Original upload date: August 10th, 2022 (automatically grabbed from title)
[0:00 - 0:15] All right, what's up everybody? So I'm going to talk about something then I get a lot of
[0:15 - 0:26] controversy and criticism for and this will hopefully explain to you why I'm so afraid
[0:26 - 0:43] to show my truly best prodigy type artwork. Now as many of you may or may not know if you do know
[0:43 - 0:48] you guys know where I'm going with this for those of you that don't know my great great
[0:48 - 0:56] grandmother was a very successful artist and author in her own right. She had wrote and
[0:56 - 1:08] self-published many books for family and friends and did all the artwork in it and by hand. Now
[1:08 - 1:13] it wasn't like anything like you know Shakespeare or anything like that but she did fairly well
[1:13 - 1:23] for herself very well for herself and she was very accomplished so that in turn that trait
[1:23 - 1:38] and that skill got passed on to me but my skill doesn't lie in the hand drawn medium my skill
[1:38 - 1:50] lies within the digital medium and I get a lot of controversy for the type of artwork that I do. I
[1:50 - 2:04] get a lot of it because it's not done by hand or oh you're taking an image and turning it into
[2:04 - 2:13] this so what artwork is fucking artwork and don't matter how it's done how it's created as long as
[2:13 - 2:23] you're creating that's all that matters first off but second off the reason why I'm so scared to
[2:23 - 2:36] show off my truly best mind-bending emotion pushing unsettling imagery that I love to do
[2:36 - 2:46] so much is because of people like music biz Marty aka Nicholas Beegler and people like William
[2:46 - 2:54] Goreyhole who over the past five years have stolen a lot of my artwork and made hundreds and thousands
[2:54 - 3:05] of dollars off my artwork despite whether I have a fucking watermark or not to them it doesn't
[3:05 - 3:21] matter they see me as a way to make money they see my gift to be able to convey human fear
[3:21 - 3:38] through artwork and just emotion in general and they take advantage of me I have artwork
[3:38 - 3:52] sitting in my portfolio on my Facebook right now that is worth millions that can be worth millions
[3:52 - 4:05] and if not billions in front of the right people and I'll be honest I should be making money off
[4:05 - 4:22] that artwork but I'm not and the reason why is because I've been being stolen from
[4:22 - 4:28] for the last four to five years by people like music business Marty
[4:29 - 4:37] and William Goreyhole and their whole troll community I'll be honest with you as a former
[4:37 - 4:49] content creator for YouTube I did my research I dug and dove deep into the amount of money that
[4:49 - 4:56] I should be making just off my videos alone it's not even counting my artwork
[4:57 - 5:04] off my videos alone I should be making at least 50 grand a month
[5:04 - 5:13] if not 500 grand a month just based off my videos alone
[5:13 - 5:18] and you want to know why because I know how to draw in a crowd
[5:20 - 5:27] I know how to capture people's attention I know how to create very good content that people
[5:27 - 5:39] actually enjoy but like my videos my artwork is always being stolen from me and it's constantly
[5:39 - 5:47] being repurposed and resold by these fucking assholes that don't want to see me succeed
[5:48 - 5:56] they don't want to see me make money matter of fact after the stream I have a couple screenshots
[5:56 - 6:06] that I am going to post where William Goreyhole himself said that made that me making money
[6:06 - 6:19] is unacceptable and with music biz Marty unless he's making money I get nothing unless he's
[6:19 - 6:27] making money he ain't gonna let me make money now you tell me where that's fair
[6:27 - 6:35] I'm a fucking prodigy artist in the eyes of a lot of people
[6:36 - 6:42] but yet I'm not allowed to share my fucking artwork with the fucking world without it being
[6:42 - 6:51] stolen from me and I'm honestly tired of it so Marty Goreyhole you guys can try to say that
[6:51 - 6:56] the artwork I'm posting of is stolen you could try to say whatever you fucking want
[6:56 - 7:04] but I'm telling you this right now nowhere on the internet will you find my artwork
[7:04 - 7:11] I can promise you that you will not find the artwork that I have done
[7:11 - 7:16] over the last few days and over the last few years I'm just now posting anywhere
[7:16 - 7:23] and you want to know why I kept my artwork hidden for so long
[7:23 - 7:28] because I was afraid of it being ripped off and stolen from me
[7:28 - 7:33] I was afraid to put it out there because I didn't want to get stolen
[7:33 - 7:41] because I've had similar incidences before and I've had friends that have done artwork
[7:41 - 7:46] that I've been stolen from them and I didn't want that happening to me
[7:46 - 7:55] but Marty Goreyhole I'm telling you right now if you can get the notion
[7:55 - 8:03] to try to take my artwork don't fucking think about it because I will strike your channels
[8:03 - 8:11] down and I will report all your stuff that's stolen and trust me there are time stamps
[8:11 - 8:19] when I uploaded the photos and when I created them and when I downloaded them after I finished
[8:19 - 8:34] with them so trust me when I say you're not getting away with stealing my artwork anymore
[8:34 - 8:42] nobody is because I tell you all these horror pieces that I've been posting up over the last
[8:42 - 8:49] few days is a culmination of almost eight to nine years of hard work
[8:49 - 8:55] and no they weren't done by hand they were done by digital computer
[8:55 - 9:03] which thankfully I had a lot of my pieces saved onto the google drive that I had
[9:03 - 9:11] and I was able to go in and read download them and finish them
[9:12 - 9:23] but I am tired of being able to not make money off of my artwork
[9:23 - 9:33] deep down at my heart at my core I'm a horror artist I love making people think I love making
[9:33 - 9:39] people uncomfortable because when you're uncomfortable it makes you think it pushes your
[9:39 - 9:51] boundaries I like to make people think I like to push emotion I like to instill that human fear of
[9:51 - 10:01] if I do this this thing could possibly happen or this is what human nature really is this is what
[10:01 - 10:14] greed does to people I love to push emotion whenever I post a creepy or a weird art piece up
[10:14 - 10:22] I want people to think I want to be able to push that emotion and for that person to
[10:23 - 10:33] feel that uncomfortable and closing space I want people to feel that emotion of
[10:33 - 10:37] like this thing's gonna fucking kill me
[10:37 - 10:44] and you want to know why because my entire life I have been bullied
[10:46 - 10:53] and a lot of those emotions are some of the things that I have felt I felt what it's like
[10:53 - 11:03] to literally be backed into a corner I have felt and seen things that most people would never get
[11:03 - 11:13] to see like watching a friend who served in the military dying and having to watch his body be
[11:13 - 11:21] drug off the battlefield through FaceTime with friends that I have in the military
[11:21 - 11:35] I had to watch my best friend back in 2015 die in his brother's arms
[11:35 - 11:42] in his family's pizza shop right here in Akron he was my best friend from high school and I had
[11:42 - 11:49] to watch him die in my arms I had to slowly watch my older brother die from cancer
[11:49 - 11:52] and not be able to do a damn thing about it
[11:52 - 12:04] and because of how I was born I faced death every day on a larger scale than most
[12:04 - 12:12] because most people don't realize this but when I was born I was born one pound ten ounces
[12:12 - 12:21] with a 1% chance of survival because I was born with one kidney and one severely underdeveloped
[12:21 - 12:31] lung and my skin was so thin and translucent and terrible that they had to fucking put me
[12:31 - 12:38] in special cellophane wrap and have me in an incubator for almost six months with tubes
[12:38 - 12:48] coming out of my body and out of my head so trust me when I say I faced death on a very
[12:48 - 12:57] very more real level than most have I see the world through a different light I see how good
[12:57 - 13:03] the world can be but I also see the very real evils of it and what it's capable of doing with
[13:03 - 13:12] that evil which is what I convey through my artwork yes the world can be a nice place
[13:12 - 13:19] but on the back side of it on the dark underbelly side of it like with the government and with this
[13:19 - 13:26] wars that are going on there's a dark underbelly that people don't fucking see and I bring that
[13:26 - 13:39] shit to light I show that through my artwork I want my artwork to be able to make people think
[13:39 - 13:49] about what they do before they do it I want my artwork to be able to show and bring light
[13:49 - 13:57] to the evils of the world that are being hidden all around there is evil in this world everywhere
[13:57 - 14:02] if you don't believe me turn on the news
[14:02 - 14:10] there's always bombings going on there's always wars going on somebody always being murdered
[14:13 - 14:20] somebody in the fucking senate or in politics doing something fucked up there's always some
[14:20 - 14:27] politician out there lining his fucking pockets for murder it's all right there in front of your
[14:27 - 14:39] faces it's all right there in front of us every day and for people like me we bring that to light
[14:39 - 14:54] through our artwork like one of my latest pieces that I uploaded to my album earlier
[14:54 - 15:02] called tower of human skin where the tower is literally made of human flesh
[15:05 - 15:15] and blood and gore which basically symbolizes we get too attached to our houses and physical items
[15:15 - 15:26] some people get so attached to those physical items that it consumes them
[15:26 - 15:34] people get so wrapped up in their billion dollar homes and all these physical items
[15:35 - 15:41] that it consumes their life to the point where that's all they care about and they forget about
[15:41 - 15:48] human interaction they forget about what it's like to be human back when mankind first started
[15:48 - 15:55] we didn't have million dollar houses we started out in fucking nature
[16:01 - 16:11] which is something that a lot of people tend to forget physical things shouldn't really matter
[16:11 - 16:15] what should matter is human interaction and doing what's right for people
[16:15 - 16:23] and that's why I love the artwork that I do because I get to open people's eyes through
[16:23 - 16:34] my artwork is it scary yes is it horrifying yes but it's fucking real it shows the very real
[16:34 - 16:46] horrors of what goes on in our everyday lives my artwork makes statements you can even go
[16:46 - 16:58] look for yourselves go ahead go through my horror and abstract art album on my facebook you guys
[16:58 - 17:07] will see for yourself the horrors that go on every day through the artwork are there names
[17:07 - 17:15] for them no not all of them because I let my artwork speak for itself and like one of my
[17:15 - 17:23] favorite classic artists has always said I don't give names to my art pieces because if I wanted
[17:23 - 17:34] to say something I would write it down on paper or speak it and it's true I let my artwork speak
[17:34 - 17:46] for itself which is why I'm no longer hiding my fucking artwork I want people to see and feel
[17:46 - 17:54] the horrors of reality that go on in this world every day I want people to be able to wake up and
[17:54 - 18:00] think about that art piece and be like yo I want to be in a better place I don't want the world to
[18:00 - 18:09] be like how it is I want people to be able to see that artwork and be like yo we need to fucking
[18:09 - 18:14] do something about this shit because the world we're living in isn't a good world it's cruel
[18:14 - 18:21] it's unforgiving and it's evil and if you don't stand up and fight you're gonna get spit the
[18:21 - 18:30] fuck out and beat down trust me when I say a life will fucking chew you up and spit you out and not
[18:30 - 18:51] give two fucks if you don't stand up and do something see the world is very much like the
[18:51 - 19:03] internet they're both like children they don't know any better all the world knows and what the
[19:03 - 19:13] internet knows is what us as humans tell it to do the internet is like a child it's like a baby
[19:13 - 19:23] child it doesn't know any better all it knows is what us as humans tell it to do like go on google
[19:23 - 19:30] and do this and do that if the internet can't think for itself because the internet doesn't
[19:30 - 19:37] have a brain just like the earth this flow this giant floating rock that we're on running through
[19:37 - 19:46] space right now we're on a giant floating rock through space going millions and millions of
[19:46 - 19:54] miles and hours through light years of empty space we're all on this fucking rock together
[19:54 - 20:01] we're all here on this rock we're all in the same fucking boat
[20:02 - 20:08] regardless of how much money you have or don't have that don't matter we're all on this fucking
[20:08 - 20:15] giant floating ball of dust and dirt and rock together so what i don't understand is why the
[20:15 - 20:21] fuck can't we just shut the fuck up and get the fuck along we're all in the same fucking car
[20:21 - 20:32] we're all in the same fucking boat
[20:32 - 20:38] so why do we have to fucking fight all the time why do we have to steal from people
[20:38 - 20:45] why do we have to do the fucked up shit that humans fucking do
[20:49 - 20:59] what's the point what's the point of being evil towards someone and ruining their life
[20:59 - 21:06] you're not doing anything to help that person or to help yourself
[21:08 - 21:20] if anything you're worsening both sides of it i believe in the old saying treat others as you
[21:20 - 21:26] would want to be treated i try to treat everyone with the utmost respect that i have
[21:26 - 21:36] i treat everybody with kindness respect and caring and love just like we all should be doing
[21:36 - 21:46] but instead we're all forgive this being a deck of pokemon cards but this is what we do all the
[21:46 - 21:54] time being glued into our cell phones or the latest fucking gadget all for what a little bit
[21:54 - 22:02] of fame a little bit of money for attention for things that aren't even accomplishments
[22:02 - 22:10] that people get accredited for like some chick fucking hopping on tiktok
[22:10 - 22:13] and gluing her hand to her fucking hair and she gets millions of views
[22:13 - 22:28] like one a chick jumps into a bikini on twitter gets millions of views and gets brand deals
[22:29 - 22:35] but yet you have an insanely talented artist like myself and other artists that i know very
[22:35 - 22:41] well personally that i'm good friends with they create the most amazing art piece that
[22:41 - 22:47] you could ever see in your life but yet that artist doesn't get brand deals or any kind of
[22:47 - 22:54] recognition because their fucking art photo didn't get as many likes or as many views
[22:55 - 22:59] as the chick in the fucking bikini
[22:59 - 23:05] and where is that fair to that artist that put in all those fucking hours
[23:05 - 23:12] where is the fair to that artist that busts their ass creating the artwork
[23:12 - 23:25] doing what they need to do working hard same as me all my art pieces took me months and months
[23:25 - 23:26] and months to create
[23:26 - 23:36] it didn't just happen overnight all these art pieces i'm still going through my fucking
[23:36 - 23:44] google drive i have a whole ass folder of thousands upon thousands of art pieces
[23:44 - 23:49] that i've done digitally over the course of god knows how many years
[23:50 - 23:55] that are actually very good pieces that people are like holy fucking shit
[23:55 - 24:01] why is this not in a gallery why is this not selling prints why are you not posting this up
[24:01 - 24:07] well these people that have been stealing from me for the last four or five almost eight years is
[24:07 - 24:15] why because every time i post an art piece somebody comes along and thinks oh i'm gonna take this or
[24:15 - 24:19] oh i'm gonna prove that you stole it when i never did
[24:19 - 24:25] i'm tired of being made out to be shit that i'm not
[24:25 - 24:33] and like i told you music biz marty and william gloryhole or any of your little troll friends
[24:33 - 24:42] if you even think for a second that you're gonna get away with stealing my artwork ever again
[24:42 - 24:49] you're out of your goddamn mind because like i said you can look my artwork up on google
[24:49 - 24:58] you can take every single image that i posted in my horror and abstract art album look it up
[24:58 - 25:07] you will not find it on the internet anywhere i guarantee you that i promise you that
[25:09 - 25:15] and if it does come up the only way it'll come up is for my fucking instagram accounts because yes
[25:15 - 25:21] i have two different instagram accounts that i post on for my artwork once for both my music
[25:21 - 25:26] and my art and the other ones just straight up for my artwork so i have one where i post both
[25:26 - 25:33] art and music and one where i post straight up artwork the only place you will ever find my
[25:33 - 25:42] artwork is on here on facebook or on either one of my instagram accounts that is the only place
[25:42 - 25:57] you will find my fucking artwork i guarantee it which is why i am in the next few days or so
[25:57 - 26:05] gonna be looking at possibly selling my art pieces as prints now whether that be through etc or
[26:05 - 26:12] whatever who knows where it's gonna go but i do know for a fact that i am going to be starting a
[26:12 - 26:19] clothing line with it and i am going to be doing art prints with it so for all you dumb fucks that
[26:19 - 26:25] think that you're gonna go in and steal my artwork nice try because like i said on my studio
[26:25 - 26:31] computer where i have ff studios every single art piece has a fucking digital timestamp encrypted
[26:31 - 26:37] in it and in case you didn't know that that is something that everybody that every artist does
[26:37 - 26:43] need to know that the minute that you create an art piece that is your intellectual property
[26:43 - 26:47] and your intellectual property especially when you do it digitally
[26:48 - 26:55] comes with a timestamp hidden within the code within the codes of that image that you created
[26:55 - 27:03] is an art is a timestamp every single image in the world has one i can take a picture of myself
[27:03 - 27:10] doing this right now on facebook with my camera and there'll be a timestamp within that image
[27:11 - 27:19] i can take and draw an image on my phone or on my tablet or whatever whatever i use
[27:19 - 27:29] and take and save it but the minute i create that art piece a digital
[27:29 - 27:36] timestamp code is being created from the time i create the art piece to the time i finish it
[27:36 - 27:43] there is a timestamp within that image don't believe me look it up for yourself
[27:43 - 27:58] and also along the lines of copyright from the moment that you start creating an art piece
[27:58 - 28:07] that piece is your intellectual property whether that be a video whether that be you know a post
[28:07 - 28:18] that you make no matter what it is the minute you do something and you post it on the internet
[28:18 - 28:24] that is your intellectual property why do you think i'm going after all these channels
[28:24 - 28:30] that is stealing my videos from me even this live stream right now that i'm doing
[28:30 - 28:39] is my personal intellectual property now if i give the person permission to post it that's fine
[28:39 - 28:44] if i give you permission to share it around or whatever hey go ahead
[28:44 - 28:53] but unless you're like if you're somebody like music biz marty or any of them no you don't have
[28:53 - 29:03] my permission you never will and to those that actually would like to share my artwork around
[29:03 - 29:07] out of my album by all means please do
[29:07 - 29:15] i would be more than grateful if you guys shared it around i would love it if you guys shared
[29:15 - 29:20] that album around to you know friends family people that you think might be interested in
[29:20 - 29:26] buying the art pieces by all means share it around with friends and family and people that
[29:26 - 29:32] you know would love it i have no problem with people sharing my artwork around i have no
[29:32 - 29:40] problem with that i enjoy seeing that but what i don't enjoy is the fact that i've had to hide
[29:40 - 29:48] all this artwork that i've been posting up it pisses me off that i've had to hide it for so long
[29:49 - 29:55] i shouldn't have had to hide it i should have been able to release my artwork
[29:55 - 29:58] without being harassed same with my music or any of my shit
[29:58 - 30:09] so am i hiding my fucking artwork anymore no i'm not i'm not hiding what i do anymore with
[30:09 - 30:17] my artwork and for everybody that wants to sit there and say like oh well you need to do it on
[30:17 - 30:24] camera or it didn't happen have you ever heard of the fucking old secret a magician never reveals
[30:24 - 30:30] his secrets not every artist reveals how they do their fucking artwork
[30:30 - 30:36] not every artist shows how they do their artwork
[30:36 - 30:44] just because i don't show how i did it doesn't mean that it's not real
[30:46 - 30:53] not every artist likes to show how they do their artwork all the time there are artists
[30:53 - 31:00] like the one youtuber that i watch cup of jasmine she doesn't always show how she
[31:00 - 31:03] does her artwork but it comes out dope as fuck
[31:03 - 31:13] another favorite artist of mine grace neutral who is a uk tattoo artist
[31:14 - 31:19] you don't see the process all the time of how she does her tattoos
[31:19 - 31:28] but yet when you see her work you know like hey that's a dope ass grace neutral piece
[31:28 - 31:42] not every artist shows how they do their work some people like me like to do it in private
[31:42 - 31:46] and be in our headspace so we can create the best work that we can
[31:46 - 31:57] take a look at haimiyazaki one of the greatest film animators of all fucking time the fucking
[31:57 - 32:09] god of animation one of the founding fathers of animation you don't see how he creates movies
[32:10 - 32:15] but yeah when you see a film like castle in the sky or kiki's delivery service
[32:15 - 32:27] or how's movie castle or my name ritodoro or uh the girl who left her time or the cat returns
[32:27 - 32:36] you don't see the process but you see the finished product and every movie he has ever done has been
[32:36 - 32:41] phenomenal has been groundbreaking
[32:41 - 32:51] just like with me and any other artist any other artists will tell you not everybody shows the
[32:51 - 33:00] process of their art is it nice to see once in a while yeah but i've done that process so many
[33:00 - 33:06] fucking times and i'm tired of having to repeat it and say hey you know like this is how i do
[33:06 - 33:17] this this is how i create that i'm tired of it you know i shouldn't have to show my artwork
[33:17 - 33:21] as far as like the process
[33:28 - 33:35] and i get where people come from saying like oh well if you don't show the process how do
[33:35 - 33:43] we know that's really yours that's simple every art piece that i have right now in my album
[33:43 - 33:53] you won't find it on google anywhere i guarantee it plus every single fucking image that i have
[33:54 - 33:58] has a digital fucking timestamp encrypted in the image
[33:58 - 34:08] ask any major computer scientist ask any digital artist
[34:08 - 34:14] ask anybody that knows anything about computers they will tell you the same thing
[34:14 - 34:22] every image that you create has a timestamp coded within the image itself
[34:23 - 34:26] it might not show up but when you pull up the code for the image
[34:26 - 34:37] there is a timestamp encrypted in there with a time and a date of when it was created
[34:44 - 34:53] so trust me my time work has a date and timestamp on it i have a note of when every single image
[34:53 - 34:59] was created when it was created on the day and the time that i've made it
[34:59 - 35:07] so trust me when i say i am very well versed in what i'm speaking about
[35:10 - 35:16] and to marty and boyhole if you guys you didn't think you're gonna try to steal my artwork and
[35:16 - 35:23] make money from me you're out of your goddamn minds because the minute i see any of my artwork
[35:23 - 35:30] on either of your guys's channels well guess fucking what i'm coming after you for copyright
[35:30 - 35:39] infringement and having your channels struck down because every image i have posted up is my
[35:39 - 35:46] intellectual property and i'm not about to let some fucking half bit no talent having douche bags
[35:46 - 35:51] that want to see someone like me suffer get away with thieving from me anymore
[35:51 - 36:00] why do you think i reported the syrax archive channel the main unofficial syrax archive
[36:00 - 36:09] channel why do you think i reported it theft of intellectual property aka copyright infringement
[36:09 - 36:17] so i know what the fuck i'm talking about so marty gloryhole fuck you
[36:17 - 36:23] and to the rest of the world i say this
[36:23 - 36:31] starting over the next couple days i will be working on ways to be able to sell my artwork
[36:31 - 36:36] if you guys would like to pick up digital prints i will be setting up a clothing shop
[36:36 - 36:47] and a print shop where you guys can purchase my freak show artwork on the site of my choosing
[36:47 - 36:56] whenever i get the shop set up so yeah with that being said i love you guys and i hope you guys
[36:56 - 37:03] enjoy the artwork that i have coming up and the artwork that i have already posted and again if
[37:03 - 37:09] you guys would like to share the artwork around with anybody that you know would love to check
[37:09 - 37:16] it out by all means share it around you know let people know let yo check this artwork out
[37:16 - 37:23] but with that being said i love you guys and i'll catch you guys later i actually have some
[37:23 - 37:34] dinner needs so i will catch you guys on messenger or on the next live but okay guys peace
Transcribed by lolcow.city as id '3202' on August 19th, 2024
