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2022-6-12 Broken Still alive full show (Twitch)


Uploaded by UNOFFICIAL CYRAX ARCHIVE on November 25th, 2022
Original upload date: June 12th, 2022 (automatically grabbed from title)
[0:00 - 0:27] I was laying in bed last night thinking about it and because you guys are so freaking awesome
[0:27 - 0:44] I wanted to do a little something for you guys that really means a lot to me I wanted to
[0:44 - 1:03] give you guys the best experience of my music that I can give you guys
[1:03 - 1:11] Now for those that don't know I've been doing music for a little over 10 years now and here
[1:11 - 1:18] in there I've done some digital page shows and whatnot which is fun it is super super
[1:18 - 1:48] super super fun So I figured why not give back to you guys I figure why not give back
[1:48 - 1:56] to the people that support me by giving you guys a free show of songs that I've done
[1:56 - 2:08] over the years that you guys would actually like and shout out to Melon what's up man
[2:08 - 2:16] these are all songs that I've wrote and recorded over the years and I hope that you guys enjoy
[2:16 - 2:25] with them and I hope that you guys gain some sort of you know healing or help from these
[2:25 - 2:39] songs and with that being said all I got to say is I hope you guys are ready for a
[2:39 - 2:46] long show about my life and everything that's going on that's been crazy in it
[2:46 - 3:15] Can you whatever human now?
[3:15 - 3:40] I need somebody now every single day constantly breaking down everybody always trying to
[3:40 - 3:46] judge and trying to tell me nobody really understands this stuff cuz you know every
[3:46 - 3:52] single day so many nightmares running through my brain I don't understand should I pull
[3:52 - 4:00] the trigger should I let go of everything that's going on in my brain got so many demons
[4:00 - 4:04] running through my head every single day and they just won't go away God I need to
[4:04 - 4:10] find and escape so tired of being here tired of being and stuck in the dark with his wings
[4:10 - 4:17] made of knives going so deep that they are bound to peace my motherfucking heart I don't
[4:17 - 4:45] know what to do I know where to start yes I need somebody now tell motherfucking bring
[4:45 - 4:50] me down so tired of feeling like I'm gonna fucking drown I don't want to drown I don't
[4:50 - 4:56] want to be beat down anymore find a negativity that's constantly surrounding me I need and
[4:56 - 5:01] escape need to find a way I don't know what to do don't know where to start all I know
[5:01 - 5:06] is that I've got this heart for the matter so because of everything that everybody's
[5:06 - 5:12] under me so sick and tired of all these choices being weighed down all need need
[5:12 - 5:18] and escape need to get away need to find a way to break these motherfucking chains
[5:18 - 5:24] I don't want to be here anymore all I know is that I need to find a way out
[5:24 - 5:40] help me out I need somebody now I want to get even in this goes to the scene of me
[5:40 - 5:41] now
[5:41 - 6:03] is a lot I need somebody now also gee the need now this goes to the scene of me now
[6:03 - 6:16] is a lot I need somebody now
[6:16 - 6:39] at the door is good bro
[6:39 - 6:54] why do we stuff which is take five with five flavors because you can't create YouTube short
[6:54 - 7:06] search for the most pet friendly rentals anywhere you guys doing good with member prices they
[7:06 - 7:12] speak to me this summer I want you guys know that's okay to not be okay
[7:12 - 7:40] try to have a cake roll it right inside of my soul. Are you kidding me? You're not even
[7:40 - 7:59] kidding me, you're not even kidding me, you're not even kidding me, you're not even kidding
[7:59 - 8:18] me, you're not even kidding me, you're not even kidding me, you're not even kidding me,
[8:18 - 8:44] you're not even kidding me, you're not even kidding me, you're not even kidding me, you're
[8:44 - 9:04] not even kidding me, you're not even kidding me, you're not even kidding me, you're not
[9:04 - 9:28] even kidding me, you're not even kidding me, you're not even kidding me, you're not even
[9:28 - 9:48] kidding me, you're not even kidding me, you're not even kidding me, you're not even kidding
[9:48 - 10:09] me, you're not even kidding me, you're not even kidding me, you're not even kidding me,
[10:09 - 10:24] you're not even kidding me, you're not even kidding me, you're not even kidding me, you're
[10:24 - 10:49] not even kidding me, you're not even kidding me, you're not even kidding me, you're not
[10:49 - 11:13] even kidding me, you're not even kidding me, you're not even kidding me, you're not even
[11:13 - 11:33] kidding me, you're not even kidding me, you're not even kidding me, you're not even kidding
[11:33 - 11:58] me, you're not even kidding me, you're not even kidding me, you're not even kidding me,
[11:58 - 12:11] you're not even kidding me, you're not even kidding me, you're not even kidding me, you're not even
[12:11 - 12:32] kidding me, you're not even kidding me, you're not even kidding me, you're not even kidding
[12:32 - 12:44] me, you're not even kidding me, you're not even kidding me, you're not even kidding me,
[12:44 - 13:13] you're not even kidding me, you're not even kidding me, you're not even kidding me, you're
[13:13 - 13:30] not even kidding me, you're not even kidding me, you're not even kidding me, you're not
[13:30 - 13:48] even kidding me, you're not even kidding me, you're not even kidding me, you're not even
[13:48 - 14:11] kidding me, you're not even kidding me, you're not even kidding me, you're not even kidding
[14:11 - 14:31] me, you're not even kidding me, you're not even kidding me, you're not even kidding me,
[14:31 - 14:56] you're not even kidding me, you're not even kidding me, you're not even kidding me, you're
[14:56 - 15:12] not even kidding me, you're not even kidding me, you're not even kidding me, you're not
[15:12 - 15:28] kidding me, you're not even kidding me, you're not even kidding me, you're not even kidding
[15:28 - 15:57] me, you're not even kidding me, you're not even kidding me, you're not even kidding me,
[15:57 - 16:15] you're not even kidding me, you're not even kidding me, you're not even kidding me, you're
[16:15 - 16:31] not even kidding me, you're not even kidding me, you're not even kidding me, you're not
[16:31 - 16:49] kidding me, you're not even kidding me, you're not even kidding me, you're not even kidding
[16:49 - 17:10] me, you're not even kidding me, you're not even kidding me, you're not even kidding me,
[17:10 - 17:21] you're not even kidding me, you're not even kidding me, you're not even kidding me, you're
[17:21 - 17:46] not even kidding me, you're not even kidding me, you're not even kidding me, you're not
[17:46 - 18:03] even kidding me, you're not even kidding me, you're not even kidding me, you're not even
[18:03 - 18:26] kidding me, you're not even kidding me, you're not even kidding me, you're not even kidding
[18:26 - 18:39] me, you're not even kidding me, you're not even kidding me, you're not even kidding me, you're not even
[18:39 - 20:29] kidding me, you're not even kidding me, you're not even kidding me, you're not even kidding me, you're not even
[20:29 - 20:43] waking up and trying to be okay. It's starting to sound like mine.
[20:43 - 20:53] It's starting to sound like me, you're not even kidding me, you're not even kidding me, you're not even
[20:53 - 22:30] kidding me, you're not even kidding me, you're not even kidding me, you're not even kidding me, you're not even
[22:30 - 22:51] kidding me, you're not even kidding me, you're not even kidding me, you're not even kidding me, you're not even kidding
[22:51 - 22:59] you're not even kidding me, you're not even kidding me, you're not even kidding me, you're not even guess
[22:59 - 25:31] you're not even kidding me, you're not even kidding me, you're not even kidding me, you're not even kidding me,
[25:31 - 25:45] you're not even kidding me, that's actually a very interesting question, you're actually the first person to ever ask that,
[25:45 - 25:57] honestly man, I want my shows to be accessible to everyone man, I want my streams, my music, everything I do to be accessible to everyone,
[25:57 - 26:05] matter of fact I was just sitting down talking with a fan of mine that is actually now a very good friend of mine last night,
[26:05 - 26:13] and it's like I was telling her you know, I want everybody to be able to reach out to me you know,
[26:13 - 26:19] I don't just want to be that music artist that says oh I want you guys to reach out to me and not talk to you guys,
[26:19 - 26:28] because like I told her I'm just like you guys, we're just like each other, I don't see myself as this guy that's up on a pedestal,
[26:28 - 26:41] I don't see myself like that and I never will, I never have saw myself like that and never will see myself like that,
[26:41 - 27:01] like I'm just like you guys, I have my good days and obviously I have my bad days,
[27:01 - 27:19] now somebody did request a stitch cover which I saw and I got you right now, fan.
[27:20 - 27:29] So, I'm going to go ahead and do a little bit of a quick checkup, I'm going to do a little bit of a quick checkup,
[27:29 - 27:58] and then I'm going to do a little bit of a quick checkup.
[27:58 - 28:26] I'm going to do a little bit of a quick checkup, and then I'm going to do a little bit of a quick checkup,
[28:26 - 53:12] and then I'm going to do a little bit of a quick checkup,
[53:12 - 53:14] and I'm going to do a little bit of a quick checkup,
[53:14 - 55:17] and then I'm going to do a little bit of a quick checkup,
[55:17 - 55:19] and I'm going to do a little bit of a quick checkup,
[55:19 - 59:05] and then I'm going to do a little bit of a quick checkup,
[59:05 - 59:10] so all the family, all the husbands, the wives, the moms, the dads,
[59:10 - 59:13] the brothers, the sisters right now,
[59:13 - 59:16] overseas in Ukraine fighting this horrible war,
[59:16 - 59:19] they should not have to fucking fight, man.
[59:19 - 59:23] These guys are fighting a war every fucking day.
[59:23 - 59:26] Every day is just a struggle to survive for them.
[59:26 - 59:33] Every day is just another struggle of survival for them.
[59:34 - 59:39] So to all the families out there who are staying strong, man,
[59:39 - 59:42] to anybody out there that is in Ukraine,
[59:42 - 59:45] that genuinely is in Ukraine right now, man,
[59:45 - 59:50] I want you guys to remember that you guys are stronger than you fucking think.
[59:50 - 59:52] You guys are badass,
[59:52 - 59:57] and just know that my fan base has your fucking back.
[59:57 - 59:59] All my friends here in the comments,
[59:59 - 60:02] every single one of my friends that follows me, man,
[60:02 - 60:06] all 600 plus of us, we got your back.
[60:06 - 60:25] So all I got to say is Ukraine to Ukraine, man,
[60:25 - 60:28] kick potent's ass, bro.
[60:28 - 60:32] Wipe that old dude's ass off the face of the fucking planet, bro.
[60:32 - 60:36] Kick his fucking ass and take back what's yours.
[60:37 - 60:42] Now, I have something very important to talk to you guys about.
[60:42 - 60:48] I don't know what you guys are doing.
[60:48 - 60:51] So I'm going to go ahead and talk to you guys about what you guys are doing.
[60:51 - 61:03] I'm going to go ahead and talk to you guys about what you guys are doing.
[61:03 - 61:07] I have something very important to talk to you guys about, man.
[61:07 - 61:15] And this isn't just coming from me as a streamer, as a music artist.
[61:15 - 61:19] This is coming from me as a human being for a minute here.
[61:19 - 61:23] Alright, this is coming from Chance,
[61:23 - 61:26] the guy that you know that you guys hang out with,
[61:26 - 61:29] that you guys crack jokes with, that you guys have fun with.
[61:32 - 61:34] If you guys don't know,
[61:34 - 61:37] because of William Gloryhole and his crap on YouTube,
[61:37 - 61:41] my good friend here, Tommy,
[61:41 - 61:47] lost his job because of a lie that William Gloryhole told his job,
[61:47 - 61:50] saying that I'm supposed to pedophile,
[61:50 - 61:53] when clearly we all know that I'm not.
[61:57 - 62:02] And I have to admit, man, Tommy here is one of the most fucking hardworking people
[62:02 - 62:04] that I've ever met in my life.
[62:04 - 62:08] If you guys look at his Facebook, look at his music,
[62:08 - 62:14] this guy is one of the most talented and most hardworking people that I fucking know.
[62:14 - 62:22] This man is one of the most hardworking people that I fucking know.
[62:23 - 62:27] This dude did not deserve to lose his job like he fucking did.
[62:27 - 62:34] This kid did not deserve to lose his fucking job,
[62:34 - 62:39] like he did because of Gloryhole and Gloryhole's little bullshit mouth.
[62:39 - 62:47] Now don't get wrong, I'm not trying to bring no drama over here to this channel,
[62:47 - 62:51] but bro, when you cause one of my own to lose their job,
[62:51 - 62:53] that's crossing a line.
[62:53 - 63:04] That is true, right after that, he did get jumped by some people.
[63:04 - 63:08] He is okay though, he is fine, he is safe,
[63:08 - 63:12] but his hands a little bit, his hands a little fucked up, but he's fine.
[63:12 - 63:20] His hand may be a little bit jacked up right now, but hey, he's good,
[63:20 - 63:22] he's alive.
[63:22 - 63:32] But all in all though man, this man did not deserve to lose his job like he did.
[63:32 - 63:37] He did not fucking deserve that in the slightest man.
[63:37 - 63:42] And I'm not just saying this to say it,
[63:42 - 63:48] I genuinely want everyone's help to try to find out William Gloryhole's
[63:48 - 63:55] real legal first name, last name and the city and state that he lives in
[63:55 - 64:01] so that I can call the police in his area and finally stop this shit.
[64:01 - 64:06] Because this crap is fucked up.
[64:06 - 64:09] Tommy did not deserve to lose his fucking job.
[64:09 - 64:14] Like I said man, Tommy is one of the nicest people I've ever met.
[64:14 - 64:17] His dad is fucking awesome, I love his dad to death man,
[64:17 - 64:19] his dad is fucking awesome.
[64:19 - 64:24] Shout out to Tommy's dad by the way, how you doing sir?
[64:24 - 64:36] But let me tell you right now man, Tommy is one of the most hard fucking motherfuckers that I know.
[64:45 - 64:52] On here yes, but if you send it to me by a private message on Discord
[64:52 - 64:58] or in my Discord server, you guys are more than able to send it.
[64:58 - 65:02] Just make sure that it's over Discord and not on here.
[65:03 - 65:20] [Silence]
[65:20 - 65:26] I got you Fender, I got you Tommy, I got you boys, don't worry.
[65:30 - 65:36] But like I said man, Tommy is one of the most hard working guys that I fucking know.
[65:36 - 65:38] He truly is.
[65:38 - 65:43] If you go look at this man's Facebook, oh my god this man has some awesome stuff on there.
[65:43 - 65:48] This dude is one of the most hard working people that I fucking know.
[65:48 - 65:56] And I want every single one of you guys, I want all of you guys to spread Tommy's story around.
[65:57 - 66:01] Spread his story around, let people know what's up.
[66:01 - 66:08] Let's fucking shed some light on these bullies and try to put it to a stop.
[66:08 - 66:17] Let's try and fucking light on these guys and let's put a stop to it man.
[66:17 - 66:26] Yes, no one deserves to lose their job over a fucking lie, no one.
[66:26 - 66:31] No one does deserve to lose their job over a bullshit ass lie.
[66:31 - 66:38] Especially not somebody as hard working as my boy Tommy here.
[66:38 - 66:43] Tommy, this dude works harder than most man.
[66:43 - 66:49] This dude has a 9 to 5 job, comes home and then jumps right into working on his music.
[66:49 - 66:53] And let me say man, his beats are fucking phenomenal.
[66:53 - 66:57] I fucking love his beats man, he's got some very good stuff.
[66:57 - 66:59] And I mean very good stuff.
[66:59 - 67:03] This kid does have a future in music, he really does.
[67:03 - 67:11] But this kid was just trying to work and raise his money up to where he can have his own home studio.
[67:11 - 67:18] So that he can do what he loves to do full time with no BS going on.
[67:18 - 67:26] And that right there is the heart of a true musician.
[67:26 - 67:30] That right there is the heart of a true producer, a true beat maker.
[67:30 - 67:36] A true music artist and a musically inclined person.
[67:36 - 67:44] So I say we help this man out.
[67:44 - 67:47] Let's fucking shed some light on this man's story.
[67:47 - 67:51] Get his story out there to every other Twitch streamer out there.
[67:51 - 67:57] And let's fucking put an end to it and let's help him out.
[67:57 - 68:00] Let's get this man his job back.
[68:00 - 68:09] Let's get this man his job back and put an end to William Gorehole and his bullying.
[68:09 - 68:13] Let's put an end to it man, let's make this place a little bit better.
[68:13 - 68:23] Let's make YouTube a little bit better for people like Tommy and people like me that came up on YouTube.
[68:23 - 68:28] Or the smaller YouTubers that do come up and are coming up on YouTube.
[68:28 - 68:41] Because let me tell you, as a former YouTuber myself, I know the struggle of how hard it is to get a thousand subs.
[68:41 - 68:45] I know how hard it is to get that first hundred subs.
[68:45 - 68:54] I know how hard the grind can be on YouTube because I've been there, I've lived it.
[68:54 - 69:04] I have fucking lived that struggle, I've gone through that shit.
[69:05 - 69:14] And let me tell you man, when I sit here and I say that I appreciate every single one of you guys, I fucking mean that shit.
[69:14 - 69:18] Every single one of you guys means the fucking world to me.
[69:18 - 69:26] All 600 plus you guys, you guys aren't just fans, you guys aren't just followers, you guys are people.
[69:26 - 69:28] You guys are my friends.
[69:28 - 69:34] Some of you guys like Nylid are family to me and always will be.
[69:34 - 69:41] Like, I want you guys to be able to talk to me just like you talk to everybody else, you know?
[69:41 - 69:53] Like, I want you guys to be able to come in my Discord, hang out, have a fun time without being bullied.
[69:53 - 69:58] Or come up on here, hang out, crack some jokes with each other man, shit.
[69:58 - 70:15] And you know, somebody asked me something a long time ago.
[70:15 - 70:23] Hey y'all, somebody dropped my Discord for this man.
[70:24 - 70:34] Hey, can one of you guys in chat drop the Discord for this guy?
[70:34 - 70:41] And y'all shout out to A-Loom, shout out to A-Loom, what up man?
[70:41 - 70:51] How you doing A-Loom? And hey A-Loom, welcome to my Twitch bro.
[70:51 - 70:55] I honestly and genuinely hope that you enjoy your stay bro.
[70:55 - 70:59] I hope that you have fun here over time man.
[70:59 - 71:05] I hope you see that, you know, we love to crack jokes, we love to have fun around here.
[71:05 - 71:14] Like, that's what we do, we come on crack jokes, we have a fun time.
[71:14 - 71:20] I do a few covers, hang out with my friends on here and just be normal and have a fun time man.
[71:21 - 71:23] That's what we do.
[71:23 - 71:31] All right, time out for the new Hot Wheels expansion, yes I did and I'm hyped.
[71:31 - 71:36] I am hyped for that Hot Wheels expansion and yes I'm buying it as soon as it drops.
[71:36 - 71:41] I am buying that fucking expansion, you can bet your ass on that one man.
[71:41 - 71:56] Because if anybody knows me, y'all know that I'm a car guy, always have been.
[71:56 - 72:03] And I'm like, that's what we're gonna change, thanks to my older brother.
[72:03 - 72:10] Fuck you my older brother, just kidding man, but nah man, I really am a car guy dude, I fucking love cars man.
[72:10 - 72:20] Everything from classic muscle to JDM cars like the fucking Skyline to AE86 Trueno, fucking all kinds of cars man.
[72:20 - 72:23] I'm a car guy in general bro.
[72:23 - 72:30] The only cars I don't like are fucking piss cruisers, AK PT cruisers, can't stand those things.
[72:30 - 72:34] They're like a fucking mixed, they're like a mismatched Hot Wheels car.
[72:34 - 72:42] It's like somebody took the freaking top of a soccer mom van and tried to put that shit on a fucking hot rod roadster.
[72:42 - 72:45] It just, it doesn't look right.
[72:45 - 72:52] Wait, there's a trailer for six? What?
[72:52 - 72:55] Yo, I did not see that, I'll have to look that up.
[72:55 - 72:59] I saw the Hot Wheels expansion trailer though.
[72:59 - 73:02] I didn't know there was a number six dropping shit.
[73:02 - 73:07] Number five just dropped back in November, what the shit?
[73:07 - 73:11] That's news to me bro, I'll have to check it out.
[73:11 - 73:28] As soon as I can purchase it, yes I will be.
[73:28 - 73:35] As soon as I can buy the new Call of Duty Modern Warfare 2, you can bet your ass I'm on that shit bro.
[73:50 - 73:57] Bro, you already know that I'm the man, you already know that I'm down the game with you Tommy, you already know this bro.
[73:57 - 74:00] You already know man.
[74:00 - 74:06] I'm about to get you out of here for now, I'm about to sit down and kick in.
[74:06 - 74:12] And Tommy, I'm about to call you up bro so that we can try to get you your job back man.
[74:15 - 74:24] I'm about to call you up here in a second so that we can try to get you your fucking job back bro because you deserve your job back.
[74:24 - 74:30] You didn't deserve to get fired like that man so we are going to try to get your job back 100%.
[74:30 - 74:34] So I will be calling you up here in a minute man.
[74:39 - 74:53] As for the rest of y'all man, I hope that you guys did enjoy this show and I hope that you guys enjoyed getting to see a look into some of my songs that I've worked on over the years that I never released.
[74:53 - 75:00] I just kind of kept them to myself.
[75:00 - 75:11] I might release some out of them, but you know, I hope that you guys did enjoy the songs that I was able to do for you guys.
[75:11 - 75:16] And yeah, like I said man, I hope that you guys have a good day man.
[75:16 - 75:26] And I hope you guys know that you guys are doing okay and you guys being happy and having fun helps me to be okay man because I want to be able to give you the best.
[75:26 - 75:36] And I can't give you the best if I'm down all the time bro so you guys being okay helps me to be okay.
[75:36 - 75:44] And if you're not okay, I'm not okay. And if you're not okay, I'm going to do everything I can to help you to be okay.
[75:44 - 75:52] Whether that be sitting down cracking jokes with you, or whether that be just simply sitting down and listening to your problems.
[75:52 - 76:00] I am that kind of dude that will sit down and listen to your issues and listen to your problems and try to help you the best way that I can.
[76:00 - 76:08] So if any of you guys are going through anything man, don't be afraid to reach out to me on Discord on Facebook.
[76:08 - 76:20] Hell, even on here in the messages bro, you guys can direct message me on here if you want to.
[76:20 - 76:28] But yeah man, I'm about to hop off. I'm about to kick it when my boy Tommy try to help him get his job back and game out with him for a bit.
[76:28 - 76:36] And yeah man, I fucking love you guys and I will catch you guys in the next stream man. I fucking love you guys.
[76:36 - 76:46] As always, stay humble, stay positive, fuck the haters man and keep being your fucking self because you guys are awesome.
[76:46 - 76:53] You guys are badass and you guys are fucking amazing. I love you guys. Peace.
[76:54 - 76:56] You
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