2022-7-11 CHESTER BENNINGTON MEMORIAL SHOW (Twitch)

[0:00 - 0:02] (Boom, boom, boom)
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[0:04 - 0:16] Good morning everyone.
[0:16 - 0:31] Good morning guys.
[0:32 - 0:34] How's everybody doing today?
[0:35 - 1:34] [Thud]
[1:34 - 1:37] Good morning everybody.
[1:37 - 1:52] Now...
[1:54 - 2:01] Let's wait for some of you guys to get in here before I say or do anything.
[2:02 - 2:04] [Thud]
[2:29 - 2:39] Now as many of you guys know this month is very hard for a lot of people like myself.
[2:46 - 3:13] In 2017, the world lost a voice and the band Lincoln Park lost one of the best vocalists of all time.
[3:14 - 3:21] And people like myself lost a hero.
[3:21 - 3:35] Somebody who understood what it means to be like I am and like a lot of you guys are.
[3:36 - 3:50] And just like my music speaks to a lot of you guys, Chester's music spoke to myself on a very deep level as well as to many others around the world.
[3:50 - 3:58] Chester was one of the greatest vocalists of all time.
[4:03 - 4:22] And I wanted to do this show not just to honor him in my own way but to bring together the community that he left.
[4:22 - 4:47] And all I have to say is if you're a troll then get out of here right now.
[4:48 - 4:55] Because this show is to honor one of the greatest vocalists of all time.
[4:55 - 5:01] Who not only was a hero to myself but a hero to many others.
[5:01 - 5:05] His music changed the fucking world.
[5:05 - 5:11] His music saved lives.
[5:16 - 5:23] And I want to keep that legacy that he left behind alive.
[5:23 - 5:33] Not just for myself and not just for my community and my people and my fans but for everyone around the world that might see this.
[5:33 - 5:40] I want to do this for everyone around the world that might see this one day and look back and think down.
[5:41 - 5:46] This dude really honored a fucking legend.
[5:47 - 6:09] I want people to look back 40, 50 years from now and see this stream and feel like damn that dude that he covered was a fucking legend.
[6:09 - 6:16] And that's exactly what Chester was. He was a fucking legend. And he always will be.
[6:16 - 6:33] With that being said let's get this going for Chester.
[6:33 - 6:47] Chester.
[6:47 - 6:58] Come on!
[6:59 - 7:10] Sometimes I need to remember just to breathe. Sometimes I need you to stay away from me.
[7:11 - 7:25] Sometimes I didn't believe I didn't know. Somehow I need you to go. Don't say forget our memories. Forget our possibilities.
[7:26 - 7:43] Do a change in the end too! Chester, forget all memories. Forget all possibilities. Take all your pain with it with you! Chester!
[7:49 - 7:59] Sometimes I feel like I trusted you too well. Sometimes I just feel like I can straighten out myself!
[8:00 - 8:20] And just for me, I didn't know. So, everyone, you need to be alone! Forget all memories. Forget all possibilities. What you would change in the end too!
[8:21 - 8:32] Forget all possibilities. Take all your painlessness with you! Chester!
[8:32 - 8:38] Let me see those thank you Chesters in the comments right the fuck now.
[8:39 - 8:54] I don't need you anymore. Don't want to be alone. There's only one more turn. If you're wasting me alone, I don't need you anymore.
[8:54 - 9:06] Don't want to be alone. There's only one more day. If you're wasting me alone.
[9:07 - 9:16] Forget all memories. Forget all possibilities. What you would change in the end too!
[9:17 - 9:39] Chester! Forget all possibilities. What you would change in the end too! Chester!
[9:39 - 9:53] Chester!
[10:06 - 10:35] There ain't nothin' that's sayin' I get lost and then nothin' is a sign of me. And oh hello, I'll find that I'm not the only person with these things in mind.
[10:35 - 10:46] You don't see the words real, it's the only real thing that I got left to feel. Just talk. I don't want to go alone.
[10:46 - 10:58] I want to heal. I want to feel. But I told you it's never real. I want to let go of the pain I've found so long.
[10:59 - 11:13] I want to heal. I want to feel. I can go on to something real. I want to learn to be. I want it all along. So where I belong.
[11:15 - 11:29] But I'll write down on my face. 'Cause you never were, only to find that it's not the way I imagined it all on my mind. Why do I have this negativity? 'Cause I can justify it the way we want it's working in me.
[11:29 - 11:46] Done through the game, I went alone in the fault of my own. In the fault of my own. I want to heal. I want to feel. But it's always never real. I want to let go of the pain I've found so long.
[11:47 - 11:57] I want to heal. I want to feel. Like I'm close to something real. I want to find something I want it all along.
[11:58 - 12:17] Where I belong. I want it now. But so until I do this on my own, that I will never feel anything else until my wounds are real. I want to find something that I frankly can't wait for me.
[12:18 - 12:25] I will break away. Don't find mine so too good.
[12:25 - 12:45] I want to heal. I want to feel. But it's always never real. I want to let go of the pain I've found so long. I want to heal. I want to feel. Like I'm close to something real.
[12:46 - 13:13] I want to be. I want it all along. Somewhere I belong. I want to feel like I'm somewhere I belong. I want to feel like I'm somewhere I belong.
[13:13 - 13:23] Graduating debt free while serving my country part time lets me take full control of my future.
[13:31 - 13:43] Let me see those R.I.P.s going in the comments right now. Let me see those thank you chestors going as well as the R.I.P. chestors going in the comments.
[13:49 - 14:05] I pretend everything is what I wanted to be. I look exactly like if you do what you wanted to see. When I pretend I can't forget about the crew. No I am still a second after second since I know I can't but I can't pretend this is the way it'll stay.
[14:05 - 14:17] Time to defend the truth. I can't pretend who you want me to be so I'm my way from you.
[14:18 - 14:39] The people decide so let me go. Let me think back my life. I'd rather pay all alone. Anywhere I'm alone. Cause I can say the very worst part of you is me.
[14:40 - 14:54] I remember what they taught me. Remember kind of setting talk of who I ought to be. Remember listening to all of that and this again. So I pretended up a person who was fitting in. And now you think this person really is me.
[14:54 - 15:05] But the more I push the more I pull it away. So I'm lying my way from you.
[15:06 - 15:35] The people decide so let me go. Let me think back my life. I'd rather pay all alone. Anywhere I'm alone. Cause I can say the very worst part of you is me.
[15:35 - 15:56] Lying my way. Lying my way. Lying my way. Lying my way.
[15:57 - 16:22] The people decide so let me go. Let me think back my life. I'd rather pay all alone. Anywhere I'm alone. Cause I can say the very worst part of you is me.
[16:23 - 25:32] [MUSIC PLAYING]
[25:32 - 25:36] Jamie Bowie was a fucking legend.
[25:36 - 25:44] Hey, yo, Lou, what are some of your favorite songs from Lincoln Park, man?
[25:44 - 25:47] Put that shit in the comments.
[25:48 - 26:21] [MUSIC PLAYING]
[26:21 - 26:23] No way, bro.
[26:23 - 26:26] Well, hey, you're wondering about it now, aren't you?
[26:26 - 26:35] Hey, Lou, all that says on behalf of not only myself,
[26:35 - 26:42] but on behalf of the Lincoln Park families and the Lincoln Park family, welcome.
[26:42 - 27:47] [MUSIC PLAYING]
[27:47 - 27:53] To new members of the Lincoln Park family, I'd like to say welcome.
[27:54 - 28:00] To others, and for those of you that are like myself that have been part of the fan base, you guys know this one.
[28:00 - 28:08] Let's go.
[28:15 - 31:12] [MUSIC PLAYING]
[31:12 - 31:17] Hell yeah, dude, that's-- yo, Chris Cornell is a fucking beast, bro.
[31:18 - 31:24] [MUSIC PLAYING]
[31:24 - 31:29] Let me tell you, man, Chris Cornell, that dude was a fucking badass.
[31:29 - 31:34] Like straight up, dude, the guy was a fucking monster on the mic.
[31:34 - 34:54] [MUSIC PLAYING]
[34:54 - 34:57] I hope you guys know this next one.
[34:57 - 35:06] [MUSIC PLAYING]
[35:07 - 35:10] Let's see how many of you guys remember this next one right here.
[35:10 - 39:50] [MUSIC PLAYING]
[39:50 - 39:55] How many of you guys remember this next match show coming up right here?
[39:56 - 40:02] [MUSIC PLAYING]
[40:02 - 40:05] I see you guys remember this one.
[40:05 - 43:27] [MUSIC PLAYING]
[43:27 - 43:31] You'd be surprised how much punishment I could take.
[43:31 - 48:11] [MUSIC PLAYING]
[48:11 - 48:19] Now this next song right here, not only is it a fair to mind, but like many of you,
[48:19 - 48:22] this is the first song I ever heard by these guys.
[48:22 - 48:26] So if you guys know this one, put that shit in the comments right now.
[48:26 - 48:31] And let me see those RFT chestors and those thank you chestors and those fuck suicides
[48:31 - 48:33] going in the comments right now.
[48:33 - 48:42] One thing, I don't know why, it doesn't matter how hard I try.
[48:42 - 48:46] Keep that in mind and the sign is wrong to explain in due time.
[48:46 - 48:49] Something is valuable thing.
[48:49 - 48:51] Watch the flyby as the pendulum swings.
[48:51 - 48:55] Watch the countdown till the end of the day and the clock takes life away.
[48:55 - 48:58] It's so unreal to look out for hope.
[48:58 - 49:02] Watch the sound go right out the window trying to hold on.
[49:02 - 49:04] You didn't even know I'm wasting your knowledge.
[49:04 - 49:07] So watch, you go, get everything inside of you.
[49:07 - 49:10] And though I tried, it all fell apart.
[49:10 - 49:13] What it meant to me would eventually be a memory.
[49:13 - 49:18] Try so hard, it got so cold.
[49:18 - 49:22] But in the end, it doesn't even matter.
[49:22 - 49:27] I had to fall to lose it all.
[49:27 - 49:32] But in the end, it doesn't even matter.
[49:32 - 49:37] One thing, I don't know why, it doesn't even matter how hard I try.
[49:37 - 49:41] Keep that in mind and the sign is wrong to remind myself how I try.
[49:41 - 49:44] So hard, it's part of the way you will knock on me.
[49:44 - 49:49] That's like I was part of your property remembering all the times you fought with me.
[49:49 - 49:53] It was a surprise to God. So days aren't the way they were before.
[49:53 - 49:56] You wouldn't even recognize me anymore.
[49:56 - 49:59] Not that you knew me that day, but it all comes back to me.
[49:59 - 50:02] Me again, I kept everything inside of me.
[50:02 - 50:04] No, I tried, it all fell apart.
[50:04 - 50:08] What it meant to me would eventually be a memory of the time I tried.
[50:08 - 50:13] So hard, it got so cold.
[50:13 - 50:17] But in the end, it doesn't even matter.
[50:17 - 50:22] I had to fall to lose it all.
[50:22 - 50:28] But in the end, it doesn't even matter.
[50:28 - 50:33] I put my trust in you.
[50:33 - 50:37] Pushed as far as I can go.
[50:37 - 50:46] For all this, there's only one thing you should know.
[50:46 - 50:51] I put my trust in you.
[50:51 - 50:55] Pushed as far as I can go.
[50:55 - 51:04] For all this, there's only one thing you should know.
[51:04 - 51:10] I tried so hard, it got so cold.
[51:10 - 51:14] But in the end, it doesn't even matter.
[51:14 - 51:19] But I had to fall to lose it all.
[51:19 - 51:32] But in the end, it doesn't even matter.
[51:32 - 51:35] So hard, it doesn't even matter.
[51:35 - 51:38] But in the end, it doesn't even matter.
[51:38 - 51:40] So hard, it doesn't even matter.
[51:40 - 51:43] But in the end, it doesn't even matter.
[51:43 - 51:45] So hard, it doesn't even matter.
[51:45 - 51:47] But in the end, it doesn't even matter.
[51:47 - 51:49] So hard, it doesn't even matter.
[51:49 - 51:54] But in the end, it doesn't even matter.
[51:54 - 51:57] So hard, it doesn't even matter.
[51:57 - 51:59] But in the end, it doesn't even matter.
[51:59 - 52:01] So hard, it doesn't even matter.
[52:01 - 52:03] But in the end, it doesn't even matter.
[52:03 - 52:05] So hard, it doesn't even matter.
[52:05 - 52:07] But in the end, it doesn't even matter.
[52:07 - 52:09] So hard, it doesn't even matter.
[52:09 - 52:11] But in the end, it doesn't even matter.
[52:11 - 52:13] So hard, it doesn't even matter.
[52:13 - 52:15] But in the end, it doesn't even matter.
[52:15 - 52:17] So hard, it doesn't even matter.
[52:17 - 52:19] But in the end, it doesn't even matter.
[52:19 - 52:21] So hard, it doesn't even matter.
[52:21 - 52:23] But in the end, it doesn't even matter.
[52:23 - 52:25] So hard, it doesn't even matter.
[52:25 - 52:27] But in the end, it doesn't even matter.
[52:27 - 52:29] So hard, it doesn't even matter.
[52:29 - 52:31] But in the end, it doesn't even matter.
[52:31 - 52:35] So hard, it doesn't even matter.
[52:35 - 52:37] But in the end, it doesn't even matter.
[52:37 - 52:39] So hard, it doesn't even matter.
[52:39 - 52:41] But in the end, it doesn't even matter.
[52:41 - 52:43] So hard, it doesn't even matter.
[52:43 - 52:45] But in the end, it doesn't even matter.
[52:45 - 57:25] So hard, it doesn't even matter.
[57:25 - 57:31] But you just left me here, and I'm lonely.
[57:31 - 57:39] You know I needed someone to love me, and I'm all alone.
[57:39 - 67:49] So hard, it doesn't even matter.
[67:49 - 67:55] Your fans, the fucking Lincoln Park family will never ever fucking die.
[67:55 - 68:00] We will always be here, no matter what.
[68:00 - 68:06] So Chester, thank you for being an amazing person.
[68:06 - 68:12] And I hope we all hope wherever you are right now that you're in a better place.
[68:12 - 68:18] And we hope wherever you are, that you're looking down smiling right now.
[68:18 - 68:32] Not just on this stream, but on everybody that keeps your memory alive in this world.
[68:32 - 68:37] So Chester, I want to say thank you for everything that you've done.
[68:37 - 68:42] You've changed a lot of lives and helped a lot of people, including myself.
[68:42 - 68:46] And you've been a hero to many.
[68:46 - 68:54] And on behalf of the Lincoln Park family and behalf of my community and everybody around the world,
[68:54 - 68:57] thank you for all that you've done.
[68:58 - 69:13] Thank you.