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2022-6-28 A MESSAGE TO NIILIT


Uploaded by UNOFFICIAL CYRAX ARCHIVE on November 22nd, 2022
Original upload date: June 28th, 2022 (automatically grabbed from title)
[0:00 - 0:08] Well, once everyone, I am making this video for Nylit the Red Panda, both on Twitch and on YouTube.
[0:08 - 0:20] Nylit, I want you to know that what I'm about to say is in no way out of hatred towards you, at all.
[0:20 - 0:28] But what I'm about to say is to give you a fucking wake up call like you gave me.
[0:28 - 0:38] Like I said, I'd harbor no hatred towards you at all, so don't think that this is hating on you because it's not.
[0:38 - 0:46] This is me fucking telling you how you're acting, not just as a friend but as a brother.
[0:46 - 0:58] You are acting like a fucking chicken shit. Letting these fucking trolls dictate your friendships?
[0:58 - 1:07] Letting these people fuck with your life? What were the exact fucking words that you told me?
[1:07 - 1:26] The exact words you told me in essence were "Stop giving a fuck about what these people think, because eventually they'll go away."
[1:26 - 1:47] But yet, here you are contradicting yourself motherfucker. You said there told me not to give a fuck, but yet you give so much of a fuck that you cut our friendship.
[1:47 - 2:05] And for what? Dude, stop giving a fuck what these punk ass motherfuckers like William Gloryhole think, 'cause you and I both know behind the computer they may be like little tough guys or whatever.
[2:05 - 2:13] So fucking what, dude? In real fucking life, they can't do shit and you fucking know it.
[2:13 - 2:21] See, you said there and say that you called me your friend, but yet you can't be seen associating with me.
[2:21 - 2:35] That don't sound like a friend to me. That really doesn't. A real friend sticks by his people. A real friend has his friend's back no matter how tough shit gets.
[2:35 - 2:49] And you tell me to keep on fighting the good fight. You tell me to keep fighting the good fight which I've been fucking doing.
[2:49 - 2:59] But yet, every time I go to make a major move and expose these motherfuckers that do shit like this, you get pissed.
[2:59 - 3:09] What, are you gonna step up and say something, motherfucker? Are you gonna be the one to step up, Nylit?
[3:09 - 3:28] Because all I see is somebody fucking running away scared. That's all I fucking see. You taught me to never fucking run. But yet, what are you doing, motherfucker?
[3:28 - 3:47] You're running away like a bitch. Instead of going by your own advice, you're running away. Like I said, who's gonna step up and call these motherfuckers on their shit and put word out on these motherfuckers?
[3:47 - 4:02] Is it gonna be you? Are you gonna step up and fight the good fight and say something? Like I said, Nylit, you're a good dude. You've been one of my best friends for almost ten years.
[4:02 - 4:14] And do you really think I'm gonna let you get off that easy? No. Like I said, I understand your situation.
[4:14 - 4:22] I understand that your family doesn't need the stress right now for obvious reasons. And I respect that.
[4:22 - 4:35] But dude, you can't let these motherfuckers run your goddamn life which is exactly what you're fucking doing. You're letting these punk ass motherfuckers run your life and ruin your friendships.
[4:35 - 4:49] You've been one of my closest friends for ten years. And the only reason I'm saying this is because I give a fuck about you. That's the only reason I made this video is because I actually give a fuck about you.
[4:49 - 5:06] Because you're one of my closest friends. Always will be. Because like I told you, whether you want to admit it or not, you're the reason my Twitch career took off.
[5:06 - 5:17] You're the reason why I'm at the level that I'm at. You fucking got me a career that I am fucking proud to say that I'm doing full time.
[5:17 - 5:29] Whether it be my music, my artwork, my gaming or whatever. I am proud of the career I have and I owe that shit to you motherfucker.
[5:29 - 5:45] I owe that whole shit to you. Because if it wasn't for you bro, I'd still be probably like ten subs, maybe one of my subs with followers and maybe like one or two subs.
[5:45 - 6:01] But no, you gave me a fucking career and I ran with it. Now look at me dude. I'm at over 800 followers and I'm up to 14 fucking subs kicking ass and taking names.
[6:01 - 6:15] But no, you need to get your head out of your fucking ass and back on your motherfucking body and be fucking smart bro. Don't let these motherfuckers dictate your friendships.
[6:15 - 6:28] Fuck what William Gloryhole ass say. Fuck what Masshole ass say. Fuck what music dickface Marty ass say.
[6:28 - 6:41] Like I said, you tell me to keep fighting the good fight. And by me, telling the truth about what these motherfuckers do to people like me.
[6:41 - 6:51] By me doing that, that is me fighting the good fight so people know to avoid these motherfuckers.
[6:51 - 7:03] So that hopefully the next dude that they try to fuck with doesn't get put through what I got put through or what you got put through.
[7:03 - 7:14] It's time you wake the fuck up Nyla. You need to get your head out of your goddamn ass and back on your fucking shoulders.
[7:14 - 7:29] Wake the fuck up dude. You're smarter than that and you fucking know it. You know you're better than this.
[7:29 - 7:42] Like I said, I'm not saying this out of hatred towards you. I'm saying all this because I actually give a fuck about our friendship. I actually give a fuck about you as a brother.
[7:42 - 7:48] Because over the last 10 years, you have been there for me through everything man.
[7:48 - 8:02] Whether it be the murder of my best friend Zach. Whether it be my brother getting cancer and dying. Losing my mentor in a music coda to a drug overdose.
[8:02 - 8:13] Losing my ex Alexia to health issues. And even more recently, my ex Heather to whatever she was dealing with.
[8:13 - 8:19] You've been there for me through everything dude and I will never fucking forget that shit.
[8:19 - 8:28] But dude, it's time you wake the fuck up and stop letting these punk ass motherfuckers run your life.
[8:28 - 8:46] You are so much better than that dude and you know it. You are so much better than that.
[8:46 - 9:00] Like I said, you tell me that you are my friend but yet you can't be seen associating with me. That's a bullshit cop out and you fucking know it dude.
[9:00 - 9:09] Wake the fuck up Nylit. Get your head out of your goddamn fucking ass and back on your fucking shoulders motherfucker.
[9:09 - 9:15] Because you are so much better than that shit and you know it.
[9:15 - 9:24] And it's time you stop letting these pussy ass motherfuckers like William Gloria run your fucking life like you're doing.
[9:24 - 9:39] By you not associating with me, you're giving them what they fucking want. Stop giving them what they want motherfucker. Stop giving them what they want.
[9:39 - 9:46] They want me and you to not be friends. They want me and you to not talk.
[9:46 - 10:03] When are you gonna fucking get it through your head? You doing that shit is what they want. And by you doing that, you're giving them what they want and you're contradicting yourself.
[10:03 - 10:24] You sit there and tell me not to give the trolls what they want but yet what are you doing? What are you fucking doing? You're giving them what they fucking want man.
[10:24 - 10:45] Hey, I'm out here every day trying to help people. Trying to build a peaceful ass community of people that can come in and hang out and not get bullied and not get trolled.
[10:45 - 11:06] And I know, I get that sometimes being my friend might not be easy because of these motherfuckers. But let me tell you something man, I have been nothing but loyal to you since day one. Since day one, I have treated you like family.
[11:06 - 11:13] I have treated you like my brother.
[11:13 - 11:28] Every single thing you said advice wise, I have followed to the fucking letter. But yet you can't seem to take your own advice. Maybe it's time you wake up and start to take your own advice motherfucker.
[11:28 - 11:42] Maybe it's time you woke up and started taking your own goddamn advice.
[11:42 - 11:52] Stop letting these motherfuckers live in your goddamn head.
[11:52 - 12:07] Because like I said, by you doing what you're doing, by not associating with me and all this other shit, like I said, you're giving them what they want and you're letting them live in your fucking head rent free.
[12:07 - 12:15] Stop letting them live in your head motherfucker and stop giving them what they want.
[12:15 - 12:32] Now if you'd like to reach out to me, you know how to contact me. You know how to reach out to me. You got my Facebook, you have my Discord. You know how to fucking reach me.
[12:32 - 12:46] Like I said, I'm not saying this out of anger towards you. I'm saying this as a friend to show you what the fuck you're doing.
[12:46 - 13:07] Like I said, it ain't my fucking fault that these people fuck with me. You know that. You know this shit ain't my fault motherfucker. You know what these people did to me ain't right. You know that it ain't my fault that I get fucking bullied bro.
[13:07 - 13:24] So why are you letting them dictate what you do? Wake up Nylit. Quit the fucking bullshit excuses as to why we can't be friends.
[13:24 - 13:29] Stop giving them what they want bro.
[13:29 - 13:44] Like I said, you wanna talk? Let's fucking talk. You know how to fucking reach out to me. You know how to get ahold of me. You got my Facebook, you got my Twitch, you got my Discord.
[13:44 - 14:01] Fucking contact me dude and let's fucking talk about this. Cause I'm tired of losing friends like you to little motherfuckers like William Gloryfag. Who wouldn't want to sit there and act like hardasses but really he's a punk ass bitch.
[14:01 - 14:13] Like I said man, you wanna reach out to me? You know how to fucking reach out to me. Let's fucking talk this shit out and let's get back to where we need to fucking be.
Transcribed by lolcow.city as id '3008' on August 19th, 2024