2022-6-24 Exposing the truth (Twitch)

[0:00 - 0:42] (crying)
[0:42 - 0:46] (knocking)
[0:47 - 1:30] (crying)
[1:30 - 1:33] You know, now I hope that you're fucking happy with yourself.
[1:33 - 1:37] (crying)
[1:37 - 1:41] I treated you like fucking family, and this is what you do to me, man.
[1:41 - 1:45] You fucking bam me and block me? For what?
[1:45 - 1:51] Because your fucking wife told you to, man? Are you fucking kidding me, dude?
[1:51 - 1:59] You were my family, my fucking brother, and this is what you fucking do to me because of them?
[2:02 - 2:10] That's fucked up, dude. I had your back. I treated you like family, and this is how you fucking repay my friendship?
[2:10 - 2:27] If you guys want the truth, I'm about to tell you the fucking truth.
[2:27 - 2:32] Okay, I'm about to expose everything that's been going on for the last four years.
[2:32 - 2:46] For the last four years, I was bullied on YouTube massively.
[2:46 - 2:51] And I mean massively bullied.
[2:56 - 3:00] I had my life threatened multiple times.
[3:00 - 3:04] I was swatted multiple times.
[3:04 - 3:16] And Massill reports, who is a 36-year-old woman, grown adult, pretended to be a younger 18-year-old adult,
[3:16 - 3:25] and then turned around and sent an image of an underage child that I never asked for to me,
[3:25 - 3:29] and then turned around and pretended to be 14 years of age.
[3:29 - 3:34] She entrapped me with malicious intent.
[3:34 - 3:40] She literally entrapped me with malicious intent.
[3:40 - 3:48] And then a few months later, William Gloria starts attacking my family, starts attacking my friends,
[3:48 - 3:56] starts stealing my videos, making fun of me, attacking me, harassing me, harassing my family.
[3:56 - 4:05] At one point, this guy said a dead baby pig still in the mother's fetal sac to my house.
[4:05 - 4:09] And I threw up.
[4:09 - 4:15] I was sick to my stomach because of these people.
[4:16 - 4:25] Because of Kate and William Gloria, I have been labeled as a pedophile, a weirdo, a sicko,
[4:25 - 4:28] which I am none of those things.
[4:28 - 4:37] These people caused my biological father his job at the place that he worked at.
[4:38 - 4:55] These people caused my biological father his job, caused my friend Tommy John his job,
[4:55 - 4:58] all because they're friends with me.
[4:58 - 5:05] This is the kind of bullying that I've been putting up with for four years,
[5:05 - 5:13] so I left YouTube to come over to Twitch to find a place where I can fit in where I won't be attacked or bullied.
[5:13 - 5:19] And yet, this is what I get, even bullied even more,
[5:19 - 5:24] to where I just lost my best friend of ten years, Nylid.
[5:24 - 5:32] All because they fucking hate me, because I'm their target, I'm their play toy.
[5:33 - 5:47] This is what I've dealt with for the last four years.
[5:47 - 5:54] I've had people steal private photos and videos and post them on the internet.
[5:54 - 5:59] I've been posted on Kiwi Farms. I've had people make shit up about me.
[6:01 - 6:06] I've lost opportunities in music as an artist.
[6:06 - 6:11] I've lost opportunities to get signed to major labels.
[6:11 - 6:16] Because of these people, I can't get a regular job.
[6:16 - 6:22] I cannot get a regular job because of these people.
[6:22 - 6:28] Because of the rumors that they've spread about me.
[6:28 - 6:35] I've lost a lot because of these people.
[6:35 - 6:43] I've lost so much because of these people.
[6:43 - 6:51] And now I've lost my best friend because of these people.
[6:52 - 6:59] All because I was calling them out and telling the fucking truth about what these people have done.
[6:59 - 7:08] It's true, Kate's daughter did run away because of what her mom is doing.
[7:08 - 7:16] Kate's daughter of 15 years of age ran away from Kate's own because of what Kate's doing.
[7:20 - 7:25] Kate did have her kids taken away because of this crap.
[7:25 - 7:30] And I'm tired of it.
[7:30 - 7:37] I'm tired of being bullied.
[7:37 - 7:43] I'm tired of being attacked and harassed every fucking day.
[7:44 - 7:51] Having to worry about my Discord, having to worry about my Twitch, constantly fucking worrying.
[7:51 - 7:53] What are they going to do next?
[7:53 - 7:56] Who is close to me that they're going to go after next?
[7:56 - 8:00] I shouldn't have to worry about that.
[8:00 - 8:07] I should be able to do my artwork and do what I love without being harassed or attacked.
[8:11 - 8:14] I am tired of it.
[8:14 - 8:22] I am tired of this.
[8:22 - 8:36] I've had to watch my family suffer as a result because of all this.
[8:37 - 8:41] I have had to watch my family suffer as a result of this.
[8:41 - 8:53] The last time the police came out here in force, I had ten pistols pointed at my head.
[8:53 - 8:57] And I'm tired of being attacked.
[8:59 - 9:04] I had ten pistols pointed at my head.
[9:04 - 9:08] And I thought that I was going to die.
[9:08 - 9:12] I thought that I was going to get shot.
[9:12 - 9:24] Because somebody made up a lie saying that I was going to shoot them and that if the cops showed up, the police would be shot as well.
[9:24 - 9:34] So about six different squad cars showed up.
[9:34 - 9:50] And about ten to twelve police had guns drawn on me to where I thought I was going to get shot.
[9:50 - 9:54] I thought I was going to die, that it was going to be the end for me.
[9:54 - 10:08] I've had private photos and videos posted on adult websites because of these people.
[10:13 - 10:21] Like I said, I've lost a lot of opportunities because of these people. And that's not fair to me. It's not fair to my family.
[10:21 - 10:31] I've lost several friends that I was very close to over the years because of these people.
[10:32 - 10:43] And now, just a few minutes ago, I lost my best friend of ten years who is one of the hardest working people that I know.
[10:43 - 10:50] And where is that fair? Where is that fair to me?
[10:50 - 10:57] Where is that fair to my friend that his family gets attacked because he's friends with me?
[10:58 - 11:13] You know, I left YouTube to get away from the bullying. I left to get away from it.
[11:13 - 11:26] I came over here looking for a fresh start. I came over here wanting to do good, wanting to do my artwork, wanting to have a good time.
[11:27 - 11:34] But now, I can't even do that.
[11:53 - 12:02] I can't even do what I love to do with my artwork and give you guys the content that you want because of all this.
[12:03 - 12:11] I can't even do that. I can't even do that. I can't even do that. I can't even do that.
[12:12 - 12:37] I can't even do that.
[12:38 - 12:51] And what makes it even worse, what makes it even worse is that the police won't even
[12:51 - 12:55] do anything.
[12:55 - 13:11] The police here blatantly refuse to do anything about these people.
[13:11 - 13:34] And it's sad because the cops won't do anything about these people.
[13:34 - 13:45] They blatantly refuse to do anything and I'm tired of it.
[13:45 - 13:55] I'm tired of being bullied.
[13:55 - 14:03] All I want is my friends back and to be able to do what I love to do without being attacked.
[14:03 - 14:07] That's all I want.
[14:07 - 14:16] Like is me doing my artwork and me doing what I love to do and having my friends around,
[14:16 - 14:23] is that too much to fucking ask for?
[14:23 - 14:29] Is that really that much to ask to be left alone so I can do my fucking artwork and
[14:29 - 14:44] so I can give the people that want to see me do good something to look forward to?
[14:44 - 14:51] Is that really that much to ask for to be able to make a living doing what I love and
[14:51 - 14:56] to have my friends around while I do it?
[14:56 - 15:18] Is that really that much to ask for?
[15:18 - 15:21] You know, Nyla, I hope that you do see this, Nyla.
[15:21 - 15:24] I hope you do.
[15:24 - 15:28] And I want you to know that even though you got me on vlog, I will still consider you
[15:28 - 15:30] family.
[15:30 - 15:36] I will always consider you family.
[15:36 - 15:39] That's how it's always been and that's how it's always going to be.
[15:39 - 15:48] No matter what you think of me, I will always consider you family, always.
[15:48 - 15:53] Because you were there for me through everything.
[15:53 - 15:58] Everything from when my older brother died from cancer to when all my friends passed
[15:58 - 16:03] away from various things, even to the other day when I found out my uncle got diagnosed
[16:03 - 16:09] with terminal cancer, you were there.
[16:09 - 16:18] So I will always consider you family.
[16:18 - 16:25] I always have and I always will.
[16:25 - 16:29] But dude, something you need to realize, Nyla, is this.
[16:29 - 16:35] If somebody doesn't speak up and tell the truth about what these people are doing, then
[16:35 - 16:39] how is anything going to get done?
[16:39 - 16:47] How is anything going to get done if somebody doesn't step up and say something?
[16:47 - 16:54] Somebody needs to step up and take a stand for people like me.
[16:54 - 16:59] Somebody needs to step up and take a stand against the bullies and speak up for people
[16:59 - 17:03] like me that get bullied.
[17:03 - 17:08] And if it's not me, then who else is going to do it?
[17:08 - 17:15] Who else is going to step up and say something?
[17:15 - 17:20] Who else is going to step up and say enough is enough?
[17:20 - 17:26] Who else is going to take that stand and tell these people to screw up and leave people
[17:26 - 17:30] like me alone?
[17:30 - 17:32] Who else is going to be the voice?
[17:32 - 17:34] Are you going to be the voice, Nyla?
[17:34 - 17:36] Are you going to be that voice?
[17:36 - 17:56] If so, by all means, please, please do something.
[17:56 - 18:00] All I know is that I'm tired of being bullied.
[18:00 - 18:06] I'm tired of being harassed and I'm tired of losing friends.
[18:06 - 18:11] I am tired of it.
[18:11 - 18:21] You know, I came on here to find a place to fit in, to find a place that I can call
[18:21 - 18:47] my own, where I can do what I love and make a living at it.
[18:47 - 18:54] I came on here looking for a place where I can do my artwork, I can do my music, and
[18:54 - 19:06] I can make a living doing something that I truly enjoy and that I love.
[19:06 - 19:12] I came on here looking for that place and I found it on here.
[19:12 - 19:36] And now I have to deal with being bullied again and again and again.
[19:36 - 19:49] And, Nyla, I hope you see this and I want you to know that I know I'm not perfect, OK?
[19:49 - 19:52] I'm far from it.
[19:52 - 19:55] I am far from perfect, Nyla.
[19:55 - 19:59] OK, I'm going to fuck up.
[19:59 - 20:06] I'm going to make mistakes because like you, man, I'm only human.
[20:06 - 20:10] I am only human like you.
[20:10 - 20:11] I fuck up.
[20:11 - 20:13] I make mistakes just like you.
[20:13 - 20:18] We all fuck up and make mistakes, man.
[20:18 - 20:24] But are you really going to let these people get in the way of our friendship?
[20:24 - 20:33] Are you really going to let these people run your fucking life?
[20:33 - 20:38] Are you really going to let these people dictate your friendship with me?
[20:38 - 20:43] I know we've been friends for over nine years.
[20:43 - 20:45] Are you really going to let them do this?
[20:45 - 20:50] Because I know about you, I wouldn't let them do this.
[20:50 - 20:55] I wouldn't let them get away with this.
[20:55 - 21:00] I wouldn't throw a friendship of nine years away because some freaking bully wants to
[21:00 - 21:04] run their mouth and talk crap.
[21:04 - 21:06] I wouldn't let them do that.
[21:06 - 21:15] If anything, I would choose my friendship with you over these bullies.
[21:15 - 21:28] I wouldn't throw away my friendship like that.
[21:28 - 21:43] I wouldn't throw away my friendship with you, Nyla.
[21:43 - 21:48] I would never throw my friendship with you away like that, like you did with me.
[21:48 - 21:59] I would never do that and the fact that you're throwing away your friendship with me because
[21:59 - 22:07] of these fucking bullies is pathetic.
[22:07 - 22:11] What's more important to you, Nyla?
[22:11 - 22:16] What's more important to you, letting these bullies get in your fucking head or your
[22:16 - 22:26] friendship with me?
[22:26 - 22:55] What's more important to you, letting these bullies get in your fucking head or your fucking
[22:55 - 22:58] face?
[22:58 - 23:03] I just can't believe that you would throw our friendship of almost 10 years away because
[23:03 - 23:15] of me speaking the truth about these people.
[23:15 - 23:26] I just can't believe that you would do that.
[23:26 - 23:32] I really cannot even wrap my head around the fact that you would throw away our friendship
[23:32 - 23:40] of over nine years away because of some fucking bullies that want to attack you because you're
[23:40 - 23:47] associated with me.
[23:47 - 23:51] That breaks my fucking heart because I thought we were brothers.
[23:51 - 24:10] I thought we were friends.
[24:10 - 24:27] I truly thought that we were friends man, I really did.
[24:27 - 24:35] The fact that you could just up and throw away our friendship of over nine years because
[24:35 - 24:44] of these people wanting to attack you because you're friends with me, that's fucked up.
[24:44 - 24:48] I would never do that to you.
[24:48 - 24:57] You have been my friend for over nine years.
[24:57 - 25:02] I understand that you have a kid on the way and I'm happy for you.
[25:02 - 25:10] I am glad for you man, I am proud that you got a kid on the way.
[25:10 - 25:21] I'm excited for you, but for you to throw away your friendship with me because of some
[25:21 - 25:36] bullies that want to talk crap, are you fucking kidding me?
[25:36 - 25:42] Like I told you before now, you're one of the hardest working people that I know.
[25:42 - 25:48] You are truly one of the hardest working people that I fucking know.
[25:48 - 25:57] You work harder than anybody that I fucking know.
[25:57 - 26:06] And for you to just up and throw away our friendship, it's truly sad because I would
[26:06 - 26:09] never throw away my friendship with you.
[26:09 - 26:15] I would never do that to you, never.
[26:15 - 26:31] I would choose my friendship with you over these assholes any day.
[26:31 - 27:01] I would never, ever trade my friendship with you for anything.
[27:01 - 27:25] And for you to do that is bullshit dude, it is truly fucking bullshit.
[27:25 - 27:31] So that everybody that's in here that is a troll and I know some of you are trolls,
[27:31 - 27:40] you guys just need to leave me alone and let me live my life in fucking peace, okay?
[27:40 - 27:45] Let me live my life in peace and make a living doing what I enjoy.
[27:45 - 27:50] That's all I ask.
[27:50 - 28:04] All I ask is to not be bullied anymore and to let me do me, okay?
[28:04 - 28:33] Just leave me the fuck alone and let me do me.
[28:33 - 28:44] And you know what, fine.
[28:44 - 28:50] I'll tell you what, I'll get out the internet, hell, I'll tell you what, I'll delete this
[28:50 - 28:59] twitch and make a brand new one that you guys won't fucking know about.
[28:59 - 29:06] So as soon as this stream is done, I am going to be deleting this twitch and making a whole
[29:06 - 29:13] new one that none of you fucking trolls know about.
[29:13 - 29:19] I don't care about the money, I can restart with the money, I have no problem with that.
[29:19 - 29:24] I have zero issue with that.
[29:24 - 29:44] I'm not going to let you guys bully me anymore.
[29:44 - 30:03] I know they won't, if I tell only certain people, they will not find out.
[30:03 - 30:08] I am not getting off the internet and I am not letting you guys bully me anymore.
[30:08 - 30:11] I will do whatever it takes to get away from you guys.
[30:11 - 30:17] Even if I have to make a hundred new fucking twitch accounts, I don't care.
[30:17 - 30:25] I will do whatever I have to do to get away from you bullies.
[30:25 - 30:34] I will do whatever I have to do to get away from you guys.
[30:34 - 30:42] I don't care, I'm done being bullied.
[30:42 - 30:50] It's time I found my own community on here where I fit in where I won't be bullied.
[30:50 - 30:56] So with that being said, goodbye everyone.
[30:56 - 31:01] And to all the real fans, I'll catch you guys in just a little bit.
[31:01 - 31:02] Peace.