78:22 - 78:32] Why do you think I bust my ass, building and building and working and working and never stopping crying never stopping hustle.
[78:32 - 78:39] Why do you think every time you guys try to shut me down I come right fucking back.
[78:39 - 78:44] I come right back and I keep swinging like nothing even happened.
[78:44 - 78:48] That's why.
[78:48 - 78:51] Because I choose to work hard.
[78:51 - 78:55] I choose to work my ass off.
[78:55 - 79:06] And I will continue to work my ass off, as long as it fucking takes.
[79:06 - 79:10] And what you trolls don't seem to realize is, I enjoy the work.
[79:10 - 79:19] Whenever you guys shut me down, and I come right back all those times.
[79:19 - 79:29] It was a challenge. It was a hurdle, but I got past it.
[79:29 - 79:39] So for all you trolls you need to think about this. Start worrying about yourself. Worry about what you're doing.
[79:39 - 79:44] Stop worrying about what I'm doing or what the other person is doing. Worry about yourself.
[79:44 - 79:57] Don't worry about other people because when you worry about other people you don't get shit done.
[79:57 - 80:05] See, you trolls sit there and say you have a 9 to 5, but yet I don't see any proof of that. At all.
[80:05 - 80:09] All I see are a bunch of people that don't do anything.
[80:09 - 80:16] That love to worry about what other people are doing and then bully those other people for what they're doing.
[80:16 - 80:25] When people like me are just trying to survive. People like myself are just trying to make it.
[80:25 - 80:39] And that's it.
[80:39 - 80:46] Here's the thing Professor Ponger, there's a difference between helping me and shutting me down.
[80:46 - 80:51] And what you guys do is shut me down. You don't try to help me.
[80:51 - 80:58] Because if you guys are trying to help me, then why do I see all these videos of people making fun of me and attacking me?
[80:58 - 81:12] Explain that one. If you're trying to help me, then why are there so many videos of you guys attacking me for no reason?
[81:12 - 81:37] Explain that one.
[81:37 - 81:43] Oh, I do understand the point, but trolling doesn't help anybody.
[81:43 - 81:50] Trolling is not a way to help somebody. It's not.
[81:50 - 81:55] Trolling is just another way to get someone hurt.
[81:55 - 82:01] It's another way to drag someone down.
[82:01 - 82:07] It's another way to make somebody feel even shittier than they already do.
[82:07 - 82:30] That's not helping nobody. That's making people feel worse.
[82:30 - 82:35] Here's the thing Sarah, I don't repeat my mistakes.
[82:35 - 82:39] Haven't done it yet.
[82:39 - 82:44] You can say I have, but we all know I haven't.
[82:44 - 82:50] Everybody knows I've not repeated my mistake. Ever.
[82:50 - 82:56] Yeah, sure, you might have screenshots, but we all know that those are made up.
[82:56 - 83:01] We all know that those screenshots are fucking bullshit.
[83:01 - 83:14] They are bullshit. They've always been bullshit and they will still 10 years from now be bullshit.
[83:14 - 83:24] So give it up because you're not winning against me.
[83:24 - 83:32] You might think that you're thinking logically, but really you're thinking from a troll point of view, which is pretty pathetic.
[83:32 - 83:36] It's pretty fucking pathetic when you're thinking from a troll's point of view.
[83:36 - 83:43] You're not thinking from a logical thinking person's point of view.
[83:43 - 83:51] A logical person wouldn't go around sending child porn to people.
[83:51 - 84:02] A logical thinking person would not sit there, take images of an underage kid and send it to people just to fuck with them.
[84:02 - 84:07] That's not what a normal human being thinks or does.
[84:07 - 84:15] A normal human being sticks to their own and does what they need to do, which is exactly what I do.
[84:15 - 84:26] I stick to myself, I stick to the people that matter to me, I stick close to the people that care about me, and I mind my own damn business I go by my day.
[84:26 - 84:29] That's all I do.
[84:29 - 84:44] That's all I've ever done and that's all I will continue to do.
[84:44 - 84:56] There's one thing about not repeating your mistakes again, and I know what you trolls are going to say and think, but just hear me out because it's true.
[84:56 - 85:02] And this doesn't just apply to you, this applies to anybody and everybody.
[85:02 - 85:21] Okay? Maybe if you trolls would stop bringing up shit and let people move on, a lot of these people that you guys troll that make these same mistakes, the reason why they make them is because you guys will not let the past go.
[85:21 - 85:25] Somebody can only move on if they let go of the past.
[85:25 - 85:33] So how is somebody supposed to move on and do better with themselves or better their lives if you will not let them move on?
[85:33 - 85:37] How is that supposed to happen?
[85:37 - 85:44] I've already wrote my wrongs many times over more than I even should have.
[85:44 - 85:52] I've written all my wrongs, maybe not in your eyes, but in the rest of the world's eyes, I've written my fucking wrongs.
[85:52 - 86:01] I've come up on my own streams and apologized publicly many times over.
[86:01 - 86:06] So why make me relive the past? I don't deserve it.
[86:06 - 86:23] I didn't deserve what an asshole did to me. I didn't deserve what any of you or Marnie did to me. I didn't deserve any of it.
[86:23 - 86:32] Which is why I said a couple of streams ago, anybody that wants to take a shot at me, go ahead. Go right ahead.
[86:32 - 86:39] Because all those nights that y'all stabbed in my back, like I said, I've gotten cleaned off, they're out, they're set to go.
[86:39 - 86:45] And I'm going to start stabbing motherfuckers right back that have done me wrong.
[86:45 - 86:49] And I'm sorry if you don't like it, but that's just how I am.
[86:49 - 86:55] Y'all stabbed me in the back. Now it's time to return the favor.
[86:55 - 87:03] Just saying.
[87:03 - 87:26] Thank you, mythical. I appreciate that, man.
[87:26 - 87:53] Like I said, all the stuff that y'all done to me is bullshit.
[87:53 - 88:00] Like I said, anybody that wants to take shots of me, go ahead.
[88:00 - 88:06] Because I got every troll's fucking number ready to go and lined up.
[88:06 - 88:10] All I got to ask is one simple question from you trolls.
[88:10 - 88:18] Who wants to get stabbed first, motherfucker? Because all y'all's knives, I'm returning that shit to you.
[88:18 - 88:47] So who wants to step up and take the first fucking shot? Because I got plenty to go around.
[88:47 - 88:58] Man, that boy ain't no black dragon. If anything, he's a foot. If anything, Tony's the real fucking pedophile.
[88:58 - 89:08] All right, let's be real. The man went out to a fucking mall and took pictures of underage girls and their asses, mind you.
[89:08 - 89:18] Not to mention, he admitted on Gryker's stream to looking at child porn. That was on the USB drive that he received.
[89:18 - 89:27] He admitted that on livestream. Don't blame me, go watch Gryker's channel where he admitted it.
[89:27 - 89:35] For real, don't blame me, go watch Tony's channel where he admitted to this shit.
[89:35 - 89:47] There's a difference between me getting put through what I got put through with an asshole and someone like Tony that actually goes out and takes pictures of underage kids.
[89:47 - 90:01] There's a big difference. I was set up. Tony knew what he was doing. He knew right from the jump what he was doing.
[90:01 - 90:11] Oh, and, uh, Dandelion, I know you're probably watching this, you douchebag motherfucker. I got a little message for your fat ass.
[90:11 - 90:20] And this ain't just from me. This is from everybody that hates you. And I do mean there's a lot of people that hate you.
[90:20 - 90:25] I don't necessarily hate you, but I know a lot of motherfuckers that do.
[90:25 - 90:33] You need to quit doing your bullshit that you do because it's bullshit and it's garbage.
[90:33 - 90:46] So, Dandelion, do yourself a favor. Cut the high school crap and grow up, dude.
[90:46 - 91:03] Bro, cut the high school crap and grow up, Dandelion.
[91:03 - 91:18] Like, for real. You give it up. It's dumb and stupid and nobody needs it.
[91:18 - 91:25] Now, that being said, to all my fans and all my supporters, I want you guys to know that I love every single fucking one of you guys.
[91:25 - 91:29] Without you guys, I wouldn't be able to do what I love.
[91:29 - 91:34] Without you guys, the fans, the supporters, my friends.
[91:34 - 91:39] Without you guys, I wouldn't be doing what I enjoy for a living.
[91:39 - 91:46] And believe me when I say I am beyond grateful to you guys.
[91:46 - 91:51] I am beyond grateful to you guys.
[91:51 - 92:00] And like I said earlier, to anybody out there that needs someone to talk to, my messages are always open.
[92:00 - 92:05] You guys can hit me up on Instagram, Facebook.
[92:05 - 92:20] I don't know if YouTube messages is still a thing, but if YouTube still has a message system, you guys can hit me up there as well.
[92:20 - 92:26] But on a side note, I do have a brand new album coming out, which I'll speak on later.
[92:26 - 92:34] And I got a lot of other stuff going on, so I'll have updates for you guys later on.
[92:34 - 92:41] But anyways, guys, I love you all. I hope you guys have a good rest of your day, morning, evening, wherever you guys are at.
[92:41 - 92:51] And I will see you guys probably later tonight or tomorrow, depending on what work I have to do.
[92:51 - 92:55] But I love you guys, and I will see you guys later, man.
[92:55 - 93:05] As I was saying, stay humble, stay positive, keep being yourself, and fuck the trolls, man.
[93:05 - 93:13] And not just fuck the trolls, but fuck bullying and fuck suicide.
[93:13 - 93:15] Peace.
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