2022-7-31 Week 1 off youtube update (Facebook)

[0:00 - 0:23] What is up guys? I just wanted to do a video with you guys and let you know how my first
[0:23 - 0:37] week off of YouTube and trying to get my life back on track have been and I can genuinely
[0:37 - 0:48] say without a doubt I'm not gonna lie it's been it's been very very hard it's been very hard getting
[0:48 - 0:57] my life back on track concerning the fact that these these no-life having idiots on YouTube
[0:57 - 1:09] seem to think they have some sort of fucking power over me and it's ridiculous
[1:12 - 1:19] it really is it is freaking stupid that these people think that they have all this power
[1:19 - 1:29] over me by spreading these words when clearly they have no lives
[1:29 - 1:37] and no I'm not going to mention the names because everybody pretty much knows who these people are by now
[1:37 - 1:53] but I can honestly say that so far my first week of
[1:53 - 2:00] being off YouTube has been it's been rough
[2:02 - 2:09] you know it's not been easy trying to readjust back to my normal life that I had five years ago
[2:09 - 2:18] you know refocusing in all my music um helping out around the house like I used to
[2:18 - 2:30] um you know not letting little snarky ass remarks from certain YouTubers that are complete pieces
[2:30 - 2:40] of shit get to me like it's been tough like I'm not gonna lie like if you've ever gone through
[2:40 - 2:51] what I've gone through over the last four years and then had to try to reintegrate back into a
[2:51 - 3:01] normal life I can tell you for a fact because I am a living mess every single day then when you
[3:01 - 3:09] go through what I went through on such a level where you've been swatted multiple times a year
[3:09 - 3:18] when you've lost super close friends that you were really tight-knit with at one point
[3:19 - 3:28] when you've lost your job on a record level and then you lose your job as a twitch streamer and
[3:28 - 3:34] those are your only means of income and you're not able to get a regular job because of these
[3:34 - 3:43] certain individuals that are bullying you it's not easy it really is not easy
[3:43 - 3:50] going through all that and then trying to figure a way and say okay I went through all this now
[3:50 - 3:56] what can I do considering the fact of what these people have done to me what can I still do
[3:56 - 4:04] that I enjoy doing that I can make a living at because they don't flush out every opportunity
[4:11 - 4:14] so I can genuinely say that it's definitely tough
[4:14 - 4:24] but I am definitely managing
[4:24 - 4:32] earlier today my one of my best friends came over to hang out
[4:32 - 4:37] and we just kicked in or whatever and whatnot we hung out play some video games
[4:38 - 4:46] got some cool shit from her and whatnot which I always enjoy the stuff that she gets to and
[4:46 - 4:49] it's fucking cool some of the stuff she buys it's fucking sick
[4:49 - 5:04] but you know it's definitely been tough like it's not been easy you know avoiding the lies
[5:04 - 5:12] that have been spread about me the accusations that have been spread like
[5:12 - 5:27] like it's not been easy
[5:31 - 5:35] but it really has not been easy in the slightest
[5:35 - 5:41] because imagine going through all the terrible stuff like I said imagine going through
[5:41 - 5:48] all that terrible stuff that I went through for four to five years
[5:48 - 5:59] with seemingly no way out with cops showing up to your house almost every other day
[6:00 - 6:10] being swatted almost every other month in force you know not being able to get a regular job
[6:10 - 6:18] being fired from the record label that you were assigned to being fired from your job as
[6:18 - 6:26] a content creator on twitch because these people it's very hard and right now I'm just kind of
[6:29 - 6:33] working my way through things
[6:33 - 6:44] it's definitely not easy it's really not easy especially when you've been put
[6:44 - 6:49] through what I've been put through it's not an easy thing to deal with at all but I am doing
[6:49 - 7:05] good though like physically I'm fine mentally I'm still a wreck but I'm working on cleaning
[7:05 - 7:18] out that wreckage and trying to do better but yeah I just want to pop on
[7:18 - 7:21] like give you guys an update and for those of you that are wondering
[7:21 - 7:29] am I enjoying my time off of you know YouTube and away from the garbage
[7:30 - 7:42] and my honest answer to you is yes I really am enjoying it
[7:42 - 7:49] because I don't have to see the bullshit anymore I don't have to deal with it
[7:49 - 7:54] and I can just relax
[7:55 - 8:07] and to that certain individual that is reposting my streams on the his YouTube channel
[8:07 - 8:12] all I had to do all I had to say to you is this
[8:12 - 8:17] all right and I want you to listen good
[8:17 - 8:24] I'm coming for your YouTube channel to take those videos down
[8:24 - 8:29] because you are committing copyright infringement
[8:29 - 8:38] and I will not stand for my videos and my content on this platform
[8:38 - 8:44] where I started 10 years ago to be stolen from me and made a mockery of ever again
[8:45 - 9:01] that's not going to happen so to that individual I hope you see this because like I said
[9:01 - 9:06] you bullied me for over four years
[9:09 - 9:13] and it's time to put a stop to it
[9:13 - 9:22] and I want to make it very very clear that I in no way shape or form
[9:22 - 9:31] condone any sort of violence to this person
[9:31 - 9:37] any sort of ill will to this person anything that would jeopardize his life
[9:39 - 9:42] or his family's lives or anything that he does
[9:42 - 9:46] aside from his YouTube channel that's the only thing I want affected
[9:46 - 9:52] yes this man may have put my life in danger
[9:52 - 9:57] but you know like the old saying goes two wrongs don't make a right
[9:57 - 10:04] I don't want this man's life to be put in danger I just want him to
[10:07 - 10:11] understand that he needs to stop and move on with his life
[10:11 - 10:17] now whether he does or doesn't that's his choice that's on him
[10:17 - 10:23] I have no control over what this person or this individual does
[10:23 - 10:34] I only have control over what I do
[10:34 - 10:42] and that's why starting tomorrow morning I am going to be doing coffee and chill streams
[10:42 - 10:50] like I do on people did on Twitch and like I did over on YouTube
[10:50 - 10:57] because I want to give back to my roots here on Facebook
[10:57 - 11:02] and I want people to be able to enjoy the content that I make
[11:03 - 11:10] I want people to feel welcome here during my live streams I want people to you know be able
[11:10 - 11:17] to hang out and have fun and I feel like they're being under attack every five seconds by
[11:17 - 11:23] bullies on the internet that think they're hot shit but really they're just a bunch of pussy
[11:23 - 11:31] assholes with no lives and they fail so badly that they project their in their own insecurities
[11:31 - 11:33] and their own failures on the others
[11:33 - 11:43] and that's exactly what these people do the people that have basically ruined my life that's
[11:43 - 11:50] what they do to people that's why they do what they do because they're so insecure about their
[11:50 - 11:58] own lives that they can't accept their own flaws and failures so they project their insecurities
[11:58 - 12:03] and their failures and their weaknesses onto other people making that person the victim
[12:03 - 12:06] and completely destroying them
[12:06 - 12:17] and as sad as it is to say but this is just the reality of it sometimes these people
[12:17 - 12:22] get bullied so bad that they take their own lives
[12:26 - 12:28] I know it's hard to believe but it's the truth
[12:28 - 12:38] I went back and I watched a lot of live streams that were being bullied and
[12:38 - 12:43] just seeing the reactions devastated
[12:43 - 12:49] because no one deserves to get bullied like that no one
[12:49 - 13:04] but I am about to hop off here because one I'm even tired of and else it's like freaking 5am
[13:04 - 13:12] but I wanted to pop in give you guys an update let you guys know that I'm doing okay
[13:14 - 13:20] physically I'm good mentally I'm very much still working on that the best that I can
[13:20 - 13:24] taking it just you know a day at a time
[13:24 - 13:32] and hopefully in time things will get better
[13:32 - 13:40] hopefully in due time I'll be back to the way that I was five six years ago
[13:42 - 13:51] both attitude wise and mentally every day I'm working on getting myself back to where I was
[13:51 - 13:56] and I'm not going to stop fighting no matter what
[13:56 - 14:00] I'm not going to stop fighting to be that person I once was
[14:00 - 14:06] I'm going to let it bounce off here for now because one this
[14:06 - 14:13] my phone is heating up and two I'm worn out from today but anyways I hope you guys enjoyed this
[14:13 - 14:21] update and I will be joining you guys tomorrow morning around eight nine ten o'clock for the
[14:21 - 14:27] world's first coffee and chill fashion on the channel where you guys can come in hang out have
[14:27 - 14:37] a good time and chill and just shoot the shit and talk about whatever that is all you guys
[14:37 - 14:42] and I will see you guys in the morning y'all peace