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Original upload date: July 24th, 2022 (automatically grabbed from title)
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[0:51 - 1:09] I can honestly say, for the first time in my life, that I am at a loss for words.
[1:09 - 1:18] [Silence]
[1:18 - 1:22] If you guys don't know my story.
[1:22 - 1:27] [Silence]
[1:27 - 1:39] Four years ago, this girl named Asshole Report targeted me.
[1:39 - 1:51] Or me too. By pretending to be, keep in mind this woman is 36, going on 37 years old.
[1:51 - 2:03] Just keep that in mind, this adult woman named Asshole Report is going on 37 years old this year.
[2:03 - 2:09] Or maybe even older, I'm not sure.
[2:09 - 2:25] But this evil woman, about four years ago, pretended to be an 18 year old of age female interested in my music and what I do with my crowd.
[2:25 - 2:38] We started talking.
[2:38 - 2:45] But little did I know what she was going to do.
[2:45 - 3:03] This sick fucking monster turned around, sent an image of an underage child to me without my fucking consent.
[3:03 - 3:11] And then pretended to be underage.
[3:11 - 3:19] So for the last four years, I've been called many, many things that I am not.
[3:19 - 3:27] Pedophile, chomo, kitty did wear it, you name it.
[3:27 - 3:37] And because of a certain individual on YouTube by the name of William Gorial,
[3:37 - 3:45] a couple years ago my biological father lost his job.
[3:45 - 3:57] Because of William.
[3:57 - 4:02] And then just a few weeks ago my good friend Tommy lost his job.
[4:02 - 4:07] And had the value glass of his truck bashed out.
[4:07 - 4:14] And now he has to save up three plus grand to get it replaced.
[4:14 - 4:27] The same people that have been bullying me the last four years are the same ones that have done all this.
[4:27 - 4:39] And the next day I went on the internet looking for any kind of evidence I could use to build a case.
[4:39 - 4:46] Any kind of evidence I could use to build a case.
[4:46 - 4:55] And what I saw today was so dehumanizing and degrading.
[4:55 - 5:06] These people, these evil, evil people have literally fucking made full-blown websites
[5:06 - 5:17] dedicated, literally fucking dedicated to dehumanizing me.
[5:17 - 5:25] And when I say dehumanizing I don't just mean, you know, like you would normally know.
[5:25 - 5:42] These people have said some of the worst things imaginable in human nature.
[5:42 - 5:52] These people have literally degraded me to nothing and yet the cops here refuse to do a god-damned thing.
[5:52 - 5:56] And you want to know why?
[5:56 - 6:03] Because the cops here are a fucking joke.
[6:03 - 6:11] The cops have unlawfully labeled me as a 43 which was mentally disturbed going clearly I'm not.
[6:11 - 6:19] They refuse to look at any fucking evidence that I provide.
[6:19 - 6:27] And I mean any evidence that I provide.
[6:27 - 6:35] And then about a month and a half ago, maybe a little bit more.
[6:35 - 6:43] I was on YouTube doing a live stream like I always do because of what I do with my content creator.
[6:43 - 6:50] And I was giving everybody a warning to say, hey, if you show up here to my home with the intent to do harm to me or my family,
[6:50 - 6:55] I will have zero issues protecting my family.
[6:55 - 7:00] You know, your normal stuff.
[7:00 - 7:07] But what came next my family was not expecting and neither was I.
[7:07 - 7:26] About a half hour after the stream, we were swatted with 10 police cruisers that showed up to my house with pistols drawn in my face,
[7:26 - 7:35] screaming at me, telling me to get down on the fucking ground and telling me, where's the gun?
[7:35 - 7:37] Where's the gun?
[7:37 - 7:39] And I didn't know what they were talking about.
[7:39 - 7:47] I had no idea.
[7:47 - 7:52] I had no idea what these people were talking about.
[7:52 - 7:55] I didn't know what rifle they were fucking talking about.
[7:55 - 7:59] I didn't know what gun.
[7:59 - 8:09] Imagine having 10 plus pistols by police pointed in your fucking face.
[8:09 - 8:15] And you don't know if you're going to make it out alive or not.
[8:15 - 8:22] You don't know if you're going to get shot.
[8:22 - 8:30] You don't know if you're going to make it through the night.
[8:30 - 8:35] And that was my biggest fear that night, not knowing if I was going to survive,
[8:35 - 8:47] if I was going to get shot or if I was even going to get arrested for something I didn't even do.
[8:47 - 8:55] But today, when I saw the shit these people said about me,
[8:55 - 9:07] it was so far beyond degrading that it was insane.
[9:07 - 9:12] These people have broken into my Facebook, my old Facebook,
[9:12 - 9:17] stolen private photos and videos of me between me and my exes,
[9:17 - 9:28] you know, the kind that you share with your significant other.
[9:28 - 9:37] They have posted these on literal porn sites, made websites.
[9:37 - 9:46] They are now on kiwi farms, and this stuff these people say is so fucking degrading.
[9:46 - 9:52] And yet the cops won't do a damn thing, and I don't get why.
[9:52 - 9:59] Because the shit these people are doing are so far beyond civil.
[9:59 - 10:05] This is not a civil fucking matter.
[10:05 - 10:11] I've lost friends because of all this.
[10:11 - 10:14] Friends of mine have lost jobs.
[10:14 - 10:20] I lost my job with the record label I was with because of these people.
[10:20 - 10:27] I've lost thousands of dollars in ad revenue,
[10:27 - 10:35] sales for my merchandise, for my music, record sales.
[10:35 - 10:45] I have literally lost thousands of dollars in content creation revenue alone
[10:45 - 10:48] in the last four years.
[10:48 - 10:51] But yet, I'm the target.
[10:51 - 10:53] I'm the one that everybody fucks with.
[10:53 - 10:58] I'm the one that nobody wants to fucking help.
[10:58 - 11:04] And I just, I can't figure out why.
[11:04 - 11:11] I can't for the life of me figure out why no one will fucking help.
[11:11 - 11:24] I don't fucking get it.
[11:24 - 11:30] My own home has basically become one giant prison for me.
[11:30 - 11:33] I can't go outside and do the things I used to do.
[11:33 - 11:36] I can't go outside and do my photography.
[11:36 - 11:39] I can't go outside and go for a walk.
[11:39 - 11:44] I can't do anything without having to look over my shoulder and alert of fear
[11:44 - 11:48] and paying attention to every car that passes.
[11:48 - 11:59] Because I don't know if I'm going to fucking make it or not.
[11:59 - 12:04] Imagine going through that for four years
[12:04 - 12:09] and then seeing some people on the internet literally fucking
[12:09 - 12:18] just dehumanizing you to the worst extent imaginable.
[12:18 - 12:24] Imagine going through all what I went through from these last four years
[12:24 - 12:31] and then going on and seeing all this degrading, dehumanizing,
[12:31 - 12:36] lower than dirt shit that these people have fucking said about me
[12:36 - 12:43] that no human should ever say to anyone, ever.
[12:43 - 12:47] Imagine that.
[12:47 - 12:50] And yet the cops refuse to do anything.
[12:50 - 12:57] The FBI refuses to do anything.
[12:57 - 13:05] And it's fucking sickening.
[13:05 - 13:11] This has been my life for the last four fucking years.
[13:11 - 13:16] No normal life like I used to have.
[13:16 - 13:20] I used to have a normal life four years ago.
[13:20 - 13:22] I used to be happy.
[13:22 - 13:24] I used to do things.
[13:24 - 13:29] I used to go outside and do photography damn near every fucking day.
[13:29 - 13:32] Literally every day I used to go outside.
[13:32 - 13:35] But now I can't even do that.
[13:35 - 13:38] I can't even take a walk down my own block
[13:38 - 13:43] without being an alert of fear because of these people.
[13:43 - 13:47] These people have spread lie after lie about me
[13:47 - 13:52] to famous people that don't even know me.
[13:52 - 13:56] People like Shaggy Tudo from the major underground band
[13:56 - 14:01] Insane Cloud Bossy, or ICP for short.
[14:01 - 14:06] I've had people like Steve Wilkos attack me.
[14:06 - 14:12] I've had the people from Ryan of Churches fan base,
[14:12 - 14:17] and if y'all don't know who Ryan of Churches, look him up.
[14:17 - 14:24] I've had people from his Discord now bashing on me.
[14:24 - 14:31] Because all these people believe a fucking lie that isn't fucking true.
[14:31 - 14:39] And that lie is that I'm supposedly a fucking pedophile when I am not.
[14:39 - 14:43] A real pedophile seeks out children.
[14:43 - 14:47] Pre-pubescent children. I don't do that.
[14:47 - 14:51] If anything, I work on my music, I hang out with my friends,
[14:51 - 14:55] I hang out with my family, and I play video games,
[14:55 - 15:00] and I livestream and I create content. That's what I fucking do.
[15:00 - 15:04] I am a content creator.
[15:04 - 15:10] Never in a million fucking years would I think about doing anything
[15:10 - 15:18] remotely because of what these people have said I've done, ever.
[15:18 - 15:27] This has been my life. These walls that you see before me are my prison.
[15:27 - 15:37] This room, this house, it's a prison cell for me.
[15:37 - 15:41] And I fucking hate it.
[15:41 - 15:46] I hate that I can't go out and do anything that I used to do.
[15:46 - 15:51] I hate the fact that these people are able to get away with this.
[15:51 - 15:57] So yes, to the Akron Police Department, I am calling you the fuck out,
[15:57 - 16:01] you lazy motherfuckers.
[16:01 - 16:06] You sit there and tell me to get off the internet, well fuck you.
[16:06 - 16:13] My job is on the fucking internet, you stupid son of a bitches.
[16:13 - 16:18] You stupid fucking assholes. My job is on the internet.
[16:18 - 16:23] I am a fucking paid content creator, or was through Twitch,
[16:23 - 16:28] until the trolls got me banned from that and I had to make a whole new email
[16:28 - 16:32] and a whole new account because of them.
[16:32 - 16:39] But you stupid fucking cops, you stupid fucking pigs,
[16:39 - 16:45] don't even fucking realize what these people do to people like me.
[16:45 - 16:52] You don't even fucking take it serious and I'm sick of it.
[16:52 - 16:58] I'm sick of sitting here watching you sit on your fat fucking lazy asses
[16:58 - 17:04] and not do anything. I'm sick of it.
[17:04 - 17:12] These people have fucking tormented me and dehumanized me for four fucking years.
[17:12 - 17:16] What's it going to take for you to do something? Me dying?
[17:16 - 17:27] Sorry motherfuckers, I'm not going out like that.
[17:27 - 17:35] So help me God, if you cops don't do something about this, I will.
[17:35 - 17:41] And trust you when I say, the end result isn't going to be pretty.
[17:41 - 17:47] People will get hurt. I don't want it to go that route.
[17:47 - 17:51] I really don't.
[17:51 - 17:58] But if you continue to ignore me, to ignore my cries for help,
[17:58 - 18:02] what choice do I fucking have?
[18:02 - 18:16] These people have shown up to my fucking house wanting to murder me.
[18:16 - 18:24] And yet all your fucking pigs can fucking do is sit there and laugh at me on a fucking video
[18:24 - 18:29] while walking away from my house saying that what I'm going through is funny but it's not.
[18:29 - 18:34] This isn't a fucking game you sick fucking pigs.
[18:34 - 18:41] This isn't a fucking game. This is real fucking life.
[18:41 - 18:45] This isn't some social media hahah, you'll know.
[18:45 - 18:52] I am literally being fucking bullied.
[18:52 - 18:56] I am being slandered.
[18:56 - 19:06] I am losing thousands of dollars every day in content and revenue.
[19:06 - 19:18] Sales from merchandise, donations, you name it.
[19:18 - 19:23] I have lost damn near everything.
[19:23 - 19:27] I have pretty much lost my fucking life.
[19:27 - 19:33] I have no life at this point because of these people.
[19:33 - 19:38] When people tell me to grow up and get a job, I can't.
[19:38 - 19:41] These people have spread so many fucking rumors about me
[19:41 - 19:49] that everybody here in the city of Akron refuse to hire me.
[19:49 - 19:53] And believe me, I've tried.
[19:53 - 19:57] I have tried countless times.
[19:57 - 20:04] And even if I was able to get a job, how long would it be before that fucking scumbag William Gloryhole
[20:04 - 20:11] gets me fucking fired for no reason but to fucking laugh at me, huh?
[20:11 - 20:19] What I don't get is why you selfish, arrogant, lazy fucking pigs of Akron, Ohio
[20:19 - 20:23] refuse to do a goddamn thing about this.
[20:23 - 20:29] You don't think that if I didn't show your chief of police what you guys fucking did to me that night
[20:29 - 20:34] that he wouldn't ring you a new fucking asshole?
[20:34 - 20:41] You don't think that if I showed your chief of police the videos of you guys laughing at me
[20:41 - 20:46] while you're walking away from the house thinking what I'm going through is a joke?
[20:46 - 20:49] You don't think you wouldn't have your head on a silver platter?
[20:49 - 20:52] You're sadly mistaken, motherfuckers.
[20:52 - 20:58] And yes, I have a right to speak out because my uncle is a retired police officer.
[20:58 - 21:05] So I have every right to speak out on you motherfuckers, every right.
[21:05 - 21:10] And trust me when I say if my uncle saw what you motherfuckers were doing right now
[21:10 - 21:14] he would be so fucking embarrassed of you guys.
[21:14 - 21:24] Trust me, he would be fucking appalled at how you don't do a goddamn thing to help anyone in my situation.
[21:24 - 21:31] It's sickening.
[21:31 - 21:35] And I'm tired of living this way.
[21:35 - 21:40] I'm tired of living in fear.
[21:40 - 21:47] I'm tired of living in my house like it's a fucking prison cell.
[21:47 - 21:54] I shouldn't have to live like this.
[21:54 - 22:07] I don't deserve to live like this.
[22:08 - 22:35] I deserve to live a normal life like I used to have four years ago.
[22:35 - 22:39] Like I said four years ago, I had a normal life.
[22:39 - 22:41] I really did.
[22:41 - 22:46] I had a normal fucking life four years ago.
[22:46 - 22:48] You can ask my friend Nitro.
[22:48 - 22:50] You can ask my friend Clint.
[22:50 - 22:56] You can ask anybody that fucking knows me.
[22:56 - 23:01] Four years ago, I had a normal life.
[23:01 - 23:14] But it all got ripped away because of these fucking trolls that wanted to make me into a fucking target no matter what.
[23:14 - 23:20] And I'm sick of living in a never-ending nightmare.
[23:20 - 23:26] I'm sick of living in a fucking prison cell.
[23:29 - 23:34] I don't fucking deserve this.
[23:34 - 23:37] Never did.
[23:37 - 23:41] And let me tell you, motherfucker, something right now.
[23:41 - 23:52] The shit I've been through over the last four years, I would never wish on anyone, not even my worst fucking enemy.
[23:52 - 24:02] I would never in my whole fucking life wish anybody to live the way that I've had to live for the last four years.
[24:02 - 24:09] Never would I ever wish that on anyone, ever.
[24:09 - 24:11] Because it's not right.
[24:11 - 24:18] It's not fair to the person being attacked.
[24:18 - 24:24] Where does the fucking line get drawn?
[24:24 - 24:34] Where do you fat fucking cops that are lazy as fuck get off your asses and fucking do something to help?
[24:34 - 24:44] When are you gonna stop being fucking lazy and fucking get off your asses and fucking do something about it?
[24:44 - 24:53] And don't even think about trying to arrest me because I ain't done a goddamn thing, except tell the goddamn truth.
[24:53 - 25:03] And if me telling the truth is gonna get me arrested, well, good luck fucking catching me, motherfuckers, because you're not going to.
[25:03 - 25:09] Because you don't have the right to arrest me when I'm speaking the truth.
[25:09 - 25:14] You cops of Akron, Ohio, have failed.
[25:14 - 25:22] You failed me. You failed my friends, my family.
[25:22 - 25:28] Isn't it your fucking job to protect people from this shit?
[25:28 - 25:41] Isn't it your fucking goddamn job to prevent shit like this from happening?
[25:41 - 26:01] What's it gonna take for you to do something, huh? What is it gonna take for you lazy motherfuckers to do something? Me getting killed?
[26:01 - 26:13] I'm telling you, motherfuckers right now, you need to stop being a bunch of lazy scumbag, non-caring little bitches.
[26:13 - 26:20] Stop being fucking lazy, get off your goddamn ass, and actually do your goddamn job.
[26:20 - 26:28] It's pretty sad that if I were to walk into the police station right now, I could probably do your job better than you ever could.
[26:29 - 26:42] Because at least with me, I would actually try to prevent, I would actually try to help people that are going through my situation.
[26:42 - 26:49] I wouldn't sit there and be like, "Oh, well, you can ignore it, get off the internet." No.
[26:49 - 26:53] It doesn't work like that, motherfuckers. Sorry.
[26:53 - 27:00] This ain't the 1950s or the 1960s. You can't just walk away from this shit.
[27:00 - 27:07] Especially when you're in my situation, you can't just walk away like that.
[27:17 - 27:23] Especially when it affects your real life, your job, your livelihood.
[27:26 - 27:48] My only ways of making money have been ripped away from me, and I have nothing left. Nothing.
[27:48 - 27:59] And to be honest, I'm ashamed of the Akron PD. I'm embarrassed.
[27:59 - 28:08] You guys say you're the best of the best, but you're not. You're the scum of the fucking earth.
[28:11 - 28:19] Especially all you motherfuckers that drew your pistols on me that night, for no reason.
[28:19 - 28:29] You guys don't even fucking deserve your fucking badge. You deserve to be fired.
[28:29 - 28:40] And believe me when I say this wholeheartedly, I'm coming for every one of you motherfuckers, and I'm suing the shit out of you.
[28:40 - 28:46] Trust and believe I will sue the fuck out of every one of you.
[28:46 - 28:54] Every single officer that showed up that night, I will sue the ever-living fuck out of you.
[28:54 - 29:01] And trust me, the city of Akron don't want a goddamn lawsuit on their goddamn hands.
[29:02 - 29:11] I am not playing around. You need to either do your fucking job, or I'll find somebody that can do it for you.
[29:11 - 29:19] 'Cause trust me, I know a lot of motherfuckers that can do your job better than you can, motherfuckers. A lot of people.
[29:19 - 29:28] And they would do a good job of it too. 'Cause unlike you, they would actually help people.
[29:31 - 29:42] But like I said, I am sick of sitting here, day in, day out, being fucking dehumanized.
[29:42 - 29:53] For what? For what? For a laugh? For a ha-ha whistle to the fucking weirdo? No.
[29:54 - 30:02] I am tired of being a fucking target. I am tired of being victimized and dehumanized.
[30:02 - 30:10] And I'm tired of feeling like my house and my bedroom are a fucking prison cell.
[30:14 - 30:32] I don't deserve this. And I'm tired of living like this. So if anybody out there sees this, please, if anybody on Facebook is watching this, please share this with everyone you fucking can.
[30:34 - 30:44] The city of Akron has failed me and my family miserably. And I do mean miserably on every single level.
[30:58 - 31:13] And I mean it. I want this video shared with everybody. Your friends, your family, groups that you're in, group chats that you're in, I want this shit passed around every fucking where.
[31:14 - 31:29] I want everyone on Facebook to know my story and what the fuck I've been put through for the last four fucking years and how the cops refused to do a damn thing to help and how the FBI refuses to help.
[31:30 - 31:46] How these people have not been locked away like they should have been a long time ago. Everybody from Masshole Reports or as she goes by now on YouTube, Masshole Mafia and William Gloryhole and Music Biz Marty.
[31:49 - 32:07] Those three are the three people that have been tormenting me and ruining my life for the last four years. And I'm tired of it. I just want my fucking life back that I had before all this fucking happened.
[32:10 - 32:21] That's all I want is my fucking life back. I want my life back that these people blatantly stole away from me and robbed me of.
[32:26 - 32:39] So like I said to anybody out there that sees this, I want you to share this like motherfucking wildfire. And I'm not joking. I want to see this shit being passed around.
[32:39 - 32:51] I want you guys, when you share it, I want you motherfuckers to tag me in this shit. I want y'all to tag me in this shit when you share it around to everyone.
[32:52 - 33:05] I want people to know my fucking story so that maybe we can finally put a stop to this and help others like myself who are in the same situation or a similar situation.
[33:12 - 33:27] 'Cause trust me when I say no one deserves to live like this. No one. This is no way to fucking live. And this is how I've been forced to live every day for the last four years.
[33:32 - 33:56] So please, if anybody out there sees this, I want you guys to share this around, tag me in it, share it with your friends, share it in groups that you're in, share it with communities that you know would watch it, share it, like I said, with family, friends, aunt, uncle, mom, dad, groups, group chats. I don't care.
[33:57 - 34:13] Make this shit go fucking viral. Let people see my fucking story and what I've been through for the last four years so that maybe, just maybe, something can be done.
[34:16 - 34:42] And if you want to know what to type in on Google, just type in C-R-A-X-X, that's two X's, or type in C-H-A-N-C-E, Wilkins. That's W-I-L-K-I-N-S. You type all that in and you'll see what these people have done to me.
[34:44 - 34:57] The amount of things these people have done to me is unfathomable. The level that these people have stooped to is beyond anything I've ever seen.
[35:02 - 35:18] So like I said, please, share this with your friends, share this with your family, share this with your loved ones, share this with everybody that you can. Help me put a stop to this.
[35:19 - 35:35] No one else has to suffer, please. I don't want anyone to suffer the same way I did. Because this is no way to live. It's really not. This is no way to fucking live.
[35:37 - 35:56] So like I said, please, share this with your friends, family, groups, group chats. I want this to be posted everywhere. Tumblr, Twitter. If you guys have a YouTube, post it there.
[35:57 - 36:18] Just help me put a stop to this so that no one else has to suffer the same way I did. Because as I said, no one deserves to suffer this way. No one deserves to be dehumanized and decorated to such a low level like I have been.
[36:23 - 36:47] So please, if anybody is listening, if anybody can hear me, I need your help and that I can't do this anymore. I need help. Please.
[36:48 - 36:49] Thank you.
Transcribed by lolcow.city as id '3109' on August 19th, 2024