2022-7-18 Grow the fuck up

[0:00 - 0:09] [laughs]
[0:09 - 0:13] What's up, everybody?
[0:13 - 0:27] So today I took a fucking day off to do my fucking job as an artist
[0:27 - 0:39] and not only work on music, but also work on instrumentals for friends of mine
[0:39 - 0:46] that are artists that can use the fucking help who need something to work with.
[0:46 - 0:57] And quite honestly, I'm fucking tired of y'all dumbass motherfucking trolls doing the shit y'all fucking do, man.
[0:57 - 1:14] Like, am I not even allowed to fucking take a goddamn day off from the bullshit that y'all motherfuckers do?
[1:14 - 1:26] Like, am I not even allowed to take a fucking day to myself to do my fucking job as an artist and actually put out music?
[1:26 - 1:30] Like, this right here.
[1:30 - 1:44] [intro music]
[1:44 - 1:53] I gotta wait for him to get in here first.
[1:53 - 2:09] Hey, JKiller, show your faggot-ass up, dude. Type in the chat, motherfucker. Come on, bitch. Type in the chat, you fucking pussy.
[2:09 - 2:36] Come on, motherfucker. Type in the chat.
[2:36 - 2:47] I got your punk rock, Noir. You're a mod, so you good.
[2:47 - 2:57] But while I'm handling this JKiller motherfucker, let me let y'all listen to an instrumental that I made this morning.
[2:57 - 3:02] Hope y'all enjoy it.
[3:02 - 3:06] Hey, JKiller, type in the chat, you fucking pussy.
[3:06 - 3:35] [music]
[3:35 - 3:50] Now, let me re- let me re- let me shut the fuck up and replay this beat for you guys while I take care of this JKiller stupid fucking bitch.
[3:50 - 3:56] Like JKiller, type in the comments if you ain't a bitch.
[3:56 - 4:00] If you ain't a bitch, type in the comments, motherfucker.
[4:00 - 4:05] Come on, you fucking pussy. Type in the comments, bro.
[4:05 - 4:17] Oh, hell no. You ain't fucking- no, no, no. Let me have my boy up in here, man. Let me have my boy CIA.
[4:17 - 4:28] But let me replay this beat back for y'all while I take care of this fucking pussy.
[4:28 - 4:31] Oh, I'm- I am, I'm in danger.
[4:31 - 5:19] [music]
[5:19 - 5:21] Try me now, JKiller.
[5:21 - 5:40] [music]
[5:40 - 5:51] My punk ass is gone.
[5:51 - 6:20] [music]
[6:20 - 6:48] See, while I'm over here doing shit like this, doing my job, hanging out with my friends, you know, hanging out with my friends that I ain't got to fucking hang out with in a while, and actually game out with them and do shit like we used to do, I gotta worry about you dumb motherfucking trolls, man.
[6:48 - 6:57] And it's bullshit. I shouldn't have to worry about y'all motherfuckers. Y'all should be adults enough to know when they shut the fuck up and move the fuck on.
[6:57 - 7:03] Why, y'all seriously need to cut the crap.
[7:03 - 7:07] And thank you, Sharky. I appreciate that, man.
[7:07 - 7:18] [silence]
[7:18 - 7:26] But for real though, man, y'all motherfucking trolls, you need to fucking stop and move the fuck on, dude. For real.
[7:26 - 7:37] Yo, Tattoo Boy, I am literally about to mod you up right the fuck now, girl. I got you.
[7:37 - 7:48] Shout out to Tattoo. What up?
[7:48 - 7:56] Yo, Ronnie, what was your question, man?
[7:56 - 8:18] Perfect timing. Bye, bitch. Fell for it. Bye, JKilla. You fell for the trap, fucker. Get lost, troll. The fuck out here and kick rocks, boy.
[8:18 - 8:40] And you can go as well, DFTR. The fuck out of here, bruh.
[8:40 - 8:52] You know, y'all trolls, you can have your opinions about me. It is what it is.
[8:52 - 9:13] Because what I do is actually, what I do is I do actual covers. I do legitimate covers utilizing the thing that I learned over the years called Perfect Pitch.
[9:13 - 9:24] And I use the songs, like I'll have to show you. When's the next Twitch stream? Never.
[9:24 - 9:33] And if there is going to be a Twitch stream, it's going to be a long time.
[9:33 - 9:48] No, it ain't. Your job is called shutting your mouth, Miss Kitty. Your job is called shutting your mouth and stop taking on people. That's your job.
[9:48 - 9:59] But for real, though, like I'm seriously fucking tired of not being able to do my motherfucking job.
[9:59 - 10:24] I'm fucking tired of not being able to do my goddamn job as a fucking music artist and as a fucking producer and do my shit.
[10:24 - 10:36] Like I'm legit sitting over here trying to do my motherfucking job, take a day to myself to fucking relax. And yet I can't even do that.
[10:36 - 10:54] Like, what the fuck? Like, why can't y'all motherfucking trolls grow the fuck up? Like, why can't y'all motherfucking trolls grow the fuck up and actually get a fucking life?
[10:54 - 11:02] Because I'm seriously fucking tired of it.
[11:02 - 11:24] Like, I'm over here minding my own goddamn business, doing my fucking job, hanging out with my friends, hanging out with people like Tattoo for Life, hanging out with people like Knuckles and CIA, doing shit I should be doing.
[11:24 - 11:43] But yet I can't even do my fucking job because y'all pussy-ass trolls want to come in and fuck everything up. Not just on here, but on fucking Discord, bro.
[11:43 - 11:49] Like, I'm fucking sick of it, man.
[11:49 - 11:54] I'm over here trying to do my motherfucking job just like any other fucking person.
[11:54 - 12:07] See, y'all motherfucking trolls don't realize I fucking work just like you.
[12:07 - 12:21] See, y'all wake up in the morning, get ready for your job, and go to work. I wake up in the morning, get ready to do my job, go to work, do my shit here in the studio. That's my fucking job.
[12:21 - 12:34] Alright? And my job was doing Twitch. I tell y'all fucking motherfuckers sat there and fucking got me banned for bullshit-ass reasons that I didn't fucking deserve, motherfuckers.
[12:34 - 12:40] See, I find it funny how you motherfuckers tell me to get a job.
[12:40 - 12:55] You tell me to get a motherfucking job, I get a job, start making money, but then you fucking idiots want to come in and take the money that I earned away. Why? It makes no sense.
[12:55 - 13:09] Matter of fact, me and Tattoo4Life were literally having this conversation last night. Literally, me and Tattoo4Life were sitting down having this conversation for fucking real.
[13:09 - 13:21] Like, it's pretty fucked up that y'all tell me to get a job, I get a fucking job, make money doing what I do,
[13:21 - 13:39] and then the minute I start making money, y'all motherfuckers come in and fucking rip that shit away. It's bullshit, bro.
[13:39 - 13:54] It's garbage and y'all need to fucking cut it the fuck out, for real. What y'all are doing is fucking dumb. Y'all seriously need to get a fucking life.
[13:54 - 14:14] Okay, I've got over 200 plus songs in the last fucking 10 years. I've got over 260 some odd songs not counting my new shit.
[14:14 - 14:25] All right, not even counting my new shit from the album that's dropping here in a few days on the 23rd.
[14:25 - 14:35] That's not even counting my new fucking album and the shit that I'm currently working on with you, some of what you guys just heard.
[14:35 - 14:52] I'm actually motherfucking doing shit, bro. I don't have time for your fucking childish ass. Fucking high school bullshit, bro. It's dumb.
[14:52 - 15:12] Yo, Squishy, what up, bro? What up, Squish? Long time no see, bro. How you been?
[15:12 - 15:22] Like for real, I'm over here actually doing shit.
[15:22 - 15:33] Unfortunately, it's not going to be pressed on vinyl, but I could tell you for a fact that my brand new album is going to be on every single fucking platform in the world.
[15:33 - 15:45] I'm talking fucking TikTok, Instagram, YouTube, Spotify, Amazon, iTunes, you name it. It's going to be on every motherfucking platform. Thanks to Ditto.
[15:45 - 15:54] Shout out to Ditto, by the way, for the hookup. Appreciate it.
[15:54 - 16:06] Yeah, it's Adrian Zero. Not on the radio, but it is going to be in every store. I'll tell you that right now.
[16:06 - 16:28] But like for real though, man, I'm over here busting my ass doing my fucking job. Dude, I was barely even able to hang out with a friend of mine that I ain't seen in almost four years yesterday.
[16:28 - 16:37] Look, I literally was barely able to hang out with one of my best friends that I haven't seen since fucking high school.
[16:37 - 16:41] I was trying to hang out her. Have a good fucking time.
[16:41 - 16:59] I kicked with her because I had seen her since fucking high school. So we were hanging out and shit. And all of a sudden, my motherfucking phone and my fucking Facebook and my fucking Discord is getting blown up by you punk-ass motherfucking trolls starting shit.
[16:59 - 17:03] And quite honestly, I'm fucking tired of it, bro.
[17:03 - 17:14] When are y'all gonna grow the fuck up and realize that I ain't budgeting for no motherfucking body? I ain't budgeting for you. I ain't budgeting for nobody, man.
[17:14 - 17:30] Like I told y'all before, the people that support me, people like Knuckles, or like, people like CIA-hole, Squishy, my boy Dan.
[17:30 - 17:45] Those are the motherfuckers that I do this shit for, the motherfuckers that actually support and enjoy what the fuck I actually do and actually see the hard work that I put in.
[17:45 - 17:53] Those are the motherfuckers that I do this shit for, not you pussy-ass fucking trolls that don't have a fucking life, man.
[17:53 - 18:02] And yeah, I'm fucking pissed off. I have a fucking reason to be. Y'all motherfuckers have been going at me for over four years.
[18:02 - 18:14] It's time y'all grew the fuck up, and I think everybody here will agree with me when I say that you dumb fucking trolls need to grow the fuck up. Yeah.
[18:14 - 18:32] All right. But I think every single fucking person out there here will fucking agree with me when I say you fucking trolls need to grow the fuck up and quit the shit you do for fucking real.
[18:32 - 18:43] Grow the fuck up and stop your fucking bullshit and actually get a fucking life and maybe get out of your house and get a fucking job.
[18:43 - 18:50] So to all you trolls, I say this, and I'll be right back. I'm going to let this beat playback for y'all while I do something.
[18:50 - 18:54] So for all you trolls, I say this. Fuck you.
[18:54 - 18:56] Fuck you.
[18:57 - 24:37] [MUSIC]
[24:37 - 24:40] Let's get rid of this.
[24:40 - 24:50] So like I was saying, Nona, before I had to go down and do something, y'all trolls, like, you really need to grow the fuck up and get a life.
[24:57 - 25:09] For all y'all that are still, you know, fucking with me for whatever bullshit ass reason, y'all seriously need to knock it off.
[25:14 - 25:29] Like, for real. Like, I couldn't even fucking hang out, like I said. I couldn't even fucking really hang out with one of my best friends that I haven't seen since fucking high school because of you motherfuckers.
[25:29 - 25:40] Like, when are you guys going to grow the fuck up and stop calling me a pedophile and, oh, he's a pedo, he's this. Motherfucker, what?
[25:40 - 25:52] [MUSIC]
[25:52 - 26:02] Yo, somebody go the fuck over there right the fuck now. Somebody go the fuck in the upchurchers thing.
[26:12 - 26:30] Like, somebody go in there right the fuck now in the upchurchers discord and make sure those guys get going. Like, one of y'all needs to go in there and explain what the fuck is really going on so that these trolls don't fucking go in and run and shit.
[26:30 - 26:38] Like, one of y'all needs to go the fuck in there and say something.
[26:39 - 26:55] [MUSIC]
[26:55 - 26:58] Um, no, I don't think I will.
[26:58 - 27:04] [MUSIC]
[27:04 - 27:10] And I mean one of my real supporters, not y'all fucking bitch ass trolls, dude.
[27:10 - 27:20] Like, this is when I'm fucking, this is another thing I'm getting fucking tired of with y'all trolls, man.
[27:20 - 27:29] Every fucking artist that I look up to, y'all try to run your motherfucking mouth about me to them, making me out to be something I'm not.
[27:29 - 27:37] Well, motherfucker, and I'll be honest with y'all, man, y'all pussies are about five seconds from getting y'all's asses beat, for real.
[27:37 - 27:49] 'Cause I'm tired of you pussy-ass trolls going in, running my name through the goddamn mud, to people that I actually fucking look up to that inspire me to do my shit.
[27:49 - 27:54] Like, Mike Shinoda. And now Ryan L Church, really, bro? What the fuck's wrong with you?
[27:55 - 27:59] When are you gonna grow the fuck up and stop being a fucking pussy?
[27:59 - 28:04] When are y'all trolls gonna grow the fuck up and actually do something, nigga?
[28:04 - 28:09] When are y'all gonna grow the fuck up and stop being a bunch of losers?
[28:09 - 28:13] I am honestly fucking tired of this shit.
[28:13 - 28:24] I am tired of every single fucking time I turn around, y'all motherfuckers are out spreading lies and rumors about me all over the motherfucking internet.
[28:24 - 28:29] And quite honestly, I'm sick of it. Y'all seriously need to cut the fucking crap.
[28:29 - 28:40] I'm seriously fucking sick of it, dude.
[28:40 - 28:45] Y'all need to grow the fuck up and knock the garbage off.
[28:46 - 28:55] William Glory, bitch. No talent glory hole. Daddy dick-sucking glory hole.
[28:55 - 29:00] Music bitch Marty-sucking glory hole.
[29:00 - 29:05] When are you guys gonna grow the fuck up, huh?
[29:05 - 29:12] For fucking real, I'm sick of it, dude. I am truly fucking tired of it.
[29:13 - 29:17] I left YouTube to get away from y'all bitch asses.
[29:17 - 29:21] And the minute I started making money, what did you do?
[29:21 - 29:29] Thank you. I definitely appreciate that stuff.
[29:29 - 29:37] Like the minute I started making money on Twitch, what the fuck did y'all do, huh? What the f- did you do?
[29:38 - 29:41] What did you fucking do? The minute I started making money, what the f- did you do, huh?
[29:41 - 29:56] You came in, made of bullshit ass lies, and came at me. For what reason?
[30:01 - 30:18] For what fucking reason did you guys come with me? Because I'm that weird motherfucker that actually knows how to fucking do shit that y'all don't know how to do, which is actually make good music and actually do good shit.
[30:18 - 30:31] [Silence]
[30:31 - 30:40] Like I actually was doing well for myself. And anybody here can tell you, I was actually doing very well for myself.
[30:41 - 31:01] [Silence]
[31:02 - 31:16] Like I was actually doing very well for myself on Twitch. I had a great job, I was enjoying my job, was actually getting in good with some really cool communities that actually enjoyed seeing me.
[31:17 - 31:28] Like the one dude that I watched all the time, Mr. Mako, like, and not just him, but other Twitch streamers as well that actually enjoyed my fucking content.
[31:28 - 31:36] As well as my- just as much as I enjoyed theirs. Just as much as I enjoyed theirs.
[31:41 - 31:53] Like, I was doing good for myself. And then y'all fucking idiots had to go in and fuck all that up. Why? Because you don't want to see me fucking succeed?
[31:53 - 32:01] [Silence]
[32:02 - 32:12] Thank you, Stefan. I appreciate that, man.
[32:12 - 32:23] I truly do appreciate that, Stefan, for real.
[32:24 - 32:39] Like, dude, I'm not trying to fucking go off here, but dude, it's been four fucking years, dude. Four fucking years it's been going on.
[32:39 - 32:44] It's time y'all moved the fuck on, for real.
[32:45 - 32:54] [Silence]
[32:54 - 32:59] Like, when are you guys gonna move the fuck on and do something else?
[32:59 - 33:04] [Silence]
[33:04 - 33:12] Like, when are y'all gonna move the fuck on and actually do something with your lives? And leave me and my friends and family the fuck alone, bro.
[33:13 - 33:19] Like, for real, when are y'all gonna grow up and leave my friends and family the fuck alone?
[33:19 - 33:39] [Silence]
[33:40 - 34:03] 'Cause I'll be honest, when it comes to people like the guys from Lincoln Park, Mike Shinoda, and, you know, God rest his soul, Chester Bennington, Chris Cornell, Ryan Upchurch, Dimebag Darrell, Joey Jordison.
[34:04 - 34:11] [Silence]
[34:11 - 34:27] Those are all motherfuckers that inspired me to do what I fucking do now. Bands like Evanescence, violins like Lindsey Stirling, pianists and vocalists like Amy Lee.
[34:27 - 34:30] [Silence]
[34:31 - 34:46] Those are all people that inspired me to do what the fuck I do. Those are all people that I motherfucking look up to and hold the highest fucking respect for. People like David Draymond from Disturbed, who I grew up listening to.
[34:47 - 35:14] I respect the ever-living fuck out of those people. I respect the ever-living fuck out of guys like Andy Biersack and Black Veil Brides. I respect the fuck out of guys like NF, crucifix, my boy postcard, cryptic wisdom, struggle Jennings.
[35:15 - 35:18] Those are all motherfuckers that I fucking respect the shit out of.
[35:19 - 35:37] So what pisses me off is how the fuck y'all motherfuckers are gonna come in and fuck shit up like that. Hell, guys like motherfucking Johnny Cash, the fucking goat of country music, motherfucking legend Johnny Cash, bro.
[35:45 - 35:49] Those are all motherfuckers that inspired me to do what the fuck I do now.
[35:49 - 36:10] But what pisses me off is when y'all sit there, run your mouths about me to these different people just to try to make me look like shit. Because you don't want me getting anywhere. You don't want me fucking succeeding and I'm fucking tired of it, man.
[36:13 - 36:20] I'll be honest. Y'all motherfuckers need to grow up and get a goddamn life, dude. For real.
[36:20 - 36:28] Hey, we each suck my left nut and make my right one jealous, bitch.
[36:28 - 36:53] Now, I would admit yesterday was a good despite everything that went down yesterday was a good day.
[36:54 - 37:03] Because I am now looking to collect all of these, which I'm about to show y'all. Shout out to my friend that came over yesterday.
[37:03 - 37:15] But I've got my hands on that. Thanks to my friend that dropped by yesterday that I ain't seen since high school. And yes, it's an actual collectible pin.
[37:20 - 37:30] So yeah, I am looking to collect all these. So shout out to my friend that came over yesterday and checked this shit out. I fucking dig it. Love the fuck out of this shit.
[37:30 - 37:39] And also the fucking six pack of monster fucking rock. You're a fucking badass for that. You know who you are.
[37:42 - 38:08] But for real, though, man, like it really annoys the fuck out of me that, you know, I can't even take a day off from the troll shit to work on my music, hang out with my friends and family, have a normal fucking life for once.
[38:09 - 38:18] Actually, have a peaceful day for once in my life. Actually, have a normal day like I used to do about 10 years ago.
[38:18 - 38:30] Like, I can't take a day off and be fucking normal for once without y'all fucking trolls coming in and running y'all mouths. Like, why?
[38:30 - 38:50] Unfortunately, TennoCon went to shit because of the fact that when I was doing TennoCon and I was streaming it, my Twitch got banned.
[38:51 - 39:03] So unfortunately, I didn't get to stream TennoCon like I wanted to for you guys, which definitely sucked. Like, that definitely sucked that I didn't get to fucking stream that shit for y'all.
[39:17 - 39:28] But on the back end of shit, though, I did have a good time for, you know, the time that I did get to spend doing TennoCon. I actually did enjoy myself.
[39:29 - 39:41] But I'll be honest with you, man. I'm just a normal dude trying to live a normal motherfucking life, trying to do my thing and get paid for what I do.
[39:41 - 39:52] I'm just a normal dude trying to make a living just like anybody else here in the fucking chat. And I'm pretty damn sure that every single person up in here will agree.
[39:53 - 40:04] I'm pretty damn sure that every fucking person up in here right now will agree that everybody deserves to make money somehow.
[40:04 - 40:14] And at the end of the day, it don't matter how you're making money. As long as you're making money, it's a job. If you're making money, it's a job.
[40:19 - 40:25] Like, I was actually doing well on Twitch. Very well on Twitch.
[40:40 - 40:55] Like, even Tattooed for a Life could tell you I was fucking making a killing on Twitch. I tell y'all motherfucking trolls came in and did all this fuck shit to fuck me over.
[40:56 - 41:14] And what pisses me off is the fact that I literally, by now, by now, deadass, I should be a fucking millionaire.
[41:15 - 41:26] And that's not just counting YouTube. That's counting merchandise. That's counting music sales. That's counting me being on Twitch.
[41:27 - 41:41] All that content I put together, I would have at least over a couple million right now in cash. But I don't because you pussy motherfuckers ruined all that.
[41:41 - 41:53] So now I have to work ten times harder. I have to work even more. I have to bust my ass harder than what I should have to.
[41:54 - 42:03] I shouldn't have to fucking go through all this shit just to make a fucking living off of something that I actually have proven I can make a living at.
[42:04 - 42:22] Like, when are you guys gonna grow the fuck up and quit the bullshit, bro? The shit you're doing is garbage. It's stupid and nobody's fucking into it. Nobody's buying your motherfucking bullshit, bro. Nobody.
[42:23 - 42:52] Nobody buying your motherfucking garbage. For real. Ain't nobody buying your shit. So y'all fucking bitch-ass trolls need to grow the fuck up, stop acting like a bunch of pansy-ass little bitches, grow the fuck up, grow a fucking pair of balls, put on your big boy and big girl pants, put on your bra and your hat or whatever, and get the fuck out of the house and actually get a real job like the rest of us.
[42:52 - 42:58] Okay? Why don't you get the fuck out of the house and get a job like the rest of us?
[43:05 - 43:32] Like, I did have a job. My job was Twitch. I actually did have a fucking job, okay? A damn good one that I actually enjoyed. I truly enjoyed being on Twitch. I enjoyed being on YouTube before the drama. I enjoyed making money off of what I love to do.
[43:32 - 43:57] I enjoyed my job. I looked, dude, waking up and doing my job was literally the one thing that I looked forward to every day. The one thing I looked forward to more than anything was waking up, getting my shit ready, and going live on Twitch and hanging with the people that enjoy what I do.
[43:58 - 44:13] That was my fucking favorite part of the day, is waking up, chilling out, and hanging out with the fans and my supporters and the people that enjoy watching me game out, work on my music, work on my artwork.
[44:14 - 44:40] I loved that, man. I enjoyed that shit. There wasn't a day that didn't go by where I was not excited to fucking get up on Twitch. Even when I was sick as fuck, even when there were days where I wasn't feeling the greatest, guess what? I still got up on Twitch and I still did my thing regardless.
[44:41 - 45:06] Like, I'm fucking tired of losing out on shit that I have busted my fucking ass for, for over fucking ten years, bro. Ten fucking years. I have busted my goddamn ass.
[45:07 - 45:12] I have put in the hard work. I have put in the blood, the sweat, the tears.
[45:12 - 45:25] I have put in the fucking hard work. I have put in the motherfucking hours. I have put in busting my ass. I have put in all those hours.
[45:32 - 45:39] I have busted my fucking ass for every opportunity that I got that you trolls fucking stole away from me.
[45:39 - 45:55] Every single fucking opportunity that I got, you guys fucking ripped away from me. For no fucking reason. And it doesn't make any sense.
[45:56 - 46:02] Like, dude, I was on a motherfucking legendary fucking record label, bro.
[46:02 - 46:12] I was on one of the most legendary labels on the planet that y'all motherfuckers got me fired from, bro.
[46:13 - 46:27] I was on motherfucking Machibelli Records. One of the most legendary fucking record labels on the face of the earth. And y'all got me fired over what? Some bullshit that shouldn't have never happened?
[46:27 - 46:31] Like, bro, come on.
[46:38 - 46:46] I actually busted my ass, worked my ass off harder than any motherfucker out there.
[46:46 - 46:58] I worked my ass off to gain every opportunity I ever got. And what did y'all do? What did you motherfuckers do?
[46:59 - 47:12] You come in, you take my shit from me, and I'm fucking sick of it. Well, starting today, that shit ain't motherfucking happening no more. At all.
[47:15 - 47:30] I'm fucking done with it, bro. I am done with the fuck shit. I am done with being stepped on and walked on like I'm a goddamn doormat. 'Cause I ain't your motherfucking doormat, bro.
[47:30 - 47:54] I don't have a fucking sign across my forehead that says, "I am a doormat."
[47:55 - 48:02] I don't have that shit right now on my motherfucking forehead any motherfucking way, bro. Anywhere.
[48:02 - 48:22] Matter of fact, for all y'all that didn't see it. Oh, don't worry. Hey, Lex, I don't know if you know enough. Somebody already got in there and took care of it.
[48:23 - 48:27] Somebody actually got in there and said something to the mods, so you're good.
[48:27 - 48:49] I'm gonna tell y'all something right now. Okay?
[48:49 - 49:00] If this right here doesn't show hard work, then what does?
[49:00 - 49:13] If this right here don't show hard ass work, then what the fuck does?
[49:18 - 49:29] Like, dude, a fucking OG fan made this in commemoration of my first fucking physical album that I ever fucking did, bro.
[49:29 - 49:37] This right here shows hard work. Ain't none of you motherfuckers got anything like this?
[49:37 - 49:41] Ain't none of you motherfuckers got shit like this?
[49:46 - 49:55] Yo, Lex. Somebody go the fuck in. One of my mods right now, go the fuck in there and talk to one of the mods.
[49:55 - 50:03] Somebody get the fuck in that goddamn shit right the fuck now. Somebody go the fuck in there and fucking say something.
[50:03 - 50:15] One of my mods, I need one of my motherfucking mods right now to go in there and fucking talk to the fucking mods in there and explain what's really going on.
[50:15 - 50:44] One of my mods right now, go the fuck in there and fucking talk to the fuck.
[50:44 - 50:54] Yo Lex, is the owner, Lex, is the owner here in the chat?
[50:54 - 51:02] Is it in this chat or in someone else's chat?
[51:12 - 51:15] Oh hey, who are you?
[51:15 - 51:18] Yo, Blue R-H-E-C, what up fam?
[51:29 - 51:39] Alright, so I don't know if you know this or not, Blue Ray, shout out to you man. And I do have to say this, shout out to all of Kreek Squad.
[51:39 - 51:44] You know I fucking love you guys, you guys are like my fucking family, I love this shit out of you guys.
[51:45 - 52:05] But a few years ago, and the people here came to vouch for me as well, about four years ago there was this girl named Masshole reports that, who mind you is a 36 year old female, alright she's 36 years of age.
[52:06 - 52:24] She claimed to be an 18 year old female, sent me a picture of an underage child that I did not consent nor had any knowledge of, and then turned around and claimed to be 14 years of age or older.
[52:25 - 52:35] And ever since then I've been being called pedophile, family members have lost their jobs because of these people.
[52:35 - 52:46] Just the other day I lost my job on Twitch because of these people, I actually was an affiliate, I was actually almost a partner with Twitch.
[52:47 - 53:01] I've had friends have their back card windows bashed out because of these people, I have been swatted many a times, I have been falsely accused of a lot of shit.
[53:14 - 53:29] And like I said dude, I hold nothing but the highest respect, I hold nothing but the highest respect for our church and everybody in that crew man.
[53:32 - 53:53] I hold nothing but the highest respect for our church man, I hold nothing but the highest, matter of fact you can ask any of my fans here dude, you can ask any of my people here, I hold the highest regard, the highest regard for our church.
[53:53 - 54:22] As a matter of fact, as a matter of fact, I got something for you man, this right here is to show my love and respect for you guys.
[54:22 - 54:27] This is how dedicated to the fan base I am bro.
[54:27 - 54:40] Give it a set up man and I'll show you something that I think you actually might enjoy.
[54:40 - 54:46] Set this right here.
[54:49 - 54:52] Y'all already know what I'm about to do.
[54:52 - 55:00] Show you the masters.
[55:18 - 55:41] And to the guy that actually is in here from, that actually is in here from the Upchurch discord, keep in mind all this has been going on for over 4 years.
[55:43 - 55:51] And it's been hard dude, like a lot of what Upchurch has gone through, I've gone through a lot of that same stuff.
[55:51 - 56:03] I've had people making it to where I can't live a normal life, always having to look over my shoulders, not able to hang out with my family and friends like I like, it's been rough dude.
[56:10 - 56:13] Alright thanks man, I definitely appreciate that brother.
[56:13 - 56:29] And just know man, just know this dude, I will always rep redneck nation and creek squad to the fucking death of me bro, I will always rep creek squad 100%.
[56:29 - 56:47] Oh, that was good.
[56:47 - 56:50] And I do have to say this.
[56:50 - 56:52] Alright y'all.
[56:52 - 57:17] And I am going to say this dude just in case if church does see this man. I want to say this man, church, you're a motherfucking boss bro, got nothing but love and respect for your skin.
[57:17 - 57:24] And also man, shout out to momma church and shout out to everybody else in creek squad man, shout out to fucking B. Luis too man.
[57:24 - 57:29] Shout out to everybody in churches circle man, fucking love the shit out of y'all.
[57:29 - 57:35] But like I said, shout out to fucking church and major shout out to momma church man, you don't fucking love y'all to momma church.
[57:35 - 57:53] I'm going to get set up here man.
[57:54 - 58:42] Okay.
[58:42 - 58:46] All I got to say is this man.
[58:46 - 59:11] Where is my mother fucking creek squad out man. Where's my fellow creepers at man.
[59:11 - 59:40] Cause this one ain't only going out to church, this one out to y'all as well man.
[59:40 - 82:40] All I got to say is this man.
[82:40 - 83:08] Hold up.
[83:08 - 83:12] Bro, are you fucking serious man?
[83:12 - 83:18] Yo, is this really some kind of fucking joke?
[83:18 - 83:22] This Nicholas Bigler dude, what the fuck bro?
[83:23 - 83:27] No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.
[83:28 - 83:55] [Silence]
[83:55 - 83:59] No, Gazoo, she is far from a troll dude.
[83:59 - 84:02] She is dude, Lex is far from a troll.
[84:02 - 84:06] Matter of fact, Lex is the only reason I know half the shit that goes down.
[84:06 - 84:17] That ain't the real Johnny Depp.
[84:17 - 84:19] It's a fucking fake.
[84:20 - 84:54] [Silence]
[84:54 - 84:56] Yeah, let me take care of this.
[84:56 - 85:00] More options, decline and report this request.
[85:00 - 85:04] It says, it's a scam.
[85:04 - 85:06] Submit.
[85:06 - 85:13] [Silence]
[85:13 - 85:17] All right, so the person that is trying to send the donations,
[85:17 - 85:24] I will repost my thing in there for you again, this time the correct way,
[85:24 - 85:28] because I didn't get it this time around, so I'll post it in there again for you.
[85:29 - 85:47] [Silence]
[85:47 - 85:49] All right, there you go.
[85:49 - 85:56] [Silence]
[85:56 - 86:02] Now you have it correct, it's P-S-Y-R-A-X-X official.
[86:02 - 86:04] So there you go, boy.
[86:04 - 86:07] [Silence]
[86:07 - 86:12] But for real though, man, it's all the people that have supported me over the years, man.
[86:12 - 86:16] I want to say to y'all, man, you guys are the fucking best, for real.
[86:16 - 86:26] Everybody from fucking Lex, to CIA hold, to fucking Great Gazoo, to Knuckles, to Tattoo for Life,
[86:26 - 86:29] y'all are the shit, bro, for real, man.
[86:29 - 86:32] Y'all are the fucking best, for real.
[86:32 - 86:38] And I'm not even like, I'm not even fucking joking when I say that, man.
[86:38 - 86:41] Y'all are the fucking best, for real.
[86:41 - 86:46] 'Cause without y'all, dudes, I'd probably still eat a shit hole.
[86:46 - 86:51] Uh, let me see.
[86:51 - 86:57] It'll probably take a couple minutes for it to go through, but it'll definitely come through.
[86:57 - 87:25] [Silence]
[87:25 - 87:29] Hey, Pogs, just give it a few minutes and let it go through.
[87:29 - 87:34] Oh shit, bro, speaking of which, I need to check my fucking...
[87:34 - 87:42] Dude, I legit forgot, I need to check my fucking Warframe, because I forgot I got that gear from fucking TennoCon yesterday.
[87:42 - 87:45] Oh shit, let me check that real quick.
[87:45 - 87:51] I'm gonna check and see if that Tenno, that Tenno gear is ready from TennoCon yesterday.
[87:51 - 87:54] I need to check that shit.
[87:54 - 87:57] Hopefully it is, man, that'll be dope if it is.
[87:57 - 88:02] 'Cause for all y'all that don't know, and y'all do play Warframe,
[88:02 - 88:07] you guys actually did get to get some free Warframe gear,
[88:07 - 88:10] and you actually got a couple free Warframes,
[88:10 - 88:17] as well as a couple Blueprints from a couple special requests that you had to do by the end of today.
[88:17 - 88:23] So thankfully I got my shit done, I was hoping to frame you guys I got the gear.
[88:24 - 88:27] And it hasn't gone through yet.
[88:27 - 88:35] Let me check my email real quick and see.
[88:35 - 88:45] Teespring.
[88:49 - 88:54] Now I want to make sure that this thing is set up to the right one.
[88:54 - 88:57] Let's go, personal info.
[88:57 - 89:08] Okay, so it's that one, okay.
[89:08 - 89:11] I want to check my email real quick and see if it went through.
[89:18 - 89:23] There actually was a bunch of free Warframe gear.
[89:23 - 89:37] Damn, eight hours left on that mug, shit.
[89:42 - 89:50] Operator, did you hear that? It said cosmic background radiation is a riot.
[89:51 - 89:52] Mm-hmm.
[90:18 - 90:25] Okay, so it probably went to my...
[90:25 - 90:38] Now I want to check my PayPal real quick, and they've gone there.
[90:44 - 90:48] Only thing I hate about technology, man, it's a pain in the ass.
[90:48 - 91:04] Oh, shit.
[91:12 - 91:16] And I didn't get the son of a bitch.
[91:16 - 91:17] Mm-hmm.
[91:18 - 91:45] Oh, shit.
[92:12 - 92:18] Now I'm going to check my email real quick to see if it went through to my PayPal.
[92:18 - 92:37] I don't know.
[92:37 - 92:40] Let's see if that's where it goes.
[92:41 - 92:43] No thing goes through on my PayPal either.
[92:43 - 92:45] What the fuck?
[92:45 - 92:48] It'll probably show up eventually.
[92:48 - 92:54] Hey, y'all, can somebody give...
[92:54 - 92:55] What the fuck?
[92:55 - 93:20] That is seriously weird.
[93:22 - 93:24] Because it should have gone through.
[93:24 - 93:34] Because I got a dollar something here, which is from my payout from...
[93:34 - 93:41] Vroomo Raw and Bonfire from my merch shop.
[93:41 - 93:46] Oh, yeah.
[93:46 - 93:47] Hang on.
[93:47 - 93:51] Let me grab my PayPal real quick, and I will send you that.
[93:51 - 93:54] Because that is seriously weird that it's doing that.
[93:55 - 94:42] Oh, shit.
[95:09 - 95:10] All right, hang on.
[95:10 - 95:13] Let me put in my PayPal here for you.
[95:13 - 95:16] Or my PayPal.me, I should say.
[95:16 - 95:23] No, no, no, no, no, no.
[95:23 - 95:25] They are actually two different ones.
[95:25 - 95:31] And...
[95:31 - 95:32] [sighs]
[95:33 - 95:37] [silence]
[96:05 - 96:06] All right, there you go.
[96:06 - 96:09] That is my PayPal for you.
[96:09 - 96:14] Maybe that'll work.
[96:15 - 96:17] [silence]
[96:44 - 96:46] Hey, go ahead, dude.
[96:46 - 96:47] Hey, that'd be dope.
[96:47 - 96:50] Bro, to put me in a fighting game?
[96:50 - 96:51] Yes, I am in.
[96:51 - 96:55] Just don't make anything stupid.
[96:55 - 96:59] If you are actually doing that, don't make me look like shit.
[96:59 - 97:03] Please, I don't need to look worse than I already have been.
[97:03 - 97:08] I mean, I don't mind.
[97:08 - 97:09] I'm just saying.
[97:09 - 97:13] I always make sure, you know, you give me the royalties for my character, and don't
[97:13 - 97:15] make me look like shit.
[97:15 - 97:16] [silence]
[97:43 - 97:45] Yo, what is your trailer?
[97:45 - 97:50] What is your YouTube channel?
[97:50 - 97:51] I'll check you out.
[97:51 - 98:01] I said YouTube, not Warframe.
[98:01 - 98:10] Dude, I'm all about that shit.
[98:10 - 98:12] Like, for real.
[98:12 - 98:13] [silence]
[98:13 - 98:19] The Yo 2.
[98:19 - 98:22] Yo, alright, so it is...
[98:22 - 98:26] Alright, I gotcha.
[98:26 - 98:28] Let's check this shit out.
[98:28 - 98:41] Oh, okay.
[98:41 - 98:42] [silence]
[98:42 - 98:50] Really, bro, you got me as a fucking locale, bro.
[98:50 - 98:52] Well, bro, okay, okay.
[98:52 - 98:54] Let's see what you got here.
[98:54 - 98:59] Alright, not gonna lie, it's actually pretty fire.
[98:59 - 99:02] I'm not even mad about this.
[99:02 - 99:04] This is actually fucking dope, dude.
[99:04 - 99:09] You got me, you got what's his name?
[99:09 - 99:12] Christian, I don't know who the others are.
[99:12 - 99:19] You got me up in there, you got Christian on that weird ass fucking necklace.
[99:19 - 99:23] Oh, okay, I'm digging the theme.
[99:23 - 99:26] Normally, I'm not even mad about this, but this is actually dope.
[99:26 - 99:28] I actually dig this shit.
[99:28 - 99:32] I like the main theme, that's dope.
[99:33 - 99:34] [silence]
[99:34 - 99:45] Oh, yo, bro, Unity is a good fucking platform, dude.
[99:45 - 99:47] I fuck with Unity.
[99:47 - 99:52] Back when I used to do game development back in the day, that's actually what I used with Unity.
[99:52 - 99:58] And, bro, if you need me to do some voiceovers, let me fucking know.
[100:00 - 100:02] Okay, alright, not gonna lie.
[100:02 - 100:05] That's all the footage, it's actually pretty dope, not gonna lie.
[100:05 - 100:11] Bro, this is actually sick.
[100:11 - 100:18] You've actually got me interested now, dude, for real.
[100:18 - 100:21] You actually have my attention on this shit.
[100:21 - 100:25] You legit have my fucking attention, bro, for real.
[100:25 - 100:26] [silence]
[100:26 - 100:43] You actually have my attention on this shit.
[100:43 - 100:54] Oh, and so it's literally over a minute already, so we were right where...
[100:54 - 100:55] [silence]
[100:55 - 101:09] Yo.
[101:09 - 101:17] Bro, if you're legit, like, if this is fucking legit, dude, I will fucking--
[101:17 - 101:19] Dude, I will fucking--
[101:19 - 101:22] Bro, I will fucking be part of this shit for real.
[101:23 - 101:27] Like, I will fucking do voiceovers and everything for real.
[101:27 - 101:33] Like, I will legit do fucking voiceovers for this shit, hands down.
[101:33 - 101:38] Hello, everyone.
[101:38 - 101:41] Today, I'll be sharing my top five webcam.
[101:41 - 101:42] Oh, God.
[101:42 - 101:47] Yo, if this is for real, man, bro, I am fucking in.
[101:48 - 101:54] Like, I don't care if, like, I know people see me as--
[101:54 - 102:01] Like, I know that a lot of people see me as, like, a wild cow or whatever.
[102:01 - 102:03] But, like, I'm not even kidding, dude.
[102:03 - 102:07] Like, if this legitimately is a real thing that you're working on,
[102:07 - 102:12] dude, I will support the fuck out of it, man, for real.
[102:12 - 102:16] Like, I will gladly do some voiceover work for it.
[102:17 - 102:22] Like, if it is real, like, that is actually--
[102:22 - 102:25] Dude, I can't wait to see what you do.
[102:25 - 102:28] Like, I'm actually excited to see the final product.
[102:28 - 102:36] Like, not even kidding, I'm actually hyped to see the actual final product.
[102:36 - 102:38] Like, that would actually be sick.
[102:39 - 102:42] So, I'm going to start with the measuring.
[102:42 - 102:47] And I'm going to start with the measuring.
[102:47 - 103:09] And I'm going to start with measuring.
[103:09 - 103:26] And I always check my PayPal record, dude.
[103:26 - 103:30] Because I've just seen that you were asking me if I got the cash.
[103:30 - 103:33] Letting me out of the look.
[103:34 - 104:02] So, I ain't got nothing, dude.
[104:03 - 104:23] So, I don't know, man.
[104:23 - 104:24] I still ain't getting nothing.
[104:24 - 104:30] All right, take it easy because it would be safe, brother.
[104:31 - 104:43] All right, that right there about what Doc said, that makes me a little sus.
[104:43 - 104:51] Is it just me or do the rest of y'all might say that that's a little bit sus, what's going on right there?
[104:56 - 105:01] Like, is it just me or does that shit seem sus to the rest of y'all mods as well?
[105:01 - 105:06] Like, I'm not saying it is, I'm not saying it isn't, but I need like a second opinion on this.
[105:06 - 105:11] I'm not saying it isn't, but I need like a second opinion on this.
[105:11 - 105:14] I'm just saying, dude, I'm not saying it isn't, but I need like a second opinion on this.
[105:14 - 105:22] I'm just saying, dude, I need like a second opinion on this.
[105:22 - 105:24] And then, I'm just saying, dude, I need like a second opinion on this.
[105:24 - 105:26] So, I'm just saying, dude, I need like a second opinion on this.
[105:26 - 105:28] So, dude, I need like a second opinion on this.
[105:28 - 105:38] I need like a second opinion on this.
[105:38 - 105:40] So, dude, I need like a second opinion on this.
[105:40 - 108:12] I need like a second opinion on this.
[108:12 - 108:14] I need like a second opinion.
[108:14 - 108:24] I need like a second opinion on this.
[108:24 - 108:26] Sorry, I got fucking zoned out for a minute.
[108:26 - 108:28] I'm looking at my phone trying to figure this shit.
[108:28 - 108:35] Hey natural nomad, what up dude?
[108:35 - 108:37] I appreciate that man.
[108:37 - 108:40] I actually do have a discord man.
[108:40 - 109:02] [Silence]
[109:02 - 109:10] [Pfft]
[109:10 - 109:16] [Silence]
[109:16 - 109:18] Yo Lex, drop that shit for him.
[109:18 - 109:27] [Silence]
[109:27 - 109:31] Boom, I'm fucking jawless crap damn bruh.
[109:31 - 109:58] [Silence]
[109:58 - 110:02] I have Fortnite as trash, the trailer, bruh.
[110:02 - 110:06] Not gonna lie, you got some creative shit up on your channel, bruh.
[110:06 - 110:11] I'm not gonna lie, some of your stuff is definitely creative.
[110:11 - 110:20] [Silence]
[110:20 - 110:21] [Grunts]
[110:21 - 110:23] What?
[110:23 - 110:34] [Silence]
[110:34 - 110:36] Yo my boy, Ernic.
[110:36 - 110:48] [Silence]
[110:48 - 110:52] Oh, yo bro, I'm definitely, okay I know what that's about now.
[110:52 - 110:55] I'm not ruining anything for you guys.
[110:55 - 110:59] My next livestream is actually gonna be some Horizon 5.
[110:59 - 111:04] I actually did find out they are actually dropping some brand new Japan maps,
[111:04 - 111:06] which is gonna be super sick.
[111:06 - 111:13] So I will be livestreaming some custom Japan maps made by other players of Horizon 5, so.
[111:13 - 111:19] And you guys will actually get to see me actually do my thing on my custom rig, so.
[111:19 - 111:23] Yeah, no, I'm not doing all my things.
[111:23 - 111:29] Yeah, well guess what, I could easily go in and have that shit shut down.
[111:29 - 111:34] [Silence]
[111:34 - 111:37] Just like I've done every other thing he's tried to do.
[111:37 - 111:45] But uh, anyway Joel, that being said, I am gonna bounce off off here to Pogs.
[111:45 - 111:53] Um, if you go to the Discord, hit me up on Discord and we could try to figure something out
[111:53 - 112:01] because I've not gotten the money that you sent on either Cash App or on PayPal, so.
[112:01 - 112:04] I don't know what's going on man.
[112:04 - 112:07] But uh, oh wait, wait, wait, wait.
[112:07 - 112:11] I don't know, I don't know, I don't know.
[112:11 - 112:15] Though I said I don't know what's going on, but you can hit me up on Discord.
[112:15 - 112:25] The link is in here in the chat somewhere above here on the side, like, I think it's like right here.
[112:25 - 112:30] Yeah, right there's the Discord link.
[112:30 - 112:33] So like I said, I don't know what's going on dude.
[112:33 - 112:39] Um, I didn't get it, so I do apologize.
[112:39 - 112:44] So with that being said, I will catch you guys later.
[112:44 - 112:47] I'm gonna bounce off here, chill.
[112:47 - 112:55] Get ready to eat, relax, and then get ready for tonight's Horizon 5 and chill stream.
[112:55 - 112:58] So I will catch you guys later on man.
[112:58 - 113:00] I love you guys once again man.
[113:00 - 113:08] Shout out to my moms that bounced over to churches saying I filled him in on what's really going on.
[113:08 - 113:19] Said all my actual fans that actually bounced over there and stuck up for me in churches thing man.
[113:19 - 113:23] I fucking appreciate the fuck out of that shit bro.
[113:23 - 113:27] And again to the guy that was over here from love churches thing man.
[113:27 - 113:29] Shout out to you skin.
[113:29 - 113:31] Fucking love you dude.
[113:31 - 113:34] Appreciate what you did bro, for real.
[113:34 - 113:38] 100% man, fucking love y'all man, fucking love Creek Squad.
[113:38 - 113:40] Love my people, love my community.
[113:40 - 113:43] Mad love to Creek Squad man, fucking love you guys.
[113:43 - 113:51] And once again man, shout out to the moment church, shout out to the church, shout out to everybody rocking Redneck Nation and RHGC man.
[113:51 - 113:52] Fucking love you guys.
[113:52 - 113:59] And I will catch you guys tonight for the first ever Horizon 5 Chill on this channel.
[113:59 - 114:01] So it's gonna be a lot of fun.
[114:01 - 114:03] So I will catch you guys later man.
[114:03 - 114:04] Love you guys.
[114:04 - 114:10] As I always say, stay humble, stay positive and fuck what the troll stinker say about y'all man.
[114:10 - 114:12] You guys are badass.
[114:12 - 114:13] Love you, love you guys man.
[114:13 - 114:14] I'll catch y'all later.
[114:14 - 114:15] Peace.