2022-6-20 I NEED HELP (Twitch)

[0:00 - 0:18] What's up everyone, I know that I was supposed to start work around 10 but as you guys know
[0:18 - 0:27] I did last night's stream and then I wound up doing a commission for my good friend Nylit
[0:27 - 0:44] for him. Work around 10 but that took about 3-4 hours to do but it got done but I really
[0:44 - 0:57] need to talk to everybody. I really need everyone's help and I'm not kidding when I say this,
[0:57 - 1:09] my job here on Twitch can be very much at risk because of a bunch
[1:09 - 1:31] of bullies that have bullied me over on YouTube. Now if you guys don't know what's going on,
[1:31 - 1:42] let me explain the full story that way you guys know what's going on. Over on YouTube
[1:42 - 1:53] I got tangled up with this guy named MusicBizMarty. Now MusicBizMarty is a compulsive gambler
[1:53 - 2:01] and a liar and he likes to just run his mouth and make people look like crap and make himself
[2:01 - 2:22] look like the better person. But Masshole reports she is actually a very evil person.
[2:22 - 2:30] Now bear in mind I don't know how many people she has done this to but with me what she
[2:30 - 2:47] did was she had pretended to be an of age female and then pretended to be an underage
[2:47 - 2:56] female after pretending to be that of age female. Basically what I'm saying is this,
[2:56 - 3:05] Kate Peters is 36 years old. She then pretended to be 18 years of age which as you know is
[3:05 - 3:13] a legal adult. Then after she pretended to be 18 she sent me an image of an underage
[3:13 - 3:22] child and then claimed to be 14. Now bear in mind I did not ask for the photo at all.
[3:22 - 3:31] She sent that photo to me and then pretended to be underage. Now as I said I don't know
[3:31 - 3:46] how many people she has done this to but it's been quite a bit. When I was on YouTube
[3:46 - 3:57] I got bullied so badly. Like it had me saying things that I normally would not say on stream
[3:57 - 4:08] at all. The people that know me like really know me know that I'm not like that. And I
[4:08 - 4:17] admit yes I did say some things that may not have been the best but the things I said
[4:17 - 4:35] were because I was being bullied. And that kind of bullying is not okay. That kind of
[4:35 - 5:04] bullying that goes on is not okay.
[5:04 - 5:13] Fire effect. I'm glad that you showed up in here Tommy Gun. If you guys don't know my
[5:13 - 5:42] good friend Tommy Gun just recently lost his job because of these people. Um. Like that's
[5:42 - 5:52] how evil these people are. They have threatened my life. These people have threatened my family's
[5:52 - 6:16] lives. These people have actually tried to kill me on multiple occasions. Like that's
[6:16 - 6:28] how evil these people are. They chose me because I'll admit I look different. They chose me
[6:28 - 6:38] because I look different and I look like a weak target. And keep in mind this kind
[6:38 - 6:50] of bullying hasn't been going on just for one year. It's been going on for over 4 years.
[6:50 - 7:05] These people are why I almost ended up in the hospital. These people are the reason
[7:05 - 7:13] why I attempted to take my own life twice in a row. These same people that I'm speaking
[7:13 - 7:36] on are the same ones that made me so depressed. That I felt like suicide was the best option
[7:36 - 7:52] for me. That's how evil these people are. That's how messed up these people are. I left
[7:52 - 8:00] YouTube so that I can have a fresh start and actually be successful. You know with
[8:00 - 8:06] my artwork, with my music, with helping people who get put through the same things that
[8:06 - 8:13] I get put through. Because I know there's a lot of people that suffer from being bullied
[8:13 - 8:34] that suffer from being depressed that struggle with suicide. Thank you Tommy.
[8:34 - 8:50] I got this one Tommy. Oh nevermind Tommy, maybe you can do it.
[8:50 - 9:19] But you know like I said these people have even caused my good friend Tommy here his
[9:19 - 9:44] job and that's not okay.
[9:44 - 10:07] Like on YouTube alone, realistically guys, on YouTube, just an ad revenue alone I've
[10:07 - 10:20] lost about $500,000 in one year because of these people. Think about that, that's $500,000
[10:20 - 10:50] a year that I was losing. Now add that money up over a time span of four years. That's
[10:50 - 10:59] money that could have helped my family. And when I got to the point of being so depressed
[10:59 - 11:14] this last time, I knew I had to make a change. So I came over to Twitch and I fired my stuff
[11:14 - 11:21] up and with the help of my good friend Nylit, who you guys know is like literally one of
[11:21 - 11:32] my closest friends, with his help I was able to get to where I'm at now and I'm very very
[11:32 - 11:57] proud of where I am. Very proud of where I am and I don't want to lose that. You know
[11:57 - 12:11] I don't want to lose where I'm at cuz I'm doing pretty damn good right now. And that's
[12:11 - 12:20] why I need everybody's help to put a stop to these people. Like if you guys can help
[12:20 - 12:30] me out by sharing this livestream with other you know major Twitch streamers that you follow
[12:30 - 12:55] and communities that you guys are in, please do so. Like I need you guys to you know share
[12:55 - 13:05] all this around. You know share this livestream around with every single person that you can.
[13:05 - 13:14] Like whether it's your mom, your dad, other bigger streamers that you guys watch. Like
[13:14 - 13:20] share it to everyone that you can because I don't want to lose my job here cuz I'll
[13:20 - 13:34] be honest I like my job. Like I really like my job. I mean I get to hang out, play video
[13:34 - 13:40] games, do artwork and music for a living all while you know doing my favorite thing
[13:40 - 13:58] of all helping people. Like I literally have the best job in the world. Like I truly love
[13:58 - 14:08] my job and I don't want anything to jeopardize that. Now whether the screenshots that are
[14:08 - 14:27] on Discord are real or not, I don't know. But at this point it's a pretty safe bet
[14:27 - 14:36] to say that that screenshot of Kate and what she had said was legit. It's a pretty safe
[14:36 - 14:58] bet to say that what she said was real. And I agree with Nyla when I say this. Why can't
[14:58 - 15:11] people just leave me alone and let me do me? And I agree with that wholeheartedly. Like
[15:11 - 15:24] why can't Nyla leave me alone and let me do me? She goes by the name of Masshole Reports
[15:24 - 15:45] on YouTube, Nyla.
[15:45 - 16:00] Like I said, I need my mods to get rid of that crap. So any mod that's in Discord I
[16:00 - 16:25] need you guys to go in right now and get rid of and ban those people. And I'm only
[16:25 - 16:31] going to say this one time and I'm not going to bring this up ever again. And I'm not
[16:31 - 16:47] going to speak these people's names ever again. I think what it is is they took screenshots
[16:47 - 17:01] of the messages between me and the one who I banned. And they doctored up the stuff.
[17:01 - 17:10] So like I said, I'm only going to address these people one last time. And after this
[17:10 - 17:20] I am not speaking their names ever again. Masshole Reports and William Glory Hole, you
[17:20 - 17:25] guys and I know everybody here will agree with me on this, you people need to leave
[17:25 - 17:36] me alone. You need to leave me alone and let me live my life in peace. You guys got me
[17:36 - 17:47] off of YouTube. You got what you wanted. Now leave me alone and let me make a living on
[17:47 - 17:59] here. Just please leave me, my friends and my family alone. I left YouTube like you
[17:59 - 18:07] wanted. Now it's time for you to grow up and move on and find something else to do. Stop
[18:07 - 18:25] going after people like me. It's not worth it. I'm doing you very good for myself over
[18:25 - 18:46] here and I have no plans and I do mean no plans on going back to YouTube at all period.
[18:46 - 19:01] I like where I'm at and I'm not about to let you bullies do this to me again. That old
[19:01 - 19:20] me that was on YouTube is dead. Cyrax is dead. The old me that was on there is dead. That
[19:20 - 19:31] old me that used to rage out all the time and get mad is dead and I have no plans on
[19:31 - 19:52] reviving that side of me at all anymore. I've actually come a very long ways. I've actually
[19:52 - 20:04] come a very long ways from where I was at and I'm proud of where I am. I'm actually
[20:04 - 20:15] making a real living doing something I love and I'm not about to let my job that I enjoy
[20:15 - 20:39] more than anything in the world get in the way. I'm not about to put my job at risk.
[20:39 - 20:45] Let me tell you guys something for everybody watching. You want to know the one thing I
[20:45 - 20:55] wake up to every day that I enjoy the most? The minute I wake up and I get up and I eat
[20:55 - 21:05] breakfast and I get ready for the day, I grab me a cup of coffee, come up here, check out
[21:05 - 21:19] a few YouTubers that I do watch, but then you know what I do? I get excited because
[21:19 - 21:32] I get to do what I love for a living. Getting on here and streaming and hanging out with
[21:32 - 21:39] people that truly enjoy my content, that's the one thing that I look forward to most
[21:39 - 21:55] every day. Like getting to be on here and hanging out with people that enjoy me being
[21:55 - 22:09] around is that I enjoy what I do. Like I actually enjoy getting up to do my job every day now.
[22:09 - 22:19] Whether that be just doing coffee and chill streams, whether that be doing music and
[22:19 - 22:30] you know like different covers or working on music or whether that be you know doing
[22:30 - 22:52] gaming streams and you know doing competitive gaming like I do. I enjoy what I do. When
[22:52 - 23:14] I was on YouTube I dreaded getting up every day. Like I'll be honest man when I woke up
[23:14 - 23:23] four years ago I dreaded my job and do you want to know why? It was because of these
[23:23 - 23:36] freaking bullies that had been bashing on me and attacking me. Yes I was bringing in
[23:36 - 23:50] some decent money but I hated getting up, going live and just knowing that when I hit
[23:50 - 24:01] that live button there will be a whole sea of trolls waiting to bully me. I hated it
[24:01 - 24:29] so bad. Fucking illegally. Like I hated my job over on YouTube so bad. Like I loved what
[24:29 - 24:49] I got to do but I hated being bullied and trolled. I absolutely hated it. Like it got
[24:49 - 24:59] to the point guys to where like I said I went down a road of depression that was so
[24:59 - 25:14] severe that I almost ended my own life and I had attempted to do so because of the bullying.
[25:14 - 25:35] Am I glad that I'm still here? Yes. Very much so. But you know for the first time in my
[25:35 - 25:43] life I'm actually happy with where I'm at. I got a great job. I get to hang out with
[25:43 - 25:49] you guys, the coolest freaking people in the world. Like you guys are literally the
[25:49 - 25:56] coolest freaking people in the world. And I'm not just saying that, you guys are freaking
[25:56 - 26:22] so awesome. Everybody from O'Heegan, Tommy Gunn, Melon, Nylit, Weaves. Like all you guys
[26:22 - 26:32] are just straight up just so. You guys are just straight up kick ass. Like you guys
[26:32 - 26:41] literally are the coolest freaking people ever. And the fact that I get to hang out
[26:41 - 26:47] with you guys every day and I get to do my artwork with you guys. I get to do my music
[26:47 - 26:55] with you guys. I get to do you know covers of songs that have helped me in many different
[26:55 - 27:25] ways. Like I truly, truly enjoy my job. And I'm going to do whatever I can to keep
[27:25 - 27:30] this thing going until the freaking railroad tracks fall off. Until this thing falls off
[27:30 - 27:37] the tracks, I'm going to do everything I can to keep this job going. But I need your
[27:37 - 27:50] guys' help to do it. I need your guys' help to keep this train going. I can't do this
[27:50 - 28:01] on my own. I need you guys. All 600 plus of you guys, man. Like I can't just do this
[28:01 - 28:24] on my own. I need everyone's help for this. We need to keep this good ass train going.
[28:24 - 28:51] We're doing good. It's because of you guys that this thing is even still going. It's
[28:51 - 29:02] literally because of you guys that I went from literally nothing to actually making
[29:02 - 29:19] real money doing something I enjoy. Like if you seriously go back and look at my YouTube,
[29:19 - 29:26] or if you look at the name Cyrax, or just type in my name Chance, or just type in Chance
[29:26 - 29:39] Wilkins, that's W-I-L-K-I-N-S. If you look that up, or if you type in Cyrax, C-R-Y-A-X-X,
[29:39 - 29:51] you'll see how damaged I was. Like you can see a clear difference between who I was then
[29:51 - 30:18] compared to who I am now. Like you can see back then, I was severely, severely depressed.
[30:18 - 30:32] Like I was so depressed back then. But ever since I came here, I basically feel like
[30:32 - 30:56] I found my second home. You know, the minute I came on the Twitch, my whole life changed.
[30:56 - 31:16] Like I went from being this broke ass nobody to actually being able to do something that
[31:16 - 31:43] I love for a living. Which is why songs like this one that I'm about to do for you guys,
[31:43 - 31:56] that's why songs like this means so much to me. Because these songs reflect not just that
[31:56 - 32:05] artist, but they also reflect people like me who do put in that hard work, that do go
[32:05 - 32:18] out and get what they want. That do put in the time and the effort. So this one's not
[32:18 - 32:38] just for me, this is for all you guys out there working on.
[32:38 - 33:07] I was born and chased and shit. I was born and chased and shit. Everybody said I was
[33:07 - 33:13] born and chased and shit. Down the genre on the ground and looking like they ain't big.
[33:13 - 33:17] I walked my way from the ham and the thang. And now I got cute and talk. I'm a one diamond
[33:17 - 33:22] man. I know where I'm at. I'm still getting trashed, so I'm going to get trashed by hands.
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[34:32 - 35:00] trashed by hands. That song right there and this one right here really resonate with just
[35:00 - 35:02] how hard I have worked.
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[44:27 - 44:34] hands. I'm going to get trashed by hands. I'm going to get trashed by hands. I'm going
[44:34 - 44:40] to get trashed by hands. I'm going to get trashed by hands. I'm going to get trashed
[44:40 - 44:47] by hands. I'm going to get trashed by hands. I'm going to get trashed by hands. I'm going
[44:47 - 44:53] to get trashed by hands. I'm going to get trashed by hands. I'm going to get trashed
[44:53 - 45:05] by hands. This is you guys. This is how we're going to help the tornado people grow. This
[45:05 - 45:11] is out of merch money. After we done paid out everything, this is what you guys have
[45:11 - 45:20] helped me gain for the tornado relief. Now let's write these people some checks and
[45:20 - 45:48] back in their cribs, baby. Now you said there and told me that that is not beyond respectable.
[45:48 - 45:54] You cannot sit there and tell me that that kind of stuff right there isn't very, very
[45:54 - 46:11] respectable on the highest regard. This dude could have done anything and yet he chose
[46:11 - 46:19] to take that money towards helping other people out. That same guy that you see in these music
[46:19 - 46:25] videos is the same guy that donates the tornado reliefs. The same guy that you saw in those
[46:25 - 46:31] videos is the same guy that you could walk on Walmart and be like, "Yo, how you doing,
[46:31 - 46:40] man? What's up?" That's the same dude that you see at Walmart every day. The same dude
[46:40 - 46:50] that you see hanging out with fans all the time. This dude literally shot a freaking
[46:50 - 47:11] music video and the fans were the music video. Just him hanging out with the fans was the
[47:11 - 47:16] music video. That's one of the reasons why I respect people like him that do this stuff
[47:16 - 47:26] that you don't normally see artists do. That's why when I sit here and I say that to me,
[47:26 - 47:34] you guys aren't just fans. You guys are friends. You guys are my people. When I say that,
[47:34 - 47:59] I'm not just saying that. I truly mean that shit.
[47:59 - 48:14] You know, God, I can't even say how crazy it is.
[48:14 - 48:39] All right. I agree with Tommy, dude. Tommy's got a very, very valid point, man. For reals.
[48:39 - 48:48] Yeah, I'm about to get rid of this GG. I'm going to do that Discord right quick, y'all.
[48:48 - 49:17] Like, you know, I can't even...
[49:17 - 49:40] Like say how crazy, you know, everything's been, you know? Like, and I get where you're
[49:40 - 49:48] coming from, Whis. I really do, but I'm really just trying to live my life and not focus
[49:48 - 49:56] on the past, you know? I don't want to focus on what other people bring up, you know?
[49:56 - 50:02] I want to be in a good place, you know? And right now I'm in a very good place and I'm
[50:02 - 50:09] trying not to let my past affect, you know, what I'm doing now. So it's not that I'm
[50:09 - 50:15] avoiding everything 'cause I'm not. I'm just saying, like, I'm not trying to relive my
[50:15 - 50:30] past. 'Cause I can guarantee you 110% that 99.999% of what these people show us on Discord
[50:30 - 50:37] is fake. They love the doctor stuff up. 'Cause that's something that they love doing. They
[50:37 - 50:46] love doing. They love doctoring out messages and making it look legit. Like, they'll doctor
[50:46 - 50:54] out screenshots, videos, you name it. They will literally doctor out anything to make
[50:54 - 51:18] me look bad. So that's why I delete this stuff like that. But like I said, man, I'm in a
[51:18 - 51:25] pretty good place right now and I'm glad of where I'm at. And I have no intentions on
[51:25 - 51:48] going back to my past life at all, period. I have no intentions on going back to my
[51:48 - 52:01] past life. Like I have no intentions on going back to who I used to be. Like I'm proud
[52:01 - 52:10] of where I'm at and I have no intentions on looking back. And that's why I need your
[52:10 - 52:17] guys' help to keep this thing going. And to try to get rid of these trolls and get
[52:17 - 52:30] them to back the hell off once and for all. 'Cause if y'all can help me get these people
[52:30 - 52:45] to back off for good, then we'll definitely be straight. So like I said, one thing that
[52:45 - 52:53] would definitely help is you guys spreading this whole livestream around to your friends,
[52:53 - 52:59] your family, everywhere. Share it with everybody. Share it with your mom, your dad, your aunt,
[52:59 - 53:06] your uncle, your dog, your cat. You know, other, you know, bigger Twitch streamers.
[53:06 - 53:13] Other, you know, people that you know would spread this message around and let people
[53:13 - 53:33] know about how evil William Gloryhole and Maskhole reports are. 'Cause honestly, I'd
[53:33 - 53:47] say it's time to put a stop to these people that are doing this. I'd say it's time to
[53:47 - 53:55] put a stop to this before anyone else gets hurt. And if there's anything that I can
[53:55 - 54:02] do to help or if anybody has any ideas at all on what can be done to put a stop to
[54:02 - 54:10] these guys, then please, by all means, feel free to, you know, go into Discord and post
[54:10 - 54:18] up your ideas on a way that can legitimately put a stop to all this. 'Cause like I said,
[54:18 - 54:31] I've lived the last four years basically in an endless nightmare. The last four years
[54:31 - 54:37] was a never ending nightmare for me. And now that I'm out of it, I have no plans on
[54:37 - 54:47] going back to it. And for those of you that don't know, let me put it to you like this.
[54:47 - 55:10] Yeah, yeah, you can definitely contact me through Twitch, dude. You can definitely direct
[55:10 - 55:29] messaging through Twitch now. You definitely can. Believe it or not, I've actually thought
[55:29 - 55:34] about that, to be honest with you. I actually have thought about, you know, writing a book
[55:34 - 55:56] or a movie script about it. I actually have thought about that. But the way I see it,
[55:56 - 56:05] why write a book when I can tell my story through my music and let people hear and feel
[56:05 - 56:13] the pain that I went through during those times? You know, I want people to be able
[56:13 - 56:27] to feel and hear what it is that I've gone through. And that's why I do my music like
[56:27 - 56:33] I do, to show people what I've been through, to tell my story through my music and show
[56:33 - 56:41] people just what it is that I've gone through in hopes that not only will they feel the
[56:41 - 56:50] pain that I felt, but also that music could help someone down the road and let that person,
[56:50 - 56:56] you know, for that kid that's in the back of the class and gets bullied for, you know,
[56:56 - 57:05] that girl that's cutting her wrist because she gets bullied for, you know, those people
[57:05 - 57:10] every day that ain't got nothing. Like I want those people to be able to hear my music
[57:10 - 57:16] and be like, damn, I'm actually not alone. There's actually people out there going through
[57:16 - 57:24] what I'm going through now. And that's why I do my music like I do, to be able to connect
[57:24 - 57:42] with other people like myself that have been down that road, that have been bullied. So
[57:42 - 57:59] that's why I do my music. Like I know a lot of my songs are depressing, but every song
[57:59 - 58:08] speaks about a very hard time in my life. And I try to make it as relatable as possible.
[58:08 - 58:24] I don't freaking, you know, sugar coat anything. I don't, you know, do that cookie cutter garbage.
[58:24 - 58:32] Like when I talk about being depressed, when I talk about waking up with that sinking feeling
[58:32 - 58:40] of not knowing what to do, when I talk about being on the edge and my life flashing before
[58:40 - 58:56] me, all that shit was real. All that stuff really happened. And I want my music to be
[58:56 - 59:03] able to be as relatable as possible. I want people to be able to, you know, hear my music
[59:03 - 59:09] 30, 40 years down the road and be like, damn, this dude really did go through some shit.
[59:09 - 59:25] This dude really did go through a lot. And you know, and that's why I do what I do.
[59:25 - 59:31] But with that being said, you know, I'm about to bounce for now and catch up with weaves
[59:31 - 59:37] and find out what in the ever living hell is going on. Because I'm like, totally confused
[59:37 - 59:54] right now. Like beyond confused. Of like what exactly is going on over on discord.
[59:54 - 60:03] But before I do go, though, I do have something to show you guys.
[60:03 - 60:09] Some of you may have seen this in discord, some of you may not have. If any of you are
[60:09 - 60:18] within, you know, the furry community or know anybody that is that wants a sketch of their
[60:18 - 60:24] fursona done, let me know, because this is actually one that I did as a commission for
[60:24 - 60:31] my good friend Nyla last night, actually. He had commissioned me some money to do it.
[60:31 - 60:40] And all I got to do is package it up and send it out. But I know it was seen it.
[60:40 - 60:46] I know a few people have seen it. But if anybody wants their fursona done, let me know.
[60:46 - 61:09] I got you.
[61:09 - 61:32] I only charge 20 bucks for a headshot and then 60 for, you know, a full body shot in color.
[61:32 - 61:43] And then the average time I take is about anywhere from two to four hours.
[61:43 - 61:52] And that one took about, I'd say an hour and a half, two hours for just that shot.
[61:52 - 62:08] But if you guys like literally want like a full on body shot at 60 for headshot 20 and then for anything else, it would vary on, you know, whatever.
[62:08 - 62:16] But yeah, if you guys want to want your fursona done and you guys know anybody that's in the furry community, she passed this around.
[62:16 - 62:21] And if you guys need a digital reference, I can share the photos to you guys or whatever.
[62:21 - 62:30] So, yeah, look at that detail in there, man.
[62:30 - 62:36] And look at that. I got the markings down and everything, bro.
[62:36 - 62:46] And I even give them a dope as background to kind of set it off.
[62:46 - 62:56] Oh, if you mind, this is that thick shit. This isn't that thing. So this is that thick stuff.
[62:56 - 63:25] But that's the thick shit.
[63:25 - 63:28] Mm hmm.
[63:28 - 63:36] I have somebody saying, Baba J, the the discord link.
[63:36 - 63:46] So he said, Baba J, the discord link real quick and then J, you can hop on in there, bro.
[63:46 - 64:02] And if you guys are wondering what kind of paper I used real quick before I go, let me show you guys.
[64:02 - 64:12] This is the kind of paper that I use right here. This is what I used to do that piece in.
[64:12 - 64:21] It's a literally Bristol Valium A grade or a grain con grade.
[64:21 - 64:26] It's made by Kansen and it's actually really good stuff.
[64:26 - 64:41] So if you guys are wondering what I use for my commissions, it's this stuff right here, the good stuff.
[64:41 - 64:51] But yeah.
[64:51 - 65:02] It's actually can't sin, but close enough. It's actually C.A.N.S.O.N. But you are close.
[65:02 - 65:08] But with that being said, I'm not the bounce up off here, guys.
[65:08 - 65:15] I'm not to talk to weaves and find out what any ever living shit is going on.
[65:15 - 65:24] And I will catch you guys later on, man. Again, guys, thank you guys so much for all that you've done for me.
[65:24 - 65:30] Thank you guys for being such a huge help, man. You guys are awesome.
[65:30 - 65:40] But don't get me to say, guys, I love you all, dude, and I will actually probably end up streaming again to make up for this morning.
[65:40 - 65:53] So, yeah, I will catch you guys in about, I'll probably end up catching you guys probably in about a half hour, hour and a half or so.
[65:53 - 66:02] And I will catch you guys for a fun show around, man. So I love you guys. I'll catch you guys later, man. Peace.