2022-7-24 MARTY IS A PEDO?!??!!!???!!!!

[0:00 - 0:16] What is up YouTube and everybody? I do have a special guest coming out with me too, explaining
[0:16 - 0:23] some shit. And neither say there's gonna be a lot of pissed off people and quite frankly
[0:23 - 0:34] I just don't give a fuck and neither does he. And trust me this guy you people already
[0:34 - 1:04] know. So, speaking of devil, there's ours. Yo, what's up?
[1:04 - 1:22] Yo, Paul bet you if that's really you turn your camera on.
[1:22 - 1:48] Yeah, you ain't Paul. Yeah, you ain't you nobody.
[1:48 - 2:15] Goodbye troll. I love how you troll, saying the thing that
[2:15 - 2:18] you're just gonna get on. Thank you.
[2:18 - 2:29] Thanks.
[2:29 - 2:58] Alright, so while we wait for our guest to pop back in.
[2:58 - 3:10] All I got to say is I hope you trolls are enjoying me exposing the fuck out of you losers.
[3:10 - 3:19] No, I really do. I hope that you guys are enjoying me kicking the fuck out of you ass
[3:19 - 3:26] also exposing you. I really do. I love exposing you motherfuckers for the pieces of shit
[3:26 - 3:43] that you guys are. He's gotta wait for my guests to re-sign in cuz I accidentally kicked
[3:43 - 4:09] them. No, no, no, no, no. Oops.
[4:09 - 4:34] Alright, what's on the bed?
[4:34 - 4:59] This is called Charlie. You guys didn't suck, huh?
[4:59 - 5:25] Switch back over to HDMI 2.
[5:25 - 5:53] Sorry, I got it. Sorry, I can do it. I didn't recognize it was you. So what are you gonna
[5:53 - 5:57] say, man? Not much. I was saying what the fuck, yo.
[5:57 - 6:02] It's like when you turn your camera on, I didn't recognize you. You sounded like a fucking
[6:02 - 6:09] troll from your voice. I was like, what the fuck was this guy?
[6:09 - 6:20] My bad. So me and you have been doing some talking and we've been putting some pieces
[6:20 - 6:30] to some shit together. And with that being said, I will let you take over and explain.
[6:30 - 6:38] So for a certain individual, names are not going to be named just because, you know,
[6:38 - 6:42] I don't know. You can drop the names if you want to. It don't matter because they know
[6:42 - 6:48] who they are anyway. Well, yeah, you know what? The way I see it,
[6:48 - 6:53] if I say what I'm going to say, and then someone takes offense to it, then that just means
[6:53 - 6:56] they're guilty of it. Yep.
[6:56 - 7:02] So if I mean saying a name, I'm not accusing anybody.
[7:02 - 7:08] True. And if they take offense to it, that means
[7:08 - 7:13] they're guilty of something. Yep.
[7:13 - 7:20] So but I do have one thing I want to say. I want to know why everybody, you know, what
[7:20 - 7:25] everybody's problem with you is. I want to know why everybody's picking on you just
[7:25 - 7:34] as you know, the whole support now, before I go into it, like before I get into all
[7:34 - 7:41] of that, when I'm not streaming or working on music for you or working on music for
[7:41 - 7:47] my friends or other people, what am I usually doing?
[7:47 - 7:51] You're usually working on yourself. You're usually doing shit for yourself. You're usually
[7:51 - 7:56] trying to do shit for your family. I get that.
[7:56 - 8:02] I know that, but do I not usually fucking hang out with you, my best friend, Matt and
[8:02 - 8:07] all these other people on Facebook a majority of the time?
[8:07 - 8:16] Yes. Thank you. Now, that being said, they're attacking
[8:16 - 8:22] me because of this whole "I'm supposedly a pedo" shit.
[8:22 - 8:28] It's the same rehashed bullshit from a couple of years ago, and it's fucking dumb.
[8:28 - 8:32] Then they're just pissed off at the fact that I exposed the fuck out of them.
[8:32 - 8:39] And that video also got over a thousand views too. I'd say some people got pretty pissed
[8:39 - 8:45] on the fact that I exposed them. Well, I'm trying to remember what's his
[8:45 - 8:51] name. I know Marty has a problem with you. I don't quite understand what his problem
[8:51 - 8:58] with you is. I know I see some of you... Let's be honest, speaking on him.
[8:58 - 9:03] I know what his issue is. He's got a sick, twisted obsession with me, and it's fucking
[9:03 - 9:08] creepy and cringy. Well, like I said, I'm not trying to badmouth
[9:08 - 9:14] anybody. I'm not trying to make nobody disrespect me.
[9:14 - 9:23] No, when it comes to Marty, you don't need this show respect. That dude's a fucking weirdo.
[9:23 - 9:27] But you should know me by now. I like to understand everybody's point of view.
[9:27 - 9:33] So yes, I know your point of view on the whole Marty situation, but I kind of want
[9:33 - 9:38] to know why he has a vendetta against you. I want to know what his grudge against you
[9:38 - 9:43] was about. I honestly want to know why the fuck he has
[9:43 - 9:47] a fucking crush on me. That shit's fucking creepy.
[9:47 - 9:53] Yeah. That shit is just fucking weird, dude. That
[9:53 - 10:01] is not normal. No, it's really not.
[10:01 - 10:12] Now, getting into everything, me and you spoke about a lot of the evidence, and there
[10:12 - 10:17] were some things that you pointed out that I missed that I didn't add up until a few
[10:17 - 10:24] minutes ago. So you can't do explain all of that shit.
[10:24 - 10:34] Well, okay. When you told me Marty was the last one to see Jamie alive and shit, and
[10:34 - 10:40] you told me some of what went on, it kind of makes it sound like what really happened
[10:40 - 10:48] was she died of a drunk overdose and they said she hit her head as a more respectful
[10:48 - 11:02] way, which I get it. And I'm trying to think of how I want to word this, but what isn't
[11:02 - 11:10] right is the fact that he's blaming you for Heather's death when Heather was down south
[11:10 - 11:16] in Mississippi and you were in Akron, Ohio. Exactly. I was nowhere near
[11:16 - 11:23] her. At least I think she was in Mississippi. The last time I ever heard from her, she
[11:23 - 11:27] was in like Mississippi or New Orleans or something like that.
[11:27 - 11:33] Yeah, yeah. She was back in Mississippi living with Ricky and Jessica.
[11:33 - 11:44] Well, all I know is they have, without any physical evidence that you had anything to
[11:44 - 11:49] do with Heather's death, you should not be accused of some stupid bullshit.
[11:49 - 11:57] Exactly. And there is no evidence pointing me even remotely close to her death. Period.
[11:57 - 12:01] I'm not trying to throw shade on Heather. I'm not trying to sound bad. Whether she's
[12:01 - 12:12] dead or alive, I don't know all the details. It still has nothing to do with you. I think
[12:12 - 12:22] the last time you saw each other was back in early 2021, something like that.
[12:22 - 12:26] Yeah. I'm not sure I had the dates right, but...
[12:26 - 12:31] Yeah, you're close enough.
[12:31 - 12:37] And I'm pretty sure you have not seen her since, unless it was like video chat or something.
[12:37 - 12:44] Yeah, and then that's about it. It was only on video calling show like that. Now, don't
[12:44 - 12:54] you find it funny how Marty was literally the last person to see Jamie alive and yet
[12:54 - 13:00] he had nothing to suppose what I'd do with it.
[13:00 - 13:01] Yeah.
[13:01 - 13:14] It's pretty weird that you said there, do drugs behind Jamie on a live stream, which
[13:14 - 13:16] we all saw.
[13:16 - 13:19] Yeah, you pointed that out to me.
[13:19 - 13:28] Turn around, got her hooked back on drugs, knowing she was a recovering addict. And then
[13:28 - 13:33] all of a sudden out of nowhere, she dies. Something's up.
[13:33 - 13:38] Yeah. When you put it like that, yes, I'll admit something's really fishy.
[13:38 - 13:47] And let's not forget the fact that you got holding the cord for murdering a hooker.
[13:47 - 13:53] I've heard about that. I've heard the rumors. I just never heard all the details about that.
[13:53 - 13:56] Right. Like I haven't either, but...
[13:56 - 13:58] So I can't pass judgment on that.
[13:58 - 14:07] Right. But that being said, shit's not a no.
[14:07 - 14:13] With me, in my personal opinion, when it comes to the whole hooker story, I honestly
[14:13 - 14:20] think he's 50% guilty, 50% innocent just because I don't know the full details. I don't know
[14:20 - 14:26] the full story. So I don't know what's real, what's not, what's true. So you got to set,
[14:26 - 14:31] you got to do with the whole mindset of, you know, it's possible you did it, but then
[14:31 - 14:35] you got to think, I haven't seen no evidence. I haven't seen the story. So if possible,
[14:35 - 14:37] he didn't do it.
[14:37 - 14:44] Right. But just the sheer fat that you got holding the cord over it is kind of sketchy.
[14:44 - 14:48] Yeah, I'll give you that.
[14:48 - 14:56] Now that being said, with that out of the way, let's talk about how you like to talk
[14:56 - 15:06] to William Gloria, old Marty. Now, would you care to explain what your thoughts are on
[15:06 - 15:12] that, and like the conclusion that you can't put that actually makes sense between a Marty
[15:12 - 15:14] glory hole and that's cool.
[15:14 - 15:20] Well, first of all, I want to know what glory holes problem that is with you. Like I want
[15:20 - 15:29] to like, I don't know if it's just he does it because he's bored, or if there's like
[15:29 - 15:34] a motive behind it as to why he attacks you the way he does. I would like to see from
[15:34 - 15:40] his point here from his mouth, why he does it, but I don't know.
[15:40 - 15:48] I can tell you the legit reason. It's literally a little bit of both of he does it because
[15:48 - 15:55] it's fun, but he also does it to keep me from making any kind of money because he loves
[15:55 - 16:02] seeing you suffer. So it's literally a mixed bag. And the reason why I know this, because
[16:02 - 16:08] he got on a discord call and some of my mods were defending me asking me why he does it.
[16:08 - 16:11] And he said, because it was fun.
[16:11 - 16:21] Well, okay. That's like a second twisted kind of fun. And yeah, I'm, I'm a little bit twisted.
[16:21 - 16:27] I will admit Oh, I don't say I'm greatly twisted.
[16:27 - 16:35] Why guys, you're the most twisted dude. I fucking know. She's yes, but I have been
[16:35 - 16:37] doing really well with counseling. So
[16:37 - 16:44] you're not sticking anymore. Don't talk sometimes in your forehead. Are you?
[16:44 - 16:45] No.
[16:45 - 16:51] I'm not gonna lie. That show was pretty fucking hysterical when you did that.
[16:51 - 16:56] My sister still looks at being questions by sanity for that shit.
[16:56 - 17:03] I think everybody does. Hell, I was surprised. I'm the only one that isn't questioning your
[17:03 - 17:05] sanity.
[17:05 - 17:08] I think we've all learned not to question it long ago.
[17:08 - 17:09] Yeah.
[17:09 - 17:10] Thank.
[17:10 - 17:19] Oh, I have a personal, I have a stupid question to ask you what's up. I went and bought me
[17:19 - 17:25] a hunting rifle because I was going to go hunting this winter with buddies and a couple
[17:25 - 17:28] people. And I'm not sure how true this is.
[17:28 - 17:36] There's something about deers getting sick and shit that I shouldn't go hunting and whatnot.
[17:36 - 17:41] I don't know how much of that's really true and what's not.
[17:41 - 17:46] I've heard rumors about it myself, but I don't know what's true and what's not. Like
[17:46 - 17:48] I said, I'm not sure.
[17:48 - 17:53] I'm iffy about going hunting now that I've heard rumors about deer being sick. And if
[17:53 - 18:02] you kill them and eat them, what I would do is I would do some deep research and dig in
[18:02 - 18:03] and find out for sure.
[18:03 - 18:12] Because if you can dig in and get a definitive answer, then you should be good. Whether
[18:12 - 18:15] you go or don't go, you know.
[18:15 - 18:22] Oh, I like how there's a comment in the chat telling me to go shoot myself.
[18:22 - 18:34] Yeah, it's that person that said that shouldn't have done that, man.
[18:34 - 18:37] That's OK. Haters going to hate.
[18:37 - 18:48] Oh, yeah. Oh, I am away, bro. I'm chill as fuck. I'll just kick back to my chair relaxing.
[18:48 - 18:54] I have a natural resting tired guy. I have a natural resting sleep face. Always have
[18:54 - 19:02] probably like stone in high school, dude, you look like you're stone out your fucking
[19:02 - 19:03] mind.
[19:03 - 19:12] So I got resting stoner face. So what? That's literally me every day. You know this. You
[19:12 - 19:21] look like you can't handle your weed. Yeah, we are. Yeah, I can. But I can't say the
[19:21 - 19:25] same for Marty.
[19:25 - 19:41] But I'm speaking on him and L'Oreal. Would you care to explain the theory that you can
[19:41 - 19:47] handle? Would it actually make sense about how him and Nassau and L'Oreal all tie together
[19:47 - 19:53] and how he really could possibly may very well be a better file?
[19:53 - 20:03] Well, in my days of, you know, watching crime shows and shit, usually the person to quickly
[20:03 - 20:11] judge another has a dark past of his own. And whatever his dark past may be, he'll
[20:11 - 20:22] accuse someone else of. So let's say person A killed someone in the past. He will accuse
[20:22 - 20:33] person B of being a serial killer because of the guilt that lingers in his head. And
[20:33 - 20:39] I know many people may not see it that way, but that's how I see people. If you accuse
[20:39 - 20:43] someone of doing something, you're the one doing it.
[20:43 - 20:54] Very true. And I just can say I have enough experience in life to say I strongly believe
[20:54 - 21:00] that shit's true. Now everybody doesn't have to, nobody has to believe, you know, see the
[21:00 - 21:06] way I see it. We're all different inside and out. We are. But the only thing is we
[21:06 - 21:20] all bleed red, we all, you know, we're all human, but we all think different. The human
[21:20 - 21:29] mind is a tricky thing.
[21:29 - 21:37] Now explain your theory on like Marty and Gloria, like explain that whole thing, like
[21:37 - 21:40] in general, like you did to me earlier.
[21:40 - 21:43] How did I explain it? I forget.
[21:43 - 21:50] It was about how Marty and Gloria, like how Marty's a pedo and Gloria will have something
[21:50 - 21:52] to do with it.
[21:52 - 22:01] Well, I believe if. Oh yeah, Paul's accusing Marty means Paul's a pedophile. No, I'm not
[22:01 - 22:07] accusing Marty of being a pedophile. I just said the fact that, you know, he's accusing
[22:07 - 22:15] chance of being one could mean he is, you know, he could not be. We don't know. I don't
[22:15 - 22:22] have a record. I have a clean fucking record. Right. Most I've ever gotten in trouble for
[22:22 - 22:28] was beating the shit out of someone and that's it. That's the most I've ever been in trouble
[22:28 - 22:29] for.
[22:29 - 22:37] And Paul, you saw and Paul even used on my public record. I have no fucking record of
[22:37 - 22:41] being a fucking pedophile at all.
[22:41 - 22:47] No. And to be honest, chance you may hate what I have to say. You may like what I have
[22:47 - 22:56] to say if you really did do some stupid shit with a fucking minor. I'm sorry if that was
[22:56 - 22:57] my child.
[22:57 - 22:58] I.
[22:58 - 23:06] Yo, what? Yeah, sorry about that. They were saying I don't know what the fuck out. What
[23:06 - 23:07] were you saying?
[23:07 - 23:15] I said if that was my child that, you know, I would have pressed charges on you. So if
[23:15 - 23:22] you are a pedophile, I don't see why the parents didn't press charges against you, dude. And
[23:22 - 23:28] I know this is going to sound like an asshole thing to say. Oh, dude, you're coming from
[23:28 - 23:36] the place of being a father yourself. Yes, I am. So I totally get it. And plus I find
[23:36 - 23:48] it pretty suspicious that somebody like Mass Hall has child porn on her computer is good
[23:48 - 23:58] friends of Marty and Glory Hall goes around sending child porn to people to fuck with
[23:58 - 23:59] them.
[23:59 - 24:11] OK, yeah, I'll agree. That's fucked up. That's very weird. Like how is that even illegal?
[24:11 - 24:19] First off, like that shit like, dude, you can get arrested for that shit. Yeah, yeah,
[24:19 - 24:23] you can.
[24:23 - 24:29] And I find it funny how people sit there and say, well, oh, well, you're the pedophile.
[24:29 - 24:39] No, dumbasses, I'm not supposed. I got to say is I believe innocent until proven guilty.
[24:39 - 24:45] Thank you. I will always believe innocent until proven guilty. So if someone wants to
[24:45 - 24:49] convince me that you're a pedophile, Cyrax, they're going to have to really prove it
[24:49 - 24:55] to me. Oh, I'm not going to go off with someone's word. And plus, and not just that, but you
[24:55 - 25:01] know how many freaking and I know you know they love to do this, making up fucking screenshots
[25:01 - 25:06] to make it look like shit that ain't really true.
[25:06 - 25:14] Yeah, I know some people do that. Some people like to delete their some people like to
[25:14 - 25:22] delete their end of a conversation to make one look bad. Oh, yeah. Well, I just find
[25:22 - 25:34] it funny how Masshole does all this shit. And yet I'm the one that gets shit on the
[25:34 - 25:42] world. Oh, yeah, it's pretty funny because you can go back and look at my fucking record.
[25:42 - 25:49] There is no record of me being a fucking pedophile and you guys cannot. You cannot
[25:49 - 25:55] use that because oh, because you haven't been caught yet. Dude, the night the cops showed
[25:55 - 26:02] up and if I really was a pedophile, they would have hauled me off right then and there.
[26:02 - 26:09] That would have arrested me and I'd be in a jail cell right now. And they will record.
[26:09 - 26:16] I'm going to say this. I have stayed away from social media because I've been more
[26:16 - 26:22] worried about, you know, I've had other shit to worry about. I have my job to worry about.
[26:22 - 26:30] Right. And I've shown you videos of what I do for work. Oh, yeah. And you've also been
[26:30 - 26:40] working out again, which is great. Dude, when you yeah, it feels like when I saw like you
[26:40 - 26:48] golfed up since last I was like, damn, dude, you're doing good. Well, I had to take care
[26:48 - 26:58] of my body, but like people don't understand that when. When you watch shit happen and
[26:58 - 27:05] when you see shit, some shit can be really mentally scarring. Oh, yeah, I'm in a tow
[27:05 - 27:11] truck. I mean, how many fatality accidents I've had to deal with. I can't. I can't necessarily
[27:11 - 27:19] discuss that fatality accidents just out of respect for, you know, the families and shit.
[27:19 - 27:26] Yeah. But you know how you know, mentally scarring it is to see someone's mangled body
[27:26 - 27:35] in a car. Oh, yeah. It definitely can be very scarring. Like I've got friends that do that
[27:35 - 27:44] do the same job you do. And it's it's sad. I love what I do. I was born in this lifestyle.
[27:44 - 27:53] I was born right around tow trucks and shit. So I've known how to hook up a car to a tow
[27:53 - 28:03] truck since I was eight years old. Basically, I used to go to work with my stepdad. But
[28:03 - 28:12] you know, and I'm going to say this, a pedophile should have to pay for the child's therapy
[28:12 - 28:21] bill in my personal opinion. Yeah, you're not wrong. I honestly think that. But this
[28:21 - 28:27] is also coming from a guy who thinks a pedophile's last site should be a shotgun to the face
[28:27 - 28:42] that I agree with. Now, I just the world's getting fucked up. The world's taking a shit.
[28:42 - 28:50] And accurate PD, you're a bunch of pussies. Well, that's because you have bad experiences
[28:50 - 28:58] with them. Well, no, well, not all, but a majority of them are dicks. Not all police
[28:58 - 29:06] officers are bad. There's some like just the ones from the accurate. Even you know,
[29:06 - 29:12] dude, for you know that I know that you know about the accurate and how majority of them
[29:12 - 29:17] can be fucking assholes. Do it every time you have to deal with them. You call me and
[29:17 - 29:22] ask me for advice. Right. And it's like, how do I deal with this motherfucker? I dude,
[29:22 - 29:34] the last cop that came down here was a total fucking prick. I swear to fucking God. Like
[29:34 - 29:39] I mean, what I the one thing that I know that you agree with me on this, a lot of people
[29:39 - 29:47] agree with me on this. The cops showing up and the amount of force they did with as many
[29:47 - 29:58] weapons they did as they did pointed at me. That was overkill. Yeah, that was pure fucking
[29:58 - 30:02] overkill. They're like, you didn't need that many fucking cops to figure out somebody's
[30:02 - 30:13] fucking lying. You fucking retards. Yeah, let's stop. Let's not say the word retard
[30:13 - 30:18] because I do have a family member who's a little, how do you, how do I say it challenged
[30:18 - 30:25] a little bit? I know what you're getting. I get it. But like, I just find it funny
[30:25 - 30:30] how a lot of these shows, like they think they're so smart with what they do and it's
[30:30 - 30:38] like all they're doing is making themselves look like fucking morons. Hold on. I got
[30:38 - 30:45] a reply to a message. Yes. The EMS does take out the body of the cars, but sometimes then
[30:45 - 30:52] certain circumstances, a tow truck driver has to move the another car so they can get
[30:52 - 31:01] to the body. Like, for instance, two weeks ago, we had a take a semi truck off top of
[31:01 - 31:10] another car with a person still trapped inside of it. And that person was dead. But yes,
[31:10 - 31:15] you're right. The majority of the time a paramedic will take the body out of the vehicle
[31:15 - 31:23] before we tow it. Yeah. Well, yeah, that's why wasn't they? Yeah, but sometimes a car
[31:23 - 31:33] gets stuck and we got to pull it out. Right. But so who would just tow a car with a mangled
[31:33 - 31:44] body? So that'd be weird. Do we're not allowed to. Trust me, I've been into the Toledo impound
[31:44 - 31:51] line. I've been in the fucking impound line over in Michigan and there's been a there's
[31:51 - 32:12] a lot of shit. Oh, yeah. But I do also know that you had a little message for not only
[32:12 - 32:21] Marty, but for Gloria as well. So would you like to or care to speak on that? Yeah, guys,
[32:21 - 32:27] come on. What what the fuck's going on that you guys are trying to get Cyrax? Like, you
[32:27 - 32:31] know, yeah, Marty, I know you like to poke shit at me. I know you like to make fun of
[32:31 - 32:36] me. But for once, I want to hear I don't want it to be about me. I want to know from
[32:36 - 32:43] your mouth what your problem with Cyrax is. And I'm don't make it about me. For once,
[32:43 - 32:47] I don't you know, I don't want it to be about me. It doesn't have to be about me. I just
[32:47 - 32:52] want to know what your problem with Cyrax is, both of you. I just want to hear it from
[32:52 - 32:59] you guys. I'll be honest, dude. I've been wondering what in the fuck his deal has been
[32:59 - 33:04] with me since they fucking won. Well, no disrespect to anybody. I don't want to hear
[33:04 - 33:10] it from nobody's mouth but theirs. And that's because I want to know their opinions, their
[33:10 - 33:17] views and I want to know why. But the minute they make it about me, that's kind of going
[33:17 - 33:26] off topic. And what gets me is how the fuck Marty can have a fucking cringy ass fucking
[33:26 - 33:37] crush like what the fuck, dude? No. And what gets me is this. Like, he is on me. I turn
[33:37 - 33:44] him down. How does he hit on you? Like, explain that. So you remember when you remember when
[33:44 - 33:50] Heather was here? Like when she was living here and shit? Yeah. Well, there was a student
[33:50 - 33:55] named juggalo john that wanted to fight me. And I got sick of him running his fucking
[33:55 - 34:01] mouth. He's a local dude. I got fucking tired of him running his mom. So I told him straight
[34:01 - 34:06] up, if you really want to fucking do this, tell me the place. He said the community
[34:06 - 34:14] centered down by my house, which I know you know where that's at. So, so me, mom and
[34:14 - 34:19] Heather, we all get in there. We go down there. We get in the car. We drive down there
[34:19 - 34:24] and cue mine. I'm set to fucking go. I got my hands wrapped up. I'm ready to fucking
[34:24 - 34:32] knock this guy out. Like I had had enough. Like I was pissed. So I show up there. This
[34:32 - 34:36] dude isn't even there. He shows up clear on the other side of fucking Akron and I'm
[34:36 - 34:42] like, bro, that ain't even my fucking house. Like, you know, I'm going to say something
[34:42 - 34:49] real quick. It's funny. The one day you pissed me off beyond all fucking recognition. You
[34:49 - 34:54] actually, I actually showed up to your address because you said you would beat the fuck
[34:54 - 35:00] out of me. And I showed up to your address and said, well, I'm here. Beat me up. Right.
[35:00 - 35:07] And instead, instead we sit on the fucking your front porch fucking talking. Yeah. We
[35:07 - 35:21] were inside there, right? Two or three hours. You're shooting this shit. Literally. In
[35:21 - 35:25] my opinion, the dude is a fucking pussy, but like what's so weird. Well, there are people
[35:25 - 35:32] that don't know how to follow a map. Oh, this is what's weird. This is where it gets weird.
[35:32 - 35:40] So that jungle John, it doesn't show up. Okay. So I have back in the car to go back
[35:40 - 35:46] to the house or come back to the house, whatever. Well, me and Heather were on a live stream
[35:46 - 35:54] with Jamie and all of a sudden out of nowhere, Marty takes a fucking like pass. I mean,
[35:54 - 35:59] I'm like, did I just hear that? Right? Like, was I hearing things? Cause there were so
[35:59 - 36:04] many people talking and I told everybody to shut the fuck up so I can hear what this
[36:04 - 36:09] guy was saying. Marty sat right there and made a fucking crew. Like I can't remember
[36:09 - 36:16] what he said, but he, you knew that he made a pass and I'm like, you can tell. And I'm
[36:16 - 36:24] like, yeah, dude. No, I don't roll that way. And ever since then, he's had this sick obsession.
[36:24 - 36:32] I did. You saw the screenshots of the text messages. Yeah. I saw some of the screenshots
[36:32 - 36:42] and in your opinion, was that shit not creepy? It was a little, you know, unsettling. It
[36:42 - 36:49] was unsettling. Fair enough. But like that right there, I want you to tell you that
[36:49 - 36:59] he does a little out there. Well, no offense to Marty. And I'm not trying to say, have
[36:59 - 37:05] you ever took the chance that maybe he has some mental problems? Maybe not saying he
[37:05 - 37:13] does. I'm not talking about that. I actually have thought about that. And, and for a while
[37:13 - 37:19] I sat down and I was like, when he left me alone, I sat down and I actually studied him.
[37:19 - 37:24] I know it sounds weird, but you know, I sat down, I studied his mannerisms, how he is.
[37:24 - 37:31] And he just doesn't show any signs, dude. Like I really think that this guy is just
[37:31 - 37:45] bad shit crazy. I'm trying to help under, I'm just trying to understand both sides.
[37:45 - 37:51] You know me. I want to understand. And that's why I mean, you get along so well, because
[37:51 - 37:56] you're like me, you like to understand both sides of the story and figure out like, okay,
[37:56 - 38:02] this is what's going on. Here's this side now. Here's this side. Let's come to a medium
[38:02 - 38:10] and figure something out. Yeah. I'm just saying I'm not the same person. I was a year ago.
[38:10 - 38:16] No offense dude, but a year ago, no offense you do, but I have says sometimes you were
[38:16 - 38:24] a bit of an asshole. I'm just saying, well, I get that from my dad. True. I get that
[38:24 - 38:30] from both my dad and my mom. That being an asshole is the one thing I don't think will
[38:30 - 38:38] change. It just, I have better control over some of this asshole shit I say, but in different
[38:38 - 38:44] terms, I've, you know, Hey, I can't say the same for your sister though. Your sister is
[38:44 - 38:51] like 10 times worse than you. She didn't learn from me. She did learn from me. True.
[38:51 - 38:57] Cause dude, the last time I fucking talked to her, she was sitting right there just literally
[38:57 - 39:07] acting just like you. And I'm like, great. Another you. Yes. My dad will say out of
[39:07 - 39:18] all my siblings, my sister has my, you know, acts like me the most. She has my attitude.
[39:18 - 39:24] Oh yeah. And I've witnessed the first hand so I can say, yes, she has your smart mouth
[39:24 - 39:34] and your fucking attitude. That's not good. Especially with her being in school. I'm
[39:34 - 39:40] afraid. I'm afraid. I'm afraid my dad's going to go, well, your sister got suspended for
[39:40 - 39:48] being like you. I'm like, what do you mean? She, she kicked someone upside the head.
[39:48 - 39:56] Fucking expelled for being like you. Oh my God. Yeah. And guess what? I'm going to be
[39:56 - 40:03] the one to get, I'm going to get yelled at for it. But you know, at the end of the day,
[40:03 - 40:13] my, my brothers and sisters love me. They, my, my 16 year old sister did your, I have
[40:13 - 40:17] to say this man, your family's the fucking shit, dude. I'm going to love your family.
[40:17 - 40:28] It does, man. They're the coolest shit ever. My sister, her ex-boyfriend took advantage
[40:28 - 40:35] of her and she was afraid to tell me she knew my dad would want to beat his ass, but she
[40:35 - 40:43] knew if she told me I would want to do more than just beat his ass. I would beat his
[40:43 - 40:56] ass and his dad's ass, but you know, I'm like, I'm a pro I'm protective over my family.
[40:56 - 41:04] Oh yeah. And understandably so any person with the same mind would be, I would, I'm
[41:04 - 41:10] not saying all my family because there's some of my family I do not care about, but for
[41:10 - 41:14] the family that I do definitely care about, I would fucking jump in front of a bullet
[41:14 - 41:22] for him. Oh yeah. I wouldn't care if it killed me just to know that, you know, I saved their
[41:22 - 41:32] life or, you know, I risked my life to protect the ones I love. I would do it. Yeah. Oh yeah.
[41:32 - 41:39] I was going to ask you because I know that and I know and you know that Marty has ran
[41:39 - 41:44] his fucking mouth about you multiple times. You guys think that just, you want to just
[41:44 - 41:51] say to the asshole? Well, Marty, I'm going to say this and I'm going to say this like
[41:51 - 41:59] an adult, what you have said about me doesn't bother me no more. I've gone, I've been through
[41:59 - 42:09] some stuff the past year that put my life into perspective. It got me thinking about
[42:09 - 42:18] who I am and who I want to be as a person. And Cyrax knows, but for personal reasons,
[42:18 - 42:25] it's not going to be leaked out on internet. That shit can be talked about privately.
[42:25 - 42:36] Yeah. I've been through some emotional crap. And I can genuinely say this. I'm majority
[42:36 - 42:45] of it, which I was there for. Good. I know I can be an asshole. I know I could be a horrible
[42:45 - 42:53] person, but chance with what I went through, wasn't it enough to make me cry my eyes out?
[42:53 - 43:01] Dude, you were damn near bawling almost every day for a week straight, dude, dude. Didn't
[43:01 - 43:06] I fucking, wasn't I fucking drinking alcohol like a fucking alcoholic for a bit? Oh yeah.
[43:06 - 43:11] And I had to literally tell you to put that fucking bottle down like four or five times
[43:11 - 43:17] until you finally fucking did it. Oh, what helped was my sister asked me to stop drinking.
[43:17 - 43:24] But you know, when you, when you lose someone, your grandpa and your brother, who's like
[43:24 - 43:32] your best fucking friend, even though he says some pretty stupid shit. Oh, dude, you're
[43:32 - 43:35] a little dude. I fucking loved your little brother, right? Your little brother was fucking
[43:35 - 43:43] funny. What are you talking about? Joe, the one that passed. Yeah. He's actually older
[43:43 - 43:50] than me. Oh, well, older brother. He's not my biological brother. He's my street brother.
[43:50 - 43:55] Meaning still, hey, it's like the old saying, he's still family. I still look at him as
[43:55 - 44:01] family. Hey, it's like the old saying goes, man, blood makes your own blood. Makes you
[44:01 - 44:11] good. Well, two weeks, your family, you know, I got to go out to Maine in October to go
[44:11 - 44:18] have a celebration of life for my brother on his birthday. Dude, I know that's going
[44:18 - 44:27] to be hard. Yeah. Well, it's like I told you before, dude, if you ever need anything,
[44:27 - 44:37] you got my number and it, you know, it's sad that it took my grandpa passing away from
[44:37 - 44:43] me and my biological father to have any sort of father son relationship. That is sad,
[44:43 - 44:52] dude. That really is. But I can say my dad has matured and he's not, you know, a piece
[44:52 - 44:57] of shit like he used to be. He's gotten, I will give him credit. He's gotten a lot
[44:57 - 45:04] better. And to be honest, to have a better relationship with my father, I feel like a
[45:04 - 45:13] better person myself. Right. And I think a lot of, and I know that you all agree with
[45:13 - 45:21] this. A lot of people that know me, that truly know me will agree with this. Did all you
[45:21 - 45:27] motherfuckers that targeted me, y'all just need to fucking stop and get a goddamn life
[45:27 - 45:36] already. Like get a hobby, go fishing, go hunting, do something. Like I told you, Marty,
[45:36 - 45:43] and like I told you, Gloria, you dumb fucks just need to leave me the fuck alone. I ain't
[45:43 - 45:51] done nothing to you, never have. So y'all seriously just end up, oh, I don't know,
[45:51 - 46:06] fucked off. Just saying. Well, my girlfriend seems to have noticed a change in me since
[46:06 - 46:13] a lot of this has gone down. She goes, yes, you've been a lot more depressed lately,
[46:13 - 46:25] but you seem to be more motivated to get your life straight. Right. And a lot of it is,
[46:25 - 46:32] the worst part of it to me is after my grandpa Steve passed away three days later, my grandpa,
[46:32 - 46:39] my other grandpa passed away, my dad's dad. Yeah. And the sad thing is the day before
[46:39 - 46:45] he passed away, I had asked my grandpa, Hey, can we go do something together? I would
[46:45 - 46:53] like to spend time with you and my uncles. And then the next day I get a phone call
[46:53 - 47:00] or not, not a phone call. I read it on Facebook that you will be truly missed. We will all
[47:00 - 47:07] miss you. Yeah. And that's how I found out. My, my dad's dad passed away. Nobody wanted
[47:07 - 47:17] to tell me because they knew I was going to do enough shit already. But I'm a changed
[47:17 - 47:24] person. I, I, right. And I'm not about the bullshit, but I'm trying to get shit, you
[47:24 - 47:29] know, straight. I'm trying to figure out what's going on. You know, me before all
[47:29 - 47:34] this happened, I wouldn't have cared what Marty had to say. I would have probably told
[47:34 - 47:41] Marty to fuck off. But now I want to know what he, what, you know, I want to know what's
[47:41 - 47:49] going on with the situation between you and him. Well, I'll be honest dude, at this point,
[47:49 - 47:56] he really just does need to fuck off honestly. Cause like any, you and you seen dude, like
[47:56 - 48:03] for you, like go back four years ago before any of this happened, what is I not doing
[48:03 - 48:12] way better back then than I am now. Yeah. And plus, you know, there wasn't so much
[48:12 - 48:18] fucking stress. Oh yeah, absolutely. And plus I didn't have people going on fucking
[48:18 - 48:28] random fucking websites homemade, like literally geared towards attacking me. I didn't have
[48:28 - 48:36] cops showing up in my house every other day. I didn't get swatted almost every other week.
[48:36 - 48:43] I didn't have attacking my friends or my family back then. And I think it's, I think it's
[48:43 - 48:51] pretty safe to say that back then I had a pretty normal life compared to now. Yeah,
[48:51 - 48:58] your life before this wasn't all glitz and glamour, but it was normal. And I actually
[48:58 - 49:10] enjoyed it. It was more normal than now. Oh, by far, I mean, you and you were like brothers.
[49:10 - 49:16] Everybody was fucking, you know, what are you talking about? And all this shit happens
[49:16 - 49:23] and your friendship with Ian goes out the door. Doom, these assholes, dude, my friendships
[49:23 - 49:31] with a lot of people went out the fucking door. And I'll admit there was a period in
[49:31 - 49:36] time where I wanted to beat the fuck out of you. Oh, I know. And you, you had told
[49:36 - 49:42] me that several times throughout. I'm not afraid to say it. I'm not afraid to say it.
[49:42 - 49:48] Oh, I know you're gonna do it. That's why I'm saying like, dude, that's where me and
[49:48 - 49:54] you are so much alike. You know, when you want to say something, you don't give a fuck.
[49:54 - 50:00] You're just going to flat out say it and not care. I don't have a filter and you know,
[50:00 - 50:06] yes, at times that's a bad thing, but you know, at least I'm not hiding how I feel.
[50:06 - 50:14] Exactly. Like, dude, if you go back and watch my live stream on from on Facebook earlier
[50:14 - 50:19] and you go back and watch all the live stream, well, not all of them, but the last few over
[50:19 - 50:25] the last couple of days, you can tell that I had basically had enough. I basically was
[50:25 - 50:35] like, fuck this. Now, I have a stupid question. I have a stupid question. I was watching self
[50:35 - 50:44] part. So did harmless dares. Do you think I should do harmless dares for ten dollars
[50:44 - 50:57] each? Can't hurt. I mean, it just sounds fun, right? Oh, go drink his pickled jar of pickle
[50:57 - 51:08] juice for ten bucks. OK, dude, I would drink a jar of pickle juice for fucking free.
[51:08 - 51:14] I have so many questions and now I feel like making a joke. Well, I better keep my mouth
[51:14 - 51:21] shut. Yeah, of course you'd like to drink pickle juice. Oh, God. Do you? You, of course,
[51:21 - 51:30] would like to drink pickle juice. No, thank you. I'm straight. I got a girlfriend. She
[51:30 - 51:37] would get a better one. I could do the one that my older brother did to be all done.
[51:37 - 51:46] You know, this way, right? Isn't it like the Chinese way of saying fuck you? No, well,
[51:46 - 51:52] yeah, but the joke is, you know, like, you know, this is right. What? I mean, you ain't
[51:52 - 52:10] worth this. Huh, that's different. My older brother came up with that one. But like, it's
[52:10 - 52:18] amazing to me and like the level of degrading that these few I knew. I know you've seen
[52:18 - 52:24] a lot of the shit they have posted and the websites they made about me like it's honestly
[52:24 - 52:34] astonishing at the level of dehumanizing degrading shit they post. You know, I think God has
[52:34 - 52:43] said it best himself. I forgive you for you know, not what you have done. That is true.
[52:43 - 52:52] And what is this like? And dude, you know me almost better than anyone, dude. How many
[52:52 - 53:00] times have I sat there and shown not only said but shown that I would never do the
[53:00 - 53:10] shit that these people have done to me to anyone? Oh, yeah. I mean, you probably custom
[53:10 - 53:18] the fuck out and tell them they're a piece of shit. But you probably wouldn't be dragging
[53:18 - 53:36] over. That actually is a verse in the Bible. You can look it up. Like, seriously, I don't
[53:36 - 53:47] know if it's in the New Testament or in the old one, but it is in there. Look it up. And
[53:47 - 53:51] yes, even though I don't go to church, yes, I am very well caught up on the different
[53:51 - 54:01] versions of the Bible. Why? I don't know, but I am. I've gotten in touch with my religion
[54:01 - 54:12] since my grandfather died. Like, I don't necessarily go to like, my whole take on it is like,
[54:12 - 54:18] do I bring God? Yes. Do I go to church? Not necessarily, but I do believe that there
[54:18 - 54:30] is something after this, you know, what is what that something is. I don't know. There
[54:30 - 54:41] is something greater than all of us matter of fact, I was moody from five finger death
[54:41 - 54:49] punch. He said it best when he recalled what happened. I don't know if you know about the
[54:49 - 54:55] incident with him and passing out on the floor. Do you know about that incident? I've
[54:55 - 55:01] heard something about it. Yeah, basically, what happened was he was a very heavy alcoholic.
[55:01 - 55:08] He wanted a glass of water when they handed to her. Next thing he knows he's on the ground
[55:08 - 55:17] past south. But he said that when everything like when he technically died, like there
[55:17 - 55:26] was no light, there was no dark light, everything was like, it was moot, like there was nothing,
[55:26 - 55:40] it was just like, it was like just that thing of like, you can't explain it. And I really
[55:40 - 55:49] think that Ivan put it best when he said that, you know, we do need to like stop all the
[55:49 - 55:57] garbage in the world and actually get back to where we used to be. Yeah, like, and he's
[55:57 - 56:06] right though, like there is too much toxic crap in the world. Well, the way you describe
[56:06 - 56:14] what he said, it sounds like purgatory. Let me pull up the video. Like the level between
[56:14 - 56:24] heaven and hell. I don't know how to describe it. It was weird. Let me see if I can find
[56:24 - 56:30] the video and pull it up for you because it is definitely. Well, you don't need to
[56:30 - 56:39] get a strike or whatever. And then the most I'll do is like, do like a copyright strike,
[56:39 - 56:45] which won't even do anything to me. All I mean, all the copyright strike is that whenever
[56:45 - 56:51] I get, well, if I get monetized, the only thing is I won't be able to monetize and
[56:51 - 57:08] come off that video and that's it. Well, that is not that big a deal for me at all. I'm
[57:08 - 57:35] just, I don't know anymore, dude. Right. Hold on. Trying to find the video. Ah, right here.
[57:35 - 57:53] To everyone still crushing it when it's this hot. To those making it happen in the heat.
[57:53 - 57:58] And especially to those who have to wear long sleeves right now. We've got a Dunkin Iced
[57:58 - 58:25] just for you. They're not on Dunkin Donuts. They can carry a whole lot more. Try to quit
[58:25 - 58:46] on his own and he had some very bad problems. Here's Ivan in his own words. All right. You
[58:46 - 58:58] still hearing it right? Hearing what he went through. The question that keeps coming up
[58:58 - 59:06] more often than not is about my death. First off, was it real? Yes. I tried to quit drinking
[59:06 - 59:12] by myself on my own for four days. And the fourth day my body shut down. I went into
[59:12 - 59:19] seizure and I died. I was handing my daughter a glass of water one second and we'll get
[59:19 - 59:29] into the next. Dude, what did I see? Now for you to hear this, for one you have to ask
[59:29 - 59:38] yourself, do you believe in life after death? I myself grew up a skeptic. Very science-ridden.
[59:38 - 59:48] Half of my family was Christian and the other half was Catholic. So from the get-go I was
[59:48 - 59:53] confused and I found holes in the system all the way through. Organized religion was
[59:53 - 59:59] never something I really bought into. Needless to say and rebel as I do, I went hunting
[59:59 - 60:08] for answers. Far and wide, theology became my thing. I studied everything from Buddhism
[60:08 - 60:16] to paganism, wicca, which is still very close to my heart as well, you know, and sanctity.
[60:16 - 60:21] No, not the stuff you see on TV, not sacrificing cats and enchantments and shit like that.
[60:21 - 60:25] The real work, the stuff that actually includes empathy, but that's a whole other story.
[60:25 - 60:36] We won't go there. Needless to say, it all became moot at one point when I died. There's
[60:36 - 60:44] nothing like anything you think or that I thought for that matter or could have imagined.
[60:44 - 60:56] There was no light. I told Zoltan it was like becoming part of the universal hunt. Complete
[60:56 - 61:09] peace. It wasn't cold. It wasn't hot. There was no burden of any sort. And for a brief
[61:09 - 61:17] second, I was free. And all these memories, which is, I'm assuming, why people say your
[61:17 - 61:26] life was flashing before your eyes, started flashing before my eyes. And I saw things
[61:26 - 61:37] from my infancy all the way up to that moment. And I remember thinking it's just too good.
[61:37 - 61:42] I'm not ready for this. I have more to do. I'm not saying that. I truly remember thinking
[61:42 - 61:48] that. And out of the distance, I heard about it.
[61:48 - 61:59] Hey, treatments. Yeah, apparently Marty is there and wants to talk. He's not backstage.
[61:59 - 62:04] Well, they comment was said to post a link for money. Believe me when I tell you this,
[62:04 - 62:13] I don't think some things are meant to be explained. But my heart lit up. Feel it. I
[62:13 - 62:25] became mass again. I shot right back in my body. True. And I opened my eyes and was wet.
[62:25 - 62:35] And I looked up and it was my daughter holding my head crying on my face. And above me were
[62:35 - 62:43] two A.M.T.s, excuse me, the paddles. And I remember them asking me questions and the
[62:43 - 62:54] very first words out of my mouth. Please don't tell the things. Document.
[62:54 - 63:03] My first concern was that I was going to let you down. And my band is not the fact that
[63:03 - 63:08] my beautiful daughter was holding my head or that I was a fucking drunk or I just had
[63:08 - 63:14] this disease and I couldn't fight through it. None of it occurred to me. The only thing
[63:14 - 63:20] that matters is that you and my band mates still have faith in me because music is all
[63:20 - 63:37] I have. It's my whole connection to everything. Needless to say, sorry, keep repeating that.
[63:37 - 63:42] Coming back, certain things got lost and I'm sure you've heard that. I know everybody's
[63:42 - 63:47] experience is different but I'm assuming from what I've read and from what I understand
[63:47 - 63:56] there are similarities. The parts of me that stayed there or that went there were parts
[63:56 - 64:20] I don't miss. A new fire that came to me, I'm telling you this, and just rather #phoenixrising.
[64:20 - 64:32] The notion that I had more work to do here was enough to pull me back into this. This
[64:32 - 64:41] whole new record has been an awakening for me and it will show through.
[64:41 - 64:51] Honestly, that doesn't say a lot, dude. Yeah, but there are people asking for a link so
[64:51 - 65:05] Marty can join in so I can ask him a few questions. As long as it's not a troll, you
[65:05 - 65:13] guys, if it is a troll, just be forewarned. Be forewarned, I will be checking. If you
[65:13 - 65:22] are a troll, you are not getting what on. Trust me, I can check and I will be checking.
[65:22 - 65:30] No, and I want to say this to Marty before he goes on. I kind of want to do interview-style
[65:30 - 65:39] questions for him. Stuff I need to get my own personal answers that I need for my own
[65:39 - 66:03] point of view, if that makes any sense. We all should be, dude. Like I said earlier,
[66:03 - 66:15] you heard how bad it was pouring down earlier over here, man. It was nasty over here earlier.
[66:15 - 66:36] But I'll be honest, dude, if I'm being completely honest, man, I'm tired of all this fucking
[66:36 - 66:41] troll shit, dude. I'm just trying to live my life. Dude, back four years ago, when none
[66:41 - 66:49] of this crap was going on, was I not constantly putting out fucking music almost every other
[66:49 - 66:57] fucking day? Yeah, you were. Like, and that's what I want to give back to, man. And that's
[66:57 - 67:03] why, like, matter of fact, for a lot of you that don't know, that's why I've been kind
[67:03 - 67:21] of very sporadic with my live streams recently. I said, that's a big word for you. I'm impressed.
[67:21 - 67:44] I'm just being an asshole. You're being a jackass. I am not a fucking dog. But for those
[67:44 - 67:50] that actually do care to know about what's going on, for those that do actually support
[67:50 - 68:10] what I do. Nice try. Yeah, like I said, trolls, dude, fucking trolls trying to get up in
[68:10 - 68:26] here. It's sad. I did unblock him, but uh, he ain't showing my guess. These probably
[68:26 - 68:36] pass the fuck out right now. I know I would be right. I know I should be. We both should
[68:36 - 68:45] be. Fuck. Oh, on a side note, before I get back into, uh, talking about what's going
[68:45 - 68:50] on with my music and shit. Side note, what did you think about that little midget Brad
[68:50 - 69:02] Williams that I showed you? No, I don't know. That's funny. I can't say shit though, because
[69:02 - 69:07] I got short people in my family. Yeah, but then you got to admit though, dude, the fucking
[69:07 - 69:18] jokes he was cracking was freaking hysterical. Hey, you got on there. You, Hey, you got
[69:18 - 69:26] on it. That next skin getting over the fence joke was fucking great. Yeah. Wait, how tall
[69:26 - 69:38] are you? I'm five foot three. Dude, you classify as a midget. Actually to you. Yeah. But my
[69:38 - 69:44] science teacher from high school, she looks four foot eight. So she illegally was a fucking
[69:44 - 69:52] midget. Then that makes my grandma a midget. Why? How tall is your grandma? She's like
[69:52 - 70:02] four foot 10, I think four foot 11. I think she's like just over borderline, I think.
[70:02 - 70:19] Oh, and there's something else that I looked into too, as well, dude. Like when I was like
[70:19 - 70:25] looking at like all the shit, like when I was really digging into like a lot of this research,
[70:25 - 70:32] like going into like the whole glory, whole shit and figuring out, I find it pretty funny
[70:32 - 70:42] how those that swing around, like you swing around the terminology, or whatever,
[70:42 - 70:48] the different slang terms for that. I find it funny that those that do that have insecurities
[70:48 - 71:04] themselves. I. Morning. And I kind of want to go back now. Why? Just because
[71:04 - 71:15] I'm standing by my pool. I better go inside before I'm tempted to go swim. Yeah.
[71:17 - 71:19] Good idea.
[71:19 - 71:29] But like I was saying, for those that actually do care about my music and actually do,
[71:29 - 71:40] you know, support me, that's why I've not been on very much lately. And why I do is very odd.
[71:40 - 71:48] It's very sporadic throughout the week. And that's why, because I've been working so
[71:48 - 71:53] hard on this album. This album actually is going to feature a very good friend of mine
[71:53 - 71:59] that I actually know personally, very good dude. I'm not going to reveal his name for
[71:59 - 72:05] because of the trolls. I'm not going to do that. I'm not going to put his name out there
[72:05 - 72:10] because he's a very good friend of mine. And he is very aware of what's going on.
[72:10 - 72:17] He's very aware of it. And let's just say that he is not too happy with what you guys do today.
[72:17 - 72:25] Just like, but he's going to feature a friend of mine and whatnot,
[72:25 - 72:30] which I'm super stoked about. That's that person. You know, you are. What's up, man.
[72:30 - 72:37] So, yeah, that's basically what I've been doing, man. Just fucking
[72:38 - 72:43] playing the new Horizon Five Hot Wheels expansion, which I fucking love.
[72:43 - 72:50] And I've been working on this new album that is going to be dropped into an old place. So, yeah,
[72:50 - 72:55] that's why I haven't been on much. Then, plus I got fucking tired of hearing, oh,
[72:55 - 72:59] oh, you're this, you're that, man. Get the fuck out of here with that pedo shit, dude.
[72:59 - 73:08] Like, and for those that think that I am a pedo, let me give you the correct
[73:08 - 73:11] terminology and definition of a pedophile.
[73:11 - 73:22] A true pedophile goes after prepubescent children. I do not do that.
[73:22 - 73:33] You can check my public records. I have no record at all. And I'm sure somebody somewhere
[73:33 - 73:37] is going to make up some shit. And it's like, go ahead. That's not the real thing.
[73:38 - 73:45] But for those of you that would like to look it up and you really are curious, by all means,
[73:45 - 73:52] please, welcome my public record. You will not find the one thing about me being a pedophile,
[73:52 - 74:00] not one. So, the one thing I saw on your record, though, whatever happened like so many years ago.
[74:00 - 74:06] Yeah, that proves you're a dumbass. Well, yeah. And, dude, like I said,
[74:06 - 74:13] that was like back in 2012. That's not even anything now. I, dude, I went through a fucking
[74:13 - 74:19] a year and a half of counseling after that shit. I know, but I could still call you a dumbass for
[74:19 - 74:27] it. True. True. You can. But still, when you look at my record, there's no record of me being
[74:27 - 74:34] a pedophile. There's none of that shit. Now, my biological father on the other hand, yes,
[74:34 - 74:42] he did do that shit. He did serve his son. But what gets his, what makes, what makes you guys
[74:42 - 74:47] think, not you, but them. Wait, what makes you troll is fucking being that you have the right
[74:47 - 74:55] to get him or me or any of my family fired from our jobs. Because I'll be honest, a few weeks ago,
[74:55 - 75:03] I had a great job. I actually was a content creator and an affiliate on Twitch. I was making
[75:03 - 75:08] very good money and doing very well for myself. Now tell me if this adds up to you, man.
[75:08 - 75:14] You know how all these shows tell me, Oh, get a job, get a job, get a job.
[75:14 - 75:23] Yeah. So don't you find it funny that the minute I get a job on Twitch as an affiliate, being a
[75:23 - 75:30] content creator, like a legitimate business partner with them, then then I started making
[75:30 - 75:36] money all of a sudden, they fucked me over. Don't you find that weird and fucked up?
[75:36 - 75:42] Well, call me devil's advocate for a minute. I think what they mean by get a job is actually
[75:42 - 75:46] go to a fucking place and apply. I think when they tell you to get a job, I think that's what
[75:46 - 75:52] they're meaning. I think in people's eye, you got to think that there's a lot of old fashioned
[75:52 - 75:58] people out here who think we in video games and getting paid for it is not a legit job.
[75:59 - 76:07] Well, well, actually nowadays, it is a legit job. Like you can add a lot of old fashioned people
[76:07 - 76:12] who do not see it also, but also on the same time, you do have to kind of look at it
[76:12 - 76:18] on the other side of, you know, especially given everything that's happened
[76:18 - 76:26] because one, obviously because of the rumors, I'm not able to, which sucks. But on the flip side
[76:26 - 76:32] of that, let's say I was able to get a real job. Just for example, let's say that I was,
[76:32 - 76:37] how long would it be before William Gloria or one of those little cronies calls out there
[76:37 - 76:46] and it gets me fired for bullshit reasons? Now, see, I cannot answer that question because
[76:46 - 76:51] I'm not willing to glory hole. I'm not none of his friends. I'm not none of his people.
[76:51 - 76:55] So I don't know if they would actually do that or not.
[76:56 - 77:02] Oh, they have. They've done it to my friend, one of my moms from switch who's still a close
[77:02 - 77:08] friend of mine, Tommy gun. Um, his real name is Brendan, but we all call him Tommy gun.
[77:08 - 77:17] But, um, back when he was modding for me on switch, he had gotten his,
[77:17 - 77:20] he'd gotten fired from his job because of William Gloria.
[77:21 - 77:26] Cause William Gloria will call it out there and many times I know your employees
[77:26 - 77:35] friends with this guy and that guy and blah, blah, blah. Well, he got fired and unfortunately he,
[77:35 - 77:40] and I mean this in every sense of the world and the word he physically got fucked up because
[77:40 - 77:45] as he got fired, like after he got fired and he went to walk out, somebody tried to rob the
[77:45 - 77:51] place and he managed to stop him because he had a knife, but he wound up slicing his hand up and
[77:51 - 77:57] from about right here, all the way down to about a year. Well, someone sounds like they need to
[77:57 - 78:03] learn how to use a knife properly. No, it wasn't him. Like there was somebody trying to rob the
[78:03 - 78:10] place and he was trying to stop them. And when he stopped them, he grabbed the knife, not realizing
[78:10 - 78:17] that it was as sharp as it is. Oh, I misread the situation. Yeah. Yeah. Like he went to grab the
[78:17 - 78:24] knife and they sliced him before he can even like really grab ahold of it and whatnot.
[78:24 - 78:27] He didn't get any tactics for disarming an armed person.
[78:27 - 78:33] Yeah, no. And he, he knew them. It's just when you're in that situation, you're not thinking.
[78:33 - 78:40] All you're thinking is get knife away from bad guys, stop bad guy. And that's where his mind
[78:40 - 78:46] was at. So I can't fault him for it, but he is doing better though. I can stitch the field up.
[78:46 - 78:50] It's like a really good, but that's what I'm like, dude, next time that happens,
[78:50 - 78:56] just kick him in the balls. That's all you got to do. Kick him in the balls.
[78:56 - 78:59] They'll drop like a rock. I promise you.
[78:59 - 79:11] And for all you guys can vouch for that. I know you guys know that that show will work.
[79:11 - 79:16] You kick any guy and that's they're dropping like a fucking rock. I don't give a fuck who you are.
[79:16 - 79:25] Except for you, man, your ass, you just get fucking pissed. Yeah.
[79:25 - 79:34] And I have witnessed it and it is scary. And after the last fight I got into,
[79:34 - 79:40] I tried to avoid confrontation now. Cause, uh, that was not pretty. No, it was not.
[79:41 - 79:42] I don't know my own power.
[79:42 - 79:52] I'll be honest, I'll be honest, man. I was frightened. You didn't use the dude's
[79:52 - 79:57] head for a fucking ping pong ball. I wanted to play soccer with his head.
[79:57 - 80:00] I wanted to kick a field goal.
[80:06 - 80:11] To be honest, I think we need to figure out why Marty hates you.
[80:11 - 80:22] Somehow, and I need to somehow figure out how to squash your guys's beef,
[80:22 - 80:28] but you know, it does work both ways. You know, he can't be willing to squash it, but you,
[80:29 - 80:38] so to that point where we can squash everything, but do you want to squash your beef with Marty
[80:38 - 80:47] and go your separate ways? Oh, I'll be honest, dude. I'll be honest, dude. I would love if him
[80:47 - 80:52] and everybody that's ever fuck with me, especially you ain't going home. You will fuck back.
[80:53 - 81:03] I would love, I would be honest, dude. I would love, and I'm not trying to be an asshole here.
[81:03 - 81:12] I'm speaking from a place of, you know, real shit here. Like I would love it if these fucking
[81:12 - 81:22] assholes what's fucked off and leave me the fuck go out. Yeah. Understand that for that to happen,
[81:22 - 81:30] both sides need to apologize for each other to each other. And to be sad.
[81:30 - 81:45] Why do I need to apologize to him when I ain't done shit to it? He's the one that hit on me
[81:45 - 81:52] and can't accept it. Well, okay. Let me put it to you like this. You know,
[81:52 - 81:58] recently I've been trying to be a more peaceful person. Oh yeah, dude. And I'll be honest, dude,
[81:58 - 82:07] like it's almost like one of those things where I'm like, I remember the first day when you
[82:07 - 82:12] actually started being like this, I'm like, Oh, hey, who are you? And what'd you do with my little
[82:12 - 82:20] brother by where, where, where, where, where did he go? Where's he at? Oh, he's still locked up
[82:20 - 82:27] inside my head, but that's not the point. He's not rattling your cage and getting your bits.
[82:27 - 82:35] But the point is, be sure he's not putting like little ideas in your head.
[82:37 - 82:43] He does. Sometimes you gotta keep calm and, you know, stay down the path you're heading.
[82:43 - 82:50] Yeah. When I say you apologize, I mean, okay. When it came to me and my father,
[82:50 - 82:57] you know, squashing our shit because I hated my dad for personal reasons that
[82:57 - 83:06] is between me and him. Yeah. And that's very, I had to apologize for it to him. I'm like,
[83:06 - 83:13] I had to say, I'm sorry. You know, if you felt this way or this, that, and whichever, I'm sorry,
[83:13 - 83:22] you know, you're like this. And I may sound like a dick move, but you know, my dad, my dad did
[83:22 - 83:27] do drugs. So I'm like, I'm sorry. You did drugs and that fucked up our, you know,
[83:27 - 83:35] our father son relationship. I am sorry. And I will say this right now to everybody that
[83:35 - 83:41] loves to fuck with me and everybody that has it happening. I'm sorry for whatever the fuck
[83:41 - 83:49] I did to piss you guys off, but what you guys put me through, I didn't deserve half of what
[83:49 - 83:56] you guys put me through. All right. It's bad enough that y'all did what you did to me
[83:56 - 84:02] by slandering my name on YouTube and stuff. I can handle a little shit talking. Okay.
[84:02 - 84:12] I can handle that. But to go around and break into my old Facebook that I now no longer have
[84:12 - 84:21] access to, thanks to you trolls, you guys breaking in stealing private photos and messages between
[84:21 - 84:29] me and exes, you know, photos, videos, all that shit. And then turning around and literally
[84:29 - 84:34] de-human. And believe me, I looked at all the fucking shit last night on all the different
[84:34 - 84:42] sets that y'all got me on. I saw every fucking thing, dude. I saw every shred of what y'all
[84:42 - 84:50] fucking said. And let me tell you, I'm out of that shit. I did not deserve half of what you
[84:50 - 85:01] motherfuckers did to me. I never, I don't know how I became a target. I really don't, but
[85:01 - 85:11] I don't deserve that fucking dehumanization that you guys have put me through for the last four
[85:11 - 85:20] fucking years. Not from any of you trolls, not from