2022-9-14 I AINT YOUR BITCH ANYMORE !!!!!

[0:00 - 0:05] What's up everybody?
[0:05 - 0:51] Thanks for watching!
[0:52 - 0:55] What the fuck's going on y'all? How's everybody doing this evening?
[0:55 - 1:17] Now, before I start this show I want to say a few fucking things.
[1:17 - 1:20] And one of those things is to the fucking trolls.
[1:20 - 1:34] More specifically, to motherfuckers like Bey Shaman, Music Bitchface Marty, and William, the world's fucking dumbest fucking glory hole bro.
[1:34 - 1:39] Y'all motherfuckers have been going at me for the last five fucking years.
[1:39 - 1:45] And let me tell you right now, I ain't your fucking bitch anymore.
[1:45 - 1:52] There's two things I ain't motherfucker, you're a bitch and a fucking pushover bro.
[1:52 - 1:58] And Bey Shaman, I see the shit you say about me motherfucker, let me tell you right now, you don't fuck idiot.
[1:58 - 2:02] You really think that you're phasing me? You're not.
[2:02 - 2:05] You ain't fucking phasing me bro.
[2:05 - 2:13] Cause see what you dumbfuckers don't realize is by speaking my fucking name, you know what you're doing?
[2:13 - 2:23] You're bringing more views to my motherfucking channel, and you're bringing real fucking supporters to my fucking channel bro.
[2:23 - 2:27] That's all you're fucking doing.
[2:27 - 2:37] You're bringing real motherfucking supporters that actually reach out and fucking talk to me and get to see how I really fucking am.
[2:37 - 2:46] Hell, ask the rapper Mantis, ask everybody that's ever fucking met me outside of YouTube and actually talk to me.
[2:46 - 2:53] See, I'm not the piece of shit that y'all make me fucking out to be.
[2:53 - 2:55] I'm not that piece of shit.
[2:55 - 2:59] That's y'all motherfucker running your mouth about me man.
[2:59 - 3:04] Y'all motherfuckers that run your mouth about me, y'all are the real fucking bitches.
[3:04 - 3:09] Y'all motherfuckers are the one that ain't got shit to do with your goddamn lives.
[3:09 - 3:20] And unlike Tony, AKA the Black Dragon, or I'd say the Black Dragon bitch,
[3:20 - 3:27] I ain't a fucking pushover and I sure as fuck ain't no goddamn pedophile like him.
[3:27 - 3:34] I mean hell, we all know Tony went out and took pictures of underage kids at a fucking mall dude.
[3:34 - 3:40] That right there says a lot.
[3:40 - 3:44] That right there says a fucking lot bro.
[3:44 - 3:48] I don't go out doing that shit.
[3:48 - 3:52] Tony, I'm calling you out.
[3:52 - 3:58] If anybody's the fucking pedophile between me and you, it's you motherfucker.
[3:58 - 4:02] You're the one that goes out and takes pictures of little kids at a fucking mall.
[4:02 - 4:06] You're the one that looks at child porn on your goddamn computer.
[4:06 - 4:08] That ain't me bro.
[4:08 - 4:12] You knew what the fuck you were doing.
[4:12 - 4:17] You admitted it on Gracker's live stream and in his fucking Discord.
[4:17 - 4:22] Don't lie, I saw the stream after you fucking left.
[4:22 - 4:27] After I left that stream, I saw what the fuck you were saying.
[4:27 - 4:42] You sat right there and fucking admitted to the fucking shit bro.
[4:42 - 4:48] You know, it's funny. Have y'all motherfucking trolls say you got a job? No the fuck you don't.
[4:48 - 4:52] Have you motherfuckers don't even fucking work for a living bro.
[4:52 - 4:57] I actually do. I actually get paid for what I do.
[4:57 - 5:05] And I'm on my way to getting paid even more because from this part right here is for my fans.
[5:05 - 5:07] This is for the motherfucking Cyrax Nation.
[5:07 - 5:12] This is for all the motherfucking real supporters that have had my back since day one bro.
[5:12 - 5:20] We are well on our way to a thousand subs.
[5:20 - 5:28] We are right fucking there.
[5:28 - 5:31] We are right fucking there. It's all my fucking supporters.
[5:31 - 5:37] Everybody that has ever had my fucking back I want to say thank you because you guys are fucking badass.
[5:37 - 5:43] You guys are the reason why I do what I fucking do.
[5:43 - 5:50] And let me tell you right now Marty and everybody else out there that thinks that, oh, life's all about money.
[5:50 - 5:55] No it ain't. Life ain't all about money.
[5:55 - 6:03] Sometimes being a good person and helping a motherfucker out is what's more important to people like myself.
[6:03 - 6:07] Now money as an asset does help.
[6:07 - 6:12] But it's not the most important fucking thing in the goddamn world.
[6:12 - 6:20] Maybe if y'all thump bucks actually got out of the house naturally, I don't know, lived life.
[6:20 - 6:25] Maybe y'all would see that shit, but you don't.
[6:25 - 6:28] And it's sad.
[6:28 - 6:33] Oh, and the Cruella de Vil, I'm calling you out too bitch.
[6:33 - 6:37] And yes, Cruella, I'm calling you the fuck out.
[6:37 - 6:44] You say you've been in the music industry for however many years, no the fuck you have not.
[6:44 - 6:49] You are in no way, shape, or form in the fucking music industry.
[6:49 - 6:52] You're not one shit, any kind of proof.
[6:52 - 6:58] Every time I call you out on it, you fucking start like, oh no, oh no, that's because you know you're fucking lying.
[6:58 - 7:01] And you try to play it off.
[7:01 - 7:05] Well there ain't no more playing it off, bitch.
[7:05 - 7:09] I got your number, bitch.
[7:09 - 7:13] Matter of fact.
[7:13 - 7:19] Hey, LGB.
[7:19 - 7:24] What do you say we do this first one for the fucking trolls and show them what we're not?
[7:24 - 7:31] What do you say we show them what the real fucking Cyrax Nation is really about and what we won't fucking stand for?
[7:31 - 7:33] What do you say?
[7:33 - 7:37] Matter of fact, where's all my fucking Cyrax Nation at, man?
[7:37 - 7:39] Where the fuck is my fucking Nation at?
[7:39 - 7:41] Where you guys at right now?
[7:41 - 7:54] Let me see that shit going in the comments, man, where the fuck y'all at?
[7:54 - 8:01] And for all the trolls, this first song ain't just from me, it's from the fucking Nation, baby.
[8:01 - 8:19] It's from the motherfucking Cyrax Nation as a whole.
[8:19 - 8:23] I could be weak.
[8:23 - 8:26] I could be angry.
[8:26 - 8:31] You know I could be just like you.
[8:31 - 8:34] I could be weak.
[8:34 - 8:37] I could be stupid.
[8:37 - 8:41] You know I could be just like you.
[8:41 - 8:44] You thought you were there beside me.
[8:44 - 8:47] You were only in my way.
[8:47 - 8:52] You were wrong, think that I'll be just like you.
[8:52 - 8:55] You thought you were there to guide me.
[8:55 - 8:58] You were only in my way.
[8:58 - 9:03] You were wrong, think that I'll be just like you.
[9:03 - 9:06] You thought you were there to guide me.
[9:06 - 9:09] You were only in my way.
[9:09 - 9:15] You were wrong, think that I'll be just like you.
[9:15 - 9:18] I could be veiled.
[9:18 - 9:20] I could be ruthless.
[9:20 - 9:26] You know I could be just like you.
[9:26 - 9:29] I could be weak.
[9:29 - 9:31] I could be senseless.
[9:31 - 9:35] You know I could be just like you.
[9:35 - 9:38] You thought you were there beside me.
[9:38 - 9:41] You were only in my way.
[9:41 - 9:46] You were only, think that I'll be just like you.
[9:46 - 9:49] You thought you were there to guide me.
[9:49 - 9:52] You were only in my way.
[9:52 - 9:57] You were wrong, think that I'll be just like you.
[9:57 - 10:00] You thought you were there to guide me.
[10:00 - 10:02] You were only in my way.
[10:02 - 10:07] You were wrong, think that I'll be just like you.
[10:07 - 10:13] On my own.
[10:13 - 10:18] Could get a liver with you.
[10:18 - 10:24] On my own.
[10:24 - 10:29] So I don't turn out like you want me to.
[10:29 - 10:32] You thought you were standing beside me.
[10:32 - 10:35] You were only in my way.
[10:35 - 10:40] You were wrong, think that I'll be just like you.
[10:40 - 10:43] You thought you were there to guide me.
[10:43 - 10:46] You were only in my way.
[10:46 - 10:51] You were wrong, think that I'll be just like you.
[10:51 - 10:54] You thought you were there to guide me.
[10:54 - 10:59] You were only in my way.
[10:59 - 11:03] You were wrong, think that I'll be just like you.
[11:03 - 11:06] I could be mean.
[11:06 - 11:09] I could be angry.
[11:09 - 11:12] You know I could be just like you.
[11:13 - 11:41] [ Pause ]
[11:41 - 11:53] Hey guys, what do you say it's time we stay and I would start fucking fighting back against these fools and doing what's right for people like us.
[11:53 - 12:07] This song right here is going out to every motherfucking body out there that's ever been where I'm at or where y'all have been at with these motherfucking trolls attacking us.
[12:07 - 12:18] This one's for you guys. This for anybody out there that's ever been motherfucking trolled, put down, or felt like shit because of these motherfuckers.
[12:18 - 12:21] This is for you guys.
[12:21 - 13:34] [ Pause ]
[13:34 - 13:38] When such a fool you they will find.
[13:38 - 13:43] Of course they aren't ready for you.
[13:43 - 13:44] Are you ready?
[13:44 - 13:47] They aren't ready for you to be strong.
[13:47 - 13:48] Are you ready?
[13:48 - 13:53] They aren't ready for you to prove them wrong.
[13:53 - 14:04] They aren't ready for turning into someone who cannot be prey upon.
[14:04 - 14:10] [ Pause ]
[14:10 - 14:13] That's enough for Rante now.
[14:13 - 14:17] Take them to take advantage of the consultations.
[14:17 - 14:19] I've been taking away, been taking away.
[14:19 - 14:26] They think you're ranting now, but the revolution doesn't control you.
[14:26 - 14:32] Once you've broken away, then cut them out of your mind.
[14:32 - 14:36] This is for you they will find.
[14:36 - 14:40] Of course they aren't ready for you.
[14:40 - 14:41] Are you ready?
[14:41 - 14:46] They aren't ready for you to be strong.
[14:46 - 14:51] They aren't ready for you to prove them wrong.
[14:51 - 15:00] They aren't ready for you to be turned into someone who cannot be prey on.
[15:00 - 15:18] They aren't ready for you.
[15:18 - 15:21] I want to see hashtag buck the trolls right the fuck now.
[15:21 - 15:25] Let's go.
[15:25 - 15:29] Get them out of your mind.
[15:29 - 15:33] When they're searching for you, they will find.
[15:33 - 15:38] Of course they aren't ready for you.
[15:38 - 15:39] Are you ready?
[15:39 - 15:43] They aren't ready for you to be strong.
[15:43 - 15:48] They aren't ready for you to prove them wrong.
[15:48 - 15:58] They aren't ready for you to be turned into someone who cannot be prey on.
[15:58 - 16:02] They aren't ready for us to be strong.
[16:02 - 16:07] They aren't ready for us to prove them wrong.
[16:07 - 16:18] They aren't ready for it to be turned into people who cannot be prey on.
[16:18 - 16:31] Are you ready?
[16:31 - 16:45] I don't know about you guys, but I'm sick of being pushed around by motherfuckers like
[16:45 - 16:53] William Gloryhull, music biz Marty, and all their little fucking friends.
[16:53 - 16:57] For five fucking years, I've dealt with this shit.
[16:57 - 17:02] And for a lot of people like my good friend Jenny, who have dealt with it for a lot of fucking longer,
[17:02 - 17:07] I want to say right now to those of you that have been through what I've fucking been through,
[17:07 - 17:12] my heart fucking goes out to you because I know what it's like to be there.
[17:12 - 17:15] Matter of fact, you can ask LGBT.
[17:15 - 17:27] LGBT has been here damn near since day fucking one and has seen what the fuck I've gone through.
[17:27 - 17:41] She's witnessed firsthand what it's like for me every fucking day of the goddamn week.
[17:41 - 17:49] And let me tell you, no one deserves to get fucking pushed around.
[17:49 - 17:55] No one fucking deserves to get pushed around the way that I get pushed around or the way
[17:55 - 17:59] that so many you guys get pushed around.
[17:59 - 18:01] Because I mean, here's the thing, man.
[18:01 - 18:03] Let me tell you all something.
[18:03 - 18:09] If I can make any one of you guys laugh, smile, or forget about your problems that you're
[18:09 - 18:13] going through, just believe me, I know how hard life can get.
[18:13 - 18:19] And if I can help even just one fucking person by making them smile, making them laugh,
[18:19 - 18:25] making them feel like they're not alone in this world, then I'm doing my fucking job as a person.
[18:25 - 18:30] I'm doing my job not just as an entertainer, but as a human fucking being
[18:30 - 18:35] and as a fucking person that knows what it's like to fucking be there.
[18:36 - 18:49] Because for the past five years, I have been there.
[18:49 - 18:54] See, a lot of people think that I'm too good for them or I'm this or I'm that.
[18:54 - 18:57] No, the fuck I'm not, dude.
[18:57 - 19:01] Just like you guys, I'm one of you.
[19:01 - 19:07] I am one of you.
[19:07 - 19:11] I don't take myself as being above anybody.
[19:11 - 19:13] We are all fucking equal here.
[19:13 - 19:16] We are all equal to each other.
[19:16 - 19:20] I don't put myself above anybody.
[19:20 - 19:23] Never have, never would.
[19:23 - 19:27] To me, in my eyes, everyone's fucking equal.
[19:27 - 19:29] We are all fucking equal.
[19:29 - 19:31] We all go through problems.
[19:31 - 19:34] We all go through shitty ass situations in life.
[19:34 - 19:37] We all go through fucking hell and back.
[19:37 - 19:42] No matter how little, no matter how fucking small, we're all in the same fucking boat.
[19:42 - 19:45] We're all motherfucking human beings.
[19:45 - 19:51] It's time we started fucking treating each other like we're better than everybody.
[19:51 - 19:53] Nah, fuck that.
[19:53 - 19:56] We are all fucking equal.
[19:56 - 20:00] We are all human beings. We all bleed red.
[20:00 - 20:04] We were all born the same and we're all going to die the same.
[20:04 - 20:07] We came into this world with nothing, and guess what?
[20:07 - 20:11] When we die, we're going to leave this earth with nothing.
[20:11 - 20:16] The same way we came into this world is the same way we're going to go out.
[20:16 - 20:39] [silence]
[20:39 - 20:45] And I want everybody here to know that you guys, you are not fucking alone.
[20:45 - 20:49] Take a look around you right now in the chat, guys.
[20:49 - 20:57] For real. Take a look in the chat right now, guys.
[20:57 - 21:03] Every single one of you in there right now is the same as me and I'm the same as you.
[21:03 - 21:06] You guys are the same as each other.
[21:06 - 21:13] We are all human.
[21:13 - 21:21] We are all going through something in our life that we don't necessarily want to be going through.
[21:21 - 21:27] We are all dealing with something that we don't want to be dealing with, but we have to deal with.
[21:27 - 21:35] [silence]
[21:35 - 21:37] And let me tell you.
[21:41 - 21:49] I want every single fucking one of you guys to know right now that it's been showing support with me, for me, despite all the shit that I've gone through.
[21:49 - 21:54] Every single one of you that has reached out to me and said, "Hey, it's okay."
[21:54 - 21:58] And said, "Hey, let me help you out."
[21:58 - 22:07] Every single one of you that has fucking reached out to me and not cast judgement on me based on what these other motherfuckers have to say,
[22:07 - 22:12] you guys are fucking awesome and you guys are the reason that I do my music.
[22:12 - 22:22] You guys are the fucking reason that I'm still here five years later, fucking kicking it and still doing what I fucking do best and rocking this shit.
[22:22 - 22:26] You guys are the only reason why I'm fucking still even going.
[22:26 - 22:34] Because if it wasn't for you guys, I would've gave up a long fucking time ago and not gotten back on here.
[22:34 - 22:39] But I'd do this shit for you guys, the real fucking supporters and the real fans.
[22:39 - 22:42] You guys are the fucking reason I do this shit.
[22:42 - 22:46] So this one's for you guys.
[22:46 - 22:55] This song right here is my personal gift from me to all the fucking fans and the fucking supporters out there.
[22:56 - 23:06] This is my way of saying thank you.
[23:06 - 23:15] And see, in this picture frame, a prisoner by my own hand.
[23:15 - 23:20] 'Cause if I can't have me, then no one can.
[23:20 - 23:25] I need to hear what I get lit.
[23:25 - 23:31] But I'll burn that bridge when I get to it.
[23:31 - 23:41] It's a play rule that with this lonely gun, I confess they sent with a charm.
[23:41 - 23:44] Spine for some.
[23:44 - 23:55] So how do I apologize and put the tears back in your eyes?
[23:55 - 24:07] With every canvas that I paint is a masterpiece made of my mistakes.
[24:09 - 24:43] So how do I apologize and put the tears back in your eyes?
[24:43 - 24:55] With every canvas that I paint is a masterpiece made of my mistakes.
[24:58 - 25:07] So how do I apologize and put the tears back in your eyes?
[25:07 - 25:15] With every canvas that I paint is a masterpiece made of my mistakes.
[25:15 - 25:19] So how do I apologize and put the tears back in your eyes?
[25:19 - 25:25] With every canvas that I paint is a masterpiece made of my mistakes.
[25:25 - 25:37] So how do I apologize and put the tears back in your eyes?
[25:37 - 25:47] With every canvas that I paint is a masterpiece made of my mistakes.
[25:47 - 25:58] And in the light of my demise, I see my failures in your eyes.
[25:58 - 26:14] On every canvas that I paint is a masterpiece made of my mistakes.
[26:14 - 26:21] I want to say thank you guys, man.
[26:21 - 26:23] And I genuinely mean that, dude.
[26:23 - 26:43] I'm not just fucking saying that shit.
[26:43 - 27:12] I'm just saying that shit.
[27:12 - 27:39] Now this song right here, guys.
[27:39 - 27:55] This song actually is very close to me because before one of my very close friends just a mere seven years ago passed away.
[27:55 - 28:08] They sent me this song to let me know that I'm not alone and to let me know that even when they're no longer with us and even though they might not no longer be with me, they're still fucking here and they still got my back.
[28:08 - 28:18] And this song right here, I want to dedicate to everybody else out there that went through what I've gone through now and what I am going through.
[28:18 - 28:28] If you're going through that shit, this one is for you guys because like you, I know what it's like to be there and I want you guys to know that you're not alone.
[28:28 - 28:39] You have people here in the chat that care. You got me. You got people in my friends list on Facebook that care. You got a whole bunch of other fuckers that care about you.
[28:39 - 28:55] So don't ever think that you're not fucking worth something because you are.
[28:55 - 29:01] And if you guys have ever lost anybody, I want to see you guys.
[29:01 - 29:24] Before I start the song, I want to say right now, real quick, if you guys have ever lost anybody to anything, whether it's suicide, cancer, murder, no matter what it is, if you've ever lost somebody, I want you to put the hashtag with their names down below when this song kicks in.
[29:24 - 29:31] On my mark.
[29:31 - 29:39] Three, two, one, go.
[29:39 - 29:46] Late at night I can hear the crying.
[29:46 - 29:53] I hear it all trying to fall asleep.
[29:53 - 29:58] When all the love around you is dying.
[29:58 - 30:20] These days so strong, how do you hide it all but so long. How can I take the pain away. How can I say, a fallen angel in the dark, never thought you'd fall so far, fallen angel, close your eyes.
[30:20 - 30:31] I will let you fall tonight, fallen angel.
[30:31 - 30:38] You do it all for my own protection.
[30:38 - 30:46] You make me feel that I'll be okay.
[30:46 - 30:51] I have so many questions.
[30:51 - 31:12] He stays so strong. How did you hide it all but so long. How can I take the pain away. How can I say, a fallen angel in the dark, never thought you'd fall so far, fallen angel, close your eyes.
[31:12 - 31:30] I won't let you fall tonight, fallen angel, just let go. You don't have to be alone, fallen angel, close your eyes. I won't let you fall tonight.
[31:30 - 31:44] I was right beside you and you went through hell and back again. I was right beside you and you went through hell and back again.
[31:44 - 31:54] Then die, I can't save, a fallen angel.
[31:54 - 32:04] A fallen angel in the dark, never thought you'd fall so far, fallen angel, close your eyes.
[32:04 - 32:18] I won't let you fall tonight, fallen angel, just let go. You don't have to be alone, fallen angel, close your eyes.
[32:18 - 32:25] I won't let you fall tonight, fallen angel.
[32:26 - 32:59] I won't let you fall tonight, fallen angel, close your eyes.
[33:19 - 33:31] Now there is one subject that I want to speak on that unfortunately is very close to me.
[33:31 - 33:39] And that subject is suicide.
[33:39 - 34:02] As many of you know, a couple years ago, due to all the bullying I went through, I had attempted to take my own life twice in a row.
[34:02 - 34:18] But let me tell you, on that last attempt, that last attempt made me fucking realize something that I was meant to be here.
[34:18 - 34:28] Many of you already know my story and know what I went through as a kid and know how I was born and know that I shouldn't have survived.
[34:28 - 34:34] As many of you know, the day I was born was the day that I was supposed to fucking die.
[34:34 - 34:44] And I've seen a lot more shit and gone through a lot more stuff than most can imagine, but yet here I am, thirty-one years later.
[34:44 - 34:49] We've lost a lot of people to suicide over the years.
[34:49 - 34:56] Some of those people being close friends of mine, some of those being artists that we look up to,
[34:56 - 35:03] such as the late and great Chester Bennington,
[35:03 - 35:08] and even people such as Chris Cornell.
[35:08 - 35:21] And I think it's time we stop being silent, not just about bullying, but about suicide and everything that goes along with it in general.
[35:21 - 35:26] I think it's time we fucking wake up and start speaking up on that shit.
[35:26 - 35:38] Because let me tell you, I'm tired of seeing good people end up losing their life because of motherfuckers that don't want them around on this earth.
[35:38 - 35:48] And this song, I feel, really depicts it very well.
[35:48 - 35:55] This song is about noticing the signs of depression and suicide.
[35:55 - 36:00] This song is called "Red Flags".
[36:00 - 36:03] I want you to hear a shoutout to my motherfucking brother, Soldier Hard, man.
[36:03 - 36:06] A shoutout to you, a shoutout to everyone on Orange.
[36:06 - 36:08] A shoutout to everyone on Recon One Music Room, man.
[36:08 - 36:10] I fucking love all of y'all, man.
[36:10 - 36:13] You guys are family and you always will be.
[36:13 - 36:15] Let's go.
[36:15 - 36:19] I want to see #FuckSuicide right now.
[36:20 - 39:32] I want to hear a shoutout to everyone on Orange.
[39:32 - 39:49] I want to hear a shoutout to everybody on Orange.
[39:49 - 40:40] I want to hear a shoutout to everyone on Orange.
[40:40 - 49:35] I want to hear a shoutout to Orange.
[49:35 - 49:36] Orange.
[49:36 - 53:28] I want to hear a shoutout to Orange.
[53:28 - 53:49] I think you guys know this one.
[53:49 - 54:02] This one right here is going out to people at my boy Jared and my boy Gar.
[54:02 - 54:06] This is going out to anybody out there that's like me that's a creator that feels like they're
[54:06 - 54:08] being held back.
[54:08 - 58:55] This is going out to anybody out there that feels like they're being held back.
[58:55 - 59:03] This song right here is going through my friend Jenny.
[59:03 - 59:07] Jenny I know you've dealt with a lot of your shit and I hope this song helps you overcome
[59:07 - 59:09] all that shit that you're going through girl.
[59:09 - 59:14] Congratulations, you made me hate myself, you isolated me from my friends, so I'm going
[59:14 - 59:18] to feel nothing better than I can do, so I'm afraid to feel myself.
[59:18 - 59:26] You think you're too good to take advantage of me like a waltz puppy, go ahead and throw
[59:26 - 59:31] me out, bitch you don't want me, if you don't fucking care, I can't pretend I don't, but
[59:31 - 59:36] even if I want it too, I swear to God I want everything I sacrifice so I can make you happy.
[59:36 - 59:43] You tell my friends my self-respect, you know I'm paying money, now I'm bunging, letting
[59:43 - 59:49] you train me, going to unsmack me, coming and sending me, coming and sending me, it
[59:49 - 59:53] almost feels bad, it's happening to be treated badly, naturally, I'm just battling me in
[59:53 - 59:57] love with you, tell me, I don't want you, but we know that ain't fucking true.
[59:57 - 60:03] I did just tell myself that you would change, I used to be a little sick and be depressed
[60:03 - 60:08] for days, but hey, I'll stay with you if you can stay with me, then I'm insane, but
[60:08 - 60:16] I know that you changed for me, and I mean like when you were still in the first month,
[60:16 - 60:22] and now that we know each other that we used to, first we're gone, we're in a ship.
[60:22 - 60:31] Every time a man tells you, I feel so broken, down, every time I see you smile, I'm still
[60:31 - 60:38] open, and when you're not in this, so toxic, I feel like a monster, even after all that
[60:38 - 60:45] I've done for you, put my back for you, so it's that shield, and I just wanna say sorry,
[60:45 - 60:51] so toxic, it's so toxic, I feel like a monster, every time that I know that I've done for
[60:51 - 60:58] you, put my back for you, so it's that shield, and I just wanna say sorry, it's so toxic,
[60:58 - 61:05] and you was a Romeo, you were my Juliet, someone's a man who will be newlywet, here we go again,
[61:05 - 61:10] here goes another fight, it's like another fucking show of matches, y'all and I, 'cause
[61:10 - 61:15] I was fucking sick of this, I was fucking sick of you, every single argument that we
[61:15 - 61:19] have in turn, a physical picture, you were talking, can't you tell them that I'm miserable,
[61:19 - 61:24] tell them to tell them because they're selfish and it's pitiful, tell them to tell them to
[61:24 - 61:29] tell them pitiful, tell them they're just part of the self, tell them to tell them to
[61:29 - 61:33] tell them to tell, tell them to tell them to tell them to change, I'm always pissed
[61:33 - 61:38] at you, that's my engine out in James, that's really a broken record, yeah, I'm always
[61:38 - 61:43] saying I can change, tell them to tell them to do it the other day, but I really got it,
[61:43 - 61:47] if you need me, I'm gonna put you up for please.
[61:50 - 61:56] For the first months, we were doing the same love for each other that we used to,
[61:56 - 62:03] and as we're going, our relationship, every time I look at you, I feel something broken,
[62:03 - 62:11] town, every time I see you, I smile, I'm still hoping, that you won't get to try again,
[62:11 - 62:17] this is so toxic, I feel like a monster, even after all I've done to you, put my back
[62:17 - 62:28] for you, so toxic, I feel like a monster, even after all I've done to you, put my back
[62:28 - 62:35] for you, so toxic, and I just wanna say sorry, it's so toxic, the name of the river, say
[62:35 - 62:41] I'm with you anyway, cause it's gonna be in me and your life, for me and in your life,
[62:41 - 63:00] (singing in foreign language)
[63:00 - 63:24] Can you hear the chord?
[63:24 - 63:27] ? It's toxic, I feel like a monster ?
[63:27 - 63:30] ? Even though I love you, I feel like a monster ?
[63:30 - 63:34] ? So attached to you, and I just wanna say sorry ?
[63:34 - 63:37] ? It's so toxic, it's so toxic ?
[63:37 - 63:43] ? I feel like a monster, even though I love them to you ?
[63:43 - 63:47] ? So attached to you, and I just wanna say sorry ?
[63:47 - 63:49] ? It's so toxic ?
[63:49 - 64:25] (upbeat music)
[64:25 - 64:33] - Reggie Bush has something important taken from him,
[64:33 - 64:35] so Wendy is returning it.
[64:35 - 64:37] (upbeat music)
[64:37 - 64:38] - The Pretzel Club!
[64:38 - 64:39] (cheering)
[64:39 - 64:41] Let's go, yes!
[64:41 - 64:43] - We haven't told them to look back for a limited time.
[64:43 - 64:46] - Choose wise, choose with these pretzel club cheese burger.
[64:46 - 64:48] (upbeat music)
[64:48 - 64:50] - I know y'all know this one.
[64:51 - 64:53] - If y'all know this one, this one's the last one
[64:53 - 64:54] for y'all, man.
[64:54 - 64:56] (upbeat music)
[64:56 - 65:04] - Let's go.
[65:04 - 65:06] (upbeat music)
[65:06 - 65:15] ? They say that we're gonna bounce it ?
[65:15 - 65:17] ? Anything in this life ?
[65:17 - 65:19] ? But I got some pride on this one ?
[65:19 - 65:20] ? We calling it tonight ?
[65:20 - 65:22] ? And it made me a raindrop ?
[65:22 - 65:24] ? Right out of my eye in school ?
[65:24 - 65:25] ? Got a gun in my head or a night room ?
[65:25 - 65:27] ? Talking with the trunk of that white pool ?
[65:27 - 65:29] ? Nobody knows it, it's over for me ?
[65:29 - 65:30] ? I'm over the edge ?
[65:30 - 65:32] ? I'm blowing up the socks ?
[65:32 - 65:34] ? I'm not who I'm supposed to be ?
[65:34 - 65:35] ? Nobody shows up me to self ?
[65:35 - 65:37] ? But the heavens in there ?
[65:37 - 65:39] ? I'm neglecting the demons in my head ?
[65:39 - 65:40] ? I'm the rest of life, y'all ?
[65:40 - 65:42] ? Now we're gonna get another chance ?
[65:42 - 65:44] ? And join with somebody else ?
[65:44 - 65:45] ? Kill two with it, two with it ?
[65:45 - 65:47] ? To the pain of your mind ?
[65:47 - 65:50] ? If I had it ready to it so stupidly ?
[65:50 - 65:52] ? It could be you or me in the future ?
[65:52 - 65:54] ? Fucking who I'm a new choice ?
[65:54 - 65:55] ? But it's never gonna be that way ?
[65:55 - 65:56] ? And life is looking down now ?
[65:56 - 65:57] ? I'm gonna go in my hands ?
[65:57 - 65:59] ? I'm gonna get my hands on the track ?
[65:59 - 66:00] ? And I'm like I'm looking down now ?
[66:00 - 66:01] ? In the crowd ?
[66:01 - 66:02] ? In my dreams ?
[66:02 - 66:03] ? And really don't know what I mean ?
[66:03 - 66:04] ? That's too bad ?
[66:04 - 66:06] ? 'Cause I just don't trust anyone anymore ?
[66:06 - 66:07] ? You're an enemy, see ?
[66:07 - 66:08] ? But now I'm saying ?
[66:08 - 66:10] ? Tell me what you with me ?
[66:10 - 66:12] ? 'Cause after this record ?
[66:12 - 66:16] ? I made it for the kids and I can't take it ?
[66:16 - 66:19] ? I made myself to be so on that I'm nine ?
[66:19 - 66:24] ? And it's crazy to say all your goodbyes ?
[66:24 - 66:27] ? You're gonna listen to me one last time ?
[66:27 - 66:31] ? So if you hear me, it's on your fist, so ?
[66:31 - 66:34] ? You're gonna miss me when I'm gonna give up ?
[66:34 - 66:36] ? Take one, I'ma take it slow ?
[66:36 - 66:38] ? Happiness, I can't make it show ?
[66:38 - 66:39] ? 'Cause I've been forgotten ?
[66:39 - 66:41] ? There's no fix, no forsaken home ?
[66:41 - 66:42] ? And the brand don't make my dough ?
[66:42 - 66:44] ? What it means is that I don't hustle crap ?
[66:44 - 66:46] ? But when it rotates, I don't make my cake ?
[66:46 - 66:48] ? And I might just bust a rap ?
[66:48 - 66:49] ? For the green, I see no point ?
[66:49 - 66:51] ? Do the winning, bring my choice ?
[66:51 - 66:52] ? I'm the hottest product ?
[66:52 - 66:54] ? So put the mark in rock and bring it north ?
[66:54 - 66:55] ? But I can't do that ?
[66:55 - 66:58] ? 'Cause I do rap for the fans when I need to vent ?
[66:58 - 67:00] ? And you better believe me, this ain't easy ?
[67:00 - 67:01] ? I cannot breathe a bet ?
[67:01 - 67:03] ? Then if I collect the check ?
[67:03 - 67:04] ? For the words, my no bet ?
[67:04 - 67:06] ? I'm giving all the way to my family ?
[67:06 - 67:11] ? And it's so sad to have to come to the top ?
[67:11 - 67:13] ? In the pain and gain of a little bit ?
[67:13 - 67:15] ? And it ain't gonna get covered, no ?
[67:15 - 67:16] ? I just can't keep up with my music ?
[67:16 - 67:18] ? Life and my challenges ?
[67:18 - 67:20] ? Between being me and please you knew ?
[67:20 - 67:21] ? I can't balance it ?
[67:21 - 67:23] ? This can't be the last ?
[67:23 - 67:24] ? Some of you don't sound stupid to play with me ?
[67:24 - 67:26] ? 'Cause you ain't never gonna hear the motherfucker ?
[67:26 - 67:28] ? Drop the shit in that David treat ?
[67:28 - 67:31] ? It's time to tell me what you really mean ?
[67:31 - 67:32] ? 'Cause I'm just rapping ?
[67:32 - 67:34] ? I'm in the pool again, saying ?
[67:34 - 67:37] ? I can't take it ?
[67:37 - 67:41] ? I made myself to be someone that I'm not as crazy ?
[67:41 - 67:45] ? So save all your goodbyes ?
[67:45 - 67:48] ? You're gonna miss the day of the world last time ?
[67:48 - 67:50] ? So if you feel me ?
[67:50 - 67:51] ? Just throw your fist up ?
[67:51 - 67:54] ? You're gonna miss me when I'm going lucky ?
[67:54 - 67:56] ? Well, you better miss me ?
[67:56 - 68:05] ? You're gonna miss me when I'm gone ?
[68:05 - 68:10] ? You know what, since that one's so short ?
[68:10 - 68:18] ? I got one for you guys ?
[68:18 - 68:37] (air whooshing)
[68:37 - 69:03] - Now, a lot of people might not take me
[69:03 - 69:06] as being able to do these kinds of songs,
[69:06 - 69:08] 'cause y'all know I do most of the hip hop
[69:08 - 69:10] and rock and EDM stuff.
[69:10 - 69:16] This one's for that person that wanted this.
[69:16 - 69:21] Let's also look back at just how old I am.
[69:21 - 69:28] ? Baby, please try to forgive me ?
[69:33 - 69:38] ? Stay here, don't put out the glove ?
[69:38 - 69:47] ? Don't let me know, don't bother ?
[69:47 - 69:52] ? With every minute it makes me weaker ?
[69:52 - 69:57] ? You can save me from the man that I've become ?
[70:00 - 70:05] ? Oh yeah, looking back on the things I've done ?
[70:05 - 70:11] ? I was trying to be someone ?
[70:11 - 70:14] ? I played my part ?
[70:14 - 70:17] ? That kept you in the dark ?
[70:17 - 70:22] ? Now let me show you the shape of my heart ?
[70:22 - 70:29] ? Sadness is beautiful ?
[70:30 - 70:35] ? But loneliness is tragic also to me ?
[70:35 - 70:42] ? I can't wait, let's walk ?
[70:42 - 70:45] ? Oh no ?
[70:45 - 70:49] ? Touch me now, don't bother ?
[70:49 - 70:53] ? With every second it makes me weaker ?
[70:53 - 70:58] ? You can save me from the man that I've become ?
[70:59 - 71:04] ? Looking back on the things I've done ?
[71:04 - 71:09] ? I was trying to be someone ?
[71:09 - 71:12] ? I played my part ?
[71:12 - 71:15] ? That kept you in the dark ?
[71:15 - 71:20] ? Now let me show you the shape of my heart ?
[71:20 - 71:25] ? I'm here with my kids ?
[71:25 - 71:30] ? I'm here with my confessions ?
[71:30 - 71:35] ? Got nothing to add no more ?
[71:35 - 71:40] ? I don't know where to start ?
[71:40 - 71:45] ? But to show you the shape of my heart ?
[71:51 - 71:56] ? So looking back on things I've done ?
[71:56 - 72:01] ? I never wanna play the same old part ?
[72:01 - 72:06] ? To keep you in the dark ?
[72:06 - 72:11] ? Now let me show you the shape of my heart ?
[72:11 - 72:19] ? I was trying to be someone ?
[72:19 - 72:22] ? I played my part ?
[72:22 - 72:25] ? That kept you in the dark ?
[72:25 - 72:30] ? Now let me show you the shape of my heart ?
[72:30 - 72:36] ? I'm here with my
[72:36 - 72:39] ? I was trying to be someone ?
[72:39 - 72:42] ? I played my part ?
[72:42 - 72:45] ? That kept you in the dark ?
[72:45 - 72:50] ? Now let me show you the shape of my ?
[72:50 - 72:54] ? The shape of my heart ?
[72:55 - 72:57] ? Of my heart ?
[72:57 - 72:59] ? My heart ?
[72:59 - 73:10] ? I was trying to be someone ?
[73:10 - 76:19] (keyboard clacking)
[76:19 - 76:23] >> Thank you.