2022-6-11 Speaking out against bullying (Twitch)

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[0:20 - 0:23] Hey, what's up everyone?
[0:23 - 0:29] So, I need to tell everybody about something that's very very important.
[0:29 - 0:56] This is not something I was planning on speaking, but this is not something that I can hide from anymore.
[0:56 - 1:02] And I didn't want to bring this kind of trouble over to here.
[1:02 - 1:17] But this involves a very good friend of mine who is also one of my followers on here.
[1:17 - 1:35] Because of William Gory Hall on YouTube, who is one of my many bullies, my dear friend who I'm not going to name out of respect for him and his family,
[1:35 - 1:46] but my friend lost his job today because of William Gory Hall.
[1:46 - 1:56] And if you ask me, I'm tired of seeing this go on.
[1:56 - 2:10] I'm tired of seeing good friends of mine lose what they love to do because of people like William Gory Hall and MusicBizMarty.
[2:10 - 2:27] It's not fair to my friends, and it sure as hell is not fair to my friends' families.
[2:27 - 2:31] This has got to stop.
[2:31 - 2:35] This is not okay.
[2:35 - 2:55] This is not an okay thing to do.
[2:55 - 3:06] This is not an okay thing to do at all.
[3:06 - 3:29] And I was sitting down writing some new music on my guitar here for some stuff I have coming up and I wanted to sit down and talk about this.
[3:29 - 3:37] Because this kind of crap that's going on happens to a lot of people.
[3:37 - 3:49] It happens to a lot of very good people for no reason.
[3:49 - 4:03] And to my friend that lost his job, I want to say that I'm sorry.
[4:03 - 4:23] Yo, Tatters! Welcome, welcome, welcome, man. And yes, it is. I support the furry community and the LGBTQ community, man. 100% I support that shit.
[4:23 - 4:40] But when my friend told me about what happened, I was heartbroken for him.
[4:40 - 5:05] So to my friend that lost his job, I wanted to play this song for you, man. And I hope that it keeps you in good spirits.
[5:05 - 5:10] Fuck!
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[9:00 - 9:07] I just want to say something, man.
[9:07 - 9:14] I can honestly say that I'm sick and tired of seeing the bullying going on on the internet.
[9:14 - 9:20] And for anybody out there that does get bullied, I want to do this song for all of you guys.
[9:20 - 9:49] Because I know what it's like to be bullied, and you guys are never alone.
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[13:53 - 14:03] And I want everybody to know right now that is watching this.
[14:03 - 14:11] I want you guys to know that it's okay to not be okay.
[14:11 - 14:15] It is perfectly fine to not be okay.
[14:15 - 14:21] Don't ever, ever hide what is going on with you.
[14:21 - 14:25] Don't ever be afraid to speak up and say, "Hey, I'm being bullied."
[14:25 - 14:27] Or, "Hey, I'm having a bad day."
[14:27 - 14:31] Or, "Hey, I need someone to talk to."
[14:31 - 14:36] Don't ever be afraid to do that.
[14:36 - 14:50] Because if you hold that shit in, it's not going to end well.
[14:50 - 14:58] And to all the victims of my bullying, William Gloryhole,
[14:58 - 15:03] whether you're on YouTube or whether you're just now visiting on here,
[15:03 - 15:07] I want to say that I appreciate every single one of you guys.
[15:07 - 15:14] Every single one of you guys, I appreciate and I respect the shit out of.
[15:14 - 15:17] Because you guys are fucking awesome.
[15:17 - 15:23] And whether your bully is William Gloryhole or some other random person,
[15:23 - 15:26] you know what I say to those bullies?
[15:26 - 15:29] I say fuck them.
[15:29 - 15:36] Because they're not as bad ass or as awesome as you guys are.
[15:36 - 15:49] They're really not.
[15:49 - 19:11] (Singing)
[19:11 - 19:17] You know, when I do these streams,
[19:17 - 19:22] and I say that I appreciate every single one of you that comes in,
[19:22 - 19:27] I mean that shit from the bottom of my heart, man.
[19:27 - 19:31] I really do truly mean that from the bottom of my heart.
[19:31 - 19:33] Because without you guys,
[19:33 - 19:38] I wouldn't be able to sit here and say that I have a job doing what I love.
[19:38 - 19:41] Being able to do my music for a living.
[19:41 - 19:46] Being able to be a pro gamer for a living.
[19:46 - 19:50] Being able to hang out with you guys for a living.
[19:50 - 20:01] Being able to inspire people by telling my story and what I've been through for a living.
[20:01 - 20:12] There are no amount of words that I could say that could possibly say thank you enough to you guys.
[20:12 - 20:17] You know, you guys here on Twitch gave me a brand new start.
[20:17 - 20:21] You truly did give me a brand new freaking start.
[20:21 - 20:28] And I am beyond, and I mean beyond grateful for that.
[20:28 - 20:33] And to everybody that's had my back,
[20:33 - 20:39] despite what everybody on the old platform that I was on said about me,
[20:39 - 20:41] you guys are fucking awesome.
[20:41 - 20:48] And I thank you guys so much for having my back.
[20:48 - 20:56] You know, I've been through quite a bit these last four years.
[20:56 - 21:01] And knowing that I now have a fan base that is forever.
[21:01 - 21:07] And knowing now that I have a fan base of people that want me to be able to be myself
[21:07 - 21:19] and gain inspiration from my story and what I've been through.
[21:19 - 21:27] It really means the world to me. It really fucking does.
[21:27 - 21:37] But the one thing I'm tired of seeing is all this bullying going on.
[21:37 - 21:45] All this bullying, all this people losing their jobs over one person making a blast about somebody else.
[21:45 - 21:51] It's not freaking cool. It's not cute and it's not funny.
[21:51 - 21:58] And I want to do whatever I can to help put a stop to it, to help others like myself.
[21:58 - 22:03] I want to do whatever I can to help put a fucking stop to it.
[22:03 - 22:09] Because no one deserves to lose their job over a lie.
[22:09 - 22:16] No one deserves to lose their job.
[22:16 - 22:29] Or their livelihood over a fucking lie that wasn't even true to begin with.
[22:29 - 22:35] No one deserves that crap. No one.
[22:35 - 22:41] And I want to do everything I can to help put a stop to it.
[22:41 - 22:49] Whether it be by speaking out against it like I'm doing now.
[22:49 - 22:57] Or whether that be going around person to person and talking to them.
[22:57 - 23:08] But I want to do whatever I can to try to help put a stop to it and help the people that have been victimized
[23:08 - 23:15] find a place where they can be themselves, like on here or on my brother Nylatt's page.
[23:15 - 23:20] Like my brother Nylatt here on Twitch. Or this community.
[23:20 - 23:24] Or like I said, my brother Nylatt's community, man.
[23:24 - 23:33] I want to be able to have people come in here and go to my brother Nylatt's Twitch and my Twitch
[23:33 - 23:42] and feel safe and know that they don't have to be worried about being attacked or bullied at all.
[23:42 - 23:52] I want this Twitch to be a fun Twitch for you guys. A fun place for you guys to come in and hang out
[23:52 - 24:17] and be yourselves and relax and have a fun time.
[24:17 - 24:42] This is for all my Color Duty fans, man. I'm fucking with you guys.
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[30:39 - 30:49] I know there's like four of you guys watching. I want every single one of you guys that's watching right now to put a comment, please.
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[31:49 - 32:01] Well, you know, I just want to say one thing to you guys. I know I've made mistakes. I know I've messed up.
[32:01 - 32:19] But that's what makes us all human. We make mistakes and we learn from them. But just because we make mistakes, that doesn't mean we should be bound to them for the rest of our lives.
[32:19 - 32:33] Especially when you get put in a position like I got put in and you went through what I went through, I don't deserve to be held back by that.
[32:33 - 32:47] And my friends don't deserve to suffer as a result and neither does my family.
[32:47 - 33:00] My friends or my family shouldn't have to pay for a mistake I made because some freaking idiotic bully on the internet decides to run their mouth.
[33:00 - 33:13] I will always speak out against bullying. I will always stand up and defend people like myself every chance I get.
[33:13 - 33:22] Because like I said, I want my Twitch to be a safe place for you guys to hang out where you guys don't have to worry about being bullied.
[33:22 - 33:29] I want you guys to have just as much fun here.
[33:29 - 33:46] I want you guys to be able to have just as much fun here as you guys do over on my brother language channel, man. I want you guys to have just as much fun here and feel just safe here as I do and all the rest of you guys feel over on my brother language channel, man.
[33:46 - 33:57] I want you guys to be able to have fun over here.
[33:57 - 34:21] And when I say that I appreciate every single person that follows me, that does a paid subscription to me, everybody that freaking supports me, when I say that I appreciate every single one of you, that's just that's not just me talking as a Twitch streamer, that's me talking as a real person.
[34:21 - 34:36] I do appreciate every single one of you guys and every single one of you guys are valued by me, which is why I want to give you guys the best that I possibly can out of myself every single time.
[34:36 - 35:00] Because I love performing for you guys. I love entertaining you guys. I love making you guys smile. I love seeing you guys laugh along with me, or whenever somebody cracks a joke you guys crack up and I crack up, and then you guys end up laughing and me laughing at what you guys are doing like, I love that stuff.
[35:00 - 35:29] And I'm just going to say, I'm going to be doing this for you guys. I'm going to be doing this for you guys. I'm going to be doing this for you guys. I'm going to be doing this for you guys.
[35:29 - 35:33] Do you just take a separate entry, please?
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[39:36 - 39:53] Now this one right here guys, this is the one that I've never done on guitar on here on Twitch. And I wanted to do this for you guys, but I wanted to know what you guys honestly think. So post in the comments what you guys think of this.
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[55:31 - 55:34] Bro, that is something to think about.
[55:34 - 55:50] (music)
[55:50 - 55:54] Let's see how many of you guys remember this one.
[55:55 - 59:13] (music)
[59:13 - 59:19] How many of you guys remember that song from back in the early 2000's, man?
[59:20 - 59:49] (music)
[59:49 - 59:59] And this song right here, this is my promise to not only my fans, and all you guys, but also to my family as well.
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[64:25 - 64:39] Now, I would like to share my story with you guys here. First off, I'd like to give a massive, massive shout out to this next artist.
[64:40 - 64:53] That I am actually about to do a vocal cover-up. I actually had the very awesome opportunity to actually sit down and talk with this man.
[64:53 - 65:05] And this guy literally took my life and my story and actually turned it into a song.
[65:06 - 65:33] And I'd like to do this song for you guys so that maybe those of you that don't know my story will understand
[65:34 - 65:38] the kind of background I come from.
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[69:49 - 70:11] Shout out to MK47 for that song, man. I truly cannot thank you enough MK for not only taking the time to talk to me, but taking my story and actually turning it into a song was truly amazing.
[70:11 - 70:18] And I'm beyond grateful to you for that, man.
[70:18 - 70:34] And you know, I just don't know what else to say other than to everybody out there that's getting bullied, I am so sorry that you have to go through that.
[70:34 - 70:39] I am beyond sorry that you have to get put through that.
[70:40 - 70:53] No one deserves that. And to my friend that lost his job, dude, I promise you, man, we're going to talk to your boss and we're going to get you your fucking job back.
[70:53 - 71:07] I can promise you that, man. I'm going to help you get you your fucking job back because you didn't deserve to lose your job.
[71:08 - 71:12] No one deserves to lose their job over a bully.
[71:12 - 71:27] So to my friend that didn't lose his job, man, I promise you, man, I'm going to do everything I can to talk to your employer and let them know that I'm not the way that these people are making me out to be, bro.
[71:28 - 71:42] And if anybody else out there is going through that same thing and they need and you need somebody to confirm that I'm not, reach out to me, reach out to me on Discord, Facebook.
[71:43 - 72:02] You know, reach out to me however you can. And if you truly do need help, like if you've lost your job because of my bullies over on YouTube, please, by all means, reach out to me and I will do everything I can to help.
[72:02 - 72:10] Because I know if I had a job, you guys would do the same for me on any given day.
[72:10 - 72:26] And I just want to help you guys the best way that I can. So if any of you guys out there are like my friend and you lost your job because of these bullies, please speak up and say something.
[72:26 - 72:37] You guys can reach out to me on Facebook. You can reach out to me on Discord. However, you guys can get a hold of me, whether it be by email, by phone.
[72:38 - 72:43] However you have to get a hold of me, do it and I will do everything I can to help you guys.
[72:43 - 72:55] But I would definitely say, yo, I'm about to sit down, take a break and just hang out.
[72:55 - 73:03] So I'll catch you guys in a little bit. I'll actually catch you guys here probably around like eight o'clock or so. So I'm going to sit down.
[73:04 - 73:08] I'm going to relax. I'm going to work on some different stuff.
[73:08 - 73:16] And I'll catch you guys later, man. As always, like I always say, man, always stay humble, stay positive.
[73:16 - 73:23] Fuck what people think about you, man. You guys are awesome. You guys are wonderful. You guys are talented. You guys are amazing.
[73:23 - 73:30] And just keep being yourself and don't change for nobody. Keep being yourself.
[73:33 - 73:37] And I'll catch you guys later, man. I love you guys. Peace.
[73:38 - 73:39] Please.